#boyfriend!straykids

[sweetkpopmusings]

valentine's day with stray kids <3

a/n: happy valentine's day lovelies !! i really am just in my feelings these days and, while i've never been much of a valentine's day person, i can't help but get heart eyes thinking about spending it with skz :,-) jeongin's is actually my ideal valentine's day date, so here's to hoping i can experience it someday soon <3 pics not mine~

content: fluff, very sentimental and romantic, established relationship | wc: 3.2k | warnings: none really! mentions of food and cooking in minho's, jisung's, and felix's. a lil bit of kissing and a lot of handholding :,-) | pairing: stray kids x gn!reader | requests: open

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chan♡‧₊˚

chan is so excited to celebrate valentine’s with you that he starts counting down the days on january 1st. really, he is just excited to celebrate anything and everything with you, and valentine’s day just happens to be a day when he can celebrate how much he loves you. because he is the sweetest boy in the world, he gets you a plushie of your favorite animal/character. this beloved plushie is holding a cute card with a heartfelt handwritten note inside it, including a cheesy pickup line–which he learned from stays–and a list of things he loves about you. chan, giddy with his love for you, blushes and giggles the whole way through giving you your gift. he continues giggling as you read the card, and poor chan is the brightest red when you look at him with starry eyes because how can he have such a big heart and love so innocently? chan is embarrassed by how red his cheeks and ears are, so he hugs you and nuzzles his face into your neck in an attempt to hide the fact that he physically cannot stop blushing. he prays you can’t feel his pounding heartbeat with his chest pressed to yours, but he doesn’t care too much given the fact that he loves holding and being held by you. when you give him his valentine–a handwritten note and a playlist of songs chosen just for him–chan completely melts. his knees are weak and his stomach is full of butterflies. he says his heart has stopped and the only cure is cuddling with you all day. for dramatic effect, he pretends that he can’t open his eyes or move his body as he falls to the floor, but the corners of his mouth never stop twitching upward because i cannot believe how happy i am with them. i never thought it was possible for my heart to beat so fast or love so deeply, but loving y/n makes me believe anything is possible. when you kiss him, his eyes burst wide open, the blush returning to his face and giggles escaping his mouth. when he looks up at you, the sparkle in your eyes enchants him, and he contemplates if he should share a confession he’s been holding onto for a long time. the breathless laugh that falls from your grinning face convinces him to bare his soul to you, so he interlaces his fingers with yours and asks, “do you want to hear a song i’ve been working on?”

minho♡‧₊˚

minho sees valentine’s day as the perfect excuse to live out some domestic fantasies with you. he swears up and down that he wants it to be lowkey, the “let’s not buy each other gifts. it’s better to spend quality time together than give into a scheme of candy hearts and cheesy cards,” kind of valentine’s day. the whole time you’re grocery shopping for dinner, he is watching you with lovestruck eyes and the sweetest, softest smile anyone has ever seen. he practically coos whenever he speaks to you, telling you to pick whatever you want for dinner. honey is dripping from his voice because he adores you and they look so cute trying to decide on which fruit looks the ripest. i’ll happily wait hours in the store for them to pick the best fruit every single day of my life. i really am in love with them. once you return from the store, it’s all aprons and dance parties in the kitchen as you cook together. minho makes more decisions once in the kitchen because he wants to ensure you have the best meal possible, but he’ll still hold the spoon up to your lips for every taste test and only adjust seasoning according to your preferences. he convinces you to clean up the kitchen a bit while he sets the table because “if i’m putting the presentation together, it’s only fair if you clean up the materials.” you are endearingly annoyed, but that turns into wholehearted endearment when you see a small box next to your dinner plate. minho acts as though he doesn’t see it when he pushes in your chair, and he feigns nonchalance as he watches you from across the table, carefully observing your reaction to his surprise. in the box there is a very thoughtful gift, a memento from the first time he saw you, and a note detailing how he felt on your first date. you’re stunned, to say the least, because i can’t believe he kept that all this time and i can’t believe he was so sure of me right after he met me. he eats like it’s no big deal, but his ears turn magenta when you thank him and there’s a sparkle in his eyes that only appears when he looks at you, so it’s safe to say that he is going to remember and cherish this moment forever and then some.   

changbin♡‧₊˚

changbin firmly believes you are the main character, so he wants to treat you like absolute royalty every day. valentine’s day gives him an excuse to amplify his natural adoration for you into full-blown theatrics. he pulls out all of the cliché and romantic stops. changbin handpicks a bouquet of roses for you. he buys you the best box of chocolates/candy in the prettiest heart shape in the store. he gives these to you with heart-shaped balloons and a teddy bear that says “i love you beary much” on the stomach. if he could make it rain, he would, just so he could dance with you and kiss you in it.  changbin, however, quickly gets embarrassed by the constant romantic gestures because if they look at me with a big smile one more time, i will have a heart attack. as soon as his brain reaches the point of complete malfunction, he starts laughing and squealing. you are shocked at first, especially since he was in the middle of a romantic declaration of love, but you are quickly laughing with him because he is the sweetest and most ridiculous partner. at one point, he just yells a signature changbin, “ah!!!” to regulate his senses. after calming down, he asks you what you want to do. of course, he agrees immediately to whatever you suggest and is beyond excited to spend time with you without the pressure to be prince charming. he does not let go of your hand for the rest of the day. changbin actually whines if you leave his side for longer than two minutes. whenever you huff in annoyance, he whips out aegyo with extra sweetener in it, so you quickly fold and return to his side. at the end of the day, you both are still smiling and looking at each other with huge heart eyes. you’re standing in the kitchen pouring yourself a glass of water when changbin comes in and softly asks, “will you dance with me?”  he holds his hand out to you, which you immediately accept, and he pulls you close to him, relishing in the intimacy of a simple romantic gesture. as you sway together, changbin hums your song and closes his eyes because nothing will ever be as warm as their body against mine, and nothing will ever sound more beautiful than the way they same my name in a quiet room.

hyunjin♡‧₊˚

hyunjin is a hopeless romantic every single day, but he sees valentine’s day as the perfect opportunity to put his romance skills to the test. when you wake up in the morning, there is a love letter by your pillow in which he recounts the moment he fell in love with you, detailing every beat of his heart and the expression you had when he realized you were the most beautiful person he had ever seen. he perfectly times his entrance with a cup of your favorite coffee/tea, putting the mug in your hand right as you set down his handwritten confession. his brown eyes are glowing with adoration, and he kisses your forehead before settling back in bed next to you. hyunjin’s voice is soft as he asks you if you slept well and what you dreamt about. the smile is plastered to his face as he plays with your fingers because i finally understood the beauty of mornings once i started waking up next to them because the sunlight never seemed bright enough until it glowed on their skin. after your relaxing time in bed wraps up, hyunjin brings out watercolor supplies for you two. he gets super romantic and sentimental when he suggests you paint each other, but, soon enough, his own love overwhelms him and he falls into a cutesy laughing fit which makes your heart burst just as much as the love letter you woke up to. in line with how your relationship is, you two easily pivot from the grand romantic gesture into a game of painting silly pictures and seeing if the other person can guess what it is. it’s absolutely hilarious and perfect because you know that everything is romantic when i’m with him because hyunjin does everything with love. hyunjin’s at risk for hitting his head with how hard he’s laughing at your interpretation of his favorite mug, but he can’t stop laughing because i think true love feels like laughing until you're out of breath, even when the joke stops being funny, and i can never stop laughing when i’m with them.

jisung♡‧₊˚

jisung wants nothing more on valentine’s day than to spend it with you. you are his biggest comfort, so he knows that the best way to show you he loves you is to relax and hang out together, existing happily and comfortably in the same space. jisung also always wants to make sure you’re doing well, which means he has added some extra self-care activities to your relaxing day together. he insists that comfy clothes are mandatory. he suggests you wear your favorite shirt/hoodie, and he blushes when he quietly tells you that he picked his hoodie because it was the hoodie he wore the first time you hugged him. the only appropriate reaction to that sudden confession is to hold his face in both your hands, turning jisung into a blushing mess who groans about how cute you are and hides behind the pillows. once he somewhat regains his composure, he reappears by your side on the couch and holds your hand gently as he asks you if you’d like to go to your favorite bakery to get treats. he keeps your hands interlaced as you make your way to the bakery, talking excitedly about everything he’ll buy you and making you promise that you will share at least one bite with him. you tease and say that you won’t because “it’s my treat. i don’t have to share it.” he pouts, feigning a deep sadness, but that melts away to reveal a massive smile when you nudge his shoulder and say, “i’ll always share with you, jisung.” he mumbles a “thank you” because i’ve never been more in love than right now. the entire day, jisung watches you with extra heart eyes, and he doesn’t look away when you catch him like that. he swoons over the love he sees in your eyes, and he will become a lovey-dovey mess if you so much as giggle slightly. he adores you, and he never wants to let you go because i know they say you can’t make a person into a home, but being by y/n’s side is the most at-home i’ve felt in my entire life. being with them is the most natural thing in the world. loving them is the closest i’ve come to absolute peace, and i want nothing more than to bring that sense of security and comfort to them.

felix♡‧₊˚

felix loves quality time with you just as much as he loves giving you presents. therefore, he firmly believes that doing cute valentine’s day themed arts and crafts together will be the most fun you two could have. rather than buying gifts or going out, you spend the day with your favorite music/show playing in the background while you sit at the table and whip up beautiful works of art. felix insists you two dress up according to “the theme of the day,” which means you’re both wearing some kind of combination of pink and red clothing. it’s cheesy, but it makes felix giggle every time he remembers how you are matching, so it’s more than worth dressing up for an at-home date. the first craft of the day is creating diy valentines. felix went to a craft store to buy scissors that cut in different shapes, a variety pack of construction paper, 10 sheets of stickers, scented colored markers, and glitter glue. he puts a makeshift wall between you two at the table because “we can’t ruin the surprise!” he unabashedly watches you while you work, smiling brightly because i never knew a furrowed brow could be so cute. of course, felix cannot resist the perfect opportunity to bake together, so the kitchen becomes a mess of flour and food coloring as you bake cookies and make pink, red, and purple frosting to decorate them with. he breaks off pieces of cookies and feeds them to you while you work, and he hums in approval when he tastes the cookies himself. he swears up and down they turned out so well because of the secret ingredient only you two could put in it: true love. he bursts into a giggling fit after he says that, completely out of breath as you both return to the table to put together valentine’s day gift baskets for each other. despite the fact that you spent the entire day making these together, the act of receiving a gift basket from felix is exhilarating. he is practically vibrating with excitement when he watches you read the valentine, and his heart is almost guaranteed to burst out of his chest when you thank him because if it means i can see them smile like that, i will never stop giving them presents. people call me sunshine, but they clearly have never experienced how warm and bright y/n looks when they’re happy. felix tears up when he opens your gift basket, and he hugs you so tightly you are gasping for air. he kisses it better and hugs you tightly again.

