#but actually i regret nothing hahaa

[ask-lock-shock-and-barrel]

If shock wanted to be a mom, what would her kid(s) look like?

((So I'll put this answer below the cut for anyone who doesn't wanna see fankid interpretations, but for the record nothing of it is ever gonna ACTUALLY be relevant on this blog it's just my own personal hc stuff for things beyond the canon storyline of this universe.))

So initially some months ago I designed two potential future kids based on both Shock and Rosa, and then I added a third, who I'll introduce last

Frederica aka Fred is the oldest and is truly the spiritual successor of the mischievous side of the trio, she's not afraid to get her hands dirty and takes a lot after her moms, like Rosa's uncanny ability to hunt things down like they're easter eggs, and Shock's thirst for chaos. But she's not particularly booksmart or a fan of school or wanting to apply herself to succeed, which can cause a bit of friction with her mamas, but they both adore her prankster heart.

Glenn is the second, and he's fundamentally the opposite of his sister, he's very quiet and likes to observe things rather than get involved and he's not one to create mischief or pranks like his sister or his parents and relatives. But his braininess and fondness for books and contemplation will put him in the company of his moms a lot, and especially when he is very little, Shock, or as he calls her 'Maa' will carry him EVERYWHERE, and she admittedly wishes he was a little more stronghearted and tries to toughen him up and help him be independent, but he's a bit of a mama's boy.

Fred loves to tease Glenn and drag him around to be a second hand in her schemes and games and most of the time he suffers for it, but ultimately they are each other's closest ally and if you mess with one of them, the other WILL make you regret it. Just because Glenn doesn't enjoy pulling pranks doesn't mean he CAN'T. He once managed to send some bullies of Fred running in absolute terror from a prank he pulled in revenge.

And then their dynamic is challenged when a third surprise baby is involved in the mix (theyre all concieved by magic, healthcare in halloween town is wild), introducing Magnolia AKA Maggie.

Maggie takes after Rosa way more in appearance, and is arguably the cutest of the three, but she makes Fred look tame when it comes to how much she can actually terrorize and destroy, but she's also a lot more bubbly and cheery and loves to mimic everyone in the family. She especially is obsessed with witches and magic and erroneously thinks her mothers are witches because of Shock's halloween costume, and Rosa's apothecary skills, and wants to be a witch SO bad.

The three get handed down the OG trio's masks, and the bathtub, and go on misadventures in town, and cause enough trouble that they make Lock Shock and Barrel's childhood antics look relatively mild.

Lock gives Fred his mask because they have a very close bond and Lock was instantly enamored with his little niece when she was born. She gave him a pretty serious bout of baby fever, and it resulted in him being a chaotic babysitter and her favorite uncle.

Barrel still remains politely allergic to children, ESPECIALY when Fred was born but they are still warm and caring, and eventually does bond a lot with Glenn over common interests in cooking and music theory. So Glenn gets their mask.

Maggie's fixation with witches almost endeared her to the mask, and Shock let her take it without question.

I have done some concepts of a fourth child who is kind of a spiritual hippie flower child but their design isn't really tied down, and I think their existence is questionable, so for now there's a definite three to carry on the trio's legacy of madness hahaa))

[howterrifying]

This seems to be the year of Moliarty for me. That said, I'm so sad I've written so few stories this year. Guess it reveals a lot about the state of my heart and mind. Sigh. Let's hope 2018 will bring some sort of writing revival for me. That said, I was really inspired by @whyimmathere's Molliarty gifsets on tumblr and have stayed up all night to write this piece! Was most inspired by this one except I've only referenced two things very vaguely haha. The Christmas mood seems to have affected me too so we have some of that also. Hope everyone's doing well and happy holidays to you all. Wishing everyone health and happiness :)

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An Exchange  (also on FF.net and AO3)

It was not often that Jim Moriarty paid a visit to the tailor's. Usually, tailors were chauffeured to his residences at his whim, fitting him with the sharpest suits only slightly less defined than his own dark, handsome features. This evening, however, after receiving a rather urgent (but well-paying) request for his services, he had decided to swing by the less bustling but no less expensive Conduit Street in London where the well-lit sign of a personal favourite glimmered in the slowly dimming evening.

"Westwood," he murmured to himself as he stepped out his car and made his way into what seemed a deceptively small shop space.

His people had made calls ahead, of course, which meant he was ushered swiftly to a private suite in the basement floor of the shop where only an elite handful of clients were permitted. Jim's preferred tailor was already there and waiting with patterns and fabric all lined up, ready for his client. There were very few pleasures Jim had in life that did not involve explosives, grand theft or the occasional mass murder. A brand new suit was one of those rare few.

"I know it's for work," Jim said with a smirk, stepping forward to study the luxurious array of fabrics, "but you know, no harm in an early Christmas present, is there?"

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The sky had darkened considerably by the time Jim was done. What with having had his measurements taken and having spent an arduously long time picking out every single detail, down to the angle of the lapels on his dinner jacket. Led by a member of his security detail, Jim finally emerged from the basement floor back up to the main shop space. Considering how near it was to Christmas time, there were surprisingly few people. Jim took a moment to scan the area briefly, noting the two shop staff standing politely by the door ready to see him out and the three random customers browsing.

As Jim made his way to the door, he walked past an oddly familiar dark brown ponytail. He paused and turned slightly to study the person who had caught his attention. She was staring intently at the glass cases of accessories that held watches, cufflinks and tie pins. There was a slight frown etched on her forehead as she studied each item, row by row, section by section.

Immediately, Jim took a moment to run through all the faces he had in his memory, trying to identify possible connections he might have to her that would have caused her to be familiar. It struck him in a matter of seconds who she was. Her connection to him was not an ordinary one and, as with all his little compulsions, Jim simply had to know if he was right.

"Excuse me," he asked in his politest voice as he flashed a shy half smile at her. "Oh, sorry, am I in your way?" she asked back. "No, no, it's just, um…"

Jim realised his little compulsion had failed to stop him from realising that while she was a familiar face to him, he was a complete stranger to her. Not wanting to cause her any alarm, he blurted the first thing his spinning mind could come up with.

"I…work at Barts' and just, um, thought you looked familiar," he said with a slightly awkward smile. "Oh!" she remarked with a friendly smile, "Have we met then? I'm not very good with names, sorry."

The warm and genuine response to his words caused his mind to stumble a little bit, much to his annoyance. His mind never tripped, yet here he was, suddenly incapable of parsing a proper sentence – again. She seemed so – and he had never found an occasion to use this word before – lovely.

"Oh, no, no we haven't, I…was assigned to do some software updates at the lab and, just remembered seeing your face…somehow," he said with an awkward laugh and inwardly relieved he was fairly casually dressed or this would have never passed. "I see, well, I don't seem to remember seeing you though…" she said, looking a little apologetic. "That's all right," Jim replied, "We IT people are used to being in the background, you know, doing all the small things when no one's watching…" "I do know, actually," she said, smiling, "It's the same at pathology. Well, for me, anyway."

