#but like is so so fun with this stuffs. making a character that is technically blind and technically has a bunch of prostetics
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bit of a silly question here but have you ever gotten afraid to draw in a journal like the one you recently shared? like the idea of using the pages "incorrectly" or "wasting" them (or running out right before you get inspiration that might have been "better" than what you'd jotted down)? your art is INCREDIBLE and I know the best way to improve is to do it, all the time, but I struggle getting started for those sorts of fears, and I want to know if you have tips for overcoming that ^^
I don't think it's a silly question, in fact I think it's one of the Ultimate Art Questions haha
Yes I 100% struggled with that in the past; i'm happy to try my best, sharing some personal tips in journaling, specifically! :D
TECHNICAL SIDE:
>> Small simple sketchbook = less intimidating to fill the pages. (Also, easy to carry around)
5x7in Moleskin, and a pilot pen
>> My journal ISN'T a place to prove that I can make pretty pictures. I have separate sketchbooks for that. I use journals to jot down ideas and notes of things I like. (yes i shared a few pages that happened to look nice, but there were 100+ other pages after all d: )
Spontaneous observation is messy and imprecise. But not in a bad way.
Rather than seeing the messiness as "bad/unworthy imperfection," try to see it as a miraculous insight to how you, a unique human being with your unique thoughts and art experience, sees the things you like
My journal process (in general): doodle a pretty cake I ate, a funny bird I saw, some weird dialogue I overheard, stickers, stamps, a character in a book that I want to draw as a dragon,......... scatter them all over the page, then look at the random blocks of empty paper remaining. Fill those up next with another lil quote, or words about the week, or some pretty vines/flowers :) etc. It's like making a collage.
Draw what you actually LIKE + what actually sounds FUN to draw. u can always take photos/save pics of other stuff if it's overwhelming.
>> Find your comfort tools. I love ink. how it looks, feels, etc; I hardly ever use pencil. A sketch that I need to ink over is usually too much work for my journal. I'm just trying to get down ideas before I get bored or get inspired by another thing LOL
[But yeah: pencils can be the perfect tool for someone else. Regular pencils, colored pencils, watercolor pencils... play around with a bunch of basic tools to find your fav.]
EMOTIONAL SIDE:

I highly recommend Lynda Barry's book "Making Comics." She has some lovely, and deeply empathetic things to say about overcoming fear of making "bad" art.

My journal scribblings/therapeutic studies --- someone with 10x the skill could do it better, sure, but they probs wouldn't focus on the same details, or be interested in the same monsters, or be thinking the same thoughts as me.
They won't have the same things to say about their day, won't see the same spindly tree growing from a crumbling brick wall on their walk. etc!
Also! imo this POV isn't an excuse to feel like I don't need to improve my technical skill, but it keeps me happy, fulfilled, and motivated as I'm on that road of improvement. AND it makes me appreciate others' incredible art as their own reflection of the things they love/their own experiences, rather than view it competitively/jealously.
"Drawing is so much more than Good or Bad. It is a language from another part of you." - Lynda Barry
#random rambling#long post#omfg SORRY IT'S SO LONG#but im passionate abt this tbh#i'm very familiar with how feels to be afraid of making bad art - exacerbated in this age of social media#idk i hope i didn't just talk in circles and answer nothing#it really is such a complicated thing#i hope ppl can make art bc it's human.... not bc the only “worthy” art is “good” art#i could write like 20 more pgs about this but i HAVE TO STOP MYSELF#ok#im done#thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!
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OC wardrobe
Post pictures of your character's wardrobe and put your OC in the center. It can be other people wearing the clothing, it's just a moodboard
thank you for the tag @beachhotdog! I don't talk about my oc's much mostly because I don't really think people care, but I do think it's fun to dig into this stuff for role play purposes.
--I honestly have no idea who to tag next, because I'm very bad at tag games (which is why I rarely participate in them). So if you're looking at this, consider it an invite to make your own!--
Ashallen is unfussy and practical. I actually do not like most of the armors in the game, even the Dalish ones, but I'm too lazy to look at mods. She's a Veil Ranger, so she's very much in the stereotypical "Ranger" mode, with her artifact-repair/dismantling kits. (She's not a mage so all of it is tinkering based - I had to find artificer-type pictures, and realized there's a need to figure out what a rogue or warrior Veil Jumper would carry or do.) But if she needs to gussy up (say, if Emmrich brings her to a fancy Nevarran event) she likes carrying the colors and motifs of Arlathan with her.

