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actualmichelle · 8 months
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motherforthefamicom · 5 months
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random assortment of drawings i might as well post
#scribbles#ocposting#furry tag#gif#eyestrain#bright colors#mother series#the gifs showing up kinda weird i think thats just a thing on my end though#have noticed it happens a lot for me w transparent gifs on here. idk#gif was for a dta thingy btw uhhh#‘cowcheese’ thing is for my sisters weezer parody where theyre rats nd instead called cheezer#words on the one on its right are lyrics frm heres to you by zebrahead cuz it was stuck in my head..#oh also the middle drawing on the first row of three was color picked frm the cover of phoenix also by zebrahead#first drawing i just made cuz i was messing w preset brushes nd thought itd be funny#long one w the four characters is.. little goody two shoes characters But Furries . lol#oh the one left of the cheezer thing was smthn i drew in class w my friends prisma colors instead of working on my actual art project#actually started that now its driving me crazy cuz i made like a million versions of the sketch messinf w the composition#and im still not sure entirely what i do and dont wanna include and also the actual paper im doing my final on isnt like. wide enough to fi#things in nicely 💔💔💔 also i never planned out colors like an idiot so im making that up as i go and avoiding it a lot aghhghh#giegue drawings are honestly just here cuz i think hes funny#sorry for the paragraph of tags i love talking abt things#uhhhmhmmh i kinda hate postint stuff most places online now ngl#i have so much more art i COULD post but it just feels weird idk#no one really interacts w my stuff much anymore anyways like idk <- this is jot me fishing for pity or disregarding anyone who does leave#nice comments i appreciate that stuff SO mucu it means the world to me. i just dont feel super strongly abt posting shit anymore i feel lik#i have much better peace of mind just leaving things to myself sometimes#as much as i like sharing things it just hasnt been convenient lately and also ive just been getting like.. very paranoid abt a lot of#things over these past years and the constant posting everything o. tumblr thing didnt help much#🙃 okay ill stop rambling now have a nice day
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ambersky0319 · 6 months
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Accidentally stayed up much later than anticipated bc I decided to browse potential classes/create an idea for a schedule next semester
There's something pretty fun about looking through classes and thinking about which ones I wanna take
It's only after the term starts that I begin regretting my choices
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sludgeguzzler · 2 years
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my latest body horror dream involved people turning into frogs, they were apparently my family also
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saulathan · 1 month
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stop harassing people
sorryy, i didnt meanta be annoyin er anythin!!! I just thought itd be cool ta aska buncha people the same thing!!!! See what happens!!! I dunno how tunblr works n stuff so if that was harrasin, im sorry!!! But people answered n they were nice!!!! {:O7
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fictionfixations · 2 months
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LMAO ZEN (doesnt it happen for everyones routes though? i havent done like another story yet tho)
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anyway before i get into talking about jumin (as the route im on rn) i wanted to wonder
yknow how certain things happen but only on someones route?
like zen has the echo girl thing, idk what yoosung has i forgor but i think jaehee had that one project??? that got her interested in like coffee stuff? jumin has the arranged marriage?? and seven has like. well. the hacker stuff.
but it never gets mentioned on someone elses route ? i dont think? i feel like itd be more cooler if it was all happening at once as like little references (but either something they can handle or cant handle outside of the route. just like maybe a vague mention of trouble to interest the player in that route, while still making sense from like a timeline standpoint???)
like. people doing things but its not because youre the one pushing it towards that. i like that more. and im curious how chaotic itd be
anyway
JUMIN. (disclaimer: I dont like him)
WARNING i start venting in this post. theres only one mention of a triggering thing (which is warned before the actual vent part but i dont want to put here to bring the mood down more cause in all honesty im over it. im just kind of projecting.)
i think ive said before how i can understand the liking of possessive partners
but. okay maybe its just that i dont like jumin as much as the others but. this is kinda way too much. or maybe its that i value my own independence a whole lot or maybe its because i really dont like the thing with his cat (and i LIKE cats. so giving me a character who likes cats and making me not like them??? ahgeiudhf)
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like 'dont leave or ill go insane and make your face known everywhere so i can find you again' like the fuck no w h y CAN I LEAVE
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I want to leave i dont care if i get the bad ending get me out of here 😭 (actually i think the bad ending mightve been if we encouraged being compared to like his cat and like. was willing to stay forever.)
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e w NO like CHILL
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maybe. im. being too extreme. and im just too on edge. but like. can you not. i am not your property?? i am not an object??
now LISTEN i understand marking. like like yknow biting and so and so as like a claim over your partner. and now that? thats hot and i like that. but thats ONLY for the bedroom there comes a point where too much of a thing is a bad thing
ALSO we've known each other how many days has it been. eight?? WE've known each other EIGHT days dont be horny bonk
g o o d . this is good.
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STOP. dont talk like you know whats best for a person. like its some thing that'll happen, not a what if.