seungmin♡‧₊˚

seungmin is so full of joy whenever he’s with you, so he wants your valentine’s day to be a very fun and cute day out on the town! he plans a little adventure to all your favorite spots and some new ones–he acts casual about it but he’s been planning it for weeks–and he holds your hand as he leads you around the city. the smile that beams on his face, the way you two laugh while you rush through crowded crosswalks, and the sound of seungmin’s voice as he tells the barista your order without having to ask you first has your heart racing like a kid falling in love for the first time. seungmin teases you as per usual, but he slips in sweet compliments more often. the wind will blow your jacket awry, and seungmin will exclaim, “hah! you look so dumb like that!” he’s laughing while he fixes your jacket, and, once he’s satisfied, he whispers, almost unaware of the truth he’s spilling right in front of you, “ah, now you’re as  perfect as always.” a blush creeps onto your skin, but seungmin is too lost in his thoughts of i’ll never get tired of fixing things for them. it’s an honor to be close enough to know when their shoelaces are untied or their soup is too hot to notice the pink that tinges your face. when you’re nearing the end of your date, a claw machine outside a shop catches your eye. you tell seungmin that to be a “proper partner” he should try to win a plushie for you. he rolls his eyes, saying, “if you ask me nicely enough, i’ll consider it.” he’s feeling extra soft today, so only the slightest bit of aegyo is required to sway him. after many, many attempts, he manages to catch the toy of your choice, reminding you that he gets custody of it “if you don’t take care of it properly.” you tease him for being a helicopter parent and clutch the plushie close to your chest as you walk side by side to the final stop of your valentine’s day adventure. little do you know, seungmin is watching you carefully, lovestruck eyes shining, thinking i hope this plushie keeps them company whenever i’m away. i might even have an easier time falling asleep if i know they’re able to hold onto something they love, but i’ll never rest easy unless we’re back in each other’s arms.

jeongin♡‧₊˚

jeongin doesn’t want to take valentine’s day too seriously, but he will never miss an opportunity to show his appreciation for you. he wants to spend the day with you to celebrate your relationship, so he figures out the ultimate valentine’s day date: watching bad, cheesy rom coms together. at first, you’re a little confused, but he quickly explains that the point of this marathon is to cringe together at how ridiculous the writing and acting is. the idea sounds hilarious, and the glint of excited mischief in your partner’s eyes is more than enough to convince you. you two go all out, collecting the comfiest blankets, wearing the ultimate loungewear–matching, of course, because jeongin insists on taking fit pics “for posterity”–and selecting the most iconic films available. the air is sweet and the energy is lighthearted as you and jeongin are cuddled up on the sofa in your favorite spots, laughing and groaning at whatever antics the characters are up to. whenever you react, he watches you fondly and smiles because i love the sound of their laugh and the way they scrunch their nose when they cringe and i could watch them forever and never get enough of it but will tease you about being dramatic whenever you catch him staring. you two can’t resist repeating the worst lines of the films to each other with the most exaggerated tones and facial expressions because the laughter in those moments is wildly contagious. it’s all fun and games, but jeongin definitely gets blushy and flustered when you bat your eyelashes while saying an overly sweet confession line. he’ll never admit that you made him swoon with something as cliché as that, though he can’t hide the stunned look that crosses his face when he realizes how fast his heart is beating when you look at him like that. you tease him, heart fluttering when he rolls his eyes and poking his dimple when he smiles sheepishly because he is so beautiful when he’s happy like this, and i am so happy with him. jeongin fights with all his might to stop himself from completely melting at your cuteness, but that doesn’t stop him from melting into your touch. he sighs in relief when his heart settles down as you two resume your casual cuddling, and he grins because even if the writers didn’t get it perfectly right, i finally understand the kind of love these movies are about.

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[nuna-adelie]

Han Jisung x Reader - Flower Cafe

Pairing: Han Jisung x Reader Word count: 1.5k I need more fluff in my life and who better to provide it than the cutest squirrel in the game?

(Made possible by this amazing song, courtesy of Sam Ock, Jooheon, and I.M.)

(Fluff / established relationship / boyfriend!Jisung / just cute stuff / spring vibes are real)

The music playing softly in your ear made you think about the blessed life you were currently leading; one filled with love, security, and content. It was a feeling you wanted to hold on to for as long as possible. If only your boyfriend was here to enjoy this moment with you.

There was just something about days like these: The sun finally making itself known after a long winter, flowers perking up once more, and of course, romance being in the air. The latter was especially prominent today, with plenty of couples taking a stroll through the park.

As you sat on one of the benches, soaking in the sun, you thought about your own boyfriend. It had now been more than three weeks since you had seen him; his schedule being packed as ever. You knew that that was what you had signed up for, but still, you couldn’t help but wish he was here with you.

Contemplating whether you were going to grab a coffee from the nearby cafe, you let out a soft sigh. How nice it would have been in this moment to be together with Jisung; cuddling on this bench and sipping coffee while sharing a small piece of cake. The strawberry cheesecake was especially well made at the aforementioned cafe. Eating it always made you think of him, it was his favorite after all. The birds around you sang beautifully, and after having listened to them for a while, you decided to put on some music on your phone instead. Your earbuds were snugly situated in your ears as you threw your head back a bit, allowing the sun to cast its rays on you more prominently.

Being lost in thought, the song constantly repeating itself, the fact that a text message had made its way through took you a while to notice. It had been sent a good ten minutes ago, but finally, it had grabbed your attention when you glanced down at the device on your lap. The slight feeling of disappointment you had felt as you saw who had sent it was quickly drowned out by excitement towards its contents:

Chan (13:48) Where you at?

Me (14:01) Relaxing at the park, you?

Chan (14:03) The one by Ji’s apartment?

Me (14:03) Yeah, why?

Chan (14:04) Nothing! Thanks!

Normally Chan would only text you whenever Jisung had forgotten to charge his phone, or maybe when he wanted to relay a message, but other than that, your contact with him was limited. You decided to start your music once more and closed your eyes for a bit, thanking fate for having put you in a safe neighborhood where such a carefree attitude was possible.

The warm yet crisp wind was enough to make you drift off slowly, sunglasses protecting you from the warm rays of the sun and jacket slowly getting a bit too much for the current temperature. The music playing softly in your ear made you think about the blessed life you were currently leading; one filled with love, security, and content. It was a feeling you wanted to hold on to for as long as possible.

It wasn’t until the smell of coffee made your nose scrunch and your eyes open; the aroma having been especially close by, almost as if a fresh cup was right under your nose. Your eyes took a swift moment to adjust themselves to the light around them and you immediately jolted up when you saw that the cup had indeed been as close as you had imagined: right in front of you. 

“Hey you!” You exclaimed, gratefully taking the cup from your boyfriend.

Jisung just chuckled; his eyes never leaving yours as you took a sip. 

“Did you just get back?” You scooted a bit closer to him.

“I did,” he hummed in response. “Couldn’t wait to see you. I had Chan text you because I wanted it to be a surprise.”

If there was someone on this Earth who could make you happy through the simplest of actions, it was Jisung. Somehow, he could always read your mind, always be there for you at the times you missed him most. It was almost like a superpower of his: Compassion-man.

“I was just thinking of grabbing one of these,” you chuckled as you pointed towards the to-go cup in your hand. 

“I figured,” Jisung said, sweetly putting an arm around your shoulder. “Your addiction to caffeine will probably never disappear.”

It was hard to see his face completely; a cap and mask ensuring that he could finally have a semblance of privacy. It didn’t matter to you, though. He was here and that was more than you could have ever wanted. 

“I thought you wouldn’t come back until next week.”

He nodded in response.

“Figured I’d make an extra stop. I need to leave again tomorrow though.”

Now it was your turn to nod. Idol life was not easy for anyone, including Jisung. 

“I am honored, Mister Celebrity,” you teased as you poked his cheek. In response, he puffed it and moved his mask down so you could clearly see his pout. Cute. Chuckling, you leaned in and pressed a soft kiss on his lips, before putting his mask back in place. “I missed you.”

“I missed you too,” he said softly, nuzzling his nose in the crook of your neck. “How’s the coffee?”

“Delicious, and just what I needed,” you smiled at him. “Plus, the delivery guy was really cute.”

“Hey!” He said, pretending to be insulted. His acting skills still needed some work, because he immediately burst into laughter, barely able to make it through the one syllable word. 

“I just wish he had brought some cheesecake,” you continued, putting your head on his as he was still snugly situated between your neck and shoulder. “The service here is really going downhill.”

He perked up and bent over, reaching below the bench to take out a small square box. 

“Oh really now?” He cockily raised an eyebrow at you as he held the box in front of you.

“This is why you’re the best, Ji!” 

“I know.”

Another laugh made its way past your lips. While you had been content with the fact that you wouldn’t be able to see him for another week or so; it had been this surprise that had made your entire day, maybe even your entire month. Not even the coffee, or the cheesecake, but just him: Just Han Jisung. He was plenty for you , as you were for him. 

“I love you,” you said softly as the man next to you started to unbox the little piece of cake. It was hard to see through the mask, but you were certain he was smiling. He took the utmost care to put some cake on a plastic fork and held it out in front of you. 

“Say aaah,” he said; a blush creeping up his cheeks. 

“Ji! I’m not a chil-”

“Jagi, say aaah,” he just repeated.

