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fake-you-owlt · 21 days
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I'm not afraid to Overcompensate
Actually
That's a lie-
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dontredecorate · 7 months
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trench.
trench began on an overcast july day - i was on my way to work at a summer camp the day the notifications came in. i was so so excited to listen to the new songs. i unfortunately had absolutely zero cell service out in the middle of the woods (shocker). but my friend had a connection to the internet - and twenty one pilots - so we listened to jumpsuit and nico & the niners as many times as possible on our 15 minute break.
later, bandito tour tickets dropped, and i remember asking my parents to buy them for me as i'd be at work at that same summer camp. i was entranced by the singles and couldn't wait to see them on tour again.
when i learned that i got tickets - and lower bowl seats at that - i was ecstatic. october couldn't come fast enough.
fast-forward to the first week of october, 2018, and the leaks happened. i didn't listen to them but i was a little afraid of tyler that day. i thought he was mad at me.
but then the album dropped and i was addicted. my first favorite song off the album was the hype (currently, though, it's natn), and i had a countdown in my school agenda book to the show.
that show was not my favorite for reasons i won't get into here - but i still find myself reaching for that album at least once a week these days, maybe even every day ask we move into autumn. jumpsuit still hits even five years later. the whole tracklist, really.
and even though sometime in 2019 i fell out of my tøp obsession, i still went back to this album from time to time. in trench i'm not alone, right?
and now here we are in 2023, awaiting the next new album cycle. hopefully it'll be just as joyous and magical as trench was, as scaled and icy was, as they all have been. here's to trench.
happy birthday, loser. enjoy kindergarten.
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thekadster · 2 years
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cliquetober day 11: antlers (a twenty one pilots drabble)
Fandom: Twenty One Pilots
Word Count: 315
Trigger Warnings: None!
Author’s Notes: Something a bit more lighthearted for today KJDHSFG
❝ After the events of The Outside MV, Tyler finds out he has antlers on his head.
“They’re going to notice, aren’t they?” ❞
also read it on ao3!
Josh froze, his eyes widening. “Uh…Tyler?”
The other man turned to look at him as he waited on the beach. “Yeah?”
Josh didn’t know what to say. He glanced at the top of Tyler’s head, then back to his face. “You kind of…uh…”
“Kind of what?” he asked.
Josh motioned to where his beanie sat. Tyler mimicked his action, but immediately paused. Something was growing from the top of his head.
He felt around more and found a wood-like texture. His fingers met pointed ends, branching out from a single stem.
His eyes widened. They were antlers.
He looked at Josh. “Dude, what the– How did–”
“I don’t know!”
At that moment, Tyler remembered the ritual. If there was one thing he knew about the Neds, it was that he didn’t know much at all. He never knew they could grow horns, let alone be used to intercept the Bishops.
“Where’s Ned?” he asked.
“I don’t know,” replied Josh. “He’s not in the cave.”
Tyler’s brow furrowed as he sighed. The two of them had only heard rumors of the ritual, with the Glorious Gones and their glowing eyes. “Do you think this ever happens to the Bishops?”
“They don’t have antlers, as far as I’m aware,” Josh said.
“They could always cut them off. Seems in character for them to have horns.”
Josh laughed. They kept their torches raised, mirrored by distant lights from the opposite shore. The other Banditos would be here in a few minutes to bring them back to the main continent.
Tyler felt the antlers on his head again. He paused for a moment. “They’re going to notice, aren’t they?”
The other man tilted his head. “...Yeah, they probably will,” he replied. He tugged his friend’s beanie to somewhat cover the pointed tips. “That might work. They won’t see a thing.”
Josh couldn’t help but smile. Tyler sighed.
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Fan fiction writing and why you as a reader and writer need to care that what happens now is not right
And here is What The Popular WRITERS from THAT fandom taught me about fanfiction writing, and why I won't try that again
And The 10....More Than 10 Lessons I wish I knew earlier about fanfic writing in a fandom
Let me tell you my story....
I wish I've never posted, and if I knew, how the general new author is being treated around I most definitely would not. Or at least I would think twice....or more times.
I thought, that people are genuinely so supportive, to all and every author, by observing interactions between people.
Turns out .....They. Are. NOT.
THERE IS NO SOLIDARITY TO THE FELLOW AUTHOR ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE NEW.
NO ONE CARES TO CHECK YOUR THING.
