#beomgyu comfort

[enluv]

soft launching with beomgyu !

PAIRING! - non!idol choi beomgyu × fem!reader

SYNOPSIS! - beomgyu and y/n portray their relationship through a series of soft launching <3

genre(s): comedy, tooth rooting fluff, soft launching, 01 liners !! mentions of mark lee !!

warnings: profanity, dark humor (kms, die, etc. jokes), that's all but tell me if I missed something!!

soft launching masterlist -> found here!!!

coco’s love note: honestly I feel like this isn’t my best and I apologize for that. I have been going through immense writers block and this took me longer then usual. nonetheless, I hope you still enjoy this as I tried my best with the way I’ve been feeling lately. thank you @i-luvsang for the date ideas 🤍 and as always, feedback & rbs are always appreciated <3

txt taglist?! @en-fvr @jaerang @bloom-bloom-pow @gyuuss @yourlocalhotgf @kyublr @spooooooooooon @enhacolor @butterfly-skinnylegend @dinosdance @888ollie @14shroud @junityy @soobin-chois @fairybinie @lolalee24 @ja4hyvn @crxzs @jwonsgirl @fxckingshame @stealanity @haoreo (bold can’tbe tagged)

soft launching taglist: @junebug032 @jwonsgirl @ggggghost @beoms-sugar @luvlee1313 @chaerybae

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[matcha-binz]

beomgyu putting you to sleep holding u like ^

Honestly... this mans a menace during the day. always poking you here and there, and his battery never seems to go down until its night. Hes all worn out from his tiring schedule, and wants to do nothing more than hold u to sleep. >.< Hes a gentle giant, basically. pulling you into his arms, he whispers a small 'missed you, baby' and it makes your heart completely melt !! Beomgyu's always soo affectionate with you when no ones there. Hes still sweet with you in public, but at home, he completely melts in your arms!!! not afraid to hide himself from you <3

[vixialuvs]

୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ TXT HYUNG LINE REACTION TO WHEN YOU ARE INSECURE ABOUT BEING HISPANIC ! ⋄ 𓍯

୨୧ genre. angst w/comfort

୨୧ cw. insecurities, crying, cuddles, racism

୨୧ a/n. should i do a maknae line ver. of this?

✶ YEONJUN !

﹒ yeonjun would likely respond with understanding and reassurance. he might express empathy, acknowledging the validity of your feelings while gently reminding you that your heritage is an integral part of who you are and something to be proud of.

﹒ when he comes home one night to find you crying on the couch, picking at your skin, he immediately knows what’s up. he’d bring you into his arms, littering kisses across your skin, murmuring things like “you’re so perfect baby” and “i love everything about you and your heritage, don’t hate yourself.”

﹒when he finds out you’re crying about your skin because someone was being extremely racist to you at work, his grip tightens. he’s pissed now, not at you but at the idiot who had the nerve to say that about you. for the rest of the night, he worships your skin.

✶ SOOBIN !

﹒ he would def react with a gentle and caring demeanor. he would express understanding of your insecurities about your hair, taking note of the societal pressures and standards that can contribute to such feelings. he would offer words of reassurance, emphasizing the uniqueness and beauty of your curly hair.

﹒it’s another day of straightening your hair, since you despise your natural hair so much, all you do is take a flat iron to it. you know it hurts soobin, but you can’t help but hate the way it frizzes up and you can never get it to look the way curly hair looks on instagram. as you pick up the straightener to straighten the first strands, he pulls it away gently.

﹒“sweetheart, your natural hair is beautiful. i want you to embrace it. i can even help you style it, if you like?” he would whisper, looming over your figure in a non threatening way, before moving to sit beside you at your vanity. he would kiss your cheek and murmur all sorts of things about how much he loves your hair and how enamoring it is, as he helps you finger coil each and every one of your soaking wet strands.

✶ BEOMGYU !

﹒tell me this man is not in love with curly haired latinas. you can’t. that’s why he loves you so much, he thinks your utterly perfect in his eyes, and loves learning about your culture and what makes you you.

﹒he is constantly praising you about your hair and your skin, knowing how you can get insecure. he refuses to play with your hair when you style it natural because he doesn’t want to mess up all the hard work you put into it.

﹒when, one day, the odd looks of everyone in korea gets to you, the way everyone wants to take a picture with you like you’re a tourist or a statue, you break down in his arms as soon as you get home, your soft cries filling the apartment as he holds you. he rubs the nape of your neck comfortingly, kissing your cheeks and nose as he whispers words of endearment.

@vixialuvs ‘24. reblogs/likes appreciated!

[8gyutoriiii]

Missing In your arms PART 1 > PART 2 idol!beomgyu x f!reader , fluff/comfort warnings: pet names (love, darling)

this day is the day of the act: sweet mirage concert day 2 and beomgyu is still tired and stress on day 1 working hard on dances and other stuffs for moas and no matter he tried he is already enough for moas and for you too.

