#but i think its just little things combined w my stepmoms health that are making things especially difficult rn

[erythristicbones]

i wanna give like a small heads to ppl who actively communicate with me:

i tend to self-isolate as a rather unhealthy coping mechanism when im feeling really stressed and while ive noticed im not having as much trouble like. making text posts or posting on my artblog, ive been fighting super hard w/ the urge to leave all the discords im in/delete blogs of mine/just not talk to anyone i don't see face-to-face. i know i don't want to do that, and i think ive got a good enough hold on my brain right now that i won't, but i do wanna say specifically...if i don't respond to dms/being tagged/more one-on-one communication for a bit it's absolutely not your fault! im not upset at anyone, im not purposefully ignoring you, im just struggling rn ;u;