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AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. now if he was being more weird id say go home but hes. OKAY. ish. now. like hes trying. and anyway getting him to not do it takes time. and also this is a game of romance fantasies where creepy shit gets played off as kinky or something. (not a jab towards mysme its just the kind of thing its trying to do which can result in uncomfortable parts if you take off your rose-tinted glasses of wOAH ROmANCE. its expected since ppl think certain things are hot when in reality its kind of very not that great)
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…CAN I GO HOME???? like BRUH im not gonna accept you just cause you do so and so
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why does this feel like a 'nice guy'. maybe this is my bad because this is making me really want to leave buth gdiuhfuih
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trigger warning. i vent. mention of kermit sewer slide but nothing actual.
ive been pushing the 'stay here to help jumin feel more calm' but. i do also need to prioritize my own well being and my well being is not happy here rn 😭 (on a serious note though while its important to be there for your partner, its NOT a good thing to give everything to make sure your partners okay, because y'all are equals and as you help them stand they need to help you stand too or you'll collapse under all that and it really wont be a good time. im telling you its very draining. and why i promote the idea of get your shit together before you get with someone because there comes a point where you can be too dependent on your partner which isnt good for you or for them [and they can feel hesitant to express their feelings because they dont want to hurt you, or hesitant to do anything too stressful because theyre like that support pillar for them, and they dont want to do anything that causes otherwise because they dont want their partner to get hurt. it can also mean they go along with what the other wants even if they dont really want to because they dont want to hurt them. am i projecting? ithink im projecting. cause like. ive been there. and honestly i think it kind of fucked me up cause there was like a power imbalance in that one was significantly more fragile and vulnerable then the other, which made me feel like i should be going along with it because i didnt want them to be hurt when they didnt have anyone else they could rely on but me. [i tried to get them to make more friends cause relying on a single person is very unhealthy but no dice] but that also meant that they didnt respect my boundaries or respect me when i say no and instead just gave off excuses to make me change my mind or made me feel like i had to do what they wanted or theyd deliberately hurt themself. so.. it was a lot. anyway it really fucked me up cause i felt like i was in the wrong for not going along with it. blah blah blah. we split. i genuinely have no idea if it was true or not but they'd started saying things to make me feel bad and just not a fun time at all. they were probably in a really dark time in their life but im gonna be honest. i dont know in what scenario its okay to go 'im gonna kermit sewer slide if you dont [blah blah blah]'. so yknow. and this is not really the same but it still feels the same in walking all over boundaries and lines and is especially why i do not like this character a bit. yay trauma.])
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i might actually get a bad ending because i. really dont like this.
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unhingedkinfessions · 6 months
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so like not really a kinfession but kinda wanna know if how im feeling abt this is valid (no pressure to respond if u guys dont want to btw!)
so my bf and i are planning on making a comic based around our "sonas" (idk what else to call them), but how these came to be was us literally drawing ourselves how we see ourselves essentially. like for me, im demonkin, so i just drew how i remember myself and then projected all my memories to this "character" and i think my bf did something really similar to that when making his, so basically we are these characters and they are us
after a while we added aspects to them that dont reflect memories (such as the two of them dating) but more so reflect us CURRENTLY, as well as some random things that just make sense and these "sonas" became very important to us and huge parts of ourselves (naturally, since we are them)
now wed love to do this and possibly post the series on tumblr and/or another site as a nice project between the two of us but thats when my bf realized: what if people kin them? and it kinda made us uncomfortable thinking about it since its based off our own otherkin experiences and that theyre literally us
so basically what id like to know is if itd be wrong to ask people to not make fan works (if it gets popular) and tag them as kin and stuff? weve seen people mark stuff with that and so thats why i planned on doing that, but do u think people would understand our discomfort? ik people cant help kins, but id feel a lot more comfortable if people didnt make it comfortable they're whole public identity based around one of us or used our work as face claims and stuff. am i being irrational or is this understandable?? (sorry if any of this sounds repetitive im kinda nervous lol)
the thing is, if this does get popular (and thats a big if- i dont mean that as an insult you truly cannot predict these things) yes there will be issues. youre not being Irrational, and i understand where ur coming from but im *in* the same community as you & kin also. if this gets popular, there are inevitably going to be people who dont understand and ignore that boundary, because you cant exactly stop people from doing that once smth gets big. theres a difference between like, asking someone to not kin tag an art post vs not kin from a Popular Piece Of Media, yk? it wouldnt be a wrong thing to ask for no. but if youre ok w the possibility that this could blow up ur gonna have to realize that you cant control an entire fanbase that closely and what ur afraid of is likely to happen. tldr i think this is understandable but im not just the average consumer that doesnt have the full story
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cantdanceflynn · 2 years
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OK HERES MY PROPAGANDA TO EITHER SUBMIT, OR IF SHE GETS IN, VOTE FOR, CANDACE FLYNN TO @he-would-not-fucking-say-that.
I AM GOING TO PREFACE THIS BY SAYING THAT WHILE I FULLY TRUST ONLY FIVE OTHER PEOPLE IN THIS FANDOM W CANDACE THE MAJORITY OF YOU R PROBABLY FINE. IF UR MY MUTUAL UR DEFINITELY FINE. I AM NOT TRYING TO INSULT ANYONE I AM SIMPLY SAYING THAT THE FANDOM IN GENERAL TENDS TO RLY FUCK UP CANDACES CHARACTER IN BASICALLY EVERY SINGLE WAY
1: LITERALLY THE WRITERS ALSO DID THIS. WHILE CANDACE HAS BETTER CONSISTENCY THEN LIKE. LINDA OR MINOR/STRAIGHT UP MADE TO BE DISLIKED CHARACTERS, THERE ARE SO MANY MOMENTS THAT ARE JUST MEAN AND OOC TO HER.
