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faaun · 5 months

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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biracy · 11 months

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I know it's basically impossible to get responses from any kind of minority that isn't "gay people in general" on here and idk how many Latino followers I have but I'm trying this anyway. Whatever

No "ooh gringo clicky button" result ur just gonna have to deal w that

#bc i find myself shifting to saying 'latin' in english a lot and idk if that's just bc i was born an old man or what #although i definitely say latino a lot too even in english #open mick night #boricuaisms #tumblr latino #idk what tag latinos use! i know tags like 'black tumblr' 'jumblr' etc but idk if we have one oops

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ennovy-hana · 1 year

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“Out of all the men to cheat you pick John Kramer? I mean call that epic bad luck.”

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swissyyroll · 30 days

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i saw james live again last night after a very sudden gig announcement and man does he know how to perform!! genuinely could not get tired of the energy he brings and the opportunities he gives me to see my friends again :)

#swissy rambles #james marriott #james was born to be a performer my god #and crawlers too opening for him were SO good!!#a night that will forever be in my heart :)

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iniziare · 1 month

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Tag drop: Jingliu

#tag drop #jingliu. [ and so i wield my blade to the very end. until the “stars” have been cut down from the sky. this oath: i will never forsake. ]#jingliu: ic. [ trapped in childhood nightmares; she tore off a spread of black silk from the edge of her skirt and covered her eyes. ]#jingliu: inquiries. [ ice waves as sharp as knives spreading like transient flowers in the air. freezing all and everyone they contact. ]#jingliu: countenance. [ when you live to be a thousand years. each day is carrying the weight of a mountain through an interminable maze. ]#jingliu: introspection. [ why do you wield a sword? / this is like asking a poet why they wrote poems. this is the only way for me. ]#jingliu: meta. [ this sword in my hand... naught but a needle compared with the heavenly bodies. how can i use it to cut open a star? ]#jingliu: little notes. [ this is the first time she understands “wanting to live”. before now; she was simply someone ready to die. ]#jingliu: wishes. [ unsheathing this sword without merit is to blaspheme the divine will of the reignbow arbiter; and invite calamity. ]#jingliu: etc. [ to the xianzhou; i am but an abandoned pawn: a wandering swordmaster. ]#jingliu: the sword. [ if a day comes that the quivers run empty; and starskiffs crash who will protect you and i then; or the xianzhou? ]#jingliu: florephemeral sword. [ a sword: 3 feet; 7 inches in length. weighing nothing. and it glowed as if a sliver of moonlight. ]#jingliu: shattered sword. [ a sword: 5 feet in length. weighing 3000 catties. unyielding: mirroring the defiance; hubris of its creator. ]#jingliu: cangchang. [ when devoured; we had to face the truth that our lives were but a grain of sand in the river of time. ]#jingliu: hcq. [ their faces still linger before my eyes like a bygone dream. yet dream will eventually fade. like clouds from the sky. ]#jingliu: memories. [ given the choice between staring at the abyss with a troubled mind and marching blindly: i choose the latter. ]#jingliu: jing yuan. [ in an endless night; there is nothing closer than the bright moon. always hanging in the sky. ]#jingliu: imbibitor lunae. [ even after your rebirth. your techniques haven't changed. / when i move it's like… / … like you never forgot. ]#jingliu: baiheng. [ the things that we said and did together have all been shrouded in a layer of mist. a mist i cannot see through. ]#jingliu: yingxing. [ some are born with unparalleled foresight; intelligence; but make the ill-advised choices at destiny's crossroads. ]#jingliu: blade. [ that broken sword... you don't want to let go of the past. do you; blade? ]#jingliu: yanqing. [ that move was a token of my appreciation; young man. we were fated to meet this day and in days to come. ]#jingliu: v. youth. [ you can use this to vanquish those that took everything from us. ]#jingliu: v. sword champion. [ she knows it all. swords are a part of her body: the intake and release of her breath as she walks. ]#jingliu: v. traitor. [ and i will suffer my eternal punishment. that is the only way to keep the memory of the pain from fading away. ]

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frau-wilhelm-klink · 12 days

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I mean this in the most affectionate way possible, of course.

