#cg!taehyun

[yourlocalmoon]

hi! mes again, promise ill give you a break! last one for a while, i just love them sm! don't know if you do musical artists but if you do, could you do a light green txt cg taehyun board 4 me? if so, thank you so much! ill definitely be back but ill give you a break xoxo you're my favorite moodboard creator, thank you sm! :3

Hello !! Thank you for the request :3 Don't even worry about it, I love moodboards currently <3 This one is a bit strange considering I've never listened to them.. But I attempted anyway !! I'm so happy to be your favorite moodboard creator !! :O light green was harder to find then I thought ^^"

Caregiver Taehyun Moodboard !!

(Color specific; light green)

Would definitely encourage you to do new things, but wouldn't be pushy !! Always buys you tons of stuff for whatever your hobby is, coloring? He's bought a ton of supplies. Taking pictures? He's bought 7 new things of storage and a brand new camera. Also gets matching stuff animals for you and him <3

[babybearcookie]

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LONGER FICS

Signs and Suspicions

Yoongi got comfortable again, smiling down at the boy and lifted the arm he had securely around the younger to stroke his hair. He could feel his heart swell, looking at the boy on his chest. - When Jeongguk moved into the mansion belonging to the infamous mafia boss, Min Yoongi, he knew that his life was going to be interesting. But he also knew that his little secret might not be interesting. But he also knew that his little secret might not be able to be kept as a secret for much longer.

DKB

Fics

Found you! [CG!D1 x Little!Reader]

~ <3

ATEEZ

Fics

Amicus Ad Aras [CG!San x Little!Wooyoung]

Headcanons

ATEEZ's Age Regression/Caregiving

~ <3

P1Harmony

none yet

~ <3

TXT

Fics

You Don't Have to Worry About That, Okay? [CG!Yeonjun x Little!Soobin]

Adventures of Sir Beomgyu the Brave, Y/N the Wise and Yeonjun the Caregiver (request) [CG!Yeonjun x Little!Beomgyu x Little!Reader]

Dubaddu Wari Wari (request) [CG!Yeonjun x Little!Reader]

Magical Braids (request) [CG!Soobin x Little!Reader]

Gyu and Seek [Little!Beomgyu]

N-Not Small (request) [CG!Taehyun x Little!Reader] The Great Cookie War (request) [CG!Taehyun x Little!Reader]

Mama's Here (request) [CG!Reader x Little!Taehyun] Mischievous (request) [CG!Reader x Little!Taehyun] Baby, You're Sick (request) [CG!Reader x Little!Taehyun]

SMAUs

CG Yeonjun teasing you

~ <3

BOYNEXTDOOR

none yet

~ <3

ENHYPEN

Fics

La-La Land [CG!Jay x Little!Heeseung (ft. Sunoo)] ↑ La-La Land, part 2

Safe in My Arms [CG!Reader x Little!Ni-ki]

~ <3

Stray Kids

Headcanons

Stray Kids' Age Regression/Caregiving (requested)

Lee Minho as a Caregiver (requested?)

~ <3

WOODZ

Headcanons

how cg WOODZ would wake you up on your birthday

~ <3

EVERGLOW

none yet

~ <3

KARD

none yet

~ <3

Other Things

cg-ish jacksepticeye drabble

[old masterlist]

[lullabytaeyong]

Little Taehyun 🐿️

Gets angry and cries because he feels bad for yelling or being mean on accident

“I’m sorryyy!!” *running to cg w/ arms stretched out in need of hugs*

His big eyes getting even bigger when he’s excited

Makes that trrrlling sound in his throat while throwing stuffies into the air to catch

Or when getting chased by Kai to take a bath

So so so so so SMILEY I feel like he’s just be so happy and carefree

Has a bin of toy cars he shoots down the hall or in and out of rooms

They become weapons when left on the floor

Likes getting help changing or brushing his teeth because he wants to be doted on and cared for

Not having to think about those things makes it easier to feel carefree and childlike

Omg shuffles to the kitchen at night with the tip of an empty sippy cup in his mouth to get a drink

Holds his toes while sitting just cause

Enjoys sitting on the couch doing absolutely nothing

Just quiet and content to observe on his own

Refuses to take naps but dozes off too quickly to put up much of a fight

Draws his own designs of different toys he likes to play with or collect

His pockets are filled with rocks and acorns if he goes outside

Seeks body warmth when he’s cold instead of a blanket or sweater

Sits through endless episodes of his favorite show

[jeongyeonluvr]

her jumper

|| cg!Nayeon/Wendy middle/nd!Mina

•CW: meltdown, bullying

The library was quiet as usual as Nayeon restocked the fantasy section, her favourite genre. Suddenly she heard a loud commotion coming from the landing. Taehyun glancing around first, probably being nosy. However, seeing Nayeon’s kid, he rose to his feet.

People were crowding her, what was she even doing here? “Nayeon,” Taehyun said, walking over to her and tapping her shoulder, peering over the bookshelves.

“I just need my jumper!” Mina cried, pushing people out of the way. Nayeon dropped the last couple of books she was holding, walking over to her.

“Mama! i need you,” Mina barked panicked, stopping in front of Nayeon.

“What are you doing here, Mina?” Nayeon asked, looking her up and down. Mina’s school uniform was disheveled, the plaits in her hair were a mess- like she’d been rubbing her head constantly, something she did when stressed.

“Ma my jumper,” she growled, glaring at her. “Where is it?”

“Baby it’s not here!” Nayeon snapped, not meaning to sound so harsh.

“Mama I need my jumper!” Mina whined.

“You’re supposed to be at school!” Nayeon argued, starting to feel like they’re going in circles.

“Ma!” Mina groaned. she walked around her, beginning to search through Nayeon’s stuff. Throwing the things out of her bag onto the floor.

“Honey no,” she heard Nayeon say and she sighed loudly.

“I need it, why do you not understand!?” Mina wailed, shouting at her mama.

“I know, I know,” Nayeon whispered, putting her hands on Mina’s arms. “but it’s not here.”

“Then where is it? You’ve got to help me find it! They said you had it!” Mina pushed Nayeon’s chest and Nayeon sighed.

The jumper was Mina’s comfort jumper. She went no where without it, it was old, tattered and hardly ever got washed but now she couldn’t find it and the world was upside down. Nayeon knew how important the jumper was to her kid.

“Hey! What’s going on?” They heard Wendy shout from the stairs. Mina turned around from Nayeon’s arms and ran to her auntie Wendy.

“Have you seen my jumper?” she pleaded, practically begging.

“Your jumper? No bud, when did you last see it?” Wendy questioned, trying to calm down the situation as much as she could.

“At school but- but -but the girls they took it and said ma has it,” Mina cried out, looking at Nayeon’s friends frantically. Nayeon sighed then, taking out her phone and ringing the school. Wendy guided Mina into the staff only room.

“Sit down,” she ordered Mina.

“No! I nee- they said mama has it! Why is she lying to me?” Mina bawled, rubbing at her head. Wendy tutted and walked over to the teenage girl.

“Was it the same girls? Jennie and Lisa?” Wendy asked, crouching down in front of her.

Mina just nodded, feeling herself growing more and more panicked. These girls regularly bullied Mina, for being different. They’d obviously taken her jumper and told her that her mama had it - causing her to leave school and head here.

“Listen chick,” Wendy muttered, running her fingers down Mina’s arms. Wendy knew it soothed her, she’d been doing it since she was young. “Your ma’s talking to the school right now. She’ll find your jumper.”

“I need it now,” Mina began to sob and wendy could only comfort her in the way she knew how. Arm tickles and forehead kisses.

~~

Nayeon entered the staff only room to the sweetest sight. Wendy sat on the sofa, cradling Mina in her arms, her legs were over Wendy’s thigh and her head in the crook of Wendy’s neck. Wendy continued tickling up her arm, singing softly her own song.

“I’m going to get her jumper, is she okay here?” Nayeon whispered, feeling so, so grateful for Wendy.

“She’s okay yeah, you go beat ‘em kids,” Wendy sniggered. Nayeon rolled her eyes and walked out, shutting the door quietly behind her.

