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edenesth · 9 months

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Undying Bonds (Part 9)

Pairing: Hongjoong x fem!reader, Seonghwa x fem!reader

AU: zombie apocalypse au

Word Count: 4.3k

Trigger Warning: brief mentions of attempted su*c*de

Summary: What could be worse than being separated from the love of your life in a zombie apocalypse? Hongjoong was forced to leave you behind with his friend, Seonghwa, as he ventures out alone to search for the rest of his missing group members. Will Hongjoong be successful in his solo mission to find his members? Will he be able to return to you unscathed? And what happens when you're stuck with his caring best friend, who is hopelessly in love with you, for too long?

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Christopher.

That was a name that Chan hasn't heard anyone call him by in a good while now, just the way he had intended.

He left his identity as Christopher behind the moment he made the decision to permanently move from Australia back to South Korea for good all those years ago. His new life as Bang Chan began ever since then and he vowed to never look back on his old life again, never will he allow himself to live like that again.

He was a completely different person now.

The Christopher from before was no more, the day he became Bang Chan, he promised himself he'd be better, stronger and wiser; everything Christopher was not.

Bang Chan has achieved things that Christopher could never even begin to imagine achieving and he'd do everything to ensure things stay that way. He could say with confidence that he's done a wonderful job of that so far.

But with you standing in front of him like this again, he felt the doubts creeping in. He was so sure he no longer had any weaknesses left to hold him back from being the greatest but here you were, alive and well. His biggest weakness was still around all this while and so near to him too, he had absolutely no idea.

You see, only a handful of people knew him by that name and most of those people were no longer around, he's made sure of that.

Some buried nine feet underground in eternal sleep and some still out there roaming the streets mindlessly as an undead. Which was why he never thought he'd be hearing anyone calling him by that ever again. Had it been anyone else, he would have beheaded them right on the spot.

But it was you.

His dearest childhood friend.

You were his saviour. His first and last love. The light of his life.

The first and only person to show him that perhaps this world was not all dark and hopeless, that perhaps there was still hope in humanity no matter how minuscule; that was you.

You were the only one who truly mattered to him.

If there was one thing Chan did not despise and would dare say he missed from his life as Christopher, it would be you.

Christopher had been an outcast for as long as he could remember, he hated his life and often wondered why he was even brought to this world in the first place if he was only going to be treated like a waste of space by everyone around him.

There was not one single day where he looked forward to waking up, he was a complete failure. He was so much of a loser that he failed to even take his own life despite several pitiful attempts.

It wasn't until his final attempt that he met you, an angel sent from the heavens to save him from his misery.

He recalled having millions of questions running through his mind as you cried painfully, clutching tightly onto his shirt and begging him not to jump off the bridge.

You didn't even know who he was, how and why did you care so much for a piece of trash like him?

At that moment, he listened to you because all he wanted to do was stop your tears. He'll never forget the foreign feeling coursing through his veins when you pulled him into your arms in relief.

"Please, don't do that again... I can't imagine what you're going through, but I want to understand. You don't have to face this alone, okay? This pain that you're feeling, I promise it won't last forever... I'm willing to stay with you so, let's talk about what's bothering you, hm? Don't be afraid... I'm here to listen without judgement."

That, he later learned, was the feeling of comfort from someone who sincerely cared. True to your words, you stayed with him and listened to all his problems.

He had expected you to eventually leave him once you realise how much of a loser he was and he wouldn't even blame you for it but you didn't.

It surprised him more that you remained faithfully by his side, eventually becoming his closest and only friend. You even transferred schools so that you could be near him, always being there for him and standing up to anyone who dared bully him.

As more time went by, he realised he wanted to be more than just friends but his lack of confidence prevented him from confessing because he could tell you probably did not feel the same way.

After all, you made it pretty damn clear to not only him but even to everyone around you of your strong stance on not committing to anything even remotely related to romance. And your reason for that; you felt that relationships usually do more damage than good.

In one of your many shared conversations, he casually brought up the possibility of you seeing yourself dating him in the future. He pretended to ask that out of curiosity but deep down, he needed to know if he stood a chance.

The way your answer had left him feeling bittersweet, it wasn't something he could simply forget.

You told him you wouldn't even consider it because it was him. It broke his heart at first but then you clarified by explaining how important he was to you and how much he meant to you, that was why you couldn't risk losing him at all. You believed that a relationship between you would only ruin exactly that, your precious friendship.

As much as it sounded merely like a polite way of turning him down, you genuinely only saw him as a good friend and truly did not wish to lose him.

In fear of scaring you or pushing you further from him, he respected your wish and continued to remain a close friend to you all throughout your school years together. He would do anything just to keep you by his side even if that meant he couldn't have you as a lover because unbeknownst to you, you've become his sole purpose of living at that point.

You were the only thing keeping him going… until you were gone.

Just as he'd started to believe that life was finally being kind to him now that he could enjoy the peace and pleasure of simply having you by his side, shit happened.

It was senior year of high school when it happened, tragedy struck on one fateful day.

An accident shattered his idyllic world. Christopher, in the midst of chaos and confusion, believed that he had lost you forever. His heart broke and in his grief, he withdrew from everything and moved back to his home country to start anew.

Little did he know, you had survived the accident, though you were left battered and unconscious.

As the years rolled on, you fought your way back to life, piece by painful piece. You battled through surgeries and rehabilitation, all the while unaware of the depths of his despair. It was a long and gruelling journey back to consciousness and health, and by the time you emerged from the darkness, Christopher was no longer a part of your life.

Still fragile from your physical and emotional wounds, you felt a profound sense of abandonment. You believed that he had left you in your darkest hour and the pain of this perceived betrayal became a permanent scar on your heart.

You sought solace in building a new life for yourself, one where you wouldn't have to rely on anyone else.

Life sure had a funny way of bringing people back together because you, too, returned to South Korea to begin your new life. It was there that you met your current group of friends as well as your boyfriend when you decided to further your studies at university.

All this time, he thought he'd lost you for good.

If only he had even the slightest clue you survived, perhaps he wouldn't have left Australia and perhaps he wouldn't have become the Bang Chan that he was today. Because the person that he was now did not deserve to be by your side anymore, he was already tainted beyond recognition the day he chose to give in to all of his selfish greed and desires, the day he established Stray Kids.

The moment you'd recognised one another, it brought about a mixture of nostalgia and unresolved feelings. When your eyes properly met, a flood of memories washed over you, the happy times and the pain all swirling together.

For him, seeing you again was a mixture of relief and regret.

He had never truly moved on from your shared past and the sight of you stirred up a whirlwind of emotions he thought he had buried. He yearned to explain the truth, to tell you that he had believed you were gone and his withdrawal was born out of grief, not abandonment.

But your heart was guarded, your trust in him shattered.

You had spent years nursing your wounds and crafting walls to protect yourself from further pain, though the walls were broken down by Hongjoong years ago, that didn't apply to Christopher who had left you right when you needed him the most.

The awkwardness between you was palpable, a silent reminder of what you had lost and what could have been.

Chan struggled to find his words as he took in your current appearance. You were older now, and so was he but god, were you just as beautiful as you were all those years ago.

