#both his insecurities and his endless love for her 🥺

[theluckywizard]

Hello!! Sorry if it comes late, I saw the OC relationship ask list just now. If it's late/you don't want to answer it's fine, don't worry!

But if not…

Roserford: 30, 94

Rawke: 74, 87

And 29 for both!

Thank you! <3

Thank you for asking, my dear! 🥰 Roserford! (Rose Trevelyan x Cullen Rutherford

Describe how one character would cheer the other up after a hard day.

Cullen: HUGS. The man canonically gives the best hugs in Skyhold, we all know it, right? RIGHT? Hugs. Take her for a walk in the woods. Conjure up one of her favorite meals from the kitchen. Rose: I think it probably would depend on the kind of hard day. If he's still mentally very preoccupied with unpleasantness that he can't do anything about, she would probably try to distract him with something fairly physical that makes him feel competent like hand to hand sparring (LOOK this is not her strong suit, but she makes it *really* fun), hanky panky, a project of some kind (hey, help me rebuild the wall on the way to the War Room 😂 or weeding the garden). If it's just generic stress I think snuggles, chess lessons, going for a ride, walking the battlements. Their pet has caused destruction. Who puts the pet in jail? Who defends the pet?

Oh Cullen absolutely puts the pet in jail but also defend the pet 🤣 Rose isn't sure she's about Mabari. They are SO DANG SMART. She'd probably tell Cullen that CLEARLY the Mabari needs more stimulation and discipline or something (but she is absolutely not the person to deliver it lol)

What's an insecurity they hold about their relationship?

Oh there are so many! They are an absolute opposites attract relationship. There is so much appeal and so many possible pitfalls! Cullen worries that he's not exciting enough for Rose. She's so playful and lively and while he does have that dry-ass wit and a competitive spirit, he doesn't quite buy into her mischief the way he thinks he ought to. ALSO this is a huge one, his relationship with her is a follow up to HAWKE of all people. Andraste have mercy. That's a big act to follow. Rose worries she's too chaotic ultimately. Not tidy enough, not predictable enough, not cautious enough. 🥺

Rawke! (Rose Trevelyan x Garrett Hawke)

Art by Crunchyncrumbly

Who's more likely to bail who out of jail? Would they give the other one shit for it?

I mean Hawke is 100% more likely to end up in jail, but I think it's possible both ways and they would both bail each other out and the roasting would be ENDLESS. And they would laugh and laugh until the end of time. If they ever lost one another in a public place, how do they find the other?

Well, Hawke is 6'5" | 196 cm and Rose has really stupid bright red hair, so I think it would be tough for them to lose each other, BUT, knowing them they would have literally no plan, only their wits, so they'd probably go to the last known significant location they were at together (if they could). If it's very serious-- like a war breaks out or something-- they would just use their detective-y skills and track each other using contacts.

What's an insecurity they hold about their relationship?

Ohhhh great question! For Rose, especially early on, she worries that she's not captivating enough for him. This is the weight of his celebrity at work. She still has a lot of baked in feelings and presuppositions about him that are really hard to unlearn, even as they fall in love. It takes a lot of experience with one another to shake it. If they make it long term? Probably that they don't challenge one another enough. They are very much a like-like relationship and so they can be blind to areas where they can grow. I think this is something they would both worry about. For Garrett, early on he worries she's unable to see past "Hawke the Celebrity". The book had been written, in part, to cover up a lot of the vulnerable truths about Garrett as a person. Later on he worries he's not stable enough for her. He thinks she deserves 'a rock' and he can't see himself being that.

Answered for the AU in my multiship DA:I longfic In the Shattering of Things

[lokisprettygirl]

Hello dear, I hope everything is fine 😌.

I'm not sure if you still want to have this but I've failed to comment on TNSATSI/chapter 20 🥲 so I do it now.

I can't with y/n and Loki, they're too cute.🥰😍 They should definitely talk about the fact that they're in love with each other. I hope they'll do it soon. She definitely dreamt about the things she wants most: Loki and to love him and to be loved by him.

So Loki stayed with her ? 🥲😍...he's really everything. It hurts me so much that this will prolong his punishment but it's also the evidence of his endless love for y/n. It will break her heart too when once she will know the truth.