A bit embarrassed, you did as he asked and slightly opened your mouth in front of him; closing it as soon as the sweet and tangy piece of delight engulfed your mouth. You hummed happily at its taste and took the fork from your boyfriend. 

“Your turn!”

“Aaaah.” He pulled his mask down eagerly. You observed the way his cheeks moved up and down, savoring the taste of his favorite dessert. As soon as he had finished the mouthful, you pressed another kiss on his lips, tasting the leftover strawberry syrup that was lingering.

Before long, the cake had been eaten and the coffee had been drunk. Clouds had made their presence known, leaving the sun to be subdued momentarily. It immediately caused a small dip in temperature.

“Ready to go?” Jisung stood up and held his hand out to you; the bag with all empty cartons around his free wrist. You nodded and gladly grabbed him, lifting yourself from the bench. 

“You know,” he slowly said as he put his arm around your waist, pulling you closer. “How about another dessert?”

You cocked your head at him and let him lead the way towards his apartment.

“You shouldn’t eat that much sugar, Ji,” you said matter-of-factly. 

The laugh that escaped his lips had been a genuine one and you couldn’t help but chuckle at the response. It had only taken a small change in movement in where his hand had been lingering to understand that the man had not been talking about eating more cake. His fingers moved from your waist downwards, fitting themselves snugly in the back pocket of your jeans.  

“Don’t worry,” he said slyly when you stood in front of his door. The key turned in the lock and his hand was still in place behind you. “This dessert will actually help in burning calories rather than gaining them.”

You couldn’t help but blush and smirk at him at the same time. 

“Hmm,” you hummed contently. “I guess the delivery guy deserves a tip after that wonderful service.”

“Yeah, he’s been overdue for one.”

With that, the door closed behind you two; finally back in the comfort of the home that brought you even more joy than a piece of strawberry cheesecake. 

Masterlist

[bangchansgirlsblog]

Push and pull.

Warning:  Angst

Pairing: skz x 9th member

Summary: The constant pressure of being a girl in a group of boys is crazy but crazier when your looked at like a fragile baby.

!not proofread so forgive me for mistakes!

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“Oppa just tell me what’s wrong pleaseee?” She begged, “I also care about you and you need to calm down. This is scaring me,”

"No I want to only talk to the boys, please Y/n?" He said and It stung. 

Han had been having a mental breakdown and had been crying for an hour straight. They had just arrived from practice when he decided to brush everyone off and leave to go to his room where Y/n had been begging him to come out of.

"Okay," She softly said and left the room. Was she not going enough for him? Did he not like her? The thoughts run through her head as she laid in bed trying not to cry. The pain of feeling neglected was slowly eating her alive.

She had been begging him to tell her what had happened but he refused. He didn't want to tell her what was going on but once the boys walked in back from their schedules, he wanted to speak to them straight away. Leaving Y/n sad and confused. 

She decided to to finish some work as she waited for the boys to finish talking to Han but even then her heart wasn't settled. She wasn't able to concentrate. The guilt was eating her up. It made her feel sick. So she decided to go make herself some tea and that's when she run into Felix in the kitchen making some brownies.

"Hey Felix," she softly smile and greeted him.

"Hey Y/nnie!" He beamed and waved at her then continued to mix the mixture in the bowl. "where you able to get more tape for your knee?"

"yeah i was, Eunwo (their manager) was able to get me some on our way back," she explained while she got a glass of water. "What are you doing?"

"Making brownies for Hannie, he isn't feeling the best," Y/n turned to look at his older brother.

"Can I please know why?" She took the chance to get it out of Felix because she knew Felix wasn't their strongest soldier when it came to keeping secrets from one another.

"No I'm sorry, Han said not to tell you," he looked back at the butter quickly trying to avoid the eye contact.

"But Lix-"

"No I'm not telling you, it's not my secret to tell," he cut her off and continued his work. He felt really bad for leaving her out but he knew himself he couldn't spill anything just yet.

"Okay, fine be a meanie,"  She softly sighed and got her cup of now iced coffee.

"No don't be like that, Han will tell you when his ready," he pouts walking over to her to her. hoping that someway he could fix the situation. 

Everyone knew that Y/n felt left out most of the times because she was the only girl and sometimes the boys had things they couldn’t tell her or share with her but other than that they told her everything and they tried to make her feel apart of the group. 

Since felix was the most sensitive and softest out of everyone he felt the need to protect her because felix did feel left out at a point when he couldn’t speak korean fluently and Y/ was the one who would stay up with him trying to help him study. In this case, Y/n was not feeling this 'brotherly' love. 

She shrugged his hands off and took a step back trying to get out of his reach. "I'm his bestfriend too, I'm part of this team too but I keep being treated like I'm an outsider," She let out a sigh and wiped the rolling tear. Trying to make sure Felix didn't see her cry.

"No don't cry please," he begged but she simply walked past him but ofcourse felix tried to follow but she stopped him and continued into her room where she locked the door and stayed there for the rest of the evening.

When it was time for dinner she went outside to grab the stuff she had ordered since leeknow wasn't cooking tonight and she sat on the empty dining table. Everyone was still sat in Han's room and there were a few empty cups on the table meaning they had all eaten already.

Felix had left her a plate of brownies for desert and a cup of milk so atleast she knew they still acknowledge her. As she sat there she got bored and saw it was 8pm.

So since she had nothing planed for the evening she decided to get up, put everything away and grab her training stuff to head to the jyp building. It was a short walk anyway and korea was a safe place to be wondeirng at night. The builidng looked quite empty but a few people were locking up and packingup to head home.

She scanned the hallways for an empty room and she finally did find one but was soon interrupted but Jae Beom and his crew. His smile was bright and he was so excited to see her.

"Y/nnie!"

"Oppa!" she squealed. Her sad aura was now replaced with happiness at the sight of her favorite older brothers. She quickly run over and age each of them hugs while saying hello.

"What are you doing here so late? Where are your brothers?" He asked dropping his practice bag and walking back over to her. He pulled her in a hug once again. Although they worked in the same company they barely saw each other due to schedules and stuff.

"Han wasn't feeling well so they are taking care of him and I decided to come practice," She explained. The boys were now all paying close attention to her.

"Ahhh I see! Can we join you?" Mark asks. His hands were in his pockets and they all didnt have makeup on so it meant that they were also here just for free practice.

"Yes sure, I need company anyway," She smiled and headed over to the laptop that was by the speakers. "What should we start with?"

"Can you teach us S-class? Its so hard and we've been trying to learn it," Jackson pouts and raffles her hair,

"Yeah the hand movement is impossible!" Jinyoung chirps in.

She giggled at this because they all reminded her so much of her little brothers back at home when S-class had just come out. "Sure, I can its not that hard," the groans in response made her laugh fill the room so she just played the song and they all run through it as she taught them step by step and by the time they were done, it was 1 in the morning. ONE IN THE MORNING? fuck.

She quickly took out her phone from her bag and looked at it to see thousands of missed calls and (as if in cue) that's when Hyunjin and I.N slammed the door open. they were both panicked and Hyunjins phone was ringing alot while I.N was frantic talking to someone of his phone.

"There you are!" Hyunjin exclaimed panting and huffing. "We've been calling, texting and even fucking tracking your phone, why wouldn’t you tell us your here? This is extremely dangerous Y/n! Oh my God!"

"Y/nnie! do you know how worried we were?! Chan hyung and Leeknow hyung are on some road screaming your name looking for you everywhere," I.N yells at her causing her to jump at the sudden loud voices.

"My phone was off, I was just practicing here-" she tried to explain but was interrupted immediately. 

"Okay, it doesn’t matter now, let's go home, we were worried sick, hang on...grab your stuff," he got out his phone and started talking to someone that sounded like Chan. With the way Hyunjin was cringing she knew she was dead meat. 

She quickly grabbed my Bags, her laptop and quickly said bye to everyone who were also as terrified as she was but they totally understood and told her to just be safe and to text them. She quickly made her way behind Hyunjin and I.N who were towering over her. Once hyunjin hang up the phone finally, he slowed down so he was walking by her side.

"Never do that again please,"

"But I was just with my friends,"

"You know we don't trust you in a room full men," he softly says ruffling his hands through her hair.

"Yeah I know, I know. I'm in shit, i've accepted it," she groaned but remembered the only reason she was in this mess, "Is Hannie okay now?"

"Yeah he is and he wants to talk to you," She look up at him confused. Her heart jumping. 

"What about?" she asked on a confused tone. Hyunjin glances over at I.N who gulps. They both look at eachother as if communicating.

"Felix said that you were upset-"

"I wasn't upset really," She quickly explained.

"Oh well now you can explain that to him anyway but right now those are your least of your worries cause Chan is going to kill you in cold blood," I.N takes of his jacket and hands it to her. she was freezing and she was wearing a tank top but luckily I.N had a hoodie and jacket on.

Ugh. She sighed softly when they arrived to the house. She stopped causing the boys to look at her confused. Her worries and sadness came washing over her. With the way she had fun at the studio with her other brothers she had totally forgotten the depression she was facing at home.

She took a deep breath (quite dramatically) earning a chuckle from both boys and she walked up the stairs into the house where Chan and Leeknow were Ofcourse sitting on the dining table with a coffee mug both. She couldn't even sneak past them which was her only hope in avoiding them. She quickly turned around but was met with Hyunjins chest. sigh.

"Stop, turn around and sit," Chan voice was loud meaning he was serious. she quickly followed his instructions and sat on the chair across both of them.

"What time is it?" He squints his eyes and looks at her.

"1:30 Oppa," she sighed and looked down at her fingers. 

"Why would you leave the house without letting us know? What if something had happened and we didn't know-"

"Your always scolding me and not treating me like an adult," she snapped at him. This made Hyunjin stop in his tracks and turned back and I.N  paused whatever he was doing to over at them. Never ever did she snap at the boys especially chan because she loved them and they were older than her so she was so respectful. This was a shock and the gasp that left leeknows lips was evidence.

"That's not true I always treat you like an adult," Chan defended himself. 