He exhaled shakily and lifted a hand to cup your face but his heart fell to the deepest pit of his stomach when you turned your head away to avoid his touch, he could see now in your eyes that you no longer held any affection for him.

"Please, the others are watching. Perhaps we can catch up later." You muttered, coldly pulling your hand out of his grasp.

As if finally coming back to his senses, he cleared his throat loudly and nodded, "Right, of course." He could feel the glares burning into his back from behind, no doubt from Mingi and Jongho who were ready to pounce if Chan dares to try anything inappropriate.

It was clear to everyone that the two of you shared some sort of history but none of that mattered to your friends because to them, you belonged to no one else but their captain now.

It took a bit of convincing from Changbin and Hyunjin for Hongjoong and the guys to believe what the two were telling them to be the truth.

Jongho… was now one of them?

Choi Jongho, their youngest little bear? Now a part of Stray Kids?

As much as none of them liked what they were hearing, Hongjoong knows they'd have no choice but to comply because not only Jongho but even you, Seonghwa and Mingi were now in their hands.

Putting aside their hatred for the gang for a moment, reuniting with you was the main priority now. The captain would worry about what comes next afterwards once you were all together again.

Despite their reluctance to waste any more time, the two members of Stray Kids agreed to let them have another moment with San before they leave for the gang's headquarters.

Changbin had to remind himself over and over that these were not prisoners, but VIPs under their protection.

The thought only further made the shorter male fire up in irritation, "I still can't believe we're doing this… all for Choi freaking Jongho. We take lives, we don't save them. Chan hyung hasn't even gone this far for any of us. Look at us here, playing escorts and bodyguards. Pathetic."

Hyunjin smirked dejectedly, "No shit. You don't think that's probably because we didn't put up a fight when he recruited us? We were desperate and that just makes us less valuable, we wanted to be in the team more than anything. It sucks but Minho hyung could care less if any of us died on the field, the fact that even he is putting in the work to get this fella on board…"

Both of them sighed deeply at that, "Let's just focus on not pissing either of them off, alright? We can't afford to lose any more favour than we don't already have."

The shorter member nodded bitterly, all this talk about losing favour only reminding him of Jisung's fate for failing to execute his task, causing the whole operation to fall through.

Said member was stuck in 'detention' for a week, locked up in their very own timeout room with limited access to food and water. The idea of punishments was undoubtedly all Minho's, he saw his teammates as nothing more than objects after all.

If you prove yourself to be an asset, you'll naturally be rewarded but if you become a liability, there will obviously be consequences to suffer.

These punishments serve as a lesson and you'd better learn from them because if you don't, that could result in permanent removal from not only the gang but possibly from this world too; more than three strikes and you're out.

Being a member of Stray Kids does not guarantee your safety for nothing, you practically have to work for it.

That was why it was incredibly vital to receive validation from the gang leader and his right-hand man. What bothered them was that Jongho was the only one to have that now, this automatically puts the rest of the members below the newest recruit despite the duration they've served and the loyalty they've displayed to the gang.

The two watched as Hongjoong and his friends huddled around the ground where they'd presumably just buried one of their friends.

The four were obviously very close to one another, that was the type of brotherhood that Hyunjin secretly yearned to have with his teammates but he knew it to be impossible. He understood better than anyone that the members of his gang weren't friends, they were merely co-workers just serving the same purpose.

"Just ignore them, let's say our goodbyes."

Hongjoong ordered, noticing Wooyoung glancing warily back at the two gang members who were blatantly observing them from afar, "Yes, hyung…" The younger male croaked out, bowing his head as they all turned their attention back to their friend's grave.

The captain cleared his throat and sniffled before speaking, throwing his arms around his friends to pull them close to him.

"Sannie… thank you for the moments we shared, you'll always be in our hearts. W-we love you so much, we'll carry your love with us always. You brought light into our lives, e-even though you're gone… that light will never fade. As you leave this world, please know that you made it a better place. The world may be a little dimmer without you… b-but your light will never truly go out. Rest now, my friend, you deserve peace…"

Hongjoong cursed to himself when his voice broke towards the end of his speech, causing even the usually more composed Yunho and Yeosang to sob violently.

Wooyoung, however, remained surprisingly calm as he smiled tearfully ahead. It was as if he could see his best friend standing in front of him, Hongjoong thought to himself as he looked at the younger male bidding San a final farewell.

"Goodbye for now, Sannie… I know we'll meet again someday."

The four friends stayed for a while before moving to pack up their belongings once they'd all calmed down and collected themselves from their emotional states.

As much as it hurt them to have to cut their mourning period short, they had no choice but to continue on for now. San was gone, nothing could change that but the rest of their group was still separated from them.

With only the thought of their reunion in mind, Hongjoong and his boys pushed themselves forward.

Changbin and Hyunjin stood at the entrance of the high school, waiting expectantly with their arms crossed, "About damn time you all got done with that, now let's go before the sun goes down."

Wooyoung's nostrils flared at the taller gang member's insensitivity, "Excuse me?! Our friend just die-" Hongjoong slapped a hand over his friend's mouth, "Enough, there's no point. Do you honestly think they care? Let's just cooperate." Before Wooyoung could protest, the captain shut him up with a deadly glare.

Following the two gang members out, they were led towards the main road where a well-maintained military armoured truck, spray painted with the Stray Kids logo, was parked.

"Holy shit, don't tell me you robbed even the military for this," Yunho's jaws dropped at the vehicle, Changbin grinned proudly, "You bet your ass we did. You ain't seen shit yet, buddy. Wait till we get to HQ."

Hongjoong shook his head disapprovingly while his younger friends admired the truck that was still kept in such good condition.

"Alright, losers. Fasten your seatbelts and hold on tight, or don't, I don't really care." Yeosang and Wooyoung rolled their eyes at Hyunjin's words but did as they were told regardless.

Meanwhile, Hongjoong prepared himself to face the leader of Stray Kids and racked his brain for strategies on how they could get out of the gang's grasp unharmed. Of course, he couldn't wait to see you again but the fact that your reunion would be taking place in enemy territories, it didn't make him feel too good at all.

He wondered how you were feeling at that very moment, you must have been so scared and confused.

I'm coming, my love. We'll be together again soon.

"Welcome to District 9."

Minho grinned with pride, watching all your awestruck expressions in satisfaction. You and your friends gaped at what was supposed to be the SKZ HQ.

They managed to take over an entire mall that was located in the heart of Seoul. What's amazing was the fact that it looked completely abandoned from the outside but once you enter the premise through the secret passage that led you down to the underground parking lot, it was a whole new world.

The brightly lit and flawless interior made it look as if the zombie apocalypse never reached this place at all.

Lined up in the parking were all sorts of expensive vehicles you'd think were left behind by previous owners who happened to be the last shoppers here but no, these beauties were 'acquired' by the Stray Kids members themselves when they were out hunting. They were technically like pirates and whatever you see here was obtained through the means of stealing from others.

But it doesn't end there, the best part was the inside of the building.

