#beth watches 911

[lesbiansusanpevensie]

it’s the way eddie didn’t realize tommy is gay for me

[nikosasakis]

the way Bobby went to help Michael and ended up being dragged into this clownery

[djungelsims]

cowpoke dancing at da club

[calumsash]

[buckleyseddie]

my phone just reminded me that one year ago i was watching 3x03 aka my life was being altered forever and ever by eddie's thumb touching buck's collarbone while he tells him that there's no one he trusts more with his son than buck :)

[tirednotflirting]

sam my love my light i laughed so loud at ur tags

(spoilers 🤪) i am so sorry to say it was literally for this scene and then he had to give the dog back *booo hisssss* 💔 anyway the dog is called hoover and buck is, as always, 🤏🤏🤏🤏🤏

beth i love following what’s going on w ur dudes through your reblogs every week it brings me so much joy 😌🥰

oh that’s so tragic :((( they need to give buck a puppy he deserves a puppy 🥺 also HOOVER that’s so precious what the hell

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

i have things to say about my little tv shows now ok. 1) the big thing i know we all care so much about. the change in showrunners for greys from krista vernoff (my enemy for real) to someone new. i had to look her up it’s meg marinis and i have tentatively decided to trust her because i looked up what episodes she’s written and she HAPPENS to be the writer behind my favorite greys episode ever. not that that makes the episode good i was just 17 and there was a scene in there that gay 17 year old beth desperately needed at that time. we don’t have to get into it. also she wrote the last 2 episodes of season 19 which i remember being INSANE in the straight people department (lucas and simone!!!!) so. i’m trusting her. meg i am putting my faith in you. do not let me down.

2) jo and link BORING. don’t care for them sorry! not all straight people are winners some of them are lame and pale in comparison to the interns realness and the iconicity of miranda bailey and ben warren…. 3) speaking of my queen miranda bailey. oh it’s all coming together… full circle moment!! she’s in charge of the interns! she’s the best damn teacher in that hospital! yay! rip what’s his name we hardly knew you. because you were boring. (referring to meredith’s lame boyfriend who was previously teaching the interns and is now moving to boston to be with meredith)

and now. station 19, first of all they set my girl up… they changed the time slot to 10 and made this their last season… all for what. 911??? someone needs to kill themselves for this. i’ll see you in hell whatever abc executive designed this. anyway. 2) the good thing about this being. the end 😐 (and we all know how well i do with endings.) is that finally the endgames will become clear. this is a show in which. SO much has happened with every character’s arc i don’t even remember it all it’s been on for seven years ok it started as a show about a woman trying to fill her father’s shoes on her way to becoming the captain of the fire station they both work in. our girl has lost so many times it is unreal, she has had that captain position stolen from her roughly a thousand times, her romantic life has been in shambles since day one i won’t even go there rn. anyway so from episode one it’s clear that her arc this season now that she HAS the captain title is going to be about becoming the BEST captain, and she will!! i believe in my girl and i always have!! and jack’s arc will clearly be about figuring out his life without being a firefighter now that he has all that brain damage. and so on and so forth. we can finally see an end in sight to these characters hectic ass lives and thank fucking god because station 19 is one of the most stress inducing shows i’ve ever watched. 3) as well as that. the romantic endgames will become clear. i can see the full picture forming i can finally begin to see it all… as i said earlier i have been rooting for jack and andy endgame since day one and frankly if that one in a million win happens. i’ll probably explode idk i never thought what might happen if i actually won there i don’t really expect to. the romantic endgames are not all clear i was using this point as a lead in to point 4. so 4) travis… well i’ve known for years they were always going to go back to travis and emmett. i knew that random british man was not long for my man travis the second he came in. listen. travis and emmett started ages ago, and they broke up and became friends and the actor playing emmett left the show and then they brought him back cuz they liked him so much. and i knew the moment they kept bringing him back. this is endgame and i better get used to it. so it’s a good thing i never had anything against travis and emmett because well it looks like i was right this is endgame bye british guy hashtag america strong hashtag declaration of independence hashtag go back to where you came from etc. sorry i really don’t care for that british man he was like. mildly tolerable last season but i never wanted him to stay around this long it’s fucked up. anyway. loved travis and emmett’s little cheating moment as emmett grieves his shitty dead dad who we all hated for being a republican <3 loved that they had sex in emmett’s mother’s house while she was probably like two rooms away and also i have a keen eye and like that was a room without a damn door they were in when they started tearing each other’s clothes off. as my mother commented. “in the living room???” real as fuck mom… anyway slay. point 3a) vic and ruiz can’t possibly be endgame right. god they probably are. fuck my life 🙄 god he’ll never be ripley…. you had to be there at the time it was the moment at the time….

