#but i was going to draw it and nothing was gonna stop me

[allieisacrybaby]

Hot Cocoa Kisses

Sam Kiszka x afab!reader

warnings: some scandalous touching but nothing too spicy mostly teasing. a lot of teasing. fluffy little winter fic. no use of "Y/N". kissing. used the word "girls" to refer to Rose and reader.

You and Sammy stood bundled up from head to toe as flurries of snowflakes gently drifted down from the slate-grey sky. The two of you watched Rose bolt around, causing chaos, trying to eat the flakes, and playing in the snow. As you watched her play, you giggled, your breath forming soft clouds in the frigid air while Sammy toggled with the settings of his film camera looped around his neck, readying to take a picture of Rose covered in snow. 

“Rose! Looky here!” Sammy whistled, holding up her favorite ball in one hand and his camera up to his eye with the other. 

Rose immediately stopped in her tracks, ears perking up and eyes locating the ball Sam held. A chorus of clicks ensued before Sammy threw the ball for her to retrieve. 

“She looks like she’s got a beard with all that snow covering her face!” you giggled as you snuggled into Sam’s side. 

“She’s a little gremlin, a snow gremlin…no, a snow monster!! She’s gonna get you!!” Sam stated, pulling you flush to his chest and tickling your side. 

“She’s not a monster, Sammy!!” you yelped as he dug into your sides, “My Rose Bud is too sweet to be a monster!” you gasped dramatically. 

“You’re right. She loves her humans too much to turn on us!” Sammy smiles down at you, placing a kiss on your chilly cheek. The sound of snow crunching caught both of your attention, as Rose began to dig a hole in the snow. 

Abruptly, the wind picked up and whipped your hair around as the snow began to fall quicker and harder.

“I think it may be time to head inside, yeah?” you stated, pulling your scarf taught around your nose and mouth. 

“I think so. Let’s get our snow monster inside.” Sammy agreed, whistling for Rose as the two of you trekked through the snow and up to the step of the cabin porch. 

The three of you were staying in the quaint stone cabin Sammy had bought in the Blue Ridge Mountains as a little getaway from the hustle and bustle of Nashville and tour life. Sam, affectionately called the cabin “The Love Nest” because the both of you could escape and simply be together. After the second leg of the Starcatcher World Tour, Sammy decided you both needed some time away from the rest of the world. You packed up your things into the car and made the trip to the secluded cabin, nestled among the snowy pines and forest creatures.

As Sammy bolts the door closed, Rose shakes the snow off her fur and finds her bed by the fireplace. 

“I need to get that thing going. I can’t have my girls freezing!” Sammy laughs as he shucks off his winter clothes and boots. 

“I’m gonna make us some cocoa while you do that.” you say as you remove your layers too.

“Sounds great, baby.” Sammy smiles.

You enter the kitchen and gather everything you need: a saucepan from under the stove, two mugs from the top cupboard, the milk carton from the fridge, and the hot cocoa mix from the pantry. You get to work pouring the milk into the pan and clicking the stove top to life. As you stir the milk around the pan lost in your head, you feel Sam’s warm arms wrap around your waist and his chin rest in the crook between your shoulder and neck watching you work. 

“How’s it going, lovebug?” Sam asks, placing a kiss just behind your ear.

“Hmm, well, now you’re distracting me. Gotta keep an eye on the pan.” you tease. 

“Me? A distraction? No!” Sam antagonizes. 

His hands slide under the hem of your long sleeve to draw circles with his thumbs against the skin of your stomach.

“Sammy, quit that tickles.” you gasp, squirming in his ever-tightening grip.

“Shh, watch the pan.” he instructs as his hands wander up higher to rest against your ribcage right under your breasts. 

“Sam.” you whine.

“Hush.”

“Sammy!” you whine, getting his attention. “The milk is done, and it’s gonna burn if I don’t turn the heat off.” you huff out, flustered.

“Oh…sorry, bug.”

“It’s fine. I just can’t focus on making us cocoa when you’re feeling me up,” 

“I thought you liked it when I felt you up.” Sammy smirked, moving his hands down to rest at your waist.

“I do but not when I am freezing and trying to make us cocoa!” you huff rolling your eyes. “Can you grab me a spoon so I can add the mix?”