You had no idea how they did it but it looked just the way it was before; it was literally a regular shopping mall back in the normal world but to be able to see this now was what's mind-blowing.

You wholeheartedly believed what the rumours had said about Stray Kids now, they truly were powerful and wealthy beyond imagination. This was the level of luxury no common survivor could even begin to dream of enjoying again in their lives.

Mingi couldn't keep his excitement in when you guys were assigned to a fancy and aesthetically pleasing furniture store. Upon careful observation, you noted that the store was strategically located right next to the washroom and was also near the food court where meals were served three times a day.

"Wow, you've really outdone yourself, Chris. I wonder how many lives were sacrificed for this amount of luxury," You said sarcastically, staring directly at Chan as he sighed and approached you slowly, "Look, I… Can we talk? Please..?"

The two of you finally settled down by a floor-to-ceiling window that overlooked the once-beautiful city of Seoul to sort things out between you.

The journey of coming here just to speak with him was not without difficulty, Seonghwa being the biggest obstacle. He was strongly against you going anywhere alone with the gang leader. He didn't like the way Chan looks at you even one bit, he wasn't a fool and could tell right away how the leader probably felt about you just by that.

To Chan's dismay, he had to witness you reassure the tall male ever so caringly that you'd be fine. He longed to be on the receiving end of your gentle touches and soft words once again.

He scoffed loudly at Seonghwa's insinuations, as if he'd do anything to hurt you.

The audacity of these losers, Chan knew you much longer and probably better than any of your current friends. How dare they even think he'd be a danger to you. With Jongho's reluctant help, they'd eventually manage to pull Seonghwa away from you.

There were so many questions that Chan needed answers to. Like what happened back then, how did you survive, why were you here in Korea, who were these guys with you?

Instead, he ended up asking the question that mattered the least.

"Was that persistent one your boyfriend?"

His tone was bitter, "He's not but that's none of your business." The hurt expression on his face did little to affect you, he supposed he was partly relieved to hear that.

Perhaps you were still single all this while and were still firmly against the idea of dating. He'd be happy if that were the case, even if he couldn't have you, at least no one else could too.

But your cold tone still broke his heart nevertheless, did you really believe he had left you?

You hated it but your vision was slowly blurring with tears, "Don't look at me like that, like I owe you any explanations. You were the one who abandoned me, Chris, when I needed you the most." You spat, turning away from him to wipe your tears.

He shook his head furiously, "No, it's not like tha-" You held a hand up to cut him off, "I don't want to hear your excuses. How could you? After everything we've been through…"

He exhaled shakily, hands moving to grip your shoulders as he struggled to find his words, "Please, I didn't know you were still alive." At this very moment, he's become Christopher all over again. The intimidating Bang Chan was no longer in sight with you so close.

You laughed humourlessly, "You didn't know? Maybe if you just stayed around long enough, you would have found out… what baffles me is the fact that you left the country without even confirming if I really was gone..."

That shut him up for good, your point was valid.

He was quick to conclude you were gone just from the words of some people. Why hadn't he been more thorough? He realised now how bad it all looked to you and he had nothing to say for himself.

"Did you know how much I suffered after the accident? As if getting myself back onto my feet wasn't excruciating enough, I had to do it all alone because you disappeared on me."

Chan's heart wrenched in pain just imagining what you had to endure all while he was here indulging in his sinful desires without a care in the world when he should have been there with you.

His hands slid down your arms to grasp your smaller ones in his tightly, biting onto his lip to hold his tears back because he knows he had no right to cry, "You're right... God, I'm so sorry," You scoffed lightly at that, "Yeah well, sorry isn't going to change anything now."

Defeated, you sighed when he refused to let go of your hands.

"Look, you don't have to feel so bad. It's thanks to you I got to meet some people who now mean the world to me, I've... never been happier," His chest ached with envy for those lucky bastards, "I could forgive you for what happened in the past, Chris... but what I can't accept is who you've become now."

Panic filled his senses when he sees the disappointment in your eyes, you've completely given up on him. He tried to pull you into his arms when you finally managed to tug your hands free from his.

"Just let me go, Chris. We can pretend to be strangers, or maybe we don't have to pretend at all because I don't even know you anymore..."

Your words were like knives piercing into his heart, "No please, it's still me! I'm still yours, I swear! Just... at least let me explain myself, yeah? All I ask is for you to hear me out this once, you must know how much it pained me to believe you were gone... You were my everything- you still are!"

Before you could form a response, a small gasp escaped your lips when you were pulled out of Chan's hold and into a pair of familiar arms. The person standing between you and the gang leader immediately calms the storm within you.

It was Hongjoong.

You let out a shaky breath in relief, your world was complete again.

"I won't tell you twice, stay away from her," Hongjoong glowered, squeezing you protectively in his arms. Chan narrowed his eyes dangerously in annoyance at the interruption, "And who the hell are you? Know your place, this is between me and her!"

The captain smirked in amusement, "I'm her boyfriend," Chan's eyes rounded and his stomach dropped at that, his eyes fleeting over to yours for confirmation, "B-boyfriend..?" You nodded, pressing closer to Hongjoong for comfort.

"I think this is exactly where I should be, right by her side. Can't say the same for you though, Christopher."

Hope y'all liked this part! I went through a mental breakdown writing this because I was halfway through when my work was accidentally deleted and I had to rewrite everything. It was super stressful but I'm glad it's done. As always, do let me know what you think and thank you for reading!

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changbinslovelylegs · 10 months

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Incentive

Pairing: Wooyoung (dom) x San (sub) ateez

WC: 1368

Warnings: Smut, language, voilence, slight blood, orgasm denial/delay, bondage, nipple play, mean dom sir woo, whiney sub san

Based off of woosan trailer and bouncy mv

Woosan live in a van and are low on money, but San has always been a good fighter which is why he has the brilliant idea to become a boxer, and Wooyoung has the brilliant idea to bet on those fights so they not only win prize money but bet money as well. The catch is Wooyoung always wants to fuck San for a job well done, and he only gets to cum if he won. (Might make this a sort of stand alone series because I have many ideas based off of this comeback!)

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"I'm so close" San was a withering mess from underneath Wooyoung, his legs shaking, whole body sweating, and moaning from left to right as the one above him pounded him into next week.

The van's tinted windows were fogging up, no doubt from the explicit activities that were happening inside. Wooyoung smirked at Sans comment, slowing down so that he didn't go over the edge.

"Oh, your close are you?" Wooyoung mocked, reviling in the way his answer made San whine loudly and shake his head.

The rules were simple: win the fight, you get to cum, loose the fight, and you do not. An incentive Wooyoung himself came up with to help San win more fights because he would be excited that he gets to cum later, and they would get more money.

"Please sir please! I need to cum!" San is right there, if only he had permission.

"Did you win the fight tonight kitten?" Wooyoung places his hands over San's which are bound together by pink fluffy handcuffs, intertwining their fingers as a small sign of i've got you.

"No, but please sir wanna cum!" San was crying now, and Wooyoung was loving it, the way San tried to close his eyes and will the tears away but it was no use because they were already falling.

"Then no your not allowed to cum, you know the rules gorgeous"

"Sirrrrrrr!"

