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I see heaven (crush me)

Chapter 2: Come on i dare you to love me

Trigger warning: this chapter contains bad written p0rn and horrible stuff as rape, violence etc.

haven't checked for mistakes, sorry in advance

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Casey was late, again.

It was her second year first day, and last class for the day.

Alex's class.

In her defense, this time it wasn't her fault, she was pulled into an after class conversation by professor Callahan, that sexist asshole, and he just didn't want to let her go.

When she got into the classroom she met with alex's stern glare,

"Miss novak, are you trying to make a new tradition of being late to my class on the first day?"

This time, in contrast to last year alex let casey come into class and grab her sit at the front.

The class went smoothly afterwards, nothing too special, when it ended and everyone got up to leave alex spoke up.

"Miss novak, my office" alex said before leaving the room and walking toward her office.

Casey exchanged looks with her friend Elle - who was one of her favorite people in class. (A/N - yes i mean the original iconic legally blonde herself)

The blonde gave her a shrug and mouthed good luck as she went towards the exit.

"She has a death wish i swear" olivia said to one of her friends with a chuckle.

Casey sent her a glare.

When the redhead got to alex's office she got a stern look from the older woman.

Alex sat on her chair, casey decided to sit on the chair opposite from her , she felt she was in the principal office for scolding.

"Hey to you too"

Casey said sarcastically.

"Well?" Alex glared.

casey sighed

"I swear it wasn't my fault this time. It was this creep Callahan" casey said and alex raised an eyebrow

"The professor?" The blonde asked confused

"Yeah yeah he basically cornered me to have a long conversation about his goddamn ego"

"Well, he is a defense attorney" alex finally said after a moment.

Casey chuckled

"You're still mad?" The redhead asked and alex rolled her eyes and got up from her sit.

She crossed the room to make sure the door is locked before she went to casey and straddled her.

"Yes, but i think i have an idea how you can make it up to me" alex said and kissed casey's lips softly.

when she was about to break the kiss casey pulled her into her again, a bit roughly, her hands sneaking into the older's woman hair,

Alex's hands lowered from casey's cheeks to her throat.

To be honest at the last few months- since casey's end of season game the two were annoyingly in love, although life had different plans for them,

Their whole affair started while casey was still cramming for the last exams of the semester.

and than although it was the summer break- and they they found themselves spending some quality time together- both were fairly busy, alex took a work trip to NYPD to help the new york finest as a temporary ADA while casey started working as an intern in a law firm in Massachusetts along side some of the finest lawyers alex met.

To say alex didn't pulled some strings to get casey there will be a lie, but she would've done it either way, every year she chose the best first year in her class and gave them a chance to experience the real world.

This year it happened to be casey- who ended up being the top of her class, her friend- Elle woods a few steps behind.

The two barely seen each other in the past 2 weeks and they were craving each other's touch. Their make out session was getting a lot more intense by the second and alex found herself gasping for air as casey's hands opened a few buttons in her blouse, to reveal a red lace bra.

"You're so hot baby"

casey whispered before pushing alex's blouse off, leaving her in bra and skirt only.

"I don't think thats a good idea case"

alex admitted as casey pulled herself up with alex in arms, toned arms flexing as she led them to the couch.

"No one will know, everybody's gone home"

casey reassured the blonde before she pushed her down on her back.

Alex thought casey was the hottest human to exist, with strong arms that quite literally could carry her everywhere.

The older woman pulled casey into a bruising kiss, casey climbed on top of alex and kissed down her neck to her shoulder

she stopped and unlocked the clip of alex's bra before she threw it away somewhere and attacked her nipple with a skilled tongue.

Left hand pinched and played with the other nipple.

Alex moaned softly, both knew she needed this release, and soon,

To say the two waited a lot before jumping into bed will be a lie.

And god bless both, each time they had sex it was mind blowing.

Which also meant, that the fact they hadn't slept together in two weeks made both very desperate.

"I need you to fuck me , soon" alex said and pulled casey into her.

"Do you have any preferences?" Casey asked

"Hard"

Casey meant tongue or fingers but whatever.