Loki getting jealous when she talked to Steve isn't enough for her to believe that Loki loves her. She can't believe that a god could choose her...

'...how could a god choose to love you? You were nothing...so why would he love you?'

'...he told that he needed you close to him and that you were his priority but did he love you? He never said that. '

I get that, I wouldn't believe it either 😅🥺

"Are you going to look at me like that every morning? If so darling then I'd never get out of this bed ever again " he smiled... it wasn't your fault though, he looked so pretty all the time...so pretty but the beauty was skin deep, the heart he carried outshined every other aspect of his physicality.

Awwwwwe...I'm melting 😍 ♥️ and it's so true.

'He was perfect but you weren't, you looked swollen first in the morning and you definitely didn't want him to kiss you...'

😂😂😂 literally me !

Loki wants to make breakfast "for you" and she answered "for us"... I'm crying, sobbing, melting because of the cuteness, this scene had me on my knees 😍😍😍😍...and yes please, let us take him to the waterfall for another date 😏❣️💚...and he called her 'princess' 🤗😍..

I'm so proud of y/n, she's so brave. The way she tricked Steve to make him drunken and horny so he would tell her the truth, how she touched him 😝😝🤢🤢🤮🤮...she really has my deepest respect. I could never do that and I know she wouldn't have done it without Loki at her side. He's her light in the darkness, her anchor and and her saviour... and right so.

"I wouldn't be doing this if I didn't have you "..

"You have me I promise "...

"I don't want to hurt you Lo." You didn't want him to feel hurt, you both had never talked about exclusivity, you didn't think that was an option, you hardly understood the status of the relationship you shared with him.

"Then don't hurt me" he mumbled...

"I feel nothing for him...his touch disgusts me ...I only want you to touch me"

"I'll be here to touch you once he leaves, darling, I will take away all the bad touches I promise "

I had so many goosebumps when I read this, there's already so much love between them 🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️

And then you made me nearly cry 😢. What had Loki's ex done to him? Why did she treat him so badly. He's the sweetest man ever and she treated him like shit. And now him helping y/n to 'doll up' for Steve must really break his heart. All those bad memories and bad feelings 😪 . His ex didn't deserve him she was never worth of him.

'He has been here before with her. She often dolled up in front of him...he never should have agreed to such an agreement that bought him so much of humiliation and so many insecurities. Was he not enough? He had spent several sleepless nights just thinking about it. You turned around to look at him, he seemed hurt, you had never seen him this way before and it worried you.

I hope he trusts and believes in y/n that she is different and that she would never do things like this to him.

Finally y/n got to know the truth about the sea banshee and Minola. I'm really sorry for her. Her so called friends were never real friends. Real friends wouldn't have done it to her. One of my theories was right: Minola never wanted to harm y/n, she wanted to protect her...Minola is a good one 😊

I love how Loki assured y/n that she hasn't to feel bad or sorry for the incident with Steve...

It's lovely how y/n cares about Loki and his feelings too. It feels like she can give him something back for everything he had done for her since he saved her life. And I think it was really important for y/n to see that Loki had the same emotions like her and feelings of insecurity. I loved their whole conversation here and how Loki said that he loves y/n without saying it 😉🤗...

and I loved what followed next... Queen, the smut 🥵❤️‍🔥... it was so wholesome, sexy, cute and hot 😏🌶🌶...I really enjoyed it 😏😏❤️

I'm really excited what's going to happen next, which decisions y/n will make and to get the answer if she will lose Loki forever.

'...and you couldn't have that, you won't survive losing him too."....me neither 🥺😪

I really loved this chapter my Queen 👑 it was so heartwarming and full of emotions and developments 💖... and of course I love you 😍❤️

I always want to read your thoughts and comments about every chapter dear. Thank you for sending me this, it really made my day. 💚

The waterfall date is in the next chapter so I really wanted to share this lovely thoughtful ask before I update.

