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it’s been 7 months today and i’m still dating this senior of mine <3

but the sad part is that he’ll be gone in a year :( and i’ll still be here feeling nostalgic about everything as i’d walk past our spots on campus

but on a whole different note, i think i realised something today.

i understand what love means to me now <3 it’s not those kisses and embraces, it’s his presence. it’s about wanting him around me specially when i’m doing those mundane everyday tasks.

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Wow I turned 18 today who would’ve thought. I hope you all have a gooooood day filled with laughter and happiness

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🌻 when you see this list ten things that make you happy then send it to the last 10 people in your notifications, no pressure to participate tho

okay hmm

•losing myself in a book

•laying on the floor with my dog

•exercising when i have recently found some new amazing upbeat music

•old friends

•new friends

•when you overshare to someone and they don't find it weird but overshare back

•dancing around without caring about if it looks good

•finding a new book or film or show that transports you to a magic world as easily as if you were 5

•rereading/rewatching childhood favorites

•bones (they're amazing) and octopi (they're amazing)

instead of passing this on i'm gonna tag 10 people!

@shitposting-hobbits-to-gallifrey @jams-jorts @btsstudyblr @k-zupa @aristosacademic @amalgamapower @they-callmelu @litterascriptamanet @chopinspiano @emperornero

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wtf is wrong with me? why am I so obsessed with this senior of mine? fucckkkkkkk I can’t stop thinking and i keep checking the insta, hoping there’d be a message from him.

things are going great (?) he asked for my no. which i might’ve manifested as i kept dreaming about it xd but after that…? things are moving so slow that it’s driving me crazy.

wtf :’( how do I stop thinking and focus on my work?

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College has been so fucking great for me these past few days. I’ve met all the cool seniors but I’m sad that they’ll leave in a few months :’( and now I’ve developed a huge crush on one of them. we performed at some club a few days ago and while walking back we started discussing about music and stuff and somehow it went from that to checking my Spotify lmao

but the sweetest part of it all was when the seniors escorted me back to my hostel. we have in time in our college, specially for girls and it was already three hours past that but they had taken permission in advance from the dean. anyways, the important thing to note is that they were all carrying their heavy instruments and we had been walking for the past half an hour. also girls hostel is very far and in the opposite direction from the boys hostel, yet they came to drop me off <3

i swear to god I’ve never met such nice people and man, it feels like I’m still high on dopamine from that one night. I legit keep looking out when I’m out on campus hoping I’d meet them

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I just can’t make maths look pretty plus my balcony in the afternoon <3

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I have started my final days of revision, now as the exam dates are announced.

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I tried to plan my entire study routine for a day but I failed to follow through with it which is very typical of me.

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Early morning study session

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I don’t know why I am feeling so overwhelmed. I just want to cry because I feel like I've failed myself. In about a month I have to take the most important exam that would apparently decide everything for the students in here. I just am so done, I want to skip to the part where it all feels good and I am living the life I want to. 

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Italian books

These books are originally meant for Italian instructors but could be helpful as a reference.

Part 1:    https://open.umn.edu/opentextbooks/formats/1386

Part 2:    https://open.umn.edu/opentextbooks/formats/1388

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A picture of my messy desk ft. an unfinished canvas I've been trying to complete for years.

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Should've posted it earlier but I forgot. I took these pictures while returning home from tuition.

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I’ve been rewriting my chemistry notes but clearly I wasn’t bothered about the aesthetics. it’s the first time ever since the new session started that I’ve gotten around to rewriting the notes. 

I have so much to do that everything else feels like an excuse from studies.

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I really like making mind maps for revision. Also, am I like the only one who feels unmotivated during the exam times?

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I tried something different with my April bujo and I kinda do like it. It is my favorite spread so far.