#but now im just feeling meh

[thebraxiatelcollection]

Is it bad that I've not felt genuine excited about a big finish release for a long time??

[humans-are-tasty]

[topaziraphale]

"Stop saying Crowley won't help Aziraphale in S3 he'd go back to him in a HEARTBEAT and nothing would stop him" I get it no one likes the idea of Crowley being bitter after what happened for a long period of time but like can we at least acknowledge that he's currently going through probably the most emotional pain in his life since falling? Can we agree that he's opened his heart entirely - something you couldn't pay him to do unless the world is literally ending and he's desperate - to Aziraphale, and got shot down? Can we understand that he did it AGAIN only to lose Aziraphale again? Not that what Aziraphale did isn't without Crowley's own shortcomings (hiding the truth of Heaven's cruelty from him) but like,,,,

The appeal here isn't Scorned Crowley Doesn't Love Aziraphale Anymore, or Never Wants To Help Him Again, the appeal here is Crowley learning enough self respect to not just walk back right to Aziraphale like nothing happened after Aziraphale has had a pattern of consistently refusing him. Going years ping-ponging between "We're not friends I don't even know him" to "That's what friends are for right?" and "We're friends, why would you even say anything?" and "Friends? We're not friends. We are an angel and a demon!"

Like I get it, Crowley is a heartbreakingly forgiving person. Of course he's gonna forgive Aziraphale, I'll be surprised if he didn't forgive him by the time he walked out the bookshop door, but gdi he could at least grant himself the luxury of being at least a little irritated for longer than however long it takes to make a globe and some books float and angrily cry out to God in his flat. But due to the change of pace and dynamic that is establishing part of the conflict for Season 3, I just really like the idea of him for ONCE prioritizing himself and being like "Okay, fine. We'll get back at it when you're ready, then," instead of just taking Aziraphale back like his words and actions meant nothing to him, when clearly they have an effect on him.

What is Aziraphale going to learn if Crowley just accepts what he did so quickly, like he always has the entire time they've been friends? Idk maybe I'm just projecting too much darkness on their dynamic but I mean, if the pattern of Aziraphale pushing Crowley away/disrespecting him one day and then being fine with his friendship the next + Crowley never stopping to be like "Hey, that's not cool, at least give me a little credit" or smth was fine all along and will continue to be fine in the future, then why, after 6,000 years of being friends and loving this demon, can Aziraphale still not accept that Crowley is just fine the way he is, and instead got excited to promote him to an angel in a heartbeat once the opportunity presented itself? You can't blame all of it on Heaven when Aziraphale has demonstrated his free will/defiance to Heaven so many times. Or, I don't know, I guess maybe we can? Maybe I'm just craving too much angst to the point where I'm letting it cloud my analysis of canon. Idk.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

🐟🐟🐟

[chiarrara]

on one hand I'm kinda like....duh what are y'all so upset about, we been knew. but on the other hand...thinking about what it would take to pick yuri on ice back up again now that it's been officially put down, kinda makes my heart hurt. I don't know if there's ever going to be a path forward for this series that had so much potential left.

Mostly, I'm annoyed with the announcement. Really vague language about unspecified circumstances. I wish they would be straight with it because there are numerous reasons that could've contributed to the decision not to move forward. The prevalence of Russian skaters, the issues with and reorganization of the studio, the amount of time that's passed and the acquisition of more relevant projects. But I guess there's less to talk about and less blowback the less you say? Or maybe just not enough people care anymore.

I don't feel like we're missing anything with what we have exactly, so I've never been that cut up about the show not continuing. but no other piece of media has ever meant as much to me as yoi does. probably a lot of that is how much space is left in the story for more. I don't know, I don't feel like I should be upset but I'm feeling upset man. Just a little bit of silly grief for my favorite media of all time being unceremoniously cancelled....

after 5 years of radio silence tho so like, what did we expect. it's been over.

[atsumou]

why does no one talk about the sadness you feel when you lose interest in your best hobbies

[dizzybizz]

For a request, teen Miri telling her dads that she has become a magical girl and transforming to prove that this is real

ok i was gonna draw a lil comic but the idea of magical girl miri was the only thing i could think about so i just drew her as one

[apologynics]

Gyns who are struggling in school: literally one of the ways I motive myself is to think about all the males in my life who have considered themselves more intelligent than me. My 4.0 is my fuck you to them and my love letter to all the women in my life who never had the ability to access education. Misandry fuels me ❤️

[jorvikzelda]

today i had this Vivid memory flash through my mind of kissing my ex boyfriend (this was like 2018) and i felt so viscerally fucking revolted and I gotta say. it is truly impressive that I didn’t realise I’m a lesbian sooner than fucking half a year ago

[michameinmicha]

didnt think there could really be bad cornflakes? Like i usually just buy the cheapest non-brand (non frosted) cornflakes and i love them, i literally eat them every day and sometimes twice even, and i really didn't think i had particularly sophisticated taste in cornflakes? but this week i had to buy a different kind cause i wasn't in my usual grocery place and these aren't just not as good as my usual ones, they literally made me sad :/

[luyo-mi]

Hey, it’s been a while since you last posted, just wanted to check in, are you alright?

I got ✨hospitalized✨ tehe

[lethiepie]

huh

just realized something I wish I didnt 💀💀🫠🫠

[guckies]

The reason no one can beat the door puzzle without clues or cheesing it is because the eggs can’t communicate what colour doors they need and the parents can’t accurately see the doors for the egg. Please Bad you make puzzles so you should know this 😭😭

[outerspacedunce]

i have spent most of my day just feeling super bummy and :( i did manage fallout for a while but once i got off i just can't seem to figure out what to do with myself

[raatopaikka]

In honour of #TAEMINisback here's an old pencil sketch I never posted! (2021)

(ballpoint version: 🖊 )

[lovebloods]

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