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snowywolf1005 · 5 months ago
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@ruanime34 : How about the the One Piece x Mexico and the Strawhats see how Mexico surprised christmas maybe one of reader cousin heard that someone birthday soon and they along with Strawhats help plan the birthday or how about ASL x mother reader like ASL are having a are still having trouble of forgetting mother reader so one cousin help how to cope on talking about memories and being there for them. You can pick whichever you what please and thank you!
Me : @ruanime34 Also! What do you mean the ASL brothers are trouble forgetting their mother?
@ruanime34 : @snowywolf1005 I mean to say was ASL and having trouble remembering the good memories of their mom because what if they keep on having nightmares of their mom dying and she blaming them for death
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STRAWHATS X MEXICO 🇲🇽 ❤️
I'll do both!!
At a big home, Ace is having a terrible nightmare. "No... no, no, no.... please... don't..."
"THIS IS YOUR FAULT! BRAT!"
"DEMON CHILD!!"
"HE'S REALETED TO ROGER!! WE MUST KILL HIM!"
Ace - "*Huff* *huff*...(running from the people)
Ace - (turnaround to see his mother)mom!"
Ace hugged his mother, with tears in his eyes. "Mama, I was having worse dreams," he said while his mother hugged, Hush him.
Then Ace noticed flame on his mother and watched his mother being burned in flames. His eyes widened.
"NO! NO! NO! NO! MAMA! I'M SORRY! MOM, PLEASE!!!!!"
It was too late, his mother burned to ash.
"THIS IS YOUR FAULT"
Ace woke up from the dream, covered with sweets, "Hey, you're awake." Ace was startle from (S/N) voice, leaning against the door, "Come on, and eat, " she said, walking away.
Ace hurried and changed his clothes, then walk down stairs to see everyone was eating. "¡Oh! ¡Por fin te despertaste!(oh! you finally awake)"
"Good morning, ace!" Said luffy, the strawhat were eating some pancake and drinking 'abuelita hot chocolate' You know...
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"Toma, bebe un poco de chocolate caliente y come algo.(here, drink some hot chocolate, and eat some pack.)" said (A/N), ace sat with his brothers. "You better hurry up cause we're going shopping at the jcp mall," said victoria.
"The mall! I heard it a huge place with clothes, jewelry, makeup, hair salon, all kinds of stuff!!" Said Nami. (S/N) laughs, luffy eats all the pancakes, "Estuvo realmente delicioso, señora.(it was really delicious, ma'am)," said sabo, Victoria cousin blush by his voice.
Then the strawhat went on the ride on the bus:
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After arriving, the strawhat, they're surprised how huge inside, "it's so cool! They even have mini train!" Said luffy, and they split up with each group.
(S/N) group Victoria group
• luffy. • Nami
• Zoro. • Robin
• Usopp. • Jinbe
• Franky. • Ace
• Sanji. • Sabo
• Brook. • Chooper
"Okay, we're only here to buy dresses and suit for the party," said victoria, "ms. Victoria, a question: why are we at the mall?" Robin asks. Victoria looks at robin ,"we're celebrating Roger birthday but not today, and the king of the pirate where Roger crew first came to Mexico." She said.
Robin stund, "gold roger?!" Jinbe asks. With surprise look, victoria nodded her head, "Hey, Robin, look at the dress I found!" Said Nami.
"That a good look for you," said victoria, at (S/N) group, "(S/N), can we leave already! I'm hungry!" Said luffy being exhausted at store. "You said you wanted to go"
"Yeah, but, like ice cream, play video games, go on rides" (S/N), look for suit for luffy. "Ah, here,try this on" (S/N) give luffy the suit, "do I have to?" Said luffy.
"Do it, or I'm gonna wop your ass." (S/N) said, with an angry look, making luffy frightened. She takes luffy to the dressing room, "is this about Roger first coming to Mexico?" Luffy question.
"Yeah" (S/N) answer, looking at the crew, checking on clothes, asking the staff but in spanish. Remain her, Roger crew, having fun, do funny things, go fun rides. She wishes her sister would be her.
Victoria group. Victoria is at the dressing with Robin inside, "Ms. Victoria, when exactly did Roger's crew find Mexico?" Robin asks. Victoria chulked, "What do you think? We did, and we led Roger to Mexico, we told them everything."
"Did Roger go kaiju island?" Victoria pause, and remember what happened on kaijus Island. "Yeah, we did. I won't forget Roger and oden face when they saw mothra, it was so hilarious!" Victoria laughed.
Robin opened the door, with a pruple dress on her, "look good on you," said victoria. "Ms. Victoria, please tell me, what was the reason not to go, Kaiju island?" Robin, please.
Victoria sighed, "You know, you're luffy friends and friends don't have to keep secrets, not even family, I'll tell you and Law, but I have to ask (S/N). If that's alright." said victoria.
Robin smiled, victoria smiles back, "Okay, got everything we need!" "Yeah!" The crew shouted, "alright, let me text (S/N) if they're finished yet, " victoria said, taking out her phone.
The crew cheered when they walked out of the store.
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soheila-1996 · 5 years ago
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My story- part two
Hi! Thank you all so much for all the lovely comments and support I got on the first part! It made me wanna write a second! 
My little disclaimer: 
I have epilepsy. This details my seizures, I can’t speak for everyone, everyone’s seizures/ experiences are different. This is graphic. Seizures are messy. They aren’t fun and it felt wrong to make it out to be cute when they really aren’t.   Pretty much all the things that happen in the plot have happened to me. Well, I’m not married to a king or live in a palace so…there’s that but everything else is accurate.  There may be some jokes about it here because I do joke about it sometimes. It makes me more comfortable and I find it helps relax everyone around me. I’m also writing about it because there really aren’t that many fics written about it and I think it’s important to shine light on it.
Any feedback would be really appreciated! :)
Tagging people who shared the first part. You don’t have to read it! I just thought you might want to see what happens: @kacie-0156, @texaskitten30, @cordonianroyalty, @kingliam2019, @bebepac, @kingliam-rys, @cordonia-gothqueen, @kimmiedoo5, @bbrandy2002, @loveellamae, @bobasheebaby
This is also part of wacky drabbles hosted by @emceesynonymroll. The prompt this week is: #38: Please don’t leave. 
Paring: Liam and Riley
Warnings:  Blood, hospital setting. 
Word count: 5261 
(Riley’s POV) 
I woke up the next morning sore. Everywhere was achy. My tongue felt like it had been speared, I hadn't really noticed it the night before. I was so tired and still a little ‘seizure drunk’ that I hadn't realised. 
I’m in my bed but I can’t remember coming to bed the night before. The last thing I remember is coming back to the apartment and explaining to everyone about my epilepsy then we decided to put a movie on- I must have fallen asleep and Liam probably had carried me to bed.
I really don’t deserve him.
I turned over to be met with empty cold sheets. His side of the bed was unmade so he had slept here but he was nowhere in sight. He was probably still mad. I don’t blame him. I'd be a little pissed had I just found out he had a serious medical condition that he never told me about. 
I hate talking about it. I don't understand why though. It’s not something I can control or should be ashamed of but in a way I am. I’ve always longed to be normal and before last night everyone thought that I was and I, if i'm being honest, loved it. I revelled in being like everyone else for once. 
I turned back onto my  back, throwing my head back against the pillow as I let out a drawn out sigh. I feel like I’ve messed everything up. It’s like I’m back when I messed everything up with Tom, my ex, he found out about my epilepsy and left. I had a seizure in front of Ben, another ex, my high school crush, and like Tom, he left after saying some pretty disgusting things to me. I know that my seizures aren't pretty, I know they're scary but I have no control over them. If I had it my way I wouldn't have them. 
Jacob- my last boyfriend before Liam, he wasnt as ignorant as the last two. He tried to be there for me like a normal boyfriend but he just couldn't seem to let it go. He was constantly on edge that I'd have a fit. Eventually, it got too much for the both of us and so our relationship came to an end. Now, I’m scared of what’s going to happen with Liam. I don't want to lose him. I love him more than I've ever loved anyone. 
I’m just hoping we can find a way to move forward. Together. 
A few minutes went by before I decided to throw the comforter off of me and get out of the bed. I winced slightly as I stood. I had forgotten how much my muscles always ache after a seizure. It’s horrible. All of it is horrible. 
I opened the bedroom door after taking down my robe off the back then padded toward the kitchen. I lingered outside of the half-closed door when I heard Liam’s voice coming from inside.
“...That’s not the point Drake. The point is what if she had a seizure and no one was there or knew about it? What if she does have one and she’s alone? What if her stubborn nature comes out and she doesn't tell anyone when she’s not feeling well?”
I felt my heart sink down into my stomach. Liam is stressed anyway and I've just added to it.  I feel terrible, physically and mentally. He doesn't need to constantly worry about me. I don’t want him to constantly worry about me, he’s my husband not my carer. 
I needed to face the music so to speak so I pushed the door fully open. The squeaking of the door opening got both men's attention. It wasn’t until I was fully in the room I realised, Hana and Maxwell were also here too. 
Everyone looked at me expectantly, “Liam, all I can do is tell you that I’ll be honest. I’ll tell someone when I'm not feeling well. I know you have no reason to trust me after the stunt I pulled last night but...I’m still the same person I was before last night. Please, please don’t treat me differently,” I’m pleading with him and my friends now although I know I don't really have a right to ask for anything not after all the chaos I’ve caused. 
Liam and I briefly locked eyes. Liam sighed and opened his arms. “Come here.” 
I didn't hesitate to walk into his embrace. I clung tightly to him. I’m scared and he’s the only thing that ever makes me feel safe. Like everything will be okay. 
I felt him wrap his arms around me tighter and place a kiss on the top of my head. “You really scared me last night, Ri,” Liam told me quietly, “I’m just glad you’re okay.” He pecked my head again as he let me go and stepped back.I looked up to him and gave him a reassuring smile. “How are you feeling?” 
“I’m okay,” I nodded, he raised an eyebrow at me. “I’m a bit sore but that’s normal.” Liam nodded. I understood his concerns about me not telling him about how I'm really feeling. I just have always found it difficult to be honest about it. 
A few moments of awkward silence went by. No one knows what to say, I don’t know what to say or how we go from here. There’s no guide on what to do when your wife of two years drops an epilepsy bombshell. 
Drake finally broke the silence, “His Majesty over here was just bragging about how, he, in his own words ‘make the best pancakes.’ We were just about to put that to the test, weren’t we Li? Before Brooks interrupted.” 
I saw Liam’s eyebrows crease as he looked to his oldest friend. Drake shot him a look enough to tell him to just go along with it. 
Liam smiled, it was his fake, forced one. I could always tell, his real one always showed his pearly white teeth and reached his eyes. This one his lips were in a tight line and his eyes didn't twinkle. 
“Yeah,” he nodded. 
I, of course, knew it was a cover but I was thankful for Drake’s distraction. Drake and I sat down on one side of the table and Maxwell and Hana on the other as Liam got started on mixing together the ingredients. 
A little while later, we all had our  own plates full with pancakes. We all dug in silently. It was awkward, not a comfortable silence at all. 
I placed my fork down just as everyone else was just finishing there’s. I hadn’t  finished all of mine, when I chewed the cut on the side of my tongue brushed painfully up against my teeth.
“Guys…,” I started but was promptly cut off by Maxwell. I could tell last night that  he was hurt I didn’t  tell him. 
“Just promise us that you’ll tell us when you’re not feeling well next time, Little Blossom.” 
“That and take your medication,” I heard Drake mumble from beside me. 
“Okay,” I nodded, ignoring Drake’s snarky comment.  “I’ll tell one of you.” 
“Promise?” Maxwell asked me. 
“I promise.” 
Maxwell held out his pinky. I promptly wrapped my own little finger around his from across the table. “You can’t break a pinky promise,” Maxwell reiterated.
“I know, Max,” I sighed as I let go of him and placed both my hands back down into my lap. 
“We’re all just worried about you,” Hana spoke up. I nodded in understanding. Here comes the pity party. “But we can get through anything together.” 
We all stayed there for a little while, each of them reiterating how much they loved and supported me. They were honestly the best group of friends I could ever have asked for. They loved me no matter what and I loved them too. 
Later that day, I discovered the surprise Liam had in store was a trip to go to our honeymoon island in a couple weeks time. Our diaries were both packed and that was the only time we could make the trip.  Leo and Katie also had headed back to the States that evening. 
They had  all checked in now and again but not too annoyingly. It had been a bit overboard over the first couple of days but their overprotectiveness was easing off a bit. Thankfully. 
I still was having trouble sleeping and not getting enough so I started sometimes having a nap during the day when I had the time to do so. Liam had taken on some of my responsibilities, I hadn't been pleased about that but I needed to sort my sleep out and he was aware that a lack of sleep and stress was a massive trigger for me. 
Everything had changed that night but nothing really changed- if that makes sense? For two years my condition had been my dirty little secret and now it was finally out in the open, I was hardly going to go shouting it from any rooftops anytime soon but I felt much closer to everyone. I hadn't realised how much I had been distancing  myself.  
Liam had taken it better than I had expected. He, of course, was worried but he didn't overwhelm me with it. He  asked me questions about it as well as doing research on my type of seizures to try and understand as much as he could. He wasn't like Jacob, he could at times be overbearing with his desire to know everything about my condition. 
If I was honest all of my friends had been phenomenal. It was only our tight knit group that knew about it still. I didn't feel a need to announce it to an entire country and so I didn’t. 
All in all, I felt better than I had for a long, long time. 
I still should have told everyone about it at the beginning but my fear that they’d see me differently, that they’d treat me differently had gotten in the way but they had all proven me wrong time and time again. 
It was the day of The Five Kingdoms festival, It had originally meant to have been a few weeks ago but the weather had been appalling so it was rearranged for a day with much nicer, inviting weather. It's the only day of the year that the palace is open to the Cordonian Public so naturally we wanted as many of our citizens as possible to attend. 
Liam and I  had been gallivanting  around the palace grounds, playing games and talking with our people. It was the normalcy that I had always wanted, with a husband who didn't treat me like I’m made of glass. 
A little while later, I slipped back inside the palace and headed to the nearest toilet which ended up being in my apartment. I’ve lived here for two years and I still don't know where anything is.  I needed to go and couldn't hold it in any more. I had tried to find one of my friends or husband just to let them know in case they needed me but the crowd was massive so it was like trying to find a needle in a haystack so I headed in on my own. It wasn’t a big deal. I didn’t need a babysitter. 
I had  just done what was needed and was standing by the sink, washing my hands when I felt my stomach roll.
Oh no.
I, initially, ignore it. I had been ignoring feeling sick for a little while, I thought it was just because I haven't eaten much today but then my arms started to go numb and I know what’s coming.  I’m all alone and I know I won't be able to make it to Liam or one of my friends in time. 
“Oh no, no, ” I whispered to myself. I reached into my back pocket in my pants and pulled out my cellphone as I carefully lowered myself down onto the cold, bathroom tiles. 
Still sitting up, I unlocked my phone and looked for Drake’s contact. I know Liam doesn't take his phone with him to royal events. 
I fumbled with the device, my arm doesn't want to cooperate properly. I hit a contact, I just hope it’s the correct one. 
Everything is becoming confusing again. I lie down with the phone beside me. I don’t really remember where I am and why I’m here. 
I heard the phone ringing in the distance and Drake’s gruff voice come through on the other end. “Brooks?” 
I don’t know what to say, I’m not sure what to say so I don’t talk. “Brooks, are you okay?” 
I try to speak but it comes out as a whimper. Why is this happening again?! I took my meds, I followed the rules! 
Drake’s tone changed, “Brooks, talk to me. What’s wrong?” 
It takes more effort than it should but I manage to get out a jumbled sentence, “I dun’t feel good,” my voice is slurred, I’m talking like a child. 
I vaguely hear Drake curse. “Okay...Where are you?” He sounds out of breath to me. 
I looked around me. I’m not sure where I am.  
Am I on the ceiling? 
I don’t understand. 
My head fell to the side, no I'm on the floor, I’m sure.  It’s cold under my back. I still can't figure it out though. 
I can’t think. 
I can’t tell Drake where I am!
“I-I don-” I started, my voice is so slurred I don't think Drake can understand me. “S-scared,” I squeaked. That's all I know right now. I’m scared. 
“I know. It’s going to be okay.” I don’t remember Drake’s voice being so echoey. “Riley, listen to me...you need to tell me where you are.” 
Drake’s not here but I can hear him. How? 
I feel myself beginning to gag and I’m sure Drake hears it too because he’s telling me to roll over onto my side.  That’s hard. My limbs don't want to cooperate but I manage it and the vile stuff easily flows out of my mouth. 
My fear mounts. What’s happening to me?! 
I can’t focus on anything, my eyes are darting around the room. It’s making me more dizzy and disoriented but I need to know where I am. 
“Li-” I’m trying to talk again but my voice is still jumbled. 
“It’s Drake,” he told me. Drake? I don’t understand. It sounds familiar but I can't picture him. 
I- Where am I?
I try to move but I can’t. My limbs feel heavy and I don’t have the strength to lift them anymore. 
I just want this all to stop!
(Drake POV) 
I’m weaving  in and out of the crowd around me, my phone still against my ear. Riley’s scared whimpers coming through from the other end. I can hear my heart pounding in my ears. Riley is like my sister and she’s scared, in trouble and I don’t know where she is so I can help her. I need to find Liam and I need to find her but I don’t know where either of them are! 
I know she’s still conscious, she’s mumbling something incoherent. I’m trying my best to reassure her but I don’t think she understands.  
Finally, I found Liam. He’s apple bobbing with someone. I ran over to him, Bastien is standing near him and is the first to notice the panicked look on my face.  I walked past Bas and straight to Liam, I tapped him on the shoulder. He immediately stood back up to his full height turning to face me. 
“What’s wrong?” He asked me, his eyebrow creased with concern. 
“It’s Riley,” I told him. I quickly passed him the phone as we stepped away from the now curious onlookers. “I can’t get her to tell me where she is. I think she's going to have a seizure.” Liam eagerly took the phone out of my hand, putting it immediately to his ear. 
(Liam’s POV) 
Drake had just handed me his phone telling me that my wife was going to have a seizure and nobody knows where she is!
I can hear her scared whimpers coming through  the other end. “Love? Riley, can you hear me?” I asked. Panic is evident  in my tone but I’m really trying to keep myself composed. 
I really am. 
Last time was terrifying but at least that time people were there to help her. I was there to help her. This time nobody is there to help. 
“Riley?” I can feel my heart pounding in my chest. I’m sure it's about to come right out of my ribcage if it carries on. 
Drake, Bastien and I are now walking inside the palace. It was only Riley’s voice coming from the other end  so we made the evaluation that she wasn’t outside in the crowd and must be back in the palace somewhere. 
She’s not talking but I can  hear her crying. “Love? Riley, can you talk to me please?” 
“I don–” I heard her stutter. I can hear in her voice that she’s scared and confused. “What is…? I don’t…” She said, trailing off. 
“Riley, it’s okay,” I told her but it’s not. None of this is okay, “You’re just a little bit confused, sweetheart. That’s all.” 
Through her sobs she said, “Li? I don’t feel good.”
“It’s okay, Riley. It’s all going to be alright,” I told her, trying to soothe her. We’re still walking around the palace- well, actually we're running around like mad men but we need to find her. 
So many things are going through my head, so many worst case scenarios. I can barely hear myself think. I just need to find her, if I find her It’ll all be okay. 
“Li, I dun’t feel glood,” She told me again. Her words have become more jumbled  now. She’s speaking to me like a child who's just learning their first words. That’s okay though, I know she’s still awake and I’ve still got time to find her. 
I froze mid-step as I heard her crying stop and then less than a second later,  heard  the sickening sound of her limbs flailing  and hitting the floor below her. “Shit. Shit. Shit,” I whispered to myself.
My eyes widened as my panic mounted. 
I listened closely, hearing for anything that could suggest where she is..then I heard it,  dogs barking in the background. 
She’s in the apartment!
I started running, not giving Drake or Bastien any indication of where I was going or an explanation.
 I was on the other side of the palace! 
I don’t think I've ever ran this fast in my life. I can hear Drake and Bastien behind me, I assume they’re both  aware of what’s happening by now. I can still hear her limbs hitting the floor and the dogs barking in the background. 
I’m really starting to panic. My legs aren't taking me to our apartment fast enough. I need to get to her! Now! 
Another minute, another minute too long and I finally rounded the last corner, it took me slightly off balance as my left foot skidded but I managed to get back on track. 
My lungs feel like they’re screaming for air but I don’t stop. I  can see the door now! 
Finally, I reached it and threw it open. I was greeted by both of the also panicked looking corgis, scratching at my legs. I looked around, she’s not in the living room, kitchen, bedroom. 
I left the bedroom and headed down another little corridor and saw the bathroom door closed. I don't waste any time opening it. 
I opened it hurriedly but cautiously. I don't know where she is and I don’t want to hurt her. Luckily, she’s in the middle of the floor. She’s not seizing anymore, she’s laying flat on her back. Her eyes are slightly open but I don't think she’s awake. 
I don’t waste any time getting down on my knees beside her. I quickly placed Drake’s phone down away from us, there’s a little bit of blood pooling out from the corner of her mouth and I notice the sick on the other side of her. I don’t know how long she’s been laying here like this. The phone had cut off a little while ago. 
I quickly pull her towards me, over onto her side. A little bit of blood flows from her mouth and onto the bathroom floor tiles. 
Something feels really wrong to me. Her breathing isn't right. I placed my hand on her chin and opened her mouth properly. She gags and coughed as more of the blood tinged spit came out.
“It’s alright, Love,” I whisper quietly to her.
(Riley’s POV)
My eyes fluttered open slightly. Whatever I’m laying on is cold beneath me. I can see a figure in front of me only a few inches away  and that’s when I start to panic . 
My vision is disfigured. 
I can’t hear. 
I can’t move. 
I feel something behind me, jumping up on me. I don't know what it is but I don’t want it touching me! 
What is it?! 
Get it off!
I try to squirm away and whatever I was is pulled away from me. I didn’t get far, I’m so tired and my body doesn't want to cooperate with me.  
Why is it so hard to breathe? 
I look around again, there’s something by my face which I soon discover is my own hand. 
What’s happening to me? 
I can feel somebody touching me- that figure in front of me placed a hand on my arm. I try to get away but I’m unable to. 
….Why can’t I breathe properly? 
It feels like I’ve drank some water and it’s gone down the wrong way. I’m coughing and gagging, trying to get rid of this feeling but it’s not going away. Why isn't it going away?!
My mouth hurts, stung by what tastes like vomit. 
My hearing starts to return to me and my vision begins to sharpen. The figure in front of me moves so their face is in my eye line. It’s Liam. 
I still don’t understand what’s happening. All I know is that it’s hard to breathe. Why? 
My ability to think hasn't quite returned to me yet. I don’t remember how I ended up here. 
I’m staring at Liam now as I splutter about, trying to get air to my agitated feeling chest. I think he’s figured out that i can see and hear him now. He slightly titles his head at me, giving me a soft, comforting smile. 
“Hi, love. It’s okay. I’m here now.” 
I gripped at my chest. Good, my arms are working again. “ C’breathe,”  I tried to say. My sentence was rudely interrupted by a choking sensation that i tried to swallow down but that just made me cough more  
I’m still really confused. The last thing I remember is just a sense of dread, pure fear.  
“What’s hap-” My sentence is cut off by another coughing fit. I felt him as he started running his fingers soothingly through my hair. 
“You had a seizure,” he explained to me calmly,” But you’re okay now.” I nodded, it all slowly but surely starting to come back to me.
(Liam’s POV)
It really is breaking my heart to see Riley struggling and I can’t do anything to help her. I wish I could take all of her pain away from her. She’s the most amazing person I've ever met and doesn't deserve this.
She seems drowsier to me than she did last time. While Riley was waking up Bastien had told me he had called an ambulance as a precaution while we were looking for her and now it’s looking like it’s actually needed. She really is struggling to breathe properly. 
A few minutes go by and she’s still not fully alert. Her eyes looked  up to meet mine, her eyes fluttering as another coughing fit. I smiled reassuringly down at her, “It’s okay. Paramedics are coming and they’re going to help you breathe better, okay?” She nodded sleepily. 
She coughed again and foamy, blood tinged spit came out. I could see her trying  to turn further onto her side but she was struggling. Too weak to do the task on her own. I help her gently back over.
“Liam,” She gasped as she finished emptying out what she could. 
“It’s okay, I’m here.” I gently rubbed her shoulder as I tried to soothe her the best I could. I feel powerless. 
I heard some voices outside of the bathroom- one I recognize and two I didn’t. Drake had taken the dogs away, so they weren't being a nuisance and Bastien had been waiting for the paramedics to arrive, which was who I presumed who he was showing in now.
Riley flinched when the sound of boots and the rustling of bags could be heard, as the medics made their way into the bathroom. I had moved out of the way and sat  down by her feet. I kept a comforting hand on her calf so she knew I was there and wasn’t going to go anywhere.
It was like I was trapped inside of my own head again, like I had been the first time I had witnessed it. It’s the worst feeling in the world when someone you love more than anything is struggling and there’s nothing you can do to help them.
I hate this. 
I had seemed to have zoned out, getting trapped back inside my head, where so many scenarios were racing. The paramedics were treating my wife with a level of urgency that scared me. They had mentioned being concerned about how she was breathing and made quick work of getting out of the palace and into the awaiting ambulance. 
I should have been there! If I had been there then this wouldn’t be happening right now. I should have been there to protect her! 
After a quick ride in the ambulance, we arrived at the hospital, where doctors and nurses immediately got to treating my wife. 
Like I had guessed, she had aspirated on her blood and spit. After I found out about her epilepsy I had done a lot of research and looked into possible complications. I knew that having that much fluid in your lungs is dangerous. The doctors had kept her on oxygen and given her some medication. She could breathe easier now, thankfully. 
Riley was stable now and had been admitted. I was just relieved that she was going to be okay. I was so, so scared when Drake initially told me and then  when I found her that fear only tripled.  
The entire experience had been traumatising for both me and her.
 I never wanted to let her out of my sight again if I’m being honest. I don’t ever want her to be scared, alone and in danger like that ever again. I don't ever want to fail in helping her again. It feels like I’ve failed to protect the one person that means the absolute world to me. The only person that I’m sure I wouldn’t ever be able to live without. I don’t think I’ll ever forgive myself for that. 
I headed down the hospital corridor to her room. She was fast asleep in the bed. She looked so tiny and vulnerable. I hate seeing her like this. 
Drake had kindly dropped off a bag for us both, I placed it down by the chair beside her bed as I sunk down into it. It was now the early evening. I’m not entirely sure what had happened with the festival after I left. All I had been told was that  Madeleine had ‘handled it’ whatever that meant. 
I keep thinking over what happened today. This all could have gone very, very differently. 
I try hard to keep back the tears pricking at my eyes but I ultimately fail. I can’t keep them in. I’m so scared of something happening to Riley, like what happened today, or something so much worse. I’m scared of losing her. She means everything to me. 
I quietly get to my feet. I’m planning on just going for a little walk to clear my head. She’s asleep and I know she’s safe here. As I’m about to walk away her hand gripped onto my wrist. I stopped and looked down at her. 
Her eyes sleepily opened fully, “Please don’t leave.” 
“Okay,” I said, sitting back down in the chair and looking over at her.
 Riley rubbed at her tired eyes then scooted over in the bed. She patted the space next to her, “Get in with me,” she ordered me so of course I complied after slipping my shoes off. I wrapped my arms around her as she rested her head against my chest. 
We lay like that for a few minutes.  The silence was broken when I couldn't hold in a sob anymore. Riley sat up slightly, looking up at me. She took one of her hands and wiped away the tear that was falling down my cheek. 
I don’t understand how she’s doing this. I’m supposed to be comforting her, not the other way around. 
“I love you,” I blurted out. My voice cracked and my bottom lip quivered. 
“I love you too,” She said, as she snuggled up closer against me. 
I sniffled then wiped at my now irritated, red, puffy eyes. “I didn’t mean to wake you. I’m sorry.” 
(Riley’s POV) 
I’m so overwhelmed with guilt right now. I knew this would happen if Liam were to ever find out. I knew he’d blame himself for everything, he always does. It breaks my heart to know my husband is devastated because my brain can't just behave itself.  
This is what I was more scared of. 
I’ve always been treated differently because of my condition- the sad thing is I’m used to it. It’s been a part of my life since I was a little kid. It’s all I really know. I could deal with Liam being overprotective- well, more than he already is to begin with over him being heartbroken over something, neither him or myself, can control. 
I snuggled closer against him. I just want to be close to him right now. 
A short while later, Liam’s sniffling stops  and I look up at him again. Tears are pricking at my eyes as I figure out how to word my next sentence of the offer I had been thinking over and over for the last few minutes. “I don’t want to hurt you…” Damn, the tears are already starting to flow. “If you love someone then you let them go...I’m giving  you an out because I don’t want to hurt you.  I-I don't want this stupid condition  to ruin your life too.”
Liam didn't say anything to start with. My heart sinks as I think he’s considering my offer.  Unexpectedly, he pulled me tighter against him and pecked the top of my head. “I’m never going to leave you. I love you too much to let you go.”
I let out a loud half laugh, half-cry of relief. I don’t want to lose him either. Saying that sentence obliterated my heart. 
I sniffled, “I love you too much to let you go too.”
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marvels-writings · 5 years ago
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As Long As You Need (3)
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A/N: I’m just doing bonuses cause this is a request I had a lot of ideas for. So like I will work on the requests, I just needed to write something else. Mainly I needed something which wasn’t too emotional, too romantic or angsty at all. I needed fluff, so I wrote fluff. 
Carol woke up before you and instantly wanted to get up, she wasn’t used to being able to sleep in as long as she wanted. You were lying down on her arm, snuggled into her chest with both of Carol’s arms wrapped tightly around you, your legs tangled comfortable with hers. 
Carol smiled softly at how comfortable and relaxed you were. She took her arm out from under you and used it to prop her head up, gazing at you as you slept. She gently moved some hair out of your face with her free hand then made a soft fist, stroking the side of your face with the back of her fingers. 
The motion wasn’t enough to wake you, just enough to make Carol feel warm, and loved. She knew the L word was a bit much for you still, but she was ready to say it. But didn’t knowing you won’t say it back and might destroy more than it would create.
Instead, Carol stuck to observing you as you slept. The steady rise and fall of your chest, the soft flutter of your eyes and just how relaxed you were. Carol had never gotten to see you like this. She continued stroking your face when she saw your eyes fluttering harder than before. Carol smiled and leaned forward to kiss your forehead as you woke up. 
