the way that one line from the new epilogue in an astarion romance is going to HAUNT me
just. what a profoundly intense thing to confess to someone.
like, just these six months of newfound happiness with you exerts a force on his heart equal and in direct opposition to two centuries of endless torment, the gnawing hunger and exploitation. this flashbulb-bright fraction of his long life holds the same gravity to him as years upon years of darkness and suffering.
in all likelihood, he hasn’t even known his lover for as long as his worst memory lasted, that year sealed away to go mad from starvation and sensory deprivation, yet he still tells them this brief time has been so fundamentally and powerfully important that the weight of even that unimaginable hell is vanishingly small compared to this present he has now and the future ahead of them both.
how am i supposed to act normal about this.
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These are all the requests I got from Twitter!
I participated in this cute project:
#引用rtした人の絵を自分の絵柄でリメイクする
Where people sent me their illustration, and I had to remake them in my style! It was a nice experience, though kinda exhausting ✨️🤣 Maybe I will do this again in the future! 🫶💖
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Hello Khun Spikes!!! Could you give me recommendations of your favorite vegaspete fics??? can be AU or post canon or whatever your want i’m a humble bitch 😭 just give me ‘em pls
Oh this is so hard! I love VegasPete so much, how could I possibly ever choose?
That said, here is me choosing.
In No Particular Order
even the clearest water - the truth serum fic. Mature.
fool's gold landed on my shoulder - the time loop fic. Mature
starving, faithful - hospital-era fic. Mature
take a bottle, shake it up - pete drugs vegas for science. Explicit
let's pretend the fog has lifted - they go on the run. Explicit.
Blood Upon The Snow - The definitive NannyBodyguard!Pete fic. Explicit.
An Interlude in the Space Between Light and Shadow - Pete stops Vegas from getting away at the diamond auction. Mature.
cleans up nice - Safehouse era bath time. Teen and Up
Fault Lines - postcanon VegasPete +Macau dynamics. Mature
hush - postcanon. what is love anyway? Mature.
Anyway there's 10 recs.
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NGL IT TOOK A MINUTE BUT THEN I REMEMBERED AND SCREAMED
I just had to say it lol perks of going through my saved screenshots recently otherwise I wouldn't have remembered 😆
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Thinking thoughts about Abuela being back and with this backstory about her being taken in by charlatans and Eddies whole catholic guilt thing and how the two things kind of play into one another as an exploration of faith and being taken in by something.
Abuela giving all her money to the tarot card readers etc because she was searching for something - for connection (with Abuelo) - trying to recapture what she had lost, and How Eddie has spoken about trying to re-find the magic he had with Shannon - how Eddie hasn't actually fully reconciled the Shannon of it all when it comes to relationships and how his Catholic guilt connects into that.
How Marisol as a physical representation of Catholicism is part of that narrative - how Eddie is entering a place where he has to chose his path - in order to move on from Shannon he needs to fully square the hole - catholic or non catholic. And how that needs to happen first - before he can begin his queer journey!
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Dead Friend Forever has me out here about to add “coffin sex” to the list of cursed AO3 tags I never thought I would use
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