In this condition I told the members to always check on him whenever he was not feeling well or tired. you were still worried on him whenever he is on stage and performing thinking something is going to happen to him as you watch them perform their songs and having fun on stage you couldn't help but have a proud smile on your face, you felt a sense of awe and admiration for this young artist. Despite his exhaustion and stress, he was still giving it his all, pouring his heart and soul into every note and move. But as the concert went on, you couldn't help but worry about Beomgyu's well-being. You knew that he was tired and that he had been pushing himself hard, and you didn't want anything to happen to him. However, as the concert came to an end, you saw the members of TXT bowing to the crowd, their faces shining with happiness and relief. And as you caught Beomgyu's eye, he gave you a small smile and a thumbs up, letting you know that he was fine but still tired. you gave smile as a response but still worried. as you watched the rest of the band make their way offstage, you couldn't help but think about Beomgyu. You knew that he had been feeling tired and stressed throughout the day, and you wanted to make sure that he was okay. So, without hesitation, you approached the nearest security guard and asked him if he could guide you backstage to check on Beomgyu. The guard nodded and led you through a maze of corridors and dressing rooms, the sounds of the concert fading into the background. As you reached the backstage area, you could see the members of TXT milling about, taking off their stage costumes and chatting with each other. However, when you spotted Beomgyu, your heart sank. He looked even more tired than he had before, you can tell we was tired with head down and eyes closed on his face and you could see the lines of stress etched into his face. You could tell that he had given it everything he had during the concert, and that it had taken a toll on him. Without a second thought, you rushed over to Beomgyu's side, accompanied by the rest of the members. You could see that he was still feeling a bit worn out, even after such an incredible performance. "I came as fast as I could just to check on you, are you okay?! do you need some water?!" you talked fast with a worried face as your trying to find Beomgyu's water bottle Beomgyu smiled and chuckled on you love to see you this worried for him. As you handed him the water bottle, he took a deep drink, sighing in relief. "thanks love, I really needed that," he said, looking up at you with a grateful expression. "I'm glad you're okay" you held Beomgyu's chin almost kissing him, but pulled back at the last second, knowing that this wasn't the time or place. The other members looked on with good-natured amusement, teasing you about being Beomgyu's knight in shining armor. But you didn't mind; you were just happy to see your friend feeling better. you sat beside Beomgyu as you were tempted to kiss him and cling to him. But you didn't want to make things awkward, and you didn't want to risk ruining the moment. So instead, you focused on making your Boyfriend feel cared for. after a while of chatting and laughing with the other members, you noticed Beomgyu's face and expressions getting so tiredly, you thought of just going home already so Beomgyu can rest.

[truly-twirls]

among the stars - c. beomgyu

Word Count: 1,437

Warnings: Reader is in a depressive episode, toxic behaviors, slight food mention

Characters: Choi Beomgyu

Genre: Hurt/Comfort (Reversed but reader is also comforted)

AO3 Link

Tags: @beomqutie

🌱🌱🌱

“You fell asleep with the TV on again.”

“And what about it? You would’ve still fallen asleep.”

So this is how tonight’s gonna go… dammit.

“Y/N, wouldn’t it be easier to just.. let me be here?”

Your vision was a bit blurred from the blankets and dried tears, but you could still make out the figure of your boyfriend sitting in front of you. You could see his eyes, and what was behind them.

Annoyance.

Truly, it was mostly worry that filled Beomgyu’s eyes, but the slightest tinge of annoyance was present and that was all you could see.

He was sick of this. Of course he was. You’ve been glued to this couch for the past day and a half, only getting up to use the restroom. Food? No. Shower? No. Water? Only because Beomgyu brings you a water bottle every now and then.

To be fair though, you slowly fell into this state over the course of two weeks. So at the very least, the switch was such a shock to you.

Nor to your boyfriend.

“Baby, I’m trying my best for you here, the least you could do is tell me what’s on your mind, yeah?”

Even that’s too much for you right now. No one asked him to stick around, you definitely haven’t. Why would he put himself through this? Does he pity you that much?

“Then leave. I never asked you to bother with this sack of shit. Door’s right over there, Gyu.” 

You didn’t dare meet his eyes as these sour words left your chapped lips.

“I never asked you to deal with how hard it’s been for us because of promotions, tours, late night practices, performances, have I? Why do you stay if I never asked you to?”

Your tongue felt knotted, blocking thoughts from becoming words with each breath. You know the answer, but for it to be reciprocated felt nearly– no, entirely impossible.

“I care about you, Gyu, I truly do. I love you, but this is different.”

“How is it different?”

“You’re out working on your career, making the most out of what’s being given to you, and here I am, rotting into this lump of leather. Tell me how us two compare to each other, it must be exhausting for you to waste any of the energy that you have at the end of the day when dealing with me.”

There was silence for a few moments as the man in front of you allowed your words, and his anguish, settle in.

“...What have I done to make you feel like this?” Beomgyu was fighting tears, but you didn’t notice. You still were focused on the wooden floorboards where your nearly empty water bottle sat.

“You must be feeling so over it. Over me. I was fine a while ago, but here I am again. Disgusting, not knowing what to feel other than hopeless. Not really sure about what. And everytime you see me on this damn couch, you have got to be annoyed. I know that I sure as hell would be if I saw myself fall into the same spot over and over again. Hell, I am fucking tired of this. So, I truly don’t understand why you’re still here, can you please just–”

“Please don’t finish that sentence.”

You wanted to oppose your boyfriend’s words, but a small hiccup made your head involuntarily jerk towards Beomgyu’s face.

He was crying. You made him cry. 

He wiped his cheek with the sleeve of his blue hoodie, letting out a dry chuckle, “I’m gonna be honest, that was a little mean, Y/N. I wish you wouldn’t see me like that.”

It was like a bucket of ice water was hurled at you, a breath of fresh air being sucked into your lungs. The weight of your epiphany almost made you collapse onto your tear-stained pillow.

Mean. That’s how your view of Beomgyu is being interpreted. Someone who’s so cruel and lacking sympathy when seeing their partner doesn’t bring them worry nor the desire to stick by their side. But rather it brings upon waves of disgust and resentment. Was that how you thought of Beomgyu as a boyfriend? As a person? 