Bonus, AU outfits: she's literally just leggings and big shirts/sweaters, but the same principle for dressing up would apply. She'd be that friend who could open your laptop and change out keyboards and other innards, as long as it wasn't TOO technical (that's a Bellara job), or do basic to mid-level repairs on your car, but she's always got a cracked phone screen. Doesn't give a shit. "I'll just drop it again anyway."

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The Devil's in The Details
#ffxiv#concept#gpose#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#poor adven!zenos#and his very fucked up esteem#(warrior and dark knight bby!- him being a berserker is as detrimental as it sounds- no matter how well he utilizes it)#berserker esteem but its the embodiment of everything his anhedonia made him bury away over the last 20 years#literally a mass of very volatile umbral aether and dynamis that became harder to control the more he has to confront it#it takes to the field and all you can hear is the most ragefilled guttural scream/roar ever#I don't think it'd be too much of a surprise that zenos despises the thing for a very long time#as a character I dont think there would be a bigger blow to his ego than something that literally shows:#him losing his carefully maintained control over himself-broadcasts what he's feeling-#-and makes him feel like he is the monster he was labeled as#and where others see it as a vaguely zenos shaped mass of shadow#his brain auto completes it to be anima- for very headcanon-y reasons lmfao#on the technical side this was very fun to make#and I have so many ideas for the shadow stuff I can do now that I have a better grasp of how ktisis' lighting works#next time ill hopefully be able to make a photo where the main subject isnt getting over exposed by the light source needed for the bg
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Hello Haurchefaunt, Bye Haurchefaunt
#ff#ffxiv#Kaiien#Alphinaud#Tataru#uhhhhhh#tiny sesame tiny Aymeric#and TECHNICALLY Haurchie is there too#anyways so I gave Kaiien echo stuff too hahahahaha#except he sees like I guess a dead person’s last moments#or smth like that#you know like in some of those detective shows n stuff#yeah it’ll be fun#I’m going through my Kaiien alt and I’m trying to make him meet all the characters too#one way or another :3#oh and also he sees the echo vision in the pov of the person so it’s like he himself got impaled and stuff isn’t that fun?#anyways I’m done
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I think you like Leah





…A little
#(+ a drawing of her on my tablet)#okay I’ve tried to write this out like 3 times and now that I’m home I’m sure it’ll post now but idk if I’ll make all the points I have#lux!#my art#ok I think what I find so interesting about her is how little we know of her. we only knew her name for so long#we had already gotten other family members like Baul Ray(KoD) Maleanor and even Henrick so I wasn’t expecting her to actually show up#technically even Raverne has shown up if you believe that he’s Crowley mixed with the stuff Lilia says about him#meanwhile Leah has nothing but her name and like one piece of dialogue and little discussion around her so while I mainly think of her in -#relation with Ray she’s still been marinating in the back of my mind#and seeing her onscreen has kinda just opened the floodgates to all of that#I’ve already thought about how she (a princess/queen) fell in love with and married what was basically a servant boy (maybe? from the way-#that Henrick talks about him it’s clear that he doesn’t think highly of him. sure Ray was taken in but he obviously wasn’t treated as -#their own. it seems Ray’s main contribution was as KoD tho since it’s coming from Henrick who knows)#and because of that it reminds me of a line that Prince Phillip says about marrying whoever he wants because ‘it’s the 14th century!’ And-#so I just wonder what she’s like#and now I’m especially wondering what her relationship with her brother is like as well. there’s so much interesting stuff going on that -#we’ll never find out about because not only is it 400 years in the past but they’re also on the opposite side of the war that the MCs were#(wait wait let me cook war event? it’d be torture but still i wanna know-)#besides that there’s also the fun with potential yuri between her and Mel which is always fun#Lilia polycule AU where no one dies and Lilia and Mel just sing that one Falsettos(I think) audio of Kill your mother but it’s Kill your-#-brother. neither she nor Ray find it funny but I sure do#oh! oh! and her relationship with Silver were she given a chance to form one#maybe it’s just me but I think he’d be a bit of a mama’s boy. not to say he doesn’t love his dads! but his mama wins by just a bit#or smth idk#okay I know I said that this might not be everything but I think I talked about stuff I didn’t before lol#anyway think of this obsession as if it’s like the cousin to my Agetes one. characters with so little going for them they’re basically OCs#anyway this ask has just made me more determined to get even more insane about her thank you 🫡#twst leah#twst spoilers#twst book 7 spoilers
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Cursing & other wild things said/done in the Kingdom Hearts 1 manga that weren't in the game.