The redhead smirked before she kissed down alex's half naked body.

she pulled the older woman's skirt and panties down in a swift flick of her wrist before she started kissing and licking her clit.

Alex whimpered and tried to keep herself from moaning loudly.

Before alex could even speak casey pushed two fingers into her, starching and filling her in matter of seconds.

Alex pulled one of the pillows to her mouth to muffle her moaning, she couldn't contain herself from making them at this point.

Casey's fingers curled and pushed in hard and fast.

she continued doing so while her tongue played with alex's clit until she felt alex's walls clutching around her fingers.

Moments later the older woman's body rose a few inches in the air as Casey helped her ride her orgasm.

"Am i forgiven now?"

Casey asked when the professor calmed down

Alex threw the pillow on her face while she still tried to fix her breath, both women laughed before casey laid down on the blonde's chest.

----

"How long?"

George asked when the two roommates set together in their living room, casey's long lags spread on her best friend's lap as she zipped through the channels.

"Till I'll find something good to watch? I don't know man, honestly everything is total garbage"

George chuckled at his friends clueless answer

"I meant how long you've been sleeping with your professor"

Casey almost dropped the remote

"I dont know what you're talking about Georgie" she tried to keep her heartbeat from spiking and failed.

"Case, come on, it's me" he said and she sighed.

She knew damn well this man was too talented for his own good.

"Damn you george huang" she said before she pulled her legs away from the man's lap.

She pulled her knees to her chest.

"Technically around 3 months, but she's been gone for a big part of it, we did our best but haven't saw much of each other" she admitted.

She looked at the man with raised eyebrow.

"How did you know?"

"Im good in reading people" the man said with a small smile

"And also, you have a huge hicky on your neck and i saw the way you look at her when you think no one can see you"

"Oh" she whispered

"Is it serious, case?"

The future psychologist asked and put his hand on his friend's shoulder

He didn't want her to get hurt

"We haven't actually made it official or anything, about it but i think it is."

"Maybe you should then"

George said before he snatched the remote from her grasp.

"You're so damn bad at picking movies, case"

Casey laughed.

----

Case: lex? You awake?

It was around 12 am, mid week, and casey was tossing and turning in bed. Her conversation with George repeating in her mind.

Lex: i am, is everything alright?

Case: i have a question

Lex: okay

Case: what are we?

Alex hadn't answered and casey started to get nervous.

Lex: i don't know, what do you want us to be?

Case: girlfriends i think.

Is it something you want?

Lex: yes. One hundred percent yes.

Casey smiled softly at alex's reply

Case: can i come over? I know you have a morning class to teach but i just want to be with you.

Alex smiled at the text before she put on a sweatshirt and grabbed her glasses and car keys

Lex: I'll be outside your building in 20 minutes.

Case: thank you

Lex: nothing to thank me for baby, im getting cuddles.

Casey chuckled to herself

who would've thought the great alexandra cabot, the ice queen herself, is actually a big softie.

When casey got out alex was already outside, the blonde was leaning on her car with a tired expression.

"You shouldn't have come, i could take a van or something" casey said and walked towards her.

"Nonsense, i wanted too"

She said and greeted the younger woman with a kiss.

Casey melted into the older woman, A soft contained sigh leaving her lip.

"Hello girlfriend" casey whispered to her as she broke the kiss, their noses brushing.

Alex chuckled and kissed her nose.

"All mine" she promised

The drive to alex's apartment was quick and before casey could even get sleepy in the car she was already in alex's bed, tugged into a warm blanket and her girlfriend's warm embrace.

Alex kissed her temple before she turned off the lights as the two women drifted off to sleep.

The morning came faster than expected and alex groan as she heard casey's alarm.

"Turn it off" alex grumbled and casey laughed before doing as she was told.

"Why are you waking up now you don't have classes until noon??" alex asked with an annoyed expression.

Casey chuckled

"I'm going for a run"

Alex rolled her eyes

"That's horrible Cassandra"

Casey laughed and tried to pull away from her girlfriend's grasp

the older woman pulled her back to bed.