It was her turn to chuckle awkwardly as she realised she was talking to a complete stranger about her work woes in the middle of her Christmas shopping. Jim watched her, slightly mesmerised at the cool, calm collectedness she seemed to exude. Not to mention, her impossible loveliness.

"I'm Jim, Jim from IT," he murmured, extending a hand without taking his eyes off her. "Molly. From, I suppose I just told you, pathology," she replied, receiving his hand and shaking it firmly. "It's nice to meet you," said Jim with a little nod of his head. "Same here," Molly remarked, "It's nice to know you recognised me. Not many people do."

This was the point where, after having had his compulsion satisfied by confirming her identity, Jim should have been making his way out of the shop. Instead, he found himself rooted where he was, trying, with some measure of difficulty, to make conversation.

"Why wouldn't they?" he asked, before he could stop himself.

You don't not remember loveliness like that, he thought.

Molly shrugged gently and did not seem to have an answer. It caused their conversation to plummet to a decrescendo which, to Jim's surprise, caused him to panic slightly.

"So, er, what are you shopping for then? Christmas presents, I suppose?" he asked, changing the subject "Yes, actually," she said, her eyes lighting up slightly in excitement as she returned her gaze to the display case. "For someone special?" Jim asked, moving to join her in peering at the endless rows of accessories resting on velvet. "Maybe. I don't know," she answered a little stoically. That frown he had observed earlier seemed to have returned.

Her change of tone caught him by surprise. Why did her spirits seem so low doing something people usually did in high spirits?

"Relax," Jim began, offering a gentle smile in her direction, "whoever he or she is, if they...what's the word, care for? Love? Yes, sorry – if they love you, it doesn't matter what you get for them in the end. A gift, is a gift, is a gift! And it'll always be wonderful…I imagine."

Jim was shocked at the deluge of words that came out of his mouth. The content, in particular, was what shocked him the most. The barrage of sentiment almost nauseated him and yet, he wanted so very much to see the light return to her eyes.

"That's…very nice of you to say," Molly replied, turning to smile back at him. "Thank you for the reminder."

Her smile caused his panic earlier to subside, sending a comforting, warm current under his skin.

"Cheer up, yeah?" said Jim, nudging her elbow gently, "You have nothing to worry about, unless of course it's for Sherlock Holmes, then you're in trouble."

A bad attempt at humour was probably Jim's best excuse as to why the detective's name had suddenly emerged in his conversation with Molly. Yes, Sherlock Holmes had been the initial connection between them but he was now no longer their only connection. It did not matter that Molly had a place in the organised sea of faces Jim stored in his head purely because he knew she was someone the detective had elected to work with. It certainly did not matter now. They now had their own connection – and it was devoid of Sherlock Holmes.

"Am I?" she answered a little too quietly. Turning to face Jim, her face was serious, almost pleading for an answer to a question she herself was not sure about.

"Am I in trouble?" she asked again.

Her expression troubled Jim. He had hit a nerve and it did not please him. He studied her face once more and realised he had underestimated her connection to the pesky detective.

"You are getting something for Sherlock Holmes," he remarked, a little aghast at himself for not having noticed it earlier. "I am," said Molly with a soft, resigned smile on her face. "I know I shouldn't. But I am." "Hm. I see."

In spite of the inexplicable displeasure it gave him, Jim decided he was going to help her.

"Well then, let's find a gift for the world's best detective, shall we?"

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Jim was seated in one of his lavish studies, reclined in an obnoxiously upholstered arm chair while his gaze flitted between a few glowing screens that hung on the wall. He was dressed to the nines, of course, in his new Westwood suit. There was a Christmas gala for London's elite that he had been tasked to rob, which meant he simply had to dress for the occasion. The events of the gala unfolded on one of the screens as several of his other Christmas 'jobs' played on the other screens.

Everything had gone to plan. All detonating devices had activated without a hitch, the safes that required breaking in were all broken into and the few politicians' wives that had to be kidnapped were all safely in their holding areas.

"A happy Christmas indeed!" he exclaimed to himself, popping open a bottle of champagne and for a moment, was tempted take a swig from the bottle.

"Not in Westwood," he said, smirking as he poured himself a full flute of golden champagne.

The mini-celebration was briefly interrupted by his phone buzzing. He glanced casually over only to pick it up urgently once he had seen whom it was from.

"Sir?" came the voice from the other end. "What happened?" Jim asked with gritted teeth. "We might have to come take the package from you, sir." "How bad is it?" he asked quietly, so tense he quite forgot to breathe. "I think you should see the footage yourself, sir. We're uploading it now to screen four."

Jim dropped the phone onto his desk and rushed back to his seat, ignoring all the flurry of activity and focused solely on screen four. The footage was short and when it was over, Jim picked the bottle of champagne up and flung it with all his might towards the screen, smashing both bottle and screen to pieces.

The screen was dead and shattered but the few minutes of footage played back like a nightmarish loop in his head. There was the image of the lovely Molly he remembered from the shop, in her perfectly over-adorned hair and far-too shiny dress, standing in that crummy old flat in Baker Street. Then the image of Sherlock Holmes came into view, holding his useless violin which he only used for showing-off. Then came the nightmare as Jim saw Sherlock reach recklessly for Molly's thoughtfully wrapped gift before opening his mouth, sending out a barrage of knives that stabbed Molly, lovely Molly, repeatedly in her heart.

"She spent so long… and so much of herself on it, Sherlock Holmes, you idiot," Jim cursed between sharp, angry exhales.

Then came a quiet knock on his door followed by the voice of one of his staff asking if he could come in.

"Yes, yes, come in. I've got it right here," said Jim, collecting himself as he went to one of several safes under his desk and opened it. From inside, he retrieved a small square box, beautifully-wrapped and with a satin ribbon tied around it.

"You know what to do?" Jim said quietly. "Yes, sir." "Good. Off you go. And no mistakes." "Of course, sir."

+++

It was probably three in the morning, three hours past Christmas when Jim Moriarty heard his phone buzz. He had been too worked up to sleep and dozed off fitfully in his study. Although partly inebriated from champagne, he was filled to the brim with anger and anxiety. With slightly clumsy fingers, he managed to swipe his phone screen, unlocking it to reveal the text message he had been waiting to receive.

I don't know how you found my desk and managed to sneak it in, but thank you for the beautiful gift and your Christmas card. Thanks for leaving your number too or else I wouldn't have been able to find you to thank you! I'm sorry for texting you so late, by the way. I was called in for an urgent autopsy, government business apparently. It was an unusually difficult autopsy, for various reasons… so I was really pleasantly surprised to find your lovely gift at the end of it all :) Thank you, Jim. I needed it. More than you'll ever know. I hope you had a good Christmas. x

There were so many things that rushed through Jim's mind. There was the thrill of hearing from her and knowing she was a little better, then there was the rage that came roaring back, knowing she had been the one called in for Adler's autopsy. After everything Molly had been through, the Holmes brothers had the nerve to call her in at midnight. Jim almost wished he had shifted his plans and faked Adler's death at a different time.

