#cj stuff

[ill-written-god]

clown shoes clown shoes!

[fuctacles]

Can't believe I hit 900 followers bc of I don't wanna work I just wanna flirt WITH YO' DAD

[irishsparkleparty]

my hunter and my palico!

I'm having an absolute blast in monster hunter wilds so far!! I'm only Hunter Rank 4, so I'm not super far. the armor designs I've unlocked so far are PEAK. I can't wait to see all of them and unlock layered armor.

my main weapon is hunting horn but I've also been enjoying the bow!

[fencecollapsed]

this is so damn funny

[imaginariumwanderer]

Can't get over how this line was said in the trailer, bro may be Shadow Milk but he's as zesty as lime

Bonus tiny Wind Archer:

[prisma-palace]

the 3 genders

[ill-written-god]

Testosterone Journey

Since I've been three months on testosterone I figured I'd share my experience so far. I'm using gel in a small dose, 20,25 mg a day. It was a decision I made with my endocrinologist based on the fact that I favor doing it safely for my body rather than rushing changes. Aaand I'm also tiny (4.11ft/152cm).

Voice: After three months, my voice changed enough that my friend has to look at me while I'm talking otherwise she can't connect my voice with me x'D She claims it's quite stable but I feel like it sounds weird at times. I didn't hate my voice before and often heard that it would sound great once I started HRT because it was already quite androgynous. 

Hair: I was always a hairy person, thanks to both sides of my family, so I'm worried I'll turn into a sasquatch. For now, I can tell that the hair area has expanded over my stomach and full upper lip when before it was just the corners. 

Acne: On my face not much different from pre-period breakouts, tho it's mostly focused around the chin, and it started appearing on my shoulders/collarbone area.

Stinky: Isn't bad but since it wasn't really a problem before, now I feel like I need to take showers twice a day. I only use alum deodorant but will probably need to add some extra armpit washing to my stinky depressed dude routine.

Horny: I think it had spiked after the first month, but it's back to my usual low levels. 

Anger: I want to shoot people a normal amount.

Period: This was not something I could wait on so I started taking Provera in 10mg dose on my first period after T. Haven't had a period since. 

Mood: Shitty as usual.

Bottom growth: Yes. Happening. 

Cancer: Not observed.

Other: It feels like I'm getting more headaches but it can be something else. Had bad neck muscle pain for about two weeks, most probably from sleeping weirdly though. Needed muscle relaxants. 

Other meds I take: Venlafaxine in, uh, substantial amounts, levothyroxine in a small dose.

Body heat: I run even hotter than before, there was a moment when I couldn't fall asleep without an open window while it was freezing outside.

If you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask me. 

[fuctacles]

Me, reluctant to start HRT: i wanna be a twink :(

Testosterone: tough luck, you're a bear now

[irishsparkleparty]

successfully did an offset attack for the first time and it was cool as fuck

[fuctacles]

So, funny thing, I hate when drivers stop for me. It annoys me. I do everything to let them know I'm in no hurry, I snail my way to the crossing, because I hate the idea of being aknowledged. I hate that they are looking at me, and as a person who avoids interactions with strangers as much as possible, my brain labels it like I'm being approached without my consent. I leave the house to be ignored, please treat me like air.

[lionacuty]

hai :3 if ya saw that kids tv show designs that @gracebeth3604 recently did then there's something here about em :3

panels under the cut

also here's Grace vision which is what I drew here :3

[misternibbs]

look who's inside again

interpret this however you feel. originally planned/initially started on the release day of tiny uke, it just reminded me a lot of icimi and bo burnham's inside, so i did this.

also please ignore the fact that I spelt surrounded wrong I can't spell for shit

separate images/process/linework below!

hey I actually spelt it right in the previous versions tf. dang

[breadhalfburnt]

messin arouuunddd

[fuctacles]

A direct quote from my mother:

"I love her because she's my daughter. But I can't accept the masculine pronouns and colorful hair."

You're not forced to love your kids because you popped them out. Just admit you hate them and give them away. Cut the bullshit.

[dailyhmsw]

loop 182

[fencecollapsed]

I am fascinated by Helena's apology. the whole "innies blow the whistle", public faces of severance reform, it's been five months stuff was so obviously fake, but now juxtaposing it with Helena's actual public response and how quickly they scrambled to cover up and do damage control is wild. the lie that Helena got drunk and had an outburst she thought was funny at the time, trying to humanize her but SIMULTANEOUSLY refusing to throw Lumon as a company under the bus, with her carefully specifying she was using a non-Lumon rash medication at the time?? and that was the reason her "drunken" state was so severe??? she was the propaganda tool to show that severance is desirable, attractive to the company's wealthy heiress. now she's a propaganda tool as a regular, relatable, flawed person who makes mistakes, just like you. but not the company, no - Helena might make mistakes, but rest assured, Lumon doesn't.