"You stay"

Alex commended and wrapped her girlfriend in a bear hug with a pout.

How is that a grown ass woman

casey thought with a chuckle as she laid on her girlfriend's chest.

"Lex you're supposed to get up in like ten minutes, you know that"

Alex ignored her and closed back her eyes.

casey, who got bored after 45 seconds of staying still with no apparent reason started to suck on the older woman's neck with a smirk.

If she's not getting her morning run, alex not getting her sleep.

"Baby don't start something you cant finish" alex groaned and casey smirked

"You owe me my cardio" she said in a sultry tone.

Alex opened her eyes and glared at the younger woman.

If she wanted to play, alex would play.

Before casey could even understand what was happening Alex switched up between their positions so she was on top and then pulled her girlfriend into a bruising kiss.

"Then try to keep up" alex taunted.

It wasn't long before Alex's long fingers were curling inside casey's cunt.

The redhead whimpering and moaning with no restraint.

Her nails digging into alex's naked back as her girlfriend fucked her with no mercy.

Casey's body was a piece of art, in alex's mind,

Especially when it was naked, scratched and marked by her own nails and lips.

Abs flexed to perfection, skin glistening with sweat, hair messy and eyes widened.

Alex loved seeing casey like that, all vulnerability and at her mercy.

"Oh god lex- I'm so close"

Casey was bagging, her naked body rising up with every thrust of alex's fingers.

The older woman was fucking casey so hard she felt her wrist getting crammed.

Alex's alarm went off - the annoying beep making alex curse.

"Dont you dare cuming" alex said before she pulled her fingers out and turned it off.

Casey gasped in shock.

"You fucking asshole" she groaned

"I told you to not start something you can't finish" alex taunted "we're out of time now"

"Please alex" casey whimpered, she tried to pull her legs together , hoping the friction will help ease her needs

"You're trying to make yourself cum? now thats something id like to see"

Alex challenged and casey whimpered again while she sent her smirking girlfriend a deadly glare

"I wouldn't have to if you weren't an ass" casey said angrily and alex laughed before she parted casey legs open again and pushed two fingers in again.

"You fucker" casey breathed out and alex grabbed her girlfriend's neck with her free hand, pressing on it,

it wasn't hard enough to do any harm of course, but enough to make casey moan louder.

The whole ordeal it turned alex on.

"Do you want to cum, baby?" alex asked and used the thumb of the hand that was fucking casey to press on her clit.

Alex kept eye contact between them the whole time , blue eyes boring into green.

"Yes lex - please" she was bagging.

Alex smirk grew and she took the younger woman's lips into a deep bruising kiss

"Then cum for me baby" she encouraged her girlfriend and pressed a bit harder on casey's neck.

Casey needn't more encouraging than that, in a matter of seconds she was shaking, her orgasm ripping violently through her body as she was moaning hard.

Casey's nails dug deep into alex's arms and back as she came.

"Good girl" alex encouraged her as she came down from the high.

The blonde kissed her so softly casey thought she might faint - the contrast between that and their recent activity was dizzying

"God you're good at everything, that's not fair"

She couldn't complain, really, as the person who profited from this the most.

Alex chuckled and kissed her again. Their noses brushing.

"Trust me, you're not too bad yourself"

Alex wasn't even trying to hide how good casey made feel every time they had sex, she genuinely meant that.

Casey wasn't just crazily dedicated and smart, she was kind, beautiful, funny, an incredible cook, had killer body and was the best sexual partner alex had in her 40 years on earth.

Alex lied back down, half on casey's chest and half on the bed, nuzzling her nose into the redhead's red neck.

"I love you, case" alex said as casey played with her hair, she felt secure in casey's arms.

"I love you too, so fucking much" casey returned the sentiment "and also, i think i cant walk"

Alex burst into laughter, knowing damn well casey will be sore for days to come

"Im serious tho, how am i supposed to go to class without people asking questions"

Alex laugher echo in the room.