#it's just wild to me that these characters said some of this stuff#I'm over here reading everything in the character voices & then they start swearing 😂#I said in my other post I'd make a cursing compilation so here it is lol#kingdom hearts characters are so much fun in the manga#I know 'hell' isn't technically a curse word but in the west it's often considered one & there's no way they'd let them say that in kh1#back in like 2007 or whatever lmao#please go read the final mix manga; it's such a gem!#donald leaving a lasting impression on sora & teaching him curse words on accident lmao love that#again this could all be a translator error but i find it absolutely hilarious if they curse in manga canon#I feel like Riku will drop an f bomb before Sora does; place your bets! lol I'll be making cursing compilations for the other kh manga too#kingdom hearts#mine#op
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been lovin the transformers art!! Rly inspired designs. I’ve been a recent fan to it all, started w g1, beast wars and now onto animated - and loved the secondary media too like comics and games. but anyways, super curious - are you pro human characters, and if so who’s your fav?? (Can count the cavemen from beast wars lol)
Thank you! And yes I am ok with humans being in transformers, I quite like the idea actually. Just the humans befriending aliens or something alike trope is great to me, very cute, I love the bonding moments, the human teaching the transformer about Earth and vice versa
However, I do not like when the human included.. is a child. Because like..why is a kid being involved? Yes sometimes a kid being there is fine, like Cody Burns in Rescue Bots, amazingly done, but a lot of the time it’s not sadly.
Like in Tfp, yes it may have started out..ok..but it quickly turned into..well..not the best, as in Optimus sending a CHILD to another planet to restore his (Optimus’) memory?? Said child almost getting killed by an Insecticon AND Megatron in the process..like..Optimus why?
Cybertron/Galaxy Force had a similar issue, started good but got worse as the show continued, like Optimus and all the others were very opposed to these kids getting involved, they were really only there to bond with, help teach the bots about Earth, and help locate the omega lock, and they made that VERY clear- As shown in this funny clip
But then everything changed when Coby went to the Speed Planet 😔💔
Or Armada? Worst one by far imo, why are these kids being involved? Y’know how easily they can be squished? STOP IT- stop treating them like they’re some HUGE help when most of the time they just stand around yapping,, I can’t say anything about Energon cause I couldn’t watch it because Kicker (main human character) annoyed the shit out of me so I stopped after episode 2, but from clips I’ve seen, same issue..is he a kid? I think so
Animated had a similar issue I think…I can’t remember…Sori is there so ima assume, from what I remember I don’t think it was that bad tho, good watch
ANYWAY- all this to say, humans being involved is great! It’s just kids being there that can be a bit of an issue. Kids can be there, I understand it’s for the younger audience, but don’t treat the CHILD like they’re some huge help and one of the most important ones there when they aren’t, do stuff like they’re there because..idfk one of the bots adopted them, THATS THEIR KID!! THEY WILL PROTECT THEIR KID!!! Like how that was done in Tf Victory from what I can see didn’t know Starsaber had a kid
Or idk, use Rescue Bots, or surprisingly RID15 as reference, the kids aren’t getting involved, but they’re there, friends of the bots and maybe helping them better understand Earth! But not getting involved in a war. They may be defiant at times (Russell) but they still don’t really get involved
OK RAMBLE DONE SORRY UHHhh- favorite human? Hmmm..I’d have to say the human ancestors in Beast Wars- I’m joking, it’s 3 humans, Charlie from the Bumblebee movie, and Noah an Elena from ROTB, very well done characters 😼👍
#ask#long post#man i just rambled there#sorry its just always bothered me#did this make sense? hopefully#g1 also technically did this#BAD BAD G1 DONT GET SPIKE INVOLVED#crazy name for your kid- just like kicker#idk a lot of the time the human cast can really break the appeal of the show sadly#its another reason why i LOVE beast wars so much#dont gota deal with them fuckin up the human characters cause THERE ARENT ANY!!!!#sometimes i wish there was more tf stuff not on earth tho#wouldnt that be fun#doesnt have to be on cybertron
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oh the urge to actually create that victorian sh&co au idea i had a while ago is strong