[ynbnevermore]

too little 4 all of it

ageretober day 6 ‘scary movies’ ; cg ot3, little soobin & yeonjun ; wc 1.8k

kai loves doting on his hyungs. teasing them, pinching their cheeks, baby-talking and aegyo-ing his way out of his things. he loves to see his hyungs groan in frustration at his antics. but it’s even better when his two eldest hyungs are not exactly the eldest anymore— but are regressed. yeonjun usually regresses older than soobin, around 5-7, meanwhile soobin sometimes regresses as young as 1 or just a couple months. kai still loves doting on them then too.

 it’s the halloween season and kai was the one to fill their dorm with fake pumpkins and leaf garlands. every time one member comes home, they should be expected to be hit with a whiff of caramel apple or pumpkin spice. kai loves the soft amber feeling of fall, but he also loves the horror and scare of halloween. he has been binge watching horror movies every single night on a too loud volume. taehyun, on the 2nd night, decided to go and sleep in the living room.

it’s the night of their day off and taehyun and beomgyu had agreed to join kai on his nightly binge of a horror movie. soobin and yeonjun did not. 

well, more like yeonjun didn’t agree. soobin had slipped earlier in the day and was still small. baby soobin really did want to watch the movie! but, yeonjun insisted that he was too little for it. and so, soobin decided to cuddle up in bed with yeonjun and mindlessly watch random videos that came up on their youtube feed and bad reality tv shows.

a couple hours later, soobin felt a little bit bigger than he did before. he noticed his dada had fallen asleep and he silently creeped out of bed. he turned the knob of the door and shut it so quietly, it barely made a creak. soobin heard the faint sound of some reality tv actor screaming at their colleague from behind the door. soobin turned around and faced the dark hallway. fear bubbled up in his chest but he swallowed it down and took a careful step forward. the floor creaked and soobin widened his eyes, thinking yeonjun was going to wake up and come out of the room to scold him. 

soobin kept walking and eventually made it into the living room, braving the adventure of passing by dark rooms and the shadowy figures that came within them. he heard the noises from the movie and couldn’t help but get a little excited. he really wanted to watch it earlier but yeonjun forced him to go to bed since he was scared and now he can! he peeked around the corner and then scurried to the couch, finding a place and cuddling up next to beomgyu and kai. he mindlessly stuck his thumb in his mouth and contentedly watched. the protagonist was now walking up the stairs of an old abandoned house and stupidly calling out, “hello? Anyone here?” and soobin couldn’t help but giggle. this drew the attention of beomgyu who then noticed soobin’s thumb in his mouth. He stroked his shoulder and whispered in soobin’s ear, “how old are you, baby?” soobin then held up his hand, proudly showing five fingers. beomgyu knew that he would be okay, and if it got too scary he would just take soobin back to his room. beomgyu looked over towards taehyun and kai, who’s eyes were lost in the screen and spaced out, completely focused on the movie. beomgyu scoffed and then saw soobin doing the exact same thing. he decides to let them be. 

  ๋ㅤ ࣭ ㅤ⭑  ☆ㅤ ๋࣭ㅤ ⭑

yeonjun wakes up in a dark room and hears the sound of wind and hail pellets beating against the window. he groggily rubs his eyes and whimpers. the last thing he remembers before falling asleep is the dance moms pyramid and soobin cuddling up really close. the tv is now showing the graphic of the lifetime logo bouncing around the screen. yeonjun feels a little bit disoriented at first, not knowing why he was here or where he even was. he then registers that he’s in soobin’s bed, and soobin is not here. it’s quiet, except for the buzzing of monitors and the tv. well, it’s quiet for at least a few moments. 

until, yeonjun hears an ear piercing screech from outside and what sounds like a knife stabbing someone. he covers his ears and whimpers. it is now that yeonjun’s consciousness realizes that he’s probably slipping into the mindset of a toddler. yeonjun feels really scared right now. he thinks he regressed younger than he usually does, it’s dark, and a roar of thunder is heard outside. yeonjun shuts his eyes, hoping for it to all go away. but it doesn’t. 

he decides to face his fear. and maybe find soobin. he keeps his hands over his ears and climbs out of the covers. he opens the door and ventures down the dark hallway, jumping at every shadowed room and piles of clothes that look like monsters. he can’t help but focus on the gruesome screams that are echoing from the tv.

tears form in his eyes as he reaches the end of the hallway and finally looks at the movie that has so many scary noises coming from it. as they fall down his cheeks, he quickly wipes them away and sniffles. he holds his breath and walks into the living room. everyone was there, except for him. yeonjun feels a little pathetic. he’s a little boy and he’s not watching a scary movie with all his friends? how much more pitiful can you get? he sighs out the breath he was holding and sits down between taehyun and kai. 

the movie has reached a not so bad scene now, the protagonist at lunch with someone who yeonjun presumes is a businessman. yeonjun cuddles up next to taehyun and rests his head on taehyun’s shoulder. his eyes wander around the room, just in case a jumpscare or something scary happens in the movie. his eyes land on soobin. he’s sucking his thumb and is engrossed in the movie. oh, soobie is little too? he thinks. that’s nice at least; to have someone else be regressed with him too. yeonjun sighs again and wiggles into a more comfortable position. he can feel taehyun’s warm sunshine smile shine down on him and he relaxes his nerves just a little bit.

but of course, yeonjun is never able to have peace. ever. the next scene the protagonist gets jumpscared by the businessman who has now morphed into the nightmare that she has been running away from for the entire movie. yeonjun jumps a little, and he feels himself slip farther. he knew this was a bad idea. but he had to stay. he can’t be alone in his room. he would much rather be scared and with his caregivers than alone. the next scene is even scarier, the girl is running throughout town and it seems like every citizen has been morphed into some sort of form of the scary creature. yeonjun covers his eyes. at this point, it’s too much. the girl screams and yeonjun’s dam breaks.

he is sent into wretched sobs and is hiding into taehyun’s side, trying to almost go behind him into the plush of the couch. he feels smaller than a toddler now. his demeanor is that of a baby.  the emotions and the intenseness of the movie was just too much for him. all the stress and just general anxiousness he had been feeling the past week had all been bottled up and just exploded. salty tears soak taehyun’s shirt and his arms. taehyun tries to caress yeonjun’s hair but the boy beneath him flinches, scared. the movie is paused but yeonjun can’t deal with the silence either. the stares on him bore into his soul and it’s piling up in his throat. yeonjun gets up from where he was cuddling into the couch and runs to the bathroom. he slams the door shut and throws himself onto the floor, choking on his sobs, unable to get the visions and flashbacks of the scenes out of his head. 

 ๋ㅤ ࣭ ㅤ⭑  ☆ㅤ ๋࣭ㅤ ⭑

kai looks at taehyun, taehyun looks at beomgyu, beomgyu looks at soobin. soobin whines. when yeonjun first came into the room, soobin could tell that he was little too but didn’t say anything as he was too invested in the movie. taehyun sighs and they all wordlessly get up from the couch. soobin hesitates, as he knows that he has to be the older brother now to yeonjun. he usually regresses much younger than yeonjun. but after being scared like that, soobin doubts that yeonjun is any older than a little baby. kai tugs at soobin’s shirt to get him to stand up and soobin pouts. he grabs a paci from the kitchen counter as they pass it to get to the bathroom. yeonjun probably needs it more than him. 

the bathroom door is creaked open and soobin sees yeonjun curled up in a fetal position on the floor, crying his eyes out. his heart twinges in guilt. he should’ve stayed and kept cuddling with yeonjun. maybe there was a deeper reason why yeonjun didn’t want soobin watching the movie. soobin watches as his hyungs crowd around his baby brother and he cringes. yeonjun needs space… he whines and flails around, almost punching kai in the face. soobin feels so bad, he needs to help yeonjun. thats his brother. his baby brother right now. “STOP!” he yells. it’s not directed at yeonjun, but at his hyungs. the room of overlapping affirmations of “you’re okay” and “it was just a movie, baby” came to a halt. he pushes through the trio and lays down with yeonjun, matching his position. he then sticks the pacifier inside his mouth, not saying a word. he then, still silent, holds up five fingers. yeonjun, understanding what soobin was conveying, holds up one finger. yeonjun is now significantly calmer now, sobs only reduced to a few tears and whines in just a matter of seconds. the trio watched the quiet exchange and realized that they were probably being a bit overbearing with yeonjun when he was in such a sensitive space. 

soobin spoke to yeonjun softly, “jjunie, no more scaries, okay?” his tone was babyish and the caregivers watching couldn’t help but smile at soobin taking on the role of older brother, despite being small himself. yeonjun nodded subtly and sat up, whining. he climbed into soobin’s lap, suckling on his paci. he then made grabby hands towards the trio, wanting them to cuddle too with him on the bathroom floor. they all came closer and yeonjun smiled a bit. he then cuddled more into soobin’s chest and closed his eyes. soobin patted his head and whispered, “sleepy?” yeonjun nodded again cutely and whined out, “night night. love you.” admittedly, there was some more discussion to do about yeonjun’s outburst at the movie so suddenly, but for now. for now, the trio and yeonjun’s older sibling were comfortable with just watching the baby sleep after being so overwhelmed. their little family, with their flaws, are perfect at knowing what they all need and how to take care of each other. 