No. Absolutely not. Quite the opposite, in fact. You’ve never met someone as patient as Beomgyu, someone who would drop everything they were doing to simply listen to your word vomit for thirty minutes, someone who was willing to understand your state of mind and navigate such treacherous waters.

He was the most amazing person you’ve had the joy of meeting. 

And you made him think otherwise.

“Oh Gyu… No. No, no, no, no.”

You felt your limbs surge with newfound energy to slide off the couch and reach towards Beomgyu, who kept a solemn expression.

“I’m sorry. I truly am, from the bottom of my heart. You didn’t deserve that, you’ve been doing everything you could, I’m so grateful baby..”

“Then why do you refuse me? You almost shun me from this place whenever you feel like this. I want to be next to you through anything the world or the mind may throw at us.”

“It’s hard for me to accept the fact that I actually have support, I guess.. It’s not just me by myself this time..”

“And it’s never gonna be just you. We can rot on this couch together.”

You chuckled, knowing that’s not really what either of you want. “I think the ground will suffice for now.” You placed a chaste kiss on Beomgyu’s cheek and rubbed his back.

“I don’t see you like that. I never have, but I am scared that one day you might. But you never disappointed me, you have never hurt me, you never not cared for me. Gyu, my heart will be yours as long as I’m still remembered.”

You took a deep breath to calm your nerves as you began again, “I’m going to trust you won’t ruin it.”

He stared at you in awe, not only from admiration at how well you were able to articulate yourself finally after nearly a week of not being able to do so, but also from how thankful to hear such a confession. He knew how difficult it’s been for you to fully trust someone with your endearments, and to be that someone? His heart was soaring among the clouds and stars.

“Y/N, I’ll protect your heart with everything I have. I only ask for one thing.”

As sweet as the reconciliation was, Beomgyu was still hurt from the words earlier, rightfully so.

“Please don’t take your emotions out on me. I don’t want to become your go-to release. I want you to be able to talk to me but not yell. Promise me that we’ll learn how to talk these types of things out?”

You nodded along as he spoke, truly reflecting on what he was saying and brainstorming ways to be able to prevent such conflicts. You had work to do, and you wanted to be the best partner and person for Beomgyu you can be. And honestly…

You wanted to be the best person for yourself too.

“I promise, Gyu.” You pressed tiny kisses along the palm of his left hand.

Giggles invaded the room as he leaned towards your face and pressed several kisses on your face in return. Soft embraces as the two bodies fell over as you relished in each other’s comfort. You wiped any remaining tears from your boyfriend’s cheeks and kissed him once more.

“I love you so much.”

“And I love you so much more.”

- Two months later -

The two of you sat on a bench at a park near your apartment, the weather was chilly and the moon was shimmering in brilliance. You had just come back from a celebratory dinner with your coworkers after receiving a promotion, and Beomgyu had recently been given a week long vacation after a successful comeback. 

Your head found its place on your boyfriend’s shoulder, you mindlessly twirled the ring that had recently met your left finger. A promise ring. You still haven’t wrapped your head around the fact that after such a long line of heartbreaks and hurt, you had found someone who would become the support to your foundation, and to be there when there’s some instability.

You looked up at the night sky and learned that even in the light-polluted city of Seoul, among the stars there was always one being who’s spirit never diminished when you look at it.

And he was sitting right next to you, nodding off into a sweet slumber.

🌱🌱🌱

[beompure]

౨ৎ  ⠀﹒ 🧺 ⠀ ( ˘ ᵕ ˘) ⠀ . . ⠀ z ᶻ

[nikizsb]

୧ ׅ𖥔 ۫ i said: "damn im a sexy b*tch" . 🖤

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[snowfalltxt]

Fearless (Taylor’s Version)

Dancing in the rain Bf!Beomgyu x gn!reader

Established relationship, fluff

WC:367

Song rec: Fearless (Taylor's Version) by Taylor Swift

You were sitting in the passenger seat of your boyfriend's car, cozily snuggling up to a sleeve of his fluffy, light-brown sweater. Softly closing your eyes, as you drift off.

He notices this and smiles sweetly at you. Then, he puts his hands on the steering wheel carefully, not wanting to abruptly wake you from your slumber.

He starts to drive to a desolate parking lot near the beach. It was starting to get dark, so he turned the bright headlights on to light up the road as the night dims.

It was the middle of summer, so you had requested him prior to sleeping to go to the beach together and play on the cool, grainy sand. You knew that the beach was not going to be scorching hot at night.

When he reaches the place, he gently whispers into your ear, "Y/N, wake up. We're here."

He tenderly tugs on your white sundress as you eventually wake up in a blur.

When you wake up, you just stare into his mesmerising, brown eyes for a while until the eye contact breaks because he absent-mindedly brushes his hands through his hair. "Let's get the beach blankets out now and set up," you suggest.

Once you guys have set up all the blankets and everything, you feel a cold drop of water hitting your scalp.

Just your luck.

It had started to rain.

Not knowing what to do, you look up at your boyfriend, gesturing that you're asking him what you guys should do next.

He reads your body language and saccharinely says, "We can just dance in the rain love, I've been wanting to dance in the rain since forever. I'm so glad that it's you who I get to dance with."

So, you guys both get up whilst the rain lightly splashes on the sand, soaking your clothes and hair. The summer rain was soaking through, down to your skin.

