#bisexualhobi

[midnightsinlove]

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thoughts: like salt from seawater - chapter 3

@bisexualhobi

chapter 3!

So, I started reading this chapter again and remembered why I had to put it down for a moment when it was first released. The conversation Hobi, Namjoon, and Kyungchul have about using safewords and failures and limits felt very personal. Kyungchul is right that it’s important and good that Namjoon can look at his actions and thoughts and say that he made a mistake and that he is a good dom. He’s also right that it takes strength and a lot of trust to be submissive. I think i wrote in my thoughts from chapter 2 (or 1? i think 2) how that trust is so important. You trust the other person to tell you their limits. Yes, nonverbal cues are important and shouldn’t be ignored but you can’t read other people’s minds. And doing something as intense as dom/sub activities - sexual or not - means that you can go to a deeper place with someone else because of that trust. Trust you have in yourself and the other person to talk about it all - likes, dislikes, limits, etc. Yeah, went on a small rant here, but I just kept thinking about a lot of this while reading and rereading the scene with Namjoon, Hobi, and Kyungchul. 

Also - I love the start of the chapter! I find it forever funny when there’s dialogue that can be construed as sexual and it isn’t (especially along the likes of ‘it’ll fit!’, ‘it’s too big’, ‘it’s not too big’, etc.) (and ‘pivot!!’)

I really love this Hoseok. A lot. There’s a lot of myself that I see in him. I think we have different kinds of restraints in how we move in the world. But, I get him. A lot. And it makes me cry sometimes. When they come back from their therapy session and Hoseok goes off by himself for a bit, thinks, then comes to Namjoon later, it’s so so fucking familiar and in a way how I move through life and with people. I think I always worry about timing (for myself and how I am) - being too late, too early, too earnest, too yearning. It was really comforting when Hoseok went back to Namjoon and talked to him about what he was thinking and going through - self-deprecating yes, but also with less ego. I don’t think comforting to my own self, but I was just comforted for him. 

I really thought I wrote it before but can’t find it in my previous posts about this story - but! The feeling of being completely covered/semi-squashed by someone else’s body is just!!! I like that Namjoon knows when to do it to Hobi and how it stills and almost ‘sedates’ him. Their talk after the therapy was so good!! And so important! Very true that these things are far better talked about beforehand and not done on the fly. 

Ahh the build up with Jungkook! whew! 

The night that Hobi gets ready for Namjoon!! pretty underwear for a pretty boy <3 I like how you describe how Hobi feels when he’s itchy and almost crawling out of his skin, how that just builds and builds and piles up inside. And how you described Namjoon and him kissing - using that same underwater feeling but in different ways. It was so soo hot the way the sex scene in this chapter came together. And it also really shows how far they’ve come - the kind of dirty talk Namjoon used and the discussion in between with Hobi saying ‘yellow’ and working it out together. !!! And when Namjoon is fucking Hoseok !!! gah, that’s a good position - absolutely covered and then moved around to the other person’s will.. And their first verbal ‘i love you’s!!! (but ah that little dark thought in Hobi’s head about another bandmate...)

The meal they had for their date at Hoseok’s apartment sounded fucking delicious! the rice pilaf with mushrooms and green onions in particular!! and hoseok pole dancing?!?!? stfu!! amazing!!!!!!!! (pillow princess !! 🥺)

hobi in lingerie!! 💖 the sex scenes that night were hot hot hot!!! i think i read the club scene differently, like that ‘locker room’ talk but i get why 1. it was included and 2. why hoseok took it the way he did - especially with the way the sex scene following went. 

i like how this chapter also cycles back with sex. like that dark thought in hobi’s head to that bit of exhibitionism he gets later with cockwarming, the way namjoon talks about hobi to the others at the club to the lingerie and the way namjoon talks to hobi then, what namjoon says "I wanna live in you” to when they have sex in that private island later and he starts with ““Wanna cut a hole in you and fuck you through it.””. 

it took me a second, but the way they were in spain!! i just knew, based on the story title alone, that it was going to end with them there. when hoseok thinks ‘like salt like seawater’ in “He was separating him in a way that felt impossible, like pulling water from thin air, like salt from seawater.” oh man. the build up of the last few scenes - between learning more about hoseok and then showing what was happening between the two of them was so well done. and it was nice that they had that whole chunk of time just to be by themselves, and that they could do the work they love while in solitude. 

I really love this hoseok. he’s really wonderful and you’ve created such a whole character Ana. Namjoon sort of nailed it with what was unsaid in this line: “If he had half the talent Hoseok had in his body, he would probably be bragging to anyone that listened.” What went unsaid I think is that this Hoseok is a good person.  

i loved that whole section where hoseok describes how he felt like a see-through shape and then certain colors painted him based on emotions or something going on. a lot of that also personally resonated with me - especially parts about blue. and it was just lovely the way it was written. 