#sobek's dumpster#sherlock & co#<- using maintags for once hope this doesn't blow up in my face. also hi ive been lurking for a while sry guys.#like. i dont have a plot. i just wanted to drop the sh&co versions of the characters into the victorian era cos i love acd canon too#also part of me just wanted a hypothetical “what if mariana was always there and always real”#i mean shes *technically* a mrs hudson variant but shhhhhh#i just want the baker street trio to be silly weirdos in victorian england okay.#like okay sherlock calling mariana mrs hudson prolly wont make sense but will def be funnier i believe#also jonk. i have so many ideas for him actually.but i lack the words to express them.#there is however the issue of how to fit the podcast in. the radio was invented in like 1893 or sth its confusing and holmes and watson met#in the 1880s in ACD canon. also itll make zero sense whatsoever.#im prolly just gonna make john write down the adventures like acd watson but he'll be an even worse narrator who goes on many many side#tangents and stuff for no reason.#there are other stuff i need to consider too#for one how will the cases work. do i just. copy and paste the acd versions? or do i readapt the sh&co versions??#also lestrade. from what google tells me the first woman officer in the uk was appointed in 1915. so. yeah uhhhh#employing my transfem lestrade hc but she's closeted cos it's the 1800s ig (fun fact ever since i found out lestrade was a woman in this#podcast ive started to hc ALL lestrades [even acd] as transfem so. yeah no i guess i resolved this matter ages ago#uhhhhh i should stop waffling now huh. um. sorry ig#edit: oh and sorry to all of my mutuals who have to deal with the fact that im really into sherlock holmes rn. especially you stanley.
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officially 10K into this fic and having a realization about where I'm at on characterization so far, so i'm wondering:
#N posts stuff#i'm like. this first draft is really the writing equivalent of layout sketching: which characters are where / what's the scene About#with the expectation that the second draft will have the building blocks there to build up specific characterization further#but i'm realizing that i am in fact SO broad strokes on the characters so far that i'd need to do extensive studying#of the source material to really hammer in the characterization in a way that i would be satisfied with. a task that at this point#likely wouldn't be very fun. so i had a moment of 'oh idek if i'll be able to finish writing this fic :(' and got sad about it#which was where the 'oh. actually if i'm That loose on characterization right now I could just. shift the characters in#Whatever ways i want them to go and just make them OCs instead of fanfic...' which would actually be like. technically speaking#a Lot more fun bc this fic is so self-indulgent that i keep having moments where i'm pulling back on other elements i'd want to#incorporate into the fic bc 'if it's Too self-indulgent with numerous headcanons it won't be Good to fandom readers'#(ie the character who would Really vibe being a furry and the other begging to be a tgirl)#it Might wind up being something we do no matter what but i am still curious if there would be like. an actual audience for it#and not just something i'm doing all for myself lol; i used to make a LOT of ocs but haven't really done it in Years nd Years#i had a 'no way' moment but i Have had multiple people tell me they read my fics Regardless of whether they've seen source#material or not. so tentatively hopeful the answer is yes? but i'm curious :3
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its funny being still fairly a noob when it comes to the sonic fandom despite living adjacent to it basically my whole life, cause im looking at this newer stuff and im like 'oh thats cool and fun, ok i liked that' and then i glimpse into the fandom and people who know WAAAAY more than me are like 'THAT WAS FUCKING HORRIBLE WHAT THE FUCK DID THEY DO TO THESE CHARACTERS'
i feel like im more correct because honestly im just having fun
#my post#that last line is more jokey cause opinions are opinions so like no one is technically correct#but come on lmao#sonic#i liked the knuckles show for example. the other day i clicked on a video by a youtube account that seems to be entirely about sonic stuff#and i keep getting videos suggested by him since#and he has one talking about how much he doesnt like the knuckles show#im only 4 minutes in but hes talking about how he doesnt like the echidna elders portrayal here and im like#'wow my ignorance of this character makes me enjoy this way more lol'#also bro was like 'can you imagine THIS guy being the leader of one of the most fearsome tribes in the galaxy?'#yes actually because intimidating scary people can also still be fun and silly#especially old people like have you met old people who act so silly and then tell you the most fucked up stories imaginable after#but also this dude clearly expected the knuckles show to be more sonic-y than it was but like. if it was then it would end up being require#viewing for the movies and no one wants that.#also the entire show aside from some moments just takes on a generally more silly vibe#i mean granted the entirety of the live action movies tends to do that#but especially this show