I love you my dear ❤️💚😘

[jimilter]

Hey nim i am having a mental breakdown here🥲TD&HK !!! This fic is making me go insane 💔 i am so freaking frustrated cuz they both think that there is nothing b/w them except lust ..both are in denial that they would want each other to be more than a fuck but i guess i feel where oc is coming from jk has never truly shown any signs of love or affection towards her and his image of being a heartless chaebol who fucks around isnot doing anything good. So oc has this image of him engraved in her mind ..This did came as a shock to me that he has feelings for HER!!!😳 I feel like this misunderstanding b/w them (like jk feeling oc will never accept him for who he is) and (oc feeling that jk could never love someone) will become the path to their tragic end 😶 guess i have to accept that this annoying but endearing couple will not have their happily ever after :) ..cuz even if they confess their feelings to each other they would still need a lot of time to build trust and endless love b/w them which i guess oc will have a hard time with considering the image of jk and jk will need that too considering the insecurity he has that she will never look at him like a lover does ☺️

hello, anon, lemme join u in your breakdown 😭

your analysis is so good and pretty much spot on!!! they're both too scared to confess bec they aren't really sure if the other person feels the same which is an absolute mess of a situation :(

his image of being a heartless chaebol who fucks around isnot doing anything good

^ yes!!! exactly! man's spent a lot of time wrecking shit up and, in fact, oc has been there to clean up after him while she was made to take him under her wing in his initial days at the company. after witnessing all that from so close, she's def gonna need reassurance of his feelings.

but also - she has seen him grow and change from really up close as well. he's still a pain in her ass, but they have been exclusive in their physical relationship and he hasn't made her regret showing him her vulnerable side, so far. so he does have some brownie points in his bags - but if he withdraws from her now, they will probably all be moot :(

cuz even if they confess their feelings to each other they would still need a lot of time to build trust and endless love b/w them

^ yes, they absolutely will! they will need to communicate w each other honestly and openly and give each other a true chance if they really want to build a stable future together.

oc has never had a lot of ppl in her life - while jk is the literal opposite, w entirely too many ppl in his life. that fact also makes their dynamic a lil wonky, i guess :( he's a people person, and tho she isn't an introvert herself, trusting and opening up to people doesn't come as easy to her. yet, she has grown to trust him more in their time spent together, so maybe it'll be for good?

hehe, you'll have to wait and see what happens. there is sure to be a hell lot of angst bec there's a lot to unpack between them - but i won't go as far as to say that they cannot have a happy ending. they need to work on stuff and then we'll see how it turns out for them!

thank you so much for reading this series and sending me your honest opinions and theories, dearest reader! love you loads. 🥺❤❤❤

[strwbrryblues]

drunken words are sober thoughts

Pairing: Bang Chan x Fem!Reader

Genre: Exes to Lovers AU, Non-idol AU, Angst, Hurt/Comfort

Warnings: Talks about insecurities, Alcohol intake (please drink responsibly!)

Word Count: 2.7k

Synopsis: Drunkenness can either trigger one to make a mistake. You can say yours was a blessing in disguise.

A/N: Hello! Back with another short fic! I'm still not done with finals, maybe a week or two more, but I'll leave this fic here because so suddenly, I thought of this trope when I saw a post on twt 😭

Anyways, your thoughts about the story are welcome as always! please 🙏 i really do love getting feedbacks about my writing, it really helps me as a writer 😭 if you're too shy, my anon ask is always open! (i just recently fixed that one so yeah, I hope it's functioming well 😭) I'm just too busy sometimes to reply, or just I don't know what to reply, but I really do love all the comments and reblogs with texts or tags 🥺

But yeah, I hope everyone's doing well! I f you need someone to talk to I'm always here! I don't mind rants or small talks! 💗💃

© July 2022, strwbrryblues. All rights reserved.

“Another shot for the beautiful lady!” Chan hollers at the top of his lungs. You giggled, the sight of his never disappearing dimples sent your heart soaring. He’s as endearing as ever even when you’re both drunk as heck.

“Hyung, come on, you’re both drunk.” Changbin tries to stop you two from downing more alcohol, but the older just waves him off.

“Oh, don’t be such a killjoy, Binnie. We’re not harming anyone!” He bellows out. Changbin sighs deeply as he pushed away Minho’s head from his shoulders.

“You too, Minho hyung. Don’t you have work tomorrow?” Changbin sighs in defeat from Minho’s drunken state, who was very much a clingy-and-affectionate drunk.

“Hehe. I have a day off tomorrow,” the older man giggles as he continues to pester Changbin.