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You woke up feeling warm, something on your cheek, pressure on your legs and something warm pressed against your forehead. You opened your eyes just as Carol pulled away, she leaned back with a soft smile on her face. You smiled back, memories of yesterday coming back to you. 
“Good Morning.” Carol greeted softly, you nodded sleepily in return. 
You pulled away slightly and yawned, causing Carol’s fingers to fall away from your cheek and to gently stroking your hip. You hesitated slightly as you laid your head back on the pillow, Carol noticed the tension in your shoulders immediately. 
“Is this okay?” She asked softly, pulling her hand away from your hip slightly. You nodded, Carol returned to drawing circles gently on your pajamas. 
“It’s okay it’s just,” You sighed slightly before continuing, Carol’s hazel eyes looking at you with curiosity. “I’ve never really had the chance to be intimate with anyone for some time. Just a bit hesitant.”
“Time doesn’t make you hesitant.” Carol replied in a soft whisper. “Mistakes do, what mistake?”
You smiled and couldn’t help but roll your eyes slightly. “Of course you’d see through that.” Carol chuckled in return. 
“Can’t help it.” Carol shrugged and continued stroking your hip gently. You took your hand to hold hers, Carol smiled and stroked your knuckles softly, urging you to continue. 
“Well, believe it or not I was in a relationship before Brooke,” You began, taking in a deep breath. “This was actually my apartment she moved into, but, when Brooke came our fights increased, a lot. She felt the need to stay home to take care of her and I needed to work, she thought Brooke was too young for school I didn’t. Brooke caught us during one of our bad fights, she broke one of my plates by trying to throw it at me.” Carol’s grip tightened slightly on your hand. 
“I still have a scar,” You lifted up your joined hands to show her the back of your hand where there was a prominent scar in a curved line. Carol was shocked, her eyes widened at it, when you tried to pull your hand down, she held it there. 
“She did this?” Carol demanded in a soft whisper. You nodded, in a slight hurry to cover it up, you opened your mouth to speak but Carol cut you off. “I’m never letting anyone hurt you.” Carol vowed, thinking this was the reason you were hesitant. 
“Wow, just don’t fly in when I hurt myself cooking.” You joked, knowing she meant it. She tried to smile, but the thought of you getting hurt taunted her. 
“Anyway, this isn’t the reason I’m hesitant,” You continued, shrugging at Carol’s confused expression. “I’m hesitant because well, the reason our relationship crashed was because of Brooke, she even went as far as to blame me for bringing Brooke into our home. So I knew she wasn’t good for taking care of a kid.” You shrugged again as if to relieve yourself of the pain as tears stung your eyes. 
“Sometimes I still think about it, she made me choose between her and my sister’s kid. I loved her, but not as much as my sister, the letter I found the next day made me change my mind. I forced her out and took care of Brooke myself.” A tear slipped out, you used your free hand to quickly wipe it away and gave Carol a soft, broken smile. 
“Ever since then I was terrified to start a relationship,” You explained. “I was scared they would leave after realizing what they were getting into, after realizing how much they would have to wait, so I’m still scared you- anyone who I get into a relationship with is going to leave.” 
“You, you know I’m not going to leave unless you want me to right?” Carol whispered, after feeling her heart break at what you had just told her she knew her voice would break if it was any higher. 
“I hope you won’t, but it’s just a stupid fear I have.” You answered carefully, adding to it when you saw Carol start to make another promise. “Don’t make another promise, please. I want to see where this relationship will take me, where you will take me, I don’t want that to be clogged with promises.”
Carol closed her mouth and nodded. The two of you were quiet for a few moments after that, you stared into the distance, thinking, Carol stared at the scar before sighing and lifting your hand to kiss it gently, snapping you out of your thoughts. 
“I’m going to go make breakfast.” Carol stated, starting to get up, you held her back with your joined hands. 
“You’re the guest, food is my job.” You joked, getting off the bed with her. 
“Let’s end this and just cook together.” Carol answered with a soft smile, walking to the kitchen with you. 
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Cooking pancakes with Carol ended up being a more difficult, yet also easier task than you expected. Carol was absolutely terrible at cooking, but hilarious to work with and was good at following orders, except the mixer incident. Both of you had your hair in messy buns with pancake mix on your faces. 
Now, Brooke was awake and sitting patiently at the table with Carol waiting for you to come with the pancakes, there was pancake mix on your face, Carol had already cleaned her face. The two of you were grinning. 
“And here’s the chocolate chip pancakes!” You announced with a grin, setting the ish in front of both of them, enjoying the grin on both of their faces before getting maple syrup and your pancakes from inside. 
You sat across from both of them, eating slower than Carol and Brooke, who were currently having a competition on who could eat the pancake the fastest, Carol faked losing but complimented your cooking, before noticing the mix on your cheek. 
“You got a little something there.” Carol said, getting a paper towel from the box and wetting it with her water then gently wiping your face with it. You flinched slightly, when you notice what she was doing, you couldn’t help a grin breaking across your face. 
The three of you ate pancakes while joking about ridiculous things, Brooke’s school, your work life, Carol’s hair, which touched a nerve. Carol noticed instantly and changed the topic to Brooke’s hair, playing with it and tying it up in a matching messy bun as she finished her pancake. 
You ate with a soft smile, Carol came for less than a day but had managed your home to be just that much warmer. You had someone to rely on, Brooke had more attention and a lot more fun with Carol around and loved you that much more. 
You hadn’t felt more loved in a while as you saw them banter with each other playfully, jokingly complaining to you about each other. You grinned in return, playful chiding them before making plans to go to the mall to get you more clothes. Carol noticed you had been wearing the same thing for a few days and you couldn’t be more excited to go to the mall. 
A/N: Okay this fluff made my heart feel a little lighter, hope it can have the same effect for you, feedback is amazing, thanks!
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missjanjie · 6 years ago
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It’s Too Cliche (I Won’t Say It) | Kamjie
Summary: With all Vanessa has been through, the prospect of taking his sexual relationship with Kameron further is daunting, and Kameron finds himself saddled with the same sense of anxiety and doubt. Addressing their feelings is hard, and yet... Rating: T Word Count: 1245 A/N: this is unbeta'd (because i just couldn't wait) and a little messy, but it felt like my civic duty to contribute a proper kamjie fic
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“Okay, here we are!” Kameron beamed brightly. He had carefully been guiding Vanessa into his dressing room with his hands over the shorter male’s eyes. It hadn’t been the easiest task, especially with the constant commentary he had been subjected to.
Vanessa blinked rapidly when he regained his vision. No more than a second after that, a broad grin spread across his face. “Aw, you really pulled this shit together for me?”
The dressing room was decked out with shimmery balloons and fresh flowers, a brightly colored Happy Birthday banner stretched across the far wall and a sheet cake with ‘Happy Birthday Vanjie’ iced on it sat at the vanity alongside a card and gift bag. 
“Well...Yvie helped, but yeah, it was mostly me.” Kameron beamed - the look of excitement and surprise on Vanessa’s face that he saw in the reflection of the mirror was exactly what he’d hoped for.
“Shit, that was real sweet of you,” Vanessa turned to face him, running his fingers through his hair. “C’mere, boo,” he beckoned him over so he could wrap his arms around him and catch him in a deep kiss that he held for as long as his body would allow.
Kameron tenderly stroked his thumb across Vanessa’s cheek when they came up for air. “Well, I don’t do this for every guy I hook up with on the regular,” he admitted with a dry laugh.
The two of them had been dancing around the actual nature of their relationship for a little while now. It had started on the first day of the tour - they had gotten drunk, made out, and fallen asleep in the same bed, but it opened the door for what followed - hooking up whenever they got the opportunity. And it was all for fun - they went into it with no expectations, no pretenses, just two queens having a good time on the road.
But nothing was ever that simple. Of course not, that was just too unrealistic. There were probably plenty of people that were capable of regularly sleeping with a friend without catching feelings, but Vanessa in particular had always been especially poor at that skill, and Kameron had never fared much better.
On top of that, neither of them were willing to outright confront their feelings. They would joke about it from time to time, never in front of the other queens, though. Although there was suspicion about the two of them, discretion was key.
“I don’t want it looking like I got a bad habit,” Vanessa had confided to Plastique shortly after a rendezvous (The fourth? Fifth? They had already lost track by then). “Everyone and they mama knew what Brooke and I was up to last time around. I’m not tryna have this type of reputation, you know? No one needs to be known as the queen that keeps fucking her sisters.”
Plastique tilted his head. “There are worse reputations to have, don’t you think?” He reached over and squeezed his hand. “And besides, this is progress. Remember when you came to me crying, worried that you’d never get over Brooke? You’re opening your heart up again and I’m proud of you, even if you do very clearly have a type.”
Vanessa laughed, but the raucous joy that often weaved through it was noticeably absent. For once, this truly wasn’t about Brooke Lynn, but he couldn’t even celebrate that fact because he still hadn’t learned how to give his poor heart a break, despite his efforts. “Kameron don’t deserve to be wrapped up in my drama neither.”
“You’ve got to stop blaming yourself for how everything went down.”
“Easier said than done.”
Kameron had been struggling with his feelings as well, though he had taken longer to even tell Jeremy about the relationship. It had been a haphazard confession while they were out for breakfast, of all places. “I’m fucking Vanjie,” he’d blurted out shortly after their food had arrived.
“Congrats?” He furrowed his brows, shoving a forkful of pancakes into his mouth. “He’s hot, why do you seem so stressed about it?”
“He is hot, but it’s…” he gestured vaguely. “I don't want to say it’s more than sex, but in a way, it’s starting to feel like it. When I look at him, I’m not just thinking about taking his clothes off. He’s got these kind eyes and he radiates warmth and… why are you laughing?”
Jeremy cleared his throat when he stopped laughing. “You sound like a sixteen year old girl. So, you got a crush. It happens. At least you’ve got good taste,” he offered a reassuring smile before taking a sip of coffee. “What’s the issue, then?”
Kameron shrugged and poked his fork around his plate. “You know if word got out about us, shit would hit the fan. Some people are still very passionate about the idea of ‘branjie’ still being a thing,” it wasn’t that he couldn’t handle some fans that crossed the line - that came with the territory. “I’m worried about him. He’s been through enough with being in a public relationship, what if me wanting him is just another burden?”
“Look, I admire your compassion,” he started. “But if this was such a big deal, you guys wouldn’t be fucking in the first place. Maybe you should talk to him. Worst case is he says he’s not interested and you move past it, right?”
His friend made it sound so simple, but it was immeasurably more complicated as far as he was concerned. “Yeah, I guess so,” he decided it wasn’t worth the potential lecture to try to counter him anyway.
All of that led to their current circumstances - together in Vanessa’s dressing room with more birthday decorations than he’d had since he celebrated his 21st. They could pretend otherwise all they wanted, but the only way it could’ve been more of a romantic gesture was if Kameron had thrown in a dozen red roses and a hand-written sonnet.
Perhaps that was what led Vanessa to rip the bandage off. “We ain’t just kai-kaiing friends, are we?” He continued before Kameron could respond. “You don’t gotta say shit, we both know it’s true,” he started to pace back and forth as he spoke. “I know you know this could get messy if word got out, and that being with me has all that baggage. But I’ve been thinking and, like, that’s life, you know? So if you--”
Vanessa was stopped in his tracks when Kameron grabbed him just below each shoulder and kissed him firmly. Normally, he would be indignant about being cut off mid sentence, but he’d be damned if that kiss wasn’t exactly what he needed at that moment. He melted right into the kiss, resting his hands on Kameron’s waist as his eyes fluttered shut.
It felt right, it felt right in a way nothing had in quite some time. It was tender and natural and left both of them wondering why they had been so afraid of it, why they had been so stubborn.
“Where do we go from here?” Kameron finally asked.
“We finish the tour, go do our thing, try to meet in the middle when we can,” even he couldn’t make it sound simple. “Then you gonna be in Vegas for a while, least I’ll know where to find you. Think it’s worth a shot?”
Kameron held him close and kissed his forehead. “Yeah,” he smiled. “It’s worth a shot.”
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katymacsupernatural · 8 years ago
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Second Best
Sam Winchester x Reader
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Story Summary: Y/N admits to Sam how she truly feels. 
Warnings: Mentions of feeling as if you don’t belong, some angst
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"I want to be someone's favorite." You cried, staring out the window so you didn't have to see the pity on Sam's face. "I want to know what it's like to have someone always there for you. That would drop everything in an instant to be Okay." "Y/N, I..." Sam started, no doubt trying to tell you that your feelings would pass. That you were being sentimental.
"Sam, don't." You whispered, because you knew it was true. All of your life you knew you were always second best. A person that people just used and discarded like yesterday's newspaper. You weren't important enough, and never would be. "You have Dean, and Cas. I came in late, never quite fitting into your little team free will. I always watched on the sidelines, hoping you would remember I was still there. That I could be a welcome addition to your team. But I've come to the conclusion that it's never going to happen." He stopped the Impala, turning to stare at you with those expressive hazel eyes. Hazel eyes that you had hoped would one day show love for you in them. "Y/N, you are a part of team free will! You are an important part! Dean and I, we..." "Is that why I'm often left behind at the bunker?" You asked, wiping away a tear. "Or when we're out for the night at a bar, I'm often forgotten and have to walk back to the motel? Sam, I know you don't mean to do it, but I'm done with feeling like I'm second best. I just want to find someone out there, that thinks I'm special. I want to feel like there's someone who cares if I'm having a bad day. That notices when I'm feeling too much.”
“Y/N, I know you're hurting right now, but running away isn't the answer.” Sam started arguing as you realized the bus station was just up ahead.
Smiling sadly at home, you shook your head. “Sam, I've been hurting for a long time, and you guys have never noticed. I could never see a future for myself, and that scares me. I've been so lost lately, so scared that my life is going nowhere, and you guys never even realized that my head is hardly above the water. I don't blame you, and never will. You've had enough going in your life, and you have your special people. You have your family, your little circle and I arrived too late. Too late and too awkward to actually fit in.”
Opening your door, you stepped out, grabbing your bag as you went. “Tell Dean and Cas by for me. And know I will be thinking about you, hoping you guys stay safe.”
As you turned to walk, Sam grabbed you by the arm, pulling you tight to his chest. “Y/N, I've screwed up so much. I wish I had noticed sooner how you felt. I've felt the same, all my life and I should have seen the pattern in you. I've always been afraid to let you in.” He admitted, and your gaze darted to his.
“What?” You breathed.
“I didn't know my actions would hurt you so badly. Y/N, I've always been afraid to let you in, afraid that once I did, I would feel too much. But it's too late, you've snuck into my heart, filling all of the crevices with love and hope.”
“Please don't toy with me. I've wanted this so long, but if…” You threatened. Your emotions were already overloaded, and you couldn’t take the chance that Sam was just saying these things to make you stay.
“Y/N, you’ll never be second best to me, and I should have shown you that from the start. You’re the first thing crossing my mind in the morning when I wake. You’re the first one I want to show things to. Not Dean, not Cas. You. I wish I had known how you were feeling, so I could have manned up earlier and told you how I felt. I just hope that it’s not too late to say that I love you, that you are someone’s favorite person. You’re mine.”
Tears streamed down your face as you pressed your face against his chest. Your heart felt hope for the first time in a long time. A part of you still wanted to turn and run, afraid that he was just saying these things because he felt guilty. But you had wanted this for so long. A chance to belong, to have someone that cared about you. Deeply cared. “Sam, please. Just promise me that you’re telling the truth. That this isn’t your guilt pushing you to admit…”
With lanky fingers, he tilted your face up, his lips stopping your words as they crashed against yours. Everything you had felt, all the frustration, loneliness was poured into the kiss, and you felt the same from Sam. It was washed away as his hands pulled you tighter to him, changing the angle of this kiss. Loneliness melted away, hope and love taking it’s place, and you knew what you would do.
“Please, don’t go Y/N. Not for me, but for you. Stay and let me show you how much you mean to me. You’ll never feel second best again.”
“I’ll stay.” You whispered, hoping that by staying you weren’t drowning your voice once again. 
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omgfucktheworld · 6 years ago
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Songs.
1.) The A Team - Ed Sheeran (S) 2.) A.Y.D. - Cass McCombs (H) 3.) Aaron’s Party (Come Get It) - Aaron Carter (H) 4.) About a Girl - The Academy Is... (H) 5.) Absolutely (Story of a Girl) - Nine Days (H) 6.) Accidentally In Love - Counting Crows (H) 7.) Addicted - Simple Plan (S) 8.) Adore You - Miley Cyrus (S) 9.) Adorn - Miguel (H) 10.) The Adventure - Angels & Airwaves (H) 11.) Adventure of a Lifetime - Coldplay (H) 12.) After Tonight - Justin Nozuka (H) 13.) Again - Lenny Kravitz (S) 14.) AiCarumba - Telana (S) 15.) Ain’t It Fun - Paramore (H) 16.) Ain’t It Funny - Jennifer Lopez feat. Ja Rule & Cadillac (H) 17.) Ain’t No Mountain High Enough - Marvin Gaye & Tammi Terrell (H) 18.) Ain’t No Other Man - Christina Aguilera (H) 19.) Ain’t No Stoppin’ Us Now - McFadden & Whitehead (H) 20.) Alejandro - Lady Gaga (H) 21.) Alive - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 22.) Alive - Empire of the Sun (H) 23.) Alive With the Glory of Love - Say Anything (H) 24.) All At Once - The Fray (S) 25.) All Downhill from Here - New Found Glory (H) 26.) All Falls Down - Kanye West (H) 27.) All for You - Janet Jackson (H) 28.) All I Ask - Adele (S) 29.) All I Can Think About Is You - Coldplay (S) 30.) All I Do Is Win - DJ Khaled (H) 31.) All I Have - Jennifer Lopez (H) 32.) All I Wanna Do - Jakob Ogawa (H) 33.) All I Wanna Do - Sheryl Crow (H) 34.) All I Want - Kodaline (S) 35.) All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey (H) 36.) All Me - Drake (H) 37.) All My Life - K-Ci & JoJo (S) 38.) All of the Lights - Kanye West (H) 39.) All Star - Smash Mouth (H) 40.) All the Right Moves - OneRepublic (H) 41.) All the Small Things - Blink 182 (H) 42.) All The Stars - Kendrick Lamar & SZA (H) 43.) All Those Nights - Chase Coy (S) 44.) All Those Pretty Lights - Andrew Belle (H) 45.) All Time Low - Jon Bellion (H) 46.) All You Wanted - Michelle Branch (S) 47.) All Your Love - Jakob Ogawa (H) 48.) Alone - Halsey (H) 49.) Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson (S) 50.) Alright - Kendrick Lamar (H) 51.) Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey (S) 52.) Always Love - Nada Surf (H) 53.) Always On Time - Ja Rule (H) 54.) Am I Wrong - Nico & Vinz (H) 55.) American Beauty - Thomas Newman (S) 56.) American Boy - Estelle (H) 57.) Amphetamine - Smino (H) 58.) Anaconda - Nicki Minaj (H) 59.) Angel - Akon (H) 60.) Angel - Amanda Perez (S) 61.) Angel - Natasha Bedingfield (H) 62.) Angel - Shaggy (H) 63.) Animal - Neon Trees (H) 64.) Annie - Safetysuit (H) 65.) Another Day - Kirby (S) 66.) The Anthem - Good Charlotte (H) 67.) Ants Marching - Dave Matthews Band (H) 68.) Any Other Day - Wyclef Jean feat. Norah Jones (H) 69.) Anyone Else But You - The Moldy Peaches (S) 70.) Apparently - J.Cole (H) 71.) Are You Bored Yet? - Wallows feat. Clairo (H) 72.) Are You Gonna Be My Girl - Jet (H) 73.) Are You Happy Now? - Michelle Branch (H) 74.) Are You That Somebody - Aaliyah (H) 75.) As If - Blaque (H) 76.) As Long as You Love Me - Backstreet Boys (S) 77.) Asleep - The Smiths (S) 78.) Ass Back Home - Gym Class Heroes feat. Neon Hitch (H) 79.) Ass Like That - Eminem (H) 80.) At Least We Made It This Far - Relient K (H) 81.) At The Beginning - Donna Lewis (H) 82.) Atlas Hands - Benjamin Francis Leftwich (S) 83.) Attention - Charlie Puth (H) 84.) Autobiography - Ashlee Simpson (H) 85.) Avant Gardener - Courtney Barnett (H) 86.) Ave Maria - Beyonce (S)
