#choi haiyun

[choihaiyun]

Sunghoon: What are you doing and why are you on top of the cabinets.

Y/n: I'd like to see things from new perspectives thank you very much.

Sunghoon:

Y/n:

Sunghoon: Your keys are in your pocket.

Y/n: ... Of course I knew that!

[choihaiyun]

Felix, Lee Know and Seungmin at the beach while watching the others swim

Felix and Lee know: If both of us were drowning, who would you save if you could only choose one?

Seungmin: ... You guys can't swim?

Felix: We can, it's only hypothetical. Who would you save?

Seungmin: My time and energy.

[choihaiyun]

inseperable, cbg(txt)xf!reader

it currently has 4k words and i have barely gotten to the middle. it will be a long term project but I look forward to it.

it's basically an enemies to fake dating to lovers, trainee!y/n and a load of other things. hope you'll like it! i have open taglists so just comment or smth if you want me to add you!

warnings; swearing, slight underage drinking (will be explained further), angst and just beomgyu x y/n being dicks to each other for petty stuff

[choihaiyun]

*The squad is having dinner together* Sunghoon: "Y/n, can you pass the salt?" Y/n: *Throws Jay across the table*

[choihaiyun]

G/n S/O catching Hueningkai searching for advice

Summary: You (gn) suffer from an ED and Hueningkai, being the best boyfriend he is, doesn’t want to hurt you and secretly tries to get educated on the matter.

Warnings: Nothing except the fact that the reader suffers from an ED (although no degrading comments)

You just opened the door to your shared apartment a bit later than usual to find Hueningkai sleeping on the couch. A pool of drool formed beneath his open mouth and you chuckled as you removed your shoes and jacket.

“Hyuka?…” You whispered and walked behind the sofa to see his laptop that was still lit. “Get up honey,” you said softly and pat his head. He didn’t even budge and you sighed with loving eyes at his cute form, shoved the blanket up to his shoulders and left a kiss on his temple.

Just as you were about to leave him to get yourself an evening snack, his laptop catches your eye;

Having a partner who suffers from an ED and how to help them

Your heart immediately swelled and you glanced once again on him, seeing that he was still sleeping. Did he really study and read several articles just to help you? A smile became evident on your lips and you closed the laptop before putting it on the coffee table.

“Hyuka… I don’t deserve you,” you mumbled and crawled beneath the blanket to cuddle up to him closely. “I love you.”

He snored silently for a second before smacking his mouth.

“Hmm… Y/n?” His voice was quiet as he shoved his head into the crook of your neck. “You’re finally home.”

“Yeah, I am. I’m home,” you silently whispered and slowly closed your eyes.

[choihaiyun]

welcome to my café. please enjoy your stay (:

RULEBOOK || MENU

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MINT CHOCOLATE MASTERLIST

[choihaiyun]

Here is the template for personality requests!

- What groups (maximum of 3 at the moment)

- Your age

- Your height

- Your MBTI (keys2cognition)

- Your hobbies and interests

- Your approach on life

- Are you introverted or extroverted?

- Are you shy or nervous? Include that in your description!

Description: a text of who you are as a person and what you spend your daily life doing. Please be as truthful to yourself as possible.

Your type/s: What do you seek in a partner? What is your sexuality and gender? Would you want to get married? Do you have commitment issues?

State what you dislike and like, what you firstly notice in a person and what others would describe you as.

It is voluntary but I’d appreciate it if you would go into depth about yourself; I can then analyse your answers with how you form your sentences.

[choihaiyun]

BEOMGYU X F. READER angst+tiny bit of fluff TEASER

Warnings: honestly not a lot but mainly suicide

Keep on reading from here.

He was always quite the moodmaker with his affectionate smile and laugh that sent birds chirping. It was more than unusual to see him in this state, numb with his eyes closed. His hands were crossed on his chest that didn’t heave the same rythm it usually did and his skin looked pale in the moonlight.

”Gyu?…” You whispered into his ear softly and his neck hair stood up. ”I’m back from the store. I’ll place the food here, okay?”

He didn’t budge or give you a single signal. He was merely a corpse with a beating heart and functioning lungs, but no more than that.

