#brain fuzzy

[ilikeit-art]

An interesting optical illusion that the brain fails to recognize..

The circles and strips do not move and do not change shape.

[creelteeth]

Your perv Steve writing is so so good!! Absolutely love everything you put out about him. My food for thought— imagine perv Steve cumming in innocent/oblivious reader’s panties before she gets out of the shower and she puts them on thinking she just didn’t dry them (or herself) properly 😳😳 Steve’s head would explode

ok first of all ily ! im glad u enjoy what i put out!! second of all , this made my brain go fuzzy. u don’t understand the way perv!steve + panties drives me crazy

sharing an apartment with steve was a dream for both of you. It elated him in ways you didn’t even know about but that was neither here nor there. one of his favorite things about having constant access to you was the shared bathroom. the bathroom that connected your two bedrooms by having an entry on either side. because of that he was able to appease himself very easily. you were always so oblivious to the door that led to steve’s door, in fact he was certain you’d forgotten about it completely.

you’re such a ditzy little thing— never remembering to check if you locked both doors before hopping into the shower.

today was no different from any other. you’d come home from work and went right to the bathroom, stripping your clothes from the day to treat yourself to a very long shower. the minute steve heard the faucet turn on, he felt himself growing hard. it was routine at this point— routine for him to sneak into the bathroom from his side. he watched you through a small gap in the curtain. always waiting for when you put your head under the water to tip toe inside.

normally he’d go for the dirty hamper, grabbing one of your socks or dirty underwear to relieve himself into. he’d lean up against the bathroom sink, wrapping the fabric around the sensitive tip of his cock and fuck into it until he came. today he was met with a discovery. this time you’d laid your pajamas out on the counter, the preciseness of the display made steve’s cock ache. he looked over the pretty pink nightie , next to it a pair of panties in the same shade and socks to match.

one hand palmed desperately at his leaky tip while the other grazed over the pristine fabric. there was something about the image that made his stomach churn. perhaps, it was the softness of everything, and his unrelenting urge to completely ruin you. since he couldn’t have that he figured he’d settle for ruining your clothes instead. he looked over his shoulder to see what point in your shower routinely you were, perking an ear up to listen out for your hums.

when he got confirmation you were still busy he grabbed up the pink cotton underwear. immediately yanking his pants down to bunch around his thighs. it was almost embarrassing for him to think about just how the sight of some underwear made him so unimaginably hard but that was just the effect you had on him. he knew he had to be quick considering you were already at the point of conditioning your hair when he got his cock out. holding the panties open in his hand, he smeared a stick line of precum down the center of the pair. pointing his tip at the crotch he made rapid and desperate tugs of his cock.

considering this a test of your obliviousness— steve wanted to see if you’d even recognized the soiled mess he was about to make. he leaned forward against the bathroom door frame, shoulder propping himself up as he dragged the sensitive end of his cock against the clothing you were about to put on. lidded eyes watching your silhouette through the plastic curtain, listening to your pretty hums.

oh fuck— ..

he muttered a mess of whispers, his orgasm crashing over him like a wave. it was a wonder you didn’t hear him panting through his end. hot sticky ropes of cum spilling out of his big swollen tip into the clean cotton.

once he’d come down from his high he stood up, bringing his pants back up. he placed the soaked pair of underwear back in their previous position before sneaking back through to his bedroom.

you’d gotten out, went about your business. doing your hair, putting lotion on, then getting dressed. when you pulled the underwear up over yourself you noticed they felt a bit cold against your skin. Not thinking too much of it, you exited the bathroom through your side to go meet steve out in the living room. took a few steps for you to notice the fabric still felt strange. walking out into the open space, you paused in your tracks. steve who was now sitting very awkwardly on the couch noticed the confusion in your face.

“what’s the matter, pumpkin?” he asked, trying to feign cluelessness.

you squished your legs together at his question— feeling the fabric squelch against your pussy made you huff.

“nothing..” you shrugged, going to sit next to him on the couch, “.. think i got my underwear wet when i was getting out of the shower.”

he couldn’t manage a response to what you said, a cough sputtering out of him when he realize he’d gotten away with his perverted behavior. the rest of the night he found himself going over all the things he could do with you that you’d never even know about. making a list in his mind of what he’d planned to do from there. he adored how brainless you were, sitting there with his cum all over you without even giving it a second thought.

[alostlittleriverlotus]

the assumption that every narcissist is an abuser and has done something bad gets real weird. Some people assume there is no way im narcissistic and I'm just misinformed and others will full on believe I'm an evil monster that is lying about my abuse and trying to play the victim.