AND SHES AN INTENDED BUTT-MONKEY, IM NOT JUST SAYING BAD STUFF HAPPENS TO HER, IM SAYING AN EPISODE STRAIGHT UP LIES AND SAYS SHES NEVER DONE ANYTHING NICE FOR HER BROTHER EVER(EVER?!!!?!!) BEFORE THAT EPISODE. DESPITE HER CANONICALLY BEING A GOOD SISTER. AND THIS KINDA THING DOESN'T HAPPEN OFTEN BUT IT HAPPENS ENOUGH THAT LIKE. U NOTICE WHEN SHES A BIT TOO MEAN OR TOO MUCH OF A PUSHOVER OR A BIT TOO INTENTIONALLY ANNOYING OR WEIRD FOR THE SAKE OF GOING "ISNT SHE ANNOYING AND WEIRD?" FOR NO REAL REASON
2: SHE IS A COMPLEX, WRITTEN AS A TEEN BC SHES A TEEN, ND-CODED OLDER SISTER FEMALE CHARACTER IN DISNEY MEDIA. DO I NEED TO SAY MORE ABOUT HOW THE FANDOM MISINTERPRETS HER? BC I WILL
3: THE BIGGEST USUAL OFFENDER I WILL SEE IN BASICALLY EVERYTHING IS SHE IS EITHER COMPLETELY OBSESSED WITH BUSTING TO A FRANKLY OOC AMOUNT(LIKE. IT GETS TO "SHED LET SOMEONE SHE LOVES ALMOST/ACTUALLY DIE FOR A CHANCE AT IT" BAD SOMETIMES), OR SHE DOESN'T ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT BUSTING THEM AND SHE'LL STOP AT THE SLIGHTEST INSTANCE DURING THE EVENTS OF THE SHOW(WHEN ITS LITERALLY HER WHOLE MOTIVATION FOR 95% OF THE SHOW. LIKE HER THING IS BUSTING SHE CAN 100% PUT IT OFF IF SHE NEEDS TO BUT SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BASICALLY EVER). ITS IN LIKE. EVERYTHING. ITS INSANE. THERE ARE SEVERAL PEOPLE IN THIS FANDOM WHO THINK SHE EITHER BARELY CARES ABOUT HER MAIN MOTIVATION OR THAT SHED LET SOMEONE SHE CARES ABOUT GET STABBED OVER IT.
4: SHE IS SO DEMONIZED. THE PNF FANDOM, DESPITE BEING SUCH A NEURODIVERSE FANDOM, IS LIKE THE PEAK EXAMPLE OF HOW ND-CODED CHARACTERS TEND TO EITHER GET INFANTALIZED OR DEMONIZED DEPENDING ON HOW "CUTE" THEIR USUAL TRAITS AND STIMS ARE. DESPITE DOOFENSHMIRTZ ACTING LIKE HER MOST OF THE TIME, AND BEING TREATED AS MORE ANNOYING THEN CANDACE USUALLY, HES ALL FINE AND CUTE WITH HIS RELATABLE QUIRKS, MEANWHILE CANDACES R USUALLY SEEN AS ANNOYING OR TOO EXTREME. THE PARALLELS ARE LITERALLY INTENTIONAL AND PEOPLE ACT LIKE SHES HORRIBLE AND ANNOYING COMPARED TO DOOF.
5: HER RELATIONSHIPS WITH LITERALLY EVERYONE GETS AFFECTED BY PEOPLE DISLIKING HER. SO MANY PEOPLE END UP PUTTING HER RELATIONSHIP WITH JEREMY DOWN AS HER BEING CREEPY AND WEIRD AND SCARING HIM OFF WHEN THATS LITERALLY THE OPPOSITE OF CANON, OR DECIDING STACY WOULD GET TIRED OF HER BUSTING OBSESSION AND STOP BEING HER FRIEND WHEN THE SHOW PULLED THAT AND CANONICALLY SHOWED ITD WORK ITSELF OUT BC CANDACE LEARNS TO MANAGE HER PRIORITIES!!!! THATS LIKE ONE OF THE BIGGEST CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT THINGS AND I WILL RANT BOUT HOW PEOPLE DISRESPECT HER CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT LATER. OR THEY DECIDE THAT LINDA IS THE WORST MOM EVER SPECIFICALLY TO CANDACE TO A HORRIBLE EXTENT BC OF THE INCONSISTENT WRITING THERE, OR THAT SHE DOESN'T RLY CARE ABOUT HER BROTHERS, SHE JUST WANTS THEM IN TROUBLE DESPITE LIKE. EVERY SINGLE FUCKIN THING BOUT THE SHOW SAYING OTHERWISE. SO MANY PEOPLE GET HER DYNAMIC W PERRY WRONG TOO BUT THATS USUALLY LESS OUT OFMISINTERPRETINGN HER AND MORE BC ITS COMPLICATED.