NO ONE CARES TO HELP.
NOTHING.
THEY GO TO THEIR FAVORITES AND PRAISE THEM PUBLICLY and all the time AND THAT’S ABOUT IT.
A LOT OF PEOPLE GIVE UP AND QUIT BUT THEY COULDN’T CARE LESS.
* I have seen authors write anonymously to other writers blog, asking for advice, after they have been trying a long time but have been ignored, discarded and etc. despite doing their best.  Trying to get into the writing guild, or telling their pain of being exhausted trying.
I never wrote to another blog, but it's horrible that there is not even a way to tell how disappointed you are. I wrote on mine, but none of my followers gave a f*, neither whoever else from the fandom, so I quit trying.
At the end: I got 2 kind messages from people, who were not even my followers. I'm greatly and forever thankful to them!
But nobody else cared anyway.
That's the most horrible part of it.
After being ignored for long, at the end there is no one to talk to about it.
-- Here what I've learned though. Go there on your own risk.
The following post contains: cynicism, sarcasm and correct facts. With a pinch of salt. If you are under the age that grants EMOTIONAL MATURITY  and critical thinking you may as well skip.
I would advise you to read it if you are a new author and want to post your thing or an author that had seen it with their own eyes....
AND IF YOU CARE ABOUT THE FUTURE OF FAN FICTION AS SUCH AND THE DIVERSITY OF IT, YOU NEED TO TRY TO ACT DIFFERENTLY.
OTHERWISE...THAT WON’T BE THE FIRST OR THE LAST FANDOM THAT WILL SEE THE CLIQUES AND ALL THE ELSE THAT COMES WITH IT.
One of the places I saw.....Not the fandom I come from but you get the idea.....
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SO HERE.....
The 10..... More Than 10 Lessons, I wish I knew earlier about fanfic writing in a fandom
Lesson One
It doesn't matter how good you are.
You might be the finest author out there and write great and all......
and STILL get nothing under your fics ( or 10 to 20 notes mostly likes), no comments or engagement - no matter how good you are.
I say this,IN CASE you posted and got nothing, SO YOU to know that probably, 99,9% probably, IT’S NOT YOU.
And in  A LOT OF CASES - it DOESN’T GET BETTER WITH TIME.
I CAN’T TELL YOU IF IT WILL GET BETTER....because SOMETIMES IS DOESN’T AND SOMETIMES IT DOES.
That’s how most of the authors ( new authors and not-seen but good authors) GET TREATED IN GENERAL.
Lesson Two
The ONLY thing that matters is, who are your ...."friends".
And to make the right kind of....."friends", you need to BECOME A PROFESSIONAL SYCOPHANT, AND go on popular blogs TO EXERCISE EXCESSIVE FLATTERY, in hopes that you and your fan-fics will get noticed.
The hard truth:
You only become seen and/or  popular if popular blogs - the more popular the better - reblog you and recommend you.
Or if you have many ENGAGED WITH YOUR WORK friends and/or followers.
The catch is....that your followers and/or friends NEED TO CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOUR WORK, and reblog, comment and engage with it.
Otherwise it all empty numbers in a list that does nothing!
Side note: I, personally, would recommend going to REDDIT.
Those people know the truth, and we talk active authors, who fic write 10 years and more. The name of the fandom does not mater, because all this is in every fandom on tumblr.
Yes - it does happen. And no - it's not right but...no one else cares. Except me, and may be someone else I don't know personally.
However - I'm no part of any fandom, and am practically free agent with no moral obligation to sugarcoat s***t.
Here is me, leaving you clues. Anyways, I base that all on research that took a year and a lot of googling....so ...yeah
Back to our program:
So if you want to make....”friends” on the right places......
You need to heavily socialize, leave long sophisticated comments as if it is your day to day highs paying job in case you want to be an author.
AND IN CASE YOU HAVE ANY LIMITATIONS such as:
sensory overload
social anxieties
making friends is hard for you for one or other reason
anxieties of any kind
and etcetera
You have got yourself a problem.
And now about the writers guild here.....Ah, the writer guild - here what I have seen:
Lesson Next
The Other authors treat you like competition
*If that's not how you got treated - good for you.
In all other cases:
Unless you are in one of their friends circles they won't:
engage with you and/or your fics
even try to help in some way
They will keep to themselves and their groups.
And if you sink - you sink.