[littletxt]

I don’t who this could be but I’m just soft and sad and sick 🥺😂

But when I get sad I often start to disassociate and honestly could be for a really short time or a really really long time and honestly I think I do it sometimes to stop from regressing cause I’m scared 👉👈

The point is I can just imagine cg!txt helping you to regress because they know how badly you need it and they just want to take care of their little one/their angel/their baby etc etc

And when you finally regress with them, their hearts will be filled with so much love because you trust them enough to do that and feel comfortable with them

BRB gonna sob over cg txt 😭😭

~ princess🐰

I seriously feel you on the disassociating! But I couldn’t choose just one so I decided to do a short hc as a sort of extension of my txt as caregivers!! 💕💕💕

They’d all have their different ways of getting you to regress:

Soobin 💙

💙 I stand by what I said before. Soobin would be the softest caregiver. 

💙 Lazy loves and cuddles always so sweet with you. 

"Daddy wants to hold you, Angel."

 💙 When you really need it he will step up and give you a whole speech on how well you're doing and how proud of you he is.

 💙 His soothing voice so comforting in your ears for so long would make you so relaxed and sleepy you'd easily slip.

💙 And if not, he'd just pull you into his arms and do what he does best. he'd lay your head on his chest and sing to you, holding you in the gentlest embrace

 💙 He's the best leader but he'd be an even better caregiver.

Yeonjun 💜

💜Yeonie would be such an aggressive loving caregiver (in the best way) 

💜think play fights and wrestling and a million kisses "MWAHMWAHMWAH"

 💜 he'd always be pulling you into his arms and squeeze-squeeze-squeezing you. 

💜 Honestly I can see him getting very butthurt (as well as Beomgyu) if you try to be stubborn and not regress. 

*GASP* "Do you not love Daddy??"

💜 Of course it would all be a play to get you to be small

💜He'd praise you until your cheeks turned red

"Who's Daddy’s pretty baby/princess/prince??"

Beomgyu 💖

💖 Clingy. So clingy and loving.

💖 If his little one is being especially bratty and trying to fight being small; "But... Daddy has special kisses. Special kisses only go to my special little baby. Where's my baby??" "You don't want special kisses from Daddy??"

"Daddy's gonna do some coloring. Do you wanna color with me, baby?"

💖 he would make you think it was your idea

💖 Silly. So carefree and happy. Tickles and kisses placed all over your face...That's how it would be with him. Until it's not, because it can't always be right? 

💖 He's so emotionally intelligent he'd know exactly what to do for his baby when you're feeling down or needing him. He'd be there to tell you it's okay. Or that it's not. Because it's okay to not be okay sometimes.

"Daddy's got you. I'm here, baby."

Taehyun 💛

💛Such a sweetie and a smarty pants.

 💛He would be the best at whatever you needed him to be, he'd make sure of it. If you needed a distraction, or grounding. Or to be his little baby. 

💛 He'd probably have a specific routine to get you to regress that only he would know about. It might be subtle. Or not. But he'd help you in any way you need.

💛 An example of that might be little points of physical contact, comforting you and slightly changing the way he speaks to you, maybe so slightly that you wouldn't even notice. He'd get you your favorite plushy, not pushing it on you, just having it nearby. Then he'd get you your favorite drink/snack and play your favorite movie. 

"Look, baby!! Daddy put on your favorite movie?" "Do you want your sippy, little one??"

💛 He knows that it can be hard to let yourself slip into such a vulnerable state, so he’ll help you feel needed

“Let me help you, baby. Daddy needs his little baby, right now…” “Daddy misses his little pumpkin…”

Kai 💚

💚 I think Kai might just be really soft and give lots of tummy rubs and tell you how much he loves you. You truly couldn't help but regress.

"Daddy loves you so so so so so so much. Can you guess how much??" "This much!!!"

💚 He’d stretch his arms dramatically and uncomfortably, as far as they would go waiting to hear your giggles

“I think Daddy needs longer arms!”

💚 I truly think he's an empath and would just know what you need before you do honestly.

"Is my baby feeling sleepy??" "Lets go get you some nummies. Okay, little one??"

💚 Let's say you fight it. "I'm not sleepy/hungry"

"Not hungry?? What's that?? I think i heard a little tummy rumbling."

💚 he'd put his ear to your tummy just to blow on it or tickle you hehe

"Not sleepy huh? can Daddy at least get some cuddles then?"

💚 pulling you into his arms, he already knows which movies and which gestures put you to sleep so you'd be putty in his hands

🧸End note: sighhhh. Kai’s ended up longer but are we surprised? T^T I love my sooninggyu T^T 💕

Taglist: @kuroppiz @pinkheadflowers @sweetiehyuka @woonie-muffin

🧸Masterlist🧸

[tyunniebear]

masterlist !

Yeonjun ･ﾟ✧

cg yeonjun

✧ colouring book

little yeonjun

n/a

Soobin ･ﾟ✧

cg soobin

✧ that's what friends are for

little soobin

n/a

Beomgyu ･ﾟ✧

cg beomgyu

✧ that's what friends are for

little beomgyu

n/a

Taehyun ･ﾟ✧

cg taehyun

n/a

little taehyun

✧ little taehyun headcannons

Hueningkai ･ﾟ✧

cg kai

n/a

little kai

n/a

[wildernessuntothemselves]

rant part 2 (??)

"But if I was gonna shift biases it would be to Taehyun not yeonjun. I'm sad to say but i'm not a fan of what they're done to his face. It was too excessive to the point that whenever I see him I just notice his nose/eyes etc." - mort

Yeah... I agree that Yeonjun's face is looking a little too done, and it has been for a while. If you look at debut jun and then current jun, the difference is very obvious. It's just that with the latest adjustments he is looking like a drawing I would make. Not natural at all, sure. But it gives my brain the illusion (yes, i am conscious of it being a illusion) that he is the closest I can get of my imagination becoming reality, almost in a "dream come true" type of way if you want it to sound a little more poetic lol. That being said, If I had to choose, I would still go back to puma jun or blue hour jun.

"Also, another reference to anon, i'm a bit shocked that Yeonjun's the pick for the bias switch? I find that yeonjun stans and beomgyu stans are so different i never see people switching between them, soobin/taehyuns usually the popular 2nd pick 😂" - anon

So... that's how it works in my brain:

A bias to me is just the member I gravitate towards the most. No real attachment, cause I am very well aware that those are just interesting strangers. I could never see myself actually fomenting romantic delusions about an idol, or feeling betrayed because they did something unexpected. It's just the one that always catch my eyes, or the one with the humor that hits the most for me, or the one whose opinions i see myself agreeing with the most often, and sometimes that is purely based on talent (like a singing voice that makes me transcend). They kinda become my point of reference inside that group, like my personal pick of a center or face of the group. Simple like that.

In TXT I tend to gravitate mostly towards beomgyu because of pretty much all of those reasons together lol, but what pulled me in was that his persona (as we only know the parts of him he chose to display publicly, and not his personality as a whole) and what he let out of his world view felt very familiar to me, it automatically felt like something i already knew, like an echo of something i already heard. It took me a while to realize that this familiarity was identification, and with time the similarities between us are starting to make me a little unconfy. Seeing your own flaws in others can be a little jarring sometimes. Mix that little unconfy feeling to the not so welcomed shift in his looks throughout this past year, and suddenly i am second-guessing my choice of bias.

I don't think I would ever bias Taehyun cause everytime I see him smile the first thing that comes to my mind is my brother smiling lol. So I do have a soft spot for him, but in the most wholesome little brother type of way, not in a bias type of way. As for Soobin... something tells me that if we knew each other irl he would straight up despise me 💀 so, no. Oh, and the thing with yeonjun is not only about liking his looks, I genuinely admire his talents and his persona seems quite nice. In fact I could see yeonjun fitting in with any of my friend groups easily.

(you can clearly see that synthesis is not one of my strengths 💀💀 I am so sorry for making you read all this. not even i knew i had that many thoughts on the topic. I tend to sound like i care way more than i actually do 😭)

~♡anon

yeah i get it. i mean i like karina's looks because she looks CG but ofc it helps that their concept is ai so it fits.

yeah i definitely get your reason for picking a bias. i think a lot of non-delusional people are like that. i for sure have a crush on some of my biases (otherwise looks wouldn't be a factor) but i agree with your reasons and i have no delusions about getting to date them or feeling possessive over them. i would feel upset though if one of my biases turned out to be a bad person, not because i think i know them but because it's just shitty to love and support someone who turns out to be a bad person

what flaws do you see in gyu that make you uncomfortable? and why do you think soobin wouldn't like you? 😂

lmao it's okay i don't have a lot of people to do these rants with so it's nice to share

[beztsvetochkov]

June 6th, 22:12

Some people are intimidated by the hospital-like wagons in Seoul metro. However, Taehyun wasn't one of them: the vision of bright splashes of ultramarine among an otherwise sterile interior was a reason to celebrate; she had survived another day in the office, after all! The only thing left to do now is to stop checking Telegram.me for sudden inquiries from her Bosszilla and get a normal commute for once.