I think I have a little more to say and thoughts I had but I’ll wrap it up. This was a wonderfully written story. thank you thank you so much for sharing this. I really loved the whole three parts and this last one especially. It was enchanting seeing this hoseok be loved so incredibly and also that he was able to love as much as he could and with all that he has to offer as well. This hoseok is so tender and sweet and i’ll carry him in my heart for a long time. <3

(edited these two post scripts in cause I forgot to mention :D)

p.s oh i was also thinking about the note you had at the beginning and how things with bts are different. similar to what you mentioned, my own feelings about them have changed (a lot).  but they definitely haven’t for this story. the main reasons being that it’s a really well told story and you created wonderful characters and homes for them. (and I get being able to create works for them even after all this - though it must have been tough on one level) 

p.p.s i’m so glad to have been able to read this. :)

[babybemyweekend]

How did I forget abt this

[sungtaro]

TSUKI in GINGAMINGAYO era for @bisexualhobi

[galatariel]

HOSEOK Yet to Come in Busan for @bisexualhobi

[gingerylangylang1979]

Carmy and Sydney's first time.

This is inspired by this post by @sydcarmyfan who had the revelation that the sequence of scenes implied a sexual encounter. I see the vision. Basically, they metaphorically fucked, you know, like friends. They screwed under the table.

Carmy is awkward after seeing visions of Syd flash and heal his subconscious, body, mind, and soul. He wants her.

gif courtesy of @mod-doodles

Foreplay

gifs courtesy of @dailysydcarmy

Freudian slip

gif courtesy of @dizzycat2000

Setting the mood

gif courtesy of @thoughtfulchaos773

Changing positions

gif courtesy of @thoughtfulchaos773

gif courtesy of @drrav3nb

Climax

gif courtesy of @starryyshadows

Aftercare

image courtesy of @thoughtfulchaos773

gifs courtesy of @livelovecaliforniadreams

Bonus:

gif courtesy of @bisexualhobi

[userarmyhope]

*scratch head* ummmm hello everyone ! thank you for 5k???? i've been giffing on this blog for more than a year now and i've never had the opportunity to thank everyone, i'm going to write a short text so as not to piss everyone off! i'll be honest, i never come on this blog idk why i leave it all the time but you have to know that my main is @farascha so that's mainly the reason. i don't really like my gifs at the moment which explains my hiatus (plus i have school and i was on vacation too), i just wanted to thank the people who support me and the incredible content creators, i know that i don't speak often with everyone because first of all my english sucks and i'm bad at being social n stuff lmaooo anyway! thank you again for supporting me and have a nice day/night! MERCI BEAUCOUP💕💕💕💕💕💕 

 here's some amazing ccs and blogs that make amazing content (even if we dont interact often i love your works! and i probably forgot someone sorry): @tzurim @love4hobi @jung-koook @hobeah @heybaetae @kimtaegis @jimimn @btsiu @jiminswn @honsool @alpha-ro @hyunsung @hyunpic @koodotcom @thornedswan @raplinenthusiasts @sugajimin @agustd3 @yooboobies @jinstronaut @jeonjcngkook @lesbiansloveseokjin @banghwa @myork @taechnological @bladesrunner @alpacaseoks @rkivedfiles @namchyoon @eggjinnie @jimines @cherryjk @loversmore @lovetales @kth1 @jooheons @namjon @namsoek @porsche-kinn @nicostiel @indigonamjoon  @yoongi-bts @parkjimiin @usertae @taeyungie @filmouts @jeonsbwi @jvngoo @junghosoks @bisexualhobi @jimilter @minieggukie @jeon-jeongkook @boyswthluv @eternal-bangtan @taejinnies @lisanamjoon 

[jinhogae]

@bisexualhobi and me manifested this yunho karina feature we put it into the world a month ago to the day

[ayoyoungg]

tagged by @stay-a-nctzen thanks~ i was pleasantly surprised haha

bias check~ list 10 groups you stan and your bias from each, then tag 10 people!