"You don't Oppa! You don't get it, just because I'm 19 doesn't mean I'm a kid, I'm only one year younger than I.N and he gets treated like an adult, everything I do you guys have to be there watching and whenever you guys have conversations I'm pushed to the side. Yes I get I'm a girl and I'm young but it doesn't mean I'm not part of the team, I'm allowed to walk out the house right now if I wanted to, if I wanted a babysitter I would have hired you a long time," 

"Y/n dont raise your voice at hyung like that. Its not right," Leeknows eyes were red. he was pissed off and it was clear. 

"Dont talk to me like that Y/n. If you have a problem you tell me, you dont yell. Look at me when im talking to you," She looked up at him. He looked tired, frustrated and mad. He had to first deal with Han...now this?

"fine sorry," she was done. she was done with this conversation, she was done with the boys, she was done with everything. She stood up and stormed out the room. Chan following right behind her 

"We're not done here young lady, You think i want this? you think i want to constantly be checking on you? you think i want to be. You keep acting childish thats why i have to keep tabs on you!" with every second he was getting louder and louder. 

"Chan dont, lets go calm down-" leeknow grabs his arm trying to keep him away.

"Y/n go to your room," Changbin interferes trying to break the two up. 

"See!" she exclaimed and walked into her room shutting it and locking it.

[i-wolfbit]

ﾠﾠﾠℐ𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗂𝖽𝖽𝗅𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗇𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍, 𝗂𝗇 𝗆𝗒 𝖽𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆𝗌...

[chans5oive]

moments when chan knew he loved you

Chan x reader

Genre: fluff!

warnings: none that i can think of!

Word count: 469

summary: moments when chan knew you were the one

A/n: not in chronological order!

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Chan always knew there was something special about you from the moment he met you. He always sensed that you were the one.

It was your annual “sleepover movie marathon” with your best friend, Mina. This week it was at your shared apartment with Chan. You and Mina were sitting on the floor, your bodies pushed against the couch. You were both focused on the TV, shoving popcorn in your mouth as if it was muscle memory. When all of a sudden, chan walked through the door carrying various items from the day. He yells a sweet “hi!” Before being violently shushed by two excitable people. He chuckled before setting his items on the kitchen counter and making his way to you both. He quietly sits on the couch. You grabbed a handful of popcorn and held it up for Chan. He took it from your hand and let out a quiet thank you. You then being smacked repeatedly on his knee by you. “Oh oh oh this is the best part.” You say, your eyes still glued to the TV. You let out a frightfully ugly cackle followed by clapping and silent laughter. Chan looked at you as you continued your laugh. He felt his cheeks heat up and his stomach doing somersaults. He loved your ugly laugh no matter how ear piercing it was. He wanted to hear it for the rest of his life. After he snapped back to reality he then joined in on the laughing stopping to glance at you.

It was Chan and yours 4th date. Everything about the evening was perfect: candle lit dinner, the feeling of excitement eating both of you alive when getting ready, the season was when it was the shift between winter and spring (so the air was warm but just cold enough for Chan to be a gentleman and give you his jacket), both giggling at every accidental finger brush when walking until someone decides to be brave and grab the others hand. Both slightly blushing at the gesture. The Han river was in the back, the moon reflecting in its blue waves slightly distorting the moons perfect circle. A random playlist playing in your shared headphones which Chan suggested to listen to. As you stopped to admire the river and Seoul in its beauty, a song came on that excelled the romantic tension in the air. The slow tempo and soft melodies and romantic metaphors in the lyrics gave Chan a sudden confidence. He grabbed you attention so you were facing him and you looked at him with dewy eyes and a content smile. He leaned in slightly, you mimicking his actions. “Can i?” Chan whispered. You nodded. He closed the distance and sealed your first ever kiss with Chan. The first of many Chan hoped.

A/n: yall i cba to write anymore scenerios but if anyone has any ideas then pls lemme know <3

Taglist: @mazeinthemiroh@jisungsdaydreamer @fantasy2wonderland@anyamaris@chocotonez@linocvp1d

if anyone wants to be added or unadded let me know!!

[skzcoffee]

skz and their love languages (giving)| maknae line

Genre: fluff lol

Pairing: skz x fem!reader

Warnings: none !

Word count: 448

Masterlist !

Jisung - Physical touch

Jisung is that type of boyfriend to hug and kiss you everywhere. Physical touch is definitely his love language. If you're walking together, he’s always holding your hand. If you're sitting somewhere by each other, his head is always on your shoulder or viceversa, and he loves it when you grab his bicep too. Did well on something? He showers you with kisses! He loves physical touch so so much but if you're not comfortable he won't pressure you to anything <3

Felix - Acts of service

Felix is that type of boyfriend to cook for you and bring you homemade food and snacks as his love language. He’s always baking something new for you and he’s always feeding you some new dessert he made. He always wants to me make sure you're comfortable and happy. Too many chores to do? He’ll do them for you. Too many schools assignments? He’ll help you with them. He’ll help you with anything he can, he'd do anything to see you calm and happy

Seungmin - Words of affirmation

Seungmin is that type of boyfriend to always compliment you and congratulate you on the most minimal achievement. He is constantly reminding you of how amazing and lovely you are, and he means it every single time. He knows you doubt yourself a lot and the fact that you’re insecure, so he makes sure you never feel unloved. Seungmin is that type to write you love letters in every occasion, even if it isn’t a big celebration, he just feels the need to express all of his love through writing. He loves telling you how pretty and smart you are, and he loves to see your eyes light up and the smile on your face everytime he says something cute to you :))

Jeongin - Gift giving

Jeongin is the type of boyfriend to always buy you something. If he’s shopping and he sees anything that reminds him of you, he will get it for you without hesitation. He will always decorate your gifts with a lot of love, to show you that he is willing to put effort into you just because he loves you so much. He’s the type to get your flowers “just because” and he always writes a love letter with it. It doesn’t matter if it’s a tuesday school night, if he found something to gift you, he will. What about special occasions? He goes ALL out, his gift wrapping skills are really impressive, and it’s like your reaction to his gifts adds 100 more years to his life.

Author's note: it's been a year since i opened this account so i want to make a promise to post more often and i hope u enjoy this one!! 🫶

[straykuds]

Argument with skz (maknae line)

Thanks to those who requested for a part 2. Hope you enjoy it ☺️ and please ignore the low battery, I hardly charge my phone 🙂 sorry if it's not good 🥲

Genre : angst, comfort.

Han

Unknown to Han, you'd already arrived at the JYPE building when you'd texted him. You were originally planning on surprising him at work with a couple of snacks, you'd purchased earlier but after seeing how he'd acted towards you, you decided to leave with tears slowly building up in your eyes.

But before you could leave, you heard a familiar voice call out your name. Turning around, you saw Changbin running towards you, a huge smile on his face.

"Hey, y/n, I didn't know you were coming today. It's such a pleasure to see you," he smiled. "Are you here to see your amazing boyfriend?" He questioned further.

"Well... change of plans" you chuckled nervously, fighting the tears from rolling down your face.

" What happened to you?" He asked, staring closely at you. You'd forgotten how observant Changbin was so of course, he was going to notice the tears in your eyes. "Are you okay, Y/n?" His voice became soft as he pulled you in for a hug and with that tender gesture, you bursted into tears still thinking about the texts you'd shared with Han.

" That's enough now, you're okay." He cooed while softly rubbing your back. As he comforted you, you could hear 'his' voice approaching where you and Changbin was. You immediately pulled away from Changbin.

" uh, I have to go" you said to Changbin, who was clearly confused but didn't bother saying anything because Han was already making his way towards you.

" Y/n, wait..." His distraught voice called out to you as you increased your steps in hopes of leaving the building before he caught up to you.

Right before you'd reached the glass doors, he grabbed your arm and turned you so you'd look at him.

" Please don't go" he said.

Out of the anger you felt, you flicked his arm away. " Oh, I'm sorry but I don't think I can be here because I don't want to seem clingy and ... don't you have a work to focus on?" You asked, your voice laced with sarcasm and hurt. You stared into his eyes and you couldn't but notice how sorry he was.

" I made a mistake by saying that." He started. "If there's a clingy one, it'd be me. I literally can't stay without you, it's like I need you to go on and I genuinely regret saying all those horrible things to you." He looked you deep in the eyes. " Please forgive me, babe. You're not annoying." He said, beaded tears decorating his eyes as he held your hand, his doe eyes begging for your forgiveness.

You thought for a moment. You knew you couldn't stay mad at him forever. So, you gave him a small nod and muttered the words "I forgive you". Surprisingly, he heard the words and instantly pulled you into a hug while whispering the words "I'm sorry" repeatedly.

Felix

Needless to say, you ignored his whole existence when he returned home. You acted as if he was a nobody or as if he was invisible. It was clear that he'd regretted what he'd texted you as he kept following you around the house, trying to talk to you while you tried to stay away from him by doing basic chores.

" Darling, please..." He pleaded, his palms clasped together. "Please talk to me" the sunshine begged, your silence slowly killing him.

Already having enough of him following you around, you turned to look at him with a glare. " Stop clinging on to me, I'm busy. Let me be, Felix" you repeated, using his own words against him. " I'm not disturbing you, you should also do the same"

"No!" He exclaimed. "Don't let me be, y/n. Keep being clingy. I love that side of you so much" he confessed.

" I'm sorry, but I'd have to decline" you gave him a sarcastic smile and tried to walk off but poor guy stopped you by wrapping his hands around your waist and pulling you closer to him.

" what are the fuck are you doing?" You tried to get away from his grip. " Leave me alone!"

" Please, I'm very sorry. Don't let me be. I need you" he then pulled you in for a hug. "Baby, I'm sorry. You're everything to me. I need you"

" Oh, so now who's the clingy one?" You teased, rolling your eyes.

Without hesitation, he replied "Me"

Chuckling at his quick response, you hugged him back and made it known to him that you'd forgiven him and trust me, the sunshine didn't dare leave your side all through the night.

Seungmin

If he doesn't care about the relationship, why should I?. You thought to yourself as you tried to remove your mind from the texts by doing something productive but at the same time, you didn't realize you were holding back tears. You knew how much effort you tried to put in the relationship but seeing his attitude, you finally concluded that he didn't give a fuck about you two.

