#caspian tag

[machineryangel]

@lose_mamory

[spiderversegf]

I love seeing you post about the things that stick out to you from Audre Lorde’s works because they resonate . I was just scrolling back through some of those posts from your blog about the cancer journals this morning.

I had a long weekend where I had to wrestle with a migraine and coming to terms with some queer truths about myself I wasn’t ready for and seeing you on the dash always cheers me up.

I hope your grief gets easier soon. It grows with you and you have to hold its hand and be patient because all of that love still has somewhere it needs to go. It’s not easy but I love you too.

hi caspian! i cannot recommend her work enough, it feels like a hand in mine when i’m feeling scared and lonely.

i love you! i hope the hard truths you’re wrestling with ease soon, but i know you’re brave & strong & can and will push thru!

[froggymarsh]

(accidentally unfollowed u when trying to send this ask dont mind that) HI i think abt caspian a lot do u have any caspian thoughts? - teddy

(hihihi no worries !!! waving at u very fast)

caspian my beloved <3 <3

very very caregiver coded! he probably regresses sometimes but i don’t have any caspian regressing thoughts as of writing this post and i’ll make one if i think of any yesyes

this man has all the patience in the world. he is the main caregiver of a trauma regressor who hates being vulnerable and will fight anyone who looks at her the wrong way, so he’s very used to getting straight up bitten any time he offers any form of comfort

(gill bit him on accident as a trauma response when he was stressed out small and caspian assured him it was fine over and over and over and gill wouldn’t stop until lizzie came over and was like “i bite him so much here watch” and she just bites caspian’s arm and he doesn’t even flinch and that startles gill into laughing,)

idk. how to describe what i’m thinking. he understands that regressors are different people with different needs and adapts accordingly, so his caregiving style will change depending on who he’s with

Lizzie hides a lot of things behind her anger. when she regresses she’s scared, she’s angry, she screams and cries a lot, and caspian is very good at redirecting and diffusing her anger. he can verbally disarm any attempted arguments and has a very smooth, calming voice, but isn’t afraid to be firm with her when he needs to be

a lot of his caregiving isn’t like. treating his wards like they’re kids? he used simpler words and is gentle with them but a lot of his caregiving is just reassuring lizzie that he’s here for her, that the big scary storm isn’t going to swallow them up, that he still has a heartbeat, see? it’s right there in his chest, his neck, his wrist, (she checks all three every time. one of the signals that she’s triggered and might regress is when she subtly reaches over to check the pulse point in his wrist)

He probably wouldn’t ever caregive for chip but i think lizzie and chip would have a lot of overlapping triggers. if caspian recognizes that one of lizzie’s triggers just happened (usually storms or gunshots, etc) then he isn’t surprised at all when chip regresses

he babysits gill on call all the time. gillion doesn’t even realize he’s regressing but caspian hears the slightly higher tone and the slight jumbling of gill’s words as he starts talking really excited and really fast about usually birds but also about the ship and his crew and the cool surface things he learned and he wants to tell caspian about all of it and caspian just smiles and encourages him through the entire conversation, correcting what he gets wrong and praising him for knowing so much

it’s been an hour since i wrote that first “idk if he would regress” thing and i have a thought now. he does regress sometimes, when he’s super super stressed or triggered out of nowhere, but he prefers caregiving? it’s more comforting and productive to him

when he regresses lizzie goes into Protective Big Sister Mode and takes care of him. she can absolutely carry him around. she is intimidating but loves him a lot idk how to describe what i’m thinking but u get the vibes

i have an image in my head where caspian is cuddling with lizzie (she’s asleep and he’s rubbing her back or petting her hair or somethin) and he’s on call with gill and he’s just happy and content because it’s a beautiful thing, being trusted with this

uhh what else. lizzie has told him, in a moment of quiet vulnerability, that she feels the safest when he’s hugging her and he tells her it’s going to be okay

he and lizzie are very open about the regression stuff. they can beat up most of the pirates they come across so who cares? if someone is mean about it they’ll kill them no big deal, /silly

uhhh yeah i think that’s all i’ve got :3

[merun-art]

This is Caspian, a Hagspawn, and I came up with him in line at a McDonald's drive thru. I got a 20 piece mcnugget and a vanilla shake. Cost too damn much. Anyway, Caspian is a grifter who maliciously uses polymorph to turn into different personas to pull scams and heists. His default persona is that lovely blonde fuckboy. His mom's a sea hag who was nice enough to feed him and not chuck him in the ocean until he was big enough to fend for himself. He enjoys the finer things in life, such as thumbless gloves.

[portokali]

LOVE UUUUUU :D

LOVE YOU MORE <333333

[swannposting]

This is so Rat core

YES REAL IMAGE OF ME

[chicorysaints]

caspian really gets it. about everything. caspian is the number 1 good post maker on this whole webbed site

[boymiffy]

hi ru i hope you’re well !!!!! mwah 🫐

caspian omg hiiI!!!! im doing ok how are uuuu <333

[wasyago]

something incredibly self indulgent

[machineryangel]

@lose_mamory

[spiderversegf]

i’m very sorry for your loss, but I’m glad you were able to be there with her. grief lingers, and it eases over time, and it can help to remember that it’s all that unspent love sitting with you. hoping things stay peaceful for you going forward

thank you so much caspian. love to you!

[froggymarsh]

thinks about the riptide pirates + caspian calling gill “bluebird” when he’s feeling small

caspian started it after he noticed Apple following them around. he’s seen age regression a few times before (lizzie regresses) so when gillion regresses he can pick up on it pretty easy and one day bluebird just kinda slipped out while gillion was infodumping

when he’s small gill doesn’t mind the nickname at all, but when he’s big again he gets a little flustered about it. the first time someone called him that he asked them why they did so because he isn’t a bird it doesn’t make sense why not call him “brown ship” or something similar and caspian laughed and explained that when gill is regressed he’s small and sweet just like a bluebird and gill got all blushy and teared up and i should turn this into a fic maybe

[merun-art]

D&D character design sketch dump from this month, in order: Cuchulain (Younger), Johanna, Gervais, Caspian (fuckboy form and true form). Though I DO hesitate to call Caspian's drawing a sketch. I disassociated for 2.5 hours and I got something actually shaded at the end of it.

And then here's some birdman brainworms because that was the only thing I could think of for a week.

Context? Nah.

Rounding everything out, I've got two color variations for Felix

[lavender-rroses]

// jrwi riptide + apotheosis spoilers

low quality anatomically questionable doodles

my stress relief before school 😞

[dizzybizz]

jrwi riptide huh...oaughhgh uhuhuh (explodes into confetti)

everytime i draw chip his eyebrows get bigger and rounder and everytime we kiss i swear i could fly

ep35 was fucking crazy man what the hell

[jrwi-fanapalooza]

The only men ever, imo

Pictures and reasons under the cut

Caspian

there are plenty of fish in the sea but i fucking want tHIS ONE.

Jazz

Hes such a loser and his lipbites are horrendous but he has my heart. I want nothing more than to give him a big ol smooch