#sfw txt

[mapofthemazeinthemirror]

When you’re sick

Warnings: none, one Monsters Inc. reference I hope won't confuse people

Please let me know which is your favourite!

☆ gender neutral reader

Soobin

You'd tried everything, from warm baths to drinking god-awful concoctions people swore by on the internet. But you were still sick. You'd been holed up in your bedroom for almost a week, leaving poor Soobin to have to sleep on the couch. You missed him, but you couldn't let him catch what you had. The only contact you'd had with him all week was through texting, and the meals he'd leave outside the bedroom door for you.

Of course, you'd been apart longer than this before; being in a successful group, Soobin often went on tour for months at a time. But this almost seemed harder, maybe because you felt miserable physically and just wanted to be held and loved on.

"I just wanted to see you," came his muffled voice, a hint whiny. "I won't come any further than this, I promise."

Sighing, you retreated from hiding. You hadn't seen him with your own eyes for what felt like longer than it actually was. There was no helping how good it felt to look at him now. "I miss you."

His lopsided smile gave you a rush of warmth. "Please get better before I go crazy."

You felt guilty. "I'm sorry. You can go and stay at Taehyun's if you-"

Soobin's mouth quirked, his brow creased. "It's not that. I just want to see you, touch you, have a real conversation. I want to hold you until we fall asleep." You felt the longing for him increase. "You always take care of me when I'm sick, even if you might catch it. Please, let me do the same for you."

His eyes held a helpless look that tugged at your heart as much as his words did. You felt your resolve crack, and it must have shown in your face, Soobin crossing the threshold and shuffling towards the bed. Relief flooded through you as he crawled up next to you and tucked you into his arms. His warmth was everything you'd needed for the past week, and he sighed as you buried your face against his neck. You swear you started melting when you felt his fingers in your hair. This was home.

Yeonjun

You weren't sure how long you'd felt like this. Time seems a blur when most of it is spent in bed, falling in and out of sleep and dreams. It took a monumental effort just to roll from one side to the other, so you couldn't remember the last time you'd eaten or showered. One small mercy was the fact that your ears were blocked, muffling the noise of the world outside the window; birds and neighbours dogs and traffic sounds couldn't disturb your sporadic naps.

Suddenly there was soft skin against your cheek, a warm palm and fingertips that you leaned into without question, and a deep sound somewhere close by. It took a few minutes for your mind to kick in and realise that these things were real and not a dream. Opening your eyes to the dim room, you found a face smiling down at you; your Yeonjun. But something was strange about this. Hadn't you been alone? Wasn't there a reason you were in the middle of the big bed, his pillow trapped between your arms?

"Junie?" You whinced as your voice seemed to reverberate through your head, your throat burning as the word tore through it.

"Hey, baby," he replied softly. You felt his fingers swipe the hair off your forehead before his nose was touching your own.

With what little strength you had, you tried to sink further into the mattress to put space between the two of you. "Jun, I'm- I'm sick."

"It's okay." You felt his arm slither under your back and peel you off the bed, pulling you into him. "I'm here."

You sniffled, swallowing against the dryness of your mouth that comes with not being able to breathe through your nose for so long. "Why?"

"'Why?'" He laughed. "Because the tour ended and I came home to you. Aren't you happy to see me?"

You nodded weakly against his chest. "Junie... I'm sick," you said again, half warning and half complaint.

His hand began to rub your back soothingly, and it felt so good to be in his arms again that you sighed heavily, raspily. "I know, babe, I'm sorry."

"You shouldn't..." Words were too hard. Instead, you brought your hand to his chest and tried to push him, rather feebly, away.

A large hand wrapped around your wrist, softly pulling your arm up over his shoulder. "I don't care. I missed you."

Not having it in yourself to argue, you surrendered, letting your body totally relax into his. You had pictured him coming home after tour very differently than this. You wanted to kiss him. You wanted to talk about his trip, but you couldn't fight your body. You heard the rumble of his voice again. "What?"

"I'll make you some chicken soup," he repeated. But as he tried to turn to leave the bed you grabbed a handful of his shirt. You heard him chuckle, and his arms were back around you again. "Maybe later, then."