SOME PEOPLE GENUINELY GET TO THE CONCLUSION THAT NO ONE COULD POSSIBLY BE PATIENT ENOUGH TO DEAL W CANDACE BESIDES JEREMY, STACY, AND HER DIRECT FAMILY BC SHE'S SO ANNOYING DESPITE HOW DEEPLY CANONICALLY UNTRUE EVERY SINGLE THING ABOUT THAT IS.
5: NO ONE. FUCKIN RESPECTS HER CHARACTER COMPLEXITY. EVER. SHE DOESN'T JUST WANT TO BUST NON-STOP THROUGHOUT THE PLOT UP UNTIL SHE DOESN'T, SHE HAS A CURVE TO IT!!! SHE STARTS OUT WANTING TO BUST BUT WILLING TO PUT IT ASIDE EASILY ENOUGH IN VAGUE COMPARISON, ENDS UP STUCK IN THE CYCLE AND OBSESSED W BUSTING THEM TO A FAR GREATER EXTENT, BEFORE EVENTUALLY WORKING HER WAY OUT AND GETTING TO THE POINT WHERE HER PRIORITIES CAN BE HANDLED REASONABLY, EVEN IF BUSTING IS USUALLY AT THE TOP!!! AND SHE ABSOLUTELY HAS ISSUES W HER FAMILY, SHES NOT JUST ALWAYS PERFECT TO THEM OR ANYTHING, SHE GETS PISSED OFF AT HER BROTHERS AND MOM A LOT, BUT ITS VERY CLEAR HOW MUCH SHE LOVES THEM AND HOW MUCH SHE'D RISK FOR THEM CONSTANTLY!!!! SHE CAN BE STALKERISH, YEA, ESPECIALLY EARLY ON, BUT NOT ONLY IS IT BALANCED OUT BY THE FACT THAT JEREMY LITERALLY KNEW SHE WAS DOING IT, BUT SHE ALSO STOPS FAIRLY QUICKLY!!!
AND OFC THERES SHIT THAT THEY DONT UTILIZE ENOUGH W HER(HER TROUBLE SAYING NO, MALADAPTIVE DAYDREAMS, TROUBLES W LETTING HERSELF HAVE FUN AND DO THINGS OUTSIDE OF WHAT SHE BELIEVES IS EXPECTED, AND WHATNOT) BUT SHES SUCH A WELL FLESHED OUT CHARACTER, AND PRACTICALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT HER IS WELL DONE IN A WAY PEOPLE NEVER USE OR RECOGNIZE!!!! HER GENERAL THIRST FOR JUSTICE, HER ANXIETY (AND!!! HOW THE PEOPLE AROUND HER ACCOMMODATE HER SO WELL RATHER THEN JUST IGNORING IT LIKE SO MANY PEOPLE THINK), THE WHOLE GODDAMN CYCLE SHES TRAPPED IN AND HER ETERNALLY TRYING TO GET OUT???
NO ONE DOES SHIT W IT, NO ONE USES OR RESPECTS IT, AND SO FEW FUCKING PEOPLE EVEN RECOGNIZE THE CURVE OF HER CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT ITS INSANE
6: OH MY GOD DO YOU KNOW HOW PEOPLE REMOVE HER CHARACTER ENTIRELY SO SHE CAN FIT IN THIS CUTE CANDY PINK BOX. SHES GIRLY, SHE LIKES PINK, WHATEVER!!!! SHES LOUD SHES RUDE SHES ALLOWED TO BE SELFISH AND PEOPLE WILL TAKE THAT ALL AWAY TO ACT LIKE SHES THIS CUTESY BITCH WITH NO FUCKING DEPTH BEYOND BEING THE PINK LOVEY ONE. LIKE ITS RARER TO SEE BUT ITS THE REASON THAT DESPITE HAVING CANDESSA AS A COMFORT SHIP I CANNOT STAND THE FANON FOR IT BC PEOPLE ARE FUCKIN DESPERATE TO REMOVE ANYTHING REAL ABOUT HER CHARACTER TO EITHER MAKE HER HORRIBLE IN WAYS SHE LITERALLY CANONICALLY WOULDN'T BE OR TOO SANDED OFF TO DO ANYTHING OR CARE BOUT ANYTHING!!!!!
IM SURE ILL THINK OF MORE AND ADD IT ON LATER THIS IS JUST OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD
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stars-tonight · 3 months
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hello ! id like to kindly request a long romantic matchup as 😽 anon if thats available !!
i use any pronouns but for writings sake they/them would do js fine !
im alright with any gender altho i do find myself having a preference for men,,, ANW all i want from my partner is that
1) i can have a friendship type relationship w them wherein theres banter n overly goofy inside jokes
2) theyre pretty touchy n emotionally expressive bc my love languages r physical touch, gift giving, n words of affirmation so itd b nice if they could handle that n reciprocate hehe
3) i rly rly rly need them to b emotionally available so that they could give me the space for rants bc im the type to complain n then act on my problems after 😅
some other details abt me r that im big on crafts n baking ! i love crocheting or baking someone smth n then packaging them up later bc i get to make stuff, give gifts AND cut n tape stuff up !!???
i also rly like music n have a fairly wide(?) taste like nu metal, alt rnb, pop, hiphop, n rock 🫶
i also enjoy walking around anywhere so maybe someone equally chatty (considering theyre athletes i think they can handle long walks😭) is also a good pair for me so we can js go sightseeing n yap away lololololol
that is all thank you !!!!
js wanted to tell u in advance that i appreciate you taking the time to write stuff up abt my (n others) lil fantasies ! im sure it puts a smile on everyones faces !! if not then u sure will put one on mine🥹
have a great day sweets !