You watched and sighed contently. You barely had time to fool around like this anymore due to workload. Ever since getting a more stable job, you’ve had lesser time to spend for yourself.

“What’s got you smiling, honey?” Chan rests his chin on the palm of his hand, as his elbow rested on the dark oak table. He gave you that beautiful smitten smile, with an all too loving gaze, and it sent your heart into a frenzy of endless thrumming.

“Just…this is beautiful,” you crossed your arms on the table. After doing so, you rested your head on your crossed arms, looking back at Chan from your position. “I haven’t had the time for myself recently. It's nice to be with you guys.” You closed your eyes, feeling the numbing headache that’s caught up from your drunken state.

“We can always hang out whenever you want, baby.” Chan whispers, sneaking a hold of your hand that peeked out from your crossed arms.

There was a moment of silence that hang itself over you two. In your own space, with your eyes communicating as if you were connected once more. Before it broke in itself after Changbin finally called out to his other older friend.

“Agh! Hyung you have to go home!” The younger whined. Sadly, being the only sober one had its pros and cons. He was smart not to drink and suffer the consequences of his actions by hangover, but he had to witness all this shit and be the responsible one.

“Come on~ Just one last drink,” Minho whined as well. Throwing his hands anywhere to express his distaste for not getting more alcohol in his system.

“Chan hyung, go home with Minho hyung. I’ll fetch you both a cab. I’ll take care of noona.” He was begging at this point.

But Chan shook his head. “No! I’ll go with Y/n! I have to show her something.” He shook his head childishly, jutting out his lips as the pouty tone was evident in his voice.

Changbin looks at him worriedly, and a bit heartbroken; almost as if he was about to cry. And to be honest, he’s been that way since the start of the night. “Hyung…are you sure?” He asks, eyes nervously meeting Chan’s, as he fiddled with his fingers.

Chan only let’s out a hearty laugh, “of course! I can take care of myself and Y/n!” He takes full hold of your hand, intertwining them together and pressing a short kiss on the back of your hand. It sent you reeling with butterflies once more.

“If…if you’re so sure then…” Changbin pulls out his phone, albeit unsure, still. “I’ll phone a cab for you two, then.” He says, dialing for a cab as he watches you two with an aching heart, and worried mind.

The cab arrived, and Changbin made sure to get you two safely inside, before he went to his car, dragging along a drunk and half asleep Minho.

The ride was silent, after having Chan give the directions to his studio to the driver. He had his arms wrapped securely on your waist. There was comfort in the silence the loomed over you, and you relished being in his arms. It wasn’t a full cure, but it at least eased some of your headache.

Soon after arriving the destination, Chan had dragged you with him to the building. It was a miracle the staff had let you two inside despite how drunk the two of you looked. But Chan was thankful, because he didn’t want to miss this opportunity to show you what he’d been working on in his studio.

Ushering you inside the cramped space and familiarity of his studio, you settled yourself tiredly on the leather sofa that sat behind his desk.

“You’re going to love this, I promise you.” He giggles like a school girl. Opening up his laptop, and then going for the window where he earlier saved and closed his work. He taps on the play button, and turning up the volume just right.

He turned to you in his swiveling chair as the instrumentals started playing. The intro was calm before it progressed to a more upbeat tone. It’s resembling those of summer songs, and it quickly made you smile. Despite being mot a fan of the hot season, you agreed that most summer songs were fun and worthwhile.

Chan grins at the reaction he’s receiving. “You always love summer songs,” he says, swaying a bit as his drunken self invites you to a dance. You accepted, of course.

The two of you swayed to the music, enjoying how upbeat the music was. It brought you good vibes, despite the song lacking lyrics. The song soon ends end he was quick to go back to his seat, which left you confused.

He regrets moving quick, triggering the his headache from excessive drinking. “Hold on,” he grunts and holds onto his head. You rushed to his side, but also regretting as a wave of headache consumed you. You just held his hand in consolation.

“We both got headaches,” you blabbered out. And you don’t know why, but being drunk has lead you to find it funny. Soon, Chan was laughing along with you.

After recovering from the throbbing pain, Chan opened another file, and after clicking the play button, he sat beside you on the sofa as well.

This one was a big contrast to the upbeat, summer song from earlier. It was mellow, and smooth. But the tune was…sad.

