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Honestly give me a menial task and a good playlist and the things I can achieve are INSANE
#listening to a good playlist activates my ability to be productive like no one's BUSINESS#just scrubbed out our big cooler so we can use for the trip we're going on#and i'm about to go pack#shout out to elevation worship the gray havens and arcadian wild#couldn't have done it without them
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the five frogs of joy
frog 1: hop around and find out
frog 2: croak aloud so your friends know what you're talking about
frog 3: i'm out of ideas but at least i have tea
frog 4: oh no, i don't know what to write anymore
frog 5: that's alright, sometimes we just sit and look at frogs
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Home
(and pets I guess??)
The only thing I did,
that I didn't regret doing,
was taking you home with me.
Something happy after the last one!
So Yomiel has alot of regrets in the lost past years, but one thing he for sure didn't regret was definitely taking care of Sissel.
I am 100% sure Yomiel would have gone mad(or worse even) and plan the whole revenge thing WAY earlier if he never had met Sissel to bring him comfort. Since that mean he didn't have a Friend to talk with or see him and still make him Feel like a living person.
And that would have been pretty bad for Sissel as well, because he would never found someone who truly understands him too. And since he's still a fragile Kitten who's probably very hungry, he could die very easily, without the comfort of anyone. He would have been all alone.
Aka it could've been a bad time for everyone.
But luckily the man in red had his Son at that time, so everything's ended up (mostly) fine! :D
#Minovember#ghost trick phantom detective#ghost trick spoilers#ghost trick#sissel#ghost trick sissel#yomiel#ghost trick yomiel#I love them so muuuuuch...#Like if it wasn't for their friendship everyone's life would have been a disaster#If Yomiel never met Sissel he would have gone insane without the comfort of knowing what living feels like anymore#And end up killing everyone probably#Sissel would have never been able to help ANY of them if he wasn't there#Then Yomiel wouldn't have bring Sissel in the bag with him so no one could've have saved all of them#Since Missile couldn't have done it alone#Would missile even be there since Yomiel would have probably done all that revenge plan way earlier??#Tsuki_glitch art
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Apparently the Imp and Skizz podcast with Iskall85 has also gone down. I can't believe any of the Hermits would take this path without good reason. I am devastated. I personally have to have faith in the community I love or I'm going to lose my threads of sanity I have left.
Edit: reminder to please be kind and not interrogate or harass the Hermits for making choices about their livelihood that we have no context for.
#iskall85#Hermitcraft#hermitblr#stressmonster#Hermitcraft is my safe space in all the horrible fuckery of the world#this sounds like resignation was a choice#please let the rest of the hermits stay together#I will actually lose my sanity without them#and STRESS ;_;#I want to believe they've just got such a history that she couldn't imagine going on without him#I want to believe she's not enbroiled in anything#omg#I'm so stressed#and I know yhe hermits wouldn't have done this without good reason#which is MORE STRESS#stressmonster101
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noelle & lucia my vampire OCs
patreon | comms
#vampires#yuri#thank you to my patrons that voted for names for them#couldn't have done it without you#original post#that bitch stabbed me
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★ 100 // “The Holy Bible”
#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#steel ball run#sbr#gyjo#johnny joestar#gyro zeppeli#tools used:#bible...#acrylic paint#posca paint pen#WE'VE FINALLY HIT THE TRIPLE DIGITS!!!!#Originally I was going to draw just Johnny. But no. These two walked together and couldn't have done it alone without the other.#I will leave you with some shrinekeeper lore: Miracle is my favorite word and has been for as long as I can remember.#I couldn't exactly tell you why. Maybe it's because the concept of them is fascinating. Maybe it just sounds pretty to say.#Whatever the reason: it drew me to reading a book that would change my life at a time where I felt at my lowest.#And that book is... not this one LOL. I wouldn't say I'm Christian.#It was another book that had Jesus in it though. Actually you could say he wrote it.#A Course In Miracles... when I saw that title I thought “hey. that's my favorite word.” So I read it. It changed my worldview.#The book asks you to follow lessons every day for 365 days. And somehow... I did it.#And throughout that time and even to this day you could say I've gone on my own spiritual journey with JC. I luv Jesus.#So when I learned that Johnny's narrative was essentially about finding God it deeply reminded me of my own journey.#This shrine feels like ACIM 2.0... I think that's ultimately the reason it's called a shrine and that every offering is a prayer.#Thank you for following me along this journey thus far. I hope I can make many more miracles happen!