yeah. anyway. lots of wins for straight people tonight. i wish they were real :( also some wins for the gays of those shows, maya and carina as always serving up their bland boring network tv lesbian couple swag. kinda obsessed tbh. maya has had a rough time of it in these seven seasons she deserves to be boring and lame now i think <3 my buddy schmidt still kinda losing the Take Me Seriously war. i fear if these six years have been any indication he never will win that battle. BUT. remember that meg is running the show now…. meg loves him… i mean clearly meg loves him she wrote The Episode….. meg i won’t ask for much but if it’s not too much trouble could you perhaps give a think on bringing back nico before they pull the plug on your show… just consider…. i’d really like it a lot if i got to see him even just one more time….. no worries if not meg i’m not trying to get greedy out here. however if you give my guy a krista core bullshit love interest i’ll kill you myself. peace and love. (krista core means bad btw. we HATE krista vernoff. boooooo) anyway. so that’s my thoughts. heart

[bestbuddybobby]

okay hi, I finally got around to making a 911/criminal minds/a-place-to-dump-my-favorite-ships blog, because I didn't want to change my other blog (@givemeyourhopeandlove). It has over 8,000 posts and I started that blog when I was a baby so it didn't feel right to rebrand it.

Making this blog means I can finally reblog bathena (my beloved) and maybe get some mutuals. Who knows?

First let me do this tag I got a few days ago:

tag people you want to catch up with and get to know better

tagged by: @lavoixhumaine

last song: Born to be alive by Bea and her Business

last movie: Ratatouille (2007) (I feel like I have to explain this, but it is my favorite Disney movie and it was in the theaters again due to Disney's 100th anniversary and my friend asked me to go with her, so yeah. It was really fun to see it in a theater.)

currently reading: How to come alive again by Beth McColl

currently watching: 911 (2018, this is my fourth or fifth rewatch since end of May, but who is really counting?) - i really need a new series to watch

current obsession: bathena / angela bassett / hotchniss (the last one came back after reading a wonderful fic from @sequinsmile-x on ao3 this week)

[flashandthunder]

I was tagged by @cujoforever thanks Beth!

Last song I listened to: So I just checked because I've really only been listening to podcasts these days and it was in fact 'Hello World' aka the Saddle Club theme song from when I had a horse girl related relapse the other day😂😂😂

Currently watching: 911 baby she's finally back❤️❤️❤️ I've also been watching Masters of the Air now that all of the episodes are out and American Ninja Warrior is my current background noise show.

Currently obsessed with: I have fallen DEEP into the Sims 4 again the cottage living expansion is sooo cute!!!

Tagging: @lvcygraybaird @brionbroadway @eddiiediaz @gingerwerk and @captainscrosby

[slashyrogue]

Spacedogs AU: The Cat’s Fancy

Adam doesn't know why he goes to the park that night.

It's cloudy, there's little visibility, and yet he finds himself heading outside.

His breakup still stings from just a few weeks prior, and while he's sometimes lonely Adam doesn't try to talk to strangers much anymore. Beth's rejection made him think he's better off alone, and when he spots people in the park he avoids them heading as far back as he can possibly get hoping for just a glimpse of the stars outside.

But when he hears a hiss coming from the bushes behind him he freezes.

Everyone knows shifters aren't prone to attacking humans, mostly other shifters, but he's still never met one and the sound is far too loud to be just a normal sized cat. He gets up from the bench, hand in his pocket to grab the taser he always carries, and is about to leave when he hears a whimper.

And he sees a clawed hand sticking out as if trying to reach someone.

Adam takes a deep breath and goes down on his knees, pushing back the leaves to see a man deeply injured curled up in the bushes.

"Oh!" he says, reaching to grab the man's arm, "Are you alright?"

He pulls, barely able to get the man out halfway, and lets go when he realizes he's right.

It's a shifter.

The injury must've made him stop mid-shift, his body half cat but still very human, and the blood all over him makes Adam's chest hurt.

"Are...do you need an ambulance? I'll call..."