"Tell them you fell down again" the older woman chuckled

"Yeah? On my pussy? Im sure that will work" Casey joked

"Well, you're pretty flexible, they might buy it"

"Shut up will you?" Casey kissed alex's temple.

"Never" alex said and kissed her nose, lips, and dimples as the younger woman rich laugh echoed through the bedroom.

---

Alex and casey's relationship was going perfectly,

Of course the two kept it a secret from everyone- except George that figured it out but swore to keep quite,

Their time together was priceless for both, in between casey's job , classes & softball practices and alex's loads of work.

It was a Friday night when the two were getting ready to different parties.

Casey was going to a house party of some seniors she worked with in the cafe- this time she promised to grab a cab to alex's when it ends instead of trying and walk by herself.

The fall semester just ended and Christmas was right around the corner, and of course there was a Christmas party- a bit earlier than the actual holiday- alex had to attend.

She preferred almost anything but be there, but the high society woman that she was had to attend. Especially because it was full with many of her colleagues.

"Baby, have you seen my black strapless dress?" Casey asked as she walked into the bathroom where alex was fixing her eyeliner.

"The black one?"

"Yeah" casey said and kissed alex's shoulder

"You left it at your place"

"What? Are you sure?"

"Yeah babe, why don't you use one of mine" alex said with a shrug.

"Oh yeah I'm sure no one will think it's out of place I'll be wearing a Versace or Dior to a house party while i'm here on scholarship" casey said, a bit harshly.

Money was a uncomfortable subject for casey, Alex knew,

While alex grew up in the elite of NY, as an only child of a very wealthy family, her girlfriend grew up in a middle class household- with 3 other siblings, they weren't poor, but casey definitely wouldn't be at harvard if it weren't for softball and both knew that.

Alex turned to her girlfriend and kissed her lips.

She knew Casey wasn't mad at her, just a bit defensive in her nature.

"C'mon i have some short fun ones you'd like, i promise they're more casual looking" alex reassured her girlfriend and packed her forehead.

"And if someone will ask questions tell them you have a sugar mommy" she smirked and casey chuckled.

Overall; alex was right, casey looked incredible in a short cocktail dress that made her ass look terrific

The cute bonus- that was dress alex wore the night they went to the ER after casey broke her nose. She wondered if the dress had the same effect of last time, just that this time the one to suffer will be the older woman.

One glance at alex said yes.

"You look incredible case" alex admitted before she kissed her girlfriend's shoulder.

"So are you" casey said truthfully,

Alex was wearing a white backless evening gown and her blonde soft hair was framing her face in curls .

"I gave you something" alex said with a smile

Casey looked at her amused

"A token for your friendship?" She said sarcastically

Alex chuckled and pulled out a case,

When she opened the fancy case casey saw the most beautiful necklace she ever saw, it was a white gold neckless with a moon shaped pendant.

Casey knew it was expensive without asking.

"You didn't have to"

"I know" alex said with a smile, casey smiled back.

"Can you close it?"

Casey said and alex nodded before putting the necklace on her neck- leaving a small kiss there when she finished.

When casey turned back to face her girlfriend she noticed alex's neckless.

It looked suspiciously like it was made to match with her own- opposites attracted kind of thing, instead of white gold moon It was gold with a sun pendant.

When alex noticed casey's stare she blushed.

"They're not completely different but not exactly the same, i wanted you to have a piece of me, even when I'm not there, same for me"

"Love the sentiment baby, but we're not going anywhere, I'm here to stay" casey chuckled and kissed her girlfriend hard on the lips.

They were officially together for 4 months now, growing stronger by the day.

"I ordered you a cab, the driver will be here in 10 minutes" alex informed her girlfriend when they broke apart.

Originally casey was going to go with her friends in george's car but since Elle and her boyfriend were joining them as well, she decided against it so no one will ask questions.

"If you decide to it stay at your place let me know, okay? So i won't worry" alex said as she grabbed her purse and kissed her girlfriend's lips again

"Of course baby, have fun!"

"I doubt i will, but thank you darling"

Casey rolled her eyes

"Bye baby, drink smart" alex chuckled before she went outside to her own cab.