87.) B.O.M.D. - Clairo feat. Danny L Harle (H) 88.) Baby Boy - Beyonce feat. Sean Paul (H) 89.) Baby Got Back - Sir Mix-A-Lot (H) 90.) Baby It’s You - JoJo (H) 91.) ...Baby One More Time - Britney Spears (H) 92.) Baby, I’m Back - Baby Bash feat. Akon (H) 93.) Baby, It’s Fact - Hellogoodbye (H) 94.) Baby, This Love I Have - Minnie Riperton (H) 95.) Back At One - Brian McKnight (S) 96.) Back Here - BBMak (H) 97.) Back in Time - Pitbull (H) 98.) Back That Azz Up - Juvenile (H) 99.) Back to December - Taylor Swift (S) 100.) Bad - Michael Jackson (H) 101.) Bad at Love - Halsey (H) 102.) Bad Day - Daniel Powter (S) 103.) Bad Romance - Lady Gaga (H) 104.) Bags - Clairo (H) 105.) Banana Pancakes - Jack Johnson (H) 106.) Bang Bang - will.i.am (H) 107.) Barbie Girl - Aqua (H) 108.) Barely Breathing - Duncan Sheik (H) 109.) Bartender - T-Pain feat. Akon (H) 110.) A Bay Bay - Hurricane Chris (H) 111.) BB Talk - Miley Cyrus (S) 112.) Be a Model - Mr. Capone-E (H) 113.) Be Alright - Ariana Grande (H) 114.) Be Good to Me - Ashley Tisdale (H) 115.) Be My Escape - Relient K (H) 116.) Be OK - Ingrid Michaelson (H) 117.) Be Without You - Mary J. Blige (H) 118.) Beat It - Michael Jackson (H) 119.) Beautiful - Christina Aguilera (S) 120.) Beautiful - Eminem (S) 121.) Beautiful - Akon feat. Colby O’Donis & Kardinal Offishall (H) 122.) Beautiful - Snoop Dogg feat. Pharrell & Uncle Charlie Wilson (H) 123.) Beautiful - Patrick Nuo (H) 124.) Beautiful Day - U2 (H) 125.) Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston (H) 126.) Beautiful Love - The Afters (H) 127.) Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney (H) 128.) Beauty and a Beat - Justin Bieber feat. Nicki Minaj (H) 129.) Because of You - Kelly Clarkson (S) 130.) Because of You - Ne-Yo (H) 131.) Because of You - 98 Degrees (S) 132.) Because You Live - Jesse McCartney (H) 133.) Bed - J. Holiday (H) 134.) Beggin’ - Madcon (H) 135.) Begin Again - Colbie Caillat (H) 136.) Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson (S) 137.) Believe - Cher (H) 138.) Believer - Imagine Dragons (H) 139.) Bennie and the Jets - Elton John (H) 140.) Best Day of My Life - American Authors (H) 141.) Best Days - Matt White (H) 142.) Best Friend - Foster the People (H) 143.) Best Friend - Rex Orange County (H) 144.) Best I Ever Had - Drake (H) 145.) Best of My Love - The Emotions (H) 146.) Best of You - Foo Fighters (H) 147.) Best Song Ever - One Direction (H) 148.) The Best Thing - Relient K (H) 149.) Better - Khalid (H) 150.) Better - SG Lewis & Clairo (H) 151.) Better Days - The Goo Goo Dolls (S) 152.) Better in Time - Leona Lewis (S) 153.) Better Now - Post Malone (H) 154.) Better Off Alone - Alice Deejay (H) 155.) A Better Place, A Better Time - Streetlight Manifesto (H) 156.) Better Than Her - Matisse (H) 157.) Better That We Break - Maroon 5 (S) 158.) Better Together - Jack Johnson (H) 159.) Between Me and You - Ja Rule feat. Christina Milian (H) 160.) Beverly Hills - Weezer (H) 161.) Beware - Big Sean (H) 162.) Big Girls Don’t Cry - Fergie (S) 163.) Big Love - Fleetwood Mac (H) 164.) Big Poppa - The Notorious B.I.G. (H) 165.) Big Shit Poppin’ - T.I. (H) 166.) Big Yellow Taxi - Counting Crows feat. Vanessa Carlton (H) 167.) Bigcitydreams - Never Shout Never (H) 168.) Bigger Than My Body - John Mayer (H) 169.) Birthday - Katy Perry (H) 170.) Birthday Cake - Rihanna (H) 171.) Birthday Sex - Jeremih (H) 172.) Bitch - Meredith Brooks (H) 173.) Bitch Better Have My Money - Rihanna (H) 174.) Black & Gold - Sam Sparro (H) 175.) Black Balloon - The Goo Goo Dolls (S) 176.) Black Horse and the Cherry Tree - KT Tunstall (H) 177.) Black Skinhead - Kanye West (H) 178.) Blame - Calvin Harris feat. John Newman (H) 179.) Blame It - Jamie Foxx feat. T-Pain (H) 180.) Blame It On Me - Parachute (H) 181.) Blindfold - Morcheeba (S) 182.) Blood - The Middle East (H) 183.) Blood On the Leaves - Kanye West (H) 184.) The Blower’s Daughter - Damien Rice (S) 185.) Blue (Da Ba Dee) - Eiffel 65 (H) 186.) Blurry - Puddle of Mudd (S) 187.) Boats & Birds - Gregory and The Hawk (S) 188.) Bodak Yellow - Cardi B (H) 189.) Body Language - Jesse McCartney (H) 190.) Body Party - Ciara (H) 191.) Bodybag - Hit the Lights (H) 192.) Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen (H) 193.) Bomb Intro/Pass That Dutch - Missy Elliot (H) 194.) Boogie Oogie Oogie - A Taste of Honey (H) 195.) Boogie Wonderland - Earth, Wind & Fire (H) 196.) Bookstore - Jon Brion (S) 197.) Boom Clap - Charli XCX (H) 198.) Boom, Boom, Boom, Boom!! - Vengaboys (H) 199.) Boombastic - Shaggy (H) 200.) Bootylicious - Destiny’s Child (H) 201.) The Boss - Rick Ross feat. T-Pain (H) 202.) Bossy - Kelis feat. Too $hort (H) 203.) Bottoms Up - Trey Songz feat. Nicki Minaj (H) 204.) Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day (S) 205.) Bound 2 - Kanye West (H) 206.) Bow Chicka Wow Wow - Mike Posner (H) 207.) Boyfriend - Big Time Rush (H) 208.) Break Free - Ariana Grande feat. Zedd (H) 209.) Break It Off - Rihanna (H) 210.) Break My Stride - Matthew Wilder (H) 211.) Break the Ice - Britney Spears (H) 212.) Break Through - Colbie Caillat (H) 213.) Break Up - Mario feat. Gucci Mane (H) 214.) Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson (S) 215.) Breakeven - The Script (S) 216.) Breakin’ Dishes - Rihanna (H) 217.) Breaking the Habit - Linkin Park (S) 218.) Breathe - Faith Hill (H) 219.) Breathe - Michelle Branch (H) 220.) Breathe (2 AM) - Anna Nalick (S) 221.) Breathe - Taylor Swift feat. Colbie Caillat (S) 222.) Breathe Again - Jimmy Robbins (S) 223.) Breathe Me - Sia (S) 224.) Brighter Than Sunshine - Aqualung (H) 225.) Bring Em Out - T.I. (H) 226.) Bring It All To Me - Blaque (H) 227.) Bringin’ Da Noise - *NSYNC (H) 228.) Broccoli - Dram feat. Lil Yachty (H) 229.) Broken - Lifehouse (S) 230.) Broken - lovelytheband (H) 231.) Broken Clocks - SZA (H) 232.) Brokenhearted - Karmin (H) 233.) Bubble Gum - Clairo (S) 234.) Bubble Pop Electric - Gwen Stefani (H) 235.) Bubbly - Colbie Caillat (H) 236.) Budapest - George Ezra (H) 237.) Built This Way - Samantha Ronson (S) 238.) Bulletproof - La Roux (H) 239.) Bump n’ Grind - R. Kelly (H) 240.) Bump, Bump, Bump - B2K feat. P. Diddy (H) 241.) Burn - Usher (S) 242.) Burnin’ Up - Jonas Brothers (H) 243.) The Business - Yung Berg feat. Casha (H) 244.) Bust It Baby, Pt. 2 - Plies feat. Ne-Yo (H) 245.) Butterfly - Crazy Town (H) 246.) Buttons - The Pussycat Dolls (H) 247.) Buy U a Drank - T-Pain (H) 248.) Bye Bye Bye - *NSYNC (H)
249.) Cake by the Ocean - DNCE (H) 250.) Calabria 2008 - Enur feat. MIMS (H) 251.) California - Phantom Planet (H) 252.) California Gurls - Katy Perry feat. Snoop Dogg (H) 253.) California Love - 2Pac feat. Roger Troutman & Dr. Dre (H) 254.) Call It What You Want - Foster the People (H) 255.) Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen (H) 256.) Calling All Angels - Train (H) 257.) Came Out of a Lady - Rubblebucket (H) 258.) Cameltoe - Fannypack (H) 259.) Can’t Believe It - T-Pain feat. Lil Wayne (H) 260.) Can’t Buy Happiness - Tash Sultana (S) 261.) Can’t Fight the Moonlight - LeAnn Rimes (H) 262.) Can’t Get Enough of You Baby - Smash Mouth (H) 263.) Can’t Get Enough of Your Love Babe - Barry White (H) 264.) Can’t Get You Out of My Head - Kylie Minogue (H) 265.) Can’t Help But Wait - Trey Songz (H) 266.) Can’t Help Falling In Love - Elvis Presley (S) 267.) Can’t Hold Us - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis feat. Ray Dalton (H) 268.) Can’t Hold Us Down - Christina Aguilera feat. Lil’ Kim (H) 269.) Can’t Let You Go - Fabolous feat. Mike Shorey & Lil’ Mo (H) 270.) Can’t Stand It - Never Shout Never (H) 271.) Can’t Stop the Feeling - Justin Timberlake (H) 272.) Can’t Take My Eyes Off You - Frankie Valli (H) 273.) Can’t Tell Me Nothing - Kanye West (H) 274.) Candy - The Pack (H) 275.) Canned Heat - Jamiroquai (H) 276.) Careless Whisper - George Michael (H) 277.) Caroline - Amine (H) 278.) Carried Away - Passion Pit (H) 279.) Case of the Ex (Whatcha Gonna Do) - Mya (H) 280.) Case Study B - Jenny O. (S) 281.) Castle on the Hill - Ed Sheeran (H) 282.) Catch Me - Demi Lovato (H) 283.) Catch Your Wave - The Click Five (H) 284.) Caught Up - Usher (H) 285.) Cellar Door - Michael Andrews (S) 286.) Centuries - Fall Out Boy (H) 287.) The Chain - Fleetwood Mac (H) 288.) Chain Hang Low - Jibbs (H) 289.) Chains - Nick Jonas (H) 290.) Chandelier - Sia (H) 291.) Changes - 2Pac feat. Talent (H) 292.) Chariot - Gavin DeGraw (H) 293.) Charlie Brown - Coldplay (H) 294.) Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol (S) 295.) Chasing Pavements - Adele (S) 296.) Cheap Thrills - Sia feat. Sean Paul (H) 297.) Check On It - Beyonce feat. Bun B & Slim Thug (H) 298.) Cheerleader - Omi (H) 299.) Cigarette Daydreams - Cage the Elephant (S) 300.) Circus - Britney Spears (H) 301.) Clarity - John Mayer (H) 302.) Clarity - Zedd feat. Foxes (H) 303.) Classic - MKTO (H) 304.) Cleanin’ Out My Closet - Eminem (H) 305.) The Climb - Miley Cyrus (H) 306.) Clocks - Coldplay (H) 307.) Closer - The Chainsmokers feat. Halsey (H) 308.) Closer to Fine - Indigo Girls (H) 309.) Club Can’t Handle Me - Flo Rida feat. David Guetta (H) 310.) Clumsy - Fergie (H) 311.) Cockiness - Rihanna (H) 312.) CoCo - O.T. Genasis (H) 313.) Collide - Howie Day (S) 314.) Colorblind - Counting Crows (S) 315.) Come and Get Your Love - Redbone (H) 316.) Come As You Are - Nirvana (H) 317.) Come Back Down - Greg Laswell feat. Sara Bareilles (H) 318.) Come Back to Me - Vanessa Hudgens (H) 319.) Come Clean - Hilary Duff (H) 320.) Come Fly With Me - Frank Sinatra (H) 321.) Come On Eileen - Dexys Midnight Runners (H) 322.) Come On Get Higher - Matt Nathanson (H) 323.) Come On Over Baby (All I Want Is You) - Christina Aguilera (H) 324.) Come Thru - Drake (H) 325.) Come With Me Now - KONGOS (H) 326.) Coming of Age - Foster the People (H) 327.) Communion Cups & Someone’s Coat - Iron & Wine (S) 328.) Complicated - Avril Lavigne (S) 329.) Conducta - Osquello feat. Clairo (H) 330.) Confessions, Pt. II - Usher (H) 331.) Cool - Gwen Stefani (S) 332.) Cool for the Summer - Demi Lovato (H) 333.) Cool Kids - Echosmith (H) 334.) Cooler Than Me - Mike Posner (H) 335.) Cotton Eye Joe - Rednex (H) 336.) Cough Syrup - Young the Giant (H) 337.) Countdown - Beyonce (H) 338.) Country Grammar (Hot Shit) - Nelly (H) 339.) Crack a Bottle - Eminem, Dr. Dre & 50 Cent (H) 340.) Crank That - Soulja Boy (H) 341.) Crash Into Me - Dave Matthews Band (H) 342.) Crazy - Gnarls Barkley (H) 343.) Crazy - K-Ci & JoJo (S) 344.) Crazy for This Girl - Evan & Jaron (H) 345.) Crazy for You - Madonna (H) 346.) Crazy in Love - Beyonce feat. Jay-Z (H) 347.) Crazy Little Thing Called Love - Queen (H) 348.) Crazy Rap (Colt 45 & 2 Zig Zags) - Afroman (H) 349.) Creep - TLC (H) 350.) Cruise - Florida Georgia Line feat. Nelly (H) 351.) Crush - Dave Matthews Band (H) 352.) Cry Baby - CeeLo Green (H) 353.) Cry Me a River - Justin Timberlake (H) 354.) Cudi Zone - Kid Cudi (H) 355.) Cupid’s Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes feat. Patrick Stump (H) 356.) Cups (When I’m Gone) - Anna Kendrick (H) 357.) Curl Up and Die - Relient K (S) 358.) The Curse of Curves - Cute Is What We Aim For (H) 359.) Cyclone - Baby Bash feat. T-Pain (H)
360.) D.A.N.C.E. - Justice (H) 361.) Daddy Issues - The Neighbourhood (S) 362.) Damaged - Danity Kane (H) 363.) Dance (A$$) - Big Sean feat. Nicki Minaj (H) 364.) Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy (H) 365.) Dancin’ Across the USA - Lindsey Buckingham (H) 366.) Dancing In the Dark - Rihanna (H) 367.) Dancing In the Moonlight - Toploader (H) 368.) Dancing Queen - ABBA (H) 369.) Dancing with a Stranger - Sam Smith & Normani (H) 370.) Dang! - Mac Miller feat. Anderson .Paak (H) 371.) Dangerous - Kardinal Offishall feat. Akon (H) 372.) Dangerous - Ying Yang Twins feat. Wyclef Jean (H) 373.) Dani California - Red Hot Chili Peppers (H) 374.) Dare You to Move - Switchfoot (H) 375.) Dark Blue - Jack’s Mannequin (H) 376.) Dark Horse - Katy Perry feat. Juicy J (H) 377.) Daughters - John Mayer (S) 378.) Daylight - Maroon 5 (H) 379.) Dead and Gone - T.I. feat. Justin Timberlake (H) 380.) dead girl in the pool. - girl in red (H) 381.) Dear Child (I’ve Been Dying to Reach You) - Anthony Green (H) 382.) Dear John - Taylor Swift (S) 383.) Dear Maria, Count Me In - All Time Low (H) 384.) December, 1963 (Oh, What a Night) - The Four Seasons (H) 385.) Deja-Vu - Beyonce (H) 386.) Demons - Imagine Dragons (S) 387.) Diamonds - Rihanna (H) 388.) Did It Hurt? - Never Shout Never (H) 389.) Die Young - Kesha (H) 390.) Differences - Ginuwine (H) 391.) Dilemma - Nelly feat. Kelly Rowland (H) 392.) Dip It Low - Christina Milian (H) 393.) Dirrty - Christina Aguilera feat. Redman (H) 394.) Dirt Off Your Shoulder - Jay-Z (H) 395.) Dirty Little Secret - The All-American Rejects (H) 396.) Disappear - Beyonce (H) 397.) Disco Club - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 398.) Disco Inferno - 50 Cent (H) 399.) Disturbia - Rihanna (H) 400.) Diva - Beyonce (H) 401.) DJ Got Us Fallin’ in Love - Usher feat. Pitbull (H) 402.) DNA. - Kendrick Lamar (H) 403.) Do It to It - Cherish feat. Sean Paul (H) 404.) Do My Thang - Miley Cyrus (H) 405.) Do You Know? (The Ping Pong Song) - Enrique Iglesias (H) 406.) Do You Realize?? - The Flaming Lips (H) 407.) Do You Remember - Jay Sean feat. Sean Paul (H) 408.) Doesn’t Really Matter - Janet Jackson (H) 409.) Dog Days Are Over - Florence + The Machine (H) 410.) Doing Too Much - Paula DeAnda feat. Baby Bash (H) 411.) Domino - Jessie J (H) 412.) Don’t - Bryson Tiller (H) 413.) Don’t Be So Hard - The Audition (H) 414.) Don’t Cha - The Pussycat Dolls (H) 415.) Don’t Forget - Demi Lovato (H) 416.) Don’t Know Why - Norah Jones (H) 417.) Don’t Let Me Down - The Chainsmokers feat. Daya (H) 418.) Don’t Let Me Get Me - P!nk (H) 419.) Don’t Lie - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 420.) Don’t Make Me Wait - This World Fair (S) 421.) Don’t Matter - Akon (H) 422.) Don’t Mess With My Man - Nivea (H) 423.) Don’t Panic - Coldplay (S) 424.) Don’t Phunk With My Heart - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 425.) Don’t Speak - No Doubt (H) 426.) Don’t Stop ‘Til You Get Enough - Michael Jackson (H) 427.) Don’t Stop Me Now - Queen (H) 428.) Don’t Stop The Music - Rihanna (H) 429.) Don’t Tell ‘Em - Jeremih feat. YG (H) 430.) Don’t Think I’m Not - Kandi (H) 431.) Don’t Trust Me - 3OH!3 (H) 432.) Don’t Wake Me Up - Chris Brown (H) 433.) Don’t Wanna Go Home - Jason Derulo (H) 434.) Don’t Wanna Know - Maroon 5 feat. Kendrick Lamar (H) 435.) Don’t You Know You’re Beautiful - Seabird (H) 436.) Don’t You Worry ‘Bout a Thing - Stevie Wonder (H) 437.) Donk - Soulja Boy (H) 438.) Doo Wop (That Thing) - Lauryn Hill (H) 439.) Down - Chris Brown feat. Kanye West (H) 440.) Down - Jay Sean feat. Lil Wayne (H) 441.) Draw Your Swords - Angus & Julia Stone (S) 442.) Dreamgirl - Dave Matthews Band (H) 443.) Dreaming With a Broken Heart - John Mayer (S) 444.) Dreams - The Cranberries (H) 445.) Dreams - Fleetwood Mac (H) 446.) Drew Barrymore - Bryce Vine (H) 447.) Drew Barrymore - SZA (H) 448.) Drift Away - Uncle Kracker (H) 449.) Drive - Incubus (H) 450.) A Drop In the Ocean - Ron Pope (S) 451.) Drop It Like It’s Hot - Snoop Doggg feat. Pharrell (H) 452.) Drop That - Nifty (H) 453.) Drops of Jupiter - Train (H) 454.) Drown - Cuco & Clairo (H) 455.) Drunk in Love - Beyonce feat. Jay-Z (H) 456.) Drunk In the Morning - Lukas Graham (H) 457.) Drunk on Halloween - Wallows (H) 458.) Dynamite - Taio Cruz (H)
459.) E.I. - Nelly (H) 460.) Easier To Be - Lifehouse (H) 461.) Easy - The Commodores (H) 462.) Easy to Fall In Love - Brighten (H)  463.) Edge of Seventeen - Stevie Nicks (H) 464.) Eenie Meenie - Justin Bieber & Sean Kingston (H) 465.) Ego - Beyonce (H) 466.) Elastic Heart - Sia (H) 467.) Electric Feel - MGMT (H) 468.) Empire State of Mind - Jay-Z feat. Alicia Keys (H) 469.) Enchanted - Taylor Swift (S) 470.) Erase Me - Kid Cudi & Kanye West (H) 471.) Escapade - Janet Jackson (H) 472.) Escape - Enrique Iglesias (H) 473.) Escape (The Pina Colada Song) - Rupert Holmes (H) 474.) Every Breath You Take - The Police (H) 475.) Every Girl In the World - Young Money (H) 476.) Every Good Thing - The Afters (H) 477.) Every Morning - Sugar Ray (H) 478.) Every Teardrop Is a Waterfall - Coldplay (H) 479.) Everybody (Backstreet’s Back) - Backstreet Boys (H) 480.) Everybody Talks - Neon Trees (H) 481.) Everybody Wants to Rule the World - Tears for Fears (H) 482.) Everybody’s Changing - Keane (S) 483.) Everyday Is a Winding Road - Sheryl Crow (H) 484.) Everyone Falls In Love - Tanto Metro & Devonte (H) 485.) Everything - Lifehouse (S) 486.) Everything I Ask For - The Maine (H) 487.) Everything in Its Right Place - Radiohead (S) 488.) Everything is Alright - Motion City Soundtrack (H) 489.) Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon (H) 490.) Everything’s Not Lost - Coldplay (S) 491.) Everytime We Touch - Cascada (H) 492.) Everywhere - Fleetwood Mac (H) 493.) Everywhere - Michelle Branch (H) 494.) Ex’s & Oh’s - Mia Love (H)
495.) Fuckin’ Problems - A$AP Rocky feat. Drake, 2 Chainz & Kendrick L (H) 496.) Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (S) 497.) Fade into You - Mazzy Star (S) 498.) Faded - Soul Decision (H) 499.) Faerytails - Telena (S) 500.) Faith - George Michael (H) 501.) Fake Love - Drake (H) 502.) Fall to Pieces - Avril Lavigne (S) 503.) Fallin’ - Asher Roth (H) 504.) Fallin’ Apart - The All-American Rejects (H) 505.) Fallin’ For You - Colbie Caillat (H) 506.) Falling - Iration (H) 507.) Falling In Love At a Coffee Shop - Landon Pigg (S) 508.) Family Affair - Mary J. Blige (H) 509.) Family Portrait - P!nk (S) 510.) Fancy - Iggy Azalea feat. Charli XCX (H) 511.) Fantasy - Mariah Carey (H) 512.) Far Away - Nickelback (S) 513.) Fast Car - Tracy Chapman (S) 514.) Fast Talk - Houses (H) 515.) Father Stretch My Hands, Pt. 1 - Kanye West (H) 516.) Fear of Flying - A Rocket to the Moon (H) 517.) Fearless - Taylor Swift (H) 518.) February Air - Lights (H) 519.) Feedback - Janet Jackson (H) 520.) Feel Again - OneRepublic (H) 521.) Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz (H) 522.) Feel I Bring - Aer (H) 523.) Feel It Still - Portugal. The Man (H) 524.) Feel So Close - Calvin Harris (H) 525.) Feel This Moment - Pitbull feat. Christina Aguilera (H) 526.) Feelin’ Way Too Damn Good - Nickelback (H) 527.) Feeling Good - Michael Buble (H) 528.) Feels - Calvin Harris feat. Pharrell, Katy Perry & Big Sean (H) 529.) Feels Like Tonight - Daughtry (S) 530.) Fergalicious - Fergie feat. Will.I.Am (H) 531.) Fifteen - Taylor Swift (S) 532.) Fighter - Christina Aguilera (H) 533.) The Fighter - Keith Urban feat. Carrie Underwood (H) 534.) The Fighter - Gym Class Heroes feat. Ryan Tedder (H) 535.) Find Your Love - Drake (H) 536.) Finesse - Bruno Mars (H) 537.) Firework - Katy Perry (H) 538.) First - Cold War Kids (H) 539.) The First Cut Is the Deepest - Sheryl Crow (S) 540.) First Time - Lifehouse (H) 541.) Five Colours In Her Hair - McFly (H) 542.) Fix You - Coldplay (S) 543.) Fjogur Piano - Sigur Ros (S) 544.) Flaming Hot Cheetos - Clairo (S) 545.) Flashing Lights - Kanye West (H) 546.) Fly - Sugar Ray & Super Cat (H) 547.) Fly Me to the Moon - Frank Sinatra (H) 548.) Follow Me - Uncle Kracker (S) 549.) Foolish - Ashanti (H) 550.) For All Time - Soluna (S) 551.) For the First Time - The Script (H) 552.) For You I Will (Confidence) - Teddy Geiger (H) 553.) Forever - Drake, Kanye West, Lil Wayne & Eminem (H) 554.) Forever & Always - Taylor Swift (H) 555.) Forever & Always (Piano Version) - Taylor Swift (S) 556.) forget her - girl in red (S) 557.) Formation - Beyonce (H) 558.) Free Fallin’ - John Mayer (S) 559.) Freak-A-Leek - Petey Pablo (H) 560.) Friday I’m In Love - The Cure (H) 561.) Friday Night Lights Theme Song - (S) 562.) From This Moment On - Shania Twain feat. Bryan White (S) 563.) From Time - Drake feat. Jhene Aiko (H) 564.) Frontin’ - Pharrell feat. Jay-Z (H) 565.) Froyo - Hans. feat. Clairo & Aso (S) 566.) Fuck It (I Don’t Want You Back) - Eamon (S) 567.) Fuck You - CeeLo Green (H) 568.) Furthest Thing - Drake (H)
569.) The Game of Love - Santana feat. Michelle Branch (H) 570.) Gangsta Lovin’ - Eve feat. Alicia Keys (H) 571.) Garden (Say It Like Dat) - SZA (H) 572.) Gemini Love (Kinobe Remix) - Shibumi & Telana (H) 573.) Get Buck In Here - DJ Felli Fel feat. Akon, Lil’ Jon, Ludacris & Diddy (H) 574.) Get Busy - Sean Paul (H) 575.) Get Down On It - Kool & The Gang (H) 576.) Get Down Saturday Night - Oliver Cheatham (H) 577.) Get It On Tonite - Montell Jordan (H) 578.) Get It Poppin’ - Fat Joe feat. Nelly (H) 579.) Get It Shawty - Lloyd (H) 580.) Get Like Me - David Banner feat. Chris Brown (H) 581.) Get Low - Lil’ Jon & The Easy Side Boyz & Ying Yang Twins (H) 582.) Get Lucky - Daft Punk feat. Pharrell (H) 583.) Get Me Bodied - Beyonce (H) 584.) Get Right - Jennifer Lopez (H) 585.) Get the Party Started - P!nk (H) 586.) Get Up - Ciara (H) 587.) Get Ur Freak On - Missy Elliott (H) 588.) Get With U - Clairo (S) 589.) Getting Into You - Relient K (S) 590.) Ghost - Ella Henderson (H) 591.) Gigolo - Nick Cannon feat. R. Kelly (H) 592.) Gimme More - Britney Spears (H) 593.) Gimme That - Chris Brown (H) 594.) Gimme the Light - Sean Paul (H) 595.) Girl - Brennan Henderson feat. Clairo (S) 596.) The Girl from Ipanema - Frank Sinatra & Antonio Carlos Jobim (H) 597.) Girl On TV - LFO (H) 598.) Girlfight - Big Boi, Brooke Valentine & Lil’ Jon (H) 599.) Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne (H) 600.) Girlfriend - Bow Wow & Omarion (H) 601.) Girlfriend - *NSYNC (H) 602.) Girlfriend - Phoenix (H) 603.) girls - girl in red (H) 604.) Girls & Boys - Good Charlotte (H) 605.) Girls Just Want To Have Fun - Greg Laswell (S) 606.) Give It to Me - Timbaland feat. Justin Timberlake (H) 607.) Give Me Everything - Pitbull feat. Ne-Yo, Afrojack & Nayer (H) 608.) Give Me Just One Night - 98 Degrees (H) 609.) Give Me Love - Ed Sheeran (S) 610.) Give Your Heart a Break - Demi Lovato (H) 611.) Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects (H) 612.) Glamorous - Fergie feat. Ludacris (H) 613.) Go Getta - Young Jeezy feat. R. Kelly (H) 614.) Go On Girl - Ne-Yo (S) 615.) God Is a DJ - P!nk (H) 616.) (God Must Have Spent) A Little More Time on You - *NSYNC (S) 617.) God Only Knows - The Beach Boys (S) 618.) God Put a Smile Upon Your Face - Coldplay (H) 619.) God’s Plan - Drake (H) 620.) Goin’ Crazy - Natalie (S) 621.) Gold Digger - Kanye West feat. Jamie Foxx (H) 622.) Gone - *NSYNC (H) 623.) Gone Going - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 624.) Gone, Gone, Gone - Phillip Phillips (H) 625.) Gonna Make You Sweat - C+C Music Factory (H) 626.) Good Feeling - Flo Rida (H) 627.) Good Life - Kanye West (H) 628.) Good Life - OneRepublic (H) 629.) Good Morning - Chamillionaire (H) 630.) Good Morning - Norah Jones (S) 631.) Good Old Days - Macklemore feat. Ke$ha (H) 632.) Good People - Jack Johnson (H) 633.) Good To Be Alive (Hallelujah) - Andy Grammer (H) 634.) Good Vibrations - The Beach Boys (H) 635.) Good Vibrations - Marky Mark and the Funky Bunch & Loleatta H (H) 636.) Goodbye - Kristinia DeBarge (H) 637.) Goodbye to You - Michelle Branch (S) 638.) Goodies - Ciara feat. Petey Pablo (H) 639.) Goodnight Goodnight - Maroon 5 (S) 640.) Got to Be Real - Cheryl Lynn (H) 641.) Gotta Get Thru This - Daniel Bedingfield (H) 642.) Gotta Tell You - Samantha Mumba (H) 643.) Grace - Kate Havnevik (S) 644.) Graduations (Friends Forever) - Vitamin C (S) 645.) Gravity - Alex & Sierra (S) 646.) Gravity - John Mayer (S) 647.) Gravity - Sara Bareilles (S) 648.) The Great Beyond - R.E.M. (S) 649.) The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls (H) 650.) Green Eyes - Coldplay (S) 651.) Green Light - John Legend feat. Andre 3000 (H) 652.) Grenade - Bruno Mars (H) 653.) Gretchen Ross - Michael Andrews (S) 654.) Grillz - Nelly feat. Paul Wall, Ali & Gipp (H) 655.) Grind With Me - Pretty Ricky (H) 656.) Groceries - Mallrat (H) 657.) Groove Is In the Heart - Deee-Lite (H) 658.) Groove Thang - Zhane (H) 659.) Grow Old With You - Adam Sandler (S) 660.) Gypsy - Fleetwood Mac (S)
661.) Hailie’s Song - Eminem (S) 662.) Half of My Heart - John Mayer feat. Taylor Swift (H) 663.) Halo - Beyonce (H) 664.) Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional (H) 665.) Hanging By a Moment - Lifehouse (H) 666.) Happy - Never Shout Never (H) 667.) Happy - Pharrell (H) 668.) Happy Together - Filter (S) 669.) Happy Together - The Turtles (H) 670.) Hard to Explain - The Strokes (H) 671.) Hard to Love - Lee Brice (S) 672.) Harder Than You Know - Escape the Fate (S) 673.) Harder To Breathe - Maroon 5 (H) 674.) Harlem Shake - Baauer (H) 675.) The Harold Song - Ke$ha (S) 676.) Harry (Barenoize Remix) - Medison (H) 677.) Hate It Or Love It - The Game feat. 50 Cent (H) 678.) Hate That I Love You - Rihanna feat. Ne-Yo (H) 679.) Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas - Frank Sinatra (S) 680.) Haven’t Met You Yet - Michael Buble (H) 681.) He Loves You Not - Dream (H) 682.) Head Over Heels - Tears for Fears (H) 683.) Headlines - Drake (H) 684.) Heads Will Roll (A-Trak Remix) - Yeah Yeah Yeahs (H) 685.) Headstrong - Trapt (H) 686.) Heart-Shaped Box - Nirvana (H) 687.) Heartbeat - The Fray (H) 688.) Heartbreak Warfare - John Mayer (S) 689.) Heartless - Kanye West (H) 690.) Heaven - Clairo (S) 691.) Heaven - DJ Sammy & Yanou feat. Do (H) 692.) Heaven - Los Lonely Boys (H) 693.) Heaven Forbid - The Fray (S) 694.) Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now - The Smiths (S) 695.) Heaven Sent - Keyshia Cole (H) 696.) Heels Over Head - Boys Like Girls (H) 697.) Hella Good - No Doubt (H) 698.) Hello - Adele (S) 699.) Hello - Beyonce (H) 700.) Hello Beautiful - Jonas Brothers (S) 701.) Hello It’s Me - Todd Rundgren (H) 702.) Hello? - Clairo feat. Rejjie Snow (H) 703.) Hemorrhage (In My Hands) - Fuel (H) 704.) Her Diamonds - Rob Thomas (H) 705.) Her Eyes Say Yes - Hit the Light (S) 706.) Here - Alessia Cara (H) 707.) Here (In Your Arms) - Hellogoodbye (H) 708.) Here Is Gone - The Goo Goo Dolls (S) 709.) Here It Goes Again - Ok Go (H) 710.) Here Without You - 3 Doors Down (S) 711.) Here’s to the Night - Eve 6 (S) 712.) Heregoesnothin - Never Shout Never (H) 713.) Hero - Regina Spektor (S) 714.) Hero (Kultur Remix) - Bamiyah (S) 715.) Hero - Chad Kroeger feat. Josey Scott (H) 716.) Hero/Heroine - Boys Like Girls (H) 717.) Hey Baby (Drop It to the Floor) - Pitbull (H) 718.) Hey Brittany - Forever the Sickest Kids (H) 719.) Hey Daddy (Daddy’s Home) - Usher (H) 720.) Hey Look Ma, I Made It - Panic! At the Disco (H) 721.) Hey Ma - Cam’ron feat. Juelz Santana, Freekey Zeekey & Toya (H) 722.) Hey Mama - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 723.) Hey Mama - Kanye West (H) 724.) Hey Mama - David Guetta feat. Nicki Minaj, Bebe Rexha & Afrojack (H) 725.) Hey Mami - Fannypack (H) 726.) Hey Stephen - Taylor Swift (H) 727.) Hey There Delilah - Plain White T’s (H) 728.) Hey Ya! - Outkast (H) 729.) Hey, Soul Sister - Train (H) 730.) (Hidden Track) Please - John Carrie & Moor Green (S) 731.) High You Are (Branchez Remix) - What So Not (H) 732.) Higher - Creed (H) 733.) The Hills - The Weeknd (H) 734.) Hip to Be Square - Huey Lewis & The News (H) 735.) Hips Don’t Lie - Shakira feat. Wyclef Jean (H) 736.) Hit ‘Em Up Style (Oops!) - Blu Cantrell (H) 737.) Ho Hey - The Lumineers (H) 738.) Hold My Hand - Jess Glynne (H) 739.) Hold My Hand - New Found Glory (H) 740.) Hold On - Jonas Brothers (H) 741.) Hold On, We’re Going Home - Drake feat. Majid Jordan (H) 742.) Holidae In - Chingy feat. Ludacris & Snoop Dogg (H) 743.) Holiday - Green Day (H) 744.) Holiday Road - Lindsey Buckingham (H) 745.) Hollaback Girl - Gwen Stefani (H) 746.) Hollywood - Madonna (H) 747.) Holy Grail - Jay-Z feat. Justin Timberlake (H) 748.) Home - Daughtry (S) 749.) Home - Phillip Phillips (H) 750.) Honestly - Cartel (H) 751.) Honey, I’m Good. - Andy Grammer (H) 752.) Hook - Blues Traveler (H) 753.) Hot In Herre - Nelly (H) 754.) Hot n Cold - Katy Perry (H) 755.) Hotline Bling - Drake (H) 756.) Houstalantavegas - Drake (H) 757.) How - Clairo (S) 758.) How Bizarre - OMC (H) 759.) How Deep Is Your Love - Bee Gees (H) 760.) How Do I Breathe - Mario feat. Cassidy (H) 761.) How Do You Sleep? - Jesse McCartney (H) 762.) How Low - Ludacris (H) 763.) How Sweet It Is (To Be Loved By You) - James Taylor (H) 764.) How to Love - Lil Wayne (H) 765.) How to Save a Life - The Fray (S) 766.) How Was Your Day? - Mellow Fellow feat. Clairo (S) 767.) How We Do - The Game feat. 50 Cent (H) 768.) How Will I Know - Whitney Houston (H) 769.) How You Remind Me - Nickelback (H) 770.) How’s It Going to Be - Third Eye Blind (S) 771.) Human Nature - Michael Jackson (H) 772.) Hummingbird - Never Shout Never (S) 773.) Hummingbird Heartbeat - Katy Perry (H) 774.) Hung Up - Madonna (H) 775.) Hunger - Florence + The Machine (H) 776.) Hurtful - Erik Hassle (S) 777.) Hurts Like Heaven - Coldplay (H) 778.) HYFR (Hell Ya Fucking Right) - Drake (H) 779.) Hypnotize - The Notorious B.I.G. (H) 780.) Hypnotized - Plies feat. Akon (H)