Chan leaned back on the couch, almost slouching. The music played as he stared at the ceiling. You copied, leaning back as well and just staring upwards, however with eyes closed—savoring the instrumentals.

But then you heard a voice—particularly the one in the demo—along with Chan humming. You tried to make out of the lyrics, until you realized the song was directed at you. The lyrics a solemn anthem of what Chan had been feeling for months. And just like that, his words sobered you up.

And then he spoke.

“She’s beautiful.” A pause.

And you turned to him, waiting.

“She was my whole world…She still is. I guess I was just stupid to let go…or that, she never deserved me in the first place.” You were confused on who was referring to. Was it a different woman? “We had a beautiful boy and yet, I don’t know what came over me to just give up.”

You know now it was you he was talking about. Perhaps him getting so drunk have made him forgot he was talking to you, about you.

“Lady, was I a bad husband? She…I broke her heart, and it hurts so much seeing her that night when I told her.” That’s right, you two have been divorced for about half a year now. Suddenly, the joy and warmth that you felt earlier with him has been replaced with the overwhelming feeling of sadness and heartbreak. As if you were reliving the night he asked you for a divorce.

“I really was a bad husband. I hurt her, thinking that my career would only hindrance our relationship. But in truth, I really just gave up on my whole world for my stupid career.” He was sobbing all so suddenly, and you can’t help but do so as well, only quietly as you turned away from him.

“Lady, you don’t know how much I regret doing it. That day at the court, I was so close to crying. I wanted to stop everything but she just looked so angry. I made her mad and hurt, and I just felt that…I had not right to take it all back after putting her through so much…”

You remembered vividly as if it was only yesterday. You were feeling a lot of things, to be honest. That day, more than hurt, confusion, and sadness, you were mad. Angry. Mad and angry at how he chose to gave up on your love. On Jeongin.

Oh, God. Dearest Jeongin. Your poor son sobbed to no end as if he’d physically lost his father. He was too young to understand the concept of divorce, and yet he was pushed into it at such a young age. And although visits were allowed, Jeongin had been a lot more reluctant about everything since then because of it.

“I don’t want to let go, and yet…I feel that all I’ve put her through, was enough of a reason to say that I’m not enough for her. I really wasn’t enough.” The music stopped, and the only sound present was of his sobbing and the rustles his clothes made with every movement.

Your breathing was getting harder to control, as your nose clogged due to crying. You wanted to stay silent but it was hard to do so. And so you eventually let out the sobs that you held back, tears freely flowing but you were still turned away from Chan.

The man perks at the sound of your sobbing, and only then did his mind register once more that it was you who he is with. “Y/n! Love, why are you crying?” He was quick to wrap his arms around you. You don’t know if he was really too drunk to even process everything, to the point that he forgot where your relationship currently stands.

He cradles you in his arms, and for the first time in months, you felt at home. Safe. Despite the underlying problem that you shouldn’t even be doing this with your ex husband. That you shouldn’t be in his arms. And yet you feel like being selfish. Just this one time, and maybe then you can move on.

“Shh, it’s okay, baby. You can let it all out. You know you always have me. You can always run to me and lean on me, my love.”

How it hurts you to the point that your crying was almost mixed with the anguished screams. His words should have been bringing your comfort, but with the way he’s speaking those broken promises was too much for you.

“No! No!” You started to scream. “You gave up on us! How can you say those words when you left me?” Those months of grieving for him never seemed to have left. And the stress that piled up finally reached its breaking point. And two broken souls in a cramped room, with no other form of outlet, it truly sucks to be on the receiving end for all of this sword like words.

Chan gripped tightly on his hold on yours, as if the weight of the situation has now fully sobered him up. “I’m so sorry. I’m so ashamed of myself. I regret ever hurting you. I don’t even know how to put it into words. But…those first nights after the proceedings in the court, I—”

Chan choked out the sob once more. He was heaving deeply, and then letting it all out by crying. It hurts him to think about the nights you weren’t in his arms. Those sleepless nights where he had to be tortured endlessly with the thoughts of the consequences of his actions till day breaks. It was a lot of burden for him to carry.