---

Casey remembered partying being a lot more interesting, she went to at least 15 since the beginning of her college career, which wasn't a lot compared to others, but still.

The party was fun enough this, she played beer pong and danced with her friends and got to get loose before the exam season started.

after a few hours she found herself sitting outside in the house's backyard, having a conversation with a guy she never met before.

She didn't actually started the conversation - she originally went outside for a cigarette and to text alex, who asked about her well being, but the guy seemed nice so she tried to be polite.

He introduced himself as charlie, and was a business major

She was certain he was trying to hit on her- although she mentioned more than once that she was in a relationship and not interested.

To her annoyance the man didn't seem to notice or care about that.

Luckily for casey she managed to find a decent enough excuse to get away from the guy and go back inside to search for her friends

She found Elle first, the blonde was just about to search for her ti let her know she was leaving and that George was somewhere in the kitchen.

Elle ended up being right and casey found the man in the kitchen having a conversation with a friend of his.

When the redhead joined them, the woman, melinda, politely introduced herself and was eager to include casey in the conversation.

the three spoke among themselves for a few minutes or so before a fourth voice joined in.

Some fret guy butted into the conversation, clearly trying to make a move on melinda and put his arm on her shoulder, George looked at him with a glare as he saw his friend uncomfortable by the gesture.

George wanted to pull her away from the stranger but couldn't think of an excuse to do that without leaving casey alone with him as well- which he found unsettling as well.

At some point casey left the group in search for the bathroom, unfortunately for her she was drunk and the house was big and it took her 5 minutes to find the her destination, when she finished she opened the door to find a Charlie standing there.

It looked like he was waiting in line for the bathroom,

He was blocking the way, she figured it wasn't on purpose, so she waited for him to move, when he didn't she tried to push past him but Instead of moving away, as a decent person would've done, he grabbed her by the waist and shoved her back into the bathroom.

----

George and melinda were searching for Casey for a while, it's been over 20 minutes since she left to the bathroom and the two got worried.

The redhead wasn't answering her phone - which wasn't like her considering the fact she texted alex none stop through the evening.

When they did found her he gasped in shock,

She was laying on the floor, unconscious with an ugly bleeding gash on her forehead, her dress , alex's dress, was pulled up and whoever done that to her basically ripped her panties off.

George wanted to run towards casey but couldn't move, luckily for him, melinda was quick to react and was already checking for pulse.

"Call an ambulance" the woman shouted at him.

George couldn't move, he couldn't breathe.

"What happened?!" He heard, he turned around to get glimpse of brown hair.

He never had a conversation with the woman next to him, but she was familiar enough.

Olivia benson pulled her phone out and called 911 before she took off her letter jacket and covered casey half naked body.

"Is she dead?" Olivia asked melinda,

"no, but we need that ambulance now"

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In the meantime at the other side of town alex was already in the apartment.

She managed to get away from the Christmas party eventually , it was around 2 am at this point and she had an unpleasant feeling in her gut.

Lex: getting here soon?

Alex sent casey a text before she went and changed to sweatpants and one of casey's t-shirts.

After her whole makeup removal and skin care routine she checked her phone for new messages but there was none.

Alex trusted casey, full heartedly, but she started to get worried, it wasn't like her to not text back pretty instantly.

Lex: babe?

Nothing.

Alex decided to call casey, maybe the younger woman hasn't checked her phone for a while.

When she reached voice mail she gotten more worried.

She waited another 30 minutes, sending some more texts and tried to call again

Still no response.

After the 3d try she got a call back.

Casey's name flashed on the screen.

"Where are you?"

She answered worriedly.

"Professor cabot?"

Alex's eyes widened in shock.

"Who is it?" She asked.

She'll have enough time to freak out about this later.

"It's olivia benson. Im with casey in the hospital"

Alex felt herself getting dizzy and sat down on the couch.

"Casey's been attacked" olivia said , her voice calm.

