#cardiophiliac

[runscold-runsdeep]

I’m very sane and normal about this

[snowheartsz]

hey cardiophiliacs - feeling to be on the verge of a panic attack so any reassurance or hugs would help lol

[altcrations]

It's sunday so I have to yet again remind you that samuel drake is a cardiophiliac thank you

[call-me-mephistophelees]

My cardiophiliac ass can't handle this help

[demonichikikomori]

Hey devil!! When are your requests gonna be open again?? Also hru? I hope you're doing well

Open… Ah, they’ll officially be open after my commissions are done. I have two but… One is 10k words and I feel like I’m getting gut punched each time I see the little amount of progress I’ve made… Ahh… I want to die a little… I accept requests in my inbox but I leave them to rot in my docs as I work on my comms…

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m gonna close commissions for a while once these two are finished. A lot of you anons out there are freaky and you have hot sexy big massive brains!!!! To the hot sexy slay person that asked me about Headmage Crowley dubcon I hope you get some excellent sloppy in your upcoming future. Do you know how nuts that drove me. I have the perfect setting and plot and everything. But you must wait until I am responsible. If I was a full time Hikikomori I could dedicate ALL of my available time to my fics.

Please understand,

I am an adult who cannot attend school and get a good job. It’s too hard and expensive and I am poor and lack the ability to attend classes. I am on the path to getting a second job currently which will cause me to work from 9am - 9am and 10pm - 5am. The 9 - 9 are my full time job since those are the Holiday hours. My 3rd shift is part time but still, after work I must work some more. I want to buy the things I need to live… I can’t afford a social life or to write fanfiction. I can’t afford anything honestly other than to put gas in my car so I may go to work. I’m still moving out with my sister… Mmm. I’m becoming gloomy. Reality is depressing. Honestly if I could work my 3rd shift full time I would, but my day time work is more entertaining and lenient… I don’t want to give it up yet. But working myself to the point of collapse isn’t a comfortable feeling either.

I guess the actual answer is I am always taking them, but I won’t be officially writing any of them until my responsibilities are completed… So… Until I finish my comms… Forgive me.

Ah, I’ll tell you what they are though.

Cardiophiliac: This fic is actually requested from an anon who came forward and asked for a commission but, they would like to still be my cute little anon. Which I will allow of course. It’s a 10k Homestuck fic which I do write for and will, but I’m not super into it like when I was younger. So it’s difficult to write for something I’m not very into anymore. But, I’m also extremely prideful. I will not refund or give up on this piece and there’s no set limit. I want to finish it honestly as an Xmas gift to my dearest anon. I have dedicated time and effort into it and it’s a ship I really like… But also it’s on a fetish I’ve learned about these past few months… I don’t understand it… But I won’t judge it either. I’m open to writing almost anything as long as I can be given the time to educate myself on it.

I Had No Idea: This… It’s actually a Dead Dove fic for Lilia. It’s like 3k words but it’s all stuff that’s dangerously up my alley. It takes more of a human world AU! or more like, our world? I guess? It’s not implied that we are in Twst but Lilia is famous and does alt hot scene boy shit. And there’s a moment with VIP passes and Reader is like ‘wow Omg you are like so sexy slay’ and he’s like ‘amazing, glad you think so, do you perhaps want to drink with me in a private and small room with no cameras and or witnesses’ and reader is like ‘omg I would love to’ and I go from there. I’m wary to share here on Tumblr but I’m sure you guys have seen worse than what I’m going to write. I will be tagging it with a big red WARNING sticker and include tags on what the content will contain. It’s not going to be for everyone.

But once commissions are done, I can dedicate my time to even requests I’ve had since the beginning of my blog’s existence. Well, revamped existence. I want to write… I want to have a fun life again.

[myvisiblebeat]

Cardiophiles on Skype

Im looking for cardiophile friends. If any fellow cardiophile wants to add me on Skype, my username is live:only4dominguez : )

[novas-creepypasta-shame-pit]

The way this au is developed is actually hellish its a nightmare. Bc like I'll make a joke and tell myself it's not canon but a week later it'll be so canon without my permission and I'll startle myself.