Beomgyu

One minute you were studying, the next you were being woken by your phone blasting the most annoying ringtone Beomgyu had set for himself. You scrambled to snatch the phone off the desk where you had evidently fallen asleep. "Gyu? What time is it?"

"Half past the time you were supposed to meet me at the cinema."

Your heart sank. How long had you been asleep? "Oh no. I'm so sorry, I fell asleep."

"Why do you sound like you're talking into a tin can?"

Now that you were more awake, you noticed the feeling in your throat, the pounding of your head. Sure, falling asleep with your head on a desk wasn't the best, but you'd never known it to make your head feel like this. Come to think of it, you couldn't breathe through your nose very well either. You thought back and vaguely remembered your roommate having had a cough before she left for the weekend. There was a knock at the door.

"Hang on," you said into the phone, crossing the small space to open the door and-

"You look terrible," Beomgyu said, to your face and in your ear before hanging up. His cheeks were flushed, telling you he'd walked all the way here, in the cold, probably to check on you.

"Wow, thanks," you deadpanned as you let him in. "When's the next showing? Maybe we can make that one."

Your boyfriend pulled his hood down and looked at you for a moment before pressing his palm to your forehead. Trying not to flinch at the coldness of his hand, you looked up at him, his eyes still studying you.

"You're hot," he told you.

You scoffed, but it came out as more of a cough. "That's not what you were saying a minute ago."

Without another word, Beomgyu's hands were on your shoulders, turning you around and steering you through the small dorm room and sitting you down on your bed. Then he disappeared into the bathroom, coming back with a towel that he pressed against your head.

"I'm fine," you sighed. "Let's go see the movie."

Beomgyu tisked, gesturing for you to hold the towel before dipping to his knees to pull off your slippers. "The only movie you're seeing tonight is the DVD I got you for Christmas." Standing up again, he shooed you up the bed and pulled the covers over you.

"But we've seen that a hundred times," you whined. You'd been looking forward to a night out with your boyfriend; the movie, popcorn, leaving the confines of your dorm room after so many days and nights of studying.

"But you love it," he retorted, mocking your whiny tone. He handed you the remote for the tiny TV at the foot of your bed. "I'm guessing you haven't had dinner?" You shook your head. "Got any cup ramen?" You nodded.

You opened your mouth again to complain, but the words never came as Beomgyu kissed you on the top of the head and walked over to boil the kettle. Instead you let yourself sink into the comfort of your bed, only now noticing how exhausted you actually were. So you weren't going to get your date, but how could you complain when you had a boyfriend like this?

Taehyun

You were up before Taehyun this morning - an unusual occurrence. You'd woken up with a funny feeling in your throat and quickly but quietly escaped his room to cough without waking him. Then you'd tiptoed to the kitchen to boil water, eyes meeting with Yeonjun's who was sitting at the table eating cereal. His smirk said it all.

You were sat on the couch when Taehyun emerged from his room, tired eyes searching for you. By now, Soobin and Beomgyu were also sitting at the table eating. Taehyun plodded over to you. "Morning."

"Don't get contaminated," Yeonjun called, looking up from his phone. You narrowed your eyes at him.

Soobin, who looked like he could've still been half asleep, whipped his head up in confusion, chewing his toast with a new expression.

Taehyun's eyes swept from his friend to you, scanning your face for signs of anything amiss. "Are you not feeling well?"

"M'fine," you croaked, arms wrapped around yourself inside your hoodie as you tried to hold off a shiver.

"Tried to cough up a whole cat this morning," Yeonjun snitched. Soobin looked between Yeonjun and Beomgyu, still puzzled, his messy bed hair comedically flapping side to side.

You rolled your eyes, looking up at Taehyun with a small pout. "I just have a cough. It's probably the change in the weather."

"Or bronchitis."

Taehyun ignored the oldest boy's comment as he crouched down in front of you. "Do you want me to go to the pharmacy?"

"Really," you persisted. "I'm fine. I feel okay, just an itchy throat." As if on cue, you started to cough again, burying your face into the crook of your arm, then quickly tried to recover yourself. "I don't want you to worry."

"Sounds like a duck," Beomgyu said with a tone that gave away his amusement.

Taehyun sighed and rubbed up and down your arms comfortingly. "I just want to help you feel better, so anything you need, you just tell me, okay?"