And yet. It's all based on assumptions based on one glance at my profile or my posts or my answers to stuff/comments. Believing every narcissist you come across has some abusive history (when we are asking to be destigmatized) means you must be making a LARGE ASSUMPTION about someone you know literally nothing about. People have seen me have BPD or NPD and just assume I'm making up the fact my boyfriend abused me when I was 15 and that really, I was abusing him. And they'll just act like that's an entirely rational thing to do.

It's amazing that narc abuse believers will fight for their lives to prove you're the bad guy because you didn't want to be demonized and lumped in with terrible people which is really triggering as someone that has been abused. Like yeah, I'm a survivor of csa, I don't wanna be lumped in with child sex offenders and rapists. I don't want me educating on NPD to then be twisted and used as an example of how what I said is just like saying rapists aren't really bad people.

Narc abuse believers are some vile people. And I can sympathize somewhat as someone that fell into that hole briefly at 16-18 and truly started to believe everyone who hurt me was a narcissist. So to some degree, I can sympathize with the desire to have that understanding. But ultimately, that only makes it more sinister to me. People searching for meaning in their abuse only to fall into a hole of ableism and demonization and many could have NPD themselves. I know I at least have NPD and so having those traits demonized when I experienced them was a very confusing and terrifying experience. But my sympathy ends when they continuously fail to learn. I simply post to help people understand, to maybe reach the people that are reachable, or to at least allow knowledge to spread and some people that may not know about narcissism and aren't involved in the narc abuse stuff could learn from. Cause shit like this? It helped me when I was exploring NPD as a disorder before I even knew I had it and when I still believed narcissists were bad.

I dunno how to end it. It's late and I feel terrible so I was just having thoughts. But I just really love seeing these assumptions made about narcissists (sarcastically love) and wondering if they'd lump me in with them or try to say I'm not. Depending on which profile I use on which site and the perceived public self I put out into the world. Cause I've received many different reactions. And it's pretty bold to make such claims about someone you don't know anything about purely because they want to destigmatize narcissism since it's, ya know, a disorder.

So reminder: This is a safe space for all personality disorders and all "scary" mental disorders. Disorders often demonized. We fucking love y'all here and I'm insanely fucked up myself from some heavy trauma I been unpacking. Woo.

[wrongfourtytwo]

I don’t remember what this was meant to be originally, and. It doesn’t make sense but I enjoyed creating it. Think the scene was original from a fic I’m writing

[drewstarkeyslut]

all this new drew content has my mind spiraling + fuzzy. literally the only thing that is on my mind😩

[ineffectualdemon]

Brain Fuzz

[suaimhneas-gairid]

I think I'm hungover from shower time

[faglander]

rahhhhh rahhjhjhj rahhhhhhhhhh rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[hjemne]

May I offer you some RBA training and smut to you all in this trying time??

“Hmm,” Annie hums non-committedly. Her eyes drop back to Bertholdt and Reiner follows her gaze. “We haven’t been fair to him, have we?”

“...No.” Reiner sighs deeply. “He’s what holds us all together. We’d tear ourselves apart if it was just the two of us.”

[poppy-metal]

i think abt how fat steve and eddies balls are and i go hazy

[star-quill]

i like to think rockstar!peter has a thigh tattoo, a few arm tattoos and one on his upper chest too..... maybe one on his neck behind his ear as well

[the-optimistic-pessimist]

i am exhausted

five hours of school and i am exhausted. i can't function normally. my brain is practically a smooth, blurry ooze, melting out of my ears. the hum of the electricity very accurately describes what the fuck is going on in my head.

at least i have something to laugh at right?

ha, ha, ha

[house-of-slayterr]

Had an 8/10 pain scale migraine last night which means today will most likely be a low functioning day. Usually the day after I have quite a few temporal lobe seizures. So I’ll try my best to interact and respond today, but just don’t expect much.

Don’t worry though, I’ll be fine, I’m genuinely used to it at this point. I’ll be safely in my bed 99% of the day so I can’t fall or hit my head on anything. Love you guys very much.🫀

@mothmans-kingdom @queer-and-utter-chaos @stu-machers-girl @gabrielle-de-lioncourt-anon

[cleric-posting]

Dark magic is hell on your memory.

[bumpycap]

so much. to do.

i fear i may go into ‘need to do things paralysis mode’

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make art (a LOT of art. like A LOT)

keep up with wc claiming story generator thing

write

keep up with friends

still have the list of art things I’m planning to do for friends, that one person that requested a vampair thing months ago, etc etc

catch up reading fanfics (I haven’t been showering them in comments lately :[ ) oh goodness i still have a whole character and possibly a map to design for something im involved in (an undertale au)

[wasflypaw]

Back after some sleep and it's safe to say I'm taking this worse than expected