“On it!” 

Sam shuffles over to the other side of the island and grabs a spoon from out of the as you pour the milk into both of your mugs. Handing over the spoon, you crack open the hot cocoa mix and scoop a generous amount into Sammy’s “World’s Best Dog Dad” mug and your ladybug mug that Sam got you for Valentine’s Day a year ago. After thoroughly mixing the powder into both mugs, you handed Sammy his and grabbed yours from the counter. 

“Cheers!” Sammy said, clinking his mug against yours, making you chuckle and shake your head.

Taking a sip, your eyes fluttered and closed as the cocoa heated you from the inside out. 

“Oh, this is good,” Sammy hummed in appreciation. “Let’s go enjoy it by the fireplace and get extra toasty.”

The two of you made your way into the living room, where the fire that Sam had so beautifully crafted was roaring in the fireplace. You sat your mug on the coffee table and then sat down on the big worn-in couch that Sam had thrifted when he bought the cabin. 

“Here, make yourself comfy I need to go grab a snack from the kitchen. Do you want anything?” Sam asked, handing you two fluffy blankets.

“No thanks, I’m ok.” you smile, tucking the blanket over your legs.

“Okay.”

Sam disappeared into the kitchen to retrieve his snack, and you made yourself comfortable on the couch. Then, you grabbed your mug and took another drink from it. You peered over at Rose, who was watching you with attentive eyes from her dog bed next to the fireplace.

“Come here, girly,” you called, patting the space next to you on the couch. Rose jumped right out of her bed and onto the couch next to you, plopping her head in your lap. Sam returned to the living room with a bag of soft pretzel bites in one hand and his phone in the other.

“Who eats soft pretzels with hot cocoa?” you questioned as he sat beside you.

“Me, duh. It’s like a sweet and salty thing. It’s good.” 

“I guess, but that’s weird Sammy.” you grimace.

“Whatever you say, bug.” “But who needs pretzels when I have you,” Sammy says, pulling at your leg to get you closer to him.

“Are you calling me salty?” 

“Mmm, maybe.” 

“Samuel Francis!”

“Oh, hush and get your ass over here.” 

You shake your head and look down at Rose, who still has her head in your lap.

“Do you hear your Daddy, Rose?! How rude!” you pout, ignoring Sam to talk to the pit bull. 

“If I apologized for calling you salty, would you come and sit closer to me?”

“Negative. Our daughter has already staked claim to her my lap, and by dog law, unfortunately, I cannot move; therefore, you’ll need to get your ass over here.” you reply, using his own words against you. 

“Man, you really are salty, huh?” 

Sammy sighs at your attitude but gives in. He shuffles closer to you, pulling his blanket and mug with him. He rests his head against your shoulder, reaching down to your lap to scratch Rose’s head. Peering over to the big glass floor-to-ceiling windows over your shoulder, the snow outside had picked up, the wind throwing snow around the air. 

“Wow, look outside. Kinda looks like we're in a snow globe, and someone shook up our globe.” Sam chuckled, pointing to the window.

“Oh wow. It’s really pretty out there, but I’d much rather spectate from inside where it’s warm.” 

“Me too, bug.” Sammy agrees, hooking his arm around your shoulder. 

You lean into his embrace as you sip your cocoa and watch the snow fall from the sky, peace and tranquility taking over your body as you snuggle into Sam’s body and pet Rose’s head, lulling her to sleep. 

“Thank you for this little getaway, for making the fire, and for keeping Rose and I warm,” you smile at him.

“And thank you for making the cocoa, my little chef.” Sammy smiles back, leaning down to kiss your lips and the cold tip of your nose. 

“I love you.”

“Love you too, Sammy.”

tag list: @sacredjake @digitalcalamity @spark-my-nature @ohhkaty @andtherestishistory13 @hearts-hunger @mal-gvf @losfacedevil

[marxpopstar696o]

1. No, i joined the IASU because of how immature and fucking oblivious all of you are. I could go on and on and on about how degenerate and disgusting this site is. If sketchers untied to you is high school, to me its kindergarten.