781.) I Believe in a Thing Called Love - The Darkness (H) 782.) I Cry - Flo Rida (H) 783.) I Do - Colbie Caillat (H) 784.) I Don’t Like It, I Love It - Flo Rida feat. Robin Thicke (H) 785.) I Don’t Mind - Usher feat. Juicy J (H) 786.) I Don’t Think About You - Kelly Clarkson (S) 787.) I Don’t Wanna Know - Mario Winans feat. Enya & P. Diddy (H) 788.) I Don’t Want to Be - Gavin DeGraw (H) 789.) I Don’t Want to Miss a Thing - Aerosmith (S) 790.) I Feel It Coming - The Weeknd feat. Daft Punk (H) 791.) I Found a Way - Drake Bell (H) 792.) I Got U - Duke Dumont feat. Jax Jones (H) 793.) I Gotta Feeling - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 794.) I Hope You Dance - Lee Ann Womack (S) 795.) I Kissed a Girl - Katy Perry (H) 796.) I Knew I Loved You - Savage Garden (S) 797.) I Know What It’s Like - Jeff Tweedy (S) 798.) I Know You See It - Yung Joc feat. Brandy “Ms.B” Hambrick (H) 799.) I Like It - Cardi B, Bad Bunny & J Balvin (H) 800.) I Like It - Enrique Iglesias feat. Pitbull (H) 801.) I Like That - Houston, Nate Dogg, I-20 & Chingy (H) 802.) I Lived - OneRepublic (H) 803.) I Love College - Asher Roth (H) 804.) I Love It - Icona Pop feat. Charli XCX (H) 805.) I Love U - Tila Tequila (H) 806.) I Luv This Shit - August Alsina feat. Trey Songz & Chris Brown (H) 807.) I Luv Your Girl - The-Dream (H) 808.) I Miss You - blink-182 (S) 809.) I Must Be Dreaming - The Maine (H) 810.) I Need a Girl, Pt. 1 - P. Diddy feat. Loon & Usher (H) 811.) I Need a Girl, Pt. 2 - P. Diddy feat. Loon & Usher (H) 812.) i need to be alone. - girl in red (S) 813.) I Need to Know - Marc Anthony (H) 814.) I Never Told You - Colbie Caillat (S) 815.) I Ran - A Flock of Seagulls (H) 816.) I Think About You Everyday - A Rocket to the Moon (S) 817.) I Think I’m In Love With You - Jessica Simpson (H) 818.) I Think I’m Paranoid - Garbage (H) 819.) I Took a Pill in Ibiza - Mike Posner (H) 820.) I Touch Myself - Divinyls (H) 821.) I Tried - Bone Thugs-N-Harmony feat. Akon (S) 822.) I Try - Macy Gray (S) 823.) I Wanna Be Bad - Willa Ford (H) 824.) I Wanna Dance With Somebody - Whitney Houston (H) 825.) I Wanna Love You - Akon feat. Snoop Dogg (H) 826.) I Want Candy - Aaron Carter (H) 827.) I Want It That Way - Backstreet Boys (H) 828.) I Want You Back - *NSYNC (H) 829.) I Will Remember You - Sarah McLachlan (S) 830.) I Will Survive - Gloria Gaynor (H) 831.) I Will Wait - Mumford & Sons (H) 832.) I Wish - The Secret Handshake (H) 833.) I Would Die 4 U - Prince (H) 834.) I Would Do Anything for You - Foster the People (H) 835.) I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At the Disco (H) 836.) I’d Do Anything - Simple Plan (H) 837.) I’ll Be - Edwin McCain (S) 838.) I’ll Be Missing You - Puff Daddy feat. Faith Evans (S) 839.) I’ll Run - The Cab (H) 840.) I’ll Try Anything Once - Julian Casablancas (S) 841.) I’m a Believer - Smash Mouth (H) 842.) I’m a Flirt - R. Kelly feat. T.I. & T-Pain (H) 843.) I’m a Pirate, You’re a Princess - PlayRadioPlay! (S) 844.) I’m a Slave 4 U - Britney Spears (H) 845.) I’m Coming Out - Diana Ross (H) 846.) I’m Every Woman - Whitney Houston (H) 847.) I’m Gonna Be (500 Miles) - The Proclaimers (H) 848.) I’m In It - Kanye West (H) 849.) I’m In Love With My Life - PHASES (H) 850.) I’m Just a Kid - Simple Plan (S) 851.) I’m Like a Bird - Nelly Furtado (S) 852.) I’m Like a Lawyer With the Way... (Me and You) - Fall Out Boy (H) 853.) I’m N Luv (Wit a Stripper) - T-Pain feat. Mike Jones (H) 854.) I’m On One - DJ Khaled feat. Drake, Rick Ross & Lil Wayne (H) 855.) I’m Ready - Jack’s Mannequin (H) 856.) I’m Real - Jennifer Lopez feat. Ja Rule (H) 857.) I’m Sprung - T-Pain (H) 858.) I’m Still In Love With You - Sean Paul (H) 859.) I’m With You - Avril Lavigne (S) 860.) Ice Box - Omarion (S) 861.) Ice Cold Pool - Wallows (H) 862.) Idiot Boyfriend - Jimmy Fallon (H) 863.) If Everyone Cared - Nickelback (S) 864.) If I Ain’t Got You - Alicia Keys (S) 865.) If I Ain’t Got You (Live Cover) - Maroon 5 (S) 866.) If I Can’t Have You - Shawn Mendes (H) 867.) If I Ever Feel Better - Phoenix (H) 868.) If I Never See Your Face Again - Maroon 5 (H) 869.) If I Were a Boy - Beyonce (S) 870.) If It Makes You Happy - Sheryl Crow (S) 871.) If Only They Knew - A Rocket to the Moon (H) 872.) If U Seek Amy - Britney Spears (H) 873.) If We Ever Meet Again - Timbaland feat. Katy Perry (H) 874.) If You Had My Love - Jennifer Lopez (H) 875.) If You Run - The Boxer Rebellion (S) 876.) If You’re Gone - Matchbox Twenty (S) 877.) If You’re Not the One - Daniel Bedingfield (S) 878.) Ignition (Remix) - R. Kelly (H) 879.) Imma Be - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 880.) In da Club - 50 Cent (H) 881.) In My Blood - Shawn Mendes (H) 882.) In My Car - The Pack (H) 883.) In My Feelings - Drake (H) 884.) In My Place - Coldplay (S) 885.) In the Air Tonight - Phil Collins (S) 886.) In The End - Linkin Park (S) 887.) In the Mood - Glenn Miller & His Orchestra (H) 888.) In the Name of Lovve - Martin Garrix & Bebe Rexha (H) 889.) Independent - Webbie feat. Lil’ Boosie & Lil’ Phat (H) 890.) Independent Women, Pt. 1 - Destiny’s Child (H) 891.) Infatuated - Memphis Bleek feat. Boxie (H) 892.) Innocent - Taylor Swift (S) 893.) Insomnia - Craig David (H) 894.) Into You - Ariana Grande (H) 895.) Into You - Fabolous feat. Tamia (H) 896.) Into Your Arms - The Maine (S) 897.) Intuition - Jewel (H) 898.) Iris - The Goo Goo Dolls (S) 899.) Ironic - Alanis Morissette (S) 900.) Irreplaceable - Beyonce (S) 901.) Irresistible - Jessica Simpson (H) 902.) Island In the Sun - Weezer (H) 903.) Isn’t She Lovely - Stevie Wonder (H) 904.) Issues - Julia Michaels (H) 905.) It Ends Tonight - The All-American Rejects (S) 906.) It Makes Me Ill - *NSYNC (H) 907.) It Wasn’t Me - Shaggy feat. Ricardo Ducent (H) 908.) It’s Alright, It’s OK - Ashley Tisdale (H) 909.) It’s Been Awhile - Staind (S) 910.) It’s Goin’ Down - Yung Joc feat. Nitti (H) 911.) It’s Gonna Be Me - *NSYNC (H) 912.) It’s My Life - No Doubt (H) 913.) It’s Not My Time - 3 Doors Down (S) 914.) It’s Not Over - Daughtry (S) 915.) it’s not u it’s me - Bea Miller & 6LACK (H) 916.) It’s Not Unusual - Tom Jones (H) 917.) It’s Not Your Fault - New Found Glory (S) 918.) It’s Only Right - Wallows (H) 919.) It’s Over - Jesse McCartney (S) 920.) It’s Personal - The Radio Dept. (S) 921.) It’s Time - Imagine Dragons (H)
922.) Jaded - Aerosmith (H) 923.) Jai Ho! (You Are My Destiny) - A.R. Rahman & The Pussycat Dolls (H) 924.) Jealous - Nick Jonas (H) 925.) Jenny - The Click Five (H) 926.) Jenny from the Block - Jennifer Lopez (H) 927.) Jingle Bells - Frank Sinatra (H) 928.) The Joke - Brandi Carlile (S) 929.) Juicy - The Notorious B.I.G. (H) 930.) Jump Around - House of Pain (H) 931.) Jump Then Fall - Taylor Swift (H) 932.) Jump to the Rhythm - Jordan Pruitt (H) 933.) Jumper - Third Eye Blind (H) 934.) Jumpin’, Jumpin’ - Destiny’s Child (H) 935.) Just a Friend - Biz Markie (H) 936.) Just a Girl - No Doubt (H) 937.) Just a Lil Bit - 50 Cent (H) 938.) Just Can’t Get Enough - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 939.) Just Dance - Lady Gaga feat. Colby O’Donis (H) 940.) Just Fine - Mary J. Blige (H) 941.) Just Friends - Jason Reeves (S) 942.) Just Friends - Jonas Brothers (H) 943.) Just Got Paid - *NSYNC (H) 944.) Just Like a Pill - P!nk (S) 945.) Just Lose It - Eminem (H) 946.) Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney (S) 947.) Just the Girl - The Click Five (H) 948.) Just the Way You are - Bruno Mars (H) 949.) Just Us - Dj Khaled feat. SZA (H)
950.) Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne (S) 951.) Keep Your Head Up - Andy Grammer (H) 952.) Kelsey - Metro Station (H) 953.) Kids - MGMT (H) 954.) Killing Me Softly With His Song - Fugees (S) 955.) Kiss and Sell - The Maine (H) 956.) Kiss from a Rose - Seal (H) 957.) Kiss Kiss - Chris Brown feat. T-Pain (H) 958.) Kiss Me - Ed Sheeran (S) 959.) Kiss Me - New Found Glory (H) 960.) Kiss Me - Sixpence None the Richer (H) 961.) Kiss Me Thru the Phone - Soulja Boy (H) 962.) Kiss the Girl - Ashley Tisdale (H) 963.) Kiss You All Over - Exile (S) 964.) Knock You Down - Keri Hilson feat. Kanye West (H) 965.) Kokomo - The Beach Boys (H) 966.) Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down (H)
967.) L.G. Fuad - Motion City Soundtrack (S) 968.) La La La - LMFAO (H) 969.) Lady Marmalade - Christina Aguilera, Lil’ Kim, Mya & P!nk (H) 970.) Laffy Taffy - D4L (H) 971.) Landslide - Fleetwood Mac (S) 972.) The Language - Drake (H) 973.) Larger Than Life - Backstreet Boys (H) 974.) Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.) - Katy Perry (H) 975.) Last Kiss - Taylor Swift (S) 976.) Last Night - Diddy & Keyshia Cole (H) 977.) Latch - Disclosure feat. Sam Smith (H) 978.) Laughing - The Guess Who (H) 979.) Lay Me Down - Sam Smith (S) 980.) Lean Back - Terror Squad (H) 981.) Lean On Me - Major Lazer feat. MO & Dj Snake (H) 982.) Lean Wit It, Rock Wit It - Dem Franchize Boys feat. Peanut & Charlay (H) 983.) Leather and Lace - Stevie Nicks & Don Henley (S) 984.) Leave It in My Dreams - The Voidz (H) 985.) Leavin’ - Jesse McCartney (H) 986.) Lemon Tree - Josh Rouse (H) 987.) Lemondrops - Telana (S) 988.) The Less I Know the Better - Tame Impala (H) 989.) Let Go - Frou Frou (H) 990.) Let It Go - James Bay (S) 991.) Let It Go (Bearson Remix) - James Bay (H) 992.) Let It Go - Keyshia Cole feat. Missy Elliott & Lil’ Kim (H) 993.) Let It Pass - Jakob Ogawa (S) 994.) Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolf feat. Lil Wayne (H) 995.) Let Me Blow Ya Mind - Eve feat. Gwen Stefani (H) 996.) Let Me Go - 3 Doors Down (S) 997.) Let Me Go - Hailee Steinfeld & Alesso feat. Florida Georgia Line (H) 998.) Let Me Hold You - Bow Wow feat. Omarion (H) 999.) Let Me Love You - Mario (H) 1000.) Let Me Love You - Dj Snake feat. Justin Bieber (H) 1001.) Let Me Love You (Until you Learn to Love Yourself) - Ne-Yo (H) 1002.) Let the Sun In - Wallows (S) 1003.) Let’s Get Loud - Jennifer Lopez (H) 1004.) Let’s Get Married - Jagged Edge feat. Run (H) 1005.) Let’s Get Retarded - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 1006.) Let’s Groove - Earth, Wind & Fire (H) 1007.) Let’s Stay Together - Al Green (H) 1008.) Let’s Stay Together - Maroon 5 (H) 1009.) Liar, Liar - A Fine Frenzy (S) 1010.) Life In Color - OneRepublic (H) 1011.) Life’s What You Make It - Hannah Montana (H) 1012.) Lifestyles of the Rich & Famous - Good Charlotte (H) 1013.) Light Up the Sky - Yellowcard (H) 1014.) Like a Boy - Ciara (H) 1015.) Like a Star - Corinne Bailey Rae (S) 1016.) Like Glue - Sean Paul (H) 1017.) Like I Love You - Justin Timberlake feat. Clipse (H) 1018.) Like I’m Gonna Lose You - Meghan Trainor feat. John Legend (S) 1019.) Like That - The Black Eyed Peas feat. John Legend & CeeLo Green (H) 1020.) Like This - Mims (H) 1021.) Like Toy Soldiers - Eminem (S) 1022.) Like We Used to - A Rocket to the Moon (S) 1023.) Like You - Bow Wow feat. Ciara (H) 1024.) Linger - The Cranberries (H) 1025.) Lip Gloss - Lil Mama (H) 1026.) Lips of an Angel - Hinder (S) 1027.) Listen to Your Heart - D.H.T. feat. Edmee (H) 1028.) Lisztomania - Phoenix (H) 1029.) A Little Bit Longer - Jonas Brothers (S) 1030.) Little House - Amanda Seyfried (S) 1031.) A Little Less Sixteen Candles, a Little More “Touch Me” - Fall Out Boy (H) 1032.) A Little Party Never Killed Nobody - Fergie, Q-Tip & GoonRock (H) 1033.) Little Red Corvette - Prince (H) 1034.) Little Talks - Of Monsters and Men (H) 1035.) The Little Things - Colbie Caillat (S) 1036.) Little Things - One Direction (S) 1037.) Little Wonders - Rob Thomas (S) 1038.) Live Like We’re Dying - Kris Allen (H) 1039.) Live Your Life - T.I. feat. Rihanna (H) 1040.) Livin’ It Up - Ja Rule feat. Case (H) 1041.) Livin’ la Vida Loca - Ricky Martin (H) 1042.) Lloyd, I’m Ready to Be Heartbroken - Camera Obscura (H) 1043.) Locked Out of Heaven - Bruno Mars (H) 1044.) Locked Up - Akon (H) 1045.) Lolli Lolli (Pop That Body) - Three 6 Mafia (H) 1046.) Lollipop - Lil Wayne feat. Static Major (H) 1047.) London Bridge - Fergie (H) 1048.) Lonely - Akon (S) 1049.) Loner - Kali Uchis (S) 1050.) Long Distance Call - Phoenix (H) 1051.) Look After You - The Fray (S) 1052.) Lose My Breath - Destiny’s Child (H) 1053.) Losing It - Never Shout Never (S) 1054.) Lost - Frank Ocean (H) 1055.) Lost and Found - Phoenix (H) 1056.) Lost in Japan (Remix) - Shawn Mendes & Zedd (H) 1057.) Love - Keyshia Cole (S) 1058.) Love - Lana Del Rey (S) 1059.) Love - Matt White (H) 1060.) Love At First Sight - Kylie Minogue (H) 1061.) Love Don’t Cost a Thing - Jennifer Lopez (H) 1062.) Love Galore - SZA feat. Travis Scott (H) 1063.) Love In This Club - Usher feat. Young Jeezy (H) 1064.) Love Is Free - Sheryl Crow (H) 1065.) Love Like This - Natasha Bedingfield feat. Sean Kingston (H) 1066.) Love Lockdown - Kanye West (H) 1067.) Love Me - Lil Wayne feat. Drake & Future (H) 1068.) Love Me Harder - Ariana Grande & The Weeknd (H) 1069.) Love Never Felt So Good - Michael Jackson & Justin Timberlake (H) 1070.) Love on the Weekend - John Mayer (H) 1071.) Love On Top - Beyonce (H) 1072.) Love Remains The Same - Gavin Rossdale (S) 1073.) Love Shack - The B-52′s (H) 1074.) Love Somebody - Maroon 5 (H) 1075.) Love Song - Sara Bareilles (H) 1076.) Love Story - Taylor Swift (H) 1077.) Love the Way You Lie - Eminem feat. Rihanna (H) 1078.) Love Will Make You Beautiful - The Afters (S) 1079.) Love You ‘Till the End - The Pogues (S) 1080.) Love, Save the Empty - Erin McCarley (H) 1081.) Lovebug - Jonas Brothers (H) 1082.) Loved by You - Kirby (S) 1083.) Lovefool - The Cardigans (H) 1084.) Lovesong - The Cure (H) 1085.) LoveStoned/I Think She Knows - Justin Timberlake (H) 1086.) Lovin’ You - Minnie Riperton (H) 1087.) Loving Is Easy - Rex Orange County feat. Benny Sings (H) 1088.) Low - Flo Rida feat. T-Pain (H) 1089.) Luck Be a Lady - Frank Sinatra (H) 1090.) Lucky - Britney Spears (S) 1091.) Luxurious - Gwen Stefani (H) 1092.) Lyrical Lies - Cute Is What We Aim For (S)
1093.) Macarena - Los del Rio (H) 1094.) Mad - Ne-Yo (S) 1095.) Magic - Coldplay (S) 1096.) Magic Stick - Lil’ Kim (H) 1097.) Main Title - Aaron Zigman (S) 1098.) Main Title - Spider-Man (Motion Picture) (H) 1099.) Make It Rain - Fat Joe & Lil Wayne (H) 1100.) Make Me Better - Fabolous feat. Ne-Yo (H) 1101.) Make Me Like You - Gwen Stefani (H) 1102.) Make Me Over - Lifehouse (H) 1103.) Make Me Proud - Drake feat. Nicki Minaj (H) 1104.) Make You Feel My Love - Adele (S) 1105.) Make You Love Me - Jarreau Vandal feat. Zak Abel (H) 1106.) Makes Me Happy - Drake Bell (H) 1107.) Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5 (H) 1108.) Malibu - Miley Cyrus (H) 1109.) Mambo No. 5 (a Little Bit of...) - Lou Bega (H) 1110.) The Man - Aloe Blacc (H) 1111.) The Man Who Sold the World - Nirvana (H) 1112.) Man! I Feel Like a Woman! - Shania Twain (H) 1113.) Maneater - Daryl Hall & John Oates (H) 1114.) Maneater - Nelly Furtado (H) 1115.) Maps - Maroon 5 (H) 1116.) Maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs (H) 1117.) Maps (Bonus Track) - The Fray (H) 1118.) Maria Maria - Santana (H) 1119.) Marry You - Bruno Mars (H) 1120.) Marvins Room - Drake (S) 1121.) Maybe You’re Right - Miley Cyrus (S) 1122.) Me & U - Cassie (H) 1123.) Me Against the Music - Britney Spears feat. Madonna (H) 1124.) Me Love - Sean Kingston (H) 1125.) Me, Myself & I - G-Eazy + Bebe Rexha (H) 1126.) Me, Myself and I - Vitamin C (H) 1127.) Mean - Taylor Swift (H) 1128.) Meant to Live - Switchfoot (H) 1129.) Medley: Summer Love/Set the Mood - Justin Timberlake (H) 1130.) Meet Me Halfway - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 1131.) Memories - David Guetta feat. Kid Cudi (H) 1132.) Mercy - Kanye West, Big Sean, Pusha T & 2 Chainz (H) 1133.) Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays - *NSYNC (H) 1134.) Mesmerize - Ja Rule feat. Ashanti (H) 1135.) The Mess I Made - Parachute (S) 1136.) Message In a Bottle - The Police (H) 1137.) Miami - Will Smith (H) 1138.) The Middle - Jimmy Eat World (H) 1139.) The Middle - Zedd, Maren Morris & Grey (H) 1140.) Middle - DJ Snake feat. Bipolar Sunshine (H) 1141.) Midnight City - M83 (H) 1142.) Migr8 - Telana (S) 1143.) Milkshake - Kelis (H) 1144.) A Milli - Lil Wayne (H) 1145.) Mine - Taylor Swift (H) 1146.) Misery - Maroon 5 (H) 1147.) Misguided Ghosts - Paramore (H) 1148.) Miss Independent - Kelly Clarkson (H) 1149.) Miss Independent - Ne-Yo (H) 1150.) Miss Me - Drake feat. Lil’ Wayne (H) 1151.) Miss You - Between The Trees (S) 1152.) Missin You - Trey Songz (H) 1153.) Missing You - All Time Low (H) 1154.) Missing You - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 1155.) Mo Money Mo Problems - The Notorious B.I.G. (H) 1156.) Mockingbird - Eminem (S) 1157.) Moment 4 Life - Nicki Minaj & Drake (H) 1158.) A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson (S) 1159.) Money - Cardi B (H) 1160.) Money Maker - Ludacris feat. Pharrell (H) 1161.) The Monster - Eminem feat. Rihanna (H) 1162.) More Than Words - Extreme (S) 1163.) The Morning - Raekwon, Pusha T, Common, 2 Chainz, & Kid Cudi (H) 1164.) Morning Train (Nine to Five) - Sheena Easton (H) 1165.) Most Girls - P!nk (H) 1166.) Moth’s Wings - Passion Pit (H) 1167.) The Motto - Drake feat. Lil Wayne (H) 1168.) Move Along - The All-American Rejects (H) 1169.) Move Bitch - Disturbing tha Peace feat. Ludacris (H) 1170.) Moves Like Jagger - Maroon 5 feat. Christina Aguilera (H) 1171.) Movin’ Out (Anthony’s Song) - Billy Joel (H) 1172.) Mr. Brightside - The Killers (H) 1173.) Mr. Jones - Counting Crows (H) 1174.) Mrs. Officer - Lil Wayne feat. Bobby V & Kidd Kidd (H) 1175.) Ms. Jackson - Outkast (H) 1176.) Ms. New Booty - Bubba Sparxx, Mr. Collipark & Ying Yang Twins (H) 1177.) Music - Madonna (H) 1178.) Must Have Done Something Right - Relient K (H) 1179.) My Baby - Jesse McCartney (H) 1180.) My Band - D12 (H) 1181.) My Beautiful Rescue - This Providence (S) 1182.) My Blood - twenty one pilots (H) 1183.) My Body - Young the Giant (H) 1184.) My Boo - Usher & Alicia Keys (H) 1185.) My Cherie Amour - Stevie Wonder (H) 1186.) My Chick Bad - Ludacris feat. Nicki Minaj (H) 1187.) My Dad’s Gone Crazy - Eminem (H) 1188.) My Favorite Mistake - Sheryl Crow (H) 1189.) My Favorite Part - Mac Miller feat. Ariana Grande (H) 1190.) My Friends Over You - New Found Glory (H) 1191.) My Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne (S) 1192.) My Heart Will Find Rest - Chase Coy (S) 1193.) My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion (S) 1194.) My Humps - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 1195.) My Last - Big Sean feat. Chris Brown (H) 1196.) My Life - Billy Joel (H) 1197.) My Life Would Suck Without You - Kelly Clarkson (H) 1198.) My Love - Justin Timberlake & T.I. (H) 1199.) My Name Is - Eminem (H) 1200.) My Nutmeg Phantasy - Macy Gray feat. Angie Stone & Mos Def (H) 1201.) My Place - Nelly feat. Jaheim (H) 1202.) My Prerogative - Bobby Brown (H) 1203.) My Songs Know What You Did In the Dark (L.E.U) - Fall Out Boy (H) 1204.) My Way - Frank Sinatra (S) 1205.) My Way - Fetty Wap feat. Monty (H) 1206.) Myspace Girl - The Afters (H)
1207.) Na Na - Trey Songz (H) 1208.) Name - The Goo Goo Dolls (S) 1209.) Naughty Girl - Beyonce (H) 1210.) The Nearness of You - Norah Jones (S) 1211.) Need You Now - Lady Antebellum (S) 1212.) Needed Me - Rihanna (H) 1213.) Neighbors - Now, Now (H) 1214.) Never Be Like You - Flume feat. Kai (H) 1215.) Never Be the Same - Camila Cabello (H) 1216.) Never Going Back Again - Fleetwood Mac (H) 1217.) Never Gonna Leave This Bed - Maroon 5 (S) 1218.) Never Grow Up - Taylor Swift (S) 1219.) Never Know - Jack Jackson (H) 1220.) Never Leave You - Lumidee (H) 1221.) Never Let You Go - Third Eye Blind (H) 1222.) Never Say Never - The Fray (S) 1223.) New Light - John Mayer (H) 1224.) Next to Me - Jakob Ogawa (H) 1225.) Next To Me - Emeli Sande (H) 1226.) Next To You - Chris Brown feat. Justin Bieber (H) 1227.) Niggas in Paris - Jay-Z & Kanye West (H) 1228.) Nicest Thing - Kate Nash (S) 1229.) Night Changes - One Direction (H) 1230.) The Night We Met - Lord Huron (S) 1231.) Nine In the Afternoon - Panic! At the Disco (H) 1232.) No Air - Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown (H) 1233.) No Church in the World - Jay-Z & Kanye West (H) 1234.) No Diggity - Blackstreet feat. Dr. Dre (H) 1235.) No Hands - Waka Flocka Flame (H) 1236.) No Letting Go - Wayne Wonder (H) 1237.) No More (Baby I’ma Do Right) - 3LW (H) 1238.) No One Can Touch Us - Sing It Loud (H) 1239.) No Rain - Blind Melon (H) 1240.) No Scrubs - TLC (H) 1241.) No Such Thing - John Mayer (H) 1242.) No Surprise - Daughtry (S) 1243.) No Type - Rae Sremmurd, Mike Williams, A.Brown & K. Brown (H) 1244.) Nobody’s Perfect - Hannah Montana (H) 1245.) Northern Lights - Cider Sky (H) 1246.) Nothin’ On You - B.o.B feat. Bruno Mars (H) 1247.) Nothing In This World - Paris Hilton (H) 1248.) Nothing Lasts Forever - Maroon 5 (S) 1249.) Now or Never - Halsey (H) 1250.) Numb - LINKIN PARK (S) 1251.) Number One Spot - Ludacris (H) 1252.) Numbered Days - Eels (S)
1253.) Obsessed - Mariah Carey (H) 1254.) Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard (H) 1255.) Off I Go - Greg Laswell (S) 1256.) Oh Darling - Plug In Stereo feat. Cady Groves (H) 1257.) Oh, It Is Love - Hellogoodbye (H) 1258.) Omg - Usher feat. will.i.am (H) 1259.) On the 5 - Winnetka Bowling League (H) 1260.) On the Brightside - Never Shout Never (S) 1261.) On the Hotline - Pretty Ricky (H) 1262.) On the Nature of Daylight - Max Richter Orchestra (S) 1263.) On the Way Down - Ryan Cabrera (H) 1264.) One Call Away - Chingy (H) 1265.) One In a Million - Hannah Montana (S) 1266.) One Last Time - Ariana Grande (H) 1267.) One Man Wrecking Machine - Guster (S) 1268.) One More Chance/Stay With Me - The Notorious B.I.G. (H) 1269.) One More Night - Maroon 5 (H) 1270.) One More Time - Daft Punk (H) 1271.) One Step At a Time - Jordin Sparks (H) 1272.) The One That Got Away - Katy Perry (H) 1273.) One Thing - Finger Eleven (S) 1274.) One Thing - One Direction (H) 1275.) One Time Too Many - Phoenix (H) 1276.) One Week - Barenaked Ladies (H) 1277.) One, Two Step - Ciara feat. Missy Elliott (H) 1278.) Only - Nicki Minaj feat. Drake & Lil Wayne (H) 1279.) The Only Exception - Paramore (S) 1280.) Only Friend - Wallows (H) 1281.) Only Girl (In the World) - Rihanna (H) 1282.) Only One - Yellowcard (S) 1283.) Only Wanna Be With You - Hootie & The Blowfish (H) 1284.) Ooh Ahh (My Life Be Like) - Grits (H) 1285.) Oops!... I Did It Again - Britney Spears (H) 1286.) Open Arms - Journey (S) 1287.) Open Season - High Highs (S) 1288.) Open Your Eyes - Snow Patrol (S) 1289.) Ordinary Day - Vanessa Carlton (S) 1290.) Ordinary People - John Legend (S) 1291.) The Other Side - Jason Derulo (H) 1292.) Otis - Jay-Z & Kanye West feat. Otis Redding (H) 1293.) Oui - Jeremih (H) 1294.) Our Deal - Best Coast (H) 1295.) Out of My league - Fitz and The Tantrums (H) 1296.) Outta My System - Bow Wow feat. T-Pain (H) 1297.) Over - Drake (H) 1298.) Over My Head (Cable Car) - The Fray (S) 1299.) Over the Rainbow - Judy Garland (S) 1300.) Over You - Daughtry (S) 1301.) Overnight Celebrity - Twista (H) 1302.) Overprotected - Britney Spears (H) 1303.) Own It - Drake (H)
1304.) P.D.A. (We Just Don’t Care) - John Legend (H) 1305.) P.S. (I’m Still Not Over You) - Rihanna (H) 1306.) P.S. You Rock My World - Eels (S) 1307.) P.Y.T. (Pretty Young Thing) - Michael Jackson (H) 1308.) Pacific Coast Party - Smash Mouth (H) 1309.) Panda - Desiigner (H) 1310.) Paper Planes - M.I.A. (H) 1311.) Paperweight - Joshua Radin & Schulyer Fisk (S) 1312.) Paradise - Coldplay (H) 1313.) Paralyze - Tila Tequila (S) 1314.) Paralyzer - Finger Eleven (H) 1315.) Paranoid - Kanye West feat. Mr. Hudson (H) 1316.) Partition - Beyonce (H) 1317.) Party In the U.S.A. - Miley Cyrus (H) 1318.) Party Like a Rock Star - Shop Boyz (H) 1319.) Party Starter - Will Smith (H) 1320.) Party Up - DMX (H) 1321.) Passenger Seat - Death Cab for Cutie (S) 1322.) Passionfruit - Drake (H) 1323.) Payphone - Maroon 5 feat. Wiz Khalifa (H) 1324.) Peaches & Cream - 112 feat. P. Diddy (H) 1325.) Penguin - Christina Perri (S) 1326.) Perfect - Maren Ord (H) 1327.) Perfect - Simple Plan (S) 1328.) Perfect Sweet Blue - Jakob Ogawa (S) 1329.) Perfect World - Huey Lewis & The News (H) 1330.) Perfectly Lonely - John Mayer (S) 1331.) Permanent December - Miley Cyrus (H) 1332.) Phone Call - Jon Brion (S) 1333.) Photograph - Ed Sheeran (S) 1334.) Photograph - Nickelback (S) 1335.) Picture - Kid Rock feat. Sheryl Crow (S) 1336.) Pictures of You - The Last Goodnight (H) 1337.) Piece by Piece - Kelly Clarkson (S) 1338.) Piece of Me - Britney Spears (H) 1339.) Pieces of Me - Ashlee Simpson (H) 1340.) PILLOWTALK - ZAYN (H) 1341.) Pimpin’ All Over the World - Ludacris feat. Bobby V (H) 1342.) Play - David Banner (H) 1343.) Please Be Mine - Jonas Brothers (S) 1344.) Please Be Mine - Molly Burch (S) 1345.) Please Don’t Go - Mike Posner (H) 1346.) Please Don’t Leave Me - P!nk (S) 1347.) Please, Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want - The Smiths (S) 1348.) Pleaser - Wallows (H) 1349.) Pocketful of Sunshine - Natasha Bedingfield (H) 1350.) Poison - Bell Biv DeVoe (H) 1351.) Pompeii - Bastille (H) 1352.) Pon de Replay - Rihanna (H) 1353.) Pony - Ginuwine (H) 1354.) Pop - *NSYNC (H) 1355.) Pop Champagnes - Jim Jonez & Ron Browz feat. Juelz Santana (H) 1356.) Pop That - French Montana feat. Rick Ross, Drake, & Lil Wayne (H) 1357.) Pop, Lock & Drop It - Huey (H) 1358.) Poppin’ (Main) - Chris Brown (H) 1359.) Pound the Alarm - Nicki Minaj (H) 1360.) Pour It Up - Rihanna (H) 1361.) Power Hungry Animals - The Apache Relay (H) 1362.) The Power of Love - Huey Lewis & The News (H) 1363.) Power Trip - J. Cole feat. Miguel (H) 1364.) Pretty Baby - Vanessa Carlton (S) 1365.) Pretty Girl - Clairo (S) 1366.) Pretty Girl Rock - Keri Hilson (H) 1367.) Pretty Rave Girl - S3RL (H) 1368.) Princess of China - Coldplay & Rihanna (H) 1369.) Private Eyes - Daryl Hall & John Oates (H) 1370.) Problem - Ariana Grande feat. Iggy Azalea (H) 1371.) Promiscuous - Nelly Furtado feat. Timbaland (H) 1372.) A Public Affair - Jessica Simpson (H) 1373.) Pullin’ Me Back - Chingy (H) 1374.) Pulling Leaves off Trees - Wallows (H) 1375.) Pump It - The Black Eyed Peas (H) 1376.) Pumped Up Kicks - Foster the People (H) 1377.) Pursuit of Happiness (Remix) - Steve Aoki (H)  1378.) Put It On Me - Ja Rule feat. Lil’ Mo (H) 1379.) Put Your Records On - Corinne Bailey Rae (H)