"shh kitten, just enjoy the edge while I finish ok?"

Later that night, after Wooyoung had lovingly calmed San down through cuddles and nibbling on small crackers they were planning their next fight.

San knew he was good at defending himself because he found out he had been defending himself pretty much his whole life. After his dad kicked him out for being gay at 15, he was on the run and always defending himself.

San met Wooyoung after an encounter Wooyoung was in needed someone to save him, and after finding out that they were both on the run, they decided to run together, and they've been running ever since.

Wooyoung was never much of a fighter, he preferred to hide and hope that no one would find him, San didn't mind this one bit because he loved being Wooyoung's saviour and loved any chance he got to show off how strong he is.

They worked their butts off so they could afford the van, since that sleeping in an old abandoned garage wasn't so safe they were even mugged once! Wooyoung was waiting tables while San worked the day shift at their local gas station and once enough money was saved up, they got a mini van so they could live in that and lock the doors at night.

Soon after Wooyoung had the genius idea to get San into boxing since he was already good at it, and while San fought Wooyoung would bet on the fights to try and make even more money! the plan was going well so far and they almost had enough money for a down payment on their own apartment!

"Have you ever fought against Seo Changbin?" Wooyoung queried, scrolling through the mans instagram while slurping up instant ramen at the same time.

"No I don't think so, why?" San had his own cup of instant ramen, since most nights it was all they could afford for dinner.

"Well it's gonna happen next week, I got in touch with Bang Chan his manager and asked if we could have a match!"

"Sounds fun, I'll hit the gym in the morning"

"I might actually join you, do some light weights or walk on the treddy" Just because Wooyoung didn't know how to fight didn't mean he didn't wanna be healthy.

"You tryna rope me in for some gym sex? get all worked up and then work me out?" San joked, nudging him slightly.

"HA! you wish" Wooyoung nudged him back, but then gave in and gave San a sweet kiss which may or have may not lead to a little make out session.

When next week rolled around, San was more than ready for the fight! He had gone to the gym every day to train, getting strong as he heard Changbin was going to be a tough opponent.

The crowd was going wild as they both entered the ring, intense rap music playing in the back ground to hype everyone up as if they weren't already hyped.

Wooyoung could be seen off to the side sly-ly taking money from others as he was betting on san to win, and if he did win everyone who said he wouldn't, wouldn't get their money back.

"You got this baby, kick his ass!" Wooyoung was cheering from below, just as the bell rang to signal the start of the match.

Changbin was good, San had to admit, with the corner of his mouth bleeding and left eye pulsing from being punched there, Changbin was defiantly good.

"Water" San croaked out as the halftime bell rang, walking back over to Wooyoung. He sat down on a stool as water was squirted into his mouth, some not making it and dripping on his clothes but he didn't care.

"Where does it hurt?" Wooyoung got straight to it as they only had 5 minutes.

"My left eye is pulsing, my left shoulder kinda kills and wherever you see blood I guess" San breathed deeply, closing his eyes as Wooyoung tended to him, a wet rag wiping all over to get rid of most of the blood. Wooyoung gave San's left shoulder a small massage in the small amount of time they have left.

"I love you, and I'll be proud of you no matter what ok?" San leaned down to kiss his lips in thanks, always basking in his lovers praise.

"Love you too Woo, so fucking much" and with that the bell rang again signalling halftime was up.

It turned out San was better, somehow landing punch after punch after punch. So many punches he ended up knocking Changbin out. The crowd went wild again after San won, chanting his name as he was given the belt.

No one was more proud of San than Wooyoung though, smiling heavily as he basked in how much money they won. Sadly more people thought that San wouldn't win as he didn't win last time, but that only meant more money for them when he eventually did win so in the end he never let it get to him.

"So proud of my kitten, you did so well tonight" Wooyoung praised as he was once again pounding away.

San could only moan in response, as words were too hard for him at the moment. He gripped at the sheets and whined, no longer being able to lay still.

"aw does my kitten like this hmm?" Wooyoung continued to lightly stroke San's cock with one hand and use the other to pinch one of his nipples.

"Sir! oh fuck" San cried out from the sudden sting to his nipples.

"Are you close?"

"So fucking close, sir please!"

"Hmm, maybe, if you beg me prettily enough" Wooyoung knew the rules too, San did win which meant he did get to cum, that didn't mean he couldn't taunt San a little first. He continued to tweak each nipple and smirked each time it made San whine.

"Please sir let me cum, I've been so good, I wanna cum so badly please!" San was shaking with need, whole body buzzing.

"alright gorgeous, you can cum now" and it was all San needed to let out a weeks worth of pent up load.

Hot and white and intense, had San screaming into the nearest pillow so that no one outside the van may have heard him.

"Ok kitten come here, you did so well come here" Wooyoung brought San into his arms, swaying them back and forth as he waited for San to come down.

It always took a few minutes as Wooyoung hardly ever went soft on San, but he happily waited all the time San needed. Wooyoung was just happy he had someone to hold and care for, and San was just as happy to be held.

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whatudowhennooneseesyou · 11 months

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i saw you said that bang chan would be controlling in relationships, can you go a little more in depth with that? tbh i’m not shocked 😭

Hello!

Yeah, I have mentioned this alot in my other posts so I'm a bit stuck on what else I can add but his care-giver complex does make him prone to be controlling because he genuinely feels that no one can take care of you like he can.

Plus his saviour complex means it would make him feel inferior if you sought protection, comfort or reassurance from someone else other than him.

But realistically, even though is he the controlling one, you would have the upper hand because the submissive one is the one that holds the power in the imbalance right?

#whatudowhennooneseesyou hard hours #whatudowhennooneseesyou anon asks #stray kids smut #skz hard hours #bang chan x reader #astrology talk with ruby

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dalamjisung · 5 months

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wait yall stop everything -- I just had a moment of clarity: SKZ x CRIMINAL MINDS djksdjaskldjaskd WHO IS WHO

Bang Chan is Hotchner because OF COURSE LEADERS DADDIES. And they are naturals at that, loving and protecting of his team and family, but maintaining professionalism above everything.

Lee Minho is Elle Greenaway. She is a boss and loves to prove her strength to the team– might not be the warmest member of the unit, but is one of the most charming ones. She will put you in your place and prove she can beat just anyone standing in her way.

Seo Changbin has to be the one and only Derek Morgan. Brawls over brains, this man is smart, no one is claiming otherwise, but he does love his tackling and breaking down doors.

Hwang Hyunjin is JJ and there is so much in common between them! Empathetic, yet forced to keep a distance to work's sake. Seemingly cold, but big hearted.

Han Jisung is our beloved Emily Prentiss. She might seem unassuming with her jokes and her adorable smile, but don't be fooled, she can (and will), obliterate you. Skilled beyond measure, they are both dedicated beyond compare.

Lee Felix has to be Penelope Garcia. He doesn't give me techy vibes, but god those two are sunshine impersonated and no one can tell me otherwise!

Kim Seungmin IS JASON GIDEON ABSOLUTELY! It's the old wise words in him, the poetic love for metaphors, the adoration for freaking birds... everything just screams Jeongin.