Damn it, Jim, he thought to himself. You should have known. They would only call Molly in. Jim felt a sinking ache in his chest when he realised that after everything that had transpired that evening, Molly was also probably the only pathologist who did not have a place to be at during Christmas.

"You'll pay for this, Sherlock. And yes, you too, Mycroft," Jim whispered to himself, spinning his mobile phone in his fingers. "But not now. There are more important matters at hand."

Sounds like you've had a rough night. Where are you now? – JM

Still at Bart's. Sorting paperwork and frankly just too exhausted to get up to go home. – MH

Stay there. I'll pick you up and take you somewhere. Or at least take you home safely. – JM

Normally, I would refuse. But I think if I don't accept, I might actually stay here till New Year's. Hah. – MH

I'll be right over. - JM

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It was good to be a criminal mastermind sometimes. It certainly helped when Jim needed to get to a certain place in a very short amount of time. Before he knew it, he had been zoomed to Bart's and was soon charging down the corridors towards the pathology office where he knew Molly was. When he finally arrived, he found her with her head resting gently on her tired, folded arms as she slept quietly at her desk.

"Molly?" he said gently, touching her on the elbow ever so slightly.

Molly looked up with a start, only to relax into a smile when she saw it was Jim. She got up from her seat and moved to hug him.

"You were right," she whispered against his shirt, "I did get in trouble."

Jim had to constantly remind himself that she did not know what he did know. That he knew how Sherlock Holmes had left her in ruins. The cruel words of the detective still rang in his ears and it took all of Jim's willpower not to send for him to be murdered in cold blood. Not now, at least.

Hesitantly, Jim reciprocated her hug, carefully wrapping his arms around her. When he felt the full warmth of their bodies together, he almost laughed at how hesitant he had been to hold her just moments before. Slowly, but no longer hesitantly, he moved one hand up to touch the back of her neck, relishing how soft her hair felt against his fingers. Jim shut his eyes and took the moment in, breathing evenly as he tried to piece all this new sensory information together.

"Bad day was it?" he asked, turning slightly so he could smile against her hair.

Molly laughed quietly and then sighed, still not moving from where she had relaxed against his chest.

There was the temptation to kiss her gently on the top of her head but even Jim knew that would have been too alarming for both of them. Still, there was something so comforting about the soft waves of hair that cascaded all around her.

"Would you like to have coffee?" he continued, allowing his fingers to gently weave through the ends of her hair.

Before Jim could fully relish the sensation of her chocolate tresses between his fingertips, Molly pulled herself away from him gently, placing two hands on his chest and looked right at him.

"It's almost 4am, Jim…" Molly replied with a chuckle. "Sorry, I just thought –" "Perfect time for a black coffee, in my opinion…" she continued, smirking as a small spark seemed to return to her eyes.

That little spark was all Jim needed.

"Let's go then. I know a perfect place for black coffee actually," he said with a grin. "Oh? Where?" Molly asked, amused.

Jim offered his hand to Molly, which she took without hesitation. The spark in her eyes grew a little more each time he looked at her and it made him smile.

"Italy," he said, a bright grin spreading across his face. "Sorry, what?" "I'd been meaning to tell you this Molly but, I'm a criminal mastermind with jets at my disposal and I'm flying us out to Italy right now for a coffee because I think you deserve one…" he said, eyes shining cheekily at her.

Molly's eyes widened and she dropped his hand, perplexed, causing Jim to shake his head as he chuckled to himself.

"I'm pulling your leg, Molly," Jim said with a laugh, "The only coffee we'll find now is the one in the vending machine at Bart's." "I wouldn't have minded Italy actually" Molly replied, chuckling herself, "Sounds rather lovely to me." "Did you not hear the part about…criminal mastermind?" Jim joked, although a part of him was genuinely curious to know how she felt.

Molly shrugged her lab coat off and threw it on her desk. Sweeping her hair up into a quick twist, Molly looked right at Jim and smiled gently at him.

"As far as I'm concerned, Sherlock Holmes is the only criminal here," she said quietly. "And right now, a coffee in Italy with you sounds absolutely divine…" "Then Italy it is," said Jim, his own true spark slowly showing in his eyes. "What?" Molly exclaimed with a laugh. "There's a lot I should be telling you, Molly," said Jim, holding her gaze, "But do you trust me enough for a coffee together?"

Molly paused for a moment and studied his face. There was something she had not seen in his expression before, but it seemed neither foreign nor frightening.

"Yes," she answered finally, "I do." "Good," Jim replied, offering his hand to her again, "Then off we go."

END

[pookie8008]

Day One!

Technically this is day like 40th but I have finally gotten around to learn tumblr and I realize that this is a blog site essentially and I thought, man that's kinda actually kool, like a public diary journaling my journy, so if anyone really wanted to get a gist of what it's like to open a business, my blog might be of some comfort that your not alone on your road to getting into business as well as touch on some mental health issues ( I know I do run on sentences, grammar is not my forte lol)

So hi, hello, my name is Jessica (aka my new handle Pookie8008) I'm a new licensed Zumba instructor and I basically quit my horrible, gut wrenching, can talk about it forever career (I'll probably talk about it alot in my more mental health side of the channel) of 7 years at the beginning of October with no plan but that I wanted to do something that made me happy and I thought. Well you like working out, you LOVE Zumba and Yoga, you're a recovering alcoholic, you had the bariatric surgery, and you have a bunch of trauma and mental health issues (at this point I really started to gas me up) I am like straight up an artist, you are good at art things, you like totally belong on stage and you probably would have already been if you didn't listen to all of the neigh sayers. (I'm going soul bared style with you folks, fyi, it's gunna get weird, no regrets) and my man Robert Adie (check out his channel too, he's a comedian cause of course he is lol)says to me, "hun, just do what makes you the happiest" and just reconfirmed my thoughts about myself and how it's not actually too late. 30 is not old, and honestly I know that, but alot of my 20's was lost to alcohol and I'm still kinda grieving it now, but whateves. And he tells me to basically just do it and I'm like, "you know hun? you fucking right! I'm a boss ass bitch and I can open a company, fuck yeah!" then we embrace and all "rawr" with each other, I put in my resignation to my hell job.