B.A.P - Daehyun & Jongup

SHINee - Jonghyun & Key

NCT - Renjun

XG - Chisa

Loona - Gowon

JO1 - Junki & Sukai

Red Velvet - Seulgi

EXO - Lay & Baekhyun

Seventeen - Seungkwan & Dino

Stray Kids - Changbin

I’ll tag @7nsomnia and @bisexualhobi if y’all are interested

[agust-dyke]

bisexualhobi is a solo btw

no offense but im not sure what to do with this tbh like. okay. and they r also my beloved mutual on my other blog

[bisexualhobi]

i'm legit leaving kpop online circles and basically dropping this blog if SM becomes a hybe subsidiary btw. like i can't do this and everytime i go on twt it makes me so annoyed to see the news about this so yeah this might be the end of bisexualhobi

[midnightsinlove]

hiiii bean <3 i just realized after that little hopekook ask i got that i never heard if you did end up reading the last part of lsfs? your posts with your analysis of the first chapters were literally heaven sent and i don't remember if i ever did tell you thank you for such a gift! 🥰 either way you don't have to feel obligated to tell me or make another reaction post but i just wanted to know if you enjoyed the last chapter <3 it's truly an honor to get readers like you and i hope i can be able to write other stories soon that you could enjoy too 💞

hiii ana!!!! <3

ah what timing! I’m actually in the process of reading the last chapter and have the post in progress in my drafts. i’m so glad that you liked them! I was a little worried i came on too strong after the first two, but still definitely want to share my thoughts for the last chapter!! pls hang in there, it’ll be out! :)

some stuff came up around the time you released the last chapter and i’ve been reading intermittently, but haven’t finished. i have a bit of a break now, so i’m hoping to finish soon! (also please feel free to dm me about that, i don’t love how i left (especially after saying i’d be reading it sooner than i’ve gotten to it) but don’t wanna broadcast my personal stuff here :D and would just love to talk if you were ever open to it)

thank you for writing in!! i’m so happy to hear that you enjoyed those posts and it wasn’t too much or anything! I’m excited for anything you write - hopekook, minkey, etc - and will definitely wait. take your time!! the work you’ve already shared is so wonderful! (rereading actually pushed me to write more again <3) 💕💗

(edit: i'm gonna tag you cause i stupidly posted this privately first and after changing can sometimes see it on my blog, sometimes can't 😬 but wanna make sure you know my thoughts are incoming:) @bisexualhobi)

[hyunpic]

tagged by @seunges & @superboarding thank u 💘💕 also thanks niv for furthermore explaining the rules bc i was kinda lost and dumb 🤫

rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first 10 tracks & list 10 songs you really like, each by a different artist, and then tag people to do the same !!

from my on replay playlist:

1. woodz - better & better

2. skz - heyday

3. khalid - satellite

4. fifty fifty - lovin me

5. lee eun sang - lemonade

6. nmixx - dice

7. shinee - atlantis

8. paris hilton - stars are blind 😭

9. skz - case 143

10. raiden ft. taeil - love right back

10 songs i really like (each by different artist) also these are not in any particular order

1. lauv - all 4 nothing (im so in love)

2. txt - opening sequence

3. skz - ssick < im a ssick truther one day we will get u justice girl

4. lee chaeyeon - hush rush

5. taemin - press your number

6. exo - wolf < CHOGIWAAAAAAAAA

7. wei - blossom

8. hyunjin - ice.cream < is this cheating bc i said skz already and he’s part of skz oh well idc i will cheat for you my love

9. nature - limbo!

10. the rose - time

tagging: @jjaes @purinzs @young-jae @jiminswn @bisexualhobi @taeminblr 😻 as always no pressure of doing this!!!!

[galatariel]

DINO 💙 for @junranghae / @bisexualhobi insp.

[lesovoj]

Bro have you seen bisexualhobi on here and the hate they’re spewing on jimins albums?

Like I get HYBE always prioritizing ML and now doing all the remixes for mini while Jin rm and Jhope was totally ignored but I still don’t see how that’s Jimins fault? It’s not his fault his album was good af or that that HYBE have their own wicked decision making sometimes.

Ugh I hate it. I want people to shut up and be happy for him for once. Like he’s not even my bias but he DID FUCKING GREAT

Anon who cares about haters just enjoy jimin and his album cause just like you said HE DID FUCKING GREAT

[jinhogae]

mutuals as svt songs & members + why please!

i love when we get to do this !!!! let’s go in svt’s age order

scoups / ash: @bisexualhobi - this works perfectly in my brain. ana is a leading figure for me in good ways and entertaining ways and they are not afraid to be honest while maintaining their boundaries and also being just ... a very fun person to be around! and an absolutely dependable friend, who just feels so solid and ride or die to me, i don’t ever have to worry where i stand with them. ash goes without saying. it’s svt’s most innovative and out-there song and fits them perfectly, and it’s like if anyone asked ana to make an svt song, that would be it.

joshua / second life: @kimtaegis - annie got josh the last time we did this, but it remains true bc if i am a deranged air sign, she is the person i somehow octopus attached myself to (sorry for being late, best friend !!!). there is a lot of depth to annie just as she is as well as to the beauty she inherently carries and how she sees the world. there is something so steadfast about her and i wish the whole world would see how great she is from the surface to every part of her. that’s also why i chose second life, it’s what i’d tell her in a song. it’s what i’d carry around in place of her wherever i am.