You nodded. He stood up and went to the kitchen to start breakfast, giving you a kiss on the cheek first. Suddenly there was a commotion, as Beomgyu grabbed his breakfast bowl and ran from the kitchen yelling, "twenty-three nineteen!"

Huening Kai

The first thing that you noticed was a dull ache in your head. You'd taken some pain relief, thinking it was just a normal headache, and pushed on to get ready for your dinner plans. Kai's parents were always so happy to have you for dinner, and to see him catching up with them and his sisters made you happy, too.

You started to feel a little weak halfway through your meal, participating in conversation less and less, and after dinner you'd slipped away to a quiet room for what was supposed to be a few minutes. Your body felt heavy, more exhausted than what would be expected, and as you sat on an armchair in the dimly lit room, you became aware of the dull ache in your muscles. Eyes closing, the sound of distant chatter and laughter from the dining room lulled you quickly into unexpected sleep.

Kai had thought you were gone for the bathroom, and after ten minutes of your absence, his eyes flicking to the door every so often in anticipation of your reappearance, he thought he should check on you - maybe something you'd eaten wasn't agreeing with you. When he'd knocked on the bathroom door and there was no reply, he'd let himself in only to find it empty. He checked the kitchen, then the garden, then walked back to the dining room to see if you'd returned there while he'd been away. His mother joined him as he went to check the living room.

The two of them found you dozing and lowered their voices to a whisper, Mrs. Huening commenting that you hadn't seemed yourself earlier. Kai gently touched the back of his hand to your forehead and found it clammy. This, along with the headache you'd mentioned before the drive up and how quiet you'd been, probably meant you'd come down with something, and he decided to take you home.

That's how you woke up in Kai's arms, in the cold night air, on the way to the car. "There you are," he said when he noticed you awake. "Have a nice nap?"

You noticed a sore throat was beginning as you spoke, glancing around the street. "We're leaving?"

His soft brown eyes met yours as he continued to walk. His arms kept you steady against his chest, so you barely felt like you were on the move. "You're exhausted. You fell asleep."

You hated that you were the reason Kai's family time was being cut short and that you hadn't said goodbye to anyone. "I'm fine, Hyuka. Let's go back. Please?"

He came to a stop as he reached the car, looking down into your eyes again with a soft smile. "You need rest. We'll go home, I'll run a bath, and then we'll get into bed." Seeing you open your mouth to argue, he added, "Let me take care of you."

You couldn't argue with that.

written by mapofthemazeinthemirror - do not repost my work in any form

[d6volution]

just imagine jax being so sexually deprived because of you and due to the show being family friendly ! oh that could lead to some fun scenarios :)

right,,, giving me pervert!jax thoughts,,,

he always struggled with it but when you came along it only got worse, your legs, your arms even your mouth was all tempting him.

you were like his own personal hell sent into him this digital world, but he would gladly be a sinner.

his touches would linger too long inappropriate places but only when he was sure no one else was looking giving you the feeling of security.

if no one pointed it out it had to be.. somewhat normal right?

normal to constantly be looked at like prey? like at any moment he could snap and finally make you his?

it's the least he deserves, being the product of years of sexual frustration under Caine's rule, it's the least he deserves.

and just how much longer would be able to keep himself from devouring such a cute little thing like you?

[ynbnevermore]

little soobin who loves peek-a-boo. little soobin who demands to be the little spoon despite being taller than his other members. little soobin who loves to bake but all he does is messily crack the eggs and mix while his daddy does the rest. little soobin who is ticklish and sensitive everywhere. little soobin who whines pouts and crosses his arms when he doesn’t get what he wants. little soobin who is so shy. little soobin who loves bedtime and listening to stories. little soobin who watches anime and gasps when he sees his favorite characters. little soobin who is precious. little soobin who i love <3

[littletxt]

i just saw anon’s ask and i just wanna say that @lullabytaeyong and @babybearcookie are 2 writers i know that write really good txt agre stuff!

Thank you!! For anyone who is looking 💖💖💖 ^^

[duhnova]

idk how to word it but like. txt mtl letting/wanting you to borrow their clothes?