So I'm now on like day 27 after I quit my job and I have literally just figured out what tumblr even was. All of my technology backfires on me. I'm scared of putting myself out there like this cause I know it will inspire some, get ignored by most, and even if its alittle bit of hate it would still be to much for me cause I'm a big ol' powder puff. But either way I just like helping people in anyway I can and it took me a long time to figure out how to be a complete fuctioning adult and if anything I have learned from AA is that the way we keep or selves clean is by talking about it to everyone and anyone you know who seems like they are just as lost as you were to your drug of choice. So I thought why not put all of this into a very wide spread internet business cause that's the way of the world now, thank god you learned how to type. I didn't forsee how hard the technology part of my endevor would be this hard to learn for me, I had night terrors for what felt like a week cause after doing meditations and yoga and all that crap, I finally figured out that it had to do with me having such crazy difficulty working with technology. Simple things are like alien writings, like wtf is cpu, heic or jnp? 100X1000 00.9 or some shit like that pop up and my friends or man can like quickly navigate that shit when I'm like panicing cause I don't wanna hit the wrong button and I"M 30 people, 30. So in short I'm having a rough time and I thought my mental health would get BETTER after I quit that hell job, but nooooo had to play a fast one on me huh? WHAM Trauma! Bitch will cutt you at the WORST times, like I think I'm totally fine, nothing to worry about, I got this shit, my trauma is like HAHAA not today! and I've been a depressed and crying sloppy mess when I literly only have about 3 months of savings and I promised myself I'd have everything up and running by the end of october and it's been really hard not to hate myself. BUT have no fear I'm gunna make this channel work, cause hopefully some other people out there can connect with me on my personal wavelenght that few actually get get. I also ramble when I'm nervous, that's probably gonna show up in my videos once I legitamitly start filming stuff. I've been experimenting cause I wanna set this up right so that I come out strong out of the gate in hopes to gain followers quickly so that I have a fighting chance to make this my actual dream job and I'm sitting here blogging on tumblr instead of actually registering the business which is arguably easier than everything else I'm doing but its the thing I'm most afraid of cause I really don't wanna jack up my taxes.

[tekvika]

Tagged by @lila-cherryblossomtree, thank youu! :3

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag people

THE LAST:

1. Drink: Water 2. Phone call: a friend of mine 3. Text message: same friend 4. Song you listened to: Hey Violet - Guys my age 5. Time you cried: uf, like yesterday?

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: eeh, I don´t think so? 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: oh boy, yes 8. Been cheated on: it wasn´t actually real relationship, but yes 9. Lost someone special: Yes 10. Been depressed: Yes, I didn´t actually fully realize it back then 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yup, once or twice

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14. blue, black, magenta

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: I don´t know how, but I did! 16. Fallen out of love: yup. 17. Laughed until you cried: no, I actually never did 18. Found out someone was talking about you: eeeh, I don´t think so  19. Met someone who changed you: yes, more then one person 20. Found out who your friends are: I already knew who they really are 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: of course

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Almost all of them 23. Do you have any pets: unfortunately no 24. Do you want to change your name: no, I like my name 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: went on the awesome roadtrip with my step uncle, had like best ice cream ever and climbed up on this huge pile of crop  26. What time did you wake up: 9 a.m.? 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: talking with my friend on the balcony 28. Name something you can’t wait for: next weekend, December, Christmas, next summer 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: I see her right now! c: 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: too many things to choose from! 31. What are you listening to right now: tv in backgroung 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: well, slovak equivalent, yes 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my school and it´s principal 34. Most visited website: YouTube? Tumblr? 35. Mole/s: not many?? 36. Mark/s: moles?? 37. Childhood dream: wall painter, teacher, politician 38. Hair color: something between brown, blond and ginger?? 39. Long or short hair: eh, something in between 40. Do you have a crush on someone: kiiinda 41. What do you like about yourself?: tough one.  42. Piercings: No 43. Blood type: probably B or 0? not sure 44. Nickname: Hobbit, Mom 45. Relationship status: it´s complicated as hell 46. Zodiac: Leo, which doesn´t fit me at all 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show(s): Supernatural, GoT, IT crowd 50. Right or left hand: left 51. Surgery: only few stitches 52. Hair dyed in different color: uuf, red, blond, dark brown 53. Sport: I used to do karate and football 55. Vacation: ?? like last time I was in Czechia (too) 56. Pair of trainers: one??

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: rn nothing? 58. Drinking: nothing 59. I’m about to: catch my train 61. Waiting for: next weekend 62. Want: more free timee 63. Get married: maybe someday 64. Career: Writer, illustrator..

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: depends on situation and person 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: I guess shorter? 68. Older or younger: older. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: uuum, i dont care?? arms? 71. Sensitive or loud: loud 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: uuh, well not fully a stranger but I think so 75. Drank hard liquor: oh boy 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I can´t even count how many times 77. Turned someone down: well yes 78. Sex on the first date: Noooo! 79. Broken someone’s heart: unfortunately yes I did. I´m horrible person. 80. Had your heart broken: kinda 81. Been arrested: neever 82. Cried when someone died: yes. 83. Fallen for a friend: me, a dumbass? of course

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: hahaa..no 85. Miracles: eeh..maybe 86. Love at first sight: I do now 87. Santa Claus: Never did 88. Kiss on the first date: yes

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: Maťa 91. Eye colour: brown 92. Favourite movie: American beauty, Trainspotting

Tagging @aph-belarusia, @dee-the-witch and @dramatic-dolphin (if you want to) c:

[lateuponarrival]

hey nice @wakmeupinside tagged me in a question thingy what a cool dude

let’s get started then

the last: 1. drink: coffee w/ french vanilla creamer 2. phone call: uhh? good question. last call in my phone is to some random number 3. text message: in a d&d group chat, about organizing a time to play 4. song you listened to: hmm. the last song i heard intentionally was a vaporwave meme my friend made 5. time you cried: fuck i dunno man?? i think it was like when i first watched “here comes a thought”

have you: 6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: haven’t kissed anyone in the first place 8. been cheated on: not that i know of 9. lost someone special: whoops yes i have 10. been depressed: not like clinically? but i was in a pretty bad state during middle school 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i think you have to get drunk for that

list three favorite colors: 12. sky blue 13. lavender 14. soft pink

in the last year have you: 15. made new friends: oh yeah a fuckton like at least 30, this year has been a new record for me 16. fallen out of love: ah well i mean i guess so, depends on what you consider love 17. laughed until you cried: i’ve laughed pretty hard, but not that hard 18. found out somebody was talking about you: mmm yeah couple times 19. met someone who changed you: yea like pretty much everyone i know changes me soo 20. found out who your friends are: mhm 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: i’ve neither kissed anyone nor do i have facebook so that’s a solid no

general: 22. how many of your Facebook friend do you know in real life: oh yeah all of them. i don’t have facebook 23. do you have any pets: four cats and a d&d group 24. do you want to change your name: i haven’t put much thought into it but it would be interesting 25. what did you do for your last birthday: uhh i don’t remember probably nothing 26. what time did you wake up: 11:30 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: DMing a whole bunch of late night shenanigans 28. name something you can’t wait for: the second dlc pack for breath of the wild. gonna be fuckin wild 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: when i walked into the living room a couple minutes ago 30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: probably how ridiculously awkward i am 31. what are you listening to right now: my parents are watching blair witch in the living room, so that i guess 32. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: now that you mention it... i don’t think i have 33. something that is getting on your nerves: the fact that i’ve never talked to a person named tom 34. most visited website: definitely Tumblr