But hey, that's okay! Somebody has to keep the people in Geneva busy😂

#nothing to see here folks #just America's psychotic hat doing what they do best😂#anybody remember those ''99 Things I am Not Allowed to Do'' lists that were popular back in the day?#well this is Canada's #proposed alternate title for the Geneva conventions: List of Things Canada isn't Allowed to do Anymore #maybe they're born with it maybe they're a war criminal🤣#(I had to modify it but shoutout to anna-pineappel for the original one with the word 'she')#to quote HLC: ''When the sorry stops the war crimes start.''#can you imagine if it didn't tho?#just imagine brutally stabbing someone and then being like ''Oh sorry.''#that would be awkward lol #side note: I'm so glad I saved this as a draft first instead of posting it right away #bc I was making my tags VERY late at night #and when I opened this one of my words was spelled wrong #I also had put something I don't even remember typing🤦🏻‍♀️#this is why the combination of late nights exhaustion and writing do not pair well together #sorry for the tag rant #as always it will happen again😂#spongebob squarepants #spongebob meme #my ramblings #random fun

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starfallforest · 3 months

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this man is not beating my Shadow the Hedgehog-kin allegations

#love and deepspace sylus #sylus #he opens his diary at night dear diary #today someone stepped on and scuffed my new shoes #life is so unfair and I was born different #I need to change my MySpace status to a yellowcard song brb #love sylus #starfall posts

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imminent-danger-came · 2 months

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Gotta say my tags from this post are killing me

We're living past the end of our myth for a 3rd time. Number three. Triple of 'em

#Me: MK is a destiny defying boy!#s5: *kisses me on the forehead*#Okay random rant time #very much like. idk 4x06 painted being the ''Monkie Kid'' as a more negative/mysterious thing and MK kinda reclaimed it in 5x10 #(though I guess MK has reaffirmed his identity as the monkie kid several times by now (AHiB; RoTSQ; 5x10; probs more))#But you know I do wonder like. Are there other reasons he's so similar to Wukong beyond being born from the same stone #Like why is he with the modern reincarnations of the pilgrims #Did Wukong really not know.#Why was the area around the stone so torn up.#What was up with the 4x06 memory Wukong flashes #Like I know MK was made as a sacrifice. Cool beans. Why. Why is he so powerful #Why did nine say SWK was an old friend and an old enemy #Like hello #''We decide who we are and what we do with the power we have!''#''This thing that wants to hurt that wants to destroy that wants chaos! [...] It's who you are!''#''The chaos is what makes them who they are!'' hello??????#''Even if it all leads to pain- that pain is ours! It's part of who we are!'' Hello?????#Idk s6 MK is made into a weapon arc I guess. ''All doomed to play a world in tearing this world apart''#or whatever #Like ultimately that feels like it was set up for whatever is gonna happen now that the cage is open right #''Whether it's better or worse- we only get to find out cause of you.''#Like MK chose to stop the cycle and therefore end and continue the ''eternal suffering of countless souls'' in different ways #Proving LBD kinda right tbh #So *starts dry heaving*#this shit keeps me up at night #God 5x10 is so funny to me. ''The people of this world are not weak!'' *is thinking only about his inner circle*#God bless you MK. God bless you gang #Everyone was so much more upset at MK sacrificing himself than they were at the world ending like they fucking kill me #Guys be normal for 2 minutes please #lmk rant

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myriad--starlings · 2 months

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when will it feel like I'm living my life instead of being pushed along by the currents of time and desperately, futilely, trying to claw meaning and hope and contentment out of the hours I can before they drag me down into the murk again

#local birb opens beak #being chronically ill and depressed since you were 14 #and in a cult since you were born #and getting out of the cult to live a ''full normal life''#only to make yourself so sick you have to go back home #and also there's a global pandemic that will apparently just never stop #so your entire experience of life narrows to the same four walls #and the people you can reach through your screens #and you think about the nights you spent driving to DnD with your college pals #and that one time you visited the queer community house #and-#it's all out of reach now #like you're at the bottom of a lake #and you're watching the world pass over you like a series of boats #um #it'll do this to you #anyway #spoonie