MOST

soobin - he goes completely soft when he sees you wearing his clothes. the way the fabric engulfs your body and makes you look small makes him happy, because you’re his little baby. it also brings out something domestic in him where he wants to see you walk around in nothing but his clothes.

yeonjun - he absolutely adores when you wear his clothes, however there are a few pieces he wouldn’t let you wear (either because they’re sentimental or just way to expensive to be used for everyday wear) but just about everything in his closet is free range to you, and he’ll even buy new things that he thinks you would like to wear.

taehyun - he can’t help the way his mind malfunctions when he sees the way you light up and cuddle into the fabric of his jacket. not only does it make you happy to wear his clothes but it makes him happy too because now everyone knows you belong to him.

huening kai - he’d be to shy to ask you to wear his clothes so he hints at you to wear his favorite hoodie. he’ll leave it at your place, tempting you to wear it the next time you hang out, or if you stay with him for the night he’ll toss it in with your night clothes so you sleep in it.

beomgyu - he wouldn’t be opposed to you wearing his clothes, but he won’t go out of his way to ask you to wear his shirts or hoodies. he’d much rather see the cute outfits you put together yourself then seeing you in his clothes… he also just doesn’t want more laundry to do.

LEAST

[jelliecherries]

self care is razor blading your hair a bit every day to make it shorter

[ace-agere]

Bingo Heeler Moodboard !! 🧡🌱

[miupow]

five kisses ⭑𓂃 c. beomgyu

𝄞𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ 𓈈⭒♬ ﾟ. choi beomgyu x gn!reader ✧˖° five types of kisses from the love of your life.

GENRE ── fluff

WARNINGS ── est. relationship, kisses, toothrotting fluff, silly cuddly boyfie gyu

WORDS ── 1.1k

A/N ── happy late comeback day!! it took me way longer to finish this than i wanted to cos i could not for the life of me find the motivation to write it TT but finally it’s here! it’s short but it’s my longest fluff work so far… hoping to write longer fluff works in the future

you’ve kissed choi beomgyu more times than you could ever hope to count. each one a single shining star that made up the constellations of your relationship, the galaxy that was your love; your days and nights were peppered with his kisses just as often as they were by his jokes and his banter, by his hand on your waist; they were something so beautifully interwoven into your everyday life that it was hard to keep track.

while you couldn’t remember every one, you would always remember their types– beomgyu gave you five different kisses out of all of the hundreds and thousands that you’ve shared.

absently to the back of your cradled hand when you weren’t paying attention.

beomgyu always insisted that he hold your hand on movie nights, no matter how far you may end up seated away from him– that night you had sat in front of him cross-legged on the floor, letting all of the boys take the couch while you rested your back against his legs, and even then did beomgyu kept your fingers laced together. he ignored your complaints about having to bend your arm up behind your back with an evil little smile.

“that can’t be comfortable.” soobin laughed, tearing his eyes away from the tv screen only to hand yeonjun a bag of chips. you can hear beomgyu’s quiet snicker somewhere above your head.

“it’s not!” you whined, failing to hide your smile behind a pout. “my arm is falling asleep!”

“we can switch places, if you want.” hueningkai added gently, squished between the armrest and soobin’s broad frame– unlike him, you would probably fit just fine, comfortably even.

but that was when you felt it; beomgyu lifted your intertwined hands to his face, the skin of your fingers tingling as his plush lips ghosted your knuckles, and as gently and ardently as he possibly could pressed a kiss to the back of your hand. you gave hueningkai a polite, sideways smile.

“actually, i think i’m just fine here.”

so passionate you can hardly breathe, hardly even think.

“i love you,” beomgyu whispered, exalted like a prayer; you’ve never heard him sound like that before. his big brown puppy-dog eyes take up your vision, blinking, swimming with overwhelming emotion, framed by pretty long eyelashes; they sparkled like the brightest of stars even in the dark. you opened your mouth to respond, surprised and euphoric, but his pouty bottom lip wobbling with nerves knocked any scattered thought from your head.