random info: 35. moles: three in a triangle shape on my left wrist, one on the center of my right hand 36. marks: nothing significant that i know of 37. childhood dream: uh... if you mean literal dream i remember one about riding down the street in an unfamiliar suv, then at a red light a skeleton breaks in and shoots me 38. hair color: dirty blonde 39. long or short hair: uh yes 40. do you have a crush on someone: i have a crush on everyone 41. what do you like about yourself: mm 42. piercings: nope 43. blood type: this one is weird, but i don’t know 44. nickname: late. turret. uh in real life mainly just people mispronouncing my name. one dude calls me big dick darby as a joke, darby being my last name 45. relationship status: tired 46. zodiac: good concept 47. pronouns: he/him but like use whatever you want i guess 48. favorite TV show: steven universe or rick and morty, basic tumblr trash 49. tattoos: no 50. left or right handed: right 51. surgery: i got stitches on my toe when i was like 3 52. hair dyed a different color: would be fun but no 53. sport: does marching band count 54 wasn’t there, i’ll just make one up here. an interesting hobby: origami 55. vacation: good idea 56. pair of trainers: good for training i guess

more general: 57. eating: probably a good idea 58. drinking: i’d suggest it 59. im about to: answer some questions 60 also isn’t there. favorite blunt weapon: an entire fridge 61. waiting for: my goddamn party to get their shit together and maybe all show up at the same time 62. want: see above 63. get married: thanks for the suggestion but not yet 64. career: computer science/software engineering

which is better: 65. hugs or kisses: uh idk never tried one of the two 66. lips or eyes: eyes. i absolutely love staring at people’s eyes for some reason 67. shorter or taller: man be as short or as tall as you want. makes no difference to me 68. older or younger: uh dude idc i mean i guess being younger is probably better if you had to choose between the two because you have more time but like with other people idc there’s no 69? maybe for the better 70. nice arms or nice stomach: god knows i like a nice tum but if u got good arms i’m completely supportive of your endeavors 71. sensitive or loud: sensitive. i mean i can’t deal with loud people, if you’re loud i’m sure you’re still cool tho 72. hook-up or relationship: relationship?? is this even a question?? 73. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant i ain’t a liftblr blog

have you ever: 74. kissed a stranger: uh i already said like twice i’ve never kissed anyone 75. drank hard liquor: mm no that would be illegal 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: i’m one of those lucky fellows with 20/20 vision, so no 77. turned somebody down: i assume this means for a date? in which case no 78. sex on the first date: no that would be rash and irresponsible imo 79. broken someone’s heart: uhhh not that i’m aware of? but the probability is high 80. had your heart broken: yeah but i mean i’m fine it’s fine 81. been arrested: again, i’m not a liftblr blog 82. cried when someone died: uhh yeah what kind of person doesn’t 83. fallen for a friend: yes probably every single one at some point

do you believe in: 84. yourself: i’m pretty sure i don’t actually exist, on account of living in texas 85. miracles: the whole concept is weird to me 86. love at first sight: hahaa.. 87. santa claus: yes the mystical jolly red man that spends billions of dollars a year to sneak into people’s houses and deliver them mundane items out of the goodness of his heart 88. kiss on the first date: i mean... i believe in it. i definitely believe that it has happened before 89. angels: aside from @squip-is-chilling nah

other: 90. current best friend’s name: there are like over ten so it would be difficult 91. eye color: turqoise 92. favorite movie: oo that one is very difficult. i’ll do a cop-out and say moana

thanks for that time killer, i’ll get back to doing other garbage now

oh yeah i gotta tag people. hmm, how about @squip-is-chilling, @fluffyist, @mentosmorii, @idonutlose (don’t worry about it if you don’t want to)

[jensen-jarpad]

Tag Game

Rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

Tagged by @beckawinchester and @deanwinchester-smut

1. Drink? Coke

2. Phone call? A client

3. Text message? My brother

4. Song you listened to? Praying by Kesha

5. Time you cried? Yesterday

6. Dated someone twice? Nope

7. Kissed someone and regretted it? Yes

8. Been cheated on? No

9. Lost someone special? Not recently

10. Been depressed? Yeees

11. Favorite colors

12. Tiffany Blue 13. Black 14. Purple

In the last year, have you… 15. Made new friends? Yes! A lot here and a lot in college

16. Fallen out of love? Idk if it was really love, so...

17. Laughed until you cried? Yeah haha

18. Found out someone was talking about you? Yeeees

19. Met someone who changed you? Yeah, a little

20. Found out who your friends are? Yees

21. Kissed someone on your facebook list? Nope

General 22. How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life? Almost everyone

23. Do you have any pets? yeah! I have a turtle

24. Do you want to change your name? No

25. What did you do for your last birthday? I threw a dinner party for my cousins, it was last saturday and it was pretty fun!

26. What time did you wake up? 8:30

27. What were you doing at midnight last night? Watching a series

28. Name something you can’t wait for: My trip on Thursday!!!

29. When was the last time you saw your mom? Six hours ago, when we were having luch.

31. What are you listening to right now? Nothing :/

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? No

33. Something that is getting on your nerves? My Ophthalmologist‘s appointment... I need glasses asap!!!

34. Most visited website? Tumblr haha

35. Hair colour? Blonde

36. Long or short hair? Long, but only til wednesday ;)  (I’m not cutting it short hahaa but it won’t be as long as it is rn)

37. Do you have a crush on someone? Not rn

38. What do you like about yourself? idk

39. Piercings: nope

40. Blood type: idk hahahahahah

41. Nickname: Beca

42. Relationship status: Single and ready to mingle

43. Zodiac: Cancer

44. Pronouns: She, Her

45. Favourite tv show: Supernatural, Friends, HIMYM, Parks and Rec...

46. Tattoos: None, I have a few in mind, but not sure if I'm actually getting’em

47. Right or left handed: Right

48. Surgery:I had an eye surgery to remove a small cyst I had on my lower eyelid

49. Piercing: ???

50. Sport: Volleyball

51. Vacation: Every year in July I go to South of Brasil. It’s cold and we visit wineries... That’s what I’ll be doing Friday! I love it everytime

52. Pair of trainers: ?? What?

53. Eating: Nothing...

54. Drinking: nothing...

55. I’m about to: Finish the masterlist for a challenge I hosted

56. Waiting for? Work to be over

57. Want? To move out of Brasil

58. Get married? Yes, I want that!

59. Career? A Chef! (I have my number one career dream, but I haven’t told anyone about it)

60. Hugs or kisses? Both

61. Lips or eyes? Eyes

62. Shorter or taller? Taller... I’m 5′8″ so... hahaha

63. Older or younger? Older

64. Nice arms or nice stomach? It really doesn’t matter, but I prefer arms.

65. Hook up or relationship? Relationship

66. Troublemaker or hesitant: in between hahaha

67. Kissed a stranger: Nope

68. Drank hard liquor: Yes!

69. Lost glasses/contact lenses: No

70. Turned someone down: idk (maybe with my fanfics?)

71. Sex on the first date: NO

72. Broken someone’s heart: Don’t think so.

73. Had your heart broken: Yes

74. Been arrested: Nope

75. Cried when someone died: Yes.

76. Fallen for a friend: Yep.

Do you believe in…

77. yourself?  I guess

78. Miracles? Yep

79. love at first sight? Yes.