2. People wanted to help me? Im sorry but nobody wanted to help me. Cottoncandylover literally in fact has everything because of her "nice guy syndrome." Everyone loves her because she's "nice" when she's that of nothing but a retard. She posts nothing but cartoons for infants and everyone sees her as god. She had no intention to help me. She just wanted to look good, and besides. She would vent about the smallest thing. And EVERYONE comes to her side. I vent and i only get bottom of the barrel pity and nothing else. Nobody once has offered to DM me neither check on me ONCE. I have every right to decline false help. None of you ever cared about me. So stop pretending all of a sudden that you do, I did nothing but be nice for 4 and a half years on the damm site. I gave it my ALL. Yet im a problem. Meanwhile retards like Blue_. Cottoncandylover, literally do nothing and they get pampered and loved for absolutely no reason. Is it because they used to post everyday? Certainly thats a fact. Act chronically to please the chronically.

3. "You need to see the problem, the problem is you" What problem? You mean the one on how you're literally obsessed with me? If you hate me that much. Why make 5 posts about me? You're the one calling me a child meanwhile you just keep milking the goat. Like your some savior by doing this shit, putting out false info that i planned out the entire raid when it was just deliquents and all those SU hate accounts idea. I have been against the raid since they started posting about it. Yet since I'm involved. Everyone turnt around and put the blame all on ME. Yet don't pay attention to deliquents and how they're accusing EVERYONE (including me) of being a pedophile with no clear proof. But everyone ignores that. Nobody cares about that. Im the only problem. This is exactly what i mean onto why i joined the IASU, But honestly. The IASU is just as bad as the site they're against. I just joined them because we all have a mutual hatred. Only to realize most of them are literal idiots. Its fine though. Enjoy your 2 person raid Deliquents. I doubt you two will get anywhere with it.

Also im not in the country humans fandom. I absolutely despise that shit. That person was someone on an alt pretending to be me just to stir up problems for me (it worked so thank you)

4. "You just want to get peoples attention by being a sick bitch"

Never have i asked for attention once by what i do. In fact, why not reverse that on Deliquents? Who literally might and possibly be a troll?

Also,

You are unfortunately no different. You absolutely reek of hypocrisy.

Imagine wanting to be seen as a good person when you only post nothing but symmetry tool Adoptables. Have you tried drawing without that tool? Being lazy in art won't help you with improvement anytime soon. :3

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And i don't actually like getting too much attention. Yes, I'll admit. I've kinda dug myself into a deeper hole by making a call-out post on Miyucure. Which can be seen as attention seeking behavior, but everything i have done was all on impulse, Which isn't good. No excuses here. But im trying to undo everything, I've made a post apologizing about this, as i made a horrible mistake. And i absolutely regret making that post. I wasn't thinking and i wish I should've earlier. Plus i ain't gonna leak her face. Everything i said was just half-assed threats.

And spoiler alert: She's honestly really pretty and im just jealous of it.

And also it is others being the problem, (and kinda myself but mostly everyone else making shit worst) Cottoncandylover is the whole reason why this happened. But the way they responded with things blew everything out of proportion. They made TWO posts about me.

Now i do not blame them for this, i just wish they reacted more civilized. If all of this was talked about in Private Dms, everything would've been alright

But no, instead you decide to post about how im a very big horrible person. Just for simply saying "no i don't want your help screw you." Because people like Cottoncandylover is what and why im jealous over. And WHY i wrote that vent, i was in a horrible time. Everyone knew and known because i DID make a post reaching for support. And the only person who actually dared to reach out and actually somewhat be for me was a MOD, 1 FUCKING MOD. Forgot their name but me and him actually struck a very great conversation together to distract me for awhile. I don't think he's a mod anymore but. Shout out to him, they're great.

And actually two other people did "contact" me too. You got @Just_OZZY who decided to be useless "and yes I can talk some time. Not right now tho sorry. I will be able to at some point." They by the way never contacted me at ALL. Afterwards.

It's been 10 months. I shit you not, where the fuck are you? And cottoncandylover. "btw ur not a horrible person! ur awesome and have a great taste in anime!"

Yeah yeah, thanks for only caring about that. Proves my point on how on SU im nothing but a content pumping machine, People only care about what my interests are and the art i make. Dare ever to act human. You're pathetic, this is why I've never seen Cotton as a friend. They only think im their friend because we have mutual interests, and thats all.