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I can FINALLY SHOW THIS ARTWORK RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH Here's my contest entry for the Pokemon TCG Illustration Contest 2024! I drew Koraidon! Sadly I didn't get in the Quarter-Finals, but that's fine. There's always next year!
#pokemon#koraidon#PTCGIC2024#pokemon scarlet and violet#aura's art#Shout out to Jun (ChooChooBoss) for their insight! Couldn't have done this without them!!!!#anyways pls dunk on the announcement post on twitter cuz some of the entries are AI generated and breaking the rules thx <3
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2x19 | 6x8
#I COULDN'T HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT YOU!!!#😭😭😭😭😭#im not crying you are#sobbing#2x19#6x8#literati#jess x rory#rory x jess#jess mariano#rory gilmore#milo ventimiglia#alexis bledel#love them#my heart#love
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Gonna say something controversial.
Ford Pines is a nuanced character who is neither good nor bad. Absolving him of his crimes is actively a detriment to his character and does a disservice to the storytelling of Gravity Falls, but defining him exclusively by his mistakes without taking the time to understand him is a purposefully bad faith take that actively makes your enjoyment of the show worse.
He is neither a good or bad person, because "good" people and "bad" people aren't real. There's just people. And people fuck up sometimes.
If no one fucked up and if no one held onto those fuckups sometimes out of sheer desperation, the world of fiction would be way more boring, unengaging, and dull.
Ford Pines is a mess and I don't want him to be sanitized or demonized. I just want him to be a mess.
Thank you
#sorry someone keeps sending bad ford takes into a server i'm in and they're getting to me#he's a prideful and arrogant man and also deeply insecure and compensating for that with ego#he wants to be a good person and do the right thing while accepting influence from the worst people in his life because he respects them#he's placed his entire self worth on a pedistal because everyone else held him to that bar#and he'll never reach it because he keeps putting it up higher and higher before he even can#like he coulda published his research at any time but chose not to because he wanted to make a wave in science so big he couldn't be ignore#he felt like if he wasn't someone extraordinary then there was no point to him at all because he cannot be ordinary#it's either excel or be outcasted. and he was done being outcasted#so he used that to build himself up as compensation for that looming feeling#and as a result he tried to reach up as high as he could and took bad deals#bill made it clear; it's the hillbilly or me. he's going to betray you. and as soon as ford thought bill was right it was joever#bill manipulated him onto that train of thought but he ultimately made that call at Greasy's that night#that's the fun part! there's the nuance!!#ford wouldn't have acted that way without bill's influence but bill did not actively tell him to treat fidds like that#it's so interesting because it's so layered and intertwined. so many variables rely on each other to happen.#this is a good man pushed in the worst direction possible by a being who intends him harm and ford is nonethewiser until it's too late#idk why it's controversial to say that i like my ford messy but here we are. i like him messy. he's not an angel but he's not a demon eithe#he's a goddamn human and the show treats him like one#journal 3 and TBOB also support this. hell TBOB's entire *point* was to show how bill managed to manipulate him#and show the horrors that came after. then it showed us that ford has nothing to be ashamed of there. it's not his fault#no one in his family blames him or thinks he's stupid for falling for bill. why do some people think he is or think TBOB thinks he is?#i dont get it#dimond speaks
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Ten years later I'm still grappling with that Leandra scene after her death that Varric quickly admits to his interrogator didn't really happen but he wrote into his book because he believed Hawke deserved that to be said to her in a very dark moment of her life, that he wanted to give her peace. The fact that, while touching to hear from Leandra, these were actually the words Varric wanted to tell her but was a hell of a better writer than comforting friend.
"[...] Taming the shadows with questionable wit. The best of him is still with you. The best of all of us. You will always have that. We will always be family. It'll be alright."