Yang Jeongin has to be our lord and saviour Dr. Spencer Reid. The youngest, am I right? Smart, a tad awkward, and will annihilate you with his words.

GUYS SERIOUSLY, I AM MAKING THIS INTO A SERIES <3

#stray kids #bang chan #lee minho #seo changbin #hwang hyunjin #han jisung #lee felix #kim seungmin #yang jeongin #criminal minds #crossover #JJ #emily prentiss #spencer reid #aaron hotchner #jason gideon #derek morgan #penelope garcia #elle greenaway

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talia-rumlow · 11 months

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My Saviour (Rumlow X Reader) Epilogue!

The door opens. Jack immediately lifts his gun. Dixon falls out.

- Brock!

You say, before crawling back inside Pierces office. A gunshot sounds from over your head, you look up and see a guy falling down on the floor, before you continue to make your way over to Brock. Blood pouring out from the wound on his right side.

- JACK!!

You scream!

BANG! BANG! BANG!

More gunshots, before Jack kneels down next to you. Placing two fingers on Rumlows neck, checking his vitals. Then he looks at you. You know it's only for a second, maybe not even that. But for you, it feels like years.

- Still breathing. Dixon, can you walk?

Dixon manages to sit up. Takes off his west.

- I took one in the west, And one in my arm. I can walk.

- They came by helicopter. Roof!

Jack spits out orders, before he grabs Rumlows arms, and drags him out of the room.

- My gun! Take it!

He orders you. He doesn't have to say anything else. You know what to do.

Up on the roof, you fire two rounds up in the sky, to get the pilots attention, before you point the gun directly at him, as Dixon and Jack, gets Rumlow inside the helicopter.

- TAKE OFF!

You yell to the pilot. You don't know if it's your yelling, the anger in your eyes, or the two guys in the back with Rumlow. Either way, the pilot does as he's told.

- North General Hospital!

Jack instructs.

- Pierce is the only one who can tell me where to land!

The pilot tries. Jack points his gun to the back of the pilot's head.

- Pierce is dead. I'm your boss! North General!

You punch in 911 on the helicopters emergency display.

- 911 what's your emergency?

You take a breath. Try to remember what to say.

- Incoming SHIELD helicopter. Agent down. Stab wound right side, bleeding internally. ETA 2 minutes!

Please help... You think, before you can't hold your tears back anymore.

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Rumlow's pov:

The happiest day of his life. Days. The day he met you, the day he found out you were pregnant, the day you found out it was a girl, the day Abigail was born, the day you told him you were pregnant again, the day you found out it was a boy, the day babyJack was born, and now, today, having Thanksgiving dinner. Placing that ring on your finger. Having a family of his own. The privilege of being a dad.

Yes, he could easily admit it, it was scary for a while. Not having a fatherly figure growing up. Not knowing what to do. But, you took it so easy. Made everything so easy. And when he held Abigail for the very first time. The first time she grabbed his finger with her small hand. The first time she said "daddy". He couldn't even describe it.

You were the ones keeping him alive that day. His will to get to know that little miracle growing inside of you. His love for you. Without you, he would have died that day. You saved him, in every way possible.

He moves closer. Wrapping his arm around you, pulling you close. Places a kiss on your shoulder.

- Mmmmm.. Brock..

You say, leaning your head back. The noises you make makes him all warm inside.

- I love you!

You turn around. Kiss him. He pulls you even closer.

- I can feel that...

You say, in that teasing way only you can. As you let your hand glide down his side. Letting it stop for a second over his scar. Carefully caressing it. As you keep looking at each other. He knows what's coming. This have almost become a daily routine. It's almost like that scar holds you together.

- I love you too, Brock!

You say, before he leans in for a kiss, that smile he feels against his lips is all the encouragement he needs.

- Come here!

He says, as he gets on his back, and drags you up on to him...

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dlibskzh · 1 year

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in honour of stray kids’ 5th anniversary

i would like to say that in may of 2022, i was introduced to these eight korean men in an attempt to finally get me into kpop. needless to say, it worked. my friend showed me the thunderous studio choom and i was WHIPPED. it all started with the boy with long hair…

the following week, i fell ill with the flu and decided that my time would be best spent looking up stray kids funny moments on youtube. that’s when i did some research, finding that they were a group of eight men from JYP entertainment called bang chan, lee know, changbin, hyunjin, han, felix, seungmin, and I.N. back then, i found it difficult to differentiate between seungmin and I.N, so i opted for my first ever bias, lee minho.

gradually, i got more and more invested in this group, learning that felix and bang chan were australian, lee know likes cats, han grew up in malaysia and so on. my first ever stray kids mv premiere was circus. i remember distinctly staying up until 12:30am on a school night just to see it. by then my bias had turned out to be bang chan.

soon enough, i had learnt all there is to learn, seen all there is to see, and had gotten my friends into them. i was on cloud (district) 9. by the time they announced their second mini-album MAXIDENT, i had the NOEASY album, bang chan as my wallpaper, astronaut as my favourite song, and a crippling addiction. that’s when i started questioning my bias again… the savage kim seungmin threw himself towards me with full force and his oreo hair. i was officially done for.

now, i consider myself a full-fledged kpop stan with photo cards galore. i had this vision that myself and my two best friends would get tickets to see them in sydney. i bought the tickets, not realising that my parents would have an opinion on my well-being. although i had enough money to pay for the two-day trip myself, they selfishly denied us of going. to say i spiralled into a depressive state is an understatement. i cried for hours at the fact that i wouldn’t see my saviours live and in the flesh.

i sold those tickets reluctantly. although i was lucky enough to see harry styles in sydney the day after my birthday this year, my mum posed the question: “was it worth missing out on stray kids?” and the simple answer is no. absolutely not. although i’ve been a fan of harry for much longer, he will never make me feel the same security and happiness that stray kids do. through stray kids, i have met so many new friends both irl and on the internet and i’ve never been happier.

they’re not just some silly boy band, they’re a source of light. they have taught me so much about myself and have been there for me when i needed it the most. and the funny part is, they have no idea who i am. and i’m ok with that. i can’t wait for the day they come back to australia so i can show them my love and support.

i’m also immensely proud of how far they’ve come. they are the top 4th gen boy group, gained billions of streams, and are performing at lolipalooza. something bts didn’t quite do so early in their career.

and now for a personal thank you to the members.

BANG CHAN

thank you for your endless guardianship for both stays and your members. channie’s room is always the part of my week i look forward to, no matter what language you choose to speak in. you have sacrificed so much, and i’m so proud of the leader you are today. i really wish you could see yourself through our eyes.

LEE KNOW (MINHO)

thank you for your comfort. i always seem to find stability in your electric dance performances. you have worked so hard to get to where you are today. your quirks are what makes you unique, and i believe in your judgement. please never loose sight of who you are because we love you for it.

SEO CHANGBIN

where do i even start? thank you for being strong (both physically, emotionally, and spiritually). you are what most aspiring rap sensations think they are. you are phenomenal at what you do. some people lose their sense of self when they undergo physical change, but you have never become as arrogant as them because of your grounded essence.

