I’m having a particularly bad episode of OCD today and wanted to remind everyone as well as myself.
Your intrusive thoughts and urges do not reflect who you are as a person.
Your intrusive thoughts and urges do not make you sick or evil.
Your intrusive thoughts and urges do not mean you are a despicable human being.
They do not mean any of the above, or any of the other lies your brain might conjure. (You’re twisted. You’re perverted. You deserve death. You deserve to never be happy. To always be alone. To always feel guilty. And the list goes on).
What your intrusive thoughts and urges do mean is that you’re struggling, and it’s hard, and sometimes you want to give up and disappear forever.
But your intrusive thoughts and urges do not define you. They do not have control over you, they do not have charge of your brain. They are not going to drag you under for the rest of your life, even if it feels like that right now. You will overcome this, and you will pound those stupid thoughts into the earth, no matter how long it takes.
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I have a question if that is all right: I feel like some of my intrusive thoughts are like a voice in my head, suddenly saying “you should do x bad thing”, but sometimes they are also like images, like a disturbing picture or video suddenly pops in my head. Do the images still count as intrusive thoughts? Cause I def do not like to see them but sometimes they just come up 🤷♀️
(also i love this blog Lizzy 💖)
Hi there lovely!! Of course it's all right! :D
But yes, they absolutely do count as intrusive thoughts! An intrusive thought is any thought, image, urge, or desire that pops in your head that disturbs you or that you just don't want there. So that definitely counts, because you don't want those images in your head! And I get the images too; usually I have the thought first and then an image/video of me carrying the thought out comes up, but they do pop in my head sometimes and it's so frustrating 😩
But! Just a small tip for you, because I'm definitely not an expert but it's been kinda working lately- give your intrusive thoughts a name that you just do not like! Or the name of someone you had a bad experience with in the past or something. And then, whenever a thought comes up, you can just say to it, "Go away, Brenda" or "I'm not listening to that right now, Karen." (Personally I use the name Craig because it just has creepy vibes to me, but obviously you could use whatever name you wanted XD ) You can also imagine whacking the thought on the head with a baseball bat, that helps me a lot 😂
Anyway thank you for the ask my dear! And aww I'm glad you like the blog, I need to be a bit more active on it I think 😂
Been trying to get into Sims 2 rendering myself but when I load a model there is one problem I seem to be running into.
Every texture seems to load with the exception of the face. I'm thinking it's UV related but that seems a bit odd, especially as everything else is working fine. Plus it would mean I'd have to do a ton of manual work to get these textures to sit right.
Anyone that has done some Sims 2 rendering, do you know what might be causing this? 🤔