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Not feeling great abt some of my creative endeavors rn
#ramblings#neg#specifically abt project: new moon#i can feel myself actively losing interest in continuing to write for it#like the main story is already out there and that's fine#but even tho i have ideas for oneshots and stuff to introduce more characters (like those redesigns for rouge and shadow i did a while ago)#it just. doesn't feel worth continuing. idk why#i guess it might be the lack of interest for my writing in general#or maybe project: new moon just. isn't that great#which is fine the point of the project was to do it for fun not to make something objectively good#but ig i'm just. not feeling it anymore? i don't feel satisfied with it like i did when i finished writing it#i still love my ocs and the redesigns i did of canon characters for it#and i'm glad i got the story i've had in my head since i was like 12 out there. even if it's very different from how i first envisioned it#but. i really just wanna put it to rest#i really don't feel like i can promise any more writing for it. not like anybody cared abt it anyway besides like 3-4 ppl + myself#idk man i wanna move on from it. i have other stuff i wanna write that i feel guilty for not doing#bc i'd said i'd write more for project: new moon and still haven't#i think i'd be happier if i let the fanfic go and just draw my ocs and my redesigns when i feel like it#without worrying abt the fic anymore#bc frankly ever since writing the epilogue my heart just didn't feel like it was in it#thinking abt it felt like a chore more than anything. so maybe it'd be for the best to just leave it as it is#that comic i said i'd write is still happening tho i still really wanna do it#but that's different from writing fanfic so#anyway. might turn the project: new moon blog into a general writing blog#if i finish the corrupted au fic i'm currently working on. idk yet we'll see#but yeah. i know i shouldn't trust how i feel past 9 pm but I've been feeling this for a while now so whatever#i think i should've seen this coming in retrospect. pretty much everything i do that isn't just art never gets much traction anyway#can't say i'm really giving up on it considering it's TECHNICALLY complete#but the way things are going feels almost exactly like the rp and ask blogs i've tried to run in the past#idk man. i gotta stop thinking abt this before the vague feelings of inadequacy spiral into something worse. goodnight
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Also there currently isn't any planned main character romance in the story with the toy guys (sort of) but I was thinking abt how I wanted to establish that Raiden is a men liker and I realized. There's no men. None of the relevant cast are men. The closest thing is a character who barely exists in the main plot who's also sort of dating their mom. Misandry is real guys and it's finally won
#rat rambles#oc posting#tbf I dont think theres many women either. the whole main party are some flavor of nonbinary. but there Are women#demonstrator is a woman! the godess lady is a women! and most of the nonbinary ppl? are sapphic. raiden has no options#and when I say most the ones who arent are aromantic so. tough luck buddy.#Id never put raiden in a relationship but I still think its funny that I basically can't without making up a new token man#point and laugh at raiden they get no bitches#now alas there is technically romance in this story its just mostly relegated to the side cast#among the main cast lace and demonstrator have their doomed toxic yuri thing going on but its more in a bitter exes way#well demonstrator is the bitter ex lace still likes demonstrator and wants her to kill him due to the guilt™ and also for fun#there's a couple other relationships (as in literally two) Im considering allowing as a one sided thing but Im hesitant#outside of that all the rest of the doomed toxic yuri is in the side character party they sure have stuff going on#theyre like if an entire polycule was a situationship and also half of them wanted to murder eachother#I Really need to get around to designing the last two that I havent drawn yet especially justa Ive been thinking abt her lately#shes the party's fighter and also the big boy itentity issues guy that Im contractually obligated to have in every story#shes like if a clone character wasnt technically a clone but also was but also wasnt