“There was so much regret, Y/n. I didn’t think being away from you was going to affect me, especially when I thought it was the right thing to do. I should’ve taken it all back the moment I saw your face when I brought the topic of divorce.” He’d spoken each word, sentence, slowly as he can. Choosing the right ones so as not to fan the flames of hatred.

You silently cried, still. But you wanted to give your word as well. “You should have talked to me about what you were feeling.” You fisted his shirt in your hold, tightly, before speaking once more, “what was the purpose of our vows? Our bond? Everything—if you’re just going to decide for yourself?” You felt exhausted from crying, slumping in his embrace.

You just…wanted nothing, at this point. There was no use in being so mad at him to the point of holding a grudge, especially when he’d been transparent with you now about his thoughts.

“I know…I was wrong. I wish I could just, go back in time and slap some sense into past me…” Chan heaves out another heavy sigh. His breathing finally going a bit more stable than before. The uncomfortable position of being huddled together in a seated position was catching up to him, so he laid down on the couch, dragging you along.

“That’s a great way to put it. But, at least we’ve learned our lesson. I may have had a part in all of this, if you say that you were reluctant to open up to me about it…so I’m sorry too, if I’ve done something to make you feel like I’m not worthy of knowing what’s on your mind…” You sincerely voiced out. You just know that you may have played a part in this divorce.

Chan hushed you, bringing your closer to him, as if your weight on top of him wasn’t enough to close the distance. He stroked your back comfortingly as he spoke, “no, no. It wasn’t any of your fault. It was me overthinking, and compulsively making a decision…” He admitted, staring back into the ceiling.

There was silence that loomed over the two of you. Both of you finally ceasing the tears and just being in each other’s presence. Chan taking one of your hands in his, intertwining them together as his other hand rubbed comforting patterns on your back.

“Let’s start over.” You broke the silence. It was enough for Chan to halt all his movements, as he shifted underneath you to just look at you properly.

“Start over?” He asks almost dumbly. It made you chuckle, finding it endearing as you often see him give you this look of curiosity and confusion when he gets lost in the conversation.

You nodded, but spoke so as well to assure him. “Yeah.” You rested your cheek on the back of his hand that was in your intertwined hold. “We can work through ‘us’ properly this time. We’ll talk about anything and everything. We’ll make it all work.” You gazed into his eyes lovingly.

Chan was elated to hear it. But then his insecurity resurfaced again. “But…what if I messed up agai—”

“No.” You cut him off. Not wanting his insecurities do all the talking for him. “You won’t. Because like I said, we’ll go through it together. We’ll make it work, because we’ll help each other out. We’ll be there for the other. And I’m here for you now, telling you that I’ll stay with you.”

Chan stays quiet again, almost as if he’s going to cry again. But you spoke once more, “ we’ll work out your insecurities, but for now, don’t worry about anything. Okay?” You asked, staring gently straight into his eyes.

Chan nodded. He understands it well. He understands, that his soul is shaken with how steadfast your were. But most of all, he was relieved, and happy. He felt the heavy weight in his heart, finally lift off. His heart growing lighter as he felt you press a kiss on his forehead.

There was peace and lightheartedness as you two got caught up in your conversations. Chan, despite having visits to see Jeongin would still bombard you with question about him. He wants to know even the most mundane of things about his wonderful son.

You talked for hours until you can’t, and the sun has risen up. And despite having been drunk, you just both know you’ll get a clear memory of what had all happened, because you two were sober enough, and your hearts wouldn’t let you forget that something as beautiful as this has happened.

[kingkatsuki]

Good morning Jo. I am here to ask for thoughts on Awase please and thanks 💖

Marq don’t make me cry, this was so wonderful thank you for asking🥺💕

I have so many thoughts about how he’d be in a relationship and it gives me so many feels.

I feel like he’s like Bakugou in a lot of ways, where it takes time for him to let you in. His personality is in no way as loud or as brash, but he’s the one that will speak up when he feels like there’s been injustice. He would go to any lengths to protect his s/o, and isn’t afraid to fight your corner. We saw in the manga the way he protected Momo at the training camp and was fully prepared to die to protect her, that’s how he would be with his s/o.