They couldn't care less about:
you being new, and needing the most of support only to gain some sort of visibility, other than 20 likes/ notes.
In fact - the less competition with fics, the better
99 % Silent treatment , 1% Else
If you get lucky.....You will know it.
Lesson Four
A lot of authors use their free fan fic writing, as a stepping stone to original books....which would sell.
And that means they try gather a following, that will probably buy their original books only because they were fans of their fic.
You will feel it.
That's why they treat you like competition in a first place.
Otherwise no one, could be so cold hearted, and just ignore cries for help by a fellow writer.
Unless it is a business or about something people need.
Unless you want to get rid of those people, and have less competition.
Not to mention that comment I read under someone's writing "If someday you publish a book I will buy it...."
And then watching that ALREADY HAPPENING as Someone else “published*”a book ( *welcome in the era of self-publishing), and now offered the said book, signed and etc.it as a “reward” in a “follower CELEBRATION” EVENT.
Yeah, it seems.
I will wonder no more why people act like they do.
Well I thought it's for fun....
There is no fun in stepping on others because you need to to do marketing for your (future) writing endeavors.
Some of us were there just for fun and sharing with like minded people.....But ah well.....
Lesson Next and even the last point aside....
As someone else mentioned,  some people may "reject" you simply because they secretly envy you.
Or perceive you as a "threat".
Or simply because...they don’t like you...or your avatar
( *shrug*)
No one however would tell you how they feel, they will "smile and nod" and then stab you in the back.
So BE AWARE.....
Lesson
A lot of authors will ONLY INTERACT WITH YOU, and your writing, no matter the quality of it, and with respect and consider you, IF YOU ARE A POPULAR  BLOG....especially popular writing blog.
It does not matter how good you write, or what good you do.
You may be a great writer, and a person, and they will still ignore you.
Because they ONLY need the POPULAR BLOGS SUPPORT.
BECAUSE....THEY ARE POPULAR.
Your support as  not-popular, means nothing to them.
Because, the only way to get higher in "fandom hierarchy" is to ...FLATTER and CATER TO POPULAR  writing BLOGS, in a hope than they will become friendly and/or recommend  your fic.
That's THE ONLY WAY  your fic to be read and seen.
And Unless you have a lot of engaged followers and friends is the other option.....
But the usual way is the fic/ fics to be recommended by others...and most importantly POPULAR OTHERS.
So that that type of writer blogs/ people -
will rather compliment, and flatter a bad  fic and writing BUT POPULAR author, THAN to  tell / recommend  anyone who is NOT.
As those authors aim to get seen themselves that's what they do.
Lesson
Being  POPULAR  does NOT guarantee a good writing or a GENUINE E PERSON BEHIND THE NAME
That's was the most disappointing of it all.
Lesson
BEING  POPULAR AND BEING GOOD IN WRITING, ARE TWO SEPARATE, AND COMPLETELY DIFFERENT THINGS to start with.
As I mentioned earlier....
I personally have seen "bad" writers get more notes. attention, a$$ kissing, and love by the fandom than good ones.
And if you ask why....I can't tell you because I don't have a clue.
-- On the questions of how to get into the writers circles--
There is NO guarantee that you will succeed though.
NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO.
Lesson
You need to be proactive in "making friends".
IMO - That "you must do this, or that or else" demand, is not a fun thing.  That "making friends because otherwise no one would read, you" is NOT a friendly activity.
It's more like mutual benefits. and that is not a friendship.
It becomes a barter - "read mine I will read yours" kind of deal, or authors gives what the crowd needs, because they do not read otherwise.
Once you go there, once you go to the barter side of it -because it's a barter-a fic material/s for engagement... and it becomes a "business".
Yes, no one pays you ( fanfics must be free copyright and all in mind).
But the time investment still stands. Both sides.
The readers though invests time for enjoyment.
And the writer......THE WRITER DOES THE WORK
THE WRITERS do all the work, including activities such like but not limited to:  
cold pitches = reaching to other blogs* not knowing what the outcome will be * mainly popular blogs*
marketing = bringing your fic to the attention of your readers
design = designing your dividers, mood boards, fic covers and etc.
investing time in it = writing  ( for free *)
And the problem:
if you can’t even get some attention - comments, reblogs, some talk or anything at all on your work - what's the point?
Investing time, no one will return you, in something that gives nothing back? Not a wise "investment"* (* fanfiction is free taking in account copyrights and al that. And should stay that way.)