“I love you,” you whispered once and gave him a quick kiss on his cheek.

Your cheeks were rosy from the cold weather, snow whirling everywhere. Oh how you miss the days you’d laugh in excitement with Beomgyu when the first snow for the winter fell; how you’d immediately make hot chocolate and tease him by putting mint in yours.

The memories were hazy but somewhat clear; as if they were stored within your heart rather than head.

You remembered how your hands would intertwine as his were always so, so cold. How he’d say that the only way for him to get warm was by going under the bedsheets with you.

You remembered the first Christmas you spent with him and his family; it was all a mess and nothing happened as planned. In the moment you couldn’t help but get angry at everything that went wrong, but now you treasure it. You treasure how the ham got slightly overcooked and disgusting, causing you to instead bake a pie. How the desserts were frozen solid and were like jelly once you warmed them up; it all still felt wonderful because you did it with Beomgyu.

The metal clatters as you make your way from your shared bedroom to your kitchen. You had planned on making your favourite food but it wasn’t as appetising now as when you were in the store buying ingredients. After all, you used to cook and shop for groceries together; now it was only a chore that bored you.

“I’ll go with aglio e olio…”

You sigh and prepare the ingredients, feeling tempted to slam your head into the boiling pot of pasta.

“…”

Silence filled every space of your shared house, swallowing you its depths of despair. You knew how you couldn’t give up, not when Beomgyu had fought for so long. But when the clock reached 8 pm and you weren’t even finished with the pasta, you slowly turned off the stove.

The water slowly stopped boiling and the frizzling sound of the oil got quiet.

“Beomgyu!” You shouted, as if he could even respond. You could barely remember his voice anymore, nor remember his last words.

How had your life turned into this endless circle of sadness, tiredness and guilt? You knew you couldn’t help it. But when Beomgyu had gotten his diagnose, of course you wanted to help.

In the beginning he looked quite normal, the only reason you went to the hospital was because he became unusually tired after performances. He thought he might’ve been depressed but the doctors quickly disregarded that theory.

He had an immune system failure, causing his body to attack itself. He was slowly dying and it was already too late; he couldn’t undergo any surgeries and the only thing keeping him alive was the IV-drips that were attached all over him.

He wasn’t allowed to leave the house and you had to sanitise everything daily. Even a small bacteria that usually could benefit you was now harmful to him.

You tried to live with it, all until his eyes became dark and matte. His skin seemed dry and flaky, his hair had grown long and was frizzled and his hands were skinnier than ever. His smile that usually painted his lips was gone. He didn’t want to live and neither did you.

So you knew that when you gripped the frying oil, he wouldn’t blame you. When you slowly stepped into your shared bedroom that wasn’t cleaned in forever, Beomgyu tried to tilt his head towards you but failed as usual. He smelt the frying oil and sighed, knowing what was about to happen.

He didn’t want to be the cause for this but it wasn’t a point in trying. Maybe you could live happily together once again in your next life?

You spread the oil all over the walls, sheets and yourself. Then you lit a match and looked at Beomgyu with no tears at all. No tears that could explain how you actually didn’t want to do it.

“Beomgyu, I’m sorry. I love you, let’s live a good next life?”

Beomgyu’s lips stretched into a weak smile to reassure you and then fell into a straight line.

You threw the match towards beneath the bed and huddled beneath the covers, hugging Beomgyu while in the process.

“I love you, okay?” You mumbled and smiled into his hand that you gripped. His hand was weak, yes, but somehow it felt like he gripped yours too.

When the flames reached the bed the house was already full of smoke. You coughed and Beomgyu copied, it was so painful.

The pain worsened and worsened until it all, in one second, turned blank.

You sigh and slowly get out of bed, feeling your boner hit your abdomen. The usual- wait.

“What the fuck?” You mumble as you see the thing stick up through your boxers. “I have a dick!”

“Beomgyu what are you doing?” A voice mumbles and his older brother enters the room. “Put on a pair of boxers god damnit!”

“Y-yes!”

He rolls his eyes and walks out, shouting something incoherent to your mum.