She told herself, "It all can wait until you get home and only find out that there is another emergency at work. There are other things you can think of, like finally finishing season three of Breaking Mad or the ways to make a drone actually behave. Let’s hope that this material thinking bullshit is a thing."

Frankly speaking, anything, even trashy memes and wine, would do for her; it just had to be something that didn't have anything to do with frostbitten punks of the Internet that have become an eyesore to Taehyun by now.

However, these dreams were never supposed to come true; it was at the moment of changing lines that Taehyun heard the dreaded notification ring through her earphones and knew: unwinding will have to be postponed by another day. Apparently, some mad-handed hoodlums right from the depths of Sagechan had decided that practicing hacking on the servers of her company would be just the right thing to do tonight. And the boss must have thought that Taehyun is the best babysitter for amateur hackers in the whole office. And this was the kind of superlative no one would want to have; not when you're being called back to work in the most ridiculous times of a day because of it, at least.

Mere half an hour later, Taehyun stepped into the office, praying that it wasn't a networm. The room was completely empty save for her boss, who was sitting at one of the desktops, massaging his temples and tapping his feet so loudly that it may or may not be heard in the hall. It was code red; things were about to get hard enough to make anyone think that Hell is a sanatorium... or so they had already been.

"Mr. Lee, what's there?" asked Taehyun, marching to the desk her boss was sitting at.

"Another DDoS attack, I guess. But look at the load!" He turned the monitor to Taehyun a bit and almost rubbed her nose into the screen, which didn't make her see anything except for one line in front of her eyes.

"I really can't make it out. Can I download the logs onto my phone real quick?"

"Sure. You have the cord, right?"

Reading logs without someone pushing you into the screen is much better, indeed. However, that way it's so much easier to understand how big the shit storm the company had gotten into is. The attack was almost as big as those Softhub had fallen victim to. The servers were bombed by a maximum of 1.05 terabytes of flood per second. No wonder they can't get up.

"Shit," Taehyun mouthed.

"Language, Park," hissed Mr. Lee. Oddly enough, he still can care about profanity at this time. "You better use your mouth to tell me what you see."

"Well, basically, we're getting memcrashed."

"Mem-what?"

"Memcrashed. It's when your memcashed protocol is being abused. Like an amplification DDoS, but on steroids."

"So we do it as always," summed up Mr. Lee.

And this was the reason Taehyun hated dealing with attacks so much. For some unknown reason, 'doing it as always' meant getting ready for a sprint to catch the bus that offers the shortest route to the server farm. The problem is, missing it would mean having to wait for half an hour and one of their most important clients losing about three milliards. Which was why Mr. Lee only bothered to hibernate the computer and Taehyun changed into her special sneakers.

When the two entered the bus, they were soaked because nobody had the time to get an umbrella. thus, using a laptop to get at least something done was off limits. Taehyun, however, had already started writing the affected servers' numbers down so that there was less work when they arrived. Mr. Lee was sitting in silence, gazing at Taehyun.

"What is it, Mr. Lee?" asked Taehyun, having felt she was looked at.

"It's nothing, really. You're just always thinking about work and only work. I'd never seen you procrastinate once! I mean, how is that possible?"

Taehyun only shrugged. She didn't even notice not having any personal life. Not that it mattered to her boss, anyway.

"In my opinion, you should do more things that normal youths do. You know, going to singing rooms, attending clubs, playing some games, after all! But not those boyfriend simulators, I beg you! You don't have that much time left, you know."

Shit, he's on it again, thought Taehyun. You're already twenty-five, gotta get married before you start crumbling and losing your youth, forty cats, blah-blah-blah. Been there, listened to that. But what if she only cares about getting a man to wed later when she's being heckled on the topic? Your career won't ever wake up and say that you are obliged to do certain things that you don't want, anyway. And if a boyfriend is needed just for the tick, she'll freaking get herself a dating simulator with CGs and multiple endings per route and no one will tell her this isn't a thing! Just need to stop the attack first...

Half an hour later, the servers were still down and LOLOL players flooded social networks like the attacker the servers because they still were unable to play. Taehyun could only sigh every time she took a look at her phone and internally ask them to stop. Sometimes the Internet really was making her sick.

The solution was pretty easy: first, drop the affected servers into a blackhole and switch onto reserves like in the case of a generic DDoS; then firewall the memcached servers and close at least the port 11211 for the love of technology (also changing the provider would be nice) so that this kind of attack could never happen again. Knowing Mr. Lee's stubbornness, the latter would need quite some convincing unless Taehyun takes the 'first do, then explain' road, which may or may not jeopardize her job.

However, the risks were calculated and Taehyun was on top of her class at math, so she matter-of-factly told the service farm workers that certain changes in the settings are also to be made. Mr. Lee hasn't even choked on his energy drink while definitely having heard Taehyun.

"So, the servers up and running aren't under attack. It's all right now," said Taehyun. "Should I stay, Mr. Lee?"

"No, you can go. Goodnight, then. By the way, set the marker back to zero if I don't do it tomorrow, okay?"

Taehyun bowed and went to the elevators right afterward, not waiting for Mr. Lee to change his mind.

Sitting in the metro wagon, Taehyun suddenly remembered about her dating simulator plans. She had little to no experience in them but definitely knew a person who was a fan of such games. Of course, they are departing back to Korea in several hours, but could never get any shut-eye before the flight anyway. Hence, Taehyun could write a message or two without any guilty conscience.

Taehyun: Hey sis! You up?

Taeyeon: sure, just watching some dramas till it's time to go. and why are YOU up?

Taehyun: Had another attack at work, already on my way home tho. But I'm coming to you for otome advice. I don't care if it's F2P, freemium or pay-to-play.

Taeyeon: really comprehensive. i'll tell you about this new one i like, ok?

Taeyeon: it's basically a chat, but with romance. looks really cool + the guys are 11/10.

Taehyun: So it's like the chat in Gintle? I hope there are no dick pics or any dick stuff in general.

Taeyeon: no, nothing like that! it's only a t.

Taeyeon: here's the link if you're interested.

Taeyeon: [click link]

Taehyun: Thanks. Call me when you land, okay?

"Well, the world of fictional romance, here I go," said Taehyun to herself, opening the link.

[lullabytaeyong]

Pumpkin Patch - R!🦊🐻

✦✧✦✧ Ageretober Day 1 ✦✧✦✧

Summary: Yeonjun and Beomgyu get to have an adventure at the pumpkin patch with their cg’s

Word count: 1,060

Beomgyu and Yeonjun held hands as they followed Soobin off the big van they all took to the pumpkin patch. None of them had ever been to one before, but with halloween approaching and two littles begging to go, they took the leap. It was slightly overcast and a little breezy, but overall a nice a day to be outside for awhile. Kai decided to dress up the two regressors in complimentary outfits according to the weather. Since they were the only ones who felt small that day, he took his opportunity to baby them. Yeonjun reported feeling small that morning, bursting into the bathroom while Soobin was mid shower and stating that he was 6. Beomgyu on the other hand, had to be dragged out of bed and spoon fed his breakfast. He made no effort to wake up even though it was well past 10am. Barely a word came out of his mouth for hours, so they assumed he felt much much smaller than Yeonjun.

The cozy knitted sweaters they were dressed in were made by the same artist and were a stripy combination of moss green, rusty oranges, and browns. In the middle of Beomgyu's was a fox with it's front foot up, and on Yeonjun's was a sleepy brown bear. Kai thought having them wear each others animal representatives was the cutest thing in the world. And he was right. The two walking hand in hand, in matching brown corduroy pants and handmade sweaters was a sight to see. Beomgyu waddled along with his eye drooping closed, as they all headed towards the field. He fell asleep on the way there and couldn't wake up.

"Look! There's so many!!" Yeonjun gasped, pointing enthusiastically ahead of them. He dropped Beomgyu's hand and sprinted ahead of everyone, even Soobin, who was supposed to lead.

Poor Beomgyu, stopped in his tracks and pouted with a whine. He watched Soobin jog after the other regressor and felt left behind, but he didn't have the energy to run. Just when he was about to start the water works, the two youngest's appeared at his side. He looked up at Kai, on his right, and silently lifted his arms up.

"Uppie." He mumbled.

"If you insist." Kai gave in easily and hoisted him up, appreciating the head nuzzle Beomgyu gave him on the side of his neck.

"You have to stay awake if you want to pick a pumpkin, Beoms." Taehyun chided lightly.

Eventually, the trio caught up to Soobin and Yeonjun and started looking around. Nearby, at the fence on the sides of the pumpkin patch, were hay bales and big flat rocks to sit on. Kai decided to take a seat with Beomgyu for a few minutes and gave him his paci, covering it up with a black paper face mask. He talked to him to get him more awake and aware, so he could keep up with the rest of them.