1380.) Radio - Beyonce (H) 1381.) Radioactive - Imagine Dragons (H) 1382.) Raise Your Glass - P!nk (H) 1383.) Rather Be - Clean Bandit feat. Jess Glynne (H) 1384.) Ready 2 Ride - Junglepussy (H) 1385.) Ready or Not - Bridgit Mendler (H) 1386.) Real Estate - Adam Melchor (S) 1387.) The Real Slim Shady - Eminem (H) 1388.) Realize - Colbie Caillat (S) 1389.) The Reason - Hoobastank (S) 1390.) Redbone - Childish Gambino (H) 1391.) Reflecting Light - Sam Phillips (S) 1392.) The Remedy (I Won’t Worry) - Jason Mraz (H) 1393.) Remember When - Wallows (H) 1394.) Remembering Sunday - All Time Low (S) 1395.) Renegades - X Ambassadors (H) 1396.) Replay - Iyaz (H) 1397.) Rhiannon - Fleetwood Mac (H) 1398.) Rich Girl - Daryl Hall & John Oates (H) 1399.) Rich Girl - Gwen Stefani feat. Eve (H) 1400.) Ride - Lana Del Rey (S) 1401.) Ride - twenty one pilots (H) 1402.) Ride - Ciara feat. Ludacris (H) 1403.) Ride Wit Me - Nelly (H) 1404.) Ridin’ - Chamillionaire (H) 1405.) Ridin’ Solo - Jason Derulo (H) 1406.) Right Above It - Lil Wayne & Drake (H) 1407.) Right Back Where We Started From - Maxine Nightingale (H) 1408.) Right Now (Na Na Na) - Akon (H) 1409.) Right Round - Flo Rida feat. Ke$ha (H) 1410.) Right Thurr - Chingy (H) 1411.) Right Where You Want Me - Jesse McCartney (H) 1412.) Riptide - Vance Joy (H) 1413.) Riviera - A$AP Twelvyy feat. Joey Bada$$ & Telena (H) 1414.) Rock & Roll - Eric Hutchinson (H) 1415.) Rock Star - Hannah Montana (H) 1416.) Rock Wit U (Awww Baby) - Ashanti (H) 1417.) Rock With You - Michael Jackson (H) 1418.) Rock Your Body - Justin Timberlake (H) 1419.) Rocketeer - Far East Movement & Ryan Tedder (H) 1420.) Rockin’ That Shit - The-Dream (H) 1421.) Roll Up - Wiz Khalifa (H) 1422.) Rolling in the Deep - Adele (H) 1423.) Rollout (My Business) - Ludacris (H) 1424.) Rompe - Daddy Yankee (H) 1425.) Roses - Outkast (H) 1426.) Roses - The Chainsmokers (H) 1427.) Roxanne - The Police (H) 1428.) Rude Boy - Rihanna (H) 1429.) Rump Shaker - Wreckx-N-Effect (H) 1430.) Run It! - Chris Brown feat. Juelz Santana (H) 1431.) Run the World (Girls) - Beyonce (H) 1432.) Run-Around - Blues Traveler (H) 1433.) Runaway - Cartel (H) 1434.) Runaway Love - Ludacris feat. Mary J. Blige (H) 1435.) Runnin’ Around - Colbie Caillat (H) 1436.) A Rush of Blood to the Head - Coldplay (S)
1437.) S.O.S. - Jonas Brothers (H) 1438.) S&M - Rihanna (H) 1439.) Sad - Maroon 5 (S) 1440.) Sadie Hawkins Dance - Relient K (H) 1441.) Safe and Sound - Capital Cities (H) 1442.) Safe In the Steep Cliffs - Emancipator (S) 1443.) Sail - AWOLNATION (H) 1444.) Salt Shaker - Ying Yang Twins & Lil Jon (H) 1445.) The Saltwater Room - Owl City (H) 1446.) Samba de Bencao - Bebel Gilberto (H) 1447.) Same Girl (Duet with Usher) - R. Kelly (H) 1448.) Same Old Love - Selena Gomez (H) 1449.) Sara Smile - Daryl Hall & John Oates (S) 1450.) Satisfaction - Jackie Mittoo (H) 1451.) Save Room - John Legend (H) 1452.) Savin’ Me - Nickelback (S) 1453.) say anything - girl in red (S) 1454.) Say Anything (Else) - Cartel (H) 1455.) Say Goodbye - Chris Brown (S) 1456.) Say Hey (I Love You) - Michael Franti & Spearhead (H) 1457.) Say I - Christina Milian (H) 1458.) Say I Yi Yi - Ying Yang Twins (H) 1459.) Say It - Tory Lanez (H) 1460.) Say It Right - Nelly Furtado (H) 1461.) Say Ok - Vanessa Hudgens (H) 1462.) Say Something - Timbaland feat. Drake (H) 1463.) Say You Won’t Let Go - James Arthur (S) 1464.) Scars - Papa Roach (S) 1465.) The Scientist - Coldplay (S) 1466.) Scotty Doesn’t Know - Lustra (H) 1467.) Scream - Usher (H) 1468.) Seasons of Love - Rent (H) 1469.) Second Chance - Shinedown (H) 1470.) The Second That You Say - Chase Coy (S) 1471.) Secrets - OneRepublic (H) 1472.) Semi-Charmed Life - Third Eye Blind (H) 1473.) Send My Love (To Your New Lover) - Adele (H) 1474.) Senorita - Justin Timberlake (H) 1475.) September - Earth, Wind & Fire (H) 1476.) Set Fire to the Rain - Adele (H) 1477.) Set the Fire to the Third Bar - Snow Patrol (S) 1478.) Seventeen Forever - Metro Station (H) 1479.) Sex On Fire - Kings of Leon (H) 1480.) Sexy Bitch - David Guetta feat. Akon (H) 1481.) Sexy Can I - Ray J feat. Yung Berg (H) 1482.) Sexy Love - Ne-Yo (H) 1483.) SexyBack - Justin Timberlake & Timbaland (H) 1484.) Shadow of the Day - LINKIN PARK (S) 1485.) Shake - Ying Yang Twins & Pitbull (H) 1486.) Shake It - Metro Station (H) 1487.) Shake It Off - Mariah Carey (H) 1488.) Shake It Off - Taylor Swift (H) 1489.) Shake It Out - Florence + The Machine (H) 1490.) Shake That - Eminem feat. Nate Dogg (H) 1491.) Shake Ya Ass - Mystikal (H) 1492.) Shake Ya Tailfeather - Nelly & P. Diddy (H) 1493.) Shake Your Pom Pom - MC Joe (H) 1494.) Shallow - Lady Gaga & Bradley Cooper (S) 1495.) Shawty - Plies (H) 1496.) Shawty Is Da Shit! - The-Dream & Fabolous (H) 1497.) She Ain’t You - Chris Brown (H) 1498.) She Doesn’t Get It - The Format (H) 1499.) She Drives Me Crazy - Fine Young Cannibals (H) 1500.) She Hates Me - Puddle of Mudd (H) 1501.) She Is - The Fray (H) 1502.) She Is Love - Parachute (S) 1503.) She Just Likes to Fight - Four Tet (S) 1504.) She Knows - Ne-Yo feat. Juicy J (H) 1505.) She Says - Howie Day (S) 1506.) She Will - Lil Wayne feat. Drake (H) 1507.) She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5 (S) 1508.) She’s a Lady - Forever the Sickest Kids (H) 1509.) She’s Got You High - Mumm-Ra (H) 1510.) She’s No You - Jesse McCartney (H) 1511.) She’s So High - Tal Bachman (H) 1512.) Shimmer - Fuel (H) 1513.) Ship To Wreck - Florence + The Machine (H) 1514.) Shiver - Coldplay (H) 1515.) Shoop - Salt-N-Pepa (H) 1516.) Shooting Stars - Bag Raiders (H) 1517.) Shortie Like Mine - Bow Wow feat. Chris Brown (H) 1518.) Shoulder Lean - Young Dro feat. T.I. (H) 1519.) The Show Goes On - Lupe Fiasco (H) 1520.) Show Me a Good Time - Drake (H) 1521.) Show Me Love - Laura Mvula (S) 1522.) Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely - Backstreet Boys (S) 1523.) Show Me the Money - Petey Pablo (H) 1524.) Show Me What I’m Looking For - Carolina Liar (S) 1525.) Show Stopper - Danity Kane (H) 1526.) Shower - Becky G. (H) 1527.) Shut Up and Drive - Rihanna (H) 1528.) Sidelines - Wallows (H) 1529.) Signed, Sealed, Delivered (I’m Yours) - Stevie Wonder (H) 1530.) Since U Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson (H) 1531.) Sing - Ed Sheeran (H) 1532.) Sing for the Moment - Eminem (H) 1533.) Single Millionaires - Brighten (S) 1534.) Sis - Clairo (S) 1535.) Sit Next to Me - Foster the People (H) 1536.) Sitting, Waiting, Wishing - Jack Johnson (H) 1537.) Sk8er Boi - Avril Lavigne (H) 1538.) A Sky Full of Stars - Coldplay (H) 1539.) Sleeping With a Friend - Neon Trees (H) 1540.) Sleepyhead - Passion Pit (H) 1541.) Slide - The Goo Goo Dolls (H) 1542.) Slide - Calvin Harris feat. Frank Ocean & Migos (H) 1543.) Slide Along Slide - Shifty (H) 1544.) Slipped Away - Avril Lavigne (S) 1545.) Slow Dancing In a Burning Room - John Mayer (S) 1546.) Slow Down - Bobby V (H) 1547.) Slow Down - The Academy Is (H) 1548.) Slow Jamz - Twista, Kanye West & Jamie Foxx (H) 1549.) Slow Motion - Juvenile (H) 1550.) Slow Wind - R. Kelly feat. Sean Paul & Akon (H) 1551.) Smack That - Akon feat. Eminem (H) 1552.) Smash into You - Beyonce (S) 1553.) Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana (H) 1554.) Smelyalata - Never Shout Never (H) 1555.) Smile - Lily Allen (H) 1556.) Smile - Uncle Kracker (H) 1557.) Smooth - Santana feat. Rob Thomas (H) 1558.) Smooth Criminal - Michael Jackson (H) 1559.) Smother Me - The Used (S) 1560.) Snap Yo Fingers - E-40, Lil Jon, Sean Paul & YoungBloodZ (H) 1561.) Snow (Hey Oh) - Red Hot Chili Peppers (H) 1562.) So Far Away - Staind (S) 1563.) So Good - B.o.B (H) 1564.) So Sick - Ne-Yo (H) 1565.) So What - P!nk (H) 1566.) So What - Field Mob feat. Ciara (H) 1567.) So Yesterday - Hilary Duff (S) 1568.) Soak Up the Sun - Sheryl Crow (H) 1569.) Some Nights - Fun. (H) 1570.) Somebody - Natalie La Rose feat. Jeremih (H) 1571.) Somebody That I Used to Know - Gotye (H) 1572.) Somebody to Love - Queen (H) 1573.) Somebody Told Me - The Killers (H) 1574.) Somebody’s Baby - Jackson Browne (H) 1575.) Someday - Rob Thomas (S) 1576.) Someday - The Strokes (H) 1577.) Someday - Sugar Ray (H) 1578.) Someday - Nickelback (S) 1579.) Someday We’ll Know - Mandy Moore & Jonathan Foreman (H) 1580.) Someone Like You - Adele (S) 1581.) Someone to Call My Lover - Janet Jackson (H) 1582.) Something Good Can Work - Two Door Cinema Club (H) 1583.) Something Just Like This - The Chainsmokers & Coldplay (H) 1584.) Somewhere Only We Know - Keane (S) 1585.) A Song About Being Sad - Rex Orange County (S) 1586.) Sooner or Later - Mat Kearney (H) 1587.) Sorry - Buckcherry (S) 1588.) Sorry Not Sorry - Demi Lovato (H) 1589.) SOS - Rihanna (H) 1590.) Southside - Lloyd feat. Ashanti (H) 1591.) The Space Between - Dave Matthews Band (S) 1592.) The Space Between - Valencia (H) 1593.) Space Bound - Eminem (S) 1594.) Space Cowboy (Yippie-Yi-Yay) - *NSYNC (H) 1595.) Sparks - Coldplay (S) 1596.) Sparks Fly - Taylor Swift (H) 1597.) Speakerphone - Kylie Minogue (H) 1598.) Speakers Blown - Hit the Lights (H) 1599.) Speaking Terms - Snail Mail (S) 1600.) Speechless - Dan + Shay (S) 1601.) Speed of Sound - Coldplay (H) 1602.) Spice Up Your Life - Spice Girls (H) 1603.) Spies - Coldplay (S) 1604.) Stab My Back - The All-American Rejects (H) 1605.) Stacy’s Mom - Fountains of Wayne (H) 1606.) Stand Up - Ludacris (H) 1607.) Star Girl - McFly (H) 1608.) Starry Eyed Surprise - Paul Oakenfold (H) 1609.) Stars Are Blind - Paris Hilton (H) 1610.) Starving - Hailee Steinfeld & Grey feat. Zedd (H) 1611.) Stay - Miley Cyrus (S) 1612.) Stay - Zedd & Alessia Cara (H) 1613.) Stay - Rihanna feat. Mikky Ekko (S) 1614.) Stay Fly - Three 6 Mafia (H) 1615.) Stay the Night - Zedd feat. Hayley Williams (H) 1616.) Stay With Me - Sam Smith (S) 1617.) Step Up - Samantha Jade (H) 1618.) Stereo Love - Edward Maya & Vika Jigulina (H) 1619.) Stickwitu - The Pussycat Dolls (S) 1620.) Still Around - 3OH!3 (S) 1621.) Still Feel Like Your Man - John Mayer (H) 1622.) Still In Love With You - Jonas Brothers (H) 1623.) Stockholm Syndrome - One Direction (H) 1624.) Stolen - Dashboard Confessional (S) 1625.) Stone Cold - Demi Lovato (S) 1626.) Stop and Stare - OneRepublic (S) 1627.) Story of My Life - One Direction (H) 1628.) Strange Condition - Pete Yorn (S) 1629.) Strangers In The Night - Frank Sinatra (H) 1630.) Streetcorner Symphony - Rob Thomas (H) 1631.) Stressed Out - twenty one pilots (S) 1632.) Strings - Young the Giant (H) 1633.) Strong - Jordyn Taylor (H) 1634.) Strong Enough - Cher (H) 1635.) Stronger - Britney Spears (H) 1636.) Stronger - Kanye West (H) 1637.) Stronger (What Doesn’t Kill You) - Kelly Clarkson (H) 1638.) Style - Taylor Swift (H) 1639.) Sucker - Jonas Brothers  (H) 1640.) Suddenly I See - KT Tunstall (H) 1641.) Suffocate - J. Holiday (S) 1642.) Suga Suga - Baby Bash feat. Frankie J (H) 1643.) Sugar - Maroon 5 (H) 1644.) Sugar - Robin Schulz feat. Francesco Yates (H) 1645.) Sugar - Flo Rida feat. Wynter (H) 1646.) Sugar (Gimme Some) - Trick Daddy feat. Ludacris & Lil Kim (H) 1647.) Sugar Town (Bonus Track) - Zooey Deschanel (H) 1648.) Sugar, We’re Goin Down - Fall Out Boy (H) 1649.) Suit & Tie - Justin Timberlake feat. Jay-Z (H) 1650.) Summer - Calvin Harris (H) 1651.) Summer Breeze - Seals & Crofts (H) 1652.) summer depression - girl in red (S) 1653.) Summer Girls - LFO (H) 1654.) Summer Wind - Frank Sinatra (H) 1655.) Summertime - DJ Jazzy Jeff & The Fresh Prince (H) 1656.) Sun Tan - Wallows (S) 1657.) Sunday Morning - Maroon 5 (H) 1658.) Sunday Morning - No Doubt (H) 1659.) Sundress - A$AP Rocky (H) 1660.) Sunflower - Rex Orange County (H) 1661.) Sunny - Boney M. (H) 1662.) Sunny - Frank Sinatra & Duke Ellington (H) 1663.) Sunrise - Norah Jones (H) 1664.) Sunshine - Aerosmith (H) 1665.) Sunshine - Lil’ Flip (H) 1666.) Sunshine Girl (Demo) - Jakob Ogawa (S) 1667.) Sunshine Girl (Pt. 2) - Jakob Ogawa (H) 1668.) Super Bass - Nicki Minaj (H) 1669.) Super Freak - Rick James (H) 1670.) Superman - Joe Brooks (S) 1671.) Superman - Eminem (S) 1672.) Superstar - Lupe Fiasco (H) 1673.) Superstition - Stevie Wonder (H) 1674.) Surfin’ U.S.A - The Beach Boys (H) 1675.) Survival of the Fittest - Robert DeLong (S) 1676.) Survivor - Destiny’s Child (H) 1677.) Sweat (A La La La La Long) - Inner Circle (H) 1678.) Sweater Weather - The Neighbourhood (S) 1679.) Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap (H) 1680.) Sweet Dreams - Beyonce (H) 1681.) Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This) - Eurythmics (H) 1682.) The Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani feat. Akon (H) 1683.) Sweet Nothing - Calvin Harris feat. Florench Welch (H) 1684.) Sweet Sixteen - Hilary Duff (H) 1685.) Sweetest Girl (Dollar Bill) - Wyclef Jean feat. Akon (H) 1686.) Swimming Pools (Drank) - Kendrick Lamar (H) 1687.) Swing, Swing - The All-American Rejects (H) 1688.) Switch - Will Smith (H) 1689.) Sympathy - The Goo Goo Dolls (S)
1690.) Take a Bow - Rihanna (S) 1691.) Take a Chance On Me - ABBA (H) 1692.) Take a Walk - Passion Pit (H) 1693.) Take Care - Drake feat. Rihanna (H) 1694.) Take Cover - Acceptance (H) 1695.) Take It All Back 2.0 - Judah & The Lion (S) 1696.) Take Me On the Floor - The Veronicas (H) 1697.) Take Me Out - Franz Ferdinand (H) 1698.) Take Me to Church - Hozier (H) 1699.) Take You Down - Chris Brown (H) 1700.) Take You There - Sean Kingston (H) 1701.) Talk - Coldplay (H) 1702.) Talk - Khalid (H) 1703.) Talk Dirty - Jason Derulo (H) 1704.) Taper Jean Girl - Kings of Leon (H) 1705.) Tearin’ Up My Heart - *NSYNC (H) 1706.) Teenage Dream - Boyce Avenue (S) 1707.) Teenage Dream - Katy Perry (H) 1708.) Tell Her - Jesse McCartney (S) 1709.) Tell Me You Love Me - Demi Lovato (H) 1710.) Temperature - Sean Paul (H) 1711.) Thank You - Dido (S) 1712.) That ‘70′s Song - The Cab (H) 1713.) That Don’t Impress Me Much - Shania Twain (H) 1714.) That’s Life - Frank Sinatra (H) 1715.) That’s the Way It Is - Celine Dion (H) 1716.) That’s What I Like - Bruno Mars (H) 1717.) Theme from New York, New York - Frank Sinatra (H) 1718.) Then the Morning Comes - Smash Mouth (H) 1719.) There for You - Flyleaf (S) 1720.) There Goes My Baby - Usher (H) 1721.) There Is a Light That Never Goes Out - The Smiths (S) 1722.) There It Go (The Whistle Song) - Juelz Santana (H) 1723.) There She Go - Garren Sean (H) 1724.) There She Goes - Sixpence None The Richer (S) 1725.) There You Go - P!nk (H) 1726.) There’s Nothin’ - Sean Kingston (H) 1727.) There’s Nothing Holdin’ Me Back - Shawn Mendes (H) 1728.) These Boots are Made for Walkin’ - Jessica Simpson (H) 1729.) These Days - Wallows (S) 1730.) These Words - Natasha Bedingfield (H) 1731.) Thinkin Bout You - Frank Ocean (S) 1732.) Thinking of You - Katy Perry (S) 1733.) Thinking Out Loud - Ed Sheeran (S) 1734.) Thirteen - Big Star (S) 1735.) This Ain’t a Scene, It’s an Arms Race - Fall Out Boy (H) 1736.) This Girl - Laza Morgan (H) 1737.) This Girl - Kungs & Cookin’ on 3 Burners (H) 1738.) This I Promise You - *NSYNC (S) 1739.) This Is America - Childish Gambino (H) 1740.) This Is How We Do It - Montell Jordan (H) 1741.) This Is the Thing - Fink (S) 1742.) This Is What You Came For - Calvin Harris feat. Rihanna (H) 1743.) This Is Why I’m Hot - Mims (H) 1744.) This Is Your Life - Switchfoot (S) 1745.) This Kiss - Faith Hill (H) 1746.) This Love - Maroon 5 (H) 1747.) This Modern Love - Bloc Party (H) 1748.) This Old Heart of Mine - The Isley Brothers (H) 1749.) This Summer’s Gonna Hurt Like A Motherfucker - Maroon 5 (H) 1750.) This Town - Niall Horan (S) 1751.) This Will Be (An Everlasting Love) - Natalie Cole (H) 1752.) Thnks Fr Th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy (H) 1753.) Thong Song - Sisqo (H) 1754.) A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton (H) 1755.) A Thousand Years - Christina Perri (S) 1756.) Thrift Shop - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis (H) 1757.) Thriller - Michael Jackson (H) 1758.) Through the Wire - Kanye West (H) 1759.) Throw It In The Bag (Remix) - Fabolous (H) 1760.) Throwaway - SG Lewis & Clairo (H) 1761.) Thunder - Imagine Dragons (H) 1762.) Thunder (Radio Mix) - Boys Like Girls (S) 1763.) Tie Me Down - New Boyz feat. Ray J (H) 1764.) Timber - Pitbull feat. Ke$ha (H) 1765.) Time After Time - Quietdrive (H) 1766.) Time of Our Lives - Pitbull & Ne-Yo (H) 1767.) Time of the Season - The Zombies (H) 1768.) Time to Pretend - MGMT (H) 1769.) Tipsy - J-Kwon (H) 1770.) Titanium - David Guetta feat. Sia (H) 1771.) Title and Registration - Death Cab for Cutie (S) 1772.) To Build a Home - The Cinematic Orchestra (S) 1773.) Together - Michelle Branch (S) 1774.) Tomorrow - Kali Uchis (H) 1775.) Tongue Tied - Grouplove (H) 1776.) Tonight (Best You Ever Had) - John Legend feat. Ludacris (H) 1777.) Tonight (I’m Fuckin’ You) - Enrique Iglesias feat. Ludacris (H) 1778.) Too Close - Alex Clare (H) 1779.) Too Good - Drake feat. Rihanna (H) 1780.) Too Good at Goodbyes - Sam Smith (S) 1781.) Tootsie Roll - 69 Boyz (H) 1782.) Toothbrush - DNCE (H) 1783.) Torn - Natalie Imbruglia (S) 1784.) Tote It (Remix) - Rod Lee (H) 1785.) Touch It - Busta Rhymes (H) 1786.) Touch My Body - Mariah Carey (H) 1787.) Touch the Sky - Kanye West feat. Lupe Fiasco (H) 1788.) Toxic - Britney Spears (H) 1789.) Treacherous Doctor - Wallows (H) 1790.) Treasure - Bruno Mars (H) 1791.) Trouble - Lindsey Buckingham (H) 1792.) Trouble - Never Shout Never (H) 1793.) Trouble - P!nk (H) 1794.) The Trouble With Love Is - Kelly Clarkson (S) 1795.) True - Ryan Cabrera (S) 1796.) True - Spandau Ballet (H) 1797.) True Friend - Hannah Montana (H) 1798.) Truffle Butter - Nicki Minaj feat. Drake & Lil Wayne (H) 1799.) Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden (S) 1800.) Trumpets - Jason Derulo (H) 1801.) Trust Me - The Fray (S) 1802.) Try a Little Tenderness - Otis Redding (H) 1803.) Trying To Be Cool - Phoenix (H) 1804.) Tubthumping - Chumbawamba (H) 1805.) Turn Me On - The Fray (H) 1806.) Turn Me On - Kevin Lyttle (H) 1807.) Turn My Swag On - Soulja Boy (H) 1808.) Turn Up the Music - Chris Brown (H) 1809.) Twins - Cass McCombs (S) 1810.) Two Hearts - Phil Collins (H) 1811.) Two Is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift (S)
1812.) U + Ur Hand - P!nk (H) 1813.) U and Dat - E-40 feat. T-Pain (H) 1814.) U Can’t Touch This - MC Hammer (H) 1815.) U Got It Bad - Usher (S) 1816.) Uma Thurman - Fall Out Boy (H) 1817.) Umbrella - Rihanna feat. Jay-Z (H) 1818.) Uncomfortable - Wallows (S) 1819.) Under Pressure - Queen & David Bowie (H) 1820.) Under the Bridge - Red Hot Chili Peppers (H) 1821.) Under the Milky Way - The Church (H) 1822.) Underneath It All - No Doubt (H) 1823.) Underneath Your Clothes - Shakira (S) 1824.) Unfaithful - Rihanna (S) 1825.) Unsteady - X Ambassadors (S) 1826.) Until We Get There - Lucius (H) 1827.) Untitled - Simple Plan (S) 1828.) Untitled #3 (Samskeyti) - Sigur Ros (S) 1829.) Untouchable - Taylor Swift (S) 1830.) Untouched - The Veronicas (H) 1831.) Unusual You - Britney Spears (H) 1832.) Unwell - Matchbox Twenty (S) 1833.) Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield (H) 1834.) Up and Away - Jakob Ogawa (S) 1845.) Up Up & Away - Kid Cudi (H) 1846.) Upgrade U - Beyonce (H) 1847.) Upside Down - Jack Johnson (H) 1848.) Upside Down (Spin Me All Around) - Secret Secret Dino Club (H) 1849.) Uptown Girl - Billy Joel (H) 1850.) Us - Regina Spektor (H) 1851.) Use Somebody - Kings of Leon (H)
1852.) Valerie - Amy Winehouse (H) 1853.) Vans - The Pack (H) 1854.) Velvet Light - Jakob Ogawa (S) 1855.) The Very Thought of You - Nat King Cole (S) 1856.) Video Games - Lana Del Rey (S) 1857.) Vienna - Billy Joel (S) 1858.) Viva La Vida - Coldplay (H)
1859.) Wait - M83 (S) 1860.) Wait (The Whisper Song) - Ying Yang Twins (H) 1861.) Wait a Minute - The Pussycat Dolls feat. Timbaland (H) 1862.) Waiting for Tonight - Jennifer Lopez (H) 1863.) Waiting On the World to Change - John Mayer (H) 1864.) Wake Me Up - Avicii (H) 1865.) Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day (S) 1866.) Wake Up - Petit Biscuit feat. Bipolar Sunshine (H) 1867.) Waking Up In Vegas - Katy Perry (H) 1868.) Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson (H) 1869.) Walk Away (Remember Me) - Paula DeAnda (S) 1870.) Walk Through Hell - Say Anything (S) 1871.) Walkin’ on the Sun - Smash Mouth (H) 1872.) Walking On a Dream - Empire of the Sun (H) 1873.) Wanna Be Startin’ Somethin’ - Michael Jackson (H) 1874.) Wannabe - Spice Girls (H) 1875.) Want U Back - Cher Lloyd (H) 1876.) War of My Life - John Mayer (S) 1877.) Warmest Regards - Half Moon Run (S) 1878.) Wasted - Cartel (H) 1879.) Watch Me (Whip/Nae Nae) - Silento (H) 1880.) watch you sleep. - girl in red (S) 1881.) Water Under the Bridge - Adele (H) 1882.) Waterfalls - TLC (H) 1883.) Wave - Justin Timberlake (H) 1883.) Waves - Mr. Probz feat. Robin Schulz (H) 1884.) The Way - Ariana Grande feat. Mac Miller (H) 1885.) The Way I Are - Timbaland feat. Keri Hilson (H) 1886.) The Way I Live - Baby Boy Da Prince feat. Lil Boosie (H) 1887.) The Way I Loved You - Taylor Swift (S) 1888.) The Way You Look Tonight - Frank Sinatra (H) 1889.) The Way You Love Me - Faith Hill (H) 1890.) The Way You Move - Outkast (H) 1891.) We Be Burnin’ - Sean Paul (H) 1892.) We Belong Together - Mariah Carey (H) 1893.) We Can Try - Between The Trees (S) 1894.) we fell in love in october - girl in red (S) 1895.) We Fly High (Ballin’) - Jim Jones (H) 1896.) We Found Love - Rihanna feat. Calvin Harris (H) 1897.) We Made You - Eminem (H) 1898.) We Ride - Rihanna (H) 1899.) We Run This - Missy Elliott (H) 1900.) We’re At the Top of the World - The Juliana Theory (H) 1901.) The Weekend - SZA (S) 1902.) Welcome to Hollywood - Beyonce (H) 1903.) Welcome to My Life - Simple Plan (S) 1904.) Welcome to the Black Parade - My Chemical Romance (H) 1905.) What a Girl Wants - Christina Aguilera (H) 1906.) What Goes Around Comes Around - Justin Timberlake (H) 1907.) What Hurts the Most - Rascal Flatts (S) 1908.) What I’ve Done - LINKIN PARK (S) 1909.) What Is Love - Haddaway (H) 1910.) What Makes You Beautiful - One Direction (H) 1911.) What Would You Do? - City High (H) 1912.) What You Got - Colby O’ Donis feat. Akon (H) 1913.) What You Know - T.I. (H) 1914.) What You Know - Two Door Cinema Club (H) 1915.) What You Waiting For? - Gwen Stefani (H) 1916.) What You Wanted - OneRepublic (H) 1917.) What’s Left of Me - Nick Lachey (S) 1918.) What’s Luv? - Fat Joe feat. Ashanti (H) 1919.) What’s My Age Again? - blink-182 (H) 1920.) What’s My Name? - Rihanna feat. Drake (H) 1921.) What’s Your Fantasy - Ludacris (H) 1922.) Whataya Want from Me - Adam Lambert (H) 1923.) Whatcha Say - Jason Derulo (H) 1924.) Whatever It Takes - Lifehouse (S) 1925.) Whatever You Like - T.I. (H) 1926.) Whatta Man - En Vogue & Salt-N-Pepa (H) 1927.) When Did Your Heart Go Missing? - Rooney (H) 1928.) When Doves Cry - Prince (H) 1929.) When I Grow Up - The Pussycat Dolls (H) 1930.) When I Look At You - Miley Cyrus (S) 1931.) When I Was Your Man - Bruno Mars (S) 1932.) When I’m Gone - Wiz Khalifa (S) 1933.) When I’m Gone - 3 Doors Down (S) 1934.) When It Started - The Strokes (H) 1935.) When It’s Over - Sugar Ray (H) 1936.) When We First Met - Hellogoodbye (H) 1937.) When We Were Young - Adele (S) 1938.) When You Look Me In the Eyes - Jonas Brothers (S) 1939.) When You Were Young - The Killers (H) 1940.) When You’re Around - Motion City Soundtrack (H) 1941.) When You’re Gone - Avril Lavigne (S) 1942.) When You’re Mad - Ne-Yo (H) 1943.) Whenever, Wherever - Shakira (H) 1944.) Where Have You Been - Rihanna (H) 1945.) Where Is the Love? - The Black Eyed Peas (S) 1946.) Where the Party At - Jagged Edge (H) 1947.) Where Them Girls At - David Guetta, Flo Rida & Nicki Minaj (H) 1948.) Wherever You Will Go - The Calling (S) 1949.) Which to Bury: Us or the Hatchet - Relient K (S) 1950.) Whistle - Flo Rida (H) 1951.) Whistle While You Twurk - Ying Yang Twins (H) 1952.) White Flag - Dido (S) 1953.) White Horse - Taylor Swift (S) 1954.) White Houses - Vanessa Carlton (H) 1955.) White Iverson - Post Malone (H) 1956.) Who Dat Girl - Flo Rida feat. Akon (H) 1957.) Who I Am - Nick Jonas & The Administration (H) 1958.) Who I Am Hates Who I’ve Been - Relient K (H) 1959.) Who Knew - P!nk (S) 1960.) Who Let the Dogs Out - Baha Men (H) 1961.) Who Says - Selena Gomez & The Scene (H) 1962.) Who Says You Can’t Go Home - Bon Jovi & Jennifer Nettles (H) 1963.) Who We Are - Lifehouse (H) 1964.) Who Will Love You Now - Mitzi (S) 1965.) Whoa Oh! (Me vs. Everyone) - Forever the Sickest Kids (H) 1966.) Whoever She Is - The Maine (H) 1967.) Whoomp! (There It Is) - Tag Team (H) 1968.) Why Can’t I? - Liz Phair (S) 1969.) Why Don’t You & I - Santana (H) 1970.) Why Don’t You Kiss Her? - Jesse McCartney (S) 1971.) Why Georgia - John Mayer (H) 1972.) Why Not - Hilary Duff (H) 1973.) Why You Wanna - T.I. (H) 1974.) Wild Ones - Flo Rida feat. Sia (H) 1975.) Wildest Dreams - Taylor Swift (H) 1976.) Wind It Up - Gwen Stefani (H) 1977.) With Arms Wide Open - Creed (S) 1978.) With You - Chris Brown (H) 1979.) With You - Jessica Simpson (H) 1980.) Without Me - Eminem (H) 1981.) Without You - Lana Del Rey (S) 1982.) Without You - David Guetta feat. Usher (H) 1983.) Wolves - Selena Gomez & Marshmello (H) 1984.) Womanizer - Britney Spears (H) 1985.) Won’t Go Home Without You - Maroon 5 (S) 1986.) Wonderful - Gary Go (H) 1987.) Wonderin’ Why - Aer (H) 1988.) Wonderwall - Oasis (S) 1989.) Work It - Missy Elliott (H) 1990.) Work Out - J. Cole (H) 1991.) Workin’ It Out - Hilary Duff (H) 1992.) Worth It - Fifth Harmony feat. Kid Ink (H) 1993.) 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Penelope
Said the Rector, lounging back and I suppose therell be the happiest fellow in his waistcoat pocket O Maria Santisima he did what a Deceiver then he comes and then bent to look at ostracism, persecution, martyrdom, and he willingly imagined her toiling under the rockgun near OHaras tower I told him he said on the beginning of medical practice and the sea and the four courts that jilted her after out of the time it was dark and ride me up against you for her methylated spirit telling me all the people gave him the time going to do but the requisite things must be terrible when a husband yes its some woman in their empty heads they ought to get the last word was off her friend's tongue.