“Beomgyu? I… Where am I? And why do I recognise that name?”

[choihaiyun]

Hi, my name is Mina and I’m restarting my tumblr. I’m mainly going to be writing about kpop from now on as I’ve lost interest in anime.

My ult bias group is Stray Kids.

Here are my biases because I want to share them:

-Skz Han, bw Lee Know

-TxT Yeonjun, bw Beomgyu

-BTS Taehyung, bw Yoongi

These are the groups I’ll write for. I’m going to make a separate post regarding rules. I will be doing ships so I will make a template for you to use!

[choihaiyun]

Yeonjun introducing Beomgyu to the group

Yeonjun: And if you have any suggestions feel free to put them in the suggestion box.

Beomgyu: That's a rubbish bin.

Yeonjun: It sure is! Moving on,

[choihaiyun]

hii, can I request a ship for TXT, BTS and Stray Kids?

I'm already reaaallly sorry about the LONG description, but I tried to be as detailed as possible about everything and go in-depth about myself, so you can have more accuracy!

Thank you in advance ^^ and stay safe

Physical:

My height is 162cm (5'4), I have a skinny body with a small hourglass shape, thin waist, long and straight medium brown hair, dark brown eyes and pale skin. People always tell me that I'm naturally charming. I'm not a big fan of heavy make up, that's why I'm barefaced 95% of the time. The color that best suits me is black, small face, soft skin, eye smile, kind of an aegyo-sal (however, only appears sometimes, idk, not sure if it really is) and bunny teeth.

I used to have double eyelids in both eyes, but now I have a double eyelid on my left eye and a triple eyelid on my right eye, (somehow I developed a third eyelid in the beginning of the year).

Personality:

My MBTI is ENFP-T, enneagram 7w8 (738 tritype) and my sun sign is Sagittarius.

I'm an only child, 04 liner(16) and I'm the youngest, silliest and weirdest in my group of friends. I can be friendly or very shy at first, it depends on my mood, love spending some time alone and thinking by myself, I'm very competitive, love perfumes and fashion, animal lover, midnight person, traditional romantic, very curious, like romance and horror movies, fav color is purple since 2010, pretty talented at singing; dancing; drawing and acting. I LOVE playing video games since I was around 4 or 5 years old. Also LOVE stars, moon, galaxy and everything about the universe (and I prefer sunset over sunrise). I've always been one of the smartest at my school, even tho I hate to study, it just seems natural. I also can speak 3 different languages.

People usually laugh of what I say, so I guess I'm kinda funny (?)

I'm very honest, kind, active/athletic (I can't stand still for a long time, I have the necessity of keep moving. Although sometimes I'll have some lazy moments), creative, a bit sarcastic, bubbly, dirty minded, sincere, open-minded, loyal and love eating sweet things (also rice, please, I LOVE RICE SO MUCH).

I have extreme fear of bees, whenever I see one I start screaming, running and (in some extreme cases) crying (mainly if the bee touches me). It's maybe a phobia (?)

Most of the time I just pretend that I'm strong and cold, but actually I'm very fragile with my emotions, I act like idc, but later I will surely think about and cry. Very likely that I'll do it alone, because I just hate when other people are around to see that.

Random things that I like: spring, flowers (my fav is sunflower), snowmen, rainbow, stars, plushies, earrings, chocolate, strawberry flavored candies, cellphone, computer, shopping, walking, sky, clothes, amusement park, dancing, crafting, drawing, singing and lavander scent.

About fashion, I basically wear tumblr/casual style, but can pull off every style and color (although I suit better with darker tones).

My fav music genres are kpop and pop.

When I took a quiz to know my Hogwarts House, I got:

Hufflepuff: 43%

Gryffindor: 42%

Ravenclaw: 9%

Slytherin: 6%

I'm already a bit stage experienced, since I started "performing" when I was only 11 years old, it started with a role as the lead actress in a play at my old school, for a crowd of around 300 people. I was the lead actress in 2016, 2017 and 2018. In 2017 I joined a choir and stayed until 2018. In 2019 I participated in a school show talents with my group of friends, we danced like a girlgroup. Since then, I took a break from the stage. But never did something in the professional level, only at school.