Also such writing for online posting becomes:
Dull
Time wasting activity
It becomes HARD WORK
And hard work for nothing is NOT "fun"
No engagement = no fun
You may become bitter, and quit writing altogether
and etcetera
And it's supposed to be fun.
And as added bonus:  Business is where people would play dirty, if they need to. AND THEY DO.
P:S Don't get me wrong though. I'm sure that some people could find friends like that. But at large - it is not the right way to do it. And in general - not a good idea.
Lesson
Unless you are (already) popular, or have many friends, or belong to a large group, in which people support each other's writing, mostly  based on personal internal relations and friendships, or have exceptional people/social skills - you are doomed.
That's about it.
And in case you have any sort of social anxiety, get sensory overload  by too much online interactions, or have any other limitation...No one cares.
In general they do the silent treatment.
They may also rather discriminate, and then marking and covering  that up as "I owe no one nothing" if you try to say something. Or they would simply ignore all legitimate complains, or worries you may have.
Unless you are popular, have many engaged followers/friends and etc.  Then you get the special treatment.  
Ah, well. That leads to Lesson Next.
Lesson Next
There is no place where a new, or not so new authors can voice their concerns.Nothing organized and no one will show you to one even if it existed.
You either write ANONYMOUSLY on other blogs, preferably popular, or the fandom may exile you and other pleasantries, if you even try to point a problem.
Otherwise, if you are not popular, and you write on your blog, your posts would most likely:
get ignored - unless you have engaged followers
get no notes - unless you have engaged followers
Lesson
It doesn't matter how good you are, it only matters if you are at the right place, at the right time.
In other words, AT THE END,  if you have got the lucky, is all that matters.
And if you are lucky, you will know.
--And now and more lessons - fic wise--
Lesson
The only fics that are being written are x reader content.
Want to write OC?
Tough luck.
You try. Prepare for disappointment.
Don't theorize about it. Don't EVEN think about it.
DON'T.
Unless you are already popular, or have many engaged with your writing friends, or belong to large group in which people support each other writing...sounds familiar ?
My case: I wrote with not described, not named OC btw. I used "she" instead of "you". Got 10 likes, and people not giving a fuck. Based on other fics that were getting 90 and more notes and interaction mine was not bad. Nevertheless. No one cared.
Even popular writers, when writing with characters, and not 'x reader' fics, were getting less notes on their writing, compared to their x reader fics.
Lesson
No one wants to write what's not popular. And that leads to.....There is No diversity.
Because it would not be read, because the "almighty" readers, who  have the power to "praise and punish" with their attention.
And what for an author would write hours and hours only to be rejected.
Anyways here it is...
And that lead to LESSON NEXT
Lesson
EVERYONE WRITES TO WIN
also know as being seen fanfic author in a fandom. ( also as - Getting more than 99 notes on your writing)
There is no organic, natural interaction.
It's either mutual benefiting friendships
....quid pro quo AND only if you are lucky. A lot of people CAN’T even get that no matter how many times they recommend and read others...
Also servility and sycophancy
or you are on your own.
It's either praises on popular blogs, and in friend circles or complete silence.
But you may get lucky if you like gambling with the unknown. In that case - good for you.
And as winning - being seen and known author - is the one goal here, despite the fact what they will try to make you think.....
They will play DIRTY, if they need to.
AND THAT OFFERS NEXT LESSON ON ITS OWN:
Lesson
Sycophancy, Servility and Flattery  or
How to get into a writers friend circle as a new author
If You want to get in writers friend circle, a.k.a become a seen fanfic author, you do that by exercising general and/or high level sycophancy, servility and extreme flattery on popular blogs.
And it does not matter whether you really like what you read or not.
Note : You may, in fact, enjoy popular writers, some are very good. Some of them are genuinely good people too. But you need to be careful.
In the most cases. though.....
You need to:
write sophisticated comments
interact for hours, and as if it is your high-end paid everyday job -- 'cause authors love that s**t,
And if you don't do that - you don't exist, and they will forget about ya.
Also - you need to write ungodly amounts of fiction, BUT only one that fits their taste...otherwise...or ELSE.
And in short:
if you want to be seen as an author, and/or to become popular, you need to do it and be very social about it no matter if you have limitations of whatever kind. Otherwise no one will help.
Though.....There is the downside......