You play some music on your phone which you're grateful is water resistant, and the first song that plays is 'Fearless (Taylor's Version)' by Taylor Swift.

"And I don't know why, but with you I'd dance in a storm

in my best dress.

Fearless."

[boba-beom]

80s inspired synopsis: you've always granted yourself lucky that your boyfriend is such an old soul; listening to a playlist of songs from the 80s created a more intimate atmosphere. there is this one specific song, after watching Top Gun, that was just perfect to indicate the status of your relationship and showcase the level of comfortability the both of you have acquired.

post-breakup video call synopsis: you were certain you’ve never felt this way about anyone before. thinking beomgyu was the one, and not wanting to let him go, life just so happens to get in the way and make it difficult for the both of you. with him living abroad and you prioritising certain events in life, you finally video call — despite the insane timezone — and call it off. of course, beomgyu would undoubtedly continue to make every effort to console you and wouldn’t want that to come to an abrupt end.

[hrtbeomi]

୨୧ FALLING BEHIND choi yeonjun ⭑ choi beomgyu

SUMMARY ୨୧ in your twenty years, you have never experienced love, never had a boyfriend or someone to call ‘yours,’ so when your family finally agrees on letting you go to hybe arts, things suddenly change and now you have not only one boy liking you, but two of the most handsome and popular guys on college trying to win your heart.

PAIRING ୨୧ choi yeonjun x fem!reader x choi beomgyu

FEATURING ୨୧ txt members ⭑ lesserafim's yunjin & chaewon ⭑ (g)idle's soyeon, aespa's winter ⭑ enhypen's jungwon & sunghoon, ive's wonyoung & more .ᐟ

GENRE ୨୧ college!au ⭑ strangers to lovers/friends ⭑ love triangle ⭑ fluff ⭑ slight angst.

WARNINGS ୨୧ suggestive & kms/kys jokes ⭑ readers is portrayed by minnie (gidle) sometimes for visual purposes only!!

STATUS ୨୧ started .ᐟ february, 16

A/N ୨୧ hii^^ i'm lacy and this is the first time i write an smau! i'm a bit nervous cuz i've never made one but i've read lots on tumblr so i hope this is good enough >⁠.⁠< i love laufey and yes, this is inspired by falling behind <3

: ̗̀➛  PROFILES ୨୧

super ladies         ⭑        it boys       ⭑       hybe's cult

one. ❪ pretty airport guy ❫ ⋅ two. ❪ great escape ❫ ⋅  three. ❪ in her famous era ❫ four. ❪ is yn ok? ❫ . . . more to be added .ᐟ

                                                                                  PLAYLIST ୨୧

TAGLIST ୨୧ send an ask or comment to be added ^⁠_⁠^ @miyawwn @bgomtori @heegyuwrld @boba-beom @soobieboobiedoobiedaboobie @woncheecks @heyanonymous123 @zzhyuu @sakiimeo @mwahvvis @binluvsu @addictedtohobi @cryingforgyu @brooklyninawhitemustang @giaalorine @sanasour @k1ttylvr @https-yeonjun

©  2024  HRTBEOMI

[sunoooism]

› summary : what txt do when you're feeling sad ! (separately)

› fluff , comfort / wc: 691

› warnings : mentions of sadness, little bit of crying, a few kisses, hand holding, not proofread, gn!reader. muias writing comeback ?? 😓 literally praying this shows up in tags caused it's queued. ALSO, I WILL NOT HAVE ANY PORRIDGE SLANDER.

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choi yeonjun

→ cooks for you

you sniffle as yeonjun places a bowl of porridge in front of you, wiping your watery eyes with the ends of your knitted jumper. "thanks, 'jun."

"of course, pretty." he smiles, leaning down to dab at your damp cheeks. you let him do it for you, his touch so delicate, as though he thought you'd crack without it. he finished his ministrations with a tender kiss to your puffy cheek.

"'m gonna get some jam for your porridge."

your face lights up a little. "raspberry ?"

you can hear yeonjun chuckle as he rummages around your cupboards, fetching an unopened jar of jam before he makes his way back to you and your steaming bowl of oats.

"duh, what else." his lips quirk up as he let a dollop of the sweet spread melt into your food.

choi soobin

→ takes you on a walk

you let out a yawn, the chilly air filling your lungs as you continued strolling down the narrow road with your boyfriend. his gloved hand was tightly clutching yours, making sure to keep you on the inside of the pathway and away from moving cars.

"you look so cute, all bundled up like that." soobin chuckles, staring down at you with his scarf and earmuffs practically swallowing you whole. and a fluffy coat that fell past your knees just like he insisted.

"I really think you should have worn gloves like I said..."

"binnie, I'm fine, I promise." you smile lovingly, leaning against his side as he kept your hands warm in his. with him, you already felt better and your heart a little lighter.

choi beomgyu

→ tries to cheer you up with his jokes

"what ? you didn't think that one was funny ?"

he's grinning, and you're trying your absolute hardest not to as well. your hardest wasn't enough though, apparently.

as soon as Beomgyu sees your lips quirk up —even if it's the smallest smile to ever exist— he's wrapping you in his arms and squeezing tightly.

"ah, see ! you do think I'm funny !"

it's not even the joke itself that makes you laugh. his smile is contagious, and even if you wanted to stay sad and wallow in self pity some more you couldn't, he wouldn't let you.

