#benryfictive

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im NOT self absorbed, it just so happens to be a very easy front indicator when you can wear a hoodie that has your face and name repeated over and over and over again! Sue me, its comfy -Benry (HLVRAI fictive)

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told my. told my host to get into metal gear solid mostly so i had someone to talk about it with. but also cos. cos i knew he'd like solid snake lmao. and it worked lmfao huge success

benrey

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PLEASECOME CLOSER

STICKYOUR FINGERSIN BETWEENTHE BARSOF MYCAGE

IAM ANORMAL SECURITYGUARD IWILL NOTBITE YOU

--benry benry benry benry etc. (fictive)

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Please come closer

Stick your fingers in between the bars of my cage

I am a normal security guard I will not bite you

--benry etc. (fictive)"

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hey, psssssst.... Gordon :) i miss talking to you n annoying you during the black mess incident! we didn't speak much before it, but i looked up to you n thought you were cool <3. MOSTLY because i was 17 and thought you were smart and cool bc you were a scientist but genuinely you were!! really cool. i love the whole science team but i really wanted to ssay smth specifically about gordo :)! also i cried a lot when you apologized to me on xen, so i hope my tears rusted your suit. but in all seriousness ily /p :)!!!!!! - Benry, hlvrai (tag as fictive please! ty :)) (#🍬🍭⚾)

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missing my friends so much tonight waaaaa :(((! i don't normally get homesick, but i just got. so sad. i miss tommy n gordon n bubby especially, but i miss everyone so much :(!!! i miss black mesa and how things were before (and even during) the resonance cascade. idk i just remember how scary xen was and how scared i was and it's not fun!! i wanna be hugged again :(( i remember gordon hugging me and letting me cry before we left xen i just wanna go back home. i miss everyone and everything :( - benry fictive, hlvrai (#🍬🍭⚾)

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benry back again :) im super talkative and sleepy tonight and just wanted to tell the science team (MOSTLY MY SIBLING TOMMY!!! MISS YOU BRO!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️) that um :) i love u lots and thank you for keeping me around and lettiing me annoy you sometimes by rambling about nothing when we were in black mesa. bbbbbbb i love you all :)). and um before i forget gmans r pretty neat to u r included in the positivity, old man. goodnight 💘 - a very tired Benry (tag as fictive, please!) (#🍬🍭⚾)

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(tag as fictive) benry here again. i think the betrayal did happen still. something bad happened and that's when i met the gman bc he brought me to the void (aka BABY JAIL for fucked up evil babies) and had to calm me down s lot before i could go back :(( when i DID go back i remember freaking out a lot bc i was afraid the science team would hurt me when they found me-- that um . Was not a fun memory to get while i was crying and scared of the exact same thing happening but w/ different people.

obviously they never hurt me, i think gordon realized i was upset and tried to comfort me. But :(( not fun!! anywayz science team i miss u lots 🖤🖤🖤 - Benry, HLVRAI (#🍬🍭⚾)

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please tag as fictive- i miss my friends so much. I. Miss them so much.i miss them and i miss the safety i had with them.im so sorry i just miss everyone. the whole science team, gman, everyone. im having an awful night i just want that feeling of safety again. i remember everyone's faces. i miss you all so much. i just want them to know im thinking of them. - Benry / Benrey, hlvrai (I think the old host's tag was um #🍬🍭⚾)