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i have decided to just start calling cjscisci world egg theory* for now as a placeholder. lets hear it for 🍳 or 🥚 idk which . whatever
*not actually a trans joke but that also works . real connor oc fans remember my giant treatise abt eggs and the spirit and ghosts as basically the more mature form of a human and soul and the body as the egg and etc. and basically its just a big thing i wrote while high and then it changed the course of cj scisci story 4ever bc thats when i added in dilly and liza and ronnie (who ik i said i got rid of and i might still get rid of them but they were made with dilly originally) who were from a different half finished concept i had going on . but anyways they got transplanted and then abbie and sanctity got transplanted as well
#oc#ramble#abby#sanctity#i dont have space to tag e erybody mentioned but this is mostly aby abby and sanctity anyway so.#and abbie is actually just um. well shes existed in like tons of things ive had her since i was 15 and she just keeps getting shuffled#around LOL. she was just a bg character 4 lulu Who remembers lulu and then umm. i kind of cared more abt her rhen rhe original thing/joke i#had w lulu so rhen lulu and abbie became equals and then i stopped rly caring abt lulu lol and then i played sdv and sanctity got borned and#i was rly happy with how she looked so i made her a whole oc and then i put her in abbie luluverse when lulu still existed#and Then technically is when i like rly didnt care abt lulu bc i cared more abt abbie and sanctity so then it basically just became abt them#and evenrually rhe whole demon thing they had going on got scrapped entirely and then they were just floating around aimlessly until i put#them in egg theory . YAY#but abbies personality didnt rly exist until egg theory sanctitys was a bit more there but she used to be more of a mean girl. but a lot of#her stuff is still the same.. her original concept was shes a highschooler who made a deal with a devil just ro like. be popular at school.#and the devil (bc the concepr was when you make a deal with a devil they just hang and do your bidding and also watch you tommake sure you#dont try to break the deal. idk i think i was watchjng spn at the time LOL. but anyways.) her devil is just her dog i oscillate between it#being a big dog or a small dog bc on one hand i love to imagine her with a little like handbag dog. and then i think its more plausible that#it goes to school with her and stuff. but i also think a big dog is funn i like a big dog. yk...#but ya. that whole concept is still rly darlinf snymore it doesnt rly work in egg theory unfortunately#but i always had a giggle imagining her like. having a serious as fuck conversation with her demon dog and somebody walks in and shes like#that wasnt snyrhing i wasnt falking to a dog youre crazy. and the dogs like 🐕.#and then also her onesided ass beef with avarice. bc abbie like her thing was she Accidentally made a contract with a demon (lulu if you can#believe) and doesnt even know nd thinks lulu is just like her friend . yk. and lulu is just her friend theyre just like well this is#interesting and fun. that dynamic is actually inspired by something sk embarassing i dont want to talk abt it but i think rhe dynamics fun#but if you know Dont talk 2 me abt it bc irs not ABT THAT i just like rhe dynamic okay.#but anyways. so then sanctitys one sided ass beef was that she knew that abbie also had a demon and she was like theres only room for ONE#demonically assisted 15 yesr old in this small town rural highschool!! and doesnt realize that avarice is literally just vibing. she thinkgs#abbie is like mocking her and playing dumb#lulu is aware of rhe beef and doss fuck with sanctity for fjn. soghhh its kind of fun avtually i kjnd of like all that#i might try and take some of this energy into current. i like how abbies ass was just oblivious to literally everything
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I know it's kinda dumb saying this after I deleted my old blog, but if there were any fics you guys particularly liked that you wanted continuations of, please just let me know. Each one of my fics, even the shorter ones, have a lot of lore saved up in my brain. Even if I apologize that the fics weren't the best, I still do feel fondly toward each one. Tbh if I'm able to make you guys happy, I'm happy.
On that note, I know this may be hard to believe, but I AM planning on getting all my fics up on Ao3. I just.... don't spend much time on Ao3 and have a hard time understanding how to tag things (sue me I was raised with fanfiction.net). Tbh I wanted to upload all of my short fics under one the "Reader/Various" tag without anything else, but my friends told me, "absolutely not" and put a quick stop to that. So instead I'm being forced asked to upload everything separately into their own individual works.