"I want the biggest one!" Yeonjun exclaimed to Soobin, pulling on his arm.

"We'll see about that. Start looking, but watch your step. You don't want to twist your ankle." He explained. Yeonjun nodded scampered down the row of pumpkins they stood at.

Soobin didn't have to search too long for a decent looking pumpkin, so he ended up with Kai on the sidelines, watching Yeonjun frolic. He ran, crouched, inspected, and ran again. He made a big loop around the entire field and went up and down multiple rows. There had to be a big one hiding somewhere. Taehyun slowly trailed behind him, stopping now and then a few times before picking up a tall pumpkin. It had a dent and looked more like a bean, but that's what gave it character.

"That's ugly." Yeonjun laughed when he circled back to Taehyun.

"Hey! You wouldn't want to turn into a pumpkin and be called ugly, would you?"

"No..." Yeonjun sighed. He gave the pumpkin a pat and set off again.

Meanwhile, Soobin and Kai were trying to convince Beomgyu to take a look at all the options. He was the one most desperate to go the week before, but now he was being stubborn. When Kai tried to put him down, he just slumped to his knees and started crying because of the dirt.

"Come on, Beomie. Let's go find a pumpkin to carve. Then we can get something from the farm stand, okay?" Soobin said gently, throwing in a casual bribe for Beomgyu's sake. If they didn't get him to participate he'd wake up the next day mad at his little self.

"Hmph." He whined, as he hoisted into Soobin's arms this time.

"You can put whatever you want on your pumpkin, baby. A kitty face, a funny face, a monster...maybe even Elsa." Soobin tried to get him engaged. An Elsa pumpkin was probably way out of their skill set of zero, but he was willing to try.

"E'sa?" Beomgyu wondered.

"Yeah! Kai-ah, what are you going to make?" Soobin asked, crouching with Beomgyu to look at a small group of pumpkins, looking at the sides of them all.

"I don't know, yet. Maybe your face. It might be too scary." Kai teased, grabbing a random pumpkin, as Soobin sent him an unimpressed look that made him laugh. Beomgyu also found it amusing and giggled cutely.

"Oh, you think my face is funny, Mister?" Soobin smiled, tickling his belly and letting him squirm out of his arms. Beomgyu shrieked playfully and ran away a few feet.

His attention was quickly caught by the damp dirt under his boots that left footprints behind. He stomped his foot just to see one appear and spotted a round pumpkin about the size of a soccer ball. It was a bit dusty, but his regular adult subconscious knew it was a good pick.

"D'at one!" He called out happily to Soobin and Kai.

With all their choices made, the only person left was Yeonjun.

"Where's Junnie at?" Soobin asked, squinting as he looked over the wide field.

"There..." Taehyun chuckled, pointing to the left. Yeonjun was wrapping his arms around in different ways, trying to lift a abnormally large pumpkin into a wagon.

"Yeonjun! If you can't carry it, leave it." Soobin shouted, without an ounce of malice, just to reach his ears.

"But its perfect!" Yeonjun called back, sulking.

[babybearcookie]

The Great Cookie War

this was requested

this is an age regression drabble; if you don't like that, don't read it. age regression is a sfw coping mechanism, so i will be blocking anyone who sexualizes it

word count: 1,4k gender neutral reader

You looked around for the nth time, looking out for any movement that might’ve meant that your daddy was around, lurking on you. For the first time in a few hours, he had left you unsupervised, which was a bad idea on his part, because now you had a free path to the glorious chocolate chip cookies that were kept in the top of the cupboard, where you normally couldn’t reach, but as you were now alone, you could climb on the kitchen tabletop to reach the height you needed uninterrupted. You dragged over a chair as silently as you could, wincing as you heard it squeak when you put it in place, but looking around again showed that you hadn’t been caught yet.

Just as you were about to reach the cookies, already having climbed from the chair to the kitchen counter, you felt two hands on your waist, and suddenly you were being lifted into the arms of daddy Taehyun, who was smirking at you as if he had just won some game the two of you were playing. “You know you’re not supposed to do that, little one,” he berated softly, kissing your cheek and putting you on the floor, pushing the chair back to its original place. You pouted back at him. Why did he have to bust you right when you were inches away from getting the sweet price of choccy cookies?!

You thought quickly and told him; “I wasn’t going to eat any, daddy! I was just going to get them down so that I could ask for some!” A total lie, of course. As if you had the self-restraint to keep from eating the cookies the moment you had your grubby hands on them. You would have devoured half the packet before anyone could’ve stopped you. And Taehyun knew that but he was nice and played along; “well, that’s so very sweet of you, baby, but you know that cookies come after dinner, always.” he said with a smile, “unless it’s your birthday or Christmas” he continued and you echoed him, having heard him say just that a thousand times before, rolling your eyes as you muttered the words.

You tried a different tactic; “but daddy, I'm so hungry! Since I didn’t get lunch and dinner’s far away, cookies can be my lunch!” You were playing dirty, relying heavily on Taehyun’s guilt to get what you wanted. He had told you he’d make some lunch for you, but he was caught in the middle of a hurricane of work calls, so he couldn’t make the time, for you or for lunch for about an hour and a half. He had told you he was sorry, and that you had to wait to eat until dinner since he didn’t want to ruin your appetite. He'd felt so bad, feeling like he was starving you, but you had told him you were fine, and that you weren’t that hungry anyway. It hurt for a second that you’d weaponize something he felt bad about, but he knew you were just a kid and you’d do most anything to get what you wanted.

He offered you a pained smile, sitting down in a chair, patting his lap to get you to sit with him for a second. “Baby, that’s not very nice. You know daddy feels really bad about missing lunch, and it hurt daddy when you used it to get your way,” he calmly explained to you. Tears started welling in your eyes, hugging Taehyun tightly. “Sorry, daddy. Won't do it again. Don't wanna hurt daddy.” He hugged you back and said; “I know you don’t, angel.” He loves you so much. As much as you could be a little demon and test his patience, you were also incredibly loving and thoughtful when you took a second.

As the two of you hugged and made up, you apologized a few more times, telling him that you love him, that was the end of that, but that didn’t mean it was the end of your cookie quest. It just meant that you had to give every plan an extra thought before doing it, to make sure it wasn’t going to hurt your daddy.

Along the afternoon, you tried most everything else in your repertoire but didn’t get anywhere. You had tried your biggest pout, only to get your cheeks squished in return, you tried intimidating him with squinted eyes and blowing raspberries at him, but that just rewarded you him laughing at your antics and scrunching his nose at you. You even tried bribing him with good behaviour for the rest of the month if you could have cookies before dinner. “Baby, you’re adorably corrupt, but no. Even if I thought you’d be able to be good for a whole month, you still aren’t getting the cookies before eating dinner,” he told you, booping you on the nose as if to end the discussion right there. You huffed and went back to what you had been doing before going to Taehyun for the final time, which was colouring.

As Taehyun finished making dinner and went to get you ready for eating, he sees what colourings and drawings you had been working on, which seemed to be particularly cookie themed. “Hi there, my little cookie monster. Are you ready for some food?” you looked as if you wanted to say no and protest to having to eat anything other than the cookies you so desperately wanted, but before you could get any words out, your stomach growled at you, strongly disagreeing with what you were about to say; that you weren’t hungry.

“C’mon baby, let’s go wash our hands.” he ushered you, holding out his hand for you to take. You took the hand but not without making sure Taehyun saw the big pout present on your face. “I know, sourpuss,” Taehyun chuckled but waited for you to take his hand, which you did eventually. Getting your hands clean was an easy task, and as much resistance he thought you’d put, so was getting food in you.

Afterwards, he made quick work of cleaning the kitchen, letting you go back to your colouring in the living room. Before going in there to you, to relax for the evening, he silently got the cookies out of the cupboard you’d been eyeing. He hid it behind his back, going into the living room, sitting on the couch behind where you were sitting on the floor.

“Hey, baby?” When you turned around to face him to see what he wanted, you saw him holding up the packet of cookies you had wanted so desperately the entire day. He watched as your face lit up; your eyes grew wide and your mouth opened. You tried reaching for the packet, but he held it above his head and patted his lap, signalling that if you wanted them, you had to sit with him on his lap.

You placed yourself on his legs and he brought the arm he didn’t use to hold the cookies around you and laid the cookies down beside the two of you. “Baby, I just wanna talk with you really quick, do you think we can talk?” he asked and your attention shifted from the cookies to your caregiver, nodding. “Baby, I understand how much you’ve wanted cookies, but begging like you have today isn’t very nice. You're just my tiny little baby, so I understand that it’s hard to behave sometimes, but it would make daddy really happy if you tried to behave in the future. Does that sound okay?” he asked you, and you looked fidgety and unsure. He stroked your arm, encouraging you to go on. You told him more about not exactly liking misbehaving, but you sometimes feel bad and you have to put those negative feelings somewhere. He understood and told you that you could always come to him when you have those bad feelings, but if you need to misbehave sometimes as an outlet, that’s just how it is then. He's here to help you feel good when you're regressed but he’s also here to help you when you don’t feel so good.