If somebody else made a post like i did. Their comments would've been flooded with nonstop support. But nope, im always left in the shit, suddenly now everyone pretends to care, when i needed that 10 months ago. Well sorry guys. Sorry I didn't post art that day,

I personally still believe i had a right to react the way i did. But i could've talked about it in a more civil matter, i apologize to whoever i offended. As i have gotten alot upset that day,

5. "We are not obsessed with you, you are obsessed with us. Telling us horrible things and to kill ourselves,🥺🥺😡😡😡😡😡"

When have i told you to kill yourself? The only person i have told to kys was Miyucure. It has nothing to do with you, And plus its clear that all of you are obsessed with me. You included. Rezzclown. You made 5 posts about me.

And also. Deliquents ain't my alt, so is the other 4-5 whatever number people in that group. They are all different people. It is very obvious as they type differently from i do. One literally ending most of their posts with a "~" which is gross and something I'll never do. If they where my alt. I would've said so by now.

(ALSO BTW: not saying you can't hate me, im completely fine with that, just WHY post about me thousands of times?)

And also a big fuck you to, @ST4TICHEAD @Wonderless (the 11 year old who claims to have called the police on me which i doubt) and @Arcade , You guys hate me? Yet still post about me? That's honestly really sad. Now i don't like people like Blue_ , But did i ever post about them ONCE? Ask that to yourself, please i dare you.

actually nvm a bigger massive fuck you to @ST4TICHEAD, @ST4TICHEAD would literally give me death threats. Then go and cry when i reverse them back onto her. Again, i have only given death threats to ONE person. I regret saying that shit. But does it make you any better to reverse them back onto me? No, you're just extremely fucking childish. Makes sense because you like Hazbin Hotel. You post about your stupid Piggy Plushies. You are a LITERAL child. 13 or 11 at most.

"Huge Womp Womp. Keep whining like a little piss baby. What do you have worse? Daddy and mommy neglect you because of how bad of a person you are? Tbh, I respect your parents for hating you if so.

You already told people to kill themselves, so do us and you a favor and kill yourself. Please."

^

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Funnily the mods ain't gonna do shit about what you said because all hate towards me is vaild unless it involves someone else. Y'know deliquent's account didn't get banned until they started harassing other people. Yet them shitting on my vent, literally falls under the hate speech rule they had. Was completely vaild to leave up. They took everything else down, but not the one targeted towards me.

"BUYTTT MARX WHY DID YOU BECOME AILES WITH DELIQUENTS EVEN THOUGH THEY DID THAT 2 YOUUU" Because there's literally nobody that hates sketchers untied as much as they do. However it doesn't mean i like them fully. I see them as ailes. But not my friend, neither do i ever want to engage in whatever bullshit they do. I don't condone their actions in ANY SHAPE OR FORM AT ALL, neither will defend them.

And by the way, The mod in question was Bench. Fuck you Bench. You've done nothing but silence me for a month straight. I dare speak about how BAD this platform is including you mods. It's "hate speech" but then you left up hate speech towards me up. And you by the way leave Israel Supporters on your site completely punishment free, yet im not allowed back? For what? All because i declined Cottoncandylovers help (well i kinda went too far but in my opinion it was blown out of proportion by both sides) and then had her whiteknights come villanize me? People supporting genocide and me snapping at someone are two different things. One is worst than the other. Yet you rather blame it on Mr Sketch and make up an excuse, "o-o-only mr sketch can decide if they can be banned.." 🥺🥺🥺

You are a mod. Use your fucking role. Everyone on the site is WELL AWARE that Carl does NOTHING. You dare call yourself a Palestine supporter while you yourself leaves up those who are condoning Genocide. You're a horrible mod. And a hypocritical one at most Bench. I hope you lose your status.

I got off track but oh well,

6. I was at my fucking limit at how unjustifiable this shit is. All of you making up false information about me. Then when i speak the truth NOBODY believes me. Because they rather instead talk massive shit to enlarge their massive egos. And not actually believe the truth, ive said it a thousand times im not involved with the raid. Neither it was my idea to create one. I stood out of it the most i could. Because I wasn't interested in doing such juvenile tasks and whatever.

