#chilli rambles

[chilli-pepz]

I really enjoy when people shorten Tobias Forge's name down to TF because I do in fact read it as 'the fuck' every time

The Fuck is my favourite artist ❤️

[chilli-pepz]

Well now I need to draw this

headcanon that perpetua can absolutely cry on cue and will do it to freak copia out as soon as he's mean to him

[lazylittledragon]

i refuse to believe that boycotting is hard. my favourite thing in the world is ordering maccies after a late night at work/a concert/getting drunk. yes i do miss it sometimes. but the other night i ordered from a small place near my house instead and it was the most orgasmic burger i've ever had in my life. i very rarely say this but fucking suck it up people are DEAD

[ifwebefriends]

My thoughts during “The Sign” [SPOILERS!!!!!]

ID in ALT

More thoughts under the cut

So I think most of us can agree that this is the best episode of Bluey so far. It was so emotional and satisfying in ways that are kinda new for Bluey. It answered so many questions while giving us a few new ones. I’ve been waiting for this episode for months and it did not disappoint in any way.

This is just a Chekov’s firing squad of an episode. As in a lot of stuff that was set up in earlier episodes all pay off in this episode. I kinda understand why people love soap operas now lol. I will say that this episode was a tad overwhelming for me in the best way possible. As in I had to pause and rewind every 30 seconds or so so I could emotionally process what was happening before moving forward (but that’s a me thing). There was just so much going on and I’m happy about that.

Now onto individual thoughts about specific things:

The callback to Baby Race (“you took your first steps in that house!”) really got to me because Baby Race was the first episode of Bluey that I watched and it immediately made me fall in love with it so it just got to me.

When Chilli said “Frisky and I came up here as teenagers to…um…think,” my mind started racing immediately with “what the FUCK happened at the Lookout?” “Who hurt Frisky and/or Chilli?” And I’m just so curious about what made Chilli say that line like that but we’ll probably never know what happened.

So yeah that scene at the end when the music was playing and Bandit ripped the sign out of the ground and Chilli tackled him to the ground ABSOLUTELY CHANGED my brain chemistry y’all. I can’t articulate my feelings any more than that.

I know some people were upset that Brandy ended up getting pregnant but I thought it was great for her! I’m happy for her! And I think that even though she got what she wanted in the end doesn’t negate the feelings she had about her infertility earlier. But I think we’re all wondering who the father is and I don’t know if the show really needs to answer that.

The whole message of “we’ll see” in terms of if something is good or bad is such a mature message that I never really thought of like that so I will be taking that philosophy forward in life. Congratulations Bluey, you managed to teach a 22-year-old childless person something new and insightful about life that I don’t think I’ve learned from another show.

I want to know more about what Bob was going through and feeling and why he went to India, but again, we’ll probably never know.

I just love how the wedding photos were beautiful but imperfect. Like of course we’re not perfect and nothing will ever be perfect but it’s beautiful and worth remembering anyway.

So many little jokes and moments were so funny in a mature way (I.e. “are we allowed to do that?” And Nana thinking there was about to be a baby announcement) were just so funny and memorable.

I think some people would say it’s a cop-out to end up not selling the house after building it up for 2 episodes but I don’t know, I think it works. I think Bluey and Bingo learned a valuable lesson and Bandit (and Chilli kinda) learned it’s not always about making their kids lives “perfect” in their eyes. Also I’m just personally glad they didn’t end up selling the house and I also kinda like that it wasn’t entirely their choice to keep it.

On a more serious note I think this episode has some interesting commentary on like gender roles and gender relations in straight relationships. In this episode Chilli and Frisky (both women) have to deal with their male significant others pressuring them to move with them far away from what they know and love. In the end they don’t end up moving and the men didn’t seem to have like malicious or selfish intent with it, they were just kinda basing their choices off their jobs instead of what’s best emotionally for their loved ones. But I think it’s interesting to have this conflict where gender is kinda brought up in a way (“because your husband is making you”). It kinda plays into the traditional idea of like men are the breadwinners and the family has to move with them regardless of what they actually want. And this episode kinda like deconstructs that and says “no, it’s not always about the job or money, it’s also sometimes about connections and emotional attachment.” And I’m not saying that you should never move or whatever, but really weigh your options. I just thought that it was interesting that this episode kinda touched on that.

So yeah that’s kinda the main thoughts I had on this episode if you made it this far thank you for reading my rambles and have a good one!

[chilli-pepz]

Something about this gave me a silly headcannon idea

Copia plays just dance in his free time and is fucking amazing at it. He refuses to do it while anyone else is anywhere close to the ministry but when they're away, the wii comes out...