All that to say Korbyn and Tim should kiss and bc my verse my rules they do. I didn't pull this out of nowhere I swear to God. They were supposed to just be distant friends when I started figuring out the dynamics with her and the Proxies but I was thinking about how like genuinely protective and kind Tim was to Korbyn in the Seer comics and it was really cute- like man outs himself for murder to make absolute sure she understands the severity of her situation he's got her back first and foremost. So I said ok they can be best friends Tim needs another adult who doesn't hate him to just be 28 with and Korbyn's inherently in alot of trouble she needs a protector. And then I turned my back and when I came back it was a ship! And it made me feel like a motherfucker so I kept it!

Anyways random Conditionally Blue Eyes bs:

They talk over walkies alot, bc of how cramped the Proxies' base is Tim's whispering for privacy alot of the time and Korbyn whispers back bc she likes how conspiratorial it feels. Uses codes and nicknames and says over, it's cute.

Tim's demi as hell and the last time he was close enough to have feelings for someone it was Jay, so he's very nervous about being in love again and real slow on the uptake. Korbyn's enthusiastic for the both of them tho so it's fine.

Think they're sneaky until Korbyn's walk of shame-ing outta the cabin and finds Sky sitting at the table with a cup of coffee for her. Toby's the only one who hasn't figured it out yet.

The topic of Korbyn's inevitable need to continue the Seer line has come up a few times and they've both agreed the possibility of bloodlines jumbling was too big a risk even if Tim turned out to not be barren. The talks usually end with a knowing silence that this is all temporary. (*Coughs in hidden away ship kid doodles* maybe not)

Masky's aroace so he's kinda sitting doing the "get fucked both of you" vine but he does refer to Korbyn as his sister in law. Doesn't matter than they're not married, they sure do bicker like it and that's enough for him to accept his twin's gf, just don't expect anything outta him.

Tim's a cardiophiliac (attracted to heartbeats) so sometimes Korbyn shoves her stethoscope in his ears and presses it to her chest and watch him go red. If she doesn't have it on hand she'll take his hand and put it to her chest for the same reaction.

Brian gave Korbyn the weirdest shovel talk she'd ever heard. Like it wasn't a hurt him I hurt you situation but kinda was? She's choosing to interpret it as "Make him more miserable than I do, or distract him too much to do his job, and I'll put you in the ground" but that's just a guess she has no idea how that man's brain works.

[gorochuva]

first NSFW headcanons-

Yami Yugi/Atem

Despite the promiscuity of the ancient kings, he is VERY vanilla. That scene in Always Sunny where they find a glory hole in the bathroom? He's Deandra.

The Memory World arc also makes no mention of any "suitors" (I know it's bc this is a kid's show but shut up let me have this) so he's probably also hilariously inexperienced.

God Almighty, excuse my potty mouth but do NOT refer to yourself as "his little slut/whore" bc it will not get him in bed w/ you. In fact, continue this behavior and he will not hesitate to resort to what would be considered domestic violence. He means well he loves you and he hates hearing ppl talk abt themselves like that

Ryou Bakura

Cardiophiliac?

Not like steths and crap, it's super intimate to him feeling your heart beat so fast bc of him

He's really into gothic literature but there's one story he could never fully appreciate while possessed by the spirit of the Millennium Ring

Also roleplay kink

These combined, he has a rather um specific fantasy

"GOD HAVE MERCY! Don't let her see, not on our wedding day!"

Honey quiet the neighbors can hear you-

"We seem to be married, my love. Ready for our bridal bed, are we?"

*Yugi knocks* "Bakura, are you okay?"

*realization*

*silence*

"Bakura?..."