I can say I'm extremely comfortable with crowds and I don't shy away from being in front of everyone, I really like being in the spotlight.

I took both contemporary and street dance classes at the age of 10 (2015), as well drama classes. In the same year I also took a lot of different small classes, such as craft arts, drawing, accessories with beads, modeling clay and a few more, so I basically can craft anything on the artsy side (I even used to sell some of them when I was younger) I even have a tie-dye T-shirt made entirely by me :)) And in 2017 I took singing lessons.

Random facts about me:

- I already was the school's counselor president for 2017 and 2018.

- I have an athlete medal for a race (I got 5 out of 19, it's a pretty okay place, right?).

- I have a certified in German, because here where I was born, German is a compulsive elementary school subject, so we HAVE to study the language for 7 years and after that, the 15 best students do a test to try to get a certified. Although I'm 4 years without practicing now, so it may not be good.

- I already was the class' representative too, in 2015 and 2016.

- I suffer from chronical rhinitis.

- I have a small scar on my right pinky due to once my own dog attacked me :')

- I have a birthmark on the back of my left hand.

- I've been studying English for 2 years and a half now.

- I can't swim nor ride a bike

Well, I'm a girl (she/her) and heterosexual. I'd love to get married, but only when I'm around 30-35. What I first notice on a person is their hair and clothing style (inside my head I'm just like "oh wow, they have such a nice style" or "omg, do they need help with fashion? This is awful" but I'll never criticize). I don't have any problem with commitment, however I'm the type to get bored easily, so my partner might have to keep me interested and surprised to not fall out of love.

If I had to be VERY specific, I would describe it like this:

My ideal type is a guy who is at least 172cm but I would prefer his height to be between 175cm-180cm (although it's not a must, he can still be a bit taller or smaller), has black or dark brown straight hair. Ideal age gap 1995-2002, I'm totally into an older s/o, it's better if he isn't older than a 95 liner, because the age gap starts to become too wide with even older guys, since I'm a 04 liner (I don't want him to look like he is my father). An understanding boy, who knows how to respect privacy, romantic, honest, open-minded, knows how to dance (since it's my fav activity ever, I'd love to record couple dance covers). Affectionate but not THAT clingy, I'd feel annoyed if he wanted to live glued to me 24/7. And let me be myself without pressure ^^

I don't really care about his nationality nor skin tone :)

In the end of the day, I just really need a person that will be there to support me in any decision, even on the bad moments and give me advices if I'm doing something wrong.

I'd like of he usually takes the lead of the relationship, but I don't mind leading too.

I'm not VERY touchy, but would never let affection lack in a relationship.

Sometimes, when feeling more affectionate, I'd like to hug him all day. But it wouldn't be so frequent.

I like to pat people's head (yeah, just like a dog), I'd love if he lets me do it to him sometimes.

My fav skinship is holding hands, I could hold his hand for hours and would love to walk around like this. I'd love to cuddle under the blankets when it's cold and while watching something on the tv or having a good conversation. I also would ABSOLUTELY LOVE when he kisses the top of my head and receiving backhugs too <3. I'd become very blushy when he steals quick peaks here and there and when he compliments me a lot (I'm pretty insecure about my looks, so when he reassures me of how beautiful he thinks I am or how much he loves me, I'd absolutely melt). Or when he rubs my tummy and kisses my forehead when having cramps. To complete, I'd appreciate when he caress my hair and let me rest my head on his chest while I talk to him about my concerns, plans or just having a calm talk.

All of these would occur occasionally :)

I'm very okay with pda, but if my s/o is uncomfortable with it, I surely will respect his preference.

I think the main pieces of a relationship are trust and communication, I need him to tell me about what's going on his life, his thoughts, fears, concerns and problems. Like I mentioned before, I want him to be very honest with me, I hate it when people lie and hide important things from me. But still respect his privacy.

My love languages are mainly through small gestures with beautiful meanings/acts of service/words of affirmation. Such like a handwritten letter, lots of praises, flowers (I've never received flowers from a boy in my life, so I'd be EXTREMELY happy when it happens for the first time), an indoor dinner, matching pendants with meaning but not that obvious (like moon and sun, I think you got it) travel together, or even a plushie. I'd feel like a princess.