HWANG HYUNJIN

we all know you are the prettiest man on the planet. but what i want to thank you for is your artistic ability. there is not one single boy i know that loves to draw and sketch and read poetry more than you. i can get lost in your paintings and that says a lot about your talent. you and i also share the same personality type and zodiac sign so we are immediately the best :D

HAN JISUNG

your words are utopian. there are not many people in this world that can write a song and touch so many people in different languages. that, paired with your effortless comedic timing makes for the best friend we all dream of. thank you for bringing laughter to my darkest of days. you’re like a caffeine hit to the soul. there is a reason why we call you the fourth gen ace.

LEE FELIX

you are what everyone looks for in a soulmate. a literal beam of sunshine. it’s funny because it juxtaposes the beautiful deep rasp of your comforting voice. i am a little older than you were when you first moved to korea, and it makes me incredibly bewildered that you had the courage to leave your life behind and start afresh at such a young age.

KIM SEUNGMIN

the comedian you are. everyone always overlooks your contagious smile and your gorgeously angelic singing voice. i feel like i connect with you on a deeper, more spiritual level than most. i hope you realise just how loved you are. you may not be the member everyone notices, but you are certainly the member everyone grows to admire.

YANG JEONGIN

our baby bread. look at where you are now. barely 22 and living the life of your dreams. i wonder where all those bullies are now? certainly not as famous as you. your face is beautiful. you made me realise that self esteem is more important than what others say. you are the beauty to the beast. i can’t wait to see where your voice takes you.

#stray kids #bang chan #lee know #changbin #hyunjin #han jisung #felix #lee felix #seungmin #jeongin #stray kids 5th anniversary #you make stay stay #stray kids everywhere all around the world #you make stray kids stay

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inkedtae · 2 years

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Color themes in RAC (4)

Even though I said I’d focus on the colors, I noticed this along the way !

There seems to be a few fairytale-y thing in RAC and i love it.

Moonlight Becomes You - Sinatra

Idk what the entirety of this song means lol. I mean, obviously it’s a sweet love song but there were so many things I didn’t understand in it as English is my third language and I have yet to master it 😭. So I did some research and apparently it’s from a movie (the first version of this song at least) and man sang it to serenade a princess under her balcony lol. I then thought that Taeddy could be the one serenading Angel (ofc)?? Also Angel says that Taeddy looks like a prince in D-D-D-Dim Sum and that she wishes she were his princess. Idk, just speculating (I’m looking for crumbs atp).

“With the way he holds your feet, like fragile flowers, worried they’ll be crushed in his hands, you almost feel like you’re in a fairytale. Sometimes he feels like he’s born from one… even when he’s upset. In a perfectly tailored tux and hair swept back, Taehyung looks like a prince.

Oh, how you wish to be his princess.” (Geraldson Residence).

“…It looks like a castle that’s been repurposed as a museum…” (Geraldson Residence) again princess themes lol. We know that Angel is insecure about her inexperience and the fact that Taeddy has seen so many women, so I find it really funny that you describe Anna’s house as a castle, maybe implying that she’s a princess, and then one chapter later tell us that Angel wishes she were Taeddy’s princess. 😭 Maybe Anna is everything Angel is not, or maybe she’s someone Angel wishes she could resemble. I mean, she has fucked Taeddy lol.

“A copy of The Canterbury Tales finally lays in your hand” again fairytale theme. Don’t know what this find symbolizes though as I’ve not read this book 😭.

I just thought it was adorable!

Anyway, I’ll now leave your inbox (finally)

Have a nice day/night <3

PS: I read the first chapter of your new bang Chan fic and it’s amazing as usual !

Ah! You picked up on my fairytale references! This is so exciting!

Okay so, for the most part, Rotten Angelcake is my way of working through my personal trauma. Writing a very sexy, plus sized woman who is inexperienced like me and so desperate for a sexy man (taehyung) to befriend and be close with has been my therapy lmao. With that being said, a lot of my personal wishes and life experiences tend to bleed into the story. I grew up loving fairytales so a lot of the fairytale references are a direct projection of my wants. I have always felt like a some aspect of my experiences reflect Cinderella's. I wanted to make some vague references, for Angel's context, of a rags-to-riches kind of story.

Since you mentioned a lot of examples of it, I will further break it all down. To start, Moonlight Becomes You just encompasses a lot of the atmosphere between Taehyung and Angel when they go out together. You're all dressed up to go dreaming. Now, don't you tell me I'm wrong is like the first line in the song (if I remember correctly). Do with that lyric what you wish 👀

Taehyung being a prince to Angel is more so like him being a saviour. He funds her life and keeps her company after that lull you have when you finish school and have no idea what you wanna do and all your college friends have moved on to other things. (Again, a nod to my life lmao) This is also a little nod to a Cinderella-type of fairytale since her prince saves her from her own misery as well.

The references of the Geraldson mansion being castle are simply pointing towards a world Angel does not feel very comfortable in since she does not come from a place like that. Taehyung, though is not born into riches, comfortable blends and fits in. Angel does not.

The Canterbury Tales is just a reference to my degree. It is a classic work and Taehyung is a classic, sophisticated and intelligent man. It seems like something he would pick up and read for the sentiment and not really the context. That's really why I mentioned it.

Thank you so much for taking the time to share all your thoughts and observations with me! I really enjoyed hearing them all and am so excited by all this things you pointed out! I can't wait for the story to further unfold and for more of these to make sense.

Have a wonderful day/night too!! 🥰💞

#letters #blipbloopiwannaeat #rotten angelcake kth #red string theories

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hello!! i'm the anon from the felix fic and i can positively say that i died. I have notifs on on your acc (bc i refuse to miss anything u write) AND WHEN I TELL YOU I GASPED FROM JOY WHEN I SAW THE POST OF YOU REPLYING TO MY ASK!!! Honestly thank you so much for taking time to write those 200 words bc they touched my soul🙏 if you ever decide to write it as a full length fic I will probably be dangerously close to printing it out and sticking it above my bed. though tbh i'm already close to doing that with most of your fics..

BUT HERES THE THING i love this type of, like you said, toxic love that you just can't put into words, and your writing is kinda similar to that?? Obviously its not toxic but it also pains me in the most delicious way and the way you describe feelings and emotions just fits this type of love literally perfectly. so very unsuprisingly i loved what you wrote and i will continue rereading it for the close future to come,because you wrote exactly what i was thinking about when sending that ask, and the way you just like build (??) certain sentences touches my actual insides. this is extremely long so i'm really sorry about that but I LOVED IT AND I WILL DEFINITELY LOVE THE BANG CHAN FIC TOO WHEN YOU POST IT AAAAA

The kind of love where it takes your soul and crushes it is my fav in fics tbh and it fits lix so much because he's so gentle and warm that you completely fail to notice how the love gradually starts to tear away at your heart, and so do the people around you. What i also love about this type of trope is that both of the characters are just as equally affected, if that makes sense?? like they are both genuinely blinded with love and the fact that its slowly chipping away at them. makes it hurt so good😔

anyways enough of my rambling (i literally do not know how to shut the hell up im sorry💔) i can assure you i loved it and will love your fics to come just as much dearest <33 sending lots of love your way 💝

agreed!! lix and chan were my first thoughts when i thought of that idea, i went ahead with chan bc he seems like the sort of person who needs to take care of others, regardless of it eating away at him. in a very saviour complex toxic dependence sort of way. but your ask definetly tipped the scale in lix's favour.

your asks make my day precious anon!! I'm glad you liked the bit i wrote. stay safe and healthy, all the love 🤍

#(pip answers)

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heartinghyunjin · 3 years

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Chan talking about why he gives us hugs in every vlive just healed my heart

#thank you Chan #my healer #my saviour #i love him so much 😭#bang chan #stray kids

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seungminshoneyvocals · 6 years

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Me:*finds a minimum inconvenient*

Me: what would Chan do

#my lord and saviour Bang Chan #stray kids #chan #stray kids chan #stray kids bang chan

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skz-haetbit · 6 years

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"Because the weather was good...