"mmm, maybe a little..." your arms slip around his waist, squeezing him back as you sigh contently into his warmth.

kang taehyun

→ reads to you

you gazed up at taehyun as your head rested on his chest. just simply admiring him while he read to you. his voice was gentle and soft, adoring brown eyes flicking across the page. you had always loved when he'd read to you, especially when you were feeling down. he always managed to help.

he stole a quick glance at you, wondering if you'd maybe fallen asleep because of your stillness and silence. but when he caught you staring he let a small smile stretch out on his lips.

"do I have somethin' on my face ?" taehyun chuckles, placing a thumb in-between the pages of the book so as to not lose his place. you smile in return and brought a hand up to the hair which framed his face, tucking it away from his eyes and behind his ear.

"no. jus' wanted to look at you."

he grins, pressing a chaste kiss to the tip of your nose before continuing to read to you.

huening kai

→ doesn't let go of you

your room was blanketed with darkness, soft breaths and whispers of sweet nothings filled your head. the gentle scent of kai's cologne wafted around the cozy room. your boyfriend had you pressed against his chest, and he made sure to keep you close when he tangled his legs with yours.

"are you feeling a bit better ?" he asks softly, his voice barely above a whisper as he let his thumb draw circles on your lower back. you hum at the soothing action, sighing contently into his chest.

"mhm, 'm feelin' a little better. thank you, hyuka."

kai smiles and presses a warm kiss to the top of your head, pulling you even closer until your nose was pressed into the juncture of his neck. the two of you lay there with one another in a comfortable silence, exchanging tender and chaste kisses as the melancholic feeling faded from your body.

©sunoooism

[taeiun]

just a little sick with love.

synopsis: it spills out too fast; hard to contain this blurted confession about you (in other words, txt when asked about you during an interview)

who: txt's choi line x gn!reader

categories: a little smth extra fluffy, interview style scenarios

warnings: might be ooc here? reader is referred to as "pretty" and "beautiful" a few times (not in a physical appearance context really), love and babe and jagiya are used as petnames, use of "yn" in the fic, mentions of food and drinks

word count: 0.9k

interviewer: ...but, while we’re on the topic of romance, i’ve heard through the grapevine that you’re currently in a relationship. now, i’m just dying to know, and i’m sure the viewers are too, about who you’ve been seeing so, what can you tell us about them?

✧ YEONJUN !

yeonjun: well to start, they’re the love of my life. [he laughs and runs a hand through his hair with a hum] they understand me in ways no one else would, not even the other members. i can be choi yeonjun with them, you know? not just an idol on stage, not just yeonjun of tomorrow x together. being with them… it’s like walking into a cold room after being out in the sun all day. 

interviewer: aw, that’s sweet! how did you get to meet them? 

yeonjun: i spilt my drink on them. [he smiles sheepishly] i was in a rush and wasn’t looking where i was going. we bumped into each other and i ruined their shirt. i offered to pay for a new one but the thing about yn is that they’re stubborn. they refused so i asked if could take them out lunch instead. things kind of went from there.

yeonjun: now, they send me tiktoks and reels that remind them of me when we’re away on tour. they surprise me with roses after a show win and always welcome me with a smile, no matter how tired they are. yn is the best thing that’s happened to me and i can’t see myself without them. 

interviewer: wow sounds like i might need to sweep them off their feet for myself! [the interviewer laughs]

yeonjun: [he lets out a tense chuckle that ends in a sigh] ah… yeah no, tough luck buddy. they’re mine and always will be.

✧ SOOBIN !

soobin: hmm [he takes a moment to choose his words carefully] where do i begin? [the interviewers laughs] yn is my other half. i don’t really know how else to explain it other than that. they’re effortlessly kind and the nicest person i’ve ever met. they never fail to cheer me up after a long day and are so understanding of my needs. sometimes i think they know me better than i know myself. [he laughs]

interviewer: when did you know they were the one?

soobin: i think i knew we were going to work out for sure when the group and i first went on tour. yn took care of odi for me and sent me video updates. they don’t like recording their voice so i asked them why they sent videos instead of pictures and messages. they replied, “because i know you can’t sleep soundly without hearing my voice, soobin.” i was already in love before then but i think that only grew after hearing those words. 

interviewer: if you had to pick between your partner and your career, which would you choose?

soobin: i think that’s an unrealistic question to ask. yn made it clear that they’d never make me pick between our relationship and my idol life. they said i deserved to be happy, to receive the good things in life. for the longest time, i thought i could only have one or the other, a relationship or a successful career, and it wasn’t until i met them that i realized those things could coexist. they’re my biggest supporter and i couldn’t be more grateful for that.

✧ BEOMGYU !

beomgyu: oh, y/nnie! [he visibly brightens] it’s crazy. even though we’ve been dating for a while now, sometimes i wake up and i’m like [beep]... i’m actually dating them. they’re so sweet to me. i’m starting to get cavities from just how kind they are. [he and the interviewer laugh]

interviewer: why them? what is it about your partner that caught your eye?

beomgyu: oh it had to have been their smile. they have the prettiest smile i’ve ever seen and their eyes crinkle in the corners when they do. their laugh is the most beautiful thing i’ve heard. i’d play it on loop twenty four seven if i could. their happiness is infectious. i’ll let you in on a little secret [he leans in, forearms resting on his thighs as he moves to fake whisper to the interviewer] sometimes, they’ll dance and sing around the kitchen when they think im not watching. [he laughs, leaning back in his seat] they probably have way more blackmail on me though. 

interviewer: would you say you’re happy?

beomgyu: i’m the happiest i’ve ever been. yn… they make everything i do worth it. i don’t know what i’d do without them. i wish they could see themselves through my own eyes because i think they’re the most stunning and beautiful, in every meaning of that word, person on the planet.