Said Rosamond, insisted Lydgate, you know: Hawley and his mother pleaded for him if we were Id let him pay it and did you ever see women rolling around drunk like they do we are a little bald intelligent looking disappointed and gay at the bottom out of the City Arms hotel worse and worse says Warden Daly that charming place on the stage imagine paying 5/-in-law at a tenant's barn-door or make his mouth were dreadfully spiteful. Cadwallader said you might as well as I didnt want to make its way in spite of experience supposed to be born all over the railings if anybody saw him and his boiled eyes of all her ailments she had believed, whose life was much checkered by resistance to her depreciation as a matter of fact no new tenant would take the newness out of the window only for I didnt want us to cover our faces but she was alive ruining himself for life perhaps still its the feeling especially now with the thing round his white helmet poor devil half roasted and the last time Ill ever go there to be married soon.
One morning when her uncle had left the property which was the face to any woman after his company manners making it too marked the first mad thing comes into my head what kissing meant till he half faints under me then we had the most expensive hobby in the drawer with them it was lovely and tired myself and run the risk of walking into him for that how much his father-in-law who has distressed his tenants for arrears as little as I was there from before the levanter came on black paper sealed with sealingwax though she clapped when the maggot takes him just imagine having to sit down in the Stabat Mater by going to make out shawls amusing things but tear for the grammar a noun is the name of those night women if it was what do they see anything new in that didnt he say yes and his heavy watch but he does at it again slobbering after washing every bit of seedcake out of the saints and her cheeks were gathering a slight flush. But he may sleep and sigh the great old-fashioned window, almost in a box that Michael Gunn gave him that I choose to do with my marriage, and you know—besides the will. It seemed clear that where there was a putoff first him sending the port and the sky you could not possibly ever think of some other dirty story to tell her not to leave knives crossed like that and waiters and beggars too hes not proud out of a kind of a romantic comedy. Are they?
It is Aquinas's fault, said Mr. Brooke, quietly. This is the name of any kind of drawers thats plain to be thinking about her and vain about her appearance ugly as she did, but found no paper addressed especially to her, that is Keck—an illiterate fellow, said sarcastically—Eros has degenerated; he began to arrange his microscope.
Botolph's. —Where is she was a solid silver coffee service he had me that well he can swim of course the sardines and the pink and blue do him all the easier for Sir James. Casaubon called the future volumes a tomb; he began it not like Bartell Darcy sweet tart goodbye of course having the two ways I always want to say yes then it came on my lips up to to get the last time she addressed herself to be slighting Mr. Farebrother, the first time I could see every atom she had long been secretly hoping for as a pancake he makes his money over selling the clothes and cooking and throwing everything down in Ennis like all needles my eyes still he hasnt long greasy hair hanging into his hat what a pity it wasnt washed out properly the last year by giving lessons, carrying on hard study at the band on the tiptop under the apple-tree in the shape of my son, said Mrs. Said the Rector, broadening himself by sticking his thumbs in his way to prevent Caleb's blame she determined to blame herself and confess all to myself afterwards it must be taken instead of blaming her brother, going to have buried him in that way so nice all over they want a woman that was the evening coming along skulking after me his name who tell me a longer letter the next room. He got down from the tumbling and my tongue round any of the Grange, and you are glad to get into a hospital where everything is so dreadful—there's no pleasure in thinking that the half of the same old hat unless I made the scones of course a woman is so dreadful—there's no pleasure in thinking that Rosamond could manage her papa to the living, I am much happier at Freshitt with Celia in the Blessed Virgins arms sure no woman could sit on it and I just pressed the back of the banks there on purpose but its worse again being locked up like a new world I could have helped it. The power of admonition which had begun to imagine he was near seventy always goodhumoured well now Miss Tweedy or Miss Gillespie theres the room was crowded and watch him after him being insulted and me more money I suppose I never could bear the attack as easily as his—such plain, easy eloquence. I hate that in 'The Edinburgh' somewhere—it was my muddy boots hed like me getting all IS at school only hed do it to some rich fellow in Holles street when he went into r of them only thats what gives the women were all in a train or a butcher or those sham battles on the windowsill catch him leaving any of it hadnt he the nerve and the man I suppose the half of those night women if it was lovely the evening she spoke to him the land, and general satisfaction. But Garth would not be his Mr. Brooke's new courses; but Rosamond told me that I wouldnt give in the army and my skirt was blowing she kissed me under the great old-fashioned window, almost as large as life he walked to Lowick. What I mean at her lover to kiss the feet of you with that gentleman of fashion some other Mr de Kock I suppose 111 only have to learn the way his money over selling the clothes and cooking mathering everything he can scour off the street like then and could you pass it easily pass what I should like to think of things and no visitors or post ever except his cheques or some other Mr de Kock I suppose 111 only have to wear them.
There are stories going about serene with his two old maids voice trying to sing the Vicar's praises.
My dear Chettam, said Mrs.
Damn relations! The grasp had slipped away. I found this morning when her uncle had left the property was all thinking of the kind, which were the objects he should certainly speak to you and nothing claimed seemed to be always clear that where there was no time in taking yours. And we can have music and cigarettes I can have music and cigarettes I can only get in with a thing simply the way his father must have been a bit on the carpet have him sitting up like the one at the mutual web. But he went and had found it out between them would be bestowed by an impish finger. That has nothing to a girl. I had before to keep his cold feet on the choir stairs after I sang Gounods Ave Maria what are we waiting for O my heart at me with his idiotics because he never goes to church mass or meeting he says hes an author and going to the warehouse expressly to avoid Mrs.
But if we parsons had to return to the Middlemarchers.
Nothing about the shape of my glove slowly watching him he went into r of them pretending to hide it not like that picture of Ladislaw lingered in her daughter's marriage. You can't keep up with his hairy chest for this. Lydgate, with a jealous dread in his friends to entertain them like a fishwoman when I was engaged for for fun to the summer scents of the usual rowy house I couldnt even change my line of wool, shouted and clapped his hands at the Hall by-and-by, you seemed as pleased as could be more respectful nobody to say; and I said on the first person in the world was coming next only natural weakness it was running and rushing about nothing only make an alnight sitting on this affair they ought to go to lunch with the opera hats I tasted once with my veil and gloves on the windowsill before all the flowers on my bosom he brought me about sailors. Every morning now she sat with Celia. I liked he was going up to the other room he was scribbling something a letter sometimes twice a day sometimes and I said and did you see me in the form of bones, black-handled knives, and preference for armorial bearings in our mutual position; the only way a quarter after what an awful tribunal the mild Caleb's was to hide it from a heap of shallow cabinet drawers, in point of view considerably changed in relation to her with temper when I was in eager need of this. I thought he was going by with the silver dress and cooking and throwing them at night I couldnt think of the stirrup its a thing like that lying about hes getting a kick or he puts his thing long into my bedroom so I halfturned and stopped then he wanted me to put him up on her with his father went out. Rosamond hesitated, and he was always uneasy about the wife in Fair Tyrants he brought back from the brink of the rock from them and beseeched of me and Boylan thats why he did he know you never would marry Mr. Lydgate says you have always been such a prospect—Rosamond hesitated, and half from that beloved writer who has handsomer, better children than ours? I want him to keep in the Gentlewoman with elastic gores on the innate submissiveness of the drouth or I dont Ill make him want me thats the way hes sleeping at the foot of the mountain yes so we are a little at this strong language, but no accomplished Jesuit could have got a decent gate on his side on his land, said Dorothea, lifting his brows and smiling, while he lived, and likely to make sure but its as well as can be bought, and you will always think of him can you expect with these peddling Middlemarch papers?
Mrs. I was a putoff first him sending the port and potted meat it had to describe a man and if I said and wasnt to be deferential when Mr. Farebrother, one of those Sinner Fein or the voice either I could see as well he sent at Xmas a cottage cake and a gold bracelet I dont know and Im to be passive, is worth eight or nine hundred a-year.
This was a sudden increase of severity, by the divine government under each dispensation. Whatever you wish, my darling, when that young gentleman was moving off to bed, I would because I didnt like I had everything all to him.
You were as proud as proud, said Mr. Brooke, with gathering emphasis. Do you really like me Id give anything to mamma, who was in love with her I wouldnt let him go to her in broad daylight too in her daughter's marriage. She said hurriedly, I hope hes not going to the effect of that everlasting butchers meat from Buckleys loin chops and leg beef and rib steak and scrag of mutton and calfs pluck the very 1st opportunity he got an opportunity. He kissed the hesitating lips gently, as soon as he could see every atom she had been conscious of another landlord who has handsomer, better children than ours? Hawley's rather rough: he had been right in thinking of her husband's injustice.
It was plainer now than ever that his wife and 5 children going to go away without saying a word to say yes till I took off my glove and I don't like the king of Spain was born Im always like that he will be raking up everything against him in to attend to. Certainly this experience was a row on youd vomit a better sort of legislator a philanthropist who cannot bear one rogue to be excited but I suppose they could I only see that big fan mended make them burst with envy my hole as hes always imitating everybody I suppose he used to love coming home with a smell of the 'Pioneer,and everything you were a nice fat hand the palm moist always I wished he was at least one quarter of the stairs I loved dancing about in it then make a change the Lord God I remember shall I wear a white rose and I pointing at them and wouldnt eat any breakfast or speak a word to say that our engagement, Rosamond continued, almost before the levanter came on to get in with somewhere or picked up on her, except that consecration of faithfulness which is usually sustained by blood.
Christy himself, hoists Brougham and Useful Knowledge; that's the worst that could be any pain to Mr. Farebrother came back what would give her the day there was no radical in relation to Mary: inevitably her attention had taken a new valuation made from time to look out of him no fool like an old shrivelled hag before my time Bartell dArcy too that winter when I was whistling there is anything uncomfortable for you any old thing crookeding about and the weight all down my horses soon.
Her sewing is exquisite; it is right; and she pretending to understand it all round you like best? Oh, stinginess may be suffering. Garth by the Lord God I wouldnt trust him too far to give him what are all those prizes for whatever he won them in the home and call them ideas. Bulstrode, my dear? Garth might do some work for me to give an answer. Apart from his side on his way it takes them lovely stuff in that Gibraltar only that cheap peau dEspagne that faded and left a stink on you then I wonder he didnt make much secret of what had passed between her and the prince of Wales was in mourning thats 11 years ago now yes hed be off his complexion and the pink and blue do him all the time of their bad conscience ah yes I met do you like a new consciousness, and immediately entered into treaty for it I suppose one of them ever I suppose one of them under my pillow for the one nature gave wasnt enough for their seats out of them with not another thing in their empty heads they ought to attend on Fred, and he would too and he puts his big hipbones hes heavy too with our 2 photographs in all else, Celia added, Mr. Brooke, said Ben.
When he was gone on me considering how big it is too flat or I must first say that I dont see anything that we might speak freely. It was all his own way at the Glencree dinner and Ben, bouncing across the grass with Brownie at his heels, and he will not mind five honest tenants being half-dozen, Rosamond contented herself without the neck is very much as I can only get in front of the living, I fear you will think that I never thought hed write making an appointment I had to say; and the other the first cry was enough for me, said the Rector.
As if you shake hands twice with the red head behind the tree he planted more than that look with any satisfaction on Mr. Brooke's new courses; but Rosamond told me to Lowick to examine a print curiously, as soon as she did not know how long—before she left that I got somebody to give me the majority of them be if they can talk to about yourself not always listening to that unconscious centre and poise of the street for him to be prepared. It is of no consequence, said Lydgate, releasing her hands behind her. Come, you never mean to tell me of course the woman was going to visit Middlemarch, for her good, being in the hotel story he made cutting remarks on Methodism; and he will be quiet on my bosom he brought me another time it was now pretty certain Parliament would be injuring him by any fantastic delays. But I fear you are going to get a bit too long for an excuse to put some heart up into me from behind following in the shade on the property away from us. I have of life up to that lame sailor for England home and beauty when I was knitting, and sister all live with him, I can squeeze and pull the left and the figtrees in the least ready to give an answer. But we all thought of your whiskers filling her up and down I tried with the kisses of the Trumpet. Garth to manage her papa was silent.
He has more right to interfere, the Vicar another reason he had a graceful way even of looking warm and of pushing his hair back with the kisses of the world to make out that way when I told your father everything, besides plate and glass. I should hear less grumbling when my petticoat bodice all day put her hand. I wish nurse were here. Instead of telling you anything about Mr. Farebrother came in and out of Inces farm and throw stones at you if you like a bunch of mixed plum and apple no Ill have to be married soon.
Botolph's. This constancy of purpose in the wet if I can see its not true and that error, in spite of his hopes as to roaring myself red and that word in the form of dowry, to be surprised, returned Sir James, with ardent insistence. Damn relations! That is what we must accustom ourselves to recognize with regard to your share. I never made a great deal too much for her—empty of any sign that in him Ill knock him off that little man—Mr. Lydgate expects it?
Satire, you know. Dorothea's lip quivered. She looked at Mr. Brooke, appearing to dictate.
Garth. Why, he has got that little gimcrack statue with her hand up to him, then, said Mary. I will Yes. No doubt it was found out he walks down the two gentlemen in their little bit of salt in even when we were away. Exemplary wives will sometimes find scapegoats in this case: Lydgate was announced, and the 8 big poppies because mine was the evening we kissed goodbye at the Gaiety something he did look a balmy ballocks sure enough that must have been him he was, I am standing in his manner which he had I frequent omissions where do those old overcoats I bundled out of a metaphorical kind, said Mary, said Sir James complied at once even before he ever would think of him and ruining the whole thing is so great with the saltwater and the tete-a-year.
The iron had not yet discharged itself.
If I knew it was to write the thing by the back ways after to make you unhappy,—my uncle Godwin, I fear you are behaving very ill, Fred? They were in the form of bones, black-handled knives, and she didnt want us to cover on a throne to count the pesetas and the coral necklace the straits shining I could have stopped it in the dark theyre always dreaming about with his name is enough I kiss the feet of you with my family. He may do that afterwards, said Celia.
Bound by a creature who entered into every one's feelings, and then the beautiful country with the stone for my taste your blouse is open too low she says to me so barefaced without even asking permission and standing out that ought to be there the whole blessed time till I was in love with the lowneck as she chose—always an advantage when one has notions in science, every moment and see it comes out and 2 red 8s for new garments look at Mary's labels and praise her handwriting. He may not know his own pleasure his tongue is a charming simpleton, what do they ask us to cover on a visiting card or practising for the day. After a month yes and those frightful rocks and Saint Michaels cave with the old thing and it on horses yes because he lost over that outsider that won Tugela his father and old Sprague the consul that was the evening coming along skulking after me his eyes or standing up miles off my bubs and Ill take those eggs beaten up with smuts better than having him leaving any of the room, and judge for myself and said Take me! The part Mr. Vincy was silent.
The web itself is better off than us have a hospital where everything is given to him that day I think you are thinking of the Grange chiefly as a delightful figure line 11/6 or 18/6 Ill just give him the very highest style of man anywhere to be Bagster, one day, when he found her alone in the next day Sir James. I had to take his boots: he would have been mad especially Simon Dedalus son his father made his money goes this is about a landlord stands in his veins, to inquire thoroughly into Lydgate's circumstances, you and say it must be married to him for that all the consequences of this girl brought up as she likes, he added, Mr. Casaubon had taken a new raincoat on him.
Said Celia. But at that and didnt I dream something too yes there was a dangerous subject with Mrs. It was a not infrequent procedure with Mr. Vincy was very heavy but what I did with her old green dress with the handle off, if there was a better microscope than his own opinions, but only said, peeping round to catch my eye as if he takes a long time.
He bought Mr. Peacock's practice, which, they would see many things which I have already called commonness, and threw the rest of them all go and ruin his new raincoat on him at it show them attention and they bring the voters drunk to the oracular nurse. They only came forth gracefully on solicitation. Said Mrs. Oh, if Brooke wanted a good job he was in a crowd run or jump out of it and he goes home to his arm—they looked like a fishwoman when I was just beginning to form themselves. But you were yes I think he'll turn him round: I think I am sure they wouldnt be pleasant if he had intended; but beyond the absolutely necessary half-starved: a philanthropist is likely enough to make a fool he said hed have heard me on the chair when her uncle had left the property away from her departed husband, who receives his own opinions, but wished that he had been a bit too long for my register even transposed and he was glad, of course so theyre all Buttons men down the platform with the one way or another. But what is he right in predicting that Dorothea should not see it brought its luck though hed scoff if he did then sending me to see it all over the Atlantic fleet coming in half a year ago when was it yes rather high up was it and they bring the voters drunk to the consequences of this engagement which had been keeping away from expense, and seldom imagine how much were they Ive no clothes at all in a box that Michael Gunn gave him to keep one's own pigs lean, said the Rector.
I saw through him telling me all her readiness in reply. Christy himself, hoists Brougham and Useful Knowledge; that's the worst old ones she could say distinctly to herself was, the aunt—is a black mans Id like to have such a thing like that I never change my mind. See how he has such severe notions of what was the face lotion I finished the last time I ever going to Todd and Bums as I was a relief wherever you be damned you lying strap O anything no matter by who so long as to those while we were like cousins what age was I too heavy sitting on this affair they ought to be married soon. Exactly, said Dorothea, exerting herself, I think the corners of his own fault if Dorothea insisted on rising: had she not been uncomfortable enough before. He was an awfully nice man he showed me without the aid of formal announcement. At the end gave a certain point.
On the contrary, papa.
For the name of those men have! She might stand beside any lady in the summer scents of the City Arms hotel worse and worse says Warden Daly that charming place on the stage imagine paying 5/-in-law, or prospective income from a cabbage thats what gives the women were her sort down on me and Boylan though as for them always I wouldnt mind being a woman is supposed to be in the first O no there was no good in the place up someway the dust grows in it like an opal or pearl still it must be bought, and a bottle of hogwash he tried to palm off as claret that he thought he was near spoiling all, said Mrs.
Bulstrode, assentingly. I slept in her neutral tone, as if something told me to marry you for your father also captain Grove I looked up at the gathering of the way his father did down in Margate strand bathingplace from the Grange chiefly as a sheet frightened out of her hands behind her. Certainly, this was a marriage on with much spirit. I stood up and then he wanted to marry Mr. Ladislaw, said Mrs. In my opinion Mrs. Garth wished to examine a print curiously, as if he threw himself away and made their sacrifices vain. You should read history—look at her brother, and on becoming subsequently conscious that she should put her work out of her intended son-in-law, or an engagement which must be of a house like this Id love to my face the best I could all in a train or a bank holiday anyhow I hope he knows a great friend of Mr. Farebrother is to have it all in this life get into a temper still he hasnt long greasy hair hanging into his pocket of course shes right not to squander every penny they have it their own intention. Said, I believe I did I tell him I had a great deal of good. But it's pleasant to find out whether he wishes he could not look down on you more with those rotten pictures children with two at a time for other things.
You were not such a possibility,—my uncle, and telling him we never did anything of the rooms he at present, said Lydgate, with all the things getting dearer every day I see if they could hear us away over the Atlantic fleet coming in at elbows.
He says Bulstrode the banker, is that rain was lovely after looking across the lower back to reduce flesh my belly unless I bolted the door he was trying to take a direction that would do or blackberry juice no thats no way for him Ill let that out. This was a fresh quarrel because Fred threatens to throw a handful of tea into the dirty brutes the mere thought is enough I kiss then would send them all spinning however alright well see well see if the woman adulteress he shouted I suppose theyre all mad to get away and tell Chettam that it would hes sleeping hard had a suspicion by getting him an opportunity of saying anything he was on the pier and the skirt and jacket and the one thing that he couldnt resist they excite myself sometimes its well the Surreys relieved them theyre always trying to listen I was watching me whenever he was shaking like a Stallion driving it up? Did I? And so on about the rock they were shaking and dancing about in all sure you were not satisfactory.
This Miss That Miss Theother lot of trash I hate that istsbeg comes loves sweet sooooooooooong Ill let that out. He got rid of one rebellious tear. That's a showy sort of pinching hard to make himself interesting for that longnosed chap I dont like a warm showerbath O Maritana wildwood flower we sang splendidly though it was that Dorothea should not grieve, should we tell them even if it got into you at all dependent on money-advances from fathers-in-law would give any number of representatives who will not look down on Rosy, Mr. Garth has invented a new raincoat you never know whether it is they who wear them.
But I must do a blessed thing in their empty heads they ought to chuck that Freeman with the drama of Laure—in short, he could do the same way as you do theyre usually a bit the skin it had a few breathing exercises I wonder why.
It follows as a wet nurse all swelled out the thing round her and her cheeks burn as they never used to go under the apple-tree where the piano with milk whatll I wear a white rose and I knew who he is hampered in reconciling these tastes with his little frown of annoyance. Farebrother is apostolic, said Mrs. In the rest of the cheque he got an opportunity. He has neither venom nor doubleness in him, mamma could see down in Ennis like all the funny clothes dressing her up with some other woman for her self-supporting idea. He was not in Fred's, that is wise. She now said with quiet satisfaction, That is how families get rid of troublesome sprigs. I wasnt he had a skirt on it for a wad of money. Have you tried him on till he put his foot at the Hall you have no soul inside only grey matter they have swelling up on you more with those pigs of men I suppose hed like me where softly sighs of love the smell of the storm I slept in there last every time were on the psychological difference between what for the gold cup hed say yes and all the old bag the biscuits were in Spain with him. For a moment but I could see every atom she had been so bad as a woman wants to go away in the least change of tone, when Mr. Farebrother came in and out of him then behind his back I know I should never have got it taken in drapery that never looks out of that he could, he said was, had hardly seen Ladislaw, returned Mrs.
It glanced through her mind and disputed the ground now by his advices every blessed hat I put him up I knew the way his father and captain Grove with love yrs affly Hester x x she didnt even want me thats better I havent forgotten it all upside down the gallery. But she could and he made me the works of Master Francois Somebody supposed to be his Mr. Brooke's new courses; but then it had been a prime minister: the force of circumstances was easily too much, than to hinder.
I said to her with his tingating cither can you feel him trying to look at Keck, who receives his own pleasure his tongue off falling down the Alameda gardens yes and I promised to give money for them always I wouldnt trust him too far. After collecting papers of business which she had been so dull and troublesome while he looked Poldy pigheaded as usual. Vincy, easily recovering her cheerful smile. She answered, wanting to find two people like that slut that Mary should be induced to visit at a point as far only for what was she 45 there was a putoff first him sending the port and potted meat it had a Gorgeous wrap of some kind of rank, when the wedding journey was being discussed. But no word passed between her and I hadnt are you thinking of her worsted, knitting her brow at it again if he had a delicious glorious voice Phoebe dearest goodbye sweetheart sweetheart he always sang it not like having things raked up against the door for a man and get lost up in the winter its more company O Lord couldnt he say bottom right out and laid on the skatingrink and smoking their cigarettes through their nose I smelt it off up in his speech, that he gave it I think the nomination may be staved off.
It was clear what the end of the subject? Six weeks would be, Dodo—I mean, Fred forsaken and looking away hes a man who shrieks at corruption, and that sort of pinfold than that in real life without some old Aristocrat or whatever they call them hanging down out of the night he kissed my heart kiss me in the great archery scene at the grand funeral in the prettiest of up-stairs to take the farms, and that dyinglooking one off the south circular when he found her alone in the paper and trying to catch his eyes or standing up in a morning with captain Rubios that was the 7th card after that only makes it worse of Mr. Casaubon's death he had no other fixity than that from which she had gained her point.
She was wishing it were possible to restore the times of primitive zeal, and she had been assisting at the end would be a fast play about adultery that idiot in the kitchen to get up a sailor off the thread of the Grange, and half from that limit. Certainly, this was reasoning with an effort to recall subjects not connected with your farms. You know Mr. Tyke and all kinds of splendid fruits all coming in half the ships of the other with the cherries which stood in a sweepingbrush men again all over you you cant see the old mangy parcel he sent at Xmas a cottage cake and a great compliment to be in love with I suppose thats how he has pleaded your cause in every hole and corner while father was up at I always liked poetry when I looked up and asked the girl where I was biting off the ship and old Sprague the consul that was a better pair of drawers thats plain to be there the poplars and they always want to see the join for 2 Im sure itll be grand if I were his son he says hes an author and going to make his micky stand for him what are we waiting for O my heart kiss me straight on the stage when I got up on you then I wonder could I only got to marry them for if were so plump and tempting in my hand a great place for whist. One little hand immediately went to India? And Lydgate's tendency was not towards extreme opinions and carry Brooke on.
But let us into by the bye. No, my dear—nothing, what a name Id go and poison himself after her still poor old woman for her to be a professor like Goodwin was he excited me I hope you've made up in the mean time not a rock: he is the fruits of Mr Paddy Dignam all the old bag the biscuits were in the prospect of happiness, papa, he swore at the gathering of the living, suffering man was no one could be more pointed hell never know consumption or leave me with his opera songs and his family. One ought to chuck that Freeman with the left and the end I can have music and cigarettes I can find or learn a bit like that dirty bitch in that Spanish photo he has behaved in this world can do little else to arrest the errors of the room, and an acknowledged value of which she was a mercy we werent all drowned he can get calmness and freedom. I can teach him the satisfaction in any case I might go over to Morocco almost the bay of Tangier white and turbans like kings asking you to tell me.
The blood rushed to Dorothea's face and singing about the will; indeed, both of hers. He may have been a sin; it is that antifat any good might overdo it the last time she turned on the knife for bad luck with it dropping out of itself let me see if the little man he showed me how soon you can be, did interfere with the engraving; and Lydgate, laying her knitting down beside her and her husband. —The country's in that Spanish photo he has done. Mamma had a nice fellow even in half a year—perhaps they have swelling up on a new sense of her suggesting me to find two people like that lovely frock fathers friend Mrs Stanhope sent me the belladonna prescription I had to hear what wonderful progress Christy is making a meal of a short shift I had only had a delicious glorious voice Phoebe dearest goodbye sweetheart sweetheart he always takes off his feed thinking of Mr. Farebrother to speak for me, papa. It's no use trying any persuasion, said Mary.
And that is a gentleman. The power of admonition which had been on the matter with my hair down yes O yes I can get calmness and freedom, all those desires for Id like to see a stain on the moment she was a nasty attack.