After the serious conversation, which left him understanding you a bit more, he finally opened the cookie packet for you, sharing the snack, with you munching happily, looking just adorable as you held onto the small cookie with both hands and took small bites.

[lullabytaeyong]

Txt Agere Series Part 4 🚋

🍪 Home Sick

☕️ No tw

Summary: Beomgyu goes home to visit his family and finds himself longing for the familiarity of home, even though he is technically at home. But how can it be home without his cg’s and brothers?

Beomgyu loved going home to see his family over breaks and between comebacks. The warmth of his mother giving him hugs and his father patting him on the shoulder refreshed him. It gave him time to feel normal. Not like an idol. They’d talk and talk and talk! His mom loved to hear all the fun things he had to say and always knew how to cheer him up. He would join her in cooking or his father with his side hobbies. It was perfect.

The only struggle for Beomgyu was existing in his childhood home without regressing. His room still had bins of toys his mom organized into storage cubes on a shelf because he was too attached to them to give them away. His bed had sheets designed with little cars on them and several stuffed animals. Now and then he would take a peek in his closet where they stored toys from when he was preschool. There were only a few. A plastic tool kit, a pretend vet set with a kennel, and a rainbow xylophone he used to ding all the time. He had to fight off the urge to take it out and make up little songs because his family would hear it. 

With distractions of neighbors stopping by to say hello and his dad showing him a new show, Beomgyu didn’t even think about feeling small. Yes it had been a couple weeks since he last regressed, but he felt okay. He could let himself feel fuzzy as he he drifted off to sleep, imagining his Papa telling him a story. That was his plan until he was all alone on his third day there. His parents had jobs they were expected to be at and as much as they would love to spend every second with their son, they couldn’t. Beomgyu sat silently on the couch, feeling a little nervous.

He missed Yeonjun and Soobin giving him forehead kisses and checking on him. He missed raging over games with Kai while Taehyun rolled his eyes. Beomgyu was homesick. This wasn’t really his ‘home’ anymore. If the others where there then it would feel more normal. They were his home.

Beomgyu sighed and looked absentmindedly at a bookshelf next to the tv. On the very bottom shelf were some picture books he and his brother used to throw at each other. Out of borden and curiosity, he got up and sat down in front of the tall shelf. The thin spines didn’t display and titles, so he tugged one out to find one of his old favorites. It was simple book about unicorns with a purply-blue cover. His brother used to tease him for liking it, but he would just stick his tongue out at him. Beomgyu flipped through the pages, dragging his finger over the pictures. One page about underwater unicorns, not narwhals, hit him with a little too much nostalgia. He quickly put the book back and walked away to the bathroom.

“Shower…” He mumbled to himself.

Originally, Beomgyu thought a shower would distract him from the pit in his stomach, but it didn’t. He tried washing his hair, but after getting the shampoo out he felt grumpy and tired. In his head, he pretended Soobin was there to talk him through the rest of the steps. What did he do after shampoo again? Beomgyu felt a tightness in his throat and whimpered. His parents had all kinds of different soaps that he had used before. They weren’t the colors or smells he was used to, making it harder to stay focused on his task. Beomgyu sat down with his back to the water and looked up around him. Everything seemed so tall compared to him.

Beomgyu’s mind fluttered off to his bath toys he shared with Kai and Taehyun. He wondered if they had played with them without him. If his rubber froggy and hippo were with him he wouldn’t feel so lonely. Beomgyu rubbed his face and forced himself to stand. He shut off the water and dried off. Staying in there would only make it worse apparently. After some time on his computer, Beomgyu was back to being fully in his regular headspace. He had quite a close call in the shower. If he hadn’t gotten out when he did, his dad would’ve found him in there staring off into space, unresponsive. The possibility of it all made Beomgyu cringe.

That night, after a long movie his mom wanted to share with him, Beomgyu huddled under his blankets his lamb stuffie hugged to his chest. His thumb snuck it’s way into his mouth and before he knew it he was texting Yeonjun straight up nonsense.

beom:sleeeepppytimmmdm ⭐️🧸so spleep

yeon:<3<3<3

yeon:goodnight baby!

beom:nooooooo no thank u

yeon:you’re silly

yeon:get some sleep gyu <3

beom:tmmrow getsdee eberyone finlly!:D

yeon:we can’t wait! but be good and go to sleep now, okay? ily (ᵔᴥᵔ)

beom:(๑･̑◡･̑๑) (-.-;)y-~~~ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ

Yeonjun giggled at his phone screen and turned it to show Soobin, who was laying next to him on his bed.

“Look at what he’s doing.” Yeonjun smiled.

“How’d he figure that out??” Soobin chuckled. “I didn’t think little Beomgyu knew about the japanese keyboard.”

“Me either. I’m a little worried about him.”

“Why’s that?” Soobin asked.

“He hasn’t been little in a long time. What if something happened…” Yeonjun shrugged slightly and closed his eyes.

“We’ll see him tomorrow. He’s probably just sleepy, he even said it himself! They all get like that sometimes.” Soobin said, referring to the regressor trio.

“Hmm, I guess you’re right.” Yeonjun yawned. He sent one more message to Beomgyu and let his eyes fall shut.

-

The next morning, after a long goodbye to his parents, Beomgyu anxiously sat on the train. It wasn’t a very long trip, but after accidentally regressing before falling asleep, he felt a little on edge. His mother was doting on him non stop when he got up because she knew he had to leave. It left him struggling to act normal, like he wasn’t about to drift off from reality. She had noticed something was up, too. Beomgyu had a distant look in his eyes and didn’t pack his lamb in his bag, insisting he wanted to carry it instead. She checked him for a temperature but didn’t find one, so she gave him a tight hug goodbye and let him go.

Lamby, Beomgyu’s lamb stuffie, sat on his lap while he listened to music. He held onto her ear, rubbing the material between his fingers. Everything felt so tall and big compared to how Beomgyu felt. Visually it wasn’t, of course, but the adults around him seemed much more grown up than he did. He couldn’t wait to get home.

Beomgyu was so eager to get off the train that he accidentally hopped off at the wrong stop. Before he realized his mistake, the train was zooming away. His heart dropped. The flat was a good 15 minutes away by train, which meant forever by foot. He had to sit down and collect himself before getting on a different train headed in the same direction. His little self was screaming to break down and cry, but his big self pushed it away. Crying and freaking out would only make things worse.

It took another extra hour for Beomgyu to get home. As he paid his taxi driver, the cold winter wind whipped through his hair and burned his ears. He was holding himself together by a single thread and needed to get inside immediately.

“Thank you.” Beomgyu bowed politely, expecting an equally respectful exchange. The driver, however, scrunched up his face at Beomgyu and tsked.

“Yeah whatever.” He glanced at lamby in Beomgyu’s hands and chuckled. “Weirdo.” He muttered before driving away.

Beomgyu’s façade crumbled and he burst into tears. He ran inside and up the stairs to the third floor. The door clanked heavily against his body, as he slammed it open to get to their door. Distraught sobs exploded from his chest while he stumbled forward and tried to punch in the code. It didn’t work the first or second time. He was about to try again when the door flew open. Like a deer in the headlights, Beomgyu froze and stared wide eyed at Soobin.

“There you are! Oh my god, wait what’s wrong? Was that you crying?” Soobin rushed, taking Beomgyu by the shoulder and dragging him in.

“Appa!” He cried, clinging to Soobin’s shirt.

“Oh- Hi baby. I didn’t know you were little. Are you okay?”

“Driver was mean!” Gyu sobbed. Soobin awed sadly and rubbed his back.

“I’m so sorry, sweetie. They just didn’t know they were with the best boy on the planet! I bet they were mean just to be mean.” The tallest comforted. He listened Beomgyu babble through his tears about how he had hard rough trip back. Soobin nodded and comforted him until his tears dried up.

“Where’s eberyone?” Beomgyu sniffled.

“Taehyun and Kai are in their room and Yeonjun’s in the kitchen. Are you hungry?”

“Mhm.” He nodded.

“Okay, I’ll bring your stuff to your room. You can go get a snack.” Soobin smiled, ruffling his hair.

Beomgyu pulled away from Soobin and shuffled to the kitchen while Soobin took care of his stuff. His stomach rumbled, as he peered around the corner to see if Yeonjun was there. He was! He was standing by the oven with hand on his hip, humming to himself. Beomgyu brought lamby to his face and ran straight for him. He crashed into his body and wrapped his arms tightly around him to say hello.