--

Alex hated hospitals and her shoes weren't made for running, she found that out, as she ran to the section olivia told her they were at, when she got there she was met with 3 traumatized young adults.

The first, alex didn't knew who she was, was sitting with her head in her hands- seemingly trying to calm herself down, there were a few blood stains on her shirt and alex almost fainted out of fear.

The second was casey's roommate, the man was pacing with eyes bloodshot and wet cheeks.

Not a calming sight.

And then there was Olivia benson,

The brunette was standing near the wall,

She didn't adress the elephant in the room, which was alex being there as someone other than a concerned professor,

She got to the point quickly and took alex out of her misery.

"They're still examine her, we found her unconscious, i think she was hit in the head with something but we don't really know what happened, we're just guessing at this point"

Alex chocked and covered her face with her hands

"You should sit" the brunette calmly said "Ill get you water"

Alex wasn't even in condition to argue, everything she felt was clouded with worry and anger.

"Cassandra novak" a doctor came out.

Alex bolted to him, the others not far behind.

"Cassandra has a concussion and will stay here for a day or so. But there's more"

When the doctor said what the other 3 already dreaded to hear alex started to sob.

Cassandra was raped.

He said

"Can we see her? Is she awake?" She choked on her words.

"Follow me" the man smiled sadly at them before showing them the way to the room casey was at.

Just when they walked into the room a nurse and a police officer left, alex figured it was someone from the sex crime unit and made a note to herself to call to an ADA she trusted in the morning.

When casey saw her she started to sob uncontrollably, without thinking alex quickly got to her and pulled her into her arms.

Casey flinched for a second.

"I tried to fight him off" casey sobbed and alex's heart broke, she felt a tear escaping her own eyes as she kissed her girlfriend on the head.

"I know baby i know" she whispered to her.

---

Alex was worried sick.

It's been months since casey got attacked and raped by the poor excuse of a man and she was slipping away.

She became a lot more angry, suspicious and scared, and the worst part was that she wouldn't adress the situation.

She was frightened by touch, one time a classmate in alex's class touched her arm and she instantly pushed him and left the room- alex wanted to go after her, unfortunately for her being the professor meant that doing that might look suspicious to others.

Luckily for both olivia was quick to do so.

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They really ended season 9 of Law and order svu with Chester lake getting arrested for murdering a guilty cop after being in a shoot out with 2 cops earlier in the episode

And Casey Novaks career ending because of how she handled the case the cop who got killed was able to walk because of evidence not being the best and the witness and victim being an illegal immigrant

What a doozy

Also finally got to the iconic

“Hey captain me and Finn are gunna go in on a bar wanna join?”

“Let me ask my AA buddies if that’s a good idea.” Episode and it I cackled

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I love Casey but as a Law & Order fan I just cannot do anything but picture Casey Novak (this is not a negative association, I LOVE Casey Novak she’s a queen, she’s an icon)

Turns out Casey's been moonlighting as an assistant district attorney all this time lmao

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In the beginning 18

Final

Alex Cabot X Casey Novak X Reader

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It's been 12 hours and we can finally take you home. Casey and I both are so eager to have you back. Your siblings decide to stay here for a couple of days in a hotel. Finally, we get you settled in. Casey has you sitting up in bed so we can talk to you and give you your medicine. I'm nervous about telling the two of you what happened. However, I don't want a repeat of the last few weeks.

“ I have to talk to you two about something.” I breathe out heavily. You and Casey both stop and look at me.

“Umm, Saturday night a few of us from the meetings went out to the bar. Emma went too, we all got pretty drunk. Emma helped me back to my room. We were both really drunk and she kissed me. Once my brain caught up with me I pushed her away. I told her I was in a relationship and that I was also her boss. She was upset but she left. I’m telling you both now because I don’t want to make the same mistake again. I was wrong and I should have listened to both of you. I’m asking you two now how do you want me to handle this?”

Casey has some tears in her eyes but she’s focused on you as am I. I hold my breath waiting for you to respond. The silence is almost deafening. Finally, you left your head “that’s all that happened?” You mumbled softly.