I also feel like he’s quiet unless you’re in his circle, so I think it’s difficult for him to really let people in. Awase could have the biggest crush on you for months/years and you wouldn’t ever know it because he doesn’t wear his heart on his sleeve. He keeps his cards so close to his chest and does it because he can’t ever imagine anyone liking him back, and doesn’t want to risk losing you. I think spending so long trying to get into UA he was disappointed to get into 1B instead of 1A, and somehow that’s formed part of those insecurities. Like he’s so proud of his quirk and he believes in himself, so the fact that he got put in B has to have some impact on him?

Also the fact that he loves gaming? So just cuddling together on the couch while you both play your own games on your switches, or cuddling him while he plays with his friends on desktop? Visiting your island on Animal Crossing just to leave you sweet messages or help you with your tasks, or helping you pass levels you’re struggling with in your games.

He would be the most amazing person to sit there and bitch about anyone or anything, he absolutely loves gossiping with you and he’s unashamed to let you know his opinions or exactly what he thinks about people. And the best part about him is he’d say the exact same thing to their faces too if he was confronted. He isn’t petty, behind your back, two-faced he’ll literally say it to your face and feel no way about it. Like he’s just so sarcastic I love that about him, he isn’t afraid to speak his mind regardless of who it’s to.

Those moments where he can truly be himself around you and there’s no expectations. He’d be so fiercely loyal and would stick by you throughout anything. The biggest and best support system no matter what, and endless cuddles.

And in the bedroom? He’s got the filthiest mouth. He acts so coy, but he revels in seeing you restrained beneath him. Quirk play 100% in the bedroom, but I also feel like he’d love you to dom him too? He’d be the brattiest bottom while you restrain him, so used to being the one that restrains others with his quirk. Spewing filth from his lips as you sit on top of him, taunting you with promises of what’s to come. Unashamed to tell you his most depraved fantasies and he wants to get the same information from you too.

On the other end I feel like sex would be so flirty and playful? Full of stolen kisses and moments where you can just melt into each other. Cockwarming while playing video games? Or letting you suck his cock while he struggles to try and complete the next level. Cuddles and handfuls of your boobs while you snuggle between his thighs and watch tv.

[tender-rosiey]

Hi sweetheart how are you? I'm fine, I wanted to request an order (I don't know if I can, I'm new to this) for Bungo Stray Dogs from Dazai! I want it to be a one-shot type of your wedding, I don't know ÑBDJSO, I discovered your blog and I really fell in love with your writing, I hope you understand this, my English sucks; ( 🥺💕

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𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: bells chiming, flowers blooming, music soothing, and sweaty hands— wait sweaty hands? what happens when one feels not enough for their lover? it’s okay, right? but it’s the wedding.

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: dazai osamu x f!reader

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𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: YAYAYAYAY WE ARE MARRYING DAZAI! I think this is short? Anyways I am doing fine, thank you for asking and I hope you are doing well too; I am so happy my blog is up to your liking (>w<) I hope you like this as well and that it’s up to your expectations, have a wonderful day sweetheart ☺️💕

Heels clicking and shoes squeaking, a fancy floor with a shiny glamour that makes it as fancy as day can get. Guests swarming the halls and a beautiful chandelier hanging from above, quite the lovely atmosphere if he may say.

But Dazai wasn’t sure if he deserved it.

After all, this feeling that makes him all fuzzy and soft inside, wasn’t something he was familiar with; it was a foreign feeling, yet he always reached a hand out to try and feel it even for a moment. Until he met you, the moment his eyes laid on you, was a moment that he felt particularly overwhelmed as to how can such beauty exist on this cruel earth, by his luck though he got caught staring and that was when you said hi with your voice that he found like music to his ear, and the thing he got lucky to be met with first thing in the morning as he woke up.

It’s a wonder really, now he is preparing to walk down the aisle and officially make you his in front of all those guests. A truth he loves yet was scared of, doubted, what if you were having second thoughts about it? What if you could be happier with someone else and he is holding you back? The questions were endless yet his blonde friend was there to knock him back into reality, not to mention the grey haired male that just slammed the door open in excitement.