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headcanons
🥛 hinata either intentionally or unintentionally banters with so many people
🥛 he'd have no problem having inside jokes with you as well
🥛 but i think he'd have a hard time being mean
🥛 if you're taller than him he'll surprise you by randomly jumping onto your bag for a piggyback ride
🥛 if you're shorter than him he'll think you're so cute and regularly give you head pats
🥛 he'd just be so glad there's another person shorter than him
🥛he's probably had some experiences with cats through kenma so he'll support your love of them
🥛 hinata definitely praises you 24/7
🥛 he's super expressive and wears his heart on his sleeve
🥛 will not hesitate to compliment you
🥛 he's normally pretty energetic but if something really bothers you he'd stop and listen sympathetically
🥛 maybe will unintentionally say something really inspiring
🥛 like his speech to yachi
🥛 hinata is like the chattiest person ever so he'd definitely match your energy
🥛 if you go sightseeing or hiking, he's bounding across all the rocks and trails and leaving you behind in the dust
🥛 asks you to make him a playlist of your favorite music and listens to it on the way to practice every day
🥛 you'd definitely have a secret couples handshake
🥛 it's super long and complicated
🥛 no one can ever replicate it because no one can ever see exactly what happens
🥛 he'd love it if you baked anything for him
🥛 will bring your treats and other gifts to practice to brag to his teammates
🥛 post-timeskip, will send pictures of everything he receives to kageyama to laugh at the fact that kageyama is lonely while he has you
🥛 wants to help you with baking or crocheting but unfortunately fails miserably
🥛 i imagine the flour explodes and slowly falls on his face to highlight his inaptitude at baking
🥛 and if he tries to crochet something he'll be pretty confident about it
🥛 holds it up proudly once he's finished
🥛 only to be absolutely shocked when it's full of holes and just looks miserable
runner up for you was miya atsumu!
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A/N: there you go 😽anon! i hope you liked it :) hinata's such a ray of sunshine
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queenimmadolla · 3 months
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https://www.tumblr.com/queenimmadolla/753659320673189888/dont-get-me-wrong-i-love-to-read-about-eddie?source=share
The only other time i see something that isnt hard core fucking is when its "we have junkfood, a movie and do nothing" which is good and nice and i understand but as someone who is depressed/disabled, do nothing but rot is all i do so itd be nice to see other stuff
I understand alot of people want an unwind fic after a hard day at work and im glad they have that. I will literally read every fic i can get my hands on but i would love fics that are like "a wacky day out" episode where all the x men go to the beach for ice cream or some shit so we see how they are when theyre not attached to the plot if you know what i mean
I wanna go to the mall with eddie, i wanna make bracelets or try to redecorate the trailer, go paintballing or something and so on.. terrible examples but you get the idea :/ :)
*Hides my work from like the past year that normally takes place in the Munson trailer and that’s it behind my back* You’re so right, dude.
lol, but no for real, you’re correct, they’re definitely comfort/sating fics (that I also eat tf up because I need a whole lot of comforting) probably more so for the writers themselves (as they should, pur 💅🏾) than their audience. and that was definitely what I needed, regarding my own writing and the settings/relaxed tone, but after starting Freak Like Me, I’ve been flipping from my comfort style to cracky and back again within the same works so I’m more often than not dissatisfied with everything I’m writing right now, hence the cold spell. Actually, imma vent.
I’m like scared to let the comfort go, because I do often run back to read my fics—especially the earlier ones, they hit different because they were like a good blend of comfort and cracky i dont know what happened after— and I’m afraid I’m suddenly gonna forget how to write like that, but the cracky fics are also comforting in their own way. It’s like I’m being torn and I need to find my ground. If this is why smut is popular, I get it! (And also, cause once I stopped writing smut on the reg, it’s so monotonous for me to write now even though I do enjoy writing it somewhat, especially if a connection is present—so the fear of forgetting how to write it is REAL and VALID).
And don’t get me started on my own fluff, I can’t seem to write a piece of it that doesn’t go over 10k words. I just can’t shut up and then I can’t cut it down because it NEEDS everything, but I don’t have the kind of time to dedicate to a 20k fic, not when I have a ton of WIPs, requests, and other oneshots/ideas I wanna get down. It’s a DISASTER. I’m a wreck, the poor emotions in my head fueling me must be losing it.