You groaned for the thousandth time. This was the 30th time he'd called your phone in just one night and yet you kept ignoring his texts and calls. Deciding you'd finally had enough, you turned your phone off, finally getting peace of mind.

An hour later, the doorbell to your apartment rang. Thinking it was the delivery man, you rushed over to open the door. You had a habit of ordering random stuff when you're in one of your moods but then your mood changed when you realized Seungmin standing at your door, his hair looked all messed up as if he'd run his hands through it a lot.

Not wanting to talk to him, you tried to shut the door on him but he was fast enough to stop you from closing the door by pushing it wide open.

" Please leave" you choked out, avoiding eye contact with him.

" Can we talk?" He said, his voice croaky as if he'd been crying.

Shaking your head, you replied "there's nothing to talk about. I don't want to talk to you"

"Hear me out, babe."

" Don't 'babe' me, you have no right to call me babe." You snapped at him, and he looked at you, shocked at your outburst.

" Y/n..." He tried to speak but you cut him off.

" I don't know what's going on with you but I feel like you hardly put any effort in our relationship anymore. Do you even love me? Do I matter to you? And the fact you made it seem like I'm some lazy blob who doesn't know what to do is astonishing, Seungmin."

" I love you, Y/n. Trust me, you do matter to me. What I said earlier was so foolish of me, I didn't mean any of those things I said, infact I take back everything I said. You didn't deserve those words I said to you and I feel horrible for hurting you"

"I don't know..." You trailed off.

" I'm going to start working on myself. I'm going to do whatever it takes to make our relationship stronger than it is. I'm going to learn to put more effort in our relationship. I don't want to lose you" he stated, stepping closer to you and resting his hand on your cheek, looking deep into your eyes. " I can lose everything else, but not you"

Surely, those words touched your heart and you found yourself calming down. "I don't want to lose you too" you said to him. A small smile appeared on his face then he leaned over and placed a soft kiss on your forehead. "I love you, baby"

" I love you too"

Jeongin

A couple of hours had passed and he was finally back home. The brief argument you two had as text kept repeating in his mind. During dance practice, he found it hard to focus because he kept thinking of you and blaming himself for hurting your feelings with those horrible words he'd said to you.

It was past midnight. Assuming you were sleeping in the room you both shared, he walked over there only to find out that you weren't there. Needless to say, he became very worried but then calmed down when he realized your things were still there but where were you?

After a while, he found out you were sleeping in one of the guest rooms and his heart broke. Sighing, he walked over to the bed and sat down beside you. His heart shattered when he noticed how puffy your eyes were from crying and he hated himself for being the cause of why you cried.

Reaching out, he touched your arm causing you to wake up. Seeing it was him, the anger and pain you felt kept rushing back to you.

" why are you here?" You asked, annoyed but before anything else, you watched him go down on his knees.

" what the hell are you doing? Get up!"

" I won't until you forgive me for the nonsense that spilled out of my fingers and mind."

" Huh?"

" Please mind my business." He continued.

" Jeongin..."

" I'm sorry, y/n. I can accept everything else but I can't accept you wanting to break up with me."

" do you know how much your words hurt me? You made me feel useless, like I was wasting my time..." You spilled, tears streaming down your face.

" No" he shook his head. " You're not wasting your time and you're not useless."

" why don't you open up to me anymore?" You asked again.

A sigh escaped his lips " I just didn't want to worry you with everything that's been going on, knowing how things have been for you lately but I just realized that's a flaw I need to work on"

He reached out to hold your hands. " I promise to never keep things from you but please I don't want to break up with you" you noticed his voice breaking, as if he wanted to cry.

Not wanting to see him cry, he helped him to stand up and pulled him towards you for a hug. " I forgive you, but don't pull that nosy shit again"

" I'd rather die than do that"

And just like that, the both of you reconciled.

[jadenlix]

On my knees for you - Drabble

Pairing: Bangchan × Fem!reader

Summary: just a thought I had a day or so ago for Chris. But had no way to input it into a fic. Maybe I’ll do a similar thing at for one eventually 0-0. Enjoy~

Genre: suggestive (no actual smut)

Warnings: none, just suggestive, 18+ ideally.

Word count: 500 give or take.

LIGHTLY edited

“I worship you”

Chris’ hands left a lustrous trail behind them as they glided down your bare skin. Fingertips leaving his mark along your waist. A mark that would be Unseen to the naked eye. Because it was his mark, his personal touch upon your bare body, you were his. Not as an object. No. But you belonged to him, in every way possible, and he made sure you knew just how much he truly adored you at every chance he got.

Earlier, A quiet dinner out with some of chris’ friends. A gentle touch upon your thigh, not to be suggestive, just possessive. Making sure you knew who you belonged to. The burgundy bodycon dress hugged your desirable figure perfectly, almost too perfect. Any double glance someone made to you, you found Chris’ hand against the small of your back, sometimes lower. Ghost kisses beneath your ear, followed by a whisper of compliments.

So irresistible, so beautiful, breathtaking. Your boyfriend is rushing you back home, no words spoken in the car. Words were not needed. The way his eyes danced around your neck, your shoulders. The way his breath caught in his throat when he noticed the rise of your chest when the cold air hit your body once you had exited the restaurant. The way your lips curved up into a pleasant smile when saying your farewells to jisung, Minho and Seungmin. The smile he knew meant nothing but happiness and sweetness. The way you glanced back at Chris when the three others had gone their separate ways home. Your eyes communicating just as much as his were. No words needed. You wanted him, he wanted you. And you had each other.

“Mmm, show me” you whisper, looking down at your boyfriend. His eyes looking up at you with such love and adoration. Chris was in no way the submissive in the relationship. Though, him being on his knees in front of you wasn’t a rare occurrence. He took every chance he could to show you how easily you could make him switch up.

His crisp white button up laid somewhere between the front door and the staircase. The blazer he had given you to cover your shoulders? In the kitchen. Your dress was half way off your body once you entered the bedroom. Now looking like a spilt glass of merlot at the foot of your bed. And to finish it off. Your exceptional black laced bra had been discarded beside Chris.

His hands stilled at your hips. Kneeling up to rest his forehead gently against your sternum. Delicate kisses peppering down your stomach. His palms running down with his lips. Stopping once more at your thighs. A final kiss being left just above your panty line. A small bow holding the tightness of the clothing. Like a perfectly packaged gift, just begging Chris to open it.

Your hand moved to his hair, playing with the loose curls. “Do something” you whisper. Begging him almost. The romantic foreplay drives you insane. He knew this.

Chris smiles up at you, taking a deep breath as he lets his fingers dance up toward the perfectly tied bow. “Then let me show you, just how much I love you”

And he did. He really did.

Please reblog if you liked this so it can reach others that like it! Much love 🩷 ~ Jaden

[linovrse]

9:05pm 0.6k, fluffly boyfriend!minho, gn reader.

note: lino brainrot lately.. here's a result of it. ! not proofread !

you hear your phone buzz beside you. it’s a message from your boyfriend.

min 💌: i’m home, pretty.

min 💌 : i got some food for us,, you only get some if you open the door though !

a bright smile graces your soft features as you unlock and open the door for your boyfriend. you let him step inside and close the door behind him before grabbing one of the takeout bags from his hands to bring to the kitchen.

once the food is sat safely on the counter top, minho corners you and traps you in his arms. “min, let me go~,” you whine jokingly, “i wanna eat~”.

“no food until you give me attention” minho pouts, poking at your sides. you reluctantly wrap your arms around him, burying your face in his neck. he hugs you back, only to then squeeze and poke your butt, making you jump. “min!!” you slap his chest. he smirks down at you and grabs your hand, dragging you to sit at the counter where the food is.

you eat together as minho tells you about his day and shows you videos that he took of jeongin critiquing chan’s fashion choices.

he splashes water on you as you wash the dishes together, telling you that you “missed a spot” and throwing water into the plate that you’re trying to dry. he giggles and kisses your hair when you huff in frustration.

by the time you finally finish up in the kitchen, it’s nearing 10pm. after washing up, you do your skincare together. you secretly snap photos of minho when his face is all foamy from cleanser. little do you know, he does the same to you. you stash your photos into a folder that you’ve called “minmin🫶” and he puts his into one called “my love🫂❤️”.

you get into bed before minho does. laying on your stomach, you scroll through your phone while you wait for your boyfriend to join you. when he does, he makes himself known by dumping almost all of his body weight onto your back as he decides that your body will make a great pillow (he holds himself up a bit, though, because he doesn’t want to actually hurt you). the attack was sudden and unexpected, so you struggle under him until he finally pushes the rest of his weight off you but keeps his body over yours so that you’re trapped for the second time that night.

“minho, we need to sleep” you whine

“yeah? but i like this position. i’m comfy~” he teases with a smirk

“minhoooo”

“fine, but only if you promise to give me a kiss”

rolling your eyes, you turn face minho once he lays down beside you.

you shuffle yourself closer to him and study his face. his round, captivating eyes, his sharp nose, his plump lips. you lean forward and kiss the corner of his pretty lips.

“you missed” he mutters against your skin, gently stroking your hair with his hand.

“hmm, did i?” you pull back slightly to look him in the eyes.

“yeah” he mumbles and kisses you on the lips. the kiss is lazy and tired, yet sweet and perfect.

minho pulls you closer and turns off the light beside your bed.

with his arm wrapped around your body and your head cradled softly in his chest, his steady heartbeat lulls you towards the sweet temptation of sleep.

“g’night, yn”

“g’night minho”

“i love you” he places a gentle kiss on your hairline.

“i love you too” you place a gentle kiss over his heart.

[skzoolandia]

His chest be poppin'🔥

[phenomenalgirl9]

Idol! Bangchan x Reader: LTNS

A/n: ah... This one took a lot of time.. no reasons, just I have been a bit down anyways. FLUFF AND a little bit of SMUT in the end. Hope you enjoy it.

Summary: Yn Ln is Hannah Bahng's best friend since forever, even their mums were close. She knew Bangchan well until he flew away to South Korea to pursue his dream. When he returns home after and sees her for the first time after all these years.