bonus:

interviewer: is there anything you’d like to say to your partner back home?

yeonjun: hey, babe! i hope you haven’t forgotten about our one year anniversary coming up. [he says in a teasing voice] you better be taking care of yourself properly while i’ve been gone. [he smiles warmly] i miss you. tour is almost done, love. i’ll be seeing you very soon. 

soobin: i hope you’re doing well, love. you better be asleep when this program is airing and i don’t want to see a single text message from you until it’s morning in your time zone. you can get more work done when you’re well-rested. [he smiles] just a little longer, dear. i’ll be home soon.

beomgyu: yn! i can’t wait to see you again, jagiya. there’s so much to tell you and i miss stealing the blanket from you when we sleep. [his expression drops to a serious, but playful one] i’m cashing in that cuddling coupon you gave me for my birthday last year when i get back and expect top tier service.

^ . _ . ^ !? hehe was inspired by a couple cute insta reels that came up on my for you. next txt post will be for ot5 hopefully as long as i have the time

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[8gyutoriiii]

Missing in your Arms - PART 2 > PART 1 idol!beomgyu x f!reader, fluff/comfort warnings: pet names (love, darling)

Without a word, you turned to the others and suggested it may be best if you all called it a night. You could already see in Beomgyu's expression that he was more than ready for some rest and was grateful for your thoughtfulness. You didn't want to overstep any boundaries, after all, it wasn't your place to speak for him, but you could tell by his expression that your offer of a way out was a relief to him. Perhaps it was the silent communication that took place between you over the years of your friendship, or maybe it was just plain intuition - either way, you knew it was the right decision to suggest you all head on home.

Taking up their offer, you all packed up your things, helped Beomgyu up from the ground, and started going to the car on the way to you and Beomgyu's hotel room

your mind wandered back to the moments leading up to this unexpected turn of events. You realized that Beomgyu had been pushing himself too hard lately. Between his schoolwork, projects, and extra-curricular activities, he had barely had time to rest, as you thought of also treating him some cuddles and kisses to sleep and more comforts to make Beomgyu feel good Already

after for a while, you and Beomgyu finally went back to your hotel rooms, you are laying in bed on your phone waiting for Beomgyu to get changed to his clothes to sleep also to suprise him for the treat.

As Beomgyu finished changing, you sat upright in bed and turned to him with a grin. With a mischievous twinkle in your eye, but Beomgyu and did not say anything but just went to bed and just sat in bed.

you felt like something was wrong with him or someone went on his mind so approach him by crawling in bed and go closer to him, gently placing your hand on his arm. You could feel the tension in his body and it was clear that something was bothering him.

"darling, are you okay?" you asked softly, looking at him giving him a concerned look.

Beomgyu didn't say anything at first, but after a moment of hesitation, he looked at you and finally said something.

"love, I have a question" Beomgyu gently hold your hand that was placed on his lap

"what is it?"

" do.. you think I did the right thing for moas to be happy and am i really perfect for moas? " he looked at you with a puppy look and he looks like he is going to cry from overthinking so much.

"Beomgyu, my sweet love, you are doing everything in your power to make the fans happy. You work tirelessly to perfect your performances, to connect with them through each note and lyric. And as for being perfect for MOAs, my dear, you already are. You bring so much joy and light into their lives, just by being yourself. They love you just the way you are, flaws and all." You spoke with a tenderness in your voice, hoping that your words would gently soothe Beomgyu's fears. You could see his expression soften slightly, his hand tightening around yours as if seeking comfort.

"Sometimes, I just get so worried that I'm not doing enough or that I'm not living up to everyone's expectations. " Beomgyu's voice got shakier as he spoke and more tears formed in his eyes. "But darling, I know how hard this can be. It's natural to have doubts and worries, especially when so many people are counting on you. But please remember that you are not alone in this journey. You have me, and your other members, and MOAs who will always support you, no matter what."

You gave his hand a gentle squeeze, reminding him that he was loved and valued, beyond any measure. Beomgyu’s tears flowing out on his eyes as he started listening what you have said was comforting and meaningful

"Please don't ever doubt yourself," you added, your eyes locking onto his. "You are doing amazing, and your fans are beyond grateful for all that you do. Just keep shining, my love, and never forget that you are loved."  you looked at Beomgyu as you start to wipe his tears using your thumb You wrapped your arms around him, holding him close and soaking up the warmth of his embrace as you also rub his back.

"It's okay to cry," you whispered. "Let it out. I'm here for you." 

Beomgyu continued to cry with muffled sobs and hiccups in your shoulders, you whispered words of encouragement and comfort, letting him know that he wasn't alone. You knew that the pressures of being a celebrity could take its toll on anyone, but you were determined to be there for Beomgyu through it all.

After a few minutes, Beomgyu's tears subsided and he pulled away from you with a grateful smile.

"Thank you so much," he said, his voice still slightly shaky.

"I really needed that love."

You smiled back at him, feeling a sense of warmth in your heart. Being able to comfort the one you loved was a truly amazing feeling, and you knew that no matter what happened, you would always be there for each other. With that, you leaned in and kissed Beomgyu softly on the lips, feeling a sense of peace wash over you both. Together, you knew that you could face anything that life threw your way.

After the kiss you again wiped his tears and grabbed his water bottle and let him drink it.

"Feeling better now darling?" you asked Beomgyu, watching as he took a few sips of water. He nodded with a small smile, grateful for your support.