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wildflowerteas · 3 months

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extremely embarrassed I am once again coming to you with 3 asks😔😔😔 elli read chapter 4

OH GOD. here we go. i panicked thinking this was about chapter 5 because of the mid-chapter 4 line but from the skim i just did i think I'm going to have to steel my heart or risk cardiac arrest from your reactions to the smut ( which, by the way, was the first smut I've ever written so please go easyonme ). Chapter 4, however, was incredibly fun to write so I'm excited to read through this. ( Sweet Dreams is playing too--i've had the tsp sskk playlist on loop to get in the mindset for part III )

Yes!!!! the PM is also in the tags! i couldn't make a murder mystery AU set in Los Angeles of all places and not have corporations with dirty hands and deep-pocketed old-money types floating around their establishments. Los Angeles doesn't and didn't have a main crime family with a lot of Aura, so inserting the PM without feeling like I was replacing a very real crime syndicate ( like I would if this was NY or Chicago ) was quite nice.

Yeah . . . TSP Atsushi is a whole different thing, on the surface at least. He's older, more experienced ( Yeah. ), and honestly, has bigger problems to deal with than the budding realization that he might like men so he just waltzes into flirtation with Akutagawa like it's nothing. If I were Ryuu I'd have pushed him down the stairwell by now, but he's too smitten for that.

I need to draw Mori in that shirt ( he did step up, after all. The Tsushimas weren't great, even if Dazai thinks of them with that wistfulness seen in Chapter 2 ).

OMG I CANNOT TELL WHATS BEEN BLACKED OUT IN THESE SCREENSHOTS SO I JUST FREAK OUT WHENEVER THERE'S A MASSIVE SPOILER QUOTE TT_TT. My blood goes cold. Poor Elli I bet there are entire conversations that are just a wall of grey rectangles to them.

I'd LOVE to write a bsd au set in a neo-futuristic AU!!!!!! honestly, that would go crazy, I can imagine it already.

I think Dazai is most attractive when he's shutting the fuck up unfortunately

Oh wow I feel like I'm watching a downward spiral into hornyposting in real-time surely this isn't going to go anywhere.

#ALSO: I think canonzai is already quite dog-coded! I know he actually refers to Chuuya as a dog #but the meanings behind them are quite different. Chuuya is a Sheep Dog #controlled #owned #he has a home and he'll loyally defend it to the point of ruin. Dazai pokes fun at that and forcibly opens Chuuya's eyes to the fact that h #HAS free will.#like the STB scene where Dazai puts saving the world on hold for Chuuya to make a decision for himself.#I don't think Dazai would be as interested if Chuuya just did as he was told. Dazai is the opposite. He's a stray #under the illusion of freedom #picking and choosing where he goes #but never belonging anywhere except for the nights in boxes taking shelter from the rain or for the few seconds he's loved when he's being #fed scraps by humans that pity him #but can't bring themselves to take him home. He tries and tries and he can't understand why everyone else--all the dogs around him who were #born and bred for companionship the way he was #have those lives #and he keeps trying and changing himself in the hopes that some day he gets to wear a collar and a tag like the clean dogs on walks with #their colorful leashes #so he learns tricks and welcomes pets and plays fetch #but when he bites people blame his nature as a stray #but he hasn't known anything else ( that is #until he joins the ADA ).#ask #hi guys!#omg i actually dont know where i was going with this #i do think Dazai is also incredibly cat coded #though #its hard becuase nobody is one or the other #thats just #people

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berryblu-soda · 1 year

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All it takes is reading an incredibly well crafted fic rewrite of a show youve already seen and suddenly you feel like an old immortal whos seen the cycle of life and death across thousands of lifetimes, you look at the characters with pain in your eyes despite the fact nothing´s gone wrong yet, you know their fate is written in stone, everything that will happen was supposed to happen since the beggining, you can´t change it (and you wouldn´t if you could)

doesn´t make it any less painful.