You may never get in one of those circles, no matter what you do, no matter how hard you try, and  for one reason or another.
EVEN if you do the sycophancy and flattery and servile stuff.
Even if you sell your soul, it may not happen and have the desired effect, because it's a question of luck.
So - choose wisely. Wanna play roulette with a loaded gun with all bullets present but one?  That's the odds.
Anyways, and in case you don't succeed to enter one of their circles:
Then you get ignored, because no one gives a f***** otherwise.
And you write, create and put efforts and time into nothing.
Unless you don't mind to be ignored, or you create and write nevertheless, and not for any attention.
Side Note: It's not about popularity as such  by the way. It's about a normal amount of attention, every creator needs now and then.
LESSON
EVERYONE  in the fandom is a “WRITER”. ALSO AVID READER AND WRITER COMBO
Which you may or may not be.
And even if you comment under other people fics and recommend, you may NOT get anything back.
( I saw many people say that while I was searching ....)
That’s why I said that all that sycophancy and friends with benefits is bad....
It becomes work you need to do for some reason other than enjoying writing and reading fiction and communicating, and it becomes messy.
._.
--Lessons about characters--
Lesson NEXT
The People in the fandom, have and are entitled to a group, fandom-shared, pre-conception of what behaviour certain characters of the actor NEED TO EXHIBIT in the fiction written, in order to be acceptable in writing.
You either write a lot of what they need, want, crave and etc. otherwise - no one reads you, if you do not comply.
And never, in no case, don't you dare to forget. that you the writer MUST, in all and every case, to write ALWAYS and ONLY, with "YOU"......or else.
They punish by ignoring, exercising their "right" to do whatever, and in this case exercising their "right" to ignore, and do the the silent treatment, because what for ill-meant audacity is you- the writer, to offer something for diversity.
( /sarcasm intended. And please think for yourself why such behaviour is UNACCEPTABLE).
It does not matter, if you have an interesting story.
Unless you are lucky, and get the jackpot like that one person I followed.
Or unless you only create what they think the character should be like, and a lot of it.
(Or unless you are backed by a lot of people who love all you do.)
In all other cases - you are doomed to fail.
Here more about the characters.
Examples:
* Markus Pike is a sweetheart.
I saw a fic about a "bad "Marcus once. It had 42 notes. The usual amount of notes, that this same author was getting on their fics was about 800 and more.....
Next - The EQ 2 character.
Oh dear. I can talk about that for hours. Don't even get me started.....
He is usually perceived as rude and mean. And is always like 99,9 % always dominant. The mean, rude, heartless dominant kind of them.
He usually spits....on things, cheats his wife, bangs the babysitter, calls you a wh******, and he is possessive and all that.
And sometimes he is abuser and that kind of thing. And sometimes there are fics about him being submissive. And they allllll ( except some) are in some sort of Pit.
And that's it.
No other men on tumblr.'s fanfiction All Dominant. The rude kind. All into BDSM dynamic. That's it.
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Side Note: I don't have problems with dominant characters!!!!! And I don't have problems with personal preferences and kinks.
I do however have problem with the lack of diversity. Because there is NO diversity.  
People from the dominant spectrum, come in varieties as  everyone else. Also people as a whole are different.
Lesson Unless you follow the unwritten rules of THAT writing fandom, you are doomed as new writer.
Or unless you get lucky...whatever you have, and get.
Have an genuine author need to write something out of love or whatever ?
You better be popular, or have a large friends and/or followers circle.
And last, but not least:
CLIQUES.
Cliques everywhere
Wanna genuine high-school rejection feeling?
You are on the right place.
So that's that.
If you did any of those, and you've succeeded, you are probably:
already in a writers friend circle and you "enjoy" fics and friendly talks with your writer friends
and/or are seen author.
Good for you. Congratulations for things working ot in your favour
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Welcome to The Void of The Ignored -- We don't have fun here.
-- Thank you for reading my observations and  for the utmost patience. Thank you for not getting offended by my cynicism and sarcasm. My intention is not to "offend".  I don't like to be rude.
But to point out things that need fixing
In conclusion -
I don't think that this way of behaviour is welcoming to new authors or authors who may have limitations - like social anxiety, sensory overload for one reason or another, or anything else on that note that makes it harder for them, to be authors under your ruler ship.
I personally won't ever post fan fiction online, especially in this community.
