#c!saurissa

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i have like 3 overdue assignments

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my unfinished symphony / what have you done?

happy november 16th!!!

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cause my insides are red and yours are too

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and this all had something to do with a girl named saurissa soot

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quit roughhousing damnit!

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and i am the idiot with the painted face

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well things haven't been so great for me, but then who's fault is that.

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finishing up the vid im working onnn posting it tmr

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I have a soft small body // strawberries make it happy

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warm up

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honey don't you love me and you know it makes me sad

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white steak in my hair but no stress now

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some sketches I did in class a while back

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looking through your stuff and thinking

man ghost Sauri must’ve been really hard for c!phil to get used too. Especially during the house arrest arc.

YEAHHH

cause like she's really social. she loves people and she loves her family, and she doesn't know what she did wrong [she does, but denial is part of being dead, isn't it?]. it doesn't help that she looks so much like her mother. her spitting image, she even had her mother's eyes.

but now, looking into her white eyes, he has to pretend everything's normal for her. even though he had to put a sword through his only daughter. and now he's locked up in the town rebuilt over the flooded crater she left burning. everytime he glances in just the wrong place, a chill runs up his spine, ruffling his freshly burnt wings that no amount of healing potion can fix.

he thinks, could I have done it differently? what if I'd just let her blow herself up? would she have lived? would she have died? would I have to put her out of her misery? would it still be my fault?

don't get him wrong, he's very reckless. he's never been the best, or even the greatest father, but when he cares, he really does.

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i made her to pretty

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I’m sorry but why is Sauri so pretty-

Kinda curious though- is Sauri’s dynamic with Phil any different just wondering

thank you!!! im glad you think she's pretty i always did too lol

your ask actually inspired me to make a new vid so here it is, and my ranting is below :D

c!saur's relationships would definitely be a lot better than c!wils, but it would give or take be the same. she has more balls than he does to own up to her mistakes, even though she's still not very good at it. Saurissa has a lot of issues she doesn't want to address, I kinda imagine her having really drastic mood fluctuations [depressive, manic], and that shows big time with how she handles her problems.

[I actually have another comic I made a while ago of her apologizing to tommy]

her relationship with Phil would be less strained, and phil is 10000% a girl dad in my au, cause I enjoy dadza alot. I was gonna make a comic about it but it ended up turning into an animatic lol. he loves her dearly but she doesn't want to be cared for, she doesn't want to put that on anyone. she pushes everyone away by giving them reasons to hate her, not much different from canon.

in my au, it's like a lot of others where Phil raised the neopolitan trio [tommy and tech aren't related, but through some weird magic whatever they look like Kristen and Phil's children]. being their first, he's always considered her his little angel of life [two wrongs make a right, I suppose], being the light of his life.

> side note I think saurissa and Techno would still look like twins after saurissa lost her wings, and before technos teeth grew in and his pink hair grew out [inheriting their mothers giant ringlet curls]. both of them age slower than normal, so they would have quite a bit of history before saur found tommy and brought him home like some sad stray cat.

but after saur was born and was left in the care of her father, he did his best taking care of her despite the loss of his wife. she's definitely his favorite child, and didn't lose that status after he killed her, but he wouldn't have been able to be around Ghostissa.

Techno is the one he's closest with [became closer friends after he grew up] [very strained relationship with tommy], but Saur is his favorite child, being his first and reminding him of her mother.

After everything when she goes on her apology arc and tries to reconnect with her family, he accepts her back in with open arms. he's, of course, still wary and doesn't let his guard down completely- still afraid of being put in a bad spot because of her again- but she's his child and he would still love her unconditionally despite their rocky relationship.

cause it would be a lot of ups, and way more downs, and I'd say he almost got sick of trying to make it better so he retreated, not talking to her or interacting after she got revived. he would let ghostissa hang around and treated her kindly, but wouldn't be able to look her in the eye. when she finally reached out to him, he warily let her back in, still wanting to make it better.