80. Santa claus? Nope

81. Kiss on the first date? Idk... not someone you just met!

82. Angels? Yep

Other 83. Current best friend’s name: Yara

84. Eye colour: Green

85. Favourite movie: I’m not choosing lol

I’m not gonna tag 20 people in here! I TAG ALL MY FOLLOWERS! GO... DO IT! AND TAG ME, I WANT TO KNOW YOU

[beetender]

do every question that has 3 in it c:

uh oh,, you asked for it pal

3.who are you looking forward to seeing? 

- my friends :((( im seeing them tomorrow and thenext day

13.do you like it when people play with your hair?

 - uhh no opinion lmao,, people never really playwith my hair

23.do you have trust issues? 

- yeaaaah

30.do you ever want to get married?

- no

31.is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

- ye but my hair in a pony tail is ugly hahaa

32.which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

- obviously andrew garfeild,, he’s the only one I canthink of right now that isn’t mega embarrassing but there are many otherswhoops

33. spell your name with your chin.

- tgfikzade

34.do you play sports? what sports?

- lol no

35.would you rather live without tv or music?

- tv for sure

36.have you ever liked someone and never told them?

- okay but who hasnt

37.what do you say during awkward silences?

- nothing hahaa

38. describe your dream girl/guy?

- tbh im not picky, as long as we like eachother, theyhave a nice personality and im attracted to them im set

39. what are your favorite stores to shop in? 

- i like to shop onlie bc I have a hard time findingclothes that fit me in irl stores

43.do you smile at strangers? 

- nearly 100% of the time

53.favourite makeup brand? 

-i really like nyx but i also cant afford really high quality/name brand makeupso

63.ever been in love? 

-yes and it was a mistake

73.do you sleep with stuffed animals? 

-yes? theyre in my bed but on the side i don’t sleep on

83.mean girls or mean girls 2? 

-what the heck kind of question is this?? obvs mean girls

93.how many sweatpants do you have? 

-one oversized pair

103.can you spell well? 

-yeah until im really worked up or excited

113.what was your childhood nickname? 

-a childhood friend used to call me t-bone (like the dog in clifford the big reddog)

123.can you keep white shoes clean? 

-no because when I get shoes, theyre the only ones i wear until they actually break

130.do you like subway?

- no (so gross), i only eat it if im desperate

131. your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

- this has happened to me before yiiikes,, I don’t suggestthis at all but what i did was ignore it and ignore them and slowly stop beingfriends for like a year

132. who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

- idk if this counts but it was my pal clara bc I senther a really Deep letter and I opened up a lot

133. favourite lyrics right now?

- ”and we’re not bruised, theyre just partytattoos//and that colorful mess is just colorful regret”

134. can you count to one million?

- no because i have a short attention span

135. dumbest lie you ever told?

-um ive probably said a lot of dumb lies in my days

136. do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

- closed, unless my dog is in the room,, in that caseit’s cracked

137. how tall are you?

- im only 4’11” yikes

138. curly or straight hair?

- i like both but on me, i like curly hair

139. brunette or blonde? 

-brunette

143.are you a vegetarian? 

- i was for a little but it’s hard when you live in housewith people who eat/cook meat all the time and you depend on them for sustenance,,im going to try again soon tho

send some asks!!

[illbetheresomehow]

60 Truths Tag

As i already said @pandafeet​ tagged me in a few posts some time before, and this is the last one i dicided to do. tks, dude. =D

since i’m not sure what should i do this afternoon here i am. tagg game. let’s go, this will be long...

1. Nickname(s): Lu, Lulu. My sistets calls me ‘coisinha’.

2. Bias: this is not a real question is it? I mean, everyone is my bias. There’s Suho and Yixing, then there’s Bang and Jaebum, Kihyun, Hakyeon. Well, i just love them all.

3. Blood type: O+

4. Relationship status: i watch too many dramas, does it count?

5. Birthday: April 22

6. Zodiac sign: Taurus

7. Pronouns: She / Her / It

8. Hair length: Medium I guess

9. Height: 168

10. A crush: i have this friend...

11. What do you like about yourself: I like that i do not need people to depend on. But i do not like myself very much. hahaha

12. Right or left handed: Right handed

13. List of three favourite colours: Dark blue, dark green and black

14. Right now eating: nothing

15. Right now drinking: coffee and iced tea

16. I’m about to: i dont now. i need to write, but ill probably just watch tunnel

17. Listening to: Beautiful - Monsta X

18. Kids: On tv. They are cute only on tv

19. Get married: Nope. I dont know how to be in a realantioship. hahaha all the past ones didnt work.

20. Recent phone call: hair and make up saloon. rs.

21. Have you ever dated someone twice: Nope.

22. Been cheated on: yes.

23. Kissed someone and regretted it: yes. i was forced to, so yes.

24. Lost someone special: Yes. a lot actually.

25. Been depressed: hmmm, maybe?

26. Been drunk and thrown up: been drunk: yes. thrown up: no.

27. Had glasses or contacts: nah. not yet at least.

28. Had sex on a first date: it was not a date, but...yes?

29. Broken someone’s heart: yes. but i figured out months after. i did not even knew the guy.

30. Turned someone down: Yes

31. Cried when someone died: yes. omg. yes. family, friends, book characters, drama characters, hahaa

32. Fallen for a friend: hahahaha, yes. oh, yes.

33. In the last year have you made a new friend: yes, but i dont feel i can call them friends...

34. Fallen out of love: i’m not sure. i think i just got used to not have that person around anymore...

35. Laughed until you cry: yes. like, all the time, hahah

36. Met someone who changed you: Yes. oh, yes.

37. Found out who your true friends were: i’m still not sure. hahaha that’s hard. i do not like to depend on people, so i’m not sure...

38. Found out someone was talking about you: talk good or bad, i just don’t care.

39. Lips or eyes: Eyes

40. Hugs or kisses: kisses.

41. Shorter or taller: both? i dont mind.

42. Romantic or spontaneous: both. i like both.

43. Sensitive or loud: me? sensitive. but i can be loud too, hahaha

44. Hookup or relationship: Hookup.

45. First best friend: Mariana. dont know where she is now.

46. Surgery: oh, yes. 7 if i’m not mistaken.

47. Sports I joined: judo, ballet and jazz. i stopped at eleven years old.

48. Do you believe in yourself: yes.

49. Miracles: if i make them happen, then yes.

50. Love at first sight: only in dramas. i love dramas, rs.

51. Heaven: im not sure ill go tho. but i think it exists, yes.

52. Do you have any pets: a dog, 3 fishes, a turtle, two hamsters, 3 birds. but now, no, no pets in the moment.

53. Do you want to change your name: no.

54. What did you do for your last birthday: it was last week! There was a luch at a restaurant with my closest friends, then a cake with coffee for my family. i dont like parties. Ok, wrong, it is just my birthday that i dont like. hahha

55. What time did you wake up today: 9 am. i had to go out and do stuff...adult stuff. argh

56. What were you doing last night at midnight: sleeping.

57. Something you can’t wait for: my graduation party. i am very anxious and worried and sad and happy and sensitive and deaf. omg i hate this feeling.