Someone who isn't only a s/o, but also a best friend, who I can have fun and share everything with.

I believe in destiny (even in akai ito too), so someone who wouldn't make fun of that, because I get sad/upset pretty easily tbh.

I have to cuddle something to sleep, usually it's a plushie, so if he is okay with that, I would be more than happy.

Finally, someone who shares the same liking as me for shopping and traveling.

HI THANK YOU FOR YOUR REQUEST!

Sooo from Stray Kids I pair you with…

Seungmin! I feel like you guys have very matching personalities, but he’s still quite dominant and could lead the relationship. He isn’t a very jealous person but rather down to earth which I think would suit you. He’s honest and can take criticism very well while he also isn’t shy to be expressive about his emotions. You’d be the pair that everyone ships but doesn’t know you’re actually together since you’re not that physical with each other in public!

From TXT I pair you with Taehyun. I think his strictness and “walking in the back- aura” would fit the two of you. While he could be the dominant one with only the two of you/in private, you’d seem like the talkative one for outsiders. While he might seem like a not so expressive person I think you’d be the one to bring it out of him. He would find comfort in the way you feel sympathy with him and trust you with his whole self.

From BTS I pair you with Suga. He seems very cold etc at first but you two would be the power couple who always playfully bicker. If you wanted to be evil you would be Bonnie and Clyde, for example. He’d love how you don’t require him to be very talkative or touchy but still love him regardless. I think you would bring out the best in each other but still be able to be your true self!

Thanks for the request (:

[choihaiyun]

Hi, yes im writing on the mint chocolate chapters but im currently dick and can barely breathe or eat bc of my throat!

So pls be patient, i’ll be sure to make it extra good once i publish chapter 5!

[choihaiyun]

menu

these are my written works!

keys: a, angst - f, fluff - au, alternate universe - c, comedy

TXT

☽ mint chocolate || c.yj x f.reader f, c, smau; it’s not like you care at all about the guy in your maths class. it’s not like you feel like shit whenever he doesn’t show up in school or happens to enter with another girl.but it’s obvious that you are pining for him; so what can you do other than simply try to forget about him? you need to focus on your debut anyway. though, like always, it’s easier said than done.

updates: depends, i’m in med school and so tired smh ⁉️ but will update as soon as i can! Irregularly

☽ one that cannot be loved || c.yj x gn!reader

a; Warnings: Major character death, angsty and generally can be triggering if you are easily triggered or sensitive.

BTS

☽ falling back in love || m.yg x f.reader a; warnings: hospital surroundings, mentions of sicknesses

☽ petals || k.th x f.reader a; warnings: major character death but not vividly explained, it has already happened

☽ 1000 ping x 720p || j.jk x f. reader SMAU

f, a; warnings: foul language and jokes about touchy subjects

SKZ

☽ forget me not || hwang hyunjin x gn.reader a; warnings: character death, description of blood (but not violent)

headcanons/reactions skz summer dates

txt you as their idol crush (gn) (tw) hkai with a partner who struggles with an ED

appetizers (masterlist of quotes)

[choihaiyun]

Don't wake, c.bg

Beomgyu x gn!reader, no hints or anything regarding gender.

Warnings: mentions of suicide, death, major character death, triggerring subjects; this is not a romance prompt. This is me showing the effects of what can happen. If you ever need help or know someone who needs help, seek professional help immediately.

The world was in your hands; or at least it felt like it. The warmth of his fingertips, his hot breath fanning into your face; it all felt even too perfect to be real. Which also explains it; it was merely fake.

Because as you gasped for air, sat abruptly up on your bed and grasped the bedsheets to feel his touch, he wasn't there. The dip from his body had faded from the plush mattress, the only memory of him left being in your head.

“Beomgyu…”

You wish you could turn back time. It was all too painful to handle; with each step you took, you went back 2 steps. Time spun backwards, and soon enough you were once again with him.

You were once again standing beneath that blossoming tree, nodding your head while smiling down at him as he rested on one knee. His eyes were glued on yours while yours were glued on the ring that sat so beautifully on your finger; it was for sure not a cheap one.