Oh also he can shred the rasputin like no ones business

me watching the rats video about seven times in a row so i can see cardinal dancing like a silly little autistic man because i dance like that when i'm really into the music and nobody is around

[foldingfittedsheets]

My first ever concert was Death Cab for Cutie. I was supposed to go with a friend but she bailed. The venue was this gorgeous local park that put on concerts over the summer so it was a big outdoor area.

I thought about not going but I was like, social anxiety be damned. I will go to this concert alone! I’d already bought the tickets and it would be an adventure. In my heart I was hoping someone might ask me to join them which in hindsight was fairly ludicrous given the insular nature of both Death Cab fans and Pacific Northwesters.

So I went alone and sat alone. I still had a pretty nice time and when the concert finished I got up, folded up my blanket, and headed out. I was a little puzzled more people weren’t leaving but I figured it was just that they were having a nice time with their friends on the grass.

I had made my way out of the venue when music started back up. I froze.

Readers, I didn’t know encores existed.

I stood outside the fence, feeling ridiculous, listening to my favorite song drifting along the night air over the barricade. The tickets were only good to be scanned once. I’m certain now if I’d explained to the door people they’d have let me back in, but I was young and embarrassed.

I sat outside the fence on the warm summer evening as the light faded, wishing I weren’t alone, listening to music about being lonely.

[draconic-lesbian]

I should just be able to breath on snow and have it melt, instead I’m out here with a shovel. One of you should get me a flamethrower

[quicksiluers]

ivan looking very cozy 🙂‍↕️

[chillyfrys]

Random stuff from the outsiders!Chapter two~

Two-bit, Steve, and Soda according to pony would’ve also picked on Cherry with Dallas

“I’m never nice 😒 wanna coke? 🥰” -Dallas

Soda used to do rodeos, but his dad wouldn’t let him after he tore a ligament

“Johnny couldn’t say boo to a goose!” -ponyboy

Johnny knows he looks 14 and it bugs him something awful..

When Steve’s cousin came down all the guys (plus dal) were nice to her, and didn’t curse much ‘round her

Two-bit is real good at impressions

Two-bit will act drunk when hes not even buzzed up-

Two is still a junior at 18 😧

The gang all play football together 😭❤️

Steve was the one who found Johnny after he got jumped.. but soda reached him first

^ That scar he had got was from his temple all the way to his cheekbone

Dallas got sick when he saw johnny after he got jumped..

Poor boy was just tryna throw around a football 😭 (Johnny)

After Johnny got beat he was more jumpy than ever..

Dallas had gone to reform school, and while he was there Sylvia would flirt with Johnny and such- 😧

But Steve got hold of her and threatened to beat the Tar out of her if she tried anything with Johnny 💪

Then good ol’ Steve had a chat about girls with Johnny 😙 (now Johnny is scared of girls- pony didn’t know if it was because Johnny was scared of Steve or the girls-)

Two-bit also gave pony a lecture abt girls too (big bros fr) ❤️

This one is much longer!! And there was a lot abt Johnny gettin jumped that was important but I didn’t wanna flood it with just that 😅

Till we meet again for chapter three! 🫶🏼

I love you all 💋

[kcrabb88]

I went to a Wicked singalong today and it was truly SO FUN. More adults would enjoy themselves more if they had a bit more childlike whimsy in their lives.

[chilli-pepz]

Listening to Ghost on shuffle is not for the weak:

Starting off with Life Eternal. Lovely. You've just broken up with me and I'm a mess. Can I at least get a hug?

Excelsis. Oh, okay cool! So instead of hugging me you actually just ran me over, reversed, ran me over again and then sped off!

What's gonna be next? Oh! Let me guess. Maybe... DATHOML or possibly even Respite?

Missilia Amori. Alright then. I'll just fucking boogie it off, I guess ???????

[anna-scribbles]

in honor me turning twenty three, i give you: some old original notes about twenty three year old adrien from thirteen<3

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

update: woke up feeling mostly fine, mild headache (on account of the sleeping on different pillows/semi-upright lol) but that's gone away as I've been up, ate most of a bagel and a couple scrambled eggs and some cheese, drank an electrolyte drink, etc. only downside is that I ate nothing but half a protein drink and a couple bites of bread yesterday so now that I've eaten enough to actually fuel me I feel vaguely sick again 🙄

[ansitru]

Pumpkin spice affogato. That is all.

[merrymorningofmay]

well at least it's a friday night

[sh0jun]

Okay lower jaw pain

A cold

AND my periods start

And my exam is on 25th

.....oooh boy this will be a tough week