It brought a smile to the brunette to see his subordinate like that. “My lord Atsushi, people would mistaken you for the groom because of your excitement.” He teased while the latter sassily replied “You say that like you aren’t more excited, but I think it’s obvious what feeling is taking over right now.” Dazai’s eyes widened slightly at the statement, more that the fact that it was right; maybe it’s okay to let it out, after all he always told you that bottling things up isn’t a way to live, yet here he was holding it all in. “What do you mean Atsushi-kun? I am completely fine!” He smiled brightly to make it all the more convincing but was met with a reply he never expected, especially from him.

“Cut the bullshit, Dazai-san.”

The said male told to do so had his eyes widening at the use profanity, but before being able to react, the grey haired male continued “How are you actually feeling? You promised to be more truthful about that with me.” Dazai furrowed his eyebrows before taking a deep breath and sighing with insecurity swarming his mind, “I am…scared, she deserves better; what if I am holding her back from something that can actually making her happy?” It felt nice to say it out, like a weight being lifted off his shoulders, but the moment of relief was cut short by Kunikida hitting the back of his head with his book of ideals.

“Shame on you to think that, especially after all this time you guys have spent together and bonded in, that she would back down on her decision; you both went through so much and proved your love for each other countless of times, and if you love her, does it really matter? At the end, you are still going to do your best to make her happy, wouldn’t you?” The blonde finished with Dazai replying to the last question almost instantly “of course.” The younger male then spoke up chuckling “Plus I visited Y/N-san and she was a mess herself, I think her freaking out should be at least the bit comforting as she is as nervous as yourself.”

Dazai smiled, excitement and happiness replacing the nervousness of his as he was anticipating to finally look at you since he was banned to for 3 days before the wedding; nonetheless, he knew you would look stunning and would steal his breath away. He then looked up with determination and said “okay I am fine now.” followed by an enthusiastic “I CAN’T WAIT TO MARRY MY BELLADONNA!” quickly changing the once serious atmosphere while Kunikida sighed and Atsushi laughed at his antics.

And now as the doors open while he is standing at the end of the aisle, his breath hitches when his eyes land on your figure with the beautiful white dress and the veil cascading down your shoulders. And the oh so exquisite smile of yours that always managed to make him form one of his, but for some reason you seem all the more etherial; perhaps it’s the fact that today is your wedding? Or maybe it is the fact that he is overwhelmed with emotions? You were a sigh for sore eyes, that was the best way he could put it. Suddenly though his vision got blurry, was he really starting to lose his eyesight today? But then your delicate hand reach his cheek and wipes it with a giggle “Don’t shed tears now, you will ruin the “i don’t cry” image of yours.”

He was crying…? He chuckled then held your hand lovingly “I can’t help it, my love; when you look so beautiful, I just can’t believe you are becoming my spouse.” You rolled your eyes at the flirty response with a smile present on your face nonetheless, as you both now stood face to face you were told to recite your vows and so your soon to be husband took the lead after squeezing your hand in reassurance for both you and himself, but mostly the latter as this was all so much for him.

He took a deep breath “You know, I never imagined that the day I get married would ever come, it’s truly a wonder; you came into my life like the best storm I have seen, a beautiful one that made me feel everything and anything, but most of all, happiness. Happiness that I never felt before, you filled my heart with so much warmth and love, I still to this day wonder how you made it seem so effortless; I am honestly proud to say—I think I finally found the reason to live…I always look forward to the next day of being with you, you make everything so exciting; so to sum it up before I tear up, Y/N I love you. So so much, more than I could ever put in words. I can’t wait to start a new chapter of our lives together, like newly weds we will be.”

You chuckled with tears sliding down your face, “W-what am I supposed to say after what you said, Osamu?” His eyes held so much adoration in his eyes as he took his turn in wiping your tears while you spoke up “You treated me with gentleness I have never seen before, with such care that none have bothered to go to such extents to provide; you always seem to understand me and what I feel before my mind could make up the words to express how I exactly feel, you didn’t trample on the trust I gave you but instead handled it with such tenderness. I want to help you see the good side of the world and explore the unexplored parts of the world with you for I love because of you, Osamu.” His eyes widened at the last part of what you said, heart swelling with emotions yet all he could do is smile.

And that smile alone, spoke a million words.

So when your lips meet, hands intertwined together, you know this man will take care of you and love you till his lungs give out.

“What did a man who didn’t fear death have to loose?” He often wondered, but now he got his answer. The answer is his now wife, the love of his life.

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