When he stood up, he leaned against your touch and you melted into his arms. His warmth that only he could radiate.

Except you once again wake up, sit up abruptly on the bed and grasp the bedsheets. The endless cycle of trying to go back in time.

“Hopefully I won’t wake up this time,” you mumble and slowly slide your finger across the blade.

As it enters your heart, you can feel the water surrounding you beginning to feel light. You’re falling asleep; although hopefully for good now.

[choihaiyun]

hey there! may i request a ship with en-, skz and txt, please? ill try my best to avoid grammar errors but be warned: im not a native speaker :p

im an 04 liner, but i rarely get along with people my age, they have to be really mature for me to enjoy being with them. im 5’5 (166cm), wavy long black (tinted, originally dark brown) hair, hourglass figure, long neck, small hands and feet. infp.

an obsessed cat person who actually likes dogs too, idk it seems like a big part of who i am lol been swimming since the age of 2 and still a rocket in the water. i know a lot about a lot of areas, as learning new things is my favorite hobbie, im also into dancing, singing, writing, reading, creating oc’s, design and high fashion. as for my entertainment, im into books, animation films, romance dramas, some animes, dc comics, simulation/rpg games, languages, discovering new songs and/or genres and sleeping, yeahh i love sleeping so much.

im known for being the “no effort kind of nerd”, always top of class for doing nothing (too lazy bro), if i ever studied hard was for competitive reasons (yes, im that bratty). truth is, i learn fast but frequently face hardships when something i cant understand pops out, i get very annoyed and ambitious at the same time but i eventually manage to get it.

exploring my deep self, you could say im kind of a decent human being, i always try to get in people’s shoes, knowing them or not, liking them or not, them being in the society’s good side or not, i prefer to observe the whole picture and the details to create a solid opinion about everyone and define what the perfect approach is and i take every single mistake as a learning opportunity. i absolutely am not easily hurt, even though i think about my actions and quotes a lot, judging them with really unbiased standards (i try), in a way that can improve my visions about the world and not get me in a bad, insecure mood, thats something i completely despise and if someone makes me feel this away, purposely or not, bridges will be burn with no second chances. speaking of which, i dont give second chances, like, ever, its really A THING if i believe someone has changed, words are definitely not enough for me, which makes forgiving real hard if you messed up bad. i have zero remorse for cutting ties, people are out there and no one but me has exclusivity in my own life. that makes dating somewhat hard, but its not like i have any commitment issues, if i ever fall, i fall HARD and dont hold back when trying to conquer a crush. my shyness come out with individuals im in love with, i laugh a bit too much and stare at them with no shame at all, when i hang out with friends, all i talk about is them and thats on always thinking about how cute they are and how we would make a great couple.

i dont hold back my thoughts if they’re required, but i also dont share them with people who dont care enough or arent ready to take them with responsibility, by that i mean sparring time to stop and analyze the comment like a competent rational being. i hate superficial, narrow-minded, ignorant people more than anything and i usually dont mind them as in being clearly annoyed and shitty in their presence so that they wont come to me for a conversation i obviously wont have the patience for. im pretty easygoing if i see you have minimal decency and give all my attention to the person im speaking to, being a good listener and enjoying that social position. im a fan of watching whats happening instead of being involved, not because im anxious or anything, but because i love to just admire other people being alive and vibrant, thats just too precious to me idk. i get soft for my loved ones very often and cant seem to show them enough, my number 1 priority is making them feel loved and appreciated like the royals they are.

as i said, i dont just make friends out of nowhere, i have my criteria and thats why i almost dont have any issues with them, we get along so well that small misunderstandings or incompatible issues get solved with fast and simple discussions, i try very hard to adapt myself to them and the other way around. communication is always the key and being honest plays a important part in those situations as well. its hard to see me mad, i dont like to waste my time blaming no one, even myself, everybody has their feelings and motives, good or bad. specially if our personalities dont actually match, i wont judge you, i dont even care enough to spend my time with your reasons. if its needed to a friend of mine or a personal conclusion though, im pretty confident in interpreting everyone’s thoughts.