The shifter grabs his arm, digging his nails in, and Adam whimpers turning back to look at him.

"No...no...cops..."

"But...you're hurt and...you're hurting me!" he yells, pushing him back hard.

The shifter crawls closer, and his ripped clothes make him shiver.

"I just...I need to...get home."

"I have to call the ambulance," Adam repeats, tears in his eyes as he looks at the claw on his arm, "I...I..."

The cat shifter growls, trying to shift again, and Adam pulls out his phone to dial 911.

"Hello? Hello, I've found an injured cat shifter in Woods Park. He's right near the cluster of elms at the back and he's bleeding and...aggressive."

"No cops, no..."

Adam watches the shifter pass out, going limp, and sits down on the grass beside him. He's surprised when the shifter comes closer, nuzzling his arm, and it feels wrong to be excited at the attention but he is.

He pets the shifter's head as a loud purr reaches his ears.

"They're gonna take care of you," he says, "I...I'll stay till they come, ok? They'll take care of you."

The ambulance doesn't arrive for almost twenty minutes, and the shifter gets so aggressive that Adam ends up coming along since him just being close calms the shifter down.

The shifter who, according to the ID in his pocket, is named Nigel Ibanescu.

Nigel ends up having many injuries that didn't heal because of the bush he'd been hiding in.

"Cats are allergic to hosta plants," the doctor says, as Adam sits beside Nigel, "It was...a fluke I suppose. Any longer entangled in that he might not have made it out. You saved his life."

They give Nigel some antibiotics, and after a few hours Adam can see the wounds healing rapidly which makes him look much more normal - though his brown cat ears are prominent on top of his head. Nigel hasn't let go of him the entire time, purring so loudly Adam is sure he'll hear it in his dreams, but he knows he has to go.

"You'll be ok," he says, "I have to get home and...I...I don't like it here. You'll be ok, Nigel."

Nigel makes a sound when Adam pulls himself away, and it's harder than he expects to leave but he does, getting home so late he passes out cold. Adam is grateful that he's off the next morning, even if he feels anxious about how much he missed the day before.

And he can't stop thinking about Nigel.

Was he ok?

Who hurt him?

Adam is in the middle of breakfast when he gets his answer.

The knock at his door has him confused and when he peeks out he stares wide eyed at who's on the other side.

"Nigel."

Adam doesn't know why he opens the door.

Curiosity?

Worry?

But as soon as he does Nigel pulls him into his arms, and the sound of his purring has Adam confused.

"Mine."

The word gives Adam pause.

"What?"

Nigel pulls back, his almost yellow eyes nearly glowing in the sunlight, and his smile makes Adam's heart beat faster.

"You're mine," he says, breathing in deep, "All mine, Darling. You..."

Adam pushes him off, shaking his head. "I don't know you, I...I don't...I'm not anyone's."

"Adam..."

He hurries back into his apartment, locking the door fast, and his heart is beating wildly as he looks out to see Nigel still there with his ears down as he glares. 

"I know you're there, Adam," he says, nearly hissing, "I can hear your heart beating. You saved me last night, Darling, and I followed your scent all the way here. You might not understand, but....I'm not going anywhere."

Nigel leaves, at least from Adam's view, and he turns to put his hand over the scratch mark on his arm.

What did Nigel mean Adam was his?

And why, despite how scared Adam felt, did he want to see him again?

[hournites]

Stable

Hournite 3x09 reaction fic 

~.~

Cameron’s grandfather is stable. Beth sags, heavy gloves still resting over his feeble heart as the dial tone for 911 rings in her ears. A ripple of pride ebbs in her chest. She saved a life today. This man tried to kill her just as Icicle did over a year ago, and Beth fought against him. Heck, she pulled martial art moves! And yet, here she is, making sure that the very same man will stay alive. This is what being a hero is all about. 

“Beth! He needs help!”

She turns towards Courtney, who is urging her to make her way over. A cold fear plunges to her stomach despite the study cloak resting over her shoulders. She’s always assumed Rick would be okay no matter what, it’s especially hard when he makes it out to seem like he’s invincible, but there is a panic in Courtney’s voice that tells her he’s not. 

She nearly falls through the hole in the stairs in her rush to drop beside him. Her goggles light up, assessing his injuries. It’s making it hard to see his actual face.