These are the words Varric wanted to tell Hawke. This is the conversation he wanted to have, despite admitting to Hawke when they spoke in person that he "was never really good at this kind of thing". He wanted to tell Hawke, "We will always be family".
He wanted to say, "It'll be alright".
#especially since “legacy” is such an emotionally heavy quest...#i love da2 varric so much#when he was younger and didn't have everything figured out#he just wanted his palatial suite at his favorite bar and friends to play cards with#even when carver is possibly dead from joining the grey wardens after they watched him start losing strength and wasting away#varric struggles to find words to comfort Hawke and lands on “...well. um. at least you're rich now!!”#he admits he's not one for long goodbyes but ends it with a solemn “it was an honor hawke” showing that there are many serious emotions#inside him but he doesn't know how to voice them or process them without lightening the mood#so after everything is said and done... when varric writes his novel about his best friend he adds a scene.... the words he wanted to tell#Hawke but couldn't voice it. he wrote it. from the pov he believed hawke needed to hear it the most in that moment. her dead mother.#oh varric they could never make me hate you#finding his words in writing and books rather than actually speaking them outloud......#dragon age#da; varric tethras#da; champion of kirkwall#da: 2#agentofthedas
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I should force myself to do more colored stuff, so yeah here's the purple eldrich jayvik baby
Creepy but loved🤲
#jayvik#viktor#viktor arcane#arcane#league of legends#lol#my art#art sponsored by 800mg ibuprofen couldn't have done it without them and my achy bones will be sad if it flops#i've lost my ability to do anything but simple color accents when i switched sai for procreate#i mourn the blending parameter for the brushes every day
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Okay I just realised this but Vasco's two moles under his eyes reminded me of this old saying that two moles directly under the eyes mean you get bad luck in relationships. Intentional or not, this detail is a nice little easter egg to his relationship with Machete and any he had beforehand!
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#facial mole/beauty mark placements have had specific meanings in the past that much I know#I tried to look into this and see if it's a well known thing but couldn't find anything#so I can't verify or refute it but if it's true that's a fun coincidence#answered#anonymous#is Vasco unlucky in relationships though?#well maybe in a way that his favorite person is kind of a mess and not an easy individual to love#Vasco has the looks pedigree and stellar personality realistically he probably could've done better#but I like to think their relationship is strong and mutually fullfilling and despite their differences they work very well together#it's cliche but you could call it a soulmates thing#maybe the unlucky part is how precarious their situation is#and how despite their best efforts the world continuously tries to get between them#and then Machete gets murdered unexpectedly and Vasco has to continue living without him#I don't know I'm just musing
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Roadtrip tiiime! :D The neophytes get in trouble, but what can't be turned into a learning opportunity, if you're dedicated enough? ;) Chapter 3 of the Deathwatch Daycare is out! :D
In which the boys get together, very calmly, to prepare an expedition in nature! :D
#warhammer 40k oc#deathwatch daycare#Naël flexing his people skills in this one#Specifically his people-reading skills :)#And a sprinkle of manipulation! :D#Also thank you for the many names! :D I did mesh some of them#and adapt others to sound better#but I couldn't have done it without you! ^^#On that note my god Irvin is terrible at his job. XD#He is used to much simpler preys!#And to any Dark Angels fan... I'd be curious to know what you think of this one#Am I doing a good job of punching bellow the belt? :D
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A more fleshed out idea of how I would have ended the Lenector story in the most balanced way I can think of.
Lenore is Hector's prisoner, as per canon. He still treats her as nothing happened, like a good friend, but Lenore is sulking and angry and not even bothering to keep up the façade like Hector used to do in her position. It's unfair, after she treated him as her only confidant, and she couldn't care less, that's what the traitor gets. Hector thinks he should be happy, to have reversed the roles on her... but he isn't. Unlike Lenore, power over another person doesn't satisfy him. He can't help but see her as a depressed animal in a cage... much like he used to be.
He wanted to protect her, he really did, but only now he's seeing how much hurt he caused her. Much like she said she meant to do with the ring, although to this day he doesn't know if it was a lie or the truth. There is no joy in inflicting her the same fate she inflicted upon him, even if it comes from a place of well-meaning and not selfishness. He has seen what that kind of "eye for an eye" mentality brings to the world, and he wants none of it.