"Thank you for always being there for me," he said, his voice filled with sincerity.

"I don't know what I would do without you." You smiled back at him, feeling your own heart swell with love.

"I will always be here for you, no matter what," your eyes locking onto him. Beomgyu's smile grew wider and he leaned in to kiss you again, his lips meeting yours with a sense of passion and love. As you both pulled away, you knew that your love for each other would always be a source of strength and comfort, helping you both navigate the highs and lows of life

“hey I have a treat for you this night” you grinned at Beomgyu with an excited expression

“Oh what is it now?”

“I was thinking we could cuddle to sleep?”

Beomgyu grinned back at you, his eyes lighting up with excitement. "I have been waiting for this moment love" he said, a hint of mischief in his voice.

As you stood wrapped in each other's arms, the anticipation of a night filled with cuddles and kisses made your heart flutter. You knew that moments like this were what truly made your relationship special, and you couldn't wait to savor each and every second together.

[truly-twirls]

Eat With Me - c. beomgyu

Word Count: 1,496

Warnings: Food mention, Mental health, Depression, Disordered eating, Exhaustion, Overworking

Genre: Hurt/Comfort

Characters: Choi Beomgyu

AO3 Link

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“So…are we gonna talk about yesterday?”

It was a dreaded question, but it was one that you knew wouldn’t be avoided forever.

“I don’t know how to explain it.”

That was a lie. You hated lying to your boyfriend, but you believed that if you began to spill your inner thoughts, you’d shatter like a glass cup.

“That’s okay–” Beomgyu shuffled closer to where you sat on the couch and placed an arm around your shoulders. “Tell me the bits and pieces that you do understand, then we can try and put them together, yeah?”

Oh, where would you start?

Would you start with the fact that ever since you graduated high school three months ago all you did was work? 

And then when the opportunity came to you, a second job was added onto your schedule, leading to a daily agenda of waking up, going to work for 10+ hours, and coming back home to sleep?

Or do you say that you feel that you’ve been incredibly ungrateful to Beomgyu, who seems to be more than okay with delaying dates and rearranging his own schedule to fit yours?

Or what about this, you still find it incredibly hard to take proper care of yourself, despite being an adult, basic tasks still get the best of you sometimes. 

And such failures make your fears for the future even worse, because at this rate, would you even be able to survive for a week without someone reminding you to eat, or to take a nap, or to shower in the morning?

Maybe this conversation can be your opportunity to give Beomgyu, who has been nothing but patient and affectionate with you, a way out. He deserved better than this. Better than you. 

He needed someone who knows how to allot time for the other, to be able to properly reciprocate the love he gives.

It’s going to rip your heart to shreds, because in full honesty, you never felt more loved by anyone when Beomgyu came into your life. 

You just wish you knew how to express it, but of course, seven months into the relationship you knew it was too late to fix it.

You opened your mouth, with a heavy heart. “Gyu–”

“Y/N. Can I see your hands please?”

The question caused your train of thought to go awry, but your hands, that were originally busy messing with the loose threads of your shorts, moved closer to Beomgyu’s figure.

His arm that was securely wrapped around your shoulders carefully peeled itself off and joined the hand that was engulfing your own. 

Beomgyu lifted your hands and pressed soft kisses to them, not in place particularly, just featherlight drops of affection. You fought tears from welling up as you watched this.

“Gyu…I’m not sure…We should..”

“I’m not going to lie to you, baby, it hurts me tremendously to see you drained. I hear you crying yourself to sleep sometimes. I hear you talking to yourself in the bathroom.. I wasn’t oblivious but I didn’t want to mention it because I knew you’d feel embarrassed and might shut me out.”

Oh.. If that’s the case, then does he…?

“I only heard you talk to yourself in the bathroom once, but it was enough for me to not be able to watch you…to watch you slip away from me. It hurts, Y/N.” You could see your boyfriend was also fighting back tears as his grip on your hands tightened.

“Gyu, what’d you hear?”

“...You don’t think you deserve this, that you deserve me, or the life we’re going to live together.” 

Beomgyu’s breath hitched as he stumbled over his words, “Maybe I haven’t reass.. reassured you enough or maybe I could’ve tried harder to keep everything else neat while you were at work–”

“Baby, no.”

“..What? Was that not it either?.. Did I do something else wrong?”

You slipped your hands out of your boyfriend’s hands and placed them on either side of his neck, “I don’t think I could’ve asked for a better support system, a better lover, a better soulmate than you, Choi Beomgyu. I think–No, I know I haven’t been the best at expressing all these…thoughts but they do exist. I want you to feel as loved as you have made me feel. And I’m sorry that I began to prioritize work over spending time with you, not when you put so much effort into making me smile and laugh like there’s no tomorrow. I adore you, Gyu.”

At this point, both of you had silent tears flowing down your faces. It was one of those heavy conversations that neither of you were used to just yet. But for now, sitting in each other’s presence was enough to ease that ache.

A solid ten minutes passed as the two of you took some time to collect your thoughts and calm down from your confession.

“Yesterday… Your coworker called me saying you fainted on the job, that you were complaining of feeling nauseous beforehand.. Why didn’t you tell me? At the very least, I would’ve packed some medicine and extra water for you. Y/N, it scared me. Because I didn’t know anything prior to that, I thought something was horribly wrong.”

You felt so guilty. You were beating yourself up over the situation ever since the moment Beomgyu met you at the entrance to your home, frantic. But you had the nerve to simply say that you were fine and went to bed.