So you kissed him instead.

you were used to first kisses being awkward, uncoordinated, but beomgyu kissed you back like your lips were the only one’s he’d ever known; you gasped softly against his lips and he drank it in like ambrosia, tilted your face to deepen the kiss as he cupped your cheeks in his shaking hands. it was perfect, indescribable, gentler than you had expected beomgyu to be. not like fireworks or explosions, but simply his lips on yours, and a slow caressing warmth that left you unable to focus on anything other than his touch, his taste.

you hadn’t known what to do with your hands, and it didn’t come to you until you both pulled away for air that you had been digging your nails into his sweater-clad shoulders. he didn’t seem to mind much.

“i love you,” beomgyu repeated, his words dancing across your lips in his hot, panting breaths. “can we do that again?”

softly and sweetly and exchanged in dimly lit doorsteps, a goodbye, a promise.

he’s running late, but you can’t let go. not when you have him in your arms like this, pretty face illuminated by the streetlights as you kiss him goodbye. “stay?” you whispered against his lips, just short of begging. beomgyu chuckled and shook his head, the best he can with your arms wrapped around his neck.

“you know i can’t.”

“just for the night…” you argued half-heartedly, but you already knew you had lost. “they certainly won’t miss you for just one night.”

“baby…” beomgyu sighed, shushing you with his hands caressing down your back and his chin resting on the crown of your head. you begged like this every night, but it never got any easier for him to say no. “i have to go.”

“when will you be back?”

“so soon you won’t even have time to miss me.”

“but i already miss you.”

“ya, you’ll be fine.” beomgyu tutted, pressing a heartbreakingly gentle kiss to your forehead. his smile is infectious, even with your sour mood.

“one last kiss? please?” you pout, your fingers tangled in the hairs at the base of his neck. beomgyu’s eyes crinkle into sweet, shimmery half-moon cresents.

“of course.”

as a surprise, a sudden declaration of love and mischief.

you could never let your guard down around him— in a good way, of course.

you sat on the couch engrossed in your phone, mind consumed with endless scrolling; beomgyu had been caught up playing a video game on his console, headphones on and controller in hand as he cursed at the monitor, and you were simply trying to pass the time he came back to the land of the living. but then it was you who was the one disconnected from the real world, as you hadn’t even noticed that beomgyu had placed his controller down and had gotten up out of his seat.

there’s nothing your boyfriend hates more than being ignored, despite how much he loved to ignore you in favor for his games— you gasp when a hand comes around the back of the couch to snatch your phone out of your hands, and you turn your head sharply to admonish your attacker… just for beomgyu to land an obnoxious wet kiss to your lips, giggling and grinning like a cat that had gotten the cream.

“beomgyu!” you whined petulantly as your boyfriend continued to smatter kisses across your cheeks. “i was watching something!”

“don’t care.” beomgyu snickered, tossing your phone to the side. “i’m done with my game; pay attention to me!”

against your forehead when you fall asleep, a wish goodnight as he takes in your beauty.

you had gotten into the habit of pretending to be asleep when you weren’t, just so you could experience these moments. cuddled up tight in beomgyu’s warm embrace, your head cradled against his chest, his chest rising and falling in tandem with his heartbeat.

beomgyu’s hands smooth down your arms and back, grounding you and lulling you into the sweetest sense of calm; you’ve never felt safer than right there in his arms.

finally beomgyu does it, something he does every night when he’s certain you’ve nodded off; slowly and carefully he presses his lips to your forehead in a chaste kiss, rests there as you try your hardest not to smile. “goodnight baby,” he whispers, barely audible, his breath hot against your skin. “i love you.”

[disgustinggf]

describe ur lips using only putting them on mine

[liveinblankets]

i want to give some extra love to littles with ""scary"" neurodivergences; the age regressors with forms of psychosis or bipolar or are on the schizophrenic spectrum or have ocd. i know it feels scary sometimes ♡ i know sometimes it feels like you shouldnt be included, but that is not true, and you are just as deserving to feel soft and small as anyone else. ♡ ♡♡

ⓘ dni : nsfw / 18+, gore, proship, pro-ed/sh, non-child-safe things, ddlg (etc.).

[mapofthemazeinthemirror]

Boyfriend Huening Kai soft thoughts

Totally not fuelled by me sitting in my bed surrounded by plushies and thinking about having a plushie play date with Hyuka, I'm very adult

☆ gender neutral reader

Boyfriend Huening who remembers every single one of your plushie's names, what they mean to you and when you need which one.