jeonghan / our dawn is hotter than day: @beyoonce - this makes sense for so many reasons. first of all, since our secret santa exchange, i just enjoy seeing ann on my dash - it reminds me just what a genuinely mischievous person she is while being so true to herself and so her. she keeps it real! somehow that reminds me of jeonghan, who is obviously a master trickster but true to himself. and odihtd always reminds me of ann (alongside simple) bc when it’s winter here, i know it’s summer for her.

junhui / GO!: @blingyjjong - the joy in life is about being every part of yourself, no matter how messy or not quite fitting or not exactly polished that is, as well as starting over (and over and over). it is quintessentially about getting up for your own sake. nina is always so jun-coded to me (it just makes sense to me! exuberant and yet so very real) and the song may be dk’s solo ost, but it’s a sentiment she deserves to hold in her heart all the time.

hoshi / happy ending: @ohoshi - the world has to crash and burn before i will not give you this song. it’s just so you and it’s just something i will always relate to you and i know you understand how good it is (bc it is, quite frankly, this good). the absolute unrelenting happiness i get when i listen to this song is what i get whenever we chat as well. and hoshi is a complete no-brainer, fierce as you are and determined to pull people along towards is a greener pasture. and i love and admire you for that grit, that honesty, and also for the levity you carry when i can’t.

wonwoo / fallin’ flower: @hwiyoungies - another one that is a no brainer! not only is belle my favourite wonwootual (<3) but also a person whose thoughts i usually agree with, as well as just someone very soft- and well-spoken (and rational when fandom spaces can not be that). also i still remember you liking my post about the best three svt songs being of their japanese discography, so one of those does belong to you and the beauty of fallin’ flower feels very much like your blog and posts feel to me.

woozi / vernon / all my love: @suuho - and when we will see you and woozi in the same room, only then we can be certain you are not the same person !!! anyways, anything but them would be a disservice to how i see you (the center of the world), to how you are towards the people you care about (which is extremely caring and nonsensical about it), and to how important it is for the world to know you are the very lovely grounded half of my bouncy and excited braincell but you also are the other half of me. i love no one more than you, my tiny gremlin guy with pretentious music taste, and that is why you also get all my love ...... no other song could ever say it better.

minghao / i can’t run away: @chanonara - there are not many people that i feel are subsequently so close in how i see the world, but abigail, you are one of my favourite people to talk to because you understand all of what i say with heartfelt care and i never not feel like we are on the same wavelength. the song choice may seem out of place for anyone but us, but i think you know exactly why it is here. you know where love should be placed and how.

mingyu / let me hear you say: @woozi - tumblr user yza woozi, what’s it like to feel like a very beloved backbone to my caratblr experience, because that is what you are. not to mention the distinctiveness you bring to all of your gifs, which reminds me of mingyu’s love for photography and how he uses it to document his life among and with svt. similarly expressive people! let me hear you say just feels like a song that matches your vibe, it could play in the background of your blog and posts and i’d be content!

dk / rock with you: @shownu-ssi - who else! who else but the most artistic and easily serotonin inducing person for the same type of person in my life. there is no one more fitting to when i think of dk than you. from your fierce creative spirit and singular care for the art you want to create to this only being matched by your love for people, and your love for this world, and your hope in it (and joy for the little things of it). it couldn’t be anyone else. rock with you is a song that gets me to tear up on a good day, not out of sadness, but because it reminds me so much of how happy i was this time last year. you made the colder season better, and we carry that through all the other seasons.

seungkwan / my my: @wonjinist - i just think there is something relentlessly optimistic and engaging about seungkwan and i just think that you can be the same, eri. sometimes when i have bleak days, seeing you on my dash and posting about so many different groups you love and all the songs you enjoy brings some much needed vibrancy back as well as makes me smile! my my is an mv that just feels so similar to your blog, as does the song, and i just love both a lot.

dino / hey buddy: @wonublr - hey buddy !!!!!! lee, you are easily one of my favourite people i met in caratblr, you bring such warmth and excitement and mirth to every one of our chats and just like with dino, i am simply rooting for you to succeed in everything you do and for you to express yourself any way you want to. and it’s so amazing to see every time! not to mention, thank you for making me more creative and inspiring me as well. hey buddy just fits you so well, because it has the same energy you have in my mind.

[bisexualhobi]

just in case there's ppl that still don't know and i know oomfs have me blocked on the other blog but whatever

i interact and follow back from @userseokkie

i'm also at @ae1s aka theboytatu

so bisexualhobi and theboytatu are the same person in case it wasn't clear