“Beth?” he wheezes, small and scared. His fingers flex, just barely, like he’s trying to reach out to her and there’s tears smeared down the black mask on his face. Beth goes against her brain and the voice of her mom in her ear instructing that she start first aid, choosing to follow her heart instead. She lifts her goggles so Rick can see her, even as he struggles to keep them open. She grabs Rick’s hand with her other glove. Even through the gauntlets, he’s cold, cold, cold. Beth holds on tight, squeezing feeling back into them. 

“Hi,” she says, voice choked up already. “Hi, Rick. Hi, you’re going to be okay, alright? I’m here now, you’re going to be okay.” 

“Okay,” he chokes out like a child. He is a child, Beth tells herself. They’re all just kids, and Beth knows better than anyone this isn’t Rick’s first terrible beating. Blood falls from his mouth and she wipes it away. 

“Don’t speak,” she says softly. “Just squeeze once for yes, twice for no. Understand?” 

He groans, closing his eyes, and there she gets the feeblest of squeezes.  This is ten times harder than trying to treat Sofus. Empathy has always been a strength of hers, Beth knows that, but watching Rick suffer is a different kind of pain. It feels like her heart tearing in half. 

She slips the goggles back on with her other hand. “Beth you shouldn’t have taken them off.” 

“I’m sorry,” she manages out, but she doesn’t care about being scolded, not really. Rick needed her reassurance. He needs her love. After the whirlwind that’s today, even before the signal she got from the goggles, she knew Rick wasn’t okay.  “I’m here now. What do I need to do?”

She reads the health barometers on her goggles and frowns deeply. “There’s some unknown toxins infiltrating his bloodstream.” She shares a quick concerned look with Courtney.  “Mom. What is that?” 

“Do your goggles not identify the substance?” 

“It’s loading,” she replies. In the meantime, she starts helping Rick out of his suit. Courtney is by his feet, helping to break the left of the ice from his boots. He’s shivering now, and her goggles detect hypothermia, broken ribs, and the start of internal bleeding as his most attention-seeking injuries. 

Yolanda runs to join them, throwing a heap of blankets and towels stolen from Cameron’s bed to the ground as Beth gets to his bare chest. “Is he going to be okay?”

“Not if we don’t get him out of here!” Beth says. 

The goggles ping with a new notification:

TOXINS DETECTED: PURE MIRACLO OVERDOSE LIKELY

Beth gasps, eyeing the Hourglass still around his neck and moves to take it off. 

“Wait!” her mom shouts over the call. “That hourglass may be the only thing keeping him alive! Removing it now could kill him!” 

She jerks her hand away. “We can’t bring him to a hospital! They won’t know what Miraclo is!” 

“We’re on our way,” her dad cuts in. “We’ll take him home.” 

Oh, thank god. 

Yolanda stands, peering out the window. “The ambulance is going to be here soon.”

“We need to carry him out of here,” Courtney agrees. 

Cameron moves forward and all girls nearly hiss in his direction. Cameron stumbles back and returns to tend to his grandfather. Courtney turns away from Beth’s side with another choked sob, wiping tears from her face. 

“Are you okay?” Beth asks her. Rick might have a broken body but her best friend has a broken heart. Courtney nods. “Rick’s family.”

“Artemis! Help me carry him!” 

“On it, Chapel!” 

Between the four of them, they change Rick out of his suit as gently as they can–It still jostles him a bit and his eyes roll to the back of his head. Beth bites hard on her lip until it bleeds, only removing her grip from Rick’s hand when they fully wrap him in the warm clothes. Her dad honks loud and hard, driving like he’s on the set of Fast and Furious all the way up to the grassy side lawn. “Get in!” he hollers. 

Beth’s mom hops out of the back in her scrubs. “In the trunk!” 

The girls shuffle Rick over, Artemis taking the brunt of the weight. 

“There’s not enough room for all of you.” 

Courtney and Yolanda step back when Beth shoots a pleading look at her friends. 

“Of course you get to ride with him,” Yolanda says. “He needs you.” 

Beth nods and lets out a breath of gratitude. She doesn’t know what she’d do if she had to fight to stay by his side. It wouldn’t have been pretty. 

Artemis grabs their arms, and sprints into a run as they hear an ambulance wail. “We’ll debrief at Chapel’s house when Hourman is stable!” 

Beth is not even fully into the back as her dad presses long and hard on the gas, zooming them back out onto Main Street. 