I'm not sure if any of you guys would be interested, but if you're acquainted with tagging on Ao3, would any of you guys be interested in helping me? No pressure or anything. You'll get access to all the works I put up on my previous blog. And there wouldn't be a time limit either. Hell, you can just do the fics you want me to upload and nothing else. LOL I just thought I'd ask. If I get no help (which is totally fine), it'll just.... take a bit to get me to get everything up haha... when I stop being lazy.
#ekolu.talks#i really do mean that first paragraph tho#i know it didnt seem like it but i had a lot of series on my previous blog#like yeah the main one was the zhongli one#but a lot of fics were interconnected#i had 2 series for venti (one that i'm planning on continuing)#one for kazuha. one for ayato. two for yae miko that are otherwise completed#technically alhaitham's were a series#i think i had more but i dont remember#either way i am actually thinking of making another entry in the ayato series except like....#it being a long fic#opening so many flash fiction events totally killed my ability to write long stuff so i gotta get into that mode again#so i thought 'why not make an ayato fake dating fic thats like 10-20k words?'#it's worth a shot right?#a part of me also wants to try and rewrite my kazuha series#is there anything you guys would like to see?#someone once asked me for an albedo fic so i'll have to work on that eventually#idk if theyre still following me tho haha#fun fact albedo is one of my favorite characters to write for#anyway i'll stop rambling here#now that my follower count is smaller i wanna try and cater to you guys more#i really do want to try and foster more of a community bc i didnt really get that chance on the last blog#so if there is anything that you guys like that i have done in the past please let me know <3
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I'll never forget the day my mum asked me "hey so uh. why do you use he/him on your whatsapp channel??" and I had to elaborate beyond "I think it's fun"
#idk#the goat dude i use on the internet has like. a WHOLE set of pronouns separate from me#i wouldn't ACTUALLY feel comfortable with ppl irl using he/him on me i think#idk. haven't had anyone do it so i can't confirm#but like#half of how i talk about myself online is directed at the goat guy i use on the internet#like. that's djevel. the he/him & they/them user. lemme throw in she/her bc i use those irl too#and BAM that's how it fucking started#like theres something to be said about doing a certain character to the point where the line between fiction and reality becomes blurred#but um. /pos & /lh bc im not doing any shady or weird shit#and uh kinda funny#when i say i had to elaborate#i mean i had to go with my mum's reasoning of “ohhhh you find it funny that ppl assume you're a guy?”#and like that's kinda it?#on the other hand i don't think i care enough to correct the assumption?????#i AM technically playing into it so like. who cares#anyway#demon storytimes™#idk im just some silly clown on the internet. here to scream into the void about what makes my brain tick#have fun while im at it. that type-a stuff#and if that involves purposefully using he/him & they/them on myself. well. they're on my intro post & little tumblr blurb for a reason
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At least one(1) person asked for it. SO-
We'll start with some stuff from the isat spoiler Q&A
Let's get started!
-There is only one canonical straight shot timeline that technically erases the prologue from existence. When looping back the previous timeline is completely overwritten, like saving over your save file in a game! It's all gone! Despite this, when you start a new game you're making an entirely new Siffrin to torment. So at least you're not making the same Siffrin go through hell again and again! *sweeps Loop under rug* Don't look at that. Don't worry about them. They're fine.
-While wish craft and other craft types are described to have a smell, time craft does not! I mean, what would time craft even smell like anyway? Clocks???
-Mirabelle's time freeze immunity will wear off eventually!
-Loop could actually be still comfortable with He/They. While the time loops did put them through it, the They/Them was mostly for anonymity. But there WAS some sort of identity shift. So you can and should have fun with Loop pronouns. Do it! Do it!!!
-Despite the island being forgotten, it's still physically there the entire game and before that! So it being lost is purely anti-memetic fuckery. It is just censored out by the universe.
-Loop and Siffrin sitting quietly together was originally a bug where ID5 accidentally softlocked Siffrin and trapped him at the tree. They thought it was a sweet moment of respite and implemented it.
Let's Switch it up! Reddit AMA
-There was originally a love triangle between proto Mira, Isa, and Sif before Mirabelle was made aroace. It probably would have ended in an OT3/polycule situation. So QPR MiraIsaSif truthers out there, enjoy this one.