*panic sets in*

"BAKURA OPEN THE DOOR-"

[runscold-runsdeep]

Squeeze

Terzo X Omega - Dark Cardiophilia

Warnings/disclaimers: dark cardiophilia, fluff-ish, arguing, near death experience, heart failure, arithmetic heartbeat, demonic magic induced injury, Google Translate Italian for one phrase.

Word count: 800+

///Author’s note

I finally got it written!!! It’s short, and probably undeserving of a banner that took too much effort to make, but I wanted to scrub off the rust and get back into the swing of things. I’m gonna be adding a tag list to my fics from now on, so be sure to let me know if you want on!

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The room was dark, the only light being the flicker of the TV displaying a horror film with Terzo scooted as close to Omega as he could, the mortal being curled up into the demon’s side. Omega enjoyed this closeness though, wrapping an arm around Terzo to keep him cozy. Despite the volume of the TV not being turned down low and Omega not having his ear pressed against Terzo's chest, he could still hear the steady rhythm of his heartbeat, occasionally quickening in response to the suspenseful moments in the movie.

Unable to resist the urge, Omega slid his hand down to Terzo’s chest, feeling the gentle, rhythmic beat of his heart against his palm, which made Terzo smile and lean closer to him. Despite his best efforts to concentrate on the movie playing in front of them, something about Terzo’s heart in that moment kept drawing his attention away. A sort of curiosity was nagging at him.

Ever since he was summoned and his natural talents for healing and caretaking were discovered, he found himself dedicating most of his spare time in The Ministry’s infirmary whenever he wasn’t with Ghost or alone with Terzo. The infirmary became a sort of sanctuary, a place where he could learn about the intricacies of the human body and its many ailments. However, amidst all the knowledge he was gaining, there were curiosities that lingered in his thoughts, and one of those questions kept pushing itself to the forefront of his mind. What happened if a heart was squeezed?

He tried to push this thought away once more. He would never test such a thing on his partner of all people. He would rather be sent to the ruthless hounds of Hell than to purposely hurt Terzo to answer such a ridiculous question… But at the same time, he also wanted to know how exactly Terzo’s heart specifically would react to such a thing. As he thought over this dilemma, his mind was clouded with conflict. On one hand, he felt a sense of guilt for even considering such a cruel experiment. On the other hand, curiosity gnawed at him, and whatever damage was done to his heart, he could always reverse it.

A purple light in the corner of Terzo's eye caught his attention, forcing his eyes away from the TV to look in the light's direction. Omega's hand was in a grasping position, aglow like ignited hand sanitizer. As Terzo's gaze lingered on the mysterious light, his lips parted to question Omega, but all that escaped was a wince. As Omega’s talons closed, a tightness formed in Terzo’s chest and a sharp pain began to shoot through his jaw and arm. As he felt his heart begin to stumble, his eyes widened, realizing now what Omega was doing. The sound of his pounding heart filled the room, drowning out all other noise as fear and confusion clouded his mind.

“O…Omega..!” Terzo gasped out, clutching at his chest and watching helplessly as Omega's claws tightened their grip around his heart, slowly squeezing it with his demonic powers, “Omega, s—stop!” He leaned against the ghoul, the pain and his failing heart causing his consciousness to wane.

And at once, Omega did, letting go of Terzo's heart and placing his large hand on the mortal's chest, taking in the pain he had inflicted. His own heart started to falter and ache now as he absorbed the injuries that had once belonged to Terzo.

Terzo closed his eyes, tilting his head back as he took in several deep breaths, trying to regulate his heart and his nerves before his eyes shot open, his head jerking to face his partner, glaring at him. “Tu... Tu fottuto idiota!” He exclaimed, “Wh—What the hell came over you?! You almost… you could have fucking killed me!”

Omega, who more than expected this reaction from Terzo, sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. “I know, and I’m sorry.”

“Why did you do that?” Terzo pressed his hand to his chest, as if trying to reassure himself that his heart was still beating.

Omega shrugged. “I was curious.”

“…You were curious.” Terzo repeated as he blinked at the demon, as stunned as he was furious. “You tried to kill me just to satisfy some curiosity?!”