“Yes. I swear to you. Nothing else happened.”

“Okay. Thank you for telling us.” I give you a small smile.

“Casey?” I question looking at her.

“I’m okay. I mean I’m not happy she kissed you but I’m happy you handled it and that you told us.”

“What do you two want me to do? What makes you more comfortable? I can replace her or I can reassign her somewhere. I can tell Jack what happened. I’ll do whatever.”

I tell the two of you hoping you know I mean it. This is all my fault, none of this would have happened had I’d listen to you in the first place.

While this storm is brewing in my head I can’t help but look back and forth between the two of you.

“I’m not sure what to do Alex. “ you tell me looking to Casey for guidance.

“Why don’t we just settle in for tonight and we will play it by ear. Okay?” Casey asked looking between us. We both nod our heads at her.

“Good. Now let’s get y/n settled in. And I don’t know about you two but I could use some cuddles.” Casey says flashing a smile.

After we eat and get our medicine situated the three of us cuddle together in bed. Casey and I holding you extra tight tonight.

The next morning I had to wake up early to meet with Jack. He wasn’t very thrilled that I left Sunday morning. An hour later I’m back in the penthouse outside of our bedroom door listening to you and Casey.

“What do you think about what Alex told us?” Casey asked you as her fingers ran through your hair.

“ I’m not sure. Part of me is mad that Alex didn’t listen. The other part is mad at Emma for kissing her.”

“Yeah, I understand that. What do you think we should do?”

“I don’t know. I’d like it if Emma was far away from her but I also don’t want to jeopardize anything for Alex. I mean this could very well happen again. People like Alex they’re drawn to her. I can’t get mad about everything.”

“Right. But hopefully, if there is a next time she’s learned to come to talk to us. I think she has since she told us about Emma. “

“Yeah. Maybe.” You mumbled against Casey's chest. I watch you two for a minute before I head back to the office. I need to have another conversation with Jack.

Later that day I sit down with the two of you at dinner to discuss my conversation with Jack.

“She’ll be here for two more weeks until she can transfer and for me to find a replacement. “

“Why did you do that?” You ask me. I sigh pulling you into my lap gently.

“Because my love, this is my fault and I needed to take care of it. I don’t want either one of you feeling uncomfortable or feeling like you had to make me make a decision. I won’t put either of you in this position again love you..both of you.” Casey reaches across the table and grabs my hand giving it a gentle squeeze “I love you too” She says sweetly. I lean in to kiss her lips pulling back I kiss your head inhaling the scent of your shampoo.

“Say something, my love,” I whisper to you. You snuggle into me more turning your head slightly so our lips can meet.

“Thank you.” You whispered against my lips.

“You don’t have to thank me. I knew what I had to do. You two are more important than anything else. Don’t forget that.” You smile at me and the three of us head to bed.

Two weeks later….

You’re feeling better now but you still have one more week at home and it’s killing you. However, you decided that today you’d meet Casey and Alex for lunch. Walking into the office you head to Alex’s office knocking on the door. Waking in Alex smiles and greets you.

“Hi, my love. If you’ll give me 10 minutes I’ll be ready okay.”

“Okay. I’ll go see what Casey is doing.” You smile going to walk out.

“Wait.” You stop at Alex’s request. She smiles curling her finger telling me to come to her. You walk over to her chair and she pulls you down for a kiss. You smile against her lips and kiss her back. Once she’s done she pulls back from you and smiles.

“Okay, now you can go.” You laugh shaking your head as you walk out. Heading down the hall you go in search of Casey unfortunately you run into Emma.

“Oh hi, y/n.”

“Hi, Emma.”

“I thought you wouldn’t be back till next week?”

“Yeah I’m here for lunch being stuck inside is killing my soul. “

“Yeah. I get it.”

You give her a small smile trying to move past her so you can go to Casey “well I’ll see you around Emma.”

“Actually, you won’t. I’ve been transferred but you already knew that.” She says with some sass in her tone.

“I know that you are with them.”

“Excuse me?”