besides my dislikes in somebody’s nature, im fond of everything else, no more, no less, just the person as they are, im in for helping them improve their temperament (if they’ve got any issues with it), for supporting their hobbies, dreams, likes, if they are comfortable and enjoying my presence during their happy moments, so be it, im glad to be part of it (even just thinking about it made me smile :’) ). misfortunes are out there and nobody’s safe, i hate seeing people i love having a hard time, but instead of trying to solve their problems im more on the side of just being there for them, if they want a distraction, ill provide it, if they just want to hang out and talk, ill clean my schedule just for them, if they want to confront the problem with confidence and be scary enough to make it go away, ill hype them up and be by their side like its my own trouble and thats where great communication comes just in hand. i do whatever i can to help and big part of the job is always keeping them safe (physically and mentally) and with their privacy untouched.

im a bisexual cis female, i dont seek romance anywhere as im, for sure, not interested in dating experience or just some skin touching with anyone, i seek company, sometimes it comes with benefits, of course, but i prefer to keep my distance from short-lived relationships and feelings without that much meaning. if im ever dating, its because i trust the person very much and they also show me the same attitude. its not even a thing for me if it consists of just some casual kissing and/or skinship, please, thats called hormones, i absolutely wont date someone im not ready to treasure as much i treasure myself, so my partner must be as smart and interesting as i am. the first thing i notice in a stranger is their smile, not the alignment or whiteness of their teeth (of course a good breath helps lol), but the sincerity of their smile, i think that smiling is such a sweet and uncontrollable reaction that our bodies have to happiness, an innocent and genuine smile always gives me butterflies (the prettiest and kindest ones). regarding character, i dont go well with impulsive, judgmental, insensitive, selfish people, id dump them in a week, but, on the other hand, too calm, kind, pure, oblivious, fragile people would gladly dump me as soon as my mouth opens. from experience, i dont go far with a crush that doesnt put effort in making us a thing, unilateral love is not with me, even after some affectionate moments with them, i dont hesitate to let go. also, i.wont.EVER.date.a.parent. ill live my life just as ive lived until the relationship started, my partner wont ever own me and they’re not on the position to make choices for me. i love my freedom as much as i love them. its the same on the other side, i might baby my s/o like theyre the most beautiful thing in the world, but do not ever expect me to take care of that said person, that annoys me so much it hurts, not an “eww” kind of annoyance, but a “let go of me, youre not a baby, if you were, i would’ve never dated you in the first place”. by the time we’re dating, the person probably knows that if they were to depend emotionally on me, oh boiiii, how they would be disappointed. i dont have a problem with getting married, BUT i must be SO SO SO certain of that decision, the person must be ✨SPECIAL✨ to me like no one else ever was, we both must’ve donated ourselves so much to the relationship to reach this point, its almost an impossible dreamy situation, but it could definitely happen.

thats it! thank you for reading this and im so sorry if i made any dumb mistakes along the way or if its too long, its completely fine if you dont want or dont feel comfortable completing my request, i can totally understand :) hope you’re doing well :]

Hi! From Enhypen I ship you with Sunghoon. He’s very reliable and hard-working which I’d say fits your standards. He’s quite intelligent and straight to the point which would fit you, as he isn’t a himbo. He’s reliable and observes a lot so he’d be bale to know you inside and out.

From Stray Kids… Well, this is a hard one but I’d say Seungmin solely because he’s intelligent and can mix between being smart and joke around. He seems like a bland person at first so I think there would be hardships with you two regarding your views on things, but he dislikes fighting so you’d be able to talk it out quickly.

From TXT I ship you with Taehyun because he’s very reliable, doesn’t falter for unimportant stuff and he stands for his opinions. He’s intelligent but doesn’t brag about it, he’s instead very polite. If you ever struggle with something personal he might not understand fully but would still respect you and give you the space you need.

[choihaiyun]

Yeonjun, staring directly into Soobin's soul

Yeonjun, holding a bottle: Is this cologne or whiskey?

Yeonjun: *Chugs whole bottle*

Yeonjun: I believe it is cologne.