So, he finally takes a decision for himself, and repays the one debt he has with her. He helps her flee from the castle. He is, for the first time, showing empathy to a person and not an animal.
(I don't even think Isaac needs to be kept in the dark. Lenore on her own is harmless, nothing like Carmilla who became a danger to the world. Hector and Lenore are dangerous tools in the wrong hands, but they lack the ambition that makes them solid threats, as they are mostly concerned with feeling safe. If Isaac truly wants to do good to everyone, he has no reason to keep Lenore as a prisoner, not even to force her to work for him. Same for Hector, since the two might have "forgiven" each other, but they have no relationship whatsoever. Perhaps him heeding Hector's request could show more how compassionate he has truly grown.)
Lenore is confused as to why, and Hector more or less explains that he couldn't bear watching her drinking herself into a stupor. Lenore snaps, and yells at him that he has no right to feeling sorry for her after what he has done, after going behind her back, after ruining her life... and is promptly shot down by Hector flashing his mutilated hand. Every ounce of ire Lenore directs at Hector is actually directed at herself, and they both know it. She is deeply regretting everything she did for the sake of people that didn't even respect her, she is just too proud to apologize. And her pride, her insecurity, her need to be the one in control, was what prevented her from truly being the good person she wanted to be. The very reason Hector wasn't happy with her despite her best efforts, and destroyed her life.
She really thought something so paltry as a slave ring would tame the human spirit. She really thought humans, like vampires, would care more about safety than freedom. For a diplomat who set herself to bridge humankind and vampirekind, she let her basic instincts get the better of her.
"Why didn't you just kill me back then?" she yells, attacks, it feels so good to blame Hector rather than herself. "At least I wouldn't have known how little I matter to you!"
(He had considered it, as his stump was bleeding all over the floor, his freedom painfully regained. That now Hector was free to hurt those who had hurt him. But what would be the point? He is so tired of needless death.)
(More selfishly, he still needed Lenore as an anchor to not feel alone or lost. Isaac may have forgiven him, but that doesn't make them friends.)
"I'm no longer that child," Hector responds. "I'm no longer the boy who believes to have the right to punish others. Besides, shouldn't you know the desire to spare someone's life no matter what?"
They had never breached that subject again, not after Lenore dismissed it in a fit of denial. It still weighs on her. He can no longer care.
"All this time," Hector says at last, "I expected an apology, but I think I don't need it anymore. As much as I don't need you anymore. I'm grateful for your efforts to protect me from your sisters' ire, so now I'll use them to live for myself. I'm sorry it had to be this way."
He holds no grudges anymore, and he has genuinely come to appreciate the real Lenore behind her masks and the way she took care of him during the previous six weeks, when the world would have chewed him and spit him out; but at the same time, he can't bear staying with her. She makes him too sad. It reminds him of how low he allowed himself to be brought for the sake of some scraps of love. She reminds him too much of a version of him he doesn't want to be. There are too many conflicting feelings in him. He can't help but think that, in another life, the two could have been genuine friends, if not more... but not this one. Too much baggage, too much shared misery. He is done with it. No more will he seek safety and love in other people, as if he wasn't strong enough. He deserves better.
Lenore doesn't know what to think anymore. She wants to die so badly, she is almost tempted to not hide herself from the sun: she can't concieve her existence as nothing more than a black hole, unworthy of living. She is nothing more than a disgusting monster doomed to spread misery to the world, she thinks, and she should die like one. She has nothing left, no allies, no home, and the one person she fell in love with is pulling away from her, and she can't bear being abandoned, and she completely understands why he's doing so. At the same time, however... Hector too has nothing left, and yet he wants to live. After everything he went through, after himself desiring death at Isaac's hand, he wants to experience real life, not survival like he has done since he was born. Lenore pretended to praise his strength when she was manipulating him, but now she has come to genuinely admire that trait. Can she, a vampire used to nothing but comfort, be as strong as a human being?
She wants to ask Hector if he thinks she's a good person. A glance at his mutilated hand answers her more than any word could. Lenore, all this time, had no idea what being "good" meant, she was only good at putting up a façade of gentleness, and she thought it was enough. All this time, she behaved like a vampire pretending to be human... so now, she will learn from the best human she has ever met. The best person. The only one who saw her as a person as well, behind her masks, behind her usefulness.