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"Hannah! Are you wearing make up?" You watched Chan ask on Vlive and smiled as you waited for your friend to come out of her house.

Within a few minutes you heard footsteps and a hug as a voice was heard "Why don't you just go upstairs and meet him?" Hannah said.

"Nah. I'm fine from watching from afar. You know I am awkward" you said smiling.

"Whatever lets go, I have lots of things to buy actually lets go" Hannah said pulling you to the car behind her. And as expected the two of you had a blast shopping for various food and also including snacks and stuff. Actually, Mrs. Bang sent Hannah for shopping for dinner that night and Hannah asked you to tag along.

On your way back the two of you grabbed some coffee and by the time you both went back to the Bang house it was evening.

"Y/n, you're staying for dinner" Mrs. Bang said and you went in panic mode.

"No. Mrs. Bang actually I have this thing to do at home and Nana doesn't know-"

"Don't worry I've spoken to her. It's fine" she said.

"C'mon, Y/n what are you so afraid of?” Hannah asked.

"I'm not afraid I just don't want your brother to think I am weird or something" You said.

"He won't, That's Chris, he's plenty weird himself" Hannah said as you two entered her room and Berry came jumping to greet you.

"Hi Berry. Hi Berry" you said petting her and hoping for the best. 

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You were helping Mrs. Bang set the table when you heard Hannah voice, "Can't you wear some more clothes Y/n's here" and then retreating foot steps were heard and a sighing Hannah was seen to enter the room. To say you were nervous was an understatement. Of course you've seen and met and even spent time with Bangchan before but that was in childhood. And you never spoke to him after he shifted to South Korea. You've only seen him on screen and on stage. Besides, being a Stay doesn't help, you're not just meeting your bestfriend's brother, but also your idol.

"Hey Y/n!" Suddenly a chirpy voice echoed through the room and broke your train of thoughts

"Chris!" You said not being able to hold your happiness.

"You've grown up so much! Your so tall now" he said.

"You're embarrassing yourself" Hannah mumbled

"You've grown to Chris" you said laughing as Mrs. Bang ushered all of you to sit down.

You and Hannah have always been really good friends, since childhood. You both basically lived with each other generally at each other's houses, so this was very common for you when both of you are home. However, it's been ages since Chris was present here too.

Conversation flowed and one thing led to another and you were talking about age somehow.

"Yeah You guys have grown up, but you all are still so young"

"Yeah Chan you're half 52" you suddenly said and immediately regretted saying that.

"What did you say? And what did you call me?" He asked smiling

"Chris?" You said.

You saw Hannah and Lucas laugh in your peripheral vision.

"Y/n your a stay" Chan cooed.

And you couldn't take it, you hid your face in your palms, cheeks red in a blush.

"Don't tease her, yes she's a stay" Mrs. Bang confirmed. "She's also my informer on what's going on, with you and your members"

"So that's how you always know everything" Chan said and her mother nodded. You ate with the huge blush on your face. What you didn't see was Chan noticed it and found it really adorable. Chan had so many questions that he asked after he knew that you’re a stay like:

“Whose your Bias?” “Whose your Bias wrecker?” “Favourite m/v?” “Favourite song?” at a point he smirked and asked “Favourite ship?” and Hannah was done as said “Mom please shut Chris” to which he just laughed adorably, but you answered all of the questions truthfully, well almost all of them.

“Changbin” 

“Definitely, Felix” to which Hannah noticed Chan to have a momentary frown.

“(your favourite m/v)”

“(Your favourite song)”

“Minsung and Chanjin” the moment the second ship name came to your mouth Chan just choked on his food. But, Mrs. Bang saved you from any further questions by bringing in the dessert. 

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"Chris! Can you take Berry for a walk?" His mom asked Chan, who was simply sitting and working in his Lucas' room.

"Sure mum" he said and wore a black hoodie and sweats. He remembers to wear a mask before wearing his shoes and attaching Berry to a leash.

"Let's go Berry! Let's go!" He said and exited his house. He walked towards the park as Berry loved barking at ducks (a/n: idk I made that up) and as soon as he entered the park a Call startled him. He smiled wide at the contact number and received the call.

"Oi Felix!" He said

His deep voice was heard from the other side of the phone. And the two started chatting and planning a lunch together when suddenly Berry slipped out of Chan's hand and ran in a different direction. Leaving a shocked Chan who excused himself with a promise to call back and ran after Berry.

You were sitting in the park with your sketch book and listening to music but suddenly you hear a familiar bark and pull your headphones off and go into shock "Berry?"

She comes running right into your arms and licks your face. And you giggle, when you noticed Chan running towards you and cursed under your breath.

"Oh my god Berry! You can't run off like that" he said "Hi" he mumbled

And you said hello back. He simply sits down beside you.

"How are you? I haven't been able to talk to you with you keeping on running away and avoiding me" he said. And you burst out in giggles, no this was not strange for Chan and you. You just felt awkward to meet him as you really haven’t in so long. But, he did always spend time with you and took extra care of you just like he cared for Hannah, specially because you stayed with your grandma and he knew you rarely saw your parents. 

“I’m not avoiding you Chris. I just feel awkward after so many years” you said adding a few more details to your drawing. 

“Is that the reason you didn’t text me or let Hannah tell me when you went to South Korea all alone for your school program” he asked and finally grabbed your pencil and said “Look at me Y/n. We’re talking”

And you finally looked up at him, into those lovely eyes of his and almost had yourself drowning in them. The look itself was enough to bring on an apocalypse, No make up, curly hair and that smile. 

“I know you’re busy so I didn’t wanna bother you” you said with a tight smile

“Y/n no matter how busy I am I would always have time for family and you are in it” he said

“Sorry Chris, if it makes you feel better, then I should tell you I'll be going there again” you said shyly “And You’re the first person I am telling” 

“Really?” He asked and you nodded “Not even Hannah?” he asked with a gleam in his eyes

“Well she knows I got the offer, but she doesn’t know I said yes” You said and found Chan cheering. By that time Berry was fast asleep on your lap and the two of you chatted, and caught up. It seemed so easy to talk to each other that the fact that he moved away when you were very young didn’t really matter.

And thus, meeting Chan at the park every evening became a thing between the two of you that only Hannah knew, cause she saw the two of you one day. On the third day Chan suddenly said “Do you wanna grab lunch tomorrow?”

You were taken aback at the question, as blood rushed to your cheek, but before you could say anything, he said “Hanna and I are going to meet Felix and his sisters, I think you should come too, it will be fun” 

You kicked yourself mentally for even thinking- you nodded a yes and stood up and said “Isn’t that a things you guys always do? Even though I have hung out with Olivia but-”

“I want you there and even Felix has wanted to meet you” he said

“Fine! Fine!” I’ll come with you guys. 

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And you found yourself surrounded with a bunch of famous people but also ones you love.

"Seriously Y/n made all of us promise to not tell our brothers. Like girl, what if you needed help!" Olivia said laughing

"Yeah, Y/n its really reckless. Tell you what, put in your number I'll ping you. You can always talk to me" Felix said pointing at his phone and you laughed

"Hey. Why not me?" Chan whinned

"I'll tell both of you okay!" You said

"But, me first" Chan gave you a cheeky smile and said.

"I swear these two never grew up" Hannah sighed and everyone laughed.

"Why are you always so done with me?!" You asked with a fake cry and heard felix mumble "Kiyowo" and you immediately asked "What?"

"Nothing" he said with a cute smile.

"But you had heard it, undoubtedly" you just looked at him and then at Hannah and then smiled, what you didn't know was that it was actually directed towards you.

And that's how a great friendship between Felix and you has started. So naturally when Felix got to know that you'll be moving to South Korea soon, (much to Hannah's dismay though) he was really happy. And this continued even after they went back. But this time, even Chris had your number and you'd text every once in a while.

One day you were just sitting in your room and doing some work when you recieved a video call invitation from Felix, which you joined and found 4 pair of eyes staring at you.

"OH. MY. GOD!!!!" You shreaked

"Hello, Beautiful!" You heard Han say and you instantly hid your face in your palm.

"Hi Jisung" you said in a muffled tone.

"Look Y/n! We brought your bias!!!" They said, as you took a deep breath and looked towards the screen and said in fluent Korean "Hello everyone, I'm Y/n L/n. I am so happy to meet you guys"

"You know Korean?!" Changbin asked visibly impressed.

"Ah. Yes yes, I learnt it ages ago before I went for the first time" you said smiling

"I can already tell we're gonna be the best of friends." Han said cheering

"Try telling that to Hannah she'll have your head" you said laughing "She actually threatened me that I better not dare replace her, which actually is impossible for me."

"That sounds very much like Hannah" Chan said.

"You know they said so many things about you and specially that you're a stay that's so cool" Changbin said and you blushed and said "I've stanned you ever since before you guys debuted actually. I watched the survival show with Mrs. Bang." You said.

"That was something" Felix said shaking his head.

"So, what are 3racha and Felix doing?" You said

"Oh we were recording, do you wanna-" but you interrupted Chan

"NOO! NO SPOILERS!" you said and the four boys burst out laughing. They chatted and teased each other a bit more after they dropped the call.

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"Nervous? Why are you nervous?!" Felix's deep voice flowed through the phone into your ears.

"Because it all gets real the moment I step here. And it's been a while since I've been here. Last time, I didn't call Chan, actually I broke all ties with him since I reali-"

"That you were in love with him?" He completed your sentence. "It'll all be okay"

You sighed and asked "Are you guys there yet?" You asked.

"Yeah. At the gate, now pick it up buttercup" he said in a deep voice, that almost hit your brain at the wrong corner, (keyword: almost).

You picked up your baggage from the designated baggage belt and went towards the exit, there you found a super excited Felix and Han and you pulled the trolly and put it at a stop to rush and hug Felix who already had arms open for you. And then you opened your arms for Jisung to join you two and he gladly did.

"It's so good to finally meet you in person Y/n-ah!" Han said

"It is so good to see both of you too" you said.

"Okay lets move before we get spotted or worse scandaled into a throuple" Felix said.