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loustat, armand/daniel <3 and armand/louis and armand/lestat while we're at it
thank you for not stopping at the first two. these guys might not be on penny dreadful levels of polycule insanity, but they are nearly there. im going to give you a novel bc well where else am i gonna do this? im gonna reference book (including later ones i havent read) stuff so if ur avoiding that for some reason uhhhh consider not doing that bc spoilers are fun
loustat: when i read the book, i did not have time for this ship. i hated both of the characters and the writing was so bad that i just did not want to hear it. however…well, we all saw what happened in real time this fall. i was always interested in some of the broad strokes of the book, and the show filled them in in a way that really clicked for me. i love how they are endgame like if they were my friends id make sure they stayed on separate continents but i LOVE to see them bother each other as a viewer. why must they keep trying even though they have irreconcilable differences? theyre soulmates thats why. it’s an interesting ship bc of the unreliable narration. i love the shows version with them having a courtship and a real relationship near the beginning. gay enough indeed!! the way lestat loves is so interesting to me so of course im interested in the love of his life. yes it’s sometimes the wrong kind of love expression but at its heart it’s sharing a coffin and anything for louis (which isnt an ideal like lestat maybe think about urself but. cant go on lestat trauma tangent!!)
armand/daniel: love this one as well but for its normalcy. and yes it’s normalcy amidst completely batshit antics, but still!! like it’s a ship of boyfriends not husbands you know? and yet i take it way too seriously. i think it really gives armand a chance at something good. yes he repeats some patterns from when he was a human in a relationship with a vampire but i think there are crucial differences. i love all the pet names too. oh i should comment on them in the show. idk tall armand and notblond daniel does remove some of the layers but of course itd be fun to see him fuck that old man and i hope they got up to some fun stuff in the past!
armand/louis: i could almost stand the parts of the book with armand. idk it just seemed so much more tolerable. you cant even say oh i was young and just liked a relationship that seemed less complicated on the surface bc of what i was shipping back then. so yeah i do like it as a ship and i think it’s hilarious that they build this wonderful life together in the later book canon and then lestats like hey louis want to live a life that youll hate with me? and louis goes immediately. thats comedy baby. but it’s nice that they both have this place (their relationship) where they can kinda chill and recoop.
armand/lestat: i love mess!! bc i like armand, i do think it’s too bad lestat rejected him. it totally makes sense for who lestat is, and maybe armand wasnt reaching for him for sustainable reasons, but i think itd be fun if they got together in a different situation, sometime in the era of the books or after. just for fun! theyre in each others lives anyway.
ive also seen daniel/louis and daniel/lestat which are both funny and both ruby approved. i love how these vampires are always falling into each others beds, so i support every configuration possible (except for characters i hate they should die :) ). theyre like the kissing family on snl to me
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isaacathom · 3 months
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i dont even remember how it happened but after last nights game we were talking about stuff and i mentioned the vague idea of the witcher game i was in getting an epilogue and i keep returning to the idea. i miss my son. i am not the person who decides whether this happens and there are a number of mechanical/technical reasons it wont happen (the system module on foundry is hella unsupported and was pretty buggy throughout the campaign, because its a very niche system all things considered)
but i just. i think itd be nice, conceptually. florian being dragged kicking and screaming out of his defacto retirement to the temerian countryside with his boyfriend and adopted daughter. not wanting a damn thing to do with the whole thing but knowing he has to do something because if theres one thing he hates, its standing by while a tragedy occurs. he'd look at the whole thing going 'if i dont try and stop/help you, im gonna hear stories about your grisly demise and thats gonna fucking haunt me more than i am already fucking haunted by [events of the campaign]'.
also him spending the entirety of this epilogue adventure trying NOT to murder another party member because it'd make someone else sad and hes like :| if not for drystan being here i would fucking smite you where you stand. if i did not owe that man my life a dozen times over it would be on sight. i would crush you into bloody mulch. fuck you.
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winderlylandchime · 10 months
