#but apparently i wont have the freetime to do that
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need someone to tell me that everything will be ok and that this day will pass just like all the rest
#dont mind me im just having A Day right now#i knew Emotionally Charged Event was gonna happen in the next few days but i didnt know it was happening TODAY#i found out literally when i woke up this morning#i am not mentally prepared for all the shit ill have to go through and deal with#and i have work today and tomorrow which means im gonna have no free time today before i have to sleep for work#so tempted to ask my supervisor if i can leave early but honestly i prob wont#i just want to spend the day at home and play games with my friends#and do my own thing#but nah i wake up this morning and find out today will be a day where i dont get to do that#maybe its the tism being upset that there was a sudden change in plans#cause i was gonna progress in a game with one of my friends today#but apparently i wont have the freetime to do that#i have to go to an Emotionally Charged Event that i honestly in general didnt want to go to#and now i REALLY dont want to go#ughhhhh#if anyone actually went through and read all this thank you <3#but honestly i just needed to let this out and all my friends are asleep lmao
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#debating on whether or not i should even bother with the hour long trip at 7am just to take another 1 hour long trip#to a college open day i already went to last year#then take a two hour long trip home#or to just stay home and lol do actual work for my portfolio#apparently attendance for this trip is mandatory but half the people in my class arent going#but my attendance is poor because im always late or not in#and i need like 4 distinctions in this course out of like 9 or something and a pass in everything else#to even get into a college. for me atleast because my leaving cert results were pretty poor#and distinctions are apparently hard to get according some people. 80%.#so i figure i might as well do extra work on some of the briefs I've enjoyed most so far in some of my freetime#to hopefully get said distinctions#and i cant exactly do said extra work when on trip up and back. since its on a bus. and not my vehicle. and motion sickness.#then again i was told that i have to also start improving my attendance and anyone who isnt on the trip tomorrow will be marked absent :/#eck. i only really have one bus to catch tomorrow morning if i miss it then i guess i just wont go since theres no point.#delete
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