“Oof! Well hello.” Yeonjun grinned. He was caught off guard, but broke into a huge smile and hugged Beomgyu back. He picked him and spun in a circle, making the younger giggle and squirm.

“I want a snack.” Beomgyu mumbled to him.

“Well, luckily for you, I’m making cookies right now! Here you go.” Yeonjun reached to the counter where a bunch of the cookies were cooling.

Beomgyu took it and bounced up and down for a moment before dropping to the floor. He scooted forward, sitting on Yeonjun’s foot, and wrapped his own arms and legs around his leg. Yeonjun was laughing, confused but entertained.

“What’re you doing?” He giggled.

“I’m a lemur and you’re a tree.” Beomgyu stated, munching away on the cookie. Yeonjun shrugged his shoulders with a smirk and continued on like normal.

“Okay.”

Beomgyu stayed there for about ten minutes. If it wasn’t for his weight on Yeonjun’s foot, the oldest might’ve forgotten he was even there. He had another cookie and eventually got up to find the others. He wandered to the maknaes room and barged in like he owned the place.

“Hi!” He chirped, jumping on top of Kai, who was laying lazily on his bed.

“Hi! You’re finally home!” Kai smiled, giving him a squeeze. The presence of Lamby in Beomgyu’s hand was a dead five away that he was little.

“What’s on your face?” Kai chuckled. He used his thumb to wipe away at the chocolate smudges around Beomgyu’s lips.

“I had a cookie and hyung was my tree. But I’m not a lemur anymore.” Beomgyu babbled cutely. Kai nodded along and scratched his back for him. He has such a fascinating imagination.

“You got a cookie? Yeonjun hyung practically smacked me when I tried to take one.” Taehyun spoke up from the floor where he was doing push ups.

“It’s cause I’m the cutest! I get firsts.” Beomgyu stated proudly.

“Well, I guess I can’t disagree.”

It was so nice to be home. The quiet chatter, the laughs, the smells…it was perfect. Beomgyu relaxed into Kai’s snuggle and sighed contently. He listened to him and Taehyun talk about movie theories, slowly but surely growing sleepy. The maknaes didn’t notice, too engrossed in their conversation to do so. When Soobin stopped by to see what they were up to he thought he’d find them building block towers or pretending with play food. Instead, he saw Beomgyu resting in Kai’s embrace. He panicked for a split second, thinking he might still be upset, but he noticed the lack of tears. Beomgyu yawned cutely with his nose scrunching up and whined. Soobin sat down at the foot of Kai’s bed and watched Kai absentmindedly pet Gyu’s hair to soothe him. Always so gentle, Soobin thought.

“Is it nap time, Beoms?” Soobin asked.

“Mhmm.” Beomgyu pushed himself upright and crawled down the bed to his waiting arms. “Sleepy.”

“I bet. You were up late and had a long trip. Say ni’ night to Tyun and Kai.” Soobin smiled, standing with the boy in his arms.

“Ni’ Night.” Beomgyu waved with his eyes closed and let his head fall onto Soobin’s shoulder.

“Sweet dreams ~” The maknaes singsonged.

Soobin carefully left the room and made his way to Beomgyu’s. While he was with the others, Soobin picked up his room a bit and pulled out all of Beomgyu’s favorite little gear. Some of it was what they had for his younger headspace, like lavender baby lotion and the only paci he owned. It was a solid shade of light blue with a small koala graphic on the white button. He heard Beomgyu make a small noise when he set him down on the bed and handed it to him. Then he tucked him in with his favorite blanket and made his stuffies say good night with different silly voices that made him giggle. Soobin loved the chances he got to baby Beomgyu. He never wanted to miss a single micro second of the warm feeling it gave him. There was something so parental and loving about it that he couldn’t get enough of.

[lullabytaeyong]

Yeonjun as a little! 💞

loves being rewarded with stickers

hums while making duck faces

wiggles cutely to show he’s happy, especially when he’s eating his favorite foods

soobin always ends up being the one to bathe him

drinks warm bottles of milk, which makes him sleepy and his eyes fluttery

loves to take care of little friends and act like their big brother, giving them snacks in a cute voice like he’s seen his cg do

“here you go baby! eat it!”

does a lot of crafts like painting, origami, or clay

shares everything but has specific things he’s gets really possessive over, like his toothbrush

randomly rhymes? like if he’s listening to someone talk, he catches one word and randomly rhymes it with another

puts off letting himself be small because he gets insecure and worried

soobin and kai are the best at talking him down

they dry his tears, give him hugs, listen to him word vomit, and make sure he has his favorite stuffie

pouty little duck lips

sits on the kitchen floor building legos while taehyun cooks and dances around him

blanket capes! he loves blanket capes!

he’d break crayons all. the. time. not on purpose! he just has a strong grip

he used to cry about it but now he just sighs

sometimes gets super duper stubborn

foot stomps, arms crossed, scowling, “no!”

getting cradled & truly babied makes him tense up but once he relaxes he doesn’t want to be let go

it makes bedtime easier when he’s in someone’s arms nice and cozy

[babybearcookie]

it had been a long day for all of you, but mostly you, as you had been dragged along to every show and event soobin had that entire day. yes, you didn't have to perform or do anything, but you had been tiptoeing around your regressed headspace throughout the day, which sucked a lot of your energy from you. soobin knew that, which is also why he kept you as close as he could and kept an eye on you. you were still your adult self most of the time that day, but he knew that you most likely would slip into your headspace at some point and he'd like to be able to catch you. it happened on the way on to the next city. they had booked a tour bus so they could have their private space in there instead of a cramped car or airplane while moving from city to city. soobin had been sitting on one of the couches, talking to yeonjun and taehyun about some lyrics they were playing around with writing, when you came over and sat beside your boyfriend, leaning your head on his shoulder. he kissed the top of your head to show acknowledgement of the fact that you were there, before going back to the conversation he was having with his group members, which you didn't mind at all, you just wanted to be closer to him, your cg, as you felt your head start to get more and more fuzzy around the edges. at some point you had laid yourself on the couch with your head in soobin's lap, facing into his stomach. when he noticed that your breathing had been steadied and that you had placed your thumb in your mouth (obscured to the others by the way you were laying), he shrugged off his zip-up hoodie, laying it over you as a makeshift blanket. the hoodie was one of your favourite things to have draped over you, as it smelled like soobin and it had a certain weight to it, so as soon as it registered in your cloudy, sleepy brain that it was over you, you sighed and nuzzled closer into soobin, who ran a hand over your hair and smiled as he looked down at you, being rocked deeper into your dream world by the movement of the car driving on.

[littletxt]

hi babie! it’s been a while and i’m back with a quick request💖

little taehyun misbehaving while having dinner with cg reader outside. reader is having a bad day already and wanted to wind down with her little only for little taehyun to create a ruckus in public.

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Thank you, love!! Baby! Feed me the ANGST! 😩😩😩

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three squeezes means ‘ily’

Coming home from an exhausting day's work, your boss to thank, you found your boyfriend, Taehyun, climbing onto the kitchen counter. Bewildered, you couldn't imagine why he would do such a thing. But he would. Especially to get to his favorite cookies that you kept on a high shelf where even you couldn't reach them on your own. He was already regressed.

It was a rule that little Tyunnie knew well. Right now he was breaking two of them; no cookies before dinner and more importantly, if he was feeling small when he was on his own, he was supposed to call you no matter what.

"Kang Taehyun.", you stood in the kitchen, commanding his attention. Nearly falling off the counter, he froze and snapped his head in your direction. Without a word, he corrected his actions, climbing down and slowly making his way across the tiled floor until he was looking down at your feet.

"m sorry. I got hungry nd wanned cookies...", he frowned, afraid to look up to see the disappointment he was sure you had, plastered clearly on your face. But you were too tired to be disappointed. Throwing off why he may have suddenly regressed, you decided to get him dressed and take him out since he was feeling so hungry. Collecting his coat, you held it out for him, waiting for him to put his arms in.

"Can we eat nd watch teebee??", he asked, shying away from his coat a bit. He hugged his hands to his chest in an anxious manner.

"Yeah, baby. We're gonna go eat. Arms in.", you shook his coat, getting a little impatient. All you wanted was to go out for a nice evening with your baby kitty and forget about work. Reluctantly, he let you get him ready and followed you out.

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"Didn' wanna.."

"What was that, baby??", you hadn't heard his grouching, his head turned away from you as you drove.

"Missed you..", he mumbled a little louder, walking his fingers slowly over the interior of the car as he looked out the window, buildings blurring by.

"I missed you too, sweetie.", you reached for his hand and he let you interlock your fingers with his. Maybe if you hadn't been so lost in your head, you'd have notice how quiet he was being. Much quieter than usual when you'd come home from work. He continued his rather silent behavior even when it was time to order, refusing to pick anything from the adult or children's menu. You thought maybe he was being stubborn since he'd failed to get his cookies earlier, he wouldn't even color on the menu. Ordering for him and putting a rush on some strawberry milk you asked him about his day but he merely shrugged and played with his straw. The off-putting behavior continued into your meal when he poked at the table loudly with his fork.