Even if Hector is now walking towards the dawn, with nothing but his resolution. For the first time, he will live for him, for himself.
They will never meet again, but in a twisted way, they gave each other what they needed to grow.
#netflix castlevania#netflixvania thoughts#netflixvania#not tagging the main tag#lenector#lenore thoughts#lenore castlevania#also not tagging hector because i don't want to use the same tag as game hector and i can't think of an alternative#this is really the fairest i could be#it doesn't fix all the issues of the storyline such as hector's contradicting plan or the ring straight up not working#but there you go. this is how i would have done things without punishing any of them unfairly#see just treat the sympathetic villain like a sympathetic villain and the victim as someone capable of growing#toxic ships are valid and toxic unhealthy dynamics fascinate me so! that's why i can't stop thinking about this story and its potential#also i couldn't help inserting some of the themes of the cod mangas#like associating humanity with strength and will to live#... and i think in the process i kinda turned lenore into game isaac whoops
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i know other people are tired of female characters having stories revolving motherhood but god it is so nice to get stories about it that are actually... written with care? i imagine some of the fatigue around these stories is bc of how it's done with the assumption that all women must be or want to be mothers or it's done without any actual examination of the woman's characterization--and i also get tired of those! but there are so many female characters who specifically do not have or want kids as well these days, so i am glad that we can have a balance of ones who are fine without kids but also ones who are well-written as mothers??? idk. it makes me happy that we can have both, because parenthood will always be a thing, even if some people... equate their own preference of avoiding those stories altogether with automatic misogyny when a story does include it at all.
#txt#just. finishing up agatha and there are so many characters who fit that same vibe as her as having angst around motherhood#like oddly there is a big pattern with a lot of my witch blorbos having a big piece of their characterization be because of having lost#a child - taryn / vera / serafina / etc#aND i never got the sense that those characters... got their actual personhoods overshadowed by that facet of their story#(and those shows also have women who do not have kids in them!)#i guess what i just am always reminded of--speaking of hdm--is how mad hdm fans got when marisa's#promotional poster's descriptor was “mother” meanwhile asriel's was... adventurer or something?#like “how dare they reduce a woman to motherhood!” when............................. her whole story did revolve around#un-suppressing her fucked up emotions and wanting to learn how to be a mother to lyra#(WHILE tons of other well written women in that story had 0 kids lol)#it wasn't reducing her to motherhood it was developing her around a core facet of her life in a way that#ngl i felt was meaningful bc of it playing against misogynistic expectations as well#she couldn't be a mother to lyra bc she was made a pariah for things men got away with. she didn't get a choice in that really.#her actually... choosing... lyra... on her own volition despite the consequences... was actually rly fucking cool#anyway i'm just. thinking about this bc of finishing up agatha rn where i can just imagine that#some people were pissed about the nicky and billy thing (i do not care to actually look but i knowwww if i were to#search twitter i'd see annoying takes)#because i understand we are still building up to equality in media where we do get stories focused on powerful (and queer!!) women#and knowing fandom i just. know. people probably thought the motherhood aspect ruined it bc it isn't the story They wanted#idk trying not to make up a guy to get mad at but unfortunately i know im not making it up js;ldfljsdflkj#ANYWAY ALL THAT TO SAYYYYY i am rly glad that AAA has done this so well#as opposed to being done without thought to motherhood being optional#(even though im sure some people will still treat any portrayal of motherhood as though it was done with unchecked misogyny)#it just makes Me personally happy to have this#anyway#disk horse#kinda?????? im complaining so i'll just. put that there for filtering.#i may not be making much sense either im only running on caffeine rn <33
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i realised i never posted this drawing i did for the 2023 kiscon zine and i think that's a great shame cause it's quite possibly the best drawing i have ever made. it took me an entire month and just. so many hours of work
#shoutout to the torchwood audiobooks i couldn't have done this without them#star trek#spock#star trek fanart#fanart#art that is mine#tos#star trek tos#pencil drawing#vulcan
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