Because the weather was bad...

And because the weather was good enough...

I loved

Kim Woojin"

-Bang Chan, probably

#stan woojin you cowards #bow down to our lord and saviour #kim woojin #stray kids #bang chan #wow i actually posted again #heyo #also wow im getting more followers #im legit so touched #stop sleeping on woojin 2k18 #also if youre actually reading this wow congrats youve actually got through ny rambling #im nice guys! anyone can talk to me if they want to!#also india aka jisquish followed me #wowowowowowow im freaking out

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m-jelly · 2 years

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Hey author-chan if your requests are open could I get a Shrek inspired Levi x reader please? Levi is Shrek, reader-chan is Fiona and Hange is the donkey (in personality only) and instead of an ogress reader-chan is a Titan shifter (if that's a bad idea, feel free to ignore it)

So, I searched my brain for how to make this work and I've been thinking about it for a few hours of how to make it work, and I think I might have it. I'm sorry if it doesn't turn out the way you wanted. If you have more guidance for me, just send it in my request <3

My quest.

Pairing: Levi x Reader

Genre and tags: canon AU, shifter reader, romance, falling in love, fluff, hurt, comfort, happy ending.

Concept: Erwin sends Levi and Hange off on a mission to free the reader, locked up in a base. When you are freed, you think it was everything you could hope for, only to find you're being used. You're angry and upset at first, but you get to know your two saviours and fall for Levi as he falls for you, but you have a secret. Levi wants to tell you how he feels, but he overhears you saying bad things that he thinks is about him. Erwin collects you the next day and you both part, but Hange makes it clear to Levi that you love him and you are scared because you're a shifter. Levi runs to your rescue before anything bad happens to you and he gets to see your titan form.

You sat on your bed and looked out the window down at the rest of the base. You let out a long sigh as you felt lonely and sad. You looked at the chains on your ankles, then sighed again. You pouted, then looked out again to see two people getting closer to the base. You frowned a little, then flopped back on your bed.

You closed your eyes and relaxed. You melted into the bed and drifted off into a light sleep. You frowned a little when you heard what sounded like fighting going on in the base. You thought that the guys were having a little bit of a fight over something stupid.

Levi slammed through the ceiling, then stumbled and fell onto his side. He pushed up, then shook his head. "Tch, damn four-eyes!" He looked back at you lying on the bed with your eyes closed. He walked closer to you and thought you were so pretty. He held your shoulders, then shook you awake. "Move it brat!"

You slapped him hard. "What the hell!? Who are you and why the fuck are you here?"

He rubbed his cheek, then started removing the cuffs on your ankles. "I'm to rescue you."

Your eyes widened. "Really?"

He nodded, then grabbed your hand and pulled you off the bed. "We gotta move."

You ran with him. "I thought this would turn out differently. Maybe I'd be saved by someone who cares about me."

"Tch, prince charming is a lie."

"Not what I meant!" You skidded to a stop and bumped into a Levi when he stopped. "Why are we running right now?"

He looked around, then ran with you. "Just a few things."

You gasped when you heard a loud bang. "Don't tell me...you didn't slay the Titan!?"

He ran with you. "It's on my to-do list! Anyway, I asked my friend to do it and she's probably talking it up and romancing it." He led you to the containment for the Titan that would be released if you escaped. "Tch, damn it she's trying to talk to it! Hange! Kill it!"

Hange pouted at Levi. "But it's amazing!"

"Move before it escapes!"

Hange stumbled back and screamed when the Titan yanked and pulled the chains free. "Shit!"

Levi pulled you close, then ran with you. "Tch, fucking shithead." He used his gear and flew through the building with you holding on tightly. He flew out the base, then skidded on the floor. "Fuck!" He let you go and stormed up to Hange. "That was too fucking close!"

Hange held her hands up. "In my defence, it was important to get to know him and see a weakness."

You walked over. "You both rescued me. Thank you! I thought I was going to be locked up there forever, but now I'm free. You and your noble soldier!"

Hange grinned. "You hear that? She called me a noble soldier."

You hummed a laugh. "So, may I ask who saved me?"

Levi went to a box full of their things. "You don't want to know."

"I do."

"No, you don't."

You gulped. "I need a name at least."

"Levi."

You watched him grab his green cape, then put it on. "You're...a scout."

He looked over at you. "Told you."

You panted, then frowned. "So, you were sent here just to use me."

Levi loaded his gear up, then turned to you. "Commander Erwin Smith was given the order to get you, so he sent us two."

You sat down. "Yes, a crazy titan lover and a grumpy swearing guy. If whoever asked Erwin to get me, then they can collect me themselves from here."

Levi's eyes twitched. "You are coming with us, right now."

You folded your arms. "No, I'm not."

Levi growled, then grabbed you and threw you over his shoulder as you shouted and kicked. He walked with you and Hange across lands until it started to get dark.

You cleared your throat. "Excuse me? Levi is it? I need to rest."

Levi shook his head. "No, we keep going. If we rest then the journey is longer than it needs to be."

"I need to find a place to rest, now!"

Levi flinched at your tone, then he sighed. "Alright." He took you to an abandoned house and put you inside. "Will this do?"

You nodded as you blushed. "Sorry. I just get very unwell and weak at night."

"I'm sorry. I forgot you're not a scout." He took his cape off and handed it over. "Here, to keep you warm."

You took the cape and smiled. "Thank you."

Levi left you alone to rest, but checked on you in the night and thought you were really pretty. He sat with Hange outside and admired the stars.

Hange leaned over and smiled. "You like her."

Levi blushed. "Tch, she's pretty, alright?"

"She is." She smiled a little. "I feel sorry for her. She's been locked up for a while, now she's being taken and forced against her will to go across the land to be locked up again and used."

Levi ruffled his hair. "I won't carry her. We'll walk together."

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You got up the next day and searched the old house for supplies. You went into the forest and to the lake, before returning to Levi and Hange. You set a fire going, then started making breakfast for the two of them.

Levi sniffed, then inhaled deep. He sat up and watched you cooking. "Tch, the fuck?"