58. Last time you saw your mom: half an hour ago?

59. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i just want to move. i think i can cope with that. just move.

60. What’s getting on your nerves: that i am having anxiety crises too often. it really annoys the shit out of me.

I’m tagging: @afoxthing @pandafeet and @lawlliets again. haha do if only if you want. =D

[insteadofsound]

92 Truths rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

Fun story! No one tagged me in this I’m just bored and have no life, woho

LAST…

[1] drink: Coca Cola Light

[2] phone call: Dad

[3] text message: Tack för lådan:) ser Nice ut

[4] song you listened to: Look Live Lovers - Erik Rapp

[5] time you cried: Earlier today when I thought about The Fox and The Hound HAHAA. It gets me every time 

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: No

[7] been cheated on: No

[8] kissed someone and regretted it: No

[9] lost someone special: Yes

[10] been depressed: Yeah

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: No

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:

[12] Blue

[13] ... Silver??

[14] Blue again hahah

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: Kind of ...

[16] fallen out of love: No

[17] laughed until you cried: Yes

[18] found out someone was talking about you: Yes

[19] met someone who changed you: No

[20] found out who your true friends are: No

[21] kissed someone on your Facebook list: No

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: Ehm idk

[23] do you have pets: No :( 

[24] do you want to change your name: Nah

[25] what did you do for your last birthday: Nothing special, ate some cake with the fam. It was lit

[26] what time did you wake up: 6.00

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping actually (I usually go to bed at like 2 am haha)

[28] name something you cannot wait for: New season of Haikyuu hahaha

[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: 5.30 pm

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: A lot ...

[31] what are you listening to right now: Can’t Figure You Out - Decade

[32] have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes

[33] something that is getting on your nerves: People to talk behind people’s back

[34] most visited website: Twitter, or maybe AO3 haha

[35] elementary: Lillkyrka skolan xD

[36] high school: S:t Ilian

[37] college: None

[38] hair colour: Brown

[39] long or short hair: Long

[40] do you have a crush on someone: Nope

[41] what do you like about yourself?: Hair maybe? Some days

[42] piercings: No

[44] nickname: Z (but it’s Swedish haha, so like Zäta)

[45] relationship status: Single

[46] zodiac sign: Capricorn

[47] pronouns: Her

[48] fav tv show: Sherlock BBC, Criminal Minds, Misfits

[49] tattoos: No

[50] right or left handed: Right

FIRST…

[51] surgery: None

[52] piercing: None

[53] best friend: Her name was Victoria

[54] sport: Football (soccer)

[55] vacation: Spain

[56] pair of trainers: ??

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: Grapes

[58] drinking: Nothing, I’m so thirstyyy

[59] i’m about to: Watch Supernatural

[60] listening to: Now or Never - Halsey

[61] waiting for: Nothing

[62] want: money ;)) haha

[63] get married: what? i don’t understand xD

[64] career: Idk

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: Hugs <33

[66] lips or eyes: Eyes

[67] shorter or taller: Doesn’t matter

[68] older or younger: Idk haha

[69] romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous  

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: Doesn’t matter

[71] sensitive or loud: Sensitive

[72] hook up or relationship: Relationship

[73] troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger? No  

[75] drank hard liquor? No

[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? Yes

[77] turned someone down: No

[78] sex on first date? No

[79] broken someone’s heart? No

[80] had your own heart broken? Yes

[81] been arrested? No

[82] cried when someone died? Yes

[83] fallen for a friend? No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself? Haha not really

[85] miracles? Nah

[86] love at first sight? No

[87] santa claus? No

[88] kiss on the first date? Sure

[89] angels? No

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: -

[91] eye colour: Kind of green

[92] favourite movie: The Breakfast Club, Now You See Me, Shelter

[avghisms]