"You're coming with us, Lee Know hyung cooked some great food as your welcome dinner" Han said opening the trunk of the car.

"I told Chan to ask you guys not to do these stuff, you rarely get off days, why get busy doing these?" You asked.

"That is because these small things are part of our ralaxing and keeps us sane" Felix said as he entered the passenger seat and Han and you entered the back seat.

The three of you enjoyed the ride to the dorm blasting Twice and BTS songs, through the car speaker. You actually noticed the driver sigh, the moment the music was turned off when you reached your destination.

Meeting the members was a delight that you could not believe that these guys you always see on the screen are actually in front of you. The fact that they are so warm and welcoming to you is something else. All were there except Hyunjin and I.n who already had stuff planned with their families. But this was okay and was already too huge of a dream for you. The boys kept on with playful banter and quarrels and you couldn't help but laugh. You were certainly having the time of your life. Bangchan asked you so many questions about your new place and how he'd help if you needed some muscles.

"I don't think you should stay alone for the first night though" Felix told you as you were getting into the van that would take you to your house.

"Lets do this then, Felix join Y/n and stay the night, I'll go too, we'll help Y/n settle and get all the necessary and then we'll see" Chan said

"I wanna come!" Seungmin said

"I am going home tomorrow morning so I'll visit" Minho said and you face palmed

"Guys this is not necessary!" You protested

"It is" Chan said "and it is non-negotiable its either that or you spent night here, and we take you to your apartment tomorrow" Chan said with a smirk and he knew he had you right where he wanted you.

You sighed and you knew very well what he was doing, he used this smart persuasion method even when you were little. You nodded your head and climbed in as Seungmin, Felix and Chan piled in, it was the same driver from earlier. The drive to Gimpo was just the 4 of you talking about childhood, the various memories you have. It was really good to have people you know and can talk to this time round, last time you came, the first few days were a torture.

"How were you planning on managing to do so much alone!?" It was the first thing Seungmin said as they entered the apartment.

"Well, I was going to do it one at a time, they have the tool kit" you said sheepishly.

"Good thing Chan Hyung insisted" Felix said.

You all settled in and looked around, the balcony being the main attraction to you. Your floor was quite high and the night lights looked so beautiful with the cool breeze blowing. You stood there and clicked a few pictures to send them to Hannah. You didn't know how long you were out when Chan came in with two chairs and said "These seem to be quite fitting here?"

"Yeah it would be great to sit here" you said and sat on one of the chair and patted on the other.

He sat down and a moment of silence prevailed before you said "Thank you for re-adopting me. I don't know what I'd do without you"

"I've told you, you are family." He said putting a hand on head and within a second you felt blood rush to your cheeks but you managed to nod. That was before Seungmin's voice was heard saying that the bed has been set, and after a huge debate you 4 decide to spend the rest of the time chatting or playing and then restart assembling furniture in the morning, and later will go grocery shopping with Minho.

The rest of the night (which was barely 4 hours) was spent sharing embarrassing stories about each other.

As soon as the sun rose, you 4 got to work, the first goal was to set up the couch and coffee table.

Within 2 hours a knock was heard and Bangchan went to open the door, only to welcome a very excited Han.

"I asked Lee Know hyung to drop me on the way to his way to his home and I brought Coffee and breakfast" he said and Felix ran to hug him, as he was a saviour. Yes, He brought juice for Felix.

The rest of the day was very productive as the furniture was set, the kitchen was put up and your cupboard was set up, yes Chan had exceptional leading skills and without them you would just be swimming in a pile of wood. Thank heavens they helped, hence after a nice take out dinner, the 5 dispersed in 2 cars and you closed the door and ran to your bedroom and plopped on the bed. Damn, staying with Bangchan so much was making your heart go heyware.

You still had 2 more days and decided to go exploring the next 2 days. Because it will be work and work then onwards. You looked up at the ceiling and remembered the various moments shared between you and Chan. How he comforts you, assures you, you just can't help falling more and more for him.

Suddenly, your phone started to ring and you saw your best friend's name flashing, you smiled and picked up, it was a a video call and as soon as you recieved you saw your Grandmother's face along with Hannah's.

"How are you, little girl?" Hannah said. Yes she visited and stayed over with your Nana often when you were away so that the old woman didn't feel lonely.

"I am settled, still nervous but better than last time" you said

"Did Chris help you with your things?" Nana asked

"Yes, Nana, he and his friends helped me set up my furniture and kitchen, let me give you both a tour" and you ended up giving a tour and telling them various funny stories that happened earlier that day. You guys chatted for sometime and then Hannah went to your room to talk to you.

"So, how was your time with my brother?" She asked

"Nothing, he just helped, well and I am in deep love. Damn" you confessed.

"You are down bad" she concluded.

"I am a simp for your brother" You owned up and the two of you burst in laughter. But, it was true, you've had this huge crush on Chris since you were kids, you were so hurt when he moved away. But, the more you grew up and watched him from afar, the more you fell for him. As a result of you being in love with this said human.

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Your workplace was very close to your apartment and thus you left the house every morning and picked a croissant and a vanilla latte from this little cafe you found on your exploration day. You have also been there with Chan as the cafe is generally empty during the time you return home when Chan generally visits, which is now almost once a week. Your days have been somewhat peaceful, these past few months since you moved, apart from the growing crush you had and it really hurt you physically to talk to Chan and not be able to hug him or kiss that beautiful face of his. And again you did something drastic, yes you stopped talking to Chan, yet again.

"This is a very stupid idea" Seungmin said as soon as you recieved his call.

"What?" You ask shocked and slightly taken aback. What was he talking about?

"You can't just ignore a person because you have a crush on them. You need to tell Chan hyung, either he reciprocates and you date or he doesn't and you move on!" He said.

He knew? How?. "What? How did you even- Felix told you?!" You exclaimed.

"I'm not blind Y/n" he told you and you sighed

"I don't know what else to do, Seungmin!" You whinned.

"Well, you wouldn't have to, because he's going straight to yours and he's determined to know why you are avoiding him" He said and you felt like hitting you head on a wall.

He hung up after some more encouraging words, and you felt the energy drain out of you. Thinking of a way to handle this situation when there's a knock on the door and you know who it was, you walked to the door and opened the door to come face to face with a super tensed Chan.

"Don't even say no, why are you avoiding me? Did I do or say something wrong? Did I make you uncomfortable?" He asked "Please tell me, talk to me please!"

"No-no, I just had my reasons" you said not being able to look at him

"And what are they. You've said this before, but you can't always just say that. Why don't you tell me?!" He said. For someone who's so patient Chan strangely seemed to have lost it and you couldn't take it anymore. He wanted the reason so he'll get them and you said it

"Cause, I am stupidly in love with you! Yes, I have had a huge crush on you since childhood, that only grew and grew as we grew up. And that was also the reason why I stopped and dropped all contact with you as I thought that it would go away, but it didn't. And now again, I just can't look at you without just wanting you. You can call me selfish if you want but that is how it is and thus I pulled away." You said, but Chan's shocked expression broke your heart.

"I know it's too much and you probably dont feel the same so dont worry" you added

"Yeah-Yeah I-I want I need, I'll need to unpack that. I am sorry" he said and with that he ran out of the apartment. And you made a decision, you will move on.

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5 days later, Skz dorm

Lee know and Felix are seen to have burst in through the door they looked straight and asked "What did you do? She's planning on going back."

"What? What are you saying?" Chan asked visibly confused.

"What happened between you and Y/n? She just stopped talking to us all of a sudden. Please tell us hyung! She's searching for someone to replace her so she can fly back" Felix said

"Something happened between you too right?" Minho asked.

"She confessed didn't she?" Seungmin said looking away from his phone

"Oh no! You rejected her?" Felix asked in awe

"She's Hannah's age Felix, she's like a sister to me" Chan said in a serious voice.

"But, you don't speak so much about Hannah as you speak about Y/n, hyung. Even Lee Know Hyung doesn't speak about his cats as much as you speak about Y/n or go to visit her" Hyunjin pointed out.

"You were even glaring at Inie when he was just being friendly." Seungmin added

"Inie was flirting with her" Chan said.

"So? He flirted with Hannah too, you didn't even mind that" Lee Know said.

"I-I. What are you even insinuating?! She's to me, as Hannah is. Okay!" Chan said now under pressure.

"Hannah is your sibling please keep her out of this conversation" Hyunjin said.

"Okay then, she's the same to me as Inie okay!" He said.

"But would you kiss Inie?" Hyunjin asked

"No. No I wouldn't Hyunjin!" Chan said

"Would you kiss Y/n?" Seungmin asked and Chan's eyes went wide "No I- I-" and he went quiet.

Who is he kidding of course he has stared at your lips numerous times when you speak. He remembers how his heart picks up pace whenever you're in a close proximity. Besides Lee Know was right, you did glare at Inie but it wasn't because he was flirting, or not only just because of that, he might have also been a bit jealous. Not to add how crazy he missed you when you started to distance him and how his heart almost summersaulted in his chest when you confessed to him, how did he ignore all these stuff. Oh God! He likes You! His realisation threw him into a state of shock.

"But she's my sister's best friend. She's Hannah's age" Chan whishpered

"She's just A FEW YEARS, younger. She's not A FEW years old" Seungmin said and Chan looked back at him.

As if on cue, Chan grabbed his phone and almost rushed out.

He took his car keys and drove off, destination: Y/n's apartment.

He tried to look back and think, when and what changed in his mind to make him feel this way about you. That was when he realised, he has always felt this towards you. Yes, he was always in love with you.

You were busy watching a Kdrama on your bed in your comfiest outfit, fuzzy socks and glasses on. You were really tired, finding a replacement is a really difficult job and so far the only 2 candidates you found were all rejected by the company, they insist on you staying, but you really can't keep on doing that. You- your thoughts were interrupted by a knock. You thought it was the delivery man with your Bibbimbap. But gosh were you wrong, as soon as you opened the door you were met with a red faced, out of breath Chan, who immediately hugged you.

"Please, please, don't go! Please don't leave me" and a string of many more incoherent things that you couldn't quite make out.

"Chan! Chan! What's wrong?" you asked hugging him back and patting his head.