-The idea of Loop being Siffrin came about during saap's developement. Originally the guide for isat was going to be one of ID5's ocs.
-Change God knows everything about meta because they are a God. Loop only gets a smidgen of meta knowledge, however.
-Loop's ability to see what Siffrin is up to works the same way their calls work! The farther Siffrin is, the harder it is. So Loop calls stop working past snack break 3, and Loop can barely see past the King.
-Isabeau wouldn't play video games. He touches grass.
-Siffrin was subconsciously inspired by Snufkin, from The Moomins. So we wouldn't have Siffrin as he is if everyone wasn't rabid over Moomins a few years back.
-Sadnesses ARE are a constant in the world of isat. They only become more common and poweful during times of great duress, like war or Insane False Monarchs with timey wimey powers
-The doppleganger wish in the selfcest book happened "a long time ago" and is only a child's tale now.
-Odile's name is her given name. Kinda. (No elaboration on what the fuck THAT means.)
-Siffrin only got memory issues after leaving home. They were not a forgetful child.
-At one point before they had names, Isabeau was just called "dude".
-While only called scrawny in game, Adrienne calls Siffrin "deathly thin". Metabolism monarch out here. (Probably all the casual wish craft.)
-The reason the party stops reacting to Sif's poking is just because it's tragic and makes things worse for him. That's it. The universe just hates him.
-Everyone but Odile would like rollercoasters.
-Just... this. This is so funny. Also Loop being the final boss while Siffrin is the secret final boss... Also Loop confirmed deity looking!!!
-"comic!siffrin is a whole different siffrin than game!siffrins sadly. rip to them. still stuck in time" WAY TO FUCK ME UP ON A MONDAY? Comicfrin is still stuck in time.
-The characters have official voice claims but not a single one is serious except for the King's. Mira sounds like Animal crossing isabelle(isa.belle. hm.). Bonnie sound like a inkling from splatoon (ID5 specifically used the female inkling as example). Odile sounds old. Isabeau quantum mechanically sounds flamboyantly gay or like All Might from MHA. Loop sounds like stock glitter sound fx. No Siffrin voice claim. Siffrin has video game protagonist voices which means they sound like whatever you want.
-Loop's glow is comparable to a lamp. Not enough to hurt the eyes.
Siffrin and Friends Q&A time!!(Beware these are SEMI-CANON)
-Siffrin isn't really a trap master. They're just fast enough to activate and dodge the traps.
-Odile doesn't like fennel.
-Fave flowers! Bonnie=Sunflowers, Odile=Orchids, Mira=Lavender, Isa=Roses, Siffrin=None, dubiously answered with dandelions however.
-Sif is a night owl, Bon and Mira are early birds, and Odile and Isa are average.
-Siffrin and Odile have probably eaten crabs and would tempt Bonnie with their sinful ways of consuming crustaceans.
-Odile has been traveling for about 2 years.
-Odile knows how to play a shamisen. It's one of her favorite instruments as well.
-When prompted with competition Loop and Siffrin stare each other down like "kids about to throw hands".
-Loop would like to eat a pastry if they could. GIVE THEM YOUR BAKED GOODS NOW!
-Kill the King day is a Tuesday.
And finally random trivia I found while sniffing through the wiki!
-Salty broths actual cure 6 cooldown, instead of 2 like the dialogue implies.
-Chateau means castle. The cursing of castle castle...
-The Change God face with six eyes and a cat-like mouth is inspired by ID5's oc Eye Gal
-The only time tears can freeze Siffrin with no warning is in saap. By using the second Star Crest to clear one of the rows of Tears, you can just walk into the second row and freeze.
-The dev's older notes mention specific shades being used for hair dyes but they're never mentioned in-game because of the an unadded event.
-In ACT 2, there's a small chance Siffrin says "Heheh… Bonk." when activating the switch for the rock trap
-Saap Bonnie thinks nuts are gross according to some unused dialogue, but enjoys raisins.
-During early development in saap tears were originally intended to be spike traps. A left over sprite of Siffrin being impaled does exist, including minor blood spurt. This was probably changed because it was a little too gruesome, ID5 definitely tried to reel in the darker concepts and has stated they went too dark sometimes.
-Loop turning back into Siffrin was considered long enough for them to get an entire animated walking sprite.
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