“I mean,” Omega exhaled, pausing to choose his his words, “I wasn’t trying to kill you—“

Terzo glared at the ghoul, his white eye bearing a more intense coldness than it normally did, which made Omega cower just slightly.

“…I—I, uh… I wasn’t gonna push you that far. I was gonna stop before you reached that point. And I did.” Omega stammered, averting his gaze from Terzo’s.

Terzo huffed, shaking his head slightly as he curled back up with the demon, snuggling up against him. “Just… warn me next time you try something stupid like that.” He grumbled, “And look, I've missed a part of the movie because of you!” He complained, which forced a small chuckle from Omega as he pulled Terzo close.

“Want me to rewind it?” Omega offered, nuzzling his nose against the top of Terzo’s head.

“No, I’ll figure out what I missed later.” Terzo settled back into Omega’s hold as the ghoul draped his arm around him. Omega turned his attention back to the TV, feeling content at last even though his heart still throbbed and ached with an unsettling rhythm. He hoped that the discomfort would pass soon…

[snowheartsz]

hey geniune question fellow cardiophiliacs, do y’all just get randomly flustered thinking about people stething you/being dom while stething if that makes sense???? or is that the unresolved sexual frustration speaking for me

[ofsilverbullets]

@ringsworn

D: what happened

A fantastic question!

So since you’re one of my newer followers, you may or may not have known this (or you may have guessed it, based on the types of memes I frequently post)  but ya girl here is a cardiophile. Which, in the simplest terms, is a person who has a kink or deep appreciation for heartbeats.

A blog that I don’t follow sent me a message and was clearly using some heavy cardiophiliac themes in what I assume was an attempt to lure me into answering it. I’m not really sure - its not fair of me to assume. I don’t know what the intention was.

But what I do know, without assumption, is that what was written was uncomfortable and a little embarrassing and not exactly the type of thing a cardiophile wants to read. It was just........really not a Good Time for me to read it and I know they probably didn’t intend for me to get offended so I don’t wanna be mean or anything, but that’s what happened. 

Kinks and such are sensitive subjects and it was just very uncomfortable to have someone come at me that I don’t know, who I don’t follow, using cardiophilia as a means to get my attention/possibly answer the ask. I’m just not a happy camper about it but I’m probably overreacting lmao.

THAT BEING SAID..... I love to write cardiophilia stuff with people who are curious, interested, or just straight up wanna give it a shot as long as its discussed first OR it comes from one of the cardio memes that I posted!!! It’s my fave thing to write about, obviously, so I don’t want anyone to think they can’t. Just like. Tell me first please;;; Unless we’ve known each other a while and you just wanna throw random goodies at me --- thats way different than a complete stranger.

[adoreandworship]

k you know what happened??????

[myvisiblebeat]

Cardiophile

Re-blog or message me if any of you want to cardiophile role-play on skype :)

[runscold-runsdeep]

The sexual aspects of cardiophilia is fun to explore and very appealing to me, but the romantic side of me is so fucking obsessed with the intimacy of non-sexual cardiophilia

Like listening to and feeling a partner's heartbeat while they hold you, maybe it's a little fast because you both were laughing at some dumb shit together. Letting your partner kiss your wrist, your pulse against their lips. Kissing right where your partner's heart is while your head is on their chest sbhsjaiau

There's something about the softness of those moments to me that's so incredibly intimate, perhaps more intimate than the act of sex itself. Those small actions speak so much louder than words and if I had a partner to do any of that to me, I would probably turn into fucking butter

[runscold-runsdeep]

BEHOLD

This was such a struggle to figure out dksjsk. There was more I wanted to do with this, but right now I lack the skill and knowledge to do that, so here’s the result.

This was such a fun learning experience ngl. And I hope I’ll be able to improve in the future! That is if my pc don’t perish from it-

Expect the fic it’s paired with soon!

[runscold-runsdeep]

I’m by no means an animator, but I’m quite happy with how this looks!!