"Please don't leave. I would be so lost without you. I'm sorry I didn't understand what you mean to me. I never realised this, but I-" he paused and took a deep breath, I have always been in love with you, Ple-" Chan was interrupted by a clearing of throat.

"Y/n L/n?" A man said from behind him

"Yes?" You said as Chan pulled away to look behind him.

"He-here's your order" the man handed you the package and looked suspiciously at Chan "Is he disturbing you, madam?" He asked, still looking at Chan.

"Uh? No, no. Thank you so much" you bowed to the man and he bowed back and walked away.

You kept the package on the counter near your door step and looked back and Chan. He looked so soft, and vulnerable. And as soon as he felt your eyes on him he held you hands in his and looked deep into your eyes.

"Please, be mine? I will do anything and take care of everything as long as you're by my side" he said.

"I thought you'd never ask" you said, trying your best to not tear up, and within a blink of an eye you found yourself pushed in the house, door closed and you pinned to it, trapped between two of his strong muscular arms.

"What are you doing" you said almost in a whisper

"Something that I have done a long time ago" he said and slammed his lips to yours.

You were shocked, his lips were so soft and you froze. "Show me you want this too" he said in a voice that sent chills down your spine and heat waves to your core. And you wasted no moment to kiss him back and this was better than what you had always imagined. Chan replaced his arms, one on your waist pulling you even closer and the other to cup your cheek. You moved your hands to his hair to fist his soft brown curls. Damn you've always imagined what that would feel like.

He soon pulled away and attacked your neck, earning a moan in return and you had a plan. So you pulled his head back up by his hair as he groaned and attached your lips to his and pushed him back, until his knees collided and he crashed on the couch. As soon as he did, you stranddled his lap, threw away your glasses and kissed him, this time with more frevour, want and passion.

His hands had already gone to your butt to squeeze it as soon as you moaned he took his chance to enter your mouth. Your tongues are fighting for dominance. All these times of missing each other and the pent up want and sexual tension was finally released.

Your lips left his and you attacked his neck, and he groaned "Y/n~". Damn, you loved the way your name rolled off his tongue, it was almost like your favourite melody.

Suddenly you felt his strong arms grip your waist as he picked you up and pushed you down on the couch and got on top of you with a mischievous glint in his eyes. He was about to kiss you when you said "Chan, the food's getting cold"

"Oh, I think we can warm it back up later" he said and dived in to kiss you again.

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[jungwonieluv]

It's so hard to stay away from you Chris....

I am addicted to you

[bangchansgirlsblog]

Keeping up with the Bhangs

This is a one shot from the little series. Read it if you would like it’s on my master list :))

Warning: Angst

Pairing: Bangchan x reader

Summary: Being a mum is hard when you have to constantly play good cop, bad cop.

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"Chan?" She called for her husband. "Chan come look at what your daughter did!" Y/n called again. The sight infront of her was painful. Her little girl was stood in the middle of the room looking so innocent but she had created a huge train wreck around her. She couldn’t believe it.

She tried to keep her cool, she really did but she couldn’t. She heard the quiet footsteps making their way up towards their daughters room. Her anger was being tested and she felt like she was about to blow.

"What is it Y/n? I have a really important-" he paused when he looked up from his phone as he stared at the sight in front of him. "What the hell?" He let out a gasp.

The room was a mess. There was paint everywhere and crayons all over the wall. The collections of toys chan had gotten Soo-min where spread all over the place and her clothers (Soo-min) was covered in dirt, paint and crayons as she stood there looking innocent with the crayon in her hand. 

"Chan look what your daughter did!" Y/n raised her voice a little causing Soo-min to jump. She took little steps quickly to hide behind her father who was now standing fully in the room. It had been obvious she was scolded before this because her little hands were shaking and her lips were quivering.

Chans eyes soften as he loosened the tie that wrapped around his neck and unbuttoned his shirt. He was determined to keep his wife calm and fix whatever was going on. If he had time of course.

"Hey, Y/n calm down. Don’t stress out baby. Its okay," He picked up his little girl with one hand trying to remove the paint of her face. Her eyes on the verge of tears as she pouted. "We can just get the cleaners to clean it-"

Chan being calm about the whole situation pissed of Y/n to the fullest because why was he so put together? Why was he such a good calm dad.

"Chan! you dont get it! this is not okay, she constantly disobeys, this is a huge mess! i left her for only a few minutes!" Y/n groaned frustrated as she threw the cups she had collected from the ground into a basket. 

"Y/n, its fine. She's a baby-" the glare Y/n gave him instantly made him shut up and look at his little girl that was basically holding onto his shirt for dear life. 

"M' sorry," Soo-min chocked on her sobs as tears started to spill and she Sniffed. She didn’t understand why her mum was being so scary. She only wanted to draw to make her happy cause she knew how sad she had been.

Chans heart melted at her little pout.

"Its okay mama, no need to cry. Daddy's got you," Chan wiped the tears from her cheeks and grabbed the crayon and paint brush from her tiny little hands. "Y/n look what you've done, now she's crying."

"Chan you cant honestly think this is okay-" Y/n was buffled. Chan didn't think this was okay, did he?

"she's a kid! kids make mistakes, she's still learning. You don't scold her, you teach her," His voice was now loud aswell. He was getting frustrated. He didnt want his children growing up in a toxic enviroment where they get yelled at or abused. That was his worst nightmare. 

“Then fine! You raise them if ur such a good teacher,”

“I don’t have time for this Y/n I have a big meeting coming-“

“Of course you fucking do, why don’t you just move into your office and abandon your kids and pregnant wife!”

Her blood was boiling. It was like she was getting everything off her chest and she needed it.

“Y/n that’s enough. Your acting like a child in front of her!” Chan growled. “You can’t even control this situation without calling and crying for me,” his chest was moving up and down as he was huffing. Trying so hard to control himself but he was stressed and tired and it was like she wanted to pick a fight every chance she got.

"Chan! why do you always have to be good cop. Why cant you see this is wrong? Stop being a bad parent and-'

"Bad parent?" He scoffs and looked up at her buffled, "I'm the bad parent? just cause you were abused when you were younger doesn't mean you have to put your trauma on my children..." His eyes go wide. He didn't mean it. He was just angry. He didn't mean any of it. 

The tension in the air wise thick. The shocked gasp that left her mouth was painful. Her head started to spin. Her eyes turning red as her body started to overheat. The emotions she felt were overwhelming. A panic attack was coming on. Her eyes landed on her daughter, the little girl was covering her ears trying to cover her face in her fathers chest. Was she a monster?

"Papa? no fighting," The little girl squealed as she still continued to cover her ears. This made Y/n's heart break. was it true? was she becoming her toxic mother. 

 "It's okay mama," He comforted her shivering body, "I-Im going to get her changed so i can go back to my meeting. I'll tell the maids to come clean up," he so badly wanted to hold his wife and apologize but with the way she stood in one place he knew he couldn't have the conversation, well not right now. 

The door closed behind him as her little girls sniffles slowly faded in the distance. Y/n was in shock. Her brain was taking long to react. Her hands were cold and all of a sudden she couldnt hear anything around her.

Was she the problem? Was she being hard on the kids? she never yelled at any of them unless they did something horrible, she never intended for the father of her kids to call her toxic. To embarrass her like that.

It was too much, she was done playing tough guy. she was tired of the constant fight of depression. She was tired of her husband degrading her as she stayed home while he was out all night partying doing God knows what. 

She wanted her life back. she wanted to be fun again. She didnt want to be tired all the time. She was tired of being pregnant.

Her face felt wet. Her hands automatically covering her eyes. Heart wrenching sobs leaving her body as she placed a hand on her belly. The doubt of being a mother was creeping back up. The sudden urge to run away and dissapear haunted her conscious. Truth is she was tired of the fake smiles and the big parties and important business people.

Yes, she loved the big house her husband built for them, she loved the grand cars and the golden credit cards but she wanted to feel again. She wanted to be loved again. By her husband. She wanted to be a teenager again, falling in love and being young and free.

She laid on the called floor. Her arms supporting the heavy bump she was carrying. The tiled sending shivers down her spine. The tears still spilling from her eyes until eventually she grew tired and fell asleep.

[i-wolfbit]

𝑻𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗄𝗒 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗂𝖿𝗎𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗌𝖾 𝖽𝖺𝗒𝗌

𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗄 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖻𝖾𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝖻𝗅𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗆𝖾 𝗎𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝗁𝗂𝗆 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾

[angelbabygiraffe]

bangchan 🫧

[chaestats]

Insecurity drabble w Jeongin from SKZ!

Request by: anon

Warnings: Suggestive at the end

Ask: "hey 💗 do you think you can write a Jeongin insecurity drabble? Where fem!reader is chubby and is quite insecure of that? TYSM!!"

As you saw yourself in the mirror for what felt like the a hundredth time this evening, the only reaction you could muster was a huff. You and your boyfriend were meant to go for a date at eight, but it was now nearly nine.

"Baby? What's going on? Are we not leaving?" Suddenly, hands screamed up your waist and you felt a warm, honey-like voice near to your ear. God, he was absolutely flawless.

When no reply was heard he quickly stood in front of you.

"What's wrong, hey? You look fantastic!" How then were you to express your feelings to him? You nearly felt unworthy of his affection because of how flawless he was.

"Fantastic? Not with those thighs of mine..." The moment those words came out of your mouth Jeongin's mouth went wide agape.

"Huh?? What are you talking about? Y/n, look at me." He couldn't stand you averting your gaze from him. Not after you uttered out such words. Did you really mean them?

"I love you for who you are. Yes, you are not perfect and I love you.I don't care that you're chubby. You're beautiful, love."

"Why would you love me when you could have anyone else, Jeongin...someone so much better. Someone deserving of your love. Why would you waste your time with me."

"I don't want anyone else but you. Why would you ever think that??"

"Right..."

Jeongin's eyes suddenly went from a heartwarming gaze, filled with care and love to a fiercer version of them.

"Well if you have such thoughts in your pretty head, then I guess I should show you how much I love you tonight, hm?"

Well, safe to say you didn't go out that night. And to put it mildly, you will never doubt yourself again.