#ueueuueueu #born to be a 21st century ninja is messing me UPPPP!!!#i wouldn´t have harumi´s fate any other way; it´s still incredibly painful to watch...#ninjago #i am so ill someone put me in rice or something o(-(#also #ren if youre seeing this #not sure if you noticed the screenshot in that doodle i sent but i alrealy had the tab for the new chapter open ajdsajfhgfdhf #i did not last very long in trying not to read it until i was finished with my work hahaha #anyways! i am in ✨incredible amounts of pain✨!!!#freaking cried just before sleeping last night; my eyes are so puffy now sdhfhfgdg im blaming you for this >:0!!#shut up sheo

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biracy · 5 months

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So basically world is a fuck and I was born to die. Cool how you can do nothing to change this

#open mick night #I'M FINEEEE i'm trying to funnel all of my I Was Born To Die energy into either good art or weird sex stuff. potentially both

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paleiido · 3 months

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I'm about to go insane fr . Like how do you feel unsafe in ur own space cos of a bug let me out LET ME OUTUTUTT

#ravings at the square #im the most pathetic guy sorry . but these bugs are nasty as hell and I'm scared .#and genuinely didnt sleep at night for a week cos I was scared of them and so I did a whole ass clean up of my room #cos these little fuckers can be born in dust and they hide in it so like I did a rlly thorough cleaning #and there was another one when i came back like I'm going to explode #i think theyre coming from the basement . like my room is in the basement also but yk.#cos i left my door open when I went to shower and they are attracted to light and nocturnal #the first one i got in my room I saw it come in from the basement so .#but literally they always get caught in my room and im so . i could cry #i hate insects. i am so so paranoid about them #and these are rlly big and im like shaking white dog.gif

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minqies · 6 months

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istg i haven't been on here for like 2 days, and i feel like i missed a lot 😭

#・ .˳⁺⁎ 𓂃 ⌗ ⠀:⠀ rants.#i was busy last night being at ITZY'S CONCERT LET'S GAURRRR #when i tell y'all i sound like a dying horse like my voice is HOARSE #i should get some tea but i'm so lazy to do so hkskkf #it was so fun omg !! i did pick bad seats bc the screen was tilted a bit from us but IDCCCC #girl when they opened the concert with born to be remix.. i was sat #YUNA'S SO SASSY I LVOE HER LMAO #i swear there were ppl barking once in a while and they were BEHIND US GKSKD #anyway i enjoyed the concert sm !! hoping for someone else to come to nz as well (praying for ateez or skz OR DC OMGGGG)

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the-sky-queen · 1 year

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I've been watching a lot of 'myths explained' videos recently and it got me thinking. What if I made a mythos for Sonic? I'd only have like seven things to work with (Chaos, Mephiles, Iblis, Dark and Light Gaia, The End, and the Time Eater) and I'd have to make up a lot of stuff to fill in the gaps, but I'm interested now. I'm gonna do it.

#Last night was spent figuring out Solaris and it was very fun :)#I was a little put off at first about how the stuff we do have isn't nice and simple and some of it doesn't make sense #But then I realized #Athena was born when Zeus split his head open #And Horus' mom wasn't allowed to give birth on any day of the year so she gambled for moonlight until she had enough to create five whole #New days so each of her quintuplets could have one day to be born #But at the same time two of Horus' siblings are also simultaneously his parents as well??#So yeah #It's okay if some things in this mythology end up not making sense #In fact expect me to deliberately put in some weird things.#Sky Queen #Sonic the Hedgehog #Chaos #Solaris #Mephiles #Mephiles the Dark #Iblis #Gaia #Dark Gaia #Light Gaia #Chip #Chip the Light Gaia #The End #The Time Eater #Mythology #Sonic Mythos

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night-gladion-and-their-ghosts · 1 year

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“This is your daily reminder, Delphox make great kids.”

#BORN OF THE NIGHT-FIRE [Jasper Ashwolf Shadowborn]#[Open]

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