But if you, whoever read this all, think you can handle the rejection and the pain that comes with it - You are welcome to try.
Your time, your life.
And If you are lucky, you may have it better.
I however won't do that again. I only felt like my duty to leave a warning.
Because no one warned me, and I needed counseling because I got PTSD because of all that ( and not only). That's what they told me.
So my rating personally:
- 10000000 stars Would NOT recommend.
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Disclaimer :
As I mentioned, that's how I was treated and what I saw. Also apparently, that's a standard way in which the writers on tumblr behave as a whole. ( by doing some research you find some very interesting and unsettling things. )
P:S I put so many disclaimers and side notes, because the last time I tried to states something politely, that was my opinion, and my feelings, with me being in a state of depression because of that "fine treatment" no one warned me about,  it was taken as "offense" - which it was not.
See my rules of online conduit and behaviour here. Ones I adhere to, and I never go against.
I believe in common courtesy, thank you.
I apologize, if that is too old-school to you.
That resulted in me being dumped by my EX-fave, content creator. Because their bestie got "offended", that they were no longer able to use my deleted content for their fic. And they were a heavy user of  my content. I wonder though, and what if I was the one who had 2000 followers, not the other way around....what it would be then?
And for the record - I DON'T PARTICIPATE IN friendship triangulation. Whoever wanted that, was NOT me.
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Also - I won't tolerate to be "punished" for having an opinion.
One, stated in not rude manner. I ALWAYS try my best not to be rude.
But seriously, some people get offended, if you do not think like them, and that's childish at it's best.
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kuroarimiyazaki · 9 months
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More Bully OC stuff! Bullworth has a ballet class mmkay? Edit: After literal months of having this up I just realized it's really hard to read on mobile so I posted close ups below the cut!
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xianyoon · 2 months
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i miss 2021 genshinblr sm im ngl 😞😞😞
#the vibes were like no other actually AHJAHJJHAHJA#ik that it was like that because of the pandemic but there was really that sense of closeness in the community that you couldnt#get anywhere else.#and 2021blr was where i met most of my besties who (some) eventually bcame my irl friends!!!!#and all the character anons rp blogs events tag games everything#was quite lovely! i loved talking to people sm back then#people interacted with each other despite being part of different cliques and you'll see ppl reblogging from others and it felt#like a crossover episode of a multiverse sometimes LOL#and i remember cranking out fics every single day that was crazy i was truly in my writer period#but i just remember having fun. literally just having fun and not caring that my works were “not good” at all#because i was writing every single day out of the love for it.#and that's what matters the most#and also the theme changes every single week dude that shit was crazy#if anyone is here and remembers the ol syrup discourse of genshinblr 21 teheee#it was such a cute community though. loved it to bits and i love it to bits#genshinblr 22-24 is great but idk i feel like once the pandemic kind of settled down there was that detachment#maybe i miss being chronically online and not having to deal with anything HJAAJHJHEJHA#2021 was the year before my national exams and i remember attending online lectures and studying with my friends and idk i rmb so much ac#AHH AND ALSO dalgona and bbt at home omg#and everyone started learning guitar..#im going insane over this HJAJEJHJAEHAHJEHJEA to q k a a k c e s t j g b l y p s l t you know who u are#im grateful every day that you guys are still here and thriving#and i love u all sm hehe#― ying talks.#thoughts over AHAHAHA ty for dealing with me
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no-where-new-hero · 3 months
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I promise this is the last anxious thing I’m going to say about my Story, but I feel like people are either going to think I’m A, doing a straight BookTok girlie “dark romance,” B, endorsing predatory behavior, or C, victim shaming, when I’m actually trying to do a secret fourth thing, which is to portray the psyche of someone who has hinged years of self-worth on a very unequal relationship that is specifically not romantic but then discovered that it is a load-bearing wall and decided the only thing to do is build a castle of “power” on top of it rather than knock it down and realize she is, in fact, like other girls. Since the genre is horror I hope people will be uncomfortable with what's going on but I want them to be uncomfortable in a very specific manner--not the ordinary disgust or righteousness but guiltily sympathetic to two people behaving rather badly (and I have no idea if I pulled it off).
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useyourglutes · 1 month
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I JUST GOT THE BEST FUCKING PROMPT EVER IM SOBBING
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i love how when joshler Discourse begins to happen on twt tyler doesn't have to do anything he just subtly tells antis to Know their place
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decidentia · 4 months
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Inside me are two wolves.  One feels like mains hint at an (uncomfy, at least for me) sort of exclusivity.  The other thinks that having mains might help with focus.
