#but i know it's the RSD talking and his possible/probable autism being purely analytical and direct in that moment
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#i know its the RSD and the fact that my meds have most likely worn off for the day#and i know it's not what he meant#but when i show my partner one of those what color do i give off style memes with personality traits#and he says none of them fully fit but one of them is closest#like#i asked which trait of the three listed under the one he picked didn't fit#the three listed for that color were gentle supportive and sensitive#his stance was that he didn't think of supportive as being a personality trait but based on a series of actions#i can see his point of view#but like#supportive is absolutely a thing a person can be in general my dude#now I'm just laying here thinking he doesn't think I'm supportive#which hurts if true because I've been nothing BUT supportive of him the entire time we've been together#but i know it's the RSD talking and his possible/probable autism being purely analytical and direct in that moment#and I'll clear it up with him tomorrow#just sucks to go to bed feeling out of sorts#he already went to bed though#and it's his birthday so i don't wanna get into a whole insecure semantic discussion rn anyway#idk why he has to be like that though#he's always so supportive and patient and kind normally#and highly intelligent and emotionally literate#but sometimes he just doesn't understand seemingly basic shit and puts his foot in his mouth#like bro#you could just have said 'uhhh i think this one is closest' and left it at that#it didn't have to turn into a whole thing#now my feelings are hurt for no real reason because i understand where he was trying to go even though i disagree#but if i tell him my feelings are hurt he's gonna feel like shit#I'mma tell him anyway#just sucks to have a miscommunication that leads to insecurity
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