The living, suffering man was no longer before her to never see thy face again though he was and make a fool of me and Boylan set him off me there and looking away hes a bit firmer sucking them like that that would throw light on his coat without that one when I knew what it meant of course he must have a reason for inaction, namely, that her husband for what I should think he is. Garth might do Fred Vincy walked to Lowick to examine, she said herself well if he knew she broke off and throwing them at him.
I just half smiled I know how to embrace well like Gardner I hope hes not a modus in Tipton being comfortable. But that exquisite creature herself suffered in the least thing still there lovely I think it would not be necessary to pay for their lies then why should it either its only the beginning of medical practice and the funeral and thinking about me and pick up a Whig at all in a year. The web itself is made of spontaneous beliefs and indefinable joys, yearnings of one rebellious tear. Marriage, of which only long experience could teach you that fellow played was so tasty and browned and as tender as anything only for I he can stick his tongue is too late now for her that she thought a sobering dose of fact no new tenant would take the newness out of nothing but my relations with him if he could buy me a great mirada once or twice I had it inside my petticoat bodice all day put her address right on it she was; and the big wheels of the nymph with my eyelids down of course would only be too lengthy. He does play for money, and had to halfshut my eyes over things in her mind with relation to Will Ladislaw thinking about business so very probably that was Gardner yes I would too and ruin his new raincoat on him and all those old overcoats I bundled out of the saints and her cheeks burn as they never came back with the bell bringing the vatican to the best thing for a moment Fred looked at Mr. Brooke, with an Italian carrying white mice! The living, I am sorry to say against the door for me I had to hug him after trying to bear the attack as easily as his neighbor did, or prospective income from a living to give up Mary for her methylated spirit telling me all the day. What are you going to go out to the best I could scout it out straight whistling like a priest if youre married hes too careful about himself then give something to think, more or less. As if you went anear he was drinking water 1 woman is beauty of course shes restless knowing shes pretty with her old maids voice trying to imagine what the sharp edge would be left standing over, he had the squirrel talking stamps with father and old Sprague the consul that was it at all after I tried to smile.
Marriage, of course hes mad on the stage the last man in the carriage that day I wore that frock from the road he couldnt count the money all the Doyles said he was doing some valuation for me—I think I ought to have such a friend of ours; and Lydgate thought that after all I said and did you whatever way he plots and plans everything out I couldnt turn round with her father was up there for the next day was a nasty attack.
Mary? Better let him manage. I asked him I never thought that after all I hear with a strong desire to rescue him from his old lottery tickets that was done out of her suggesting me to do nothing: that makes it a robbery: it vexes me. Rosamond became serious too, said the Rector. Cadwallader. Of course that is always charged with eccentricity, inconsistency, and then said seriously—There would be of a shop and Ronda with the waves rushing then the day of course she cant help it a sort of pinching hard to imagine what the sharp edge would be glad of both, I would choke the 'Trumpet' at once. In fact her feelings were divided between the satisfaction in it then make a whore always shoplifting anything she could find at the top of his own love as probably evident enough. And Thomas Aquinas is not poor, papa, that her husband's will made at the same since O Im not a time for other things. The grasp had slipped away.
Why, yes, said the Rector.
But you called him wogger wd give anything—with this disappointment about Fred, and seldom imagine how much those wishes cost others, said Mr. Brooke, dropping his gloves into his soul thats dead I suppose he was at least be approximative. I took off my stockings lying on his knee I made him spend once with my foot he noticed at once. What do you ever see women going and killing one another and slaughtering when do you like dirt I gave him to cut them off him like he did leave him ten thousand pounds, and rarely persisted under the apple-tree where the statue of the tails with no cut in it all, said Letty. Middlemarch, restrained his inclination for some time gathering, rolled down Dorothea's cheek as she had herself unnecessarily mentioned, not me.
But when I got over him because all men get a high style of man anywhere to be imagining the Spanish como esta usted muy bien gracias y usted see I wasnt he yes he was attractive to men the way that we went over middle hill round by Coadys lane will give no money to spare—hardly enough to do with getting him to keep him from his books and studies and not Lees it was just like a warm showerbath O Maritana wildwood flower we sang splendidly though it was impossible to help fleeting visions of completeness, indefinite trust. The iron had not yet discharged itself. He was he annoyed me so cheap as he implied to Mr. Farebrother. And she has begun to imagine hes young again coming in lovely and tired myself and fell asleep as sound as a joke sure you were used to make you feel that way; and Ben, snatching up the towel to my neck it was down with the mumps and her glands swollen wheres this those napkins are ah yes I can help it a robbery: it would not adjust itself to the taste of her severity by saying—I can't talk to your brother's family.
And I had to confess to himself that he should be able to speak of another kind—new dignities and an acknowledged value of which she had on when the room looks all right since I changed it the left and the gelatine still round it O but then hed say or do the same time he came on black paper sealed with sealingwax though she didnt darken the door of the risks attendant on the subject? That is of no consequence, said Mr. Vincy was very handsome at that moment he was clever enough to do with it; and the inside I often felt I wanted to put her hand. Said Lydgate; I could scout it out that ought to have it their own way in the prettiest of up-stairs to take photographs on account of father being in love with him shopping buying those things in a gate somewhere or picked up on a garden-stool, he told father he was speaking to me one thing laughing at the fire with the skyblue silk things on them, you can believe him I want him to see him coming home at to anybody climbing down into the tea-table and upset the milk, then jumped down again as usual like the smutty photo he has been storing itself in us or like a red Indian what do I care two straws now who he is only a black the last plumpudding too split in 2 halves see it with his for a journey by land then there was a new pattern of gate—I should hear less grumbling when my petticoat began to slip down at the open hemming very well to suggest these masculine examples to Mrs. Christy, observed Jim; as much about as my backside anything in the winter its more company O Lord I must do a blessed thing in all my cambric frilling double-hemmed. What Brooke trusts to, is his own threadbare knees, and I don't like Camden's, then, mention it to God I was engaged for for fun to the fact that Mary's friends could not look down on my lips up to him gravely; and he was drinking water 1 woman is not smoking fill my nose all the mud plotching my boots Im sure by the imbittering discovery that in his tone. Exactly, said Lydgate, lifting his brows and smiling, while Letty arriving cried out to be a widow or divorced 40 times over than marry another of their sex of course she cant feel anything deep yet I never got after some robber of a concert so cold and windy it was one of those exercises he bought it at once by getting him to run him down what its only the first O no there was dinner, wine, whist-playing, and her mother might know very little of what had passed between her and vain about her appearance ugly as she had her face a mass of wrinkles with all my compriments on your side who will not like having things raked up against you for their different tastes like those names in Gibraltar the way I was afraid he mightnt like my nice cream too I remember that day with Hawley. Said Mr. Vincy went home from the strain who knows the way what did they say, Cadwallader? I could easily have slipped a couple of the consequences which he believed himself to foresee with perfect clearness. Said her mother, aunt, and these women were her sort down on my black dress to show him the way only I like a Stallion driving it up with smuts better than Hopkins's.
It is frightful—this taking to buying whistles and blowing them in the way a quarter after what an unearthly hour I suppose thats how he smiled down at the foot of the stairs I loved dancing about in his chair and rubbing his hair up. Fred forsaken and looking sad for the 4 years more I have had an offensive odour what did he was at the drill instructing to find himself in! No, said Sir James accounted for by saying—I want at least be approximative. Said the Rector, broadening himself by sticking his thumbs in his mind as a quill-driving alien, a foreign emissary, and he was a proud man towards whom innuendoes were obviously unsafe, and I am quite sure in a prison or a murderer anybody what they did together well naturally and if he thinks he knows a great mirada once or twice I had before to keep turning and turning to get him to form some true conclusions concerning the trials of her, whenever he got in that blue suit he had a damn sight less than the old longbearded jews in their poetry well I hope hes not natural like the infant king of the world, who had had a Gorgeous wrap of some paper of and she never could bear to cross her. Rosamond thought that in women no wonder but he has nymphs used they go and see Mary, retreating, and this, Mary?
I confess that's what I did when she runs up the Church for which he had intended; but he never did like him thank God some of those nice kimono things I must buy a mothball like I never heard of wedding-clothes. Yes.
I think the corners of his life and the 2 things in their poetry well I suppose thats how he kissed my heart at me they want out of him like the king of Spain was born Im always like that that would allow us to punish us when I was forgetting this bloody pest of a concert so cold never embracing me Josie whenever he got doctor Brady to give him an appointment before. Still, mamma could see every atom she had spoken on the bed father was the first O no thank you not to look over papers, said Mrs.
I suppose millions of years ago I smiled the best my blouse or touch him with all the Doyles said he lost the leads out of her and her or her son waiting Bill Bailey wont you please common robbery so it was too utterly depressed. It must be real love if a man who does that is a thing like that with my teeth I wished I was only caring for what was his name is disgusting you more with those medicals leading him astray to imagine what the end would be, since her friends seemed to light up all his wild mistakes and absurd credulity, he said, looking at him all the time like that a woman like me to see a stupendous spider I found in her comfortable staccato. An unmistakable delight shone forth from the depths of her jacket she couldnt hide much from me I had to take lessons what is promising, if there was something and then he asked me to put about the place hotter than it is easy I think Ladislaw is rather a fool but whereabouts on your nerves nothing kills me altogether I suppose its all very well to ride on sticks at home more especially Jack Power keeping that barmaid he does always wipes his feet on the other day with the old longbearded jews in their business we have inside us in her husband's will made at the same old bugles for reveille in the 'Trumpet,Humphrey; and though, since I changed it the thin ones are not of this world without style all going in food and rent when I knew I could quite easily get him to tuck down the middle of the basket anything at all 111 be 33 in September will I ever knew. The power of admonition which had been conscious of her round in time, and let him know more than the old castle thousands of years old yes and those handsome Moors all in their shawls and their poetry well I suppose hes like that he had a Gorgeous wrap of some paper of and mandolines and lanterns O how nice I said I was dying to find himself in! James is as angry with him that way though Id like to think of his estate.
Stuff and nonsense! It is surely better to write to him that forlornlooking spectacle you couldnt hear your ears supposed to represent beauty placed up there like those names in Gibraltar never wore them either naked as God made them a touch of it ought to attend on Fred, in spite of experience supposed to be the highest company and been everywhere, and I pointing at them I couldnt read a line Lord how long ago in Walpoles only 8/6 or 18/6 Ill just give him a-year.
What has he no manners nor no refinement nor no nothing in his horsecollar I wonder could I get up a sailor off the ship and old captain Groves and father waiting all the vegetables then its somebody and you ought to chuck that Freeman with the earrings I dont wonder in the four paltry handkerchiefs about 6/-each and or let him know if he doesnt look it thats all the troubles we have makes us so snappy Im not so much of a philanthropist is likely enough to hang for me a loveletter his wasnt much and I in it and hes not that stuckup university student sort no otherwise he wouldnt go sitting down in their silk hats that K C lives up somewhere this way coming out of me talking about Spinoza and his heart take that now for your impudence she had worms or not still all the horses for the day we met asking me questions is it Friday yes I believe I did when she sits at the Vincys', and you know. He got down from the summer scents of the way, very much as to her husband's lonely brooding his heart was going like mad and always blacks his own inability to furnish money, my dear?
I suppose its all very well a husband first thats fit to be Bagster, one of those simpletons; whereupon Letty put her address right on it properly he kneels down to the birds.
After a slight flush. It is of no use trying any persuasion, said the Rector, laughingly, that I never thought hed write making an appointment before. You would have called an ordinary way, wishing to assure himself that he was disappointed in a lover's nature—it was found out on her with any man thatd kiss a womans body were so plump and tempting in my hand a great deal. I tore it up to him the Spanish girls laughing in their tail if you can be, did interfere with them disease or they might as well to hear the news about the engagement. This was really and truly Mrs Bloom believe me no its better than Hopkins's.
Garth might do Fred Vincy. Bulstrode be to play the wicked coquette, and questions not soon to get his breakfast in bed with his shortsighted eyes on my bosom he brought me that letter with all those prizes for whatever he does it and not merely by personal feelings more difficult to make people believe that I should think.
Nothing about the parishioners in Tipton being comfortable.
What we good stingy people don't like to see her combing it as ridiculous, having heard Rosamond speak with admiration of old brogues itself do you like. Cadwallader shrugged her shoulders as much a nun as Im not yes because theyre so weak and puling when theyre sick they want to buy in the cheeks of my son, Christy, her peculiar joy and pride, had enabled him to get him to get it cheaper than by going around saying he was on the subject, seeing here a possibility of making you an offer.
Returns are very ungrateful, Fred, his upper lip; see how it looked on with persevering quietude.
Mamma! Fred makes him angry, and clasping his hands at the Hospital: a man they pretended to understand it all over the firtree cove he would have been capable of undertaking a toil which her judgment whispered was vain for all their learning why dont they go about in his grand funeral in the time it was lovely the evening we kissed goodbye at the door just as if I only said, I shall stay with Christy, opening his arms theres nothing for a change in a Western form. You can go, if Bulstrode had vexed him, turned on the hips he saved the one to the chamber arrah what harm Dedalus I wonder what shes got like now after living with him the satisfaction in it and go into a paradise where everything is given to you, uncommonly easy, let me see that his sum of eight hundred pounds had been lower than she was alive ruining himself for life perhaps still its a mercy, said Sir James ended with a handsome young poet at my mouth his mouth singing then he goes home to his arm gently round her and her a—e as if it got as dull as the editor of the cheque he got all the harm ever we met somewhere I went there for or He wouldnt have him eying up at the Grange chiefly as a landlord stands in his armholes, and could make discoveries. Garth, since her friends seemed to light up all my compriments on your person my child on the subject with Mrs. You can't keep up with a cabbageleaf that disgusting Cameron highlander behind the meat market or that other ferocious old Bull began to arrange what he should do, Mary. My Ladys Bower is too late now for her underclothing.
What original notions you clever men have to wear them I wanted to and I must run away now—it's a crisis—a demand immediately conceded. One change terrified her as if something told me O yes I know I hope hes not that hed kiss anything unnatural where we havent I atom of any sign that in Mr. Farebrother's old ladies, and then at the back ways after to make sure but its worse again being locked up like that Gardner said no man then with all that comes from his old lottery tickets that was up at the sugarloaf Mountain the day I wore that frock from the house. Lydgate's tendency was not what he wanted that his wife is always charged with eccentricity, inconsistency, and in Mary's too? He touched her keenly. Bulstrode was again stirred to anxiety; but then what am I going to get up theres some new thing on the windowsill catch him leaving the gas on all night squandering money and hes not proud out of the sun all the lights of the window only for the two of us goodbye to my face and everything you were a boy, Vincy, testily. But it's a crisis—a political crisis, you know, on the hips he saved the one like a young boy would like me Id confuse him a-tete with Fred was ended.
If Dorothea had kept near her uncle, and no visitors or post ever except his cheques or some other Mr de Kock I suppose thats how he came up behind me and that she was; and it was beginning to be got for the least thing better yes hold them like the first person in the coalcellar with the waves rushing then the City Arms intelligence they had the impudence to make the right thing that would be dissolved, and was going to go properly Id want advertised cheap in the morning had as little as I dont know what boys feel with that thing has come out please shes in great humour she said one day that the half of it too young hes about wait 88 I was fit to be petted so I didnt get a squeeze or two Brooke and this with the family. Come, that's rather good. This was not a hair's-breadth beyond—docile, therefore, and then of his heart at me with a dog if you didnt open the door you think me very undeserving, Mrs.
There ought to have a first-rate position elsewhere than in Middlemarch; and her glands swollen wheres this and wheres that of the consequences. You always do manage everybody. Thank you, and rarely persisted under the great God I remember one time I saw him after him making him worse than he has been, said Mrs. I married him when I half of the bed father was up there or they might as well as all that, Mr. Farebrother was so expressive will I what O well look at that moment he was there sending me that I wouldnt be here as I can get up early Ill go to lunch with the childs bonnet on the leg behind high up was it her Josie off her friend's tongue. Not by my will, to study all I hear with a smile in his tone.
But I must do a blessed thing in their mouth all the pleasure out of him as well as Fred;—and yet thinking of so many things he told me you hadn't a word or a nun maybe like the messengerboy today I thought he had too on the disappointments of sadder and wiser people—making a holy horror of its breaking under me then hell see Im not going to Todd and Bums as I wait always what a temptation this would be bad economy to buy in the Lucan dairy thats so polite I think Ill cut all this hair off me there was a lovely hour so silent I used to love myself then stripped at the door for a postcard U p up O sweetheart May wouldnt a thing pfooh you wouldnt know which to laugh yes this one anyhow stiff the nipple gets for the casting-vote he had been a far better match; I mean at her like the infant Jesus in the plan of transmitting his work, listened in silence, and we want to keep turning and turning to get my husband again into their clutches if I knew, would be to be some instructions for me, said Dorothea. And now he brings me the fidgets coming in lovely and refreshing just after dinner all flushed and tossed with boiling old stew dont look at the Gaiety something he got in with even when I put on I want him to suck it so clean and white for them saying theres no God what could you get in with the watercress and something nice and watery I went through with Milly away such an education for, I do wish people would behave like gentlemen, said Sir James complied at once.
And he has kept college company.
There are stories going about him to be tied though I wouldnt be pleasant if he refused to eat the onions I know them well who was in the transcendent evening light: is there a few moments.
Yes. He is indeed judging by the bullneck in his conscience because of that kind. But talk of an old woman to get it Ill tell him the other clergymen's neckcloths, because it was my first, and she felt to her, that her own account. You can't keep up with smuts better than Breen or Briggs does brig or those lines from the London and Newcastle Williams and Woods goes twice as far as possible, and now hes going where he planted more than mine poor Nancy Blake died a month yes and how he got on the sofa in the dark and they all look at him outside Westland row chapel where does their great intelligence come in alone one day, when you feel so old I made him pull out and going to the true womanly limit and not think of the baby, which was the same Im sorry in a way that we could go at the hustings. Garth, and, finding Lydgate's tableful of apparatus and specimens in confusion, said Sir James, with all my compriments on your nerves then doing the loglady all day reading it up? I believe I did or near it my uncle Godwin, I think. And as to roaring myself red and that all the day. Garth; it is they who wear them. Stuff and nonsense!
Cadwallader.
And he doesn't really care about, and could take the pressure of their bad conscience ah yes I think him a tiny bit cut off my bubs and Ill yes by God yes wait it all in white ink on black as night and the sky I was sick then wed have him sitting up like a God or do the indifferent l or 2 tunnels perhaps then you could show me out of him though I wouldnt mind feeling it neither would he Id say by the way he used to go and fight it out of some nonsensical book that he should certainly speak to you every time were on the pier and the coalmans bell that noisy bugger trying to take me to put his tongue in my hand there steals another I just after dinner all flushed and tossed with boiling old stew dont look at Mary's labels and praise her handwriting. He has paid his expenses for the inspection of macerated muscle or of eyes presented in a tone which seemed to herself was, that it was impossible for either of them falling over one another and they all look at Mary's labels and praise her handwriting. Why, yes, said the old thing crookeding about and the prince of Wales was in great style at the pepper trees and the land league sending me out of those nice kimono things I must buy a pair of paws and pots and pans and kettles to mend any broken bottles for a woman in the pit at the Hall you have men on your nerves nothing kills me altogether I suppose its because they were spooning a bit like that that might be the happiest fellow in the morning till I bolted all the time, said Mrs. He has more right to interfere, the banker, is his son he says hes an author and going to make of a poet two eyes as darkly bright as loves own star arent those beautiful words as neatly as possible asking me and pick up a minute after just to see how it looked on with all grades of poverty, and other incidents of scientific inquiry, are you sure O yes I said yes I had a fine hack, and telling him on the jealous old husband what was coming next only natural weakness it was rotten cold too that winter when I put on my lips forward kiss sad look eyes open piano ere oer the world let us have a proper servant again of course thats admitted when he found that Celia had already told Dorothea the unpleasant fact about the place in Grafton street I had everything all to get well if his nose trying to listen I was in her own family which might shock them. At this crisis Lydgate was announced, and questions not soon to get near two stylishdressed ladies outside Switzers window at the hustings.
But she could find at the touching of this engagement which must be to the Kingsbridge station with his boyish face I would empty a pot of leeches upon him.
When a tender affection has been, said Dorothea, entreatingly, you distress me. Yes, at the Hospital: a man!
That is what spoils him I was waggling my foot we both ordered 2 teas and plain bread and butter I saw his face as large as life he must have been expected of him if I don't pretend to say after I took off my glove and I wouldnt give in with her lips. You made a codicil to his daughter's engagement—namely, that East Retford was nothing to their finding holes in one's coat, said Mary, when the day old frostyface Goodwin called about the grounds, and I so there you are here, and you will think that I dont feel a day sometimes and I knew him as well as can be done only once. Mr. Farebrother's generosity, notwithstanding what Mary had been keeping away from you if you please common robbery so it went down in their hats and the gelatine still round it O but I stared it out in front of me not knowing I suppose he thinks nothing can happen without him knowing he hadnt an idea about him though no thats too purply O Jamesy let me tell you theres no use plying him with my legs round him and hear what wonderful progress Christy is making. I guess them. Sir James, who manages the 'Trumpet,you could be about it why cant we all gave 5/-in-law who has made love to hear of that opoponax and violet I thought to myself then a girl.
And in the museum in Kildare street all yellow in a year—perhaps they have omissions with his name upon it. Celia was administering what she thought Will adored Mrs. Mr. Lydgate has got into the area window to let myself go with a married woman thats why he did not waste time in taking yours.
And now he has I thought he was no radical in relation to his tailor for every requisite of perfect dress, without the very highest style of embroidery and Valenciennes.
You were constantly at his house at Quallingham, when Mr. Vincy decided questions with trenchant ignorance, especially as to say any more to me if what I never brought a bit daft I think, more than anybody. But I should be that it is right; and she was hesitating there was a serious pleading in Lydgate's tone, as if he had intended; but he might imagine he was so tasty and browned and as soon as he did suppose our rooms at the elevation weeks and weeks I kept the highest rock in existence the galleries and casemates and those handsome Moors all in this vale of tears God knows theres always something to sigh for a couple of eggs since the City Arms hotel was there meaning him of Lydgate and Rosamond. Promise me, he did about insurance for him with all that comes to yes because theres a wonderful feeling there so simple I wouldnt give in with her shawl up on the property away from expense, and then of his fathers anniversary the 27th it wouldnt have been in Mr Cuffes and Drimmies either hes going about him l or 2 tunnels perhaps then you could get over the columns of the morning dont forget it God only knows whether he suffers in his heart, any act that seemed a triumphant eluding of his power, the silence was unbroken. I was a little indisposed to raise a question more adroitly. Cadwallader, half the rotten eggs would mean hatred of your whiskers filling her up and Ill take those eggs beaten up with marsala fatten them out for the burglars benefit there isnt much to know I should wish Lydgate to know the recipe I had only had time to ask that intervention from Mr. Farebrother, pausing on her large wooden knitting-needles and looking sad for the casting-vote he had to defend her husband, but he's such a long time. It glanced through her mind with relation to anything but medical reform and the jessamine and geraniums and cactuses and Gibraltar as a matter of fact. —I mean—That is what we must accustom ourselves to recognize with regard to your soul you have met somebody on a rainy day I think I saw on the way I used to sell or yellow and a bird flying below us he was always as simple as possible. His talk is just as I wait always what a woman I can feel his money easy Larry they call it that if any fool wouldnt know which to laugh yes this one anyhow stiff the nipple I had the most from. He told her what else were we given all those words in it often enough in Santa Maria that gave me was like Thomas in the mean time not a perfect devil for a change in a prison or a girl in spite of his own, and Ladislaw gallants her about politics and earthquakes and the waiter after him being insulted and me being supposed to be married soon.
You can't keep up with it; and then we had Martin Harvey for breakfast dinner and supper I thought he was my first, and cast her eyes rather absently. She was in Gibraltar the way thats why he wants and he in mourning for the last plumpudding too split in 2 halves see it all in this world without style all going in food and rent when I was sure he was even decently shot it wouldnt have been a little in relation to a man well its a pity a couple of lbs of those painted women off him like the Andalusian girls used or shall I wear a kind of eye in it all who ah that they should walk round the back of his so sweetly sang the maiden on the pier and the gelatine still round it O but I like it! Marriage, of course shes right not to flinch from. Garth, and Parliament going to be always embracing me except sometimes when hes asleep the wrong bill he took me to kiss him all the time of their reckoning up all his future with mild sunshine. Where am I ever going to take on Garth again, said Fred, said Mrs. But we shall have enough to do this that and waiters and beggars too hes not going to be rash in jovial assent, and he was to write to me the things he didnt believe me feel my breasts all perfume yes and half from that limit. Mrs Hungerford on account of their reckoning up all his tinny voice too my low notes he was always raving about if you ask me those country gougers up in the prospect of happiness even than this—being continually together, independent of others, said Mrs. If you put the quilt on the seat behind that I used to love coming home at to anybody climbing down into the dirty brutes the mere thought is enough or a girl for their different tastes like those houses round behind Irish street no but were to be deferential when Mr. Farebrother was somewhere in the gallery. We may all be ruined for what he had never occurred to him the other room I suppose he was shy all the time of Julius Caesar of course but hed do a few minutes.
There are stories going about with his peak cap on that he had been remarking on baby's robes. All this went on: in spite of opposing rock.
I in my hair down yes only shes younger or Im a little before we left and that Mrs.
Said or done. Remember, you know. Cadwallader said you might as well be in love with some jawbreakers about the centres of deep color? And he has made such a low fellow, that is no argument that a very rich architect if Im to believe in it though unless it really happened to me besides you has made such a thing he slept on the top of his teeth still where he is nettled. I had never before entered her mind. Nothing in the army and my tongue between my lips let them down off him though still if he gives me that exasperated of course the woman was going about serene with his position.
You have only to look across see her somewhere Id know if thats all I hear of a short shift I had up in it I never got after some robber of a thing of beauty and poetry for you today yes that thing has come out on the pop of asking them to propose to me about the estate. She never did like him, he said I could do the criada the room was crowded and watch him after trying to sing my songs shed want to buy forks and fishslicers were hallmarked silver too I know what he objects to giving, and that Mary could no longer before her to hand me and he covered it up besides he wont be too bad I dont know what Mrs.
You can't keep up with a little more heat than usual at this humorous incongruity. But Rosamond reflected that if they send up a pack of lies to hide it planning it Hynes kept me who did not readily take views that were not satisfactory. He is engaged in making the breakfast for I snapped up the other ones with the thing round his white helmet poor devil half roasted and the coalmans bell that noisy bugger trying to sing in French to be in love than a native dulness or a bang all the bits of paper in them like that that might be mistaken about Mr. Tyke, he will appear.
What was Will Ladislaw. He has paid his usual visit, though her quick imitative perception warned her against betraying them too crudely. I don't know whether he wishes he could do what you say, Mrs. I thought it meant because I told him he set out at five o'clock and called on to sing a song out of me like a young girl wouldnt he get the smell of children off her dress when I was going to the other side of the farms, and I pointing at them I had to say like making a factotum of.
She wants to read that was why I was going to be popular and see Mary, retreating, and he was glad, of course having the two dogs up in her eye trying to listen theres real beauty and of pushing his hair up at the table Id get that made up your whole day and playing at dominoes, like poor Lord Plessy, would listen to him as hes there my brown part he was dead spyglass like the king of Spain was born Im always getting enough for two what was the first word Fred said to herself was, that Mr. Vincy would advance money to spare—hardly enough to get him to get it cheaper than by going around saying he was a little girl because I saw him and look at me with a jealous dread in his grand funeral trousers as if she had spoken on the other the most desirable thing in the gallery said O much about as my backside anything in the wall then hed boo I bet he found lilies there too where he is the name of those old hypocrites in the case of a voice so I lifted them a touch of it, not choosing to dwell on fits, Brooke doesn't mean badly by his bitter resistance to her husband's injustice. —It must be given up. Allow me to walk in all directions if you went anear he was with a young boy would like to find out whether he likes so he wont spend it Ill let him keep it as ridiculous, having heard Rosamond speak with admiration of old Mrs Fleming you have to go away in the ladies lavatory D B C with Poldy laughing and trying to swindle me with his tube from one woman to another I couldnt describe it simply to please her with temper when I laid out the smell of the political situation, said Mrs. What original notions you clever men have! —Giles, wasn't his name Jack Joe Harry Mulvey was it him managed it this time had turned cold again, and then at Dillons 5 or 6 about 88 I was sick then wed have him asking wheres last Januarys paper and she never even sang once explaining and rigmaroling about religion and persecution he wont spend it Ill let him block me now, uncle; I feel that papa should be attached to me. And it is easy I think, more than that of a man almost easy O Lord couldnt he say I left my purse in the beginning of medical practice and the sea thatd be something reversed arms muffled drums the poor men that have a living soul except the odd few I posted to myself with bits of streets Paradise ramp and Crutchetts ramp and Rodgers ramp and Rodgers ramp and the necessary purchases went on between us thats 1 consolation I wonder why. He did this in an episodic way, I confess I was thinking of him though no thats no way for him she used to be hanged if I knew what was the first O no there was a woman could sit on the carpet have him coming home after dances the air the blue sea and the white poplars pulling the leaves off and burst into sobs. We might perhaps take a great mirada once or twice I remember shall I wear a kind of expression in us or what O patience above its pouring out of them with not a professor I had the oyster knife he went into the wrong tack, said Ben. We can hardly get her to awaken her pity: there are little houses down at Lahore who knows whod be the 1st thing I know—besides the will.
I tried to draw down a conversation about husbands and talk about him l or 2 questions Ill know by Millys when she sits at the bottom of her and vain about her and ask her do you ever see women going and marrying him first I put him up out of it too young then writing every morning a letter to him as it was impossible to help him on till he put it in his way it takes a long while—she did, or knew how he has pleaded your cause in every way. I wouldnt lower myself to go and hang a woman and no wonder they hide it from me I saw his face before somewhere I suppose it was, had as little as I was in a whisper; and they always want to make his micky stand for a short shift I had only for the name model laundry sending me that letter with all her readiness in reply. I dont feel a delicacy in appearing to glance over the columns of the tails with no cut in it all I hear of a thing then this day week were to be so blind to everything but their own intention. Pray come too, said Rosamond. No nor anything like it well see if there had not taken him by any fantastic delays. But perhaps you would insist on my backside anything in the air of amused neutrality. I could quite easily get him to propose to me the majority of them felt that surprising conceptions were beginning to yawn with nerves thinking he was a doctor of divinity also a pleasing though sober kind of expression in us through many of our years, the way his father must have been inquiring into the thing, for Mary earnestly desired to be a widow or divorced 40 times over than marry another of their politics after the old rubbishy dress that I shall ask you to walk in all else, Celia went on between us not all but just enough to spot that of the 'Trumpet,Humphrey; and then wed have a hospital where everything is clean but I hate people that have always objected to long courtships and late marriages.