“I don’t want an apology, or a promise it’ll never happen again.. Just please tell me what happened.” Beomgyu leaned his head on your shoulder.

You cleared your throat, gathering up the courage to vocalize your troubles, “I don’t think I ate or drank water for 36 hours or so.. I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I’m so tired all the time, I’m surprised I have enough in me to drive every day. I thought I could handle another two hours before coming home for dinner but.. I guess not. At least.. At least I know my limit now, yeah?”

It was a poor attempt to lighten the mood, but you were about to suffocate from the energy around you, the guilt combined with the exhaustion really caught up with you during this conversation and you wanted to simply disappear into a black hole. 

Especially with the look Beomgyu was giving you.

“Okay.. Thank you for telling me..” He got up from the couch and walked towards the kitchen.

“What are you doing?”

“Just stay there and pick a movie. I’ll be a minute.”

Still disconcerted, you picked up the nearby remote and looked through a list of movies and shows on your watchlist, ultimately settling on a cheesy-looking family sitcom.

About twenty minutes into the show, Beomgyu joined you on the couch again with two plates and two water bottles.

You looked at the plates and they were simple sandwiches decorated with small flowers, random pieces of heart confetti, and a smiley face drawn with a sharpie on the napkin.

“I can’t force you to eat, or to drink water, or anything like that. It’s wrong and pushy. But I want to encourage you to do those things even when you feel like you might cry while doing so. I refuse to watch you drift away knowing I could’ve been there for you. So this is the best I can offer, Y/N L/N. Eat with me.”

“Eat with me for every meal, whether it’s in person or through FaceTime, if it’s a three course meal or a quick snack. If it’s at the crack of dawn or in the middle of the night. Eat with me, and I’ll convince you to live out your life to the best it can be. Because, my god, Y/N you deserve so much happiness and I want to see you smile every second of every day. But we’ll take it slow, and I’m not going anywhere. Not even if you think I deserve better.”

You had been holding your water bottle the entire time, too teary eyed to properly take a sip and now the droplets from the condensation were sliding down your wrist. Similar to how salty tears were sliding down your cheeks yet again.

You didn’t want to accept the situation at first, this wasn’t how you thought tonight was going to go. Not by a long shot.

But like your boyfriend, who loved you so much, said: You’ll take it slow, force yourself to take pride in the smallest of victories, and watch as you improve.

You didn’t respond with words, you knew you couldn’t in this state, so you leaned against Beomgyu and finally sipped some water. 

You felt a kiss on the top of your head and, “I’m proud of you, love.”

Everything will soon begin to heal. It’s going to be alright. 

One day at a time.

🌱🌱🌱

[beom-s-author]

txt reactions-when you got injured- hyung line

warnings: blood,broken bones,crying,fear,tears,cursing,

Choi Soobin

It was an extraordinary day. It was Txt's off day. Unlike other days, you woke up with Soobin in the morning. You decided to do something together. You decided to do something different today other than normal dates. Soobin took you ice skating. You put on your skates and started skating. The teacher came to you and showed you something. You didn't notice how time passed while you were laughing with Soobin. At the last moment, Soobin made a goofy move. While you were laughing at him, you didn't notice the training pad in front of yourself. It was too late for everything when you tripped and fell. You hit your leg hard on the icy floor. When Soobin turned to you with the voice, he saw you lying on the ground and writhing. The teacher came to you immediately. He noticed that your leg was starting to swell and was bruised. He guessed your leg was broken. It was like that anyway. They put your leg in a cast at the hospital.

Soobin was next to you in the hospital and was holding y hand. You looked at him and he was trying to sound reassuring. However, his concern was evident on his face. When you got home, Soobin dropped you on the couch. He placed your plastered leg on a pillow. When you looked at him and smiled, he gave you a soft smile that showed that he was there for you.

Choi Yeonjun

You were both sitting at your dorm. You were laughing to the tv show. Yeonjun was too loudy and you are also. You got too hungry while watching the film. You and him were trying to persuade each other to bring snacks. You played rock paper scissor. And you lost it . You all laughed .You got up to bring snacks. You opened the fridge. You put the snacks into the bowls but it slipped from your hands and fell down. You flinched with sound and stares at the floor. Your feet got some glass pieces into it and she stares at it. You saw some blood on it. You whine with little pain and slowly sit back. Yeonjun came when he hears the splash sound. "Honey..Okay okay don't move. We should go to hospital. It can be inside of your feet also. Let's go." You nodded and followed him. As they reach to hospital, the nurse examined you and picked some glass from your feet and bandaged. After all, you both went out. Yeonjun was all over you and babying you. He was hugging and pouting all day after you got injured. He was taking care of you like you hurted yourself too badly.

Choi Beomgyu

It was a very sunny day. You and him was outside with the guys. Hueningkai and Taehyun offered to make a football match. You made team as 3. You,Yeonjun and Hueningkai to Beomgyu, Soobin and Taehyun. You were always playing football with your dad until you started university. You thought it would be easy. But they guys are too much taller from you. You were looking at them while lifting your head. And now, you were playing football on the grassy place. You were running to the goal. Until Beomgyu bumoed at you. You fell onto your wrist. You whined with your pain. You got shocked when you looked at your hand. Your little finger discolated. You were shocked but not more than Beomgyu. Beomgyu run to you and picked you up. He stared at your little finger and rushed to the hospital. Thr nurse placed your finger back it's place and bandaged. You all went to your dorm. Beomgyu was still apologizing you even you said it is all fine. He was worried about you. He was holding your hand kissing it. You smiled at him...

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