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1/2 5x05, i am not ready for all hell to break lose and for my brother to start getting heartbroken. He literally started the ep by saying he needs to see more Britin than Ben/Mikey, not knowing that this is the beginning of hell. Episode opens with the security letting Justin into the club ‘MR TAYLOR! Boyfriend privileges! I missed Emy and Blondie. SECOND WELCOME MISTER TAYLOR! I know for a fact that Brian told them about him and was all be nice to my man! He called Justin cause he has a surprise for him and he gave him MEN! I fucking love these two as a couple, they are literally the same person but different font’ ‘this fucking baby is being passed around like a ball. What the fuck is wrong with them? HUNTER CANT SWIM ANYMORE? Fuck them all. (Mike tells hunter to either be bitter or move on) OH THATS FUCKING RICH COMING FROM HIM. Look its Brian! I still hate that car. Why the fuck is Hunter rude to him? Oh shit, Brian and Mike are like actually drifting apart’ and Brian is at the doctor now ‘PLEASE DONT TELL ME ITS CANCER AGAIN. Wait whats up with the cancer story now? Did they forget? SYPHILIS? Well fuck, he’s probably gonna shut down half of liberty avenue cause of this.’ And now we are the scene where Hunter is back in school ‘i fucking hate this shit. I wanna hit every kid on the screen right now. I do like Callie though, she’s a sweetie. Her parents suck tho’ ‘okay, i LOVE Ted and Brian as friends but my first love is Emmett and Ted. But also i’d sacrifice you for Emmett and Brian’ *looks at me and nods his head*. Annnnd we are at Britin scene where he tells him about the std ‘look at Justin cooking. Suspiciously good? I need to know right now how many times Blondie burnt or fucked up food and Brian ate it to be nice. Why is Blondie so passive aggressive lately? THATS how he tells him about the STD? Calm down Blondie, it happens to the best of us. (Justin says he’s surprised it hasnt happened sooner) *takes a slow huge gasp* what the fuck? THIS EPISODE LITERALLY STARTED WITH JUSTIN AT AN ORGY IN LA? WHY IS HE SUDDENLY SO PRUDISH AND RUDE? *long pause* itd be kinda funny if he got it from Blondie’ This is where I made a mistake to get up and go to the bathroom and all i heard was a yell ‘TED GOT MISTAKEN FOR A LESBIAN! SHE THOUGHT TED WAS A LESBIAN!’ ‘BRIAN! Look at Brian! I don’t really like Ben and Brian together. Its weird. But also why the fuck are they all talking so much about marriage and monogamy lately? But only around Bri? I’m really hating all of this just so you know’ Justin and Daph are now looking after JR ‘DAPHNE! Finally youre back! Blondie thinks about kids? Since when? WHATS STOPPING HIM? Bitch arent yall still like 20? Ask him? But Brian has a kid? ARE WE FORGETTING GUS? Blondie! This is where you say we have gus! Puppy? Why would he get a puppy? WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW? (Justin tells daphne about syphilis) why the fuck did he say that? What even? *pauses tv and looks at me all confused* WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ON? I have no clue whats going on but i know i hate it’ He was pissed off during Hunter’s school meeting but weirdly stayed quiet and then Justin and Daph came back up ‘youd freak out because that would mean cheating BUT HE DIDNT CHEAT AND SHIT HAPPENS. SINCE WHEN DOES DAPHNE CARE ABOUT JUSTINS MONOGAMY? Ha! Blondie knows its never gonna happen because he and Bri Bri dont want that. Fuck this they brought Daphne back just to piss me off. She’d never be like this.’ ‘Now why the fuck is Mel pissed off? HE HAS MORE THAN ONE KID! Can all three of them go fuck each other? This is the second time that Mel acts like Justin is some random dumbass not to be trusted with her kid. He is GUS’s STEP DAD! *puts his arms out in that weird way guys do where they push their arms back but head forward, idk how to describe it im sorry* bitch’ he was so pissed off at mel during this. He said a whole lot of other stuff but it was all over the place so I did my best but the main takeaway was she treated Brian the same way and she doesnt care about Hunter or gus anymore.
My heart is breaking for your brother, for you, for all of us. Fuck you CowLip.
Justin being called Mr Taylor at Babylon is amazing, I love it. DON'T YOU SEE WHAT HE TELLS YOU IN HIS OWN WAY?
But also i’d sacrifice you for Emmett and Brian’ <- tbf I would sacrifice a lot to see more Emmett and Brian.
THIS EPISODE LITERALLY STARTED WITH JUSTIN AT AN ORGY IN LA? WHY IS HE SUDDENLY SO PRUDISH AND RUDE? even louder for the people (Justin, the writers) in the back. And here begins the ultimate betrayal. Where does Brian's growth go? Why does Justin at 22 want a baby and a house and marriage?
AND WHY DOES NO ONE REMEMBER THAT BRIAN HAS A KID (I actually typed that as Gid so there you go) and is really good as a dad?
Fuck this they brought Daphne back just to piss me off. She’d never be like this. It's true. To borrow the meme, she would not fucking say that.
This is the second time that Mel acts like Justin is some random dumbass not to be trusted with her kid. He is GUS’s STEP DAD! YEP
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cielospeaks · 11 months
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short review of g f
so sevil part 2 event!!!!! hoo boy this one was actually really surprising (in a good way). like honestly
so im just kinda gonna list things
-the new friend (galanthalus i think?) gosh he gave me the biggest turnaround. like his story started out with ??? narrator who is uneasily calm in a heckscape with gratuitous ultraviolence and 99.9 percent of the time in this game that means that ??? is going to be the stereotypical "ow the edge unhinged uncaring murderous nonhuman something from another world" (ie the imposter girl from the ninetales events, morgan, etc. you know the cringe gratuitous violence scenerey chewing and not in a good way villans that this game keeps having to try and stop ppl from liking them more than the protagonists but it never works). but then the turnaround reveal that it was just a kid who was trapped in the sword for being not human and had been tortured and overlooked by everyone for centuries just bc he suited their needs? the biggest turnaround. and that the ??? who was talking to him/answering his questions wasnt a condescending big bad but keral who stayed to keep him company out of kindness????? and that both her and krel kinda let him be their child they never had and want to let him go back and live in the world?????? bro......