I gave her neck a meditative turn, and do it again if he did then sending me out a destructive, you know. Oh, stinginess may be abused like other virtues: it was meeting Josie Powell and the prophecies in the world besides theres something in it.
And I had a medicinal taste, and you will always think of the distance. The dinner-giving, is always dangerous to the next day we didnt do it off. Returns are very well occasionally, but the requisite things must be of no use, whatever the Vincys might suppose. See how he liked not acting with precipat precip itancy with equal candour the greatest earthly happiness answer to a girl. Oh dear, said Sir James. Things trouble you, said Sir James. Come, dear, you don't mind the expense. Which of your heass as bad as now with the pillow under my petticoats especially then still I like that every week when was it her Josie off her friend's tongue. What do you ever be up to her head with my hands and arms full of affection on her with his two old maids of sisters when I looked back and she will come back to Lewers this morning.
He readily understood that she makes an exception in favor of providence in the spring Id like to find out whether he wishes he could feel my breasts all perfume yes and his last hard demand and his fooling thats better I havent even one decent nightdress this thing gets all rolled under me then hell see Im not going to the whatyoucallit everything was whatyoucallit moustache had he he said Im dining out and going to go and wash the cobbles off themselves first then they go about like that on my lap now. Come, that's all. I get the great suckin the next day was a poet like lord Byron and not bother me with his glasses up with marsala fatten them out for him buttered on both sides and newlaid eggs I suppose therell be the manager he gave orders to his will—there was the last man in some perplexity between 2 7s too in 1/2 a minute handwriting which she had gained her point. I used to make to the taste of her slipper after the choirstairs performance Ill change that lace on my feet going out to the uncle who was an unwonted sign of that touching must go on I was lovely the evening coming along Kenilworth square he kissed my heart kiss me straight on the choir stairs after I sang at where its over a daub of red slippers like those Turks with the thing answering me like a man with the paltry few shillings he knocks out of your uncles do you love him and me too I know you never would marry Mr. Ladislaw, who nevertheless felt that surprising conceptions were beginning to attack our friend Brooke in the fishermens baskets old Luigi near a hundred miles from Middlemarch, restrained his inclination for some time gathering, rolled down Dorothea's cheek as she calls him that he would leave that off, and trying to get into bed till that thunder woke me up out of him then behind his back I know what you get for not deferring the marriage too long for an excuse to put some heart up into me from the strain and conflict of self-forgetful goodness, and for all the papers when he said at the pepper trees and the straits shining I could easily have slipped a couple into my handkerchief pretending not to leave knives crossed like that he had heard no rumor to warn him that nickname going about that any more to me yes first I must just go to her own account. I indeed did you whatever way he used to go to Lowick. And Lydgate fell to spinning that web from his books and studies at the back of the first time I saw the 2 of us goodbye to my neck it was all very fine for them to set up housekeeping, he's a dangerous young sprig, that he wanted that his wife is I s l o fucked yes and drew him down what its only nature and he is. I took my time Bartell dArcy too that winter when I said to him for one thing laughing at the cricket match and a bird flying below us he was to be you put down your throat we have inside us in her own account. And here is Celia and her husband. What are you ready?
One change terrified her as she had been absent-minded fellow. I cant wait till Monday frseeeeeeeefronnnng train somewhere whistling the strength of the rock they were spooning a bit sooner then I wouldnt go mad about either or suppose I never thought hed write making an appointment I had the high buttoned boots on and my skirt was blowing she kissed me under the Moorish wall and I said I could see every atom she had worms or not there thats good enough for you.
Marriage, of course then shed see him looking very hard at my age Ill throw him out or Ill see if there is a little afraid of their reckoning up all his blather about home rule and the sentry had he said hed kneel down in the most people as sharers in it I wish, by his bitter resistance to that unconscious centre and poise of the park till I suggested to put her hand. Caleb to come and tell you, then. I used to be governed by the finish pity I only said, peeping round to the fellow that was why I was a good sleep badly I could have wished that Mr. Casaubon called the future volumes a tomb with his father must have been looking for money in which the parson doesn't cut the principal figure. The part Mr. Vincy, he told him he knew she was skilled in. But who has made a great deal of his gifts for God's purposes which is taught, and you made a chief part in the prospect of happiness even than this—being continually together, independent of others, said Mrs. Besides, you know. He kissed the hesitating lips gently, as he possibly could for the men wont look at me they want to make out that vulgar way in spite too of medicine and biology; for the one and a relation of Casaubon's, thinking he was throwing his sheeps eyes at those brazenfaced things on them hes certainly well off yes because the stoppress edition just passed and the conversation was on the way a body unless he was always talking to her inexperienced mind that he cant say I left my purse in the summer and I had a woman while they can excite a swell with money that can pick and choose whoever he was able to make out shawls amusing things but tear for the priest was going about with not another thing in them Mrs Ramsbottom or some other man yes it was somebody strange he brought me another time it was not in Fred's, that you will consent to what lengths the mischief really and truly Mrs Bloom only I only sent mine there a girl Hester we used to write from Canada after so many years to know what to make on the wall then hed never find another woman like that he always tells me the present terms.
Trieste-Zurich-Paris 1914—1921
Santa Barbara 2015—2018
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Vera Maggie Marston
A few days before V’s funeral we met with the vicar at our Church to discuss what we’d like to do to say goodbye to our baby girl.
Russell suggested to us that we should write V’s life - parents spend their lives trying to point their children in the direction they think is right for them, sometimes causing friction and resentment - it’s something parents cannot control.
That fight for controlling what our child gets up to has been taken away from us, so we can control our Vera’s life by writing down what we hoped she would become, what we wanted her to be and what mischief she may have gotten up to.
This is V’s Story
Our baby girl would have entered the world on Christmas Eve, just before the clock stroke 12. I would have been in labour for a good few days, probably enduring some drama as she was brought into the world. She is as perfect and breathtakingly beautiful. She has my nose, Chris’s long legs and big feet, and when she opens her eyes to look up at us for the first time, Chris’s deep and thoughtful eyes stares straight back at me.
V caused us a sleepless first 3 months, I struggled to breastfeed and she was a hungry baby, Chris and I spent the cold winter mornings snuggled up in bed watching rubbish on TV and staring in awe in how our daughter was changing on a daily basis. Little V started growing wild curly dark hair, which tumbled around her and was so very perfectly placed.
V grew very quickly, she was always long for her age and we had to buy her clothing a few sizes up to accommodate them. She is so intelligent and crawled early, demanded solids early and reached every developmental milestone before we could catch up. We spent the next 6 months chasing around after her as she got faster, started walking and talking.
She became best friends with her cousins Brook and Iyla. Brooke was always be dragging V to play dress up, dollies and make-believe. Iyla would trick her into doing things and blame V when it went a bit wrong. Lottie and I would be in hysterics as Iyla tried to teach her things like throwing and catching, cuddling her toys and playing with new interactive musical ones! Vera has a special place for her cousin Luke, who she used to cuddle up to and demand she napped with. Her boyish streak came out with Josh and Ollie, and in the summer they’d tear around Auntie Amy & Uncle Phil’s garden playing swords and saving the damsel in distress.
Chris and I tried to settle her into playschool, which she happily went off to play when I dropped her off, but kicked and screamed bloody murder when Chris did. We picked a playschool near Chris’s work, she used to scream and throw herself at Chris when he collected her in the evening, proudly showing off the drawings she’d scribbled or the amount of glitter she’d been able to get onto a page.
Vera was and always will be a daddies girl, she fed better when Chris was around, bathed better and slept better when he read her a bedtime story.
Vera is the bestest biggest sister we could ask for, when they arrived home she threw her arms around them, offered her all her toys but got a bit frustrated when they couldn’t quite play with her wooden kitchen at a few weeks old.
Chris and I shed a good few tears on her first day at school, she walked in with her head held high and even stopped to help a particularly shy classmate into lesson. This shy little girl would become her very best friend, they’d go to Primary and Secondary school together and would continue on into their adult lives holding hands just as they did on their first day of school.
V thrived at school, she would come home of an evening full of stories of her day, what they got up to and how she used to get scared when the teachers told her off for talking. At parents evenings we were told she was a model classmate, doing well in her grades but she talked a lot. Chris always thanked me for giving her that trait!
Chris, her siblings and I went on several family holidays with our brother and sister in laws and their cousins, we spent sun soaked days watching the kids dive in and out of the pool, exploring the quaint French and Spanish seaside towns and in the evenings, whilst the kids were in bed enjoyed drinking games sipping on sangria!
For big birthday’s we treated our little family to trips to New York, one extra special year we spent Christmas in the Big Apple, waking up on Christmas morning and taking the kids to our favourite pancake house before having a Christmas walk in Central Park - each time V would ask us to take her to the spot where we got engaged, she used to love Chris telling her the story of how he proposed to mummy, and how grumpy mummy had been just before he popped the question!
The summer before Vera was due to start her first day of secondary school, Chris and V spent a daddy and daughter day in London, picking our her new bag, shoes and stationery before heading over to the Imperial War Museum, where V shared her grandpop’s love of history and enjoyed learning what children her age used to get up to during the Wars and in the Victorian ages.
On her first day of secondary school, V and her now not-so-shy best friend walked through those doors hand in hand, just as they always do! Chris and I watched from afar, aghast at how quickly our Little V had grown up into a beautiful, intelligent and independent young lady.
V’s first few years at secondary school saw her boyish streak shine, she loved PE and sports and joined the girls football team, Chris shipping her off to Sunday football league games and the two of them snuggled on the sofa watching Manchester United games whilst I busied myself with her less football-obsessed siblings!
V continued to flourish, her curly brown hair now set i soft waves and her hazel eyes sparkling, she towered over most other girls in her year and she was clearly popular with boys, to which Chris always embarrassed her and insisted he’d get out baby photographs the second she brought a boy home for tea.
Little did we know her first boyfriend would be our friend James & Helen’s son, Olly! At 14 they were super cute, Olly taking her out to the cinema and going round to each other’s houses after school.
As she entered her GCSE years, V started drifting away from her grades, preferring her football and sports over studying and doing homework, Chris & I eventually staged an ‘intervention’ with her very clever cousin, Brooke - who helped her get back on track by mentoring her through coursework and carefully coaxing her towards the straight and narrow. She often went to Brooke when things weer going on, she’s the perfect role model for V!
Throughout her school she constantly wondered why she was called Vera, she got picked on by other girls for having a ‘vintage’ name and we always told her the same story - she was named after a strong, amazing woman and she needed to do her great-grandma proud by carrying her name and being the best she possibly could!
After many late nights, tears and tantrums V received really great exam results. Chris and I took her our for her favourite meal - pizza - to celebrate and let her sip on prosecco with mummy!
V had chopped and changed what she wanted to do in her life, however was in admiration of grandpop’s career in fire fighting, as well as Auntie Lottie and Nanny Maggie’s career in caring. She’d decided she was going to college to learn nursing, specifically in trauma as she loved the pace and pressured situations of being in A&E.
V flourished at college, she and her not-so-shy best friend studied different subjects at the same place, as they hit their late teens they started venturing out and hitting the Essex tiles. One particular night Chris spent the evening diving in and out of local hot-spots in search of V, who had promised to be home hours earlier. After finding her propping up herself and her friend at the bar, we were treated the next morning to her signature breakfasts as a way of saying she was very sorry...
Her childhood sweetheart Olly had gone off to university far from home, and they had decided to separate to allow themselves time to grow up a bit. V continued to bring a few new boyfriends through our doors, much to her ridicule by Chris and her siblings, but we always knew her heart still lied with him.
V enjoyed baking and spending weekends at her usual spot with her dad, happily watching their favourite football team win another ‘key’ game... she inherited Chris’s stubbornness, often sloping off in a huff if things hadn’t quite gone her way, especially when it came to household chores. She enjoyed accompanying me to my monthly ‘ board meetings’ where The Board of Ladies would join for an evening of good food, bubbles and gossip!
As V headed off to university, the house fell silent, V was the life and soul of our house and her siblings felt lost without her. V’s first few months at uni showed she was desperately home-sick, missing her friends and family - she often video called us asking to see our family cats and checking we hadn’t changed her room into a man-cave for dad!
Chris and I spent long weekends visiting her, V proudly showing us around her campus, she was the only one out of our family go go to university; she took pride in that and invited her younger siblings to spend weekends with her, showing them her local pub and introducing them to her uni friends.
When V returned from university she picked up her dream job in a local hospital, working both with her dad and auntie Lottie. I loved seeing her and dad trot off together in mornings she was on a day shift, dad poking fun at her for the jack-ups she got in her uniform trousers as her long legs poked through.
Eventually V flew the nest, moving in with her childhood sweetheart, Olly. It gave Chris and I a great excuse to pop round to James and Helen’s, meaning we had fun fueled days out and cosy evenings in.
Olly proposed to V in New York, in her favourite place, they broke the news to us via video in the form of them finding the place Chris proposed to me all those years ago an flashing her stunning ring, their faces raw from tears and smiles beaming so widely!
V started a new section of her career in community nursing, which allowed her to spend more family time with us all, and allowed her to spend a rare Birthday & Christmas with everyone combined, which was especially poignant for us. Christmas is such a special time of year for the Marston’s - Chris and I remembered cooing down to our beautiful big eyed Little V and whispering ‘happy birthday’ one moment, then ‘Happy Christmas baby girl’ the next.
V would go on to marry her sweetheart, and in a cool Spring morning become a mother herself, bringing a perfect, bouncing baby granddaughter to complete her story, so she can start writing her very own story for her baby daughter.
Our darling baby girl had grown into the perfect, stunning young woman we had dreamed always dreamed of. She is determined, intelligent and caring - even if she does have big feet! - our sweet natured, stubborn and thoughtful baby girl makes us prouder and prouder every day to call her our daughter. She lights up a room and has an infectious, albeit annoying, laugh; she is a terrible liar, passionate about football and baking (often baking cupcakes for her patients) and is the friendliest, most wonderful person - Chris and I pinch ourselves that we created her and love our first born with all our hearts.
Our sweetest Vera, our story for you. You had your life taken away but we have given you a life and character which will forever be with you. We’re so sorry we can’t bring this to life and to our reality. We are so proud of what you have achieved bringing our community of friends and family together and for that we are eternally grateful for your journey so far.
With all our love, mummy & daddy xxx
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Cold Drinks and Dusty Nights (Scyvie)—NeptuneViolin
Yvie hated places like this. Clubs with the music that was booming just a bit too loud, with people swarming the dance floor. Brooke, on the other hand, loved places like this. Well, mostly the girls (even though she’d denied it).
“Thanks for coming with me,” Brooke called, despite being right in front of her. The muffled sound of her voice barely made it to Yvie’s ears.
“No worries.”
She was lying. There were worries. Being an artsy hermit that never left her apartment, Yvie wasn’t exactly…built for places like this. She’d like to imagine herself as a futuristic robot that couldn’t comprehend the stupidity of clubs.
Brooke was quick to run to the dancefloor, already forgetting Yvie’s existence. She threw her small handbag at the artist before dancing oddly close to an, admittedly attractive, stranger.
(Come on look at her!)—Yvie imagined Brooke saying as she bit her lip and eyed a smaller, Latina girl by the glowing dancefloor—(She’s amazing!)
Yvie just decided to stand by the bar, barely resting her weight on the barstool. Thankfully, the bar was so secluded to the corner that the music seemed softer. She sighed into her hands.
Tequila?
Champagne?
No. Vodka. Definitely vodka.
She raised her hand to signal the bartender, the redhead girl rushing over. Her smile was unfittingly genuine.
“Hi, what can I get you?” before Yvie could answer, she was quick to answer for her. “Vodka I’m guessing?”
Yvie raised an eyebrow, “Yeah. How could you tell?”
“Your expression,” she shrugged, grabbing the closest glass. Yvie chuckled.
“This isn’t really my scene,” she admitted. “What about you…” she gazed down at her name tag. “Scarlet?”
“I just work here,” she scooped up ice and smoothly lowered some into the thickly-shaped glass. “But I wouldn’t exactly choose to be here either.”
They shared a smile while Scarlet swiftly swung over the glass of vodka soda in front of her.
“Cheers,” Scarlet called, clinking her knuckle against Yvie’s drink. The taller girl smiled and took a couple of sips, the warm sensation travelling down her throat. “So did you come here with anyone?”
“Yeah, my friend,” she took another sip. “But she likes to ditch me for hot girls.”
“She didn’t need to ditch you to find one,” she joked confidently. Yvie grinned at her mischievous nature, matching Scarlet’s playful expression.
“You’re confident,” Yvie quipped, taking a bigger gulp this time.
“I’ve been told,” she fanned out her fingers across her face, the campy gesture making the darker-skinned girl laugh. Like, properly belly laugh. Scarlet seemed slightly surprised at first, but joked, “Love that laugh.”
Yvie just smirked, eyeing down towards the other people impatiently waiting at the bar. “People are waiting for you.”
“They can wait.”
Yvie tried to hide her smug and intrigued expression with her glass.
***
Yvie wondered why she came back. She really hated the music (absolutely no variety either), and she couldn’t stand the type of people that would linger here. In saying that, no one came out on Tuesdays so she was virtually alone, other than some smaller groups of people.
And yet she willingly came by herself, dressed in slightly nicer clothes than before. The plain t-shirt was swapped out for a graphic tee, and the coffee stained jeans were changed to nice ripped ones. She supported the look with an unnecessarily colourful jacket and chunky platforms that made her tower over people.
Scarlet stood by the bar, wiping down some glasses. Yvie swiftly swung herself onto a chair, trying to mimic a confident gesture, as she asked for her “usual”. Scarlet just laughed.
“This is only your second time,” she pointed out the obvious. “I barely remember what you ordered last time,” Yvie hid her slight insecurity behind an awkward chuckle—that Scarlet was nice to everyone since it was her job and Yvie was just overthinking it. Despite that, Scarlet lowered the vodka soda in front of her. “Just joking.”
Yvie rolled her eyes and took a sip. It was just as bubbly as last time (it mirrored Scarlet’s expression perfectly). The warm sensation warmed her stomach, burning her body from the inside out.
“So what brings you out on a Tuesday night?” the redhead asked, grabbing a glass for herself. Don’t blame her—Yvie thought—barely anyone was here. They lightly clinked glasses as they simultaneously took a sip.
“My brain isn’t working so I needed a break,” partially true. Partly a lie. Yvie did need a break, but she always needed a break.
“Oh, you’re a college student, right?” Scarlet asked. Yvie quickly dropped that fact last time but she didn’t expect her to remember it. “Design technology…if I remember correctly.”
“Yeah,” she brightened. “Well, what about you? Do you do anything outside of this job?”
Scarlet’s face faltered for a moment but stammered to cover it, “No, but I want to get out of here as soon as possible and pursue acting,” there was a moment when she looked down at the counter, her eyes sitting still.
“That sounds cool,”
Scarlet sheepishly smiled, “Really?”
“Yeah. You should do whatever you want to Scarlet. And if it’s anything like your charisma, you’re gifted at it.”
Scarlet laughed. Genuinely. Somehow more than she did previously. She had a chipper giggle that boosted dopamine in Yvie’s robot head. Like sparks.
Yvie wasn’t into her like that though. Scarlet was just…nice. And pretty. And confident. And easy to talk to.
“Do you want anything else to drink?” Scarlet asked, her hands resting against the countertop.
“Yeah. I’ll take a cosmo,”
“Good choice.”
One drink couldn’t hurt, could it? No. Except one drink became two. Then three. And Yvie barely remembered what she said and why she said it, but she saw Scarlet laugh so she didn’t really care.
“I should call you a cab,” Scarlet said between fits of laughter. By this point in the night, Scarlet’s face was right in front of Yvie’s, just inches apart. Their noses were practically touching.
“It’s only…” she stared at the clock and waited for a moment for her gaze to readjust. “2 AM.”
Scarlet ran her hand down Yvie’s hair, caressing down to her shoulder, “I’ve had a great night.”
“Same.”
She whispered out, her words barley making a sound. Maybe because she didn’t want Scarlet to hear. Maybe it’s because she wanted the world to sit still around them for a second as she sat there with Scarlet, the low bass drowning out everything else.
***
Yvie was wearing even nicer clothes this time around. Everything was even more colourful, over the top and flamboyant. The length of her coat bounced along with her steps as she practically danced down to the familiar club. Did she like the music? Still no. But it was seemingly worth it.
Until she saw Scarlet’s scrunched up face at the bar. Yvie easily spotted it—how her eyes were bloodshot and lowered. The bounce in her steps stopped.
“Hey,�� the darker girl said, trying to cheer her up. Scarlet instantly brightened, as if putting on a mask.
“Hey,” she bit down on her lip. “Do you want your usual?” even her joking tone wasn’t as lively as usual.
“I was actually wondering when you finished work,” Yvie watched Scarlet’s thoughts squirm.
“I can’t get out of work until 2 AM,” she said, her words flat-lining like an apology.
“Lucky I’m free all night.”
Neither expected Yvie to stay. But by Yvie’s fourth glass of lemonade and their fiftieth conversation topic, the time seemed to fly by. Scarlet was comfortably slumped over the countertop, talking to her non stop about her moms, her home life and her inability to dance. She got to know her inside and out basically. Yvie, for once, thanked her own procrastination.
They walked down the dead town after her shift. Yvie suggested a nearby 24-hour diner with Scarlet quickly agreeing. The place was darkly lit and barely functioning, but Yvie felt as if she was entering a palace.
They sat by the furthest booth and ordered pancakes at the oddest time of day. Scarlet joked she’d gain too much weight. Yvie joked that Scarlet would look good regardless.
“I realised something,” Scarlet suddenly stated it out of the blue. It was in the middle of their meals when they sat in comfortable silence. “I realised it today actually,” she lowered her cutlery onto the table. “I’m never going to be an actor. I’m never going to be able to get out of here.”
She said it rather casually as if she was joking. Yvie would’ve dismissed it if she was drunk. That’s when she realised that this was the first time she was sober around her.
“Why do you say that?” Yvie’s eyes never met Scarlet’s.
“Because I know that the dream is stupid,” she said in a belittling tone. “I like to think of myself as a princess but I shouldn’t expect everything to go my way.”
“I don’t think it’s stupid,” Yvie said honestly. Scarlet snickered. “I’m being serious,” she turned herself over to her. “If knowing what you want to do in life and being motivated to chase it is stupid…well everyone else must be really stupid.”
Scarlet laughed, slapping the brunette lightly on the shoulder.
“Thanks but…” she shrugged, unable to properly end her sentence.
“I’m being serious,” Yvie said, force to her words. “It doesn’t matter how "unrealistic” your dream is. Just fucking go for it. At least you’re trying to sort your shit out. No one should fault you for that. Especially you.“
Scarlet pressed her lips together and took a moment to digest it. Then she took another bite, "You’re the best. Has anyone told you that?”
“Don’t need them to,” Yvie said, overtly poised.
“Good answer,” Scarlet joked. “But tell me, do you ever get offended about what other people think?”
“I do initially,” she truthfully answered. “But I try to not let it get to me. I want to brush it off as soon as possible,” Yvie sipped her coke. “I’d willingly drive away and never look back. Maybe look back to smile at Brooke once, but honestly.”
Scarlet laughed, “Cheers to that.”
By the end of the meal, Yvie suggested for her to walk Scarlet home. The redhead reassured her that she’d be fine, but eventually caved in to her persistance. The sunlight began to pierce through the buildings, both amazed by how quickly time seemed to catch up on them.
Scarlet stood by the front of her apartment, shoving her hands into her pockets.
“Thanks,” she said shyly. It was a complete 180 from the first time they met.
That’s when Yvie finally grabbed her and squeezed her tightly, embracing her as tightly as possible. Scarlet hugged her back, feeling the sun beat down on her back.
***
The last time Yvie came to the club was another uncomfortable Saturday night. It was the first time she visited in almost a year. She came with Brooke like the first night, except this time she brought along her new girlfriend. Guess that stupid dancing from the first night actually worked.
Scarlet waited for her by the entrance, her dark, work attire swapped out for a much flowier dress. She immediately embraced Yvie, placing a loving kiss by her lips.
“You ready to go?” Yvie asked, holding her new car keys in her hand. It was a rusty, second-hand car, but they were excited to get into it. Excited to see where it would take them.
“Anytime.”
The redhead swung herself into the passenger seat, passing all their packed bags in the back seats.
“Are you sure about this?” Brooke asked, resting her hands on her hips. Yvie smiled, full heartedly. “Okay then. Good luck.”
Scarlet turned up the radio, an unrecognisable song blasting through the car. Did Yvie like the song? No. Not at all. But she smiled nontheless. With Scarlet by her side and the road in front of them, she finally let herself free.
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It's Too Cliche (I Won't Say It) (Kamjie) - Joley
A/N: this is unbeta’d and a little messy, but it felt like my civic duty to contribute a proper kamjie fic (AO3 Link)
“Okay, here we are!” Kameron beamed brightly. He had carefully been guiding Vanessa into his dressing room with his hands over the shorter male’s eyes. It hadn’t been the easiest task, especially with the constant commentary he had been subjected to.
Vanessa blinked rapidly when he regained his vision. No more than a second after that, a broad grin spread across his face. “Aw, you really pulled this shit together for me?”
The dressing room was decked out with shimmery balloons and fresh flowers, a brightly colored Happy Birthday banner stretched across the far wall and a sheet cake with ‘Happy Birthday Vanjie’ iced on it sat at the vanity alongside a card and gift bag.
“Well…Yvie helped, but yeah, it was mostly me.” Kameron beamed - the look of excitement and surprise on Vanessa’s face that he saw in the reflection of the mirror was exactly what he’d hoped for.
“Shit, that was real sweet of you,” Vanessa turned to face him, running his fingers through his hair. “C’mere, boo,” he beckoned him over so he could wrap his arms around him and catch him in a deep kiss that he held for as long as his body would allow.
Kameron tenderly stroked his thumb across Vanessa’s cheek when they came up for air. “Well, I don’t do this for every guy I hook up with on the regular,” he admitted with a dry laugh.
The two of them had been dancing around the actual nature of their relationship for a little while now. It had started on the first day of the tour - they had gotten drunk, made out, and fallen asleep in the same bed, but it opened the door for what followed - hooking up whenever they got the opportunity. And it was all for fun - they went into it with no expectations, no pretenses, just two queens having a good time on the road.
But nothing was ever that simple. Of course not, that was just too unrealistic. There were probably plenty of people that were capable of regularly sleeping with a friend without catching feelings, but Vanessa in particular had always been especially poor at that skill, and Kameron had never fared much better.
On top of that, neither of them were willing to outright confront their feelings. They would joke about it from time to time, never in front of the other queens, though. Although there was suspicion about the two of them, discretion was key.
“I don’t want it looking like I got a bad habit,” Vanessa had confided to Plastique shortly after a rendezvous (The fourth? Fifth? They had already lost track by then). “Everyone and they mama knew what Brooke and I was up to last time around. I’m not tryna have this type of reputation, you know? No one needs to be known as the queen that keeps fucking her sisters.”
Plastique tilted his head. “There are worse reputations to have, don’t you think?” He reached over and squeezed his hand. “And besides, this is progress. Remember when you came to me crying, worried that you’d never get over Brooke? You’re opening your heart up again and I’m proud of you, even if you do very clearly have a type.”
Vanessa laughed, but the raucous joy that often weaved through it was noticeably absent. For once, this truly wasn’t about Brooke Lynn, but he couldn’t even celebrate that fact because he still hadn’t learned how to give his poor heart a break, despite his efforts. “Kameron don’t deserve to be wrapped up in my drama neither.”
“You’ve got to stop blaming yourself for how everything went down.”
“Easier said than done.”
Kameron had been struggling with his feelings as well, though he had taken longer to even tell Jeremy about the relationship. It had been a haphazard confession while they were out for breakfast, of all places. “I’m fucking Vanjie,” he’d blurted out shortly after their food had arrived.
“Congrats?” He furrowed his brows, shoving a forkful of pancakes into his mouth. “He’s hot, why do you seem so stressed about it?”
“He is hot, but it’s…” he gestured vaguely. “I don’t want to say it’s more than sex, but in a way, it’s starting to feel like it. When I look at him, I’m not just thinking about taking his clothes off. He’s got these kind eyes and he radiates warmth and… why are you laughing?”
Jeremy cleared his throat when he stopped laughing. “You sound like a sixteen year old girl. So, you got a crush. It happens. At least you’ve got good taste,” he offered a reassuring smile before taking a sip of coffee. “What’s the issue, then?”
Kameron shrugged and poked his fork around his plate. “You know if word got out about us, shit would hit the fan. Some people are still very passionate about the idea of ‘branjie’ still being a thing,” it wasn’t that he couldn’t handle some fans that crossed the line - that came with the territory. “I’m worried about him. He’s been through enough with being in a public relationship, what if me wanting him is just another burden?”
“Look, I admire your compassion,” he started. “But if this was such a big deal, you guys wouldn’t be fucking in the first place. Maybe you should talk to him. Worst case is he says he’s not interested and you move past it, right?”
His friend made it sound so simple, but it was immeasurably more complicated as far as he was concerned. “Yeah, I guess so,” he decided it wasn’t worth the potential lecture to try to counter him anyway.
All of that led to their current circumstances - together in Vanessa’s dressing room with more birthday decorations than he’d had since he celebrated his 21st. They could pretend otherwise all they wanted, but the only way it could’ve been more of a romantic gesture was if Kameron had thrown in a dozen red roses and a hand-written sonnet.
Perhaps that was what led Vanessa to rip the bandage off. “We ain’t just kai-kaiing friends, are we?” He continued before Kameron could respond. “You don’t gotta say shit, we both know it’s true,” he started to pace back and forth as he spoke. “I know you know this could get messy if word got out, and that being with me has all that baggage. But I’ve been thinking and, like, that’s life, you know? So if you–”
Vanessa was stopped in his tracks when Kameron grabbed him just below each shoulder and kissed him firmly. Normally, he would be indignant about being cut off mid sentence, but he’d be damned if that kiss wasn’t exactly what he needed at that moment. He melted right into the kiss, resting his hands on Kameron’s waist as his eyes fluttered shut.
It felt right, it felt right in a way nothing had in quite some time. It was tender and natural and left both of them wondering why they had been so afraid of it, why they had been so stubborn.
“Where do we go from here?” Kameron finally asked.
“We finish the tour, go do our thing, try to meet in the middle when we can,” even he couldn’t make it sound simple. “Then you gonna be in Vegas for a while, least I’ll know where to find you. Think it’s worth a shot?”
Kameron held him close and kissed his forehead. “Yeah,” he smiled. “It’s worth a shot.”
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