All of them please!! I'm curious OTL

gee well fine 1. If you didn't have to sleep, what would you do with the extra time? go out with friends or paint maybe lol2. What is your favorite piece of clothing you own / owned? i luv this lil black dress my ex gf gave to me!! 3. What hobby would you pick up if time & money weren't an issue? idk something creative tho like candle making 4. What does your perfect room look like? VERY PINK AND VERY CUTE 5. How often do you play sports? I dont!! im too lazy!! 6. What fictional place would you like to visit? Idk 7. What job would you be terrible at? probably customer service which i was terrible at 8. When was the last time you climbed a tree?probably like last week hahaa 9. If you could turn any activity into an Olympic sport, what would you have a good chance of winning a medal for? being cute 10. What is the most annoying habit that you or other people have? i bite my nails when im anxious but i also hate loud breathing :// 11. What job do you think you'd be really good at? nursing or counselling!! 12. What skill would you like to master? writing or something 13. What would be the most amazing adventure to go on? travelling to somewhere really sunny with my friends ❤14. If you had unlimited funds to build a house to live on for the rest of your life, what would the finished house look like? kinda petite bungalow with a big porch and on a beach!! 15. What's your favorite drink? black coffee cold water B))) 16. What state or country do you never want to go back to? belfast.... 17. What songs do you have completely memorized? a lot 18. What game or movie universe would you like to live in? n/a life is good enough 19. What do you consider to be your best find?matthew mcdonnell cus hes a saint 20. Are you usually early or late? early! 21. What pets did you have when you were growing up? an evil cat and a hamster 22. When people come to you for help, what do they usually need help with? just their emotions i guess or for a line of reasoning/second opinion 23. What takes up too much of your time? sleeping ahh24. What do you wish you knew more about? people 25. What would be your first question after waking up from being frozen for 100 years? where them gay girls at 26. What are some small things that make your day better? my friends nd my cat :')) 27. Who's your go-to band or artist when you don't know who or what to listen to? hayley kiyoko/mystery skulls28. What's the best way to start the day? black coffee and a cigarette29. What TV shows do you like? not many at all :0 30. What TV channel doesn't exist but really should? anna channel 31. Who has impressed you most with what they've accomplished? my mama and my best friend 32. What age do you wish you could stay at permanently? 16 tbh33. What TV show or movie do you refuse to watch? noneee ahh 34. What's your ideal way to spend a weekend? going on a trip w my friends to the beach!!! 35. What is something that is considered a luxury, but you don't think you could live without? gourmet coffee 36. What is your claim to fame? when i turned 16 i became a lot more open minded and forgiving. with a lot more empathy and willingness to see beauty in everything. positive vibeeeesss. 37. What is something you enjoy doing the old-fashioned way? essays even tho i get wankers cramp 38. What's your favorite book or movie genre? i like rom coms 39. How often do you people-watch? idk what that means but sometimes i see pretty people and im happy 40. What have you only recently formed an opinion about? my lifeee 41. What's the best day of the year? all day every day in july 42. What subject interests you that not many people have heard of? occultism 43. How do you relax after a long day of work? napping 44. What's the best book series or TV series you've ever read or watched? jane the virgin 45. Where is the farthest you've ever been from home? france!! 46. What's the most heartwarming thing you've ever seen? forgiveness and reconciliation. compromise. 47. What is the most annoying question people ask you? "who do you have a crush on?" "Will you meet this guy?" 48. What could you give a 40-minute presentation on with no preparation? psychology or biology 49. If you were the dictator on a small island nation, what crazy dictator stuff would you do? create a beautiful eutopiaaaa 50. What is something you think everyone should do at least once in their lives? reflect 51. Would you rather go hand gliding or whitewater rafting? hand gliding 52. What's your dream car? a pink one 53. What's worth spending more on to get the best? makeup 54. What is something a ton of people are obsessed with, but you just don't get? IDK DIFFERENT STROKES FOR DIFFERENT FOLKS 55. What are you most looking forward to in the next 10 years? travelling a lot more !! meeting new friends 56. Where is the most interesting place you've been? île de adam 57. What's something you've been meaning to try but haven't gotten around to it? art work 58. What is the best thing that happened to you last week? free coffee 59. What piece of entertainment do you wish you could erase from your mind, only to experience it for the first time again? Steven universe omg 60. If all jobs had the same pay rate and hours, what job would you want to have? hair dresser 61. What amazing thing have you done that no one was around to see? idk... 62. How different was your life 1 year ago? it was extremely different, i was extremely different. it was kinda hellish and im glad im so different now. 63. What quirks do you have? always drinking coffee n being weirdly generous 64. What would you rate 10/10? hayley kiyoko 65. What fad or trend do you think should come back? baggy jeans 66. What is the most interesting piece of art you've seen? me 67. What kind of art do you enjoy most? dark abstract 68. What do you hope never changes? me 69. What city would you most like to live in? bordeaux70. What movie title best describes your life? love, actually 71. Why did you decide to do the work you are doing now? i don't work am lazyyy 72. What's the best way a person can spend their time? being kind 73. If you suddenly became a master at woodworking, what would you make? a pipe74. Where is the most relaxing place you've ever been? bed or beach 75. What's the luckiest thing that has ever happened to you? winning the lotto 76. Where would you rather be from? france77. What are some things you've had to unlearn? self-hatred, loathing and accepting abuse. i had to unlearn a lot. 78. What do you look forward to in the next 6 months? swedennn w my love 79. What website do you visit most often? www.google.com 80. What one thing do you really want but can't afford? break stuff 81. Where do you usually go when you have free time? the park or someones house lol 82. Where would you spend all your time if you could? a beach 83. What's special about the place you grew up? absolutely nothing 84. What age do you want to live to? 60 85. What are you most likely to become famous for? cult leader 86. What are you absolutely determined to do? to be the best person i can be and to be positive!! 87. What is the most impressive thing you know how to do? understand most things. 88. What do you wish you knew more about? the world. 89. What question would you most like to know the answer to? why did you lie? why did you treat me so horribly and yet retained a complete victim complex? What happened to make you so fucking monstrous? What put you out of your way to humilate me worse than anyones ever done before, all the while pretending you cared? 90. What question can you ask to find out the most about a person? why are we here? 91. When was the last time you changed your opinion or belief about something major? recently, everything changes! 92. What's the best compliment you've ever received? too many heck "you have taught me so much" "you have a beautiful soul" "you're angelic to me" (all platonic btw romance is bullshit) 93. As the only human left on earth, what would you do? try to survive. Befriend animals! 94. Who inspires you to be better? my mom and JESUS 95. What do you want your epitaph to be? honest 96. What haven't you grown out of? some grudges 97. In what situation or place would you feel most out of place in? at a dinner table 98. What's the dumbest thing you've done that actually turned out pretty well? trying to make friends 99. If someone wrote a book on an event in your life, what would the book be about? probably transformation 100. What's something you will never do again? trust so openly 101. How do you hope you'll change as a person in the future? i don't. I think im good now. 102. What keeps you up at night? the possibilities!! of life! 103. What's the most surprising self-realization you've had? i deserve better 104. What is the most illegal thing you've ever done? driving w/o license 105. How do you get in the way of your own success? laziness 106. What are you afraid people see when they look at you? im dont generally care about what other people think of meee... 107. What is your biggest regret? Making the wrong decision and losing something that could've been great.. 108. What do you look down on people for?being indirect and bitchy 109. What bridges do you not regret burning?there have been a lot of abusive people who im so glad ive been able to get rid of bc they were like poison. 110. What lie do you tell most often? "i only had like 4 beers" 111. What would be your spirit animal? a cat lol112. What is the best & worst thing about getting older? learning aand experiencing is the best but moving on is the worst 113. What are you most likely very wrong about? politics 114. If you had a personal flag, what would be on it? pink 115. What's happened that changed your view on the world? uhh generally being loved and appreciated for who i REALLY am and therefore being able to become a good person with good people surrounding me 116. What is the biggest lesson you've learned? trust no one. 117. What is the most immature thing you do? get rly drunk nd become all rude n dumb 118. What are you famous for among your friends & family? giving advice and support 119. If your childhood had a smell, what would it be? rotting human flesh 120. What one responsibility do you wish you didn't have? always being the bigger person or trying to. 121. What are 3 things you want to accomplish before you die? a real relationship a baby and a good job! 122. What do you want to tell your 10-year-old self? trust no one. no one in ur life is gonna keep ur trust except ur mom n Matthew. 123. What's the best thing you got from your parents? love uwu 124. What's the best thing about you? seeing tje beauty in everything 125. What blows your mind? life in itself 126. Have you ever saved someone's life? yes 127. What are you really good at but embarrassed to be good at? writing ehehe 128. What would a mirror opposite of you look like? like me? long dark brown hair on a short girl wearing a pink hoody n black jeans?? 129. What are 3 interesting facts about you?im left handed, im psychic and im strong owo130. Which of your scars has the best story behind it? the big fucking gash on my right leg 131. What's the title of the current chapter in your life? happiness is....... 132. What were some of the biggest turning points in your life? september 4th 2016 133. What's the hardest lesson you've learned? dont trust him 134. What do people think is weird about you?im always confused 135. What mistake do you keep making? USIMG CUPS AS ASHTRAYS 136. What have you created that you're most proud of? A LOT OF PAINTINGS 137. What do you doubt? that people are truly sorry.138. What are some of your morals? always be honest w those u trust, give everyone a chance, dont judge, forgive with ur heart. 139. What do you want to be remembered for?loving and being loved 140. What do you regret not doing in your childhood years?n/a 141. What is your favorite fragrance? jasmine anr roses and ylang ylang aaa142. What do you think your last words will be?noo letsnnot 143. Who or what do you take for granted?my schoool144. Why would you be annoying as a roommate?eat a LOT 145. What is something you're insecure about? IM NOT yay 146. What's the best & worst piece of advice you've received? best: never be ashamed. worst: drink green tea to cure epilepsy 147. What irrational fears do you have? being alone, 148. What makes a good life? love 149. What's the last adventure you went on? idk man 150. What is the most memorable gift you've received? my granpas snuff tin 💖