#but emotionally difficult sometimes

[blasphomey]

"now, as a 17-year-old, i knew exactly what those words were. i was scared of the house"

[cassmouse]

I'm rewatching Reservation Dogs at the moment because I'm watching it with my mum (also this is a continued plea to my mutuals to watch it because three years on since season one and it's still my favourite show ever made)

But we're approaching season three and I've realised I'm gonna have to rewatch the season three Deer Lady episode and I genuinely don't know if I'm mentally ready to experience that again even after almost a year

[cinnabundolly12]

Sometimes you just get forgotten too smh

Silly lil guy c:

I have words for sun wukong tho >_>

[grymmdark]

living with someone who has never learned to be a responsible mature person is so frustrating

[adustoflove]

I had a somewhat healing session with my therapist earlier 😍 it'll last about 10 hours before my mindset goes into the gutters but

[toastsnaffler]

ykw actually I am angry + disappointed w them. I've been pushing how I feel aside and trying to make it my own fault so it's all contained but I think theyve just been mean. and they really should know me better ik I try to pretend I don't expect more from them so I feel less hurt when they do things that upset me but we've been friends for years by this point. like come on.

[shit-sorry-fuck-mybad]

Ted Lasso obviously has a theme with relationships with dads but it also has such a powerful thing with kids, I love how every character, everyone treats children in such a gentle and respectful and kind way, they’re attentive and interested and genuine, even when Jamie was a dick he was still good to Henry, because yes Ted Lasso is constantly talking about dads but it’s also making all these characters interact and connect and heal their inner child by being kind to children and I think that’s beautiful

[hella1975]

happy eurovison!! do your stretches!!!

babe it's been days since i did my stretches at this point im too scared

[tauremornalome]

yea i recognize i have the privilege of having known i was queer at 13 yo already. but it should be illegal for people who vere homophobic in middle school towards you specifically to later come out as gay

[hyaciiintho]

🌸｡*ﾟ+. If anyone has a nice version of ph*t*sh*p (cracked or not) they're willing to share with me, I would be forever grateful. I got hit with the "You're using an unlicensed version--" message and I can't use mine anymore c': and I can't remember where I had gotten mine and will need to filter through a bunch of... questionable links to find it again online.

So if anyone has a link to a trusted downloaded, I would appreciate it a ton!

[daisywords]

it's like...I don't have a problem with finishing school. It was nice enough and I'm sure I'll miss it but I can be done. But the problem is everything else goes away when I graduate. literally my lease will be up and my job will go away and my internship will be done and even like. my adobe creative cloud access. gone with the wind. And I don't want to live across the country from my friends instead of 30 seconds away. And I don't want to leave behind my piano or even my stupid ikea bookshelf. like I have an entire life here that is going to just disappear and there's nothing I can do about it

[softpastelqueer]

It’s honestly really exhausting to be taught in speech pathology that you should use specific, clear, and concise language when talking to others, but Neurotypicals never seem to understand specific contextual language and act as if you’re using vague terminology 😭😩😭

💖Neurotypicals Learn How To Communicate Better Challenge💖

[cannibalisticskittles]

i know that when i've been riffing on a fic exploring some of amity and astarion's dynamic in act one i've been focusing on amity being bashful and taken aback, and trying to be polite and tactful while navigating his advances, but i think that's only gonna last so long. depending on how things go, it might reach a point where amity is too wound up by the pressures of Everything, and maybe also too wounded and tired, to muster the energy it requires to be tactful and she just gets real blunt

like in response to that 'on my honor, the only thing on my mind is depraved, carnal lust' line her brain just. fucking breaks.

"hmm. okay. why. why? why with me. do you want something from me? are you trying to get something from me? what's going on. why are you doing this. there is no possible way i would be your first choice for this, we are -- surrounded by devastatingly attractive people, including you, and notably not including me, and i am aware of that and it's fine. it is fine. i know this. but still you are -- complimenting me. pursuing me. why. what do you get."

no guarantees she'd actually get to that point, or that even if she did, she'd feel emboldened enough to say all that. she's got an exceptionally high tolerance for bullshit.

she might also get to a similarly blunt point in one of her many Exceptionally, Deliriously Sleepy times, tho that would probably be a bit less incensed. something simple like, "hey, why do you waste your time on me? not, like, the blood-drinking, i get that. although i really think that at this point, wyll has warmed up to you enough that he might let you bite him. but i mean. everything else. the compliments. the attention. why?"

and then she passes the fuck out before getting an answer

[running-in-the-dark]

every interaction with my mother is so hard. she has this annoying ability to make everything (literally everything) feel incredibly difficult (or impossible). everything is a big deal, everything is a problem, everything is bad. she's always the victim, her life is sooo hard and none of her children ever help her and everyone has to feel sorry for her all the time.

it's exhausting. but it's nice to see it from kind of a more objective perspective now - it really explains why I struggled so much as a kid (and still do, obviously) 🙃

[ladiablesse]

i need to figure out a way to financially support my academic career. i honestly have v little scruples about joining a dungeon or smthn i have a friend that’s a dominatrix n she loves it and is able to support herself living in a cute bk apartment with her roommate, partner, n several cats

[battywitch]

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