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fake-you-owlt · 2 months
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•No More•
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dontredecorate · 7 months
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cliquetober day 12: destroy
when i was little, my dad and i would build "hollow towers" out of lego bricks, the huge toddler-friendly ones. once we finished building it, we would drop all sorts of things down the middle and they'd fall out a hole at the bottom. then we'd knock the tower over.
when i got older, my neighbor came over after preschool so we could watch him until his parents got off work. we would play cars and slam them into each other. we went through dozens of tiny plastic cars, every few months we'd need new ones because they were so battered.
when i hit late elementary school, maybe 7-8 years old, i started caring for my things. i was meticulous, dusting my shelves and making sure all my stuffed animals sat just right and my floor was clear of toys each night.
when i was 13, i wondered where that destructive kid went. i liked things neat and tidy. my physical space was always perfect. i was perfect at school. I was the perfect oldest child.
and now, at 20, i think that destructive kid has turned inward. self sabotage is second nature. procrastination, outbursts, isolation. my destructive nature didn't go away, it just adapted.
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thekadster · 2 years
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cliquetober day 8: piano (a twenty one pilots drabble)
Fandom: Twenty One Pilots
Word Count: 426
Trigger Warnings: None!
Author’s Notes: Tried giving a crack at Cliquetober and writing something, I'll probably write more for the succeeding days :0
❝ Tyler didn't know when he'd last seen his piano. It had no place in DEMA.
Part of him didn't want to make music for the Bishops, but who was he to disobey?  ❞
also read it on ao3!
Tyler didn’t know when he’d last seen his piano.
Still, from memory, it was clear. He could still feel the ivories under his fingertips, still hear different melodies from over the years woven together into wonderful tapestries of sound. It was an old friend, familiar and faithful. Even when no inspiration came, it was there for him, waiting patiently. It had practically become a part of him. It was his keeper of secrets that could only be expressed in song.
His piano had no place in DEMA. He thought it would never fit in with the city’s dull grey walls. It was the antithesis to everything the organization stood for; the instrument gave him a freedom that the Bishops could never provide. At least with its music, he would have a way to fight against their shifty plans and agenda of vialism.
That’s why he was so surprised when the Bishops tasked him to make music, but for their own purposes.
He thought it was a trick at first, a diversion, a test of his loyalty. But when he realized they were serious, he didn’t really know what to think. Music and the Bishops, he didn’t think they could ever mix. One was a free-flowing river, the other a stiff, stern pillar. An unstoppable force meeting an immovable object.
Part of him didn’t want to comply. He felt sick at the thought of music – his weapon – being used as propaganda. He took it as a betrayal of everything the medium stood for, and all that it had done for him. How could he follow through? What would the Banditos think?
But who was he to disobey?
He made the album, did as he was told. He soaked every line in saturation until it made his eyes bleed. He met the Bishops’ specifications, lying through his teeth with a dash of sugarcoating. Everything was packaged neatly with a little bow on top, until it would be shipped off to the citizens of DEMA.
Nevertheless, he remained patient. Apart from the Bishops, he was the only one who knew the album’s true meaning. So, everyday, he held out hope. Quietly, relentlessly, he hoped that someone somewhere would hear each track for what it is. That they would see past the sickening sweetness, and wake up to the broken whispers of truth from the city’s underbelly.
He knew, one day, he would leave the city. But for now, he’d settle with staying alive, and hoping that his piano would be the weapon that it was always destined to be.
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Writing for fandoms like.....
And the truth:
Not all “popular” writers are that good, and not all not popular writers are bad.
But unless people get more exposure and the popular blogs are willing to recommend people for the mere fact of those people to gain visibility nothing’s gonna change.
So please, recommend and support  -- not ONLY people you like or know but also people who need help to be seen
And at the end everyone deserve to find their people.
Which could only happen with group effort .There is no other way.
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torntruth · 10 months
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i love how fandoms are either 'welcome! let's write!' or if you're not loud enough or social enough, you're just invisible. and there's very little in between.
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kuroarimiyazaki · 1 year
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It's 2023 I'm making a terrible Bully OC and you can't stop me. Edit: Posted close ups of the parts that include text below the cut
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