When he comes home to find you on the couch, so upset you don't even notice him enter the apartment, he heads straight to your room and comes back with an armful of stuffed animals, a mixture of yours and his. He organises them around you so they sit beside you on the couch, the ones that mean the most and the ones that have been with you the longest right at your side; the ones belonging to him are your favourites from his collection, the ones you always beg to babysit while he is away. You finally look up at him and though you've clearly been crying, there's a light in your eyes just for him, seeing what he's done.

He sits on the floor at your feet with a gentle smile before pulling something out of his pocket. It's the brush that you reserve only for sprucing up your fluffy friends. Kai knows you so well, knows that the act of brushing your plushies is soothing and relaxing for you, and you almost feel better just by this act of love towards you. As you brush each one by one, Kai tells you what the plushie loves the best about you. That one loves the way you still laugh during movies even if you've seen it hundred times. That one admires that you're such a hard worker. This one? This one needed a while to pick just one favourite thing about you, do you want to know what it is? It's your big heart.

By the end of the task, you feel so much lighter than before, much better. You pull Huening up onto the couch with you and sink into his arms. He bestows a kiss to the side of your head and tells you he loves you the most.

written by mapofthemazeinthemirror - do not repost my work in any form

[d6volution]

literally in love with your caine fics 😭😭 this is what i need in life!!!

if your requests are open, can you do sfw/nsfw hcs or a drabble about caine with a reader whos like twice as tall as him? or like a bit taller than jax?

im so glad, he's so fun to write! and of course, hopefully these are okay 🫶🏽

Caine/Tall!Reader

• Caine isn't usually phased by height since he floats most of the time and can easily make himself float around eye level with them.

• But when you come around Caine still feels a bit dwarfed by your height, it doesn't bruise his ego though. In fact he's caught staring at you more often than not.

• His eyes linger on your legs, and even on your chest sometimes when you speak. His mouth comically agape as he drank in your figure.

• You'd probably be the first one to ever hug Caine because you could actually reach his usually floating figure and he would light up like Christmas.

"A..Ahem, anyways b-back to the rules of today's adventure!~"

• He'd try to focus but you've gotten the ringmaster all flustered and unconsciously aching for more of your touch. Maybe a kiss on his jaw? Or maybe you could sweep him off of his feet?

• He'd rebuttal everytime someone like Jax would attempt to tease you about your height, hardly coming to anyone else's defense but yours most of the time.

"She's twice the man you are Jax! Quite literally!" He'd look at you for approval and find himself flushed again when he catches you giggling behind your hand.

[ynbnevermore]

too little 4 all of it

ageretober day 6 ‘scary movies’ ; cg ot3, little soobin & yeonjun ; wc 1.8k

kai loves doting on his hyungs. teasing them, pinching their cheeks, baby-talking and aegyo-ing his way out of his things. he loves to see his hyungs groan in frustration at his antics. but it’s even better when his two eldest hyungs are not exactly the eldest anymore— but are regressed. yeonjun usually regresses older than soobin, around 5-7, meanwhile soobin sometimes regresses as young as 1 or just a couple months. kai still loves doting on them then too.

 it’s the halloween season and kai was the one to fill their dorm with fake pumpkins and leaf garlands. every time one member comes home, they should be expected to be hit with a whiff of caramel apple or pumpkin spice. kai loves the soft amber feeling of fall, but he also loves the horror and scare of halloween. he has been binge watching horror movies every single night on a too loud volume. taehyun, on the 2nd night, decided to go and sleep in the living room.

it’s the night of their day off and taehyun and beomgyu had agreed to join kai on his nightly binge of a horror movie. soobin and yeonjun did not. 

well, more like yeonjun didn’t agree. soobin had slipped earlier in the day and was still small. baby soobin really did want to watch the movie! but, yeonjun insisted that he was too little for it. and so, soobin decided to cuddle up in bed with yeonjun and mindlessly watch random videos that came up on their youtube feed and bad reality tv shows.

a couple hours later, soobin felt a little bit bigger than he did before. he noticed his dada had fallen asleep and he silently creeped out of bed. he turned the knob of the door and shut it so quietly, it barely made a creak. soobin heard the faint sound of some reality tv actor screaming at their colleague from behind the door. soobin turned around and faced the dark hallway. fear bubbled up in his chest but he swallowed it down and took a careful step forward. the floor creaked and soobin widened his eyes, thinking yeonjun was going to wake up and come out of the room to scold him. 