Her mom is frazzled but determined. Beth warms Rick to the best of her ability, rubbing the blankets to create friction. He writhes in pain when it brushes against his chest. “I’m sorry!” she cries with him. “I’m sorry! I’m sorry!” 

“It’s okay,” Rick grits out, but she knows he doesn’t mean it. 

Beth snaps, “it’s not okay, I’m hurting you!” 

“We’re doing our best,” her mom informs her. “Sometimes that means the patient will be uncomfortable.” She nods to the purpling chest in front of them. “We need those wrapped.” 

“I have bandages in one of my pouches!” Beth unzips her belt and begins to wrap his ribs. Rick floats in and out of consciousness, his body still shaking uncontrollably from the deep freeze. 

Beth glances up at her mom. “What are we going to do if we can’t bring him to the hospital?” 

“Luckily, I bought equipment from our hospital supplier after we found out your secret. We can start an IV on him right away.” 

At home, her dad ushers Beth up to her room as her mom works in earnest. He helps her find comfortable clothes to wear and sets up a meeting place for when the JSA come trickling in one by one, battered, frostbitten and bruised. 

Beth takes the goggles off again to press her palms to her eyes. She needs a break from all the flashing, but at the same time, she’s scared to take them off. What if Rick has a heart attack like Sofus? What if he slips into a coma?

She returns downstairs to find Rick on the living room couch. Her mom is off in the other room, having what sounds like a terse conversation with Dr. McNider. Rick is…He’s very still. He’s not quite asleep, but very clearly not the most lucid either. Her goggles scan him. It’s not that she doesn’t trust her mom. She’s just terrified. 

Rick Tyler Status: STABLE 

Mood: Fearful 

“Oh Rick,” she sighs, pulling up a chair beside him. His face isn’t properly attended to yet. Beth finds some gauze and alcohol swabs, and returns, shuffling in closer. “We’re gonna get you cleaned up.” He opens his eyes at the sound of her voice. He winces. Now with the morphine in his veins, his eyes are wider than ever, drinking her appearance in. Beth hesitates, hovering her hand with the soaked swab over the angriest cut. 

“It’s going to sting,” she murmurs gently. 

“It’s…you,” Rick slurs slowly, surprising her. “‘Won’t….sting…’cause of….you.” 

A slow smile spreads over her face. She begins dabbing. Blood oozes into the cotton, staining her own fingertips. “That’s sweet.” Her other hand touches the side of his face that isn’t bleeding, feather-light over his bruises. She can’t help but stare at him, this young and genuine. “Rick, you’re so sweet.” Beth rolls her eyes at herself, unable to stop the threat of tears nor the butterflies that burst in her stomach when he sighs into her touch. “Misguided and unwell,” she adds, glancing at the hourglass still faintly glowing on that gold chain. “But sweet. Thank you.”

“I d-didn’t do…the right thing,” he rasps, brows knitting together in frustration as his teeth chatter. “I j-just…w-wanted you…all safe.” 

“I know.” Beth says, pulling up his blankets. She pauses her job cleaning his face to help warm him up again. “It’s the hourglass, I think. It’s clouding your judgement.” 

His frown deepens, and Beth decides this isn’t the best time to have this conversation. But this? She gets down on her knees in front of the couch for the gentlest hug in Chapel history and presses her face against the crook of his neck, skin-to-skin until he stops shaking. This, she can do.  

“I am safe,” Beth whispers, almost sick with the overwhelming love she has for him. “But it’s my turn to protect you.”

[lesbiansusanpevensie]

eddie was so excited when he rolled up to go to vegas and buck was there already w tommy, he really thought they were about to become the three best friends that anyone could have

[nikosasakis]

hen and chim's friendship is one of the best dynamics in the show and i will not take criticism on this

[hilarychuff]

get to know me tag meme

got tagged by @staceymcgillicuddy and am doing this one only THREE weeks later as opposed to even more weeks like last time

rules: tag (8-10) people who you want to get to know better.