Maybe if i was 13, i was on. I'd help in a heartbeat. But im 16, i feel im too old to do shit like that. And Gore? Really? I absolutely wonder where the fuck a person like deliquents can find Gore of all things without getting scared or running to their mommy for comfort.

EITHER way. Deliquents this deliquents that. I promise all of you they ain't getting far with it. The moment those two or whoever else is joining starts up their shit, The mods will ban them all and everyone is okay. No more problem. Raid go bye-bye.

Its just another case of Sketchers Untied overreacting over small things. There was more panic over this than anything else.

Dear god. They said more shit, first off. What "mature" people? You mean a bunch of 13 and 10 year old Hazbin Hotel/Warriors fans? Yeahhh alright. These "mature" people may think they're mature for saying such mean widdle things against the big bad for the week🥺🥺 Ouhhh so brave and so strong!!!

When really alot forget that a quirk of mature people is that they don't even think they're mature. Neither call themselves one. Just say you're immature. Its okay, I won't be mad.. 🥺 Everyone else on SU will relate if you go and vent about it anyways. (tldr: calling yourself mature is actually immature, there's tons of articles about this)

2: Again like i said. I ain't participating in the raid. It's pathetic and on amnio level of childish delinquency (bad dum tiss) Also who said i didn't have friends? I know for a fact that's a lie. I have a whole entire server with my friends in it. I am LITERALLY dating one of my old childhood friends, we where both 12 when we met and currently very happy with eachother. I have contact with many from my old Sony Sketch days too. People I've been friends with since i was freaking 9 for fucks sake. So who are you to say i don't have any friends? It's funny. Because i know for a fact i have.

I even have friends in real life. 😱 What a shocker!! People actually like me!!!

3. Its so funny how "stupid child" is repeated in this post multiple times. Is that the only counter argument you can make? Did your mommy or daddy say that to you when you were younger...🥺 So now you go and project that word on others... Ouhhh, you poor poor thing... 😭😭

And i know what inspiration is, alot of my art is inspired from someone and something, but i failed to understand Miyucure's case in this. It was unjustifiable. And the design was purely inspiration. I apologize as i failed to understand this. I made a mistake.

4. "I don't care about the raid" makes 5 posts about it. then goes and talks shit on my profile.

5. "I care about people who are bringing problems to people who need support." What about me? I needed support for MONTHS. None of YOU gave a shit to give it until now.

6. "you have a mental problem, but you don't want help because you are selfish." Wow guys, cannot believe we live in a society where therapy is accessible and everyone's parents accepts it as normal healthcare. 😶

I am fully aware that i need help, i WANT to get help. But i have old fashioned parents who are against it 🤪 I do wish i lived in your views of the world.

But anyways, I'm out. I am here to debunk shit freely so feel free to contact me.

[jklpopcorn]

Attacks for @primroseyy and @circus-bell! :D

[stealingpotatoes]

having ocs without faceclaims is all fun and games until you draw the same portrait four times in 6 months cause you really can't get the face right (did get it right 4th try LOL)

[raindrop-plop]

[fishshit]

he is one (1) pretty man

[bbq-potato-chip]

i can't think about drawing right now I HAVE THINGS TO DO!!!

[volivolition]

not doing well tonight folks! but yet we persist 💪

[thatfaerieprincess]

if one more well meaning relative asks me if i have done any drawing recently i will start screaming and flip a table 🤪🙃

[camping-with-monsters]

WHO ARE YOU.

[rapidhighway]

i think i might just have to give up and leave this school

[crescentfool]

hello everyone! now that team picking is out i wanted to say that i am participating in artfight for the first time this year on team werewolves! (its the color blue. i love the color blue.)

you can find my profile here! https://artfight.net/~crescentfool

[todayisafridaynight]

having my Art Specialty be described as 'daddies' is technically not wrong but also its very hard to not scream when being told so to my face in the dorm lobby regardless. like im just supposed to accept that description with a smile and nod as if i dont know we aren't thinking of the same kind of daddy

[yelloworangesoda]

gotta get off the internet and only interact irl with people who were 30 before they got their shit together i cant keep doing it like this

[size-two-shrimp]

I should probably work on some of my art wips.

[1980ssunflower]

oh god