“I’ve known since the beginning. You don’t hide your jealousy very well. “ you snort looking at Emma with a what the fuck expression before walking off. She’s not worth it you tell yourself.

“Just so you know…you’ll never be good enough for them. Well, maybe Casey but not Alex. You don’t fit in her world and you never will. “

You give her a small smile walking off to Casey’s office “Goodbye Emma.” She huffs and goes on about her day. Walking to the office you wonder if she’s right. Are you holding them back? Are you good enough for Alex? For Casey? All thoughts leave your mind when Casey meets you at the door kissing you quickly. You laugh as she tugs your hand in hers.

“I’m starving. Let’s go get Alex.” You nod following close behind her. Alex is handing over some files to Emma when she sees you two.

“You guys ready to leave?” You both nod. She follows you both to the elevators you. As you’re walking you feel eyes on you Emma is watching the three of you leave. You smile towards her as you grab Alex’s hand tugging her into the elevator. As the doors close you lean your body closer to Alex she willing accepts pulling you closer and laying a kiss on your head. Casey is having a whole conversation with herself about food. You smile to yourself thinking about how lucky you’re to have them trying desperately to push the doubts away. The three of you walk a couple of blocks over to your favorite diner completely wrapped up in each other you missed the figure lurking behind you watching you closely.

[elliot-olivia]

❤︎❤︎❤︎

[cabotnovakc]

really, how could someone doesn't like her?

[svu-incorrect]

Casey is my favorite, because i'm BIG gay.

I’m also a BIG gay and approve your message!!

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[caitliinstasey]

Can I please get icons of Casey Novak from Law & Order SVU??

Hi, sorry you probably read an old post of mine saying I take icon requests but I don’t anymore because I don’t have photoshop on my laptop and I can’t do them I’m sorry but I bet somebody else will gladly make you icons for her.

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10. Kat Tamin - The show has been desperately in need of a younger detective to inject some new-to-SVU spirit. The rest of the characters have earned their melancholy and bitterness, I just like having someone young enough to say "When you say that, it sounds like you're victim blaming," to Liv. Her more current perspective is so refreshing.

9. Casey Novak - She was also an exceptional ADA. Her arc before she left has always bothered me; it didn't seem to fit well. I wish they had written her out differently, but I enjoyed her when she was there.

8. Donald Cragen - He was the Dad that Olivia deserved. He was the squad Dad. I liked his parental energy keeping everyone in check. I am also glad that he was able to find happiness and retire to enjoy it.

7. John Munch - He was hilarious for one, and I miss him terribly. He had such a big heart, and he reminded the others to look at things from other cultures/communities' point of view, which was great.

6. Amanda Rollins - I like her bad side. Being so flawed and yet so good at her job makes her character interesting. I also love female characters who are not ashamed of enjoying casual sex. She reminds me of Catherine Willows from CSI, who I also love for that reason. Liv deserves a friend who stays.

5. Fin Tutuola - I like consistency, for one. I also like the smoothing of his roughness that we see over the years. I love that his loyalty to Olivia is unbreakable. He and Munch were gold.

4. Alex Cabot - She was such an incredible, smart ADA, and her character arc(s) were so real. Even with Sunk Cost Fallacy, I love her breaking with the letter of the law, even though she still loves the performing of court. A beautiful character.

3. Elliot Stabler - Stabler was the one through which the audience's rage at the subject matter was funneled. The writers did Chris and Elliot *such* a disservice, however, by not allowing him more episodes to explore his layers. Episodes like Ripped, Swing, Turmoil are what I want to see Chris doing. I am EO Endgame until I die.

2. Rafael Barba - He was the first character after Elliot left that I ended up truly loving. AND I didn't even like him at first. Lol He grew on me, and the next thing I knew, Barson was the only ship I had shipped other than EO in 15 years. His character arc was IN.FUCKING.CREDIBLE. and he was funny, human and complex in a different way than any other character.

1. Olivia Benson - This woman has had my entire heart since I was 16. Hero, Feminist icon, patron saint of turning women gay. If you're not in SVU for Olivia, I honestly don't know how you manage.