relationship status: single but sometimes i invent a little romance for myself in my head which is fun until i have to confront the fact that it’s made up!!! that part is less fun 

favorite color: ummm my ~power color~ is red but i also like pink and yellow

three favorite foods: a very fancy bagel (lox or salmon roe or whitefish salad), my poké bowl (including pickled mango), aaaaaaand pasta 

top 3 tv shows: considering how much tv i watch this is a surprisingly hard question to answer!!! i guess i’m not much of a rewatcher unless i’m showing something to somebody. but sweet/vicious for sure is one of my fave shows that ended too early that i always try and make people watch. i don’t think it is like a “””good””” “””show”””” per se but i’m always excited for an episode of 911 or 911 lonestar lol. aaaaaaaand let’s go with a league of their own bc it made me weep several times. honorary shout out to yellowjackets. will bump it up if they commit to shauna/jackie’s gay feelings for each other being canon. 

top 3 characters: ooo well my current blorbos include sansa stark and chrissy cunningham and i’ll always have love for lily evans. just bc i only have two other blorbos i’ll also give shout outs to beth greene and jemma simmons

what i’m currently reading: not in the middle of anything rn. just finished seven percent of ro devereux by ellen o’clover and thinking of either starting out of character by jenna miller or honey and spice by bolu babalola

song stuck in my head: ok i actually don’t have one today but for several recent days in a row it was take on me by a-ha

last movie watched: the menu halfway!! i’d already seen it but was skimming for reasons. but before that it was m3gan lol because i had to show it to people!!! and last weekend i watched a whole bunch of other spooky movies with my friends. 

last thing i googled: technically it was “how to see google search history” but before that and anything else related to this game it was “young angie will trent” lol 

last song i listened to was: hmmm i’m not sure exactly. something from the annie dirusso mix playlist on spotify. let’s say it was “my kink is karma” by chappell roan but i think that was actually the one before whatever i listened to last

dream trip: idk!!!!! i am not really a trip planner unless it is a trip to see people. maybe a road trip all over the us to see all kinds of different places and people. that probably would be the dream actually. 

time: 6:15 p.m. rn 

anything i really want right now: FOR MY FAVORITE OVERALLS TO BE FIXED. FOR A NEW PAIR OF MY FAVORITE OVERALLS. THEY RIPPED IN THE THIGHS BC I AM TOO SEXY JUICY AND I GOT THEM PATCHED AND THEY RIPPED ALONG THE PATCH AND NOW I’M LIKE!!!!!! WHAT AM I GONNA DO. DO I GET THEM PATCHED AGAIN. HOW LONG CAN THIS CYCLE LAST. WHY CAN’T AMERICAN EAGLE OUTFITTERS SELL THESE OVERALLS AGAIN. I WILL BUY 47 PAIRS SO I CAN HAVE THEM UNTIL THE END OF MY DAYS IF ONLY THEY WOULD LET ME. 

tagging: ummm let’s go with @beholdthemem, @chdarling, @cellsshapedlikestars, @julvett, @mistysharks, @gorgeousgreymatter-x, @loulanorth, @enoughtotemptme

[nancydrewwouldnever]

RANDOM MUSING: Does anyone else ever feel physically exhausted after they finish a long binge watch? // Survivor of a three season binge of 911. You want the peanut M&Ms?

Beth Dutton will murder us in our sleep! 😂

I am now selling I Survived the Five Season Yellowstone Marathon tee-shirts on Cafe Press.

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

many things going on here. first of all who is watching shows based on ship edits that is like step one of what not to do… secondly the amount of comments on this video saying tom and greg succession is like. actually very funny to me tbh like ok girl you’re gonna admit that publicly? lmao… thirdly the search. i’m gonna be honest i thought there WERE gay people in 911 i thought those guys were a canon gay couple are they not. i don’t actually care but. you guys really convinced me with that one that’s crazy. i mean we’ll to be fair i don’t really see that many people talking about that show and i don’t know what those men even look like so it was not hard to make me believe anything. well i take that back i DO know what they look like. i know they’re two muscular white dudes. i have never seen an image of them i just like intrinsically know that in my bones or whatever. i’ll look it up after this post and then i’ll know know but like. i know. finally the comments. um. i just. actually i don’t even want to talk about it in a post. tee i’m gonna message you about it we need to have a closed little complaining session. well you’ll see my messages before this post because you’re asleep rn but whatever. when you do see this post hi <3 um ok do i have anything else to say here. oh wait i have to say i really respect sarah up there actually. peace and love to her for just not getting involved i wish everybody was like her wow. ok. reading time for REAL now. we are hanging out with MATTHEW and THOMAS and ALASTAIR. and then whoever is in the scenes following the one i am about to get back to that i left last night. ok bye love beth