soobin kept walking and eventually made it into the living room, braving the adventure of passing by dark rooms and the shadowy figures that came within them. he heard the noises from the movie and couldn’t help but get a little excited. he really wanted to watch it earlier but yeonjun forced him to go to bed since he was scared and now he can! he peeked around the corner and then scurried to the couch, finding a place and cuddling up next to beomgyu and kai. he mindlessly stuck his thumb in his mouth and contentedly watched. the protagonist was now walking up the stairs of an old abandoned house and stupidly calling out, “hello? Anyone here?” and soobin couldn’t help but giggle. this drew the attention of beomgyu who then noticed soobin’s thumb in his mouth. He stroked his shoulder and whispered in soobin’s ear, “how old are you, baby?” soobin then held up his hand, proudly showing five fingers. beomgyu knew that he would be okay, and if it got too scary he would just take soobin back to his room. beomgyu looked over towards taehyun and kai, who’s eyes were lost in the screen and spaced out, completely focused on the movie. beomgyu scoffed and then saw soobin doing the exact same thing. he decides to let them be. 

  ๋ㅤ ࣭ ㅤ⭑  ☆ㅤ ๋࣭ㅤ ⭑

yeonjun wakes up in a dark room and hears the sound of wind and hail pellets beating against the window. he groggily rubs his eyes and whimpers. the last thing he remembers before falling asleep is the dance moms pyramid and soobin cuddling up really close. the tv is now showing the graphic of the lifetime logo bouncing around the screen. yeonjun feels a little bit disoriented at first, not knowing why he was here or where he even was. he then registers that he’s in soobin’s bed, and soobin is not here. it’s quiet, except for the buzzing of monitors and the tv. well, it’s quiet for at least a few moments. 

until, yeonjun hears an ear piercing screech from outside and what sounds like a knife stabbing someone. he covers his ears and whimpers. it is now that yeonjun’s consciousness realizes that he’s probably slipping into the mindset of a toddler. yeonjun feels really scared right now. he thinks he regressed younger than he usually does, it’s dark, and a roar of thunder is heard outside. yeonjun shuts his eyes, hoping for it to all go away. but it doesn’t. 

he decides to face his fear. and maybe find soobin. he keeps his hands over his ears and climbs out of the covers. he opens the door and ventures down the dark hallway, jumping at every shadowed room and piles of clothes that look like monsters. he can’t help but focus on the gruesome screams that are echoing from the tv.

tears form in his eyes as he reaches the end of the hallway and finally looks at the movie that has so many scary noises coming from it. as they fall down his cheeks, he quickly wipes them away and sniffles. he holds his breath and walks into the living room. everyone was there, except for him. yeonjun feels a little pathetic. he’s a little boy and he’s not watching a scary movie with all his friends? how much more pitiful can you get? he sighs out the breath he was holding and sits down between taehyun and kai. 

the movie has reached a not so bad scene now, the protagonist at lunch with someone who yeonjun presumes is a businessman. yeonjun cuddles up next to taehyun and rests his head on taehyun’s shoulder. his eyes wander around the room, just in case a jumpscare or something scary happens in the movie. his eyes land on soobin. he’s sucking his thumb and is engrossed in the movie. oh, soobie is little too? he thinks. that’s nice at least; to have someone else be regressed with him too. yeonjun sighs again and wiggles into a more comfortable position. he can feel taehyun’s warm sunshine smile shine down on him and he relaxes his nerves just a little bit.

but of course, yeonjun is never able to have peace. ever. the next scene the protagonist gets jumpscared by the businessman who has now morphed into the nightmare that she has been running away from for the entire movie. yeonjun jumps a little, and he feels himself slip farther. he knew this was a bad idea. but he had to stay. he can’t be alone in his room. he would much rather be scared and with his caregivers than alone. the next scene is even scarier, the girl is running throughout town and it seems like every citizen has been morphed into some sort of form of the scary creature. yeonjun covers his eyes. at this point, it’s too much. the girl screams and yeonjun’s dam breaks.

