#bc i fear it might be taken the wrong way 😭

[spencersagnew]

2024 smosh predictions

no one asked + i’m late but i love to yap ! disclosure - some of these things i want to happen, some of them i don’t want to happen, but this is mainly for fun:

chanse hard launches a relationship. originally i had this as soft launches but i’m pretty sure he did so yesterday /lh

spencer soft launches a relationship 💔😔

eioyi ends

overcooked on smosh games pls i’m begging + decided to look it up and they acc did one with the old cast 7 yrs ago ! court - who technically was just pit/main then - made an appearance and all the comments were talking about how they should appear in more games vids 🥺

funerals for angela, arasha, chanse, and now mayhaps trevor??

one of olivia / keith / n*ah leaves

damien no longer a full time employee and is now just a cast member / producer for sword af but there’s no official announcement he just mentions it like (1) time on a stream lmao

SUMMER GAMES !!! obvi smosh is having a lil bit of a renaissance and fans keep asking for it but also the actual Olympics™️ is this year and they could def use it as a theme

as a consolation to the above, return of SMOSH FAMILY FEUD

angela gay

again, i cannot stress enough that most of these aren't based on any actual facts and are just my vibe-based opinions ✌️

[ghostbxne]

a bit self-indulgent edward nashton headcanons bc im going insane and i have to share my though with the world

- he guessed the joker’s riddle wrong. joker didn’t mean to call himself his „friend”, he literally introduced himself as „ the joker” - the card. the less you have the more one is worth (jokers in a deck of cards) (but maybe im overthinking this lol)

- his teeth are not taken care of. the orphanage did not provide proper dental care for the children, so his teeth are crooked and he has a few cavities. he would like to get braces but still can’t afford it

tw: self harm mention in the next one

- he self harms (honestly thats canon, in the year one comic we see him as a child and his hands with very prominent bite marks). he also punches walls (implied in the batman movie when he slaps a wall in his cell in the asylum)

- he stims (in the year one comic he thinks to himself „stop chewing on your glasses, edward”) and is autistic (literally gets called „rain man” in the year one comic) but undiagnosed due to his financial situation and fear of any doctors (my personal headcanon, but also implied considering how the medical staff at the orphanage treated kids)

- cannot cook to save his life. he buys pre-made food or makes really bad watery soups so he can put them in cups and drink them while working

- usually keeps his nails a little longer. he picks at his skin a lot so it annoys him when his nails are very short

- has ocd (implied in the year one comic (intrusive thoughts) and in the movie (compulsive writing))

- has anxiety (pretty much canon)

- doesn’t really listen to music, he prefers podcasts (canonically listens to a motivational podcast in year one) and audiobooks

- usually wears a few layers of clothing. he’s usually cold and also insecure about his body. (i love his year one cardigan)

- really likes animals, especially dogs. he likes how they don’t leave their owners and are always on their side. would like to have a dog but can’t (obvious reasons)

- has very big trouble managing his emotions (canon) and gets incredibly upset when something doesn’t go his way, even the small things

tw: animal abuse mentioned in the next one

- has a fear of water and drowning (might be from that one time when the guy at the orphanage forced him to drown a rat)

- doesn’t really know how to take care of himself due to childhood neglect

- has nightmares every night. after seeing the batman in real life they stopped for a while (he’d just have no dreams at all and occasionally a very distorted fever dream, but still not a nightmare), but he still kept repeatedly waking up in the middle of the night

alright thats it for now, i might edit the post and add more later or idk😭

[scamoosh]

I took your horror quiz and really enjoyed it! I think it's the most interesting one I've ever taken before. I loved it. I was wondering where the "heaven as oblivion" trope came from? I tried searching for it and only came across a song with a similar name so I thought it might be better to just ask you what media features it as a theme? Thanks!

omggg thank you :D i rlly appreciate the compliments omg 😵💕💕‼️ tbh that one is mostly in there bc its been one of my biggest fears since i was a kid LOL☠️ i was raised reeeeeally roman catholic so at some point ig i hit a point of bein like damn what if theyre wrong abt this but like . not 'theyre wrong and theres a different afterlife' but like . 'theyre wrong and theres Not one' and thats so scary 2 me.... and sad ! i cant think abt it too much bc i dont think its true but like . damn theres no way 2 confirm it eitha way 😐 it just feels like wasteful 2 me the possibility that people could just hit a wall and go nowhere 4eva idk!

im sorry i dont have specific media examples for u😭😭 if anybody reading this does pls feel free 2 contribute :0