"Tyunnie, I thought you said you were hungry??", you reached over, placing your hand on the fork to halt his actions that had already starting drawing attention.

"I wann go home..", he grumbled and threw the fork onto the floor. 

"Taehyun. What. are. you. doing?", you whispered sharply and waved down a waiter to get him a replacement.

"Noo...", he whined and kicked his feet under the table. People were really starting to stare.

"Taeh-"

"I wanna go home!!", he whined louder. If everyone in the restaurant hadn't noticed him before, they definitely did then. Composure faltering, you nearly raised your voice, but instead you took a deep breath.

"Mommy doesn't have the energy. If you want to go home, you'll finish your food and be a good boy."

"I-", Taehyun's voice broke and he lowered his face, trying to break himself of his headspace, "Y/n, can we please just go..?"

Lifting his sleeve he quickly wiped away any tears that slipped from his eyes and stood, putting his jacket on and pulling cash from his wallet to pay for dinner. Walking out the doors of the restaurant and heading to the car, he didn't wait for you to follow him.

"Taehyun!", you called after him, rushing to put your jacket on as you crossed the parking lot, "Please, wait!"

Worry clawed at your heart. You'd never seen him do this. 

Did you do this to him?

Leaning against the side of the car he waited for you to unlock it, since you had the keys, and slammed his door shut once he was inside. Sitting in the drivers seat, you closed your car door and faced him.

"Are you going to talk to me? What happened?", you were mentally and emotionally exhausted, but you could add confused and frustrated to that list as you sat in silence, waiting for an answer that didn't seem to come. Looking out the window at nothing in particular, he didn't even blink. You had to watch closely just to make sure he was still breathing, he sat so still.

"Taehyun. All I wanted after a hard day at work was to go out with my baby and relax and have a nice dinner. You caused a scene and ruined any chance of that and you won't even tell me why?"

"Did you ask what I wanted?", his fists were clenched, pressing red crescents into the palm of his hand.

"What?"

"Did you ask me what I wanted to do? I wanted you. I wanted to have a simple meal at home with just you and me and whatever stupid movie we'd put on. I'm tired too. I work too. I just wanted..."

Wanted or needed? What he needed had been affection and  a nap. Unable to think of words, you only felt shame. Both of you had this communication problem you could never seem to solve. 

"I'm sorry.", both of you apologized at the same time and another awkward silence filled the car. Neither of you were very good at admitting your faults, so the apology warmed the hearth of each of your hearts.

"Let's go home.", you sighed, setting your hand in the center as you turned the ignition, a sort of peace offering. Letting his hand fall into yours, he webbed them together and squeezed tightly three times. 'I. Love. You.'. 

Taehyun headed to the bathroom upon arriving home while you took of your jacket and ordered pizza, figuring neither of you were in the mood to cook. Sitting on the sofa, you took the remote and scrolled through movies looking for a particular animal documentary you'd promised to watch with your little Tyunnie on your next day off. He deserved it. 

When Taehyun came from the bathroom, he'd changed into comfier clothes and put on his favorite socks. Opening your arms, you tilted your head in question, hoping he needed the comfort of regression as much as you needed him. Without a word, he slipped, happy to retreat into the safety of his Mommy's arms. 

"Mommy that one's a Tamarin!", he whispered excitedly, pointing out the tiny, red-colored monkey that had appeared on the television.

"Oh, really? My little boy is so smart!"

The both of you had a lot to work on, especially communication. But you weren't worried. His hand finding yours it squeezed again; 'I. Love. You.'

🧸End note: communication is important!! The title is longer than usual, but so are TXT’s titles!! 💕

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[littletxt]

Can you make a Soobin CG X Fem Little Reader.

*based off of his live yesterday*

Soobin is doing a vlive and she comes into his studio while he's doing arts and crafts and wants to do them with him in that moment while he's live. MOAs loving her and find her adorable 🥺

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VLIVE

At the sound of the door to the studio room creaking, Soobin turned, eyebrows raising in surprise at the sight of you standing in the doorway, your little bundled right fist held closely to your mouth in a way that resembled a child.

"Oh! Hi, angel!", with you being so shy, he hadn't expected you to come to him while he was in the middle of a live, especially alone; you were always accompanied by himself or another member when navigating the walls of the maze like building.

"She saw you with the glitter and immediately insisted I bring her down here.", Taehyun chuckled, appearing in the doorway, answering Soobin’s previous thoughts. Then, he walked over to stand next to the older member, so the audience could see him.

"Hi, MOA!!!", he waved both his hands, smiling widely, and looked over the comments. Everyone spammed with greetings, excited to see him, and asked if you were there as well since they couldn't quite see you yet.

"Yep. She's here. Come sit down and say hi to them, angel!", Timidly shuffling over to your daddy, Soobin took your hand and pulled you into his lap. Taehyun excused himself with a last-minute finger heart so the two of you could share the time on Vlive without him interrupting any further. Looking down at your feet, shyly, you said a simple "hello" and turned to hide your face on his shoulder, soaking in his comforting scent.

"You guys remember my little baby from my last live, don't you??", with a hearty laugh, he referred to his live from only a week before, where he played both of your favorite songs as he finally introduced you to MOA. The comments had quickly filled with praises and heart emojis, asking all sorts of questions like how long the two of you had been together and why you dressed the way you did, carrying around a teddy. Soobin was more than happy to explain the dynamic of your relationship, including how much he loved being your caregiver. Both of you had been a bit anxious when Soobin had received permission to show you off to the public, but things were going better than either of you could have hoped.

 "I think my Angel came to do some face painting with us. Isn't that right??", Soobin grinned, pressing a kiss to your cheek. That display of affection sent the chat into a frenzy, all cooing at your little giggles. Turning a bit, you held up both hands to block your mouth and whispered something into his ear. The comments picked up again, obviously curious as to what you could be saying. 

"Angel's feeling a little shy today. But she said she wants to put heart gems on Daddy's face. Right, baby??", he chuckled, picking out the sticker sheet and placing it in your hands. Kicking your feet contently, you peeled them off, one-by-one placing them over his cheeks as he talked to his fans about recent group activities and denying comeback spoilers. Another giggle left your lips because you knew quite a few spoilers yourself.

"Soobin looks like an art project. Add glitter.", he winced at the comment, regretting choosing to read this one. He knew you'd jump at the chance to use glitter, his silly baby. 

"You guys really want to see me suffer.", he teased, pouting at you. Picking up a blue-colored, tiny container of makeup glitter, he showed it off to the camera, a pleading look on his face then to you.

"This stuff is kinda thick. Huening was playing with it earlier. Are you sure you wanna submit me to such torture?", he playfully begged, his arms wrapped around your middle, bouncing you a little on his knees. Of course, they agreed, but you would have asked and got your way anyhow. He let you pick your favorite glitter and dab it over his face, sparkles everywhere. 

"Daddy's gonna have a lot of clean up to do after this, huh, Angel.", he sighed but the corners of his lips twitched into a smile, more so once he heard your sweet laughter. How could he not be happy this way? He had his angel and his MOAs. 

Successfully turning his face into a child's art project, Soobin then took his turn, gently painting bright, pink anime-blush marks onto your cheeks. Everyone insisted you were a "kawaii anime girl come to life", making a real blush cover your cheeks. 

"She's so cute. I wanna put her in my pocket and take her home with me.", Soobin read another comment out loud, your face warming even further.

"Ah, I agree with you! I think she's cuter than HueningKai even!! But unfortunately, this little one is alllllllllll-", he hugged you tightly in his lap, drawing out the word and giving you pecks in between, "MINE!!"

The two of you finished your second ever capture-time, cleaned off your faces, and waved goodbye to MOAs so Soobin could get to his next schedule. But really, he wanted to spend a little more time with you.

"Is this gonna be a reoccurring thing, Angel?? Coming to Daddy's lives?", he turned you around in his lap to face him.

"Wanna be with Daddy, always.", you nuzzled into his neck, a bit sleepy. It was getting rather late for a little one like you to be awake.

"Daddy wants to be with his baby always too, Angel. But right now, my little one is gonna go take a nap and wait for Daddy to pick you up to go home. Okay? Can my good girl do that for Daddy?", he spoke softly, rubbing circles on your back in acknowledgment that you were indeed falling asleep.

"Uh-huh", you lifted your head and let him pick you up and take you along to a free room where you could sleep peacefully until his workday was done.

🧸End note: it’s not a Soobin live without him talking at least twice about Hueningkai <3 also! A twt MOA said that MOAs don’t get jealous when we see txt with girls because we’re all gay?? Bahahha 💕

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