he is sent into wretched sobs and is hiding into taehyun’s side, trying to almost go behind him into the plush of the couch. he feels smaller than a toddler now. his demeanor is that of a baby.  the emotions and the intenseness of the movie was just too much for him. all the stress and just general anxiousness he had been feeling the past week had all been bottled up and just exploded. salty tears soak taehyun’s shirt and his arms. taehyun tries to caress yeonjun’s hair but the boy beneath him flinches, scared. the movie is paused but yeonjun can’t deal with the silence either. the stares on him bore into his soul and it’s piling up in his throat. yeonjun gets up from where he was cuddling into the couch and runs to the bathroom. he slams the door shut and throws himself onto the floor, choking on his sobs, unable to get the visions and flashbacks of the scenes out of his head. 

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kai looks at taehyun, taehyun looks at beomgyu, beomgyu looks at soobin. soobin whines. when yeonjun first came into the room, soobin could tell that he was little too but didn’t say anything as he was too invested in the movie. taehyun sighs and they all wordlessly get up from the couch. soobin hesitates, as he knows that he has to be the older brother now to yeonjun. he usually regresses much younger than yeonjun. but after being scared like that, soobin doubts that yeonjun is any older than a little baby. kai tugs at soobin’s shirt to get him to stand up and soobin pouts. he grabs a paci from the kitchen counter as they pass it to get to the bathroom. yeonjun probably needs it more than him. 

the bathroom door is creaked open and soobin sees yeonjun curled up in a fetal position on the floor, crying his eyes out. his heart twinges in guilt. he should’ve stayed and kept cuddling with yeonjun. maybe there was a deeper reason why yeonjun didn’t want soobin watching the movie. soobin watches as his hyungs crowd around his baby brother and he cringes. yeonjun needs space… he whines and flails around, almost punching kai in the face. soobin feels so bad, he needs to help yeonjun. thats his brother. his baby brother right now. “STOP!” he yells. it’s not directed at yeonjun, but at his hyungs. the room of overlapping affirmations of “you’re okay” and “it was just a movie, baby” came to a halt. he pushes through the trio and lays down with yeonjun, matching his position. he then sticks the pacifier inside his mouth, not saying a word. he then, still silent, holds up five fingers. yeonjun, understanding what soobin was conveying, holds up one finger. yeonjun is now significantly calmer now, sobs only reduced to a few tears and whines in just a matter of seconds. the trio watched the quiet exchange and realized that they were probably being a bit overbearing with yeonjun when he was in such a sensitive space. 

soobin spoke to yeonjun softly, “jjunie, no more scaries, okay?” his tone was babyish and the caregivers watching couldn’t help but smile at soobin taking on the role of older brother, despite being small himself. yeonjun nodded subtly and sat up, whining. he climbed into soobin’s lap, suckling on his paci. he then made grabby hands towards the trio, wanting them to cuddle too with him on the bathroom floor. they all came closer and yeonjun smiled a bit. he then cuddled more into soobin’s chest and closed his eyes. soobin patted his head and whispered, “sleepy?” yeonjun nodded again cutely and whined out, “night night. love you.” admittedly, there was some more discussion to do about yeonjun’s outburst at the movie so suddenly, but for now. for now, the trio and yeonjun’s older sibling were comfortable with just watching the baby sleep after being so overwhelmed. their little family, with their flaws, are perfect at knowing what they all need and how to take care of each other. 

[eclipses-playground]

Hello, starlight! I just wanted my padded regressor babies to know you are so very valid. Whether for comfort, medical reasons, or anything else at all, wearing diapers does not make you gross or dirty in any way. You deserve to feel comfortable and safe, medically taken care of and unembarrassed, cared for and loved! Never feel glum over the harsh words of others that don't understand - how you regress is up to you alone. I love you always!

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[pineappleparfaitie]

I love fearplay yall

But sometimes

I just wanna see a prey get captured,the pred teasing and the prey just lights up like "OMG YOURE SO COOL!" and they GRAB THE CONFUSED PRED BY THE JAW and open their mouth "OH MY LORD YOUR TEETH ARE HUGE HOLY MOLY LEMME TAKE A PIC!" *takes pic* "Omfg im so rude hi whats your name??" And the pred is just there like

"...wut"

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