[smoosnoom]

moon moon moon hello i am opening ao3 for the first time in WEEKS and its because ive come to know you have written an anderperry fic. jaw dropped when i found out because WHAT!!!!!!!! one of my favorite writers n one of my favorite pairings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dps was literally my entire personality at one point and im STILL insane about this film

anyways im here to give u my thoughts as i read because i will be insane about this for the rest of my life. moon anderperry fic moon anderperry fic moon anderperry fic i will never be okay ever again

WYM TODD CAN JUST /FEEL/ SOMETHING IS WRONG. FUCK THIS FUCK FUCK FUCK THE FEAR THE AGONY THE FEELINGS I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW

Neil shakes his head. “Don’t you get it, Todd?” He sounds too calm, too resigned, and Todd hates it, he decides, he never wants to see Neil so complicit with something so terrible ever again. “There’s no fighting it. There’s no good way out of this.” He shrugs again. “I’m trapped.” 

fuckkk its like his dad killed his spirit sucked the life out of him broke him or something i cannot fucking do this anymore. AND TODD IS PROTESTING!!!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE WHAT HAPPENED TO NEIL WHAT HAPPENED TO SEIZE THE DAY AND ITS SO HARD TO SEE NEIL MAKE PEACE WITH HIS PASSION TAKEN AWAY FROM HIM. im :( might just pull a neil perry at the end of dead poets society (1989) if u get what im saying

He takes a leap of bravery. He reaches out and rests a hand on Neil’s elbow. He takes a step forward, brings up another hand, and Neil collapses into him, all six feet of him falling onto Todd, who doesn’t stumble when he holds him up. Sorry, he wants to say, even if it’s not his fault, even if he had tried to warn Neil, so many weeks ago, sorry, sorry, sorry. He presses a hand a little more firmly into Neil’s back when his shoulders shake, and his body is cold, and some reckless part of Todd wants to strip off his jacket and throw it over Neil, usher him inside and make him tea like Todd’s mother would do, when he was still a child and not quite Todd. 

HOW DO YOU WRITE THE WAY YOU WRITE IM GOING FUCKING INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! watch me sob over when he was still a child and not quite todd what the fuckkkk

AND FOR A SECOND IT FEELS LIKE IT COULD BE. im never recovering im never ever getting over this fic ever this was so :( sorry for the long ask i lost my mind the second i found out u wrote an anderperry fic (and perhaps inspired me to get back to writing dps again)

ivy ronanticized hello !!!! omg im Honored my little dps fic was enough for u to open up ao3 again 😭 i really just wrote it on a whim since tragedies have never settled Peacefully in me

one of ur favorite writers 😭 thank u so much omg i Did write . another anderperry fic which . i hope u like BUTDONT FEEL LIKE U HAVE TO DO ANOTHER ONE OF THESE i just wanted to let u know since . u seemed to enjoy this one LOL

stop im fully falling apart rn ivy i need u to Calm Down before i explode from flattery fr !!!!!

todd can feel something is wrong ... it's the soulmateism 😕

FUCK MR PERRY !!!!!! ALL MY HOMIES HATEEEE MR PERRY FR u know what . i Completely get neil and im glad i could get his defeatedness across 🫡 and todd protesting bc he cannot bear to see him like that . You Get It

might pull a neil perry 😭 ivy NO

HEELPHP 😭 THANK U FOR LIKING IT it means Everything to me .

and for a second it feels like it could be !!!!!!!

never apolgoize Ever again for long asks ok they are very much treasured !!!! im so so so happy u enjoyed it and very very honored that it mightvw inspired u to write more dps !!! id love to read some of it :]

[swampy-427]

anyone have like good resources to research autism? i think i might be autistic but idk which resources are reliable,, ive taken the raads-r test and my score was 136 ik people have said that the raads test is like a good tool but i can’t just like self diagnose from a test and i don’t want to be wrong ab this bc that’s low key kinda embarrassing if i’m wrong,,, i want to get tested but ik it’s hard to get a diagnosis for afab people and the waiting list for getting tests is normally super long according to a lot of people,, but tbh i don’t think i’d be able to get tested for it until i’m at least 18 bc of my parents my dad is like not cool rlly with like anything and my mom kinda just infantalizes autistic people like the way she talks ab my cousin is literally disgusting she acts like he can’t do anything himself which isn’t true at all idk but like there’s also the fear that i’m wrong and that i’m just like accidentally faking it??? or just making a big deal out of nothing like maybe i’m just a weird person who’s bad at interacting with others idk i just need some resources to research this more 😭😭