#can’t explain it to my therapist

[autumnhobbit]

would you all think that continually rescheduling even up to the last minute before an appointment, regularly switching from call to texting even when i’ve said i find texting less helpful because it comes off more brusque, no consistent linear topic directing, constantly directing focus to my day to day life/relationship rather than anything else about me even if i express concern about the rest of it is reason to consider breaking up with a therapist

[butcharondir]

help you guys I’m engaged in so much gay romantic drama

[ajxrn-archive]

I’m going to. rip my fucking hair out.

[airsigh]

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[sentient-cloud]

Ugh plans for disability pride month include I have a doctors appointment and maybe I’ll finally bring up my pain (horrifying, especially as a fat person and especially with a doctor who still hasn’t put me on my adhd meds I previously had yet. Maybe I’ll also ask about those because help.) trying to get a therapist and also. Making that phone call begging the state to not cut my assistance benefits and to believe me when I say i don’t work due to health + mental health reasons at the moment (negative hopes)

[seeminglyseph]

Oh no I watched some Encanto stuff and started thinking, and I realized like. It feels really important to me that like Waiting On A Miracle happened because like. There are a handful of large family pictures and stuff that don’t have me in them because like. People just didn’t notice I wasn’t there.

And when that scene happened, when I first saw it, I thought like. “That’s your own fault for not stepping forward, you have to advocate for yourself. You can’t just expect everyone to notice when you’re not there.”

But when I watch other people react to that scene, no one else has that opinion. Like. No one. And I realized maybe some of what I was thinking was like… things I had been told when I was upset about being left out. And it’s normal to expect to be included and welcomed and to have your absence noticed, especially within your family. It’s not normal for your family to forget you or not notice your absence in an important moment. And having them normalize it and brush off your hurt and worry as your fault is part of the problem.

And that’s something that’s very important and cool about these movies, it’s great that they can help as tools to be like “oh that’s not normal or really okay. I should probably be treated better by people in my life.”

[appreciatingtokrev]

two of my fav character dynamics rn are "hurt x hurt, they neither make eachother worse nor better and nothing happens bc they don’t put the effort into it" and "hurt x hurt, they neither make eachother worse nor better but they both heal alongside eachother bc they do put the effort into it"

[runawaymarbles]

I think there are therapeutic benefits to the house being kinda messy actually

[nightly-ruse]

I think I may be a little odd

[swiftful-thinking13]

bruh I’m about to unfollow this guy in my class on twitter because his tweets are always 🤏🏼 close to being misogynistic

[four-to-dawn]

This is my boy

[injecticns]

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[night-flare]

Every day I wish my therapist would be willing to read memes. I could explain so many things better with memes. Might even get diagnosed with some stuff too. Unfortunately I must continue to suffer with my inability to efficiently communicate in any spoken language. My brain works faster than my mouth. Same goes for my hand. My writing is just as terrible as my speech.

[hagravenholm]

You know what that last post just made me realize? I fucking hate Sundays

[floral-hex]

lol not me getting irrationally angry when my therapist office calls back and says “we hope you get to feeling better.” I’m not sick! And you already hung up! And im grumpy and don’t want to tell a receptionist all about it and im sad and also did I mention grumpy! And now they’re just going to think im sick until I can cry to my therapist in a week!

[insanechayne]

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