You smiled. "I wanted to apologise for how I was, so I decided to make you both dinner and tea." You handed over food and drink for Levi, then gave your name. "But I think you already know my name. It's lovely to meet you both."

"You too."

Hange sat up quickly. "Food!" She grabbed the food and ate. "God, this is so good! You're very resourceful!"

You blushed. "Oh, well I've been by myself for a while, so I've learned how to survive and make good meals."

Levi smiled a little. "I'm impressed."

"Thanks."

Levi cleaned up after, then you all walked together across the land. You and Levi stayed next to each other and started talking. You got to know each other and found that the two of you had so much in common with each other. Eventually, you walked right next to him and almost held hands.

You stopped a nice spot and enjoyed the view. You looked down as Levi skidded down the little drop. "We're going down? I don't know if I can make that."

Levi opened his arms. "Jump and I'll catch you."

"But."

"Come on. I'm right here."

You jumped and landed in his arms. You squeaked a little, then blushed as Levi held you close. You gazed at Levi as he slowly lowered you onto your feet. He tucked hair behind your ear and smiled at you. You smiled back at him, then you hugged him. Levi wrapped his arms around you tightly, then put his arm around youand walked with you.

You walked with him and hummed a laugh. "You're rather sweet you know?"

He blushed. "You're not bad either." He spotted some flowers, then picked one. He stopped in front of you, then put it in your hair. "Beautiful."

You hummed a laugh. "Thank you."

He cleared his throat. "I know this really good teashop in town. I think you'd like it."

"Really?"

He nodded. "I'd be honoured to take you. Tch, if you're not too busy."

You giggled at how sweet he was. "I'd love that."

"Really!?" He blushed at how loud and excited he was. "I ah, well, I meant fine."

You smiled at how sweet he was. "I think it'd be a lot of fun."

"Yeah? Good." He gulped. "So, what do you want in your future?"

You shrugged. "I haven't got much of a future."

"What if you could do or have anything at all?"

You hummed in thought. "Well, I'd love to have a teashop."

"Me too!"

You giggled. "With baked goods that match?"

Levi nodded. "So, people could tell you what mood they want to be in and get a tea and snack to help!"

"It's perfect."

Levi blushed when he realised he was getting too excited. "What else?"

You stopped by a rundown house. "I'd love a family, kids and all that. I just need a nice person to ask me to be there's."

"I ah..." He said your name. "I umm..."

You stepped closer. "Yes?"

He gazed at you to see a hopeful look in your eyes. He looked away and sighed. "You should rest."

Your shoulders dropped. "Oh...well, yeah." You walked to the home, then closed the door.

Hange leaned over to Levi. "Smooth."

He glared at her. "Tch, shut up."

"I'm going to go talk to her." She walked inside the home and saw you rubbing your tears away. "What's on your mind?"

You sighed. "I'm in love with Levi, but I don't think he loves me. Plus, I have a terrible secret."

She sat with you. "What's the secret?"

You whined. "You ever wonder why you were sent after me?"

She nodded. "A little, but I'm guessing you're of royal blood or something."

You shook your head. "I'm a titan shifter."

She gasped. "Really!?"

You nodded. "I can turn into a titan on command. Your people have known about me for a while and kept me locked up. I'm unique because I'm free of part of the curse. I don't have a short lifespan." You welled up. "I wish I did." You put your head in your hands. "Levi would hate me."

"Levi loves you. He wants you."

Levi walked closer to the house with flowers in hand and listened to the door. "What's going on."

You shook your head. "No Hange, just no. Levi and I would never work! It doesn't make sense. People would be disgusted."

Levi dropped the flowers, then turned and stormed away. "She's right."

Hange smiled and ruffled your hair. "You're not disgusting, okay? He'd love you no matter what."

You sniffed. "You think so? He hates titans though."

"I know, but you're different. He really loves you."

You smiled and stood up. "I'll tell him! I'll confess to him that I love him too!" You opened the door and didn't see Levi. "Levi? He's gone."

Hange stood at your side. "Odd. Well, turn in for the night and tell him tomorrow." She picked up the flowers, then handed them to you. "These must be for you."

"Thank you." You retired for the night, then got up the next day determined to tell Levi you loved him. "Levi!" You stopped when you saw horses get closer and Levi leading them. "Levi?"

Levi pointed. "She's here for you."

You frowned. "But Levi."

He glared at you. "It's better not to be seen with me, wouldn't want people to be digusted."

"Levi, that's not."

Erwin rode closer and called your name. "Let's go."

You sighed, then climbed up onto his horse. "Yes."

You rode with Erwin back to the scout base, then you were transferred over to the military police and taken to a base that was safe from others and you could be experimented on. You knew you weren't meant for happiness.

Levi went back to the scout base with Hange and felt her glaring. "What?"

She shook her head. "You're an idiot, that's what!"

"She said we'd be disgusting together."

She groaned. "Because she's a shifter! She loves you as much as you love her. She's a titan shifter and she knew you hate titans, so she thought you would find her disgusting. If people knew the man who's killed the most titans was with a woman who could become one, she's ruin your reputation. You mean a lot to her."

Levi groaned. "I fucked up."

"Do you love her? Even though she's a shifter?"

Levi nodded. "Yes, yes of course I do."

She smiled. "Then you better go get her. I'll help."

Levi ran over to his Commander. "Erwin, where is she?"

Erwin raised his brow, then handed Levi the information. "The MP took her. They're going to use her for experiments, which is a shame because she could have been useful to us, especially with Eren as well. Go get her."

Levi got onto his horse, then rode with Hange to the base. The closer they got, the more they saw the MP had gone crazy. Titans were roaming about and you were being pushed closer to them and demanded to turn. Levi could see you didn't want to and wanted to be eaten.

Levi rode closer and shouted your name at the top of his lungs. "TURN! FIGHT!"

You gazed at Levi, then nodded. You gripped the knife they gave you, then cut your hand causing you to turn into a huge female titan similar to Annie's. You screamed, then slammed your fists on the ground sending the titans up into the air. Your twisted and kicked the Titans one after another. You dropped to your knees when the titans were dead, then slammed on your front.

Levi flew over to you and landed on your back. He cut it open, then pulled you out. He said your name and held you. "Talk to me."

You opened your eyes and smiled. "Levi, you came for me."

He pulled you out of the titan body, then held you tightly against him. "I could never let you go."

"I didn't call you disgusting. I was calling myself it."

"Hange told me."

You welled up. "I'm horrific."

He shook his head. "No, no you're beautiful." He kissed you and hummed in happiness. "And I love you."

You lightly touched his face and smiled. "I love you too."

"I'm never going to leave you. I'll stay by your side through everything." He smiled at you. "You're mine."

You hugged Levi. "You're mine too."

He picked you up, then jumped off the disappearing body. "I have to admit, you are a good looking titan. I hate titans, but wow."

You hummed a laugh. "Thank you."

He blushed. "You want the teashop and family with me?"

You nodded. "Yes, that's if you want it with me."

He kissed you and hummed. "Of course. I want it all with you. Now, let's get you home."

"Home?"

Levi nodded. "My place, but it's now ours."

You rested your head against him. "Home it is."

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