anyways tldr galan was a very pleasant surprise writing wise and i support him. also he lowkey reminds me of idunn and i dig that so much
-the arc of the main trio! ofc it was very depressing but im glad they didnt go for an ending where "everyone survives everything is fine uwu!" bc i feel like that sort of thing, tho it could happen bc of how op the main cast is, it would make all their suffering and pain feel trivialized and thrown out, and itd make me hate the main cast more (they already made themselves dislikable enough imo, with them guilting sevil to stay towards the middle just bc they didnt want him to leave, with no thoughts abt how hed feel. and that being said i love that the reason he stayed was to help galan, not bc he was guilt tripped into it). like it is really sad what happened, esp to krel at the very end, but it did feel conclusive which was nice (please no sequel. this was a good ending. we dont need a sequel to ruin it, i am looking directly at the knights and perfetto events. and maybe a sideye at the robomi ones for the unnecessary prophecy stuff)
-the side character development! like despite the angst, it all felt very organic (with sevil's story already having that old timey gin tama-ey feel it all seemed to make sense in the setting and not come across as cringe or insensitive angst). esp bc we didnt know a lot abt the characters in the first event, as they werent playable and didnt appear that much (they didnt even get journal entries either smh). so hearing more abt their backstories made them feel a lot more fleshed out. it was sweet seeing them stay to help w galan also, i do wish they were playable tho but it does make sense theyd be npcs
-have not seen gacha sevils story but im hoping its good! itd easily put him with caro and main gacha sturm of characters id really want (not to mention limited studra too ofc)
-and ofc. from kisumiverse side, i feel like kisumi is trying to resist the urge to punch danchou and co. in the face the whole time, while trying to be supportive of sev. who, to be utterly fair, is so wrapped up in his problems he doesnt necessarily notice kisu until towards the end. kisu doesnt want him to apologise as she sees that it isnt his fault, just asks him to take care of himself, and he realizes that he has a genuine alive friend in kisumi. its just a fun "friends dealing with grief and loss and the cycle of grief together" story.
-and then theres also the ending trope which is actually like tooth rottingly cute. "my sister and brother in law died and left behind a child that i am raising alongside my best friend" for some like slice-of-life hallmark movie angst-with-a-happy-ending. like literally. i feel like the sevil + galan + kisumi (w the father daughter too bc theyre cool) could be the casts in some heartwarming family movie or something
anyways this event, easy 9/10. maybe even 10/10. like i dont think g f could have a better event. zodicas was eh (playable ragazzo was easily the best part), knights was really meh, dont talk to me abt the perfetto one, i honestly dont mind no robomi bc the last one had elements i dont care for, everything else was just really bad except the really middle of the road collab and the slightly not so bad but also not impactful one w the grimmir squad. but yea this event is easily the best that theyve had in the last few years
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astrxealis · 2 years
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hmmm still not sure ,,, thoughts in tags again
tldr bcs i rambled a lot again ; weighing pros and cons of continuing streaming or not continuing streaming p5r and other options or possibilities or wtvr idk anymore ayo rip <//3
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#✩.streams#but yeah streaming wld definitely be tiring ... but playing off stream and going ahead and just redoing it during stream isnt v good either#idk man i rlly want to play for as long as i want but ion want to leave the viewers behind if that makes sense#even if theyve alrdy played the game . i hope thats understandable eifhwifbwkfnsksj#tbh im not even rlly sure if i want to stream anymore? :O like yeah its fun but idk if i want it really hmmm#time to think abt this more again ISHWFIBWKD#so my options are ! play off stream and maybe just record w/o voice but then use voice or stream gor important bits - 1#just stream everything idk man - 2#just stop streaming lmfao but maybe still record and put it up somewhere - 3#etc idk any suggestions or wtvr - 4#hhhnngngjgjrjejfksj still swoosh abt this#lowkey leaning towards 3 bcs i started anyways for friends n bcs i thought itd be nice !! and yeah it rlly is but#also like. ik some ppl love to stream bcs it funner w/ others and i get that but also im definitely a rather reserved person sifbskdbwk#i feel like itd still be genuinely rlly fun but w the fact i want to play a lot but dont want to stream all the time itd be difficult#and the fact im missing out on sound qual or the full game experience a bit bcs of using headset w mic and not my super wow#sound cancelling headphones ? so. i just. dont know anymore wifbskfbsjdbwk#my biggest options i think are 1. stop streaming and just do lil random bits and just do live posts or smth of reactions like#HOLY SHIT THAT HAPPENED THIS HAPPENED but not redacted. but ill put the spoiley stuff under the cut (read more)#or 2. i just keep streaming !! tbh i feel like i wldnt mind it vv much but thats if i do the ps remote play thing n use my nice headphones#it has a mic anyways and well yeah is more open space but still yk? but def better sound qual! tho. vid qual wont be as good#that wld be better tho if i do decide to continue to#stream yeah on twitch ? a lil less privacy for if others r in the room but def better sound qual ! and nicer streaming ui LMFAO#but the problem still is that streaming is. tiring WHWBDJWBDKSJ#hmm... idk man#i think im leaning towards not streaming tho after the initial excitement has kind of drifted off#definitely want to know my reactions still tho so i think i might quietly livestream to yt w/o mic !! just for the yeah#but also make posts of my reactions LMFAO and maybe do the same thing i did w endwalker which is just voice record#my reactions on my ipad......... hmmmmm#if anyone thinks any of this is better than the other (personal or objective opinions both okay) then feel free to share hehe
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floralovebot · 3 years
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also i'm fine with helia, in fact he's my second favourite boyfriend of the winx after timmy. it's flora i have the problems with, because the writers don't know how to write her without resetting her personality every season. i hope that makes sense.
that's fair! though tbh it's not much different from any other character? all of them get their personalities reset every season yknow? like,, besides timmy and brandon pretty much all of them, especially the main winx, get their personalities reset.
this isn't directed at you specifically anon, but there's a bit of a double standard in the fandom regarding this. when riven hate was at an all time high, a lot of people would talk about his personality getting reset and used that to fuel their hate towards him. and it wasn't until people started to see past those resets that the overall reaction towards him got a lot more positive. a few years ago people understood this about flora too and now it's flipped again :/
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