karma rules! part 2.
ln x fem!reader
read part 1: âa golf swing and a trampolineâ!!
back on my lando bullshit lmao. HI! hereâs part 2! i wanted to write a second part considering how things were left in part 1. very interested in knowing if yâall want a third part!! thank you so much for all the love on part 1, one of my fav things iâve written 𫶠n e wayz, please enjoy more lando suffering and max on lando violence.
sticking to the âlittle freakâ harry vibes with this one too. karma really does rule!
in which everyone is sad and horny.
warnings: 18+!! swearing, alcohol, aaaaangst omg, smut, fluff, max being very fucking annoying, reader being a sexy girlboss, landoâs entire character
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lando couldnât recall exactly how long heâd been stood outside your bedroom door staring at max. he couldnât recall exactly how long max had been stood there either, staring back at him; disgust etched across his downturned lips and an unwavering sheen of hurt clouded his eyes, greener than usual, probably from the envy scorching through his veins. lando could feel his jaw relaxing every few seconds, his mouth falling open, apologies daring to spill from his parted lips. no sound came out. what was there to say? nothing, apparently, as max turned on his heel and stormed off back towards his room.
lando stood motionless for a second too long, blinking rapidly, mouth bone dry. anxiety pooled in the pit of his stomach in the most horrific way, although he supposed he deserved it. some small trace of sense that heâd lost when you turned up on that godforsaken golf course returned, and he finally sprung into action, chasing max down. when he finally caught up to his friend, max was already on the verge of slamming the door in landoâs tanned face.
âmax, please, just hear me out-â lando was breathless, flailing helplessly as he tried to find the right words. max wasnât keen on giving him the chance to.
âyou have everything. you have everything else that i want. why did you need to take her as well?â max spat the words, rage-laced and unrelenting in their brutality. landoâs mouth once again hung agape.
apparently it was a rhetorical question, one that lando would probably think about until his last breath, as the door slammed shut in his reddened face.
what a mess heâd made.
-
landoâs attention had been taken away from the ceiling looming above him by the slamming of a door and the sound of suitcase wheels rolling along the floor. heâd been sprawled out on his bed, helplessly awake since the early hours of the morning, since heâd crept out of your bed, since max had slammed the door in his face. yet another wave of dread washed over lando, adding to the tally, as he dragged himself up off of the duvet that heâd melted into and arose, daring to investigate. it didnât take a genius to work out what was going on.
cracking the door open, his suspicions were confirmed. max was almost at the staircase, suitcase in tow behind him. lando sighed, pushing the door open and stepping out into the hall. max turned around at the noise, eyes daring lando to try and convince him to stay after such a betrayal.
âyouâre not actually leaving are you?â landoâs voice sounded just as pathetic as he felt. max rolled his eyes.
âwhat does it look like?â he scoffed in response.
âdonât be silly. come on, we can talk about this.â lando tried to ignore the guilt. an impossible task.
âsilly? you fucked her, you prick. thereâs nothing to talk about.â max seethed, teeth gritted. landoâs eyes fell shut, unable to meet maxâs.
âitâs not like that.â
âthen whatâs it like? you canât help yourself, can you? youâre so used to having everything that you want. you had to add her to the collection of things that you have and i donât.â
âdonât make this into something itâs not.â maxâs allusions were misplaced, as far as lando was concerned. lando had taken nothing from max. never a seat, never a girl. not even the one person that he wanted. you werenât even maxâs to be stolen, and yet you and lando had parted ways out of courtesy for no one other than max.
âwhat is it then? tell me. tell me all about how deep and meaningful it is.â max mocked, hitting lando right where it hurt: his track record with women. âtell me that youâre madly in love with her. i bet you canât. i know you, lando,â max was pointing his finger now. âi know sheâs nothing but another fuck. and you know how i feel about her!â he was getting louder, a little too loud for landoâs liking, considering they were stood right outside of your door. oh, and because the rest of their friends could probably hear every single word from the surrounding rooms.
âthatâs not,â landoâs jaw clenched, he swallowed hard. âthatâs not true.â he muttered, not wanting to rile max up further by admitting that, yes, he was madly, pathetically, gut wrenchingly in love with you, and he was almost certain you felt the same way.
âyouâre such a fucking joke.â max threw the words and they landed square in landoâs chest, leaving him winded. max turned away, resuming his beeline for the stairs once again. lando stepped forward.
âand what am i supposed to tell the others, huh?â lando called, exasperated.
âi donât know, maybe tell them how much of an asshole you are.â
he didnât see maxâs face again, the door slamming harshly, a line drawn in the sand, a boundary. not that lando had any issue with crossing lines, something he was bitterly reminded of when he turned away from the stairs, letting out an existential sigh as he did, only to be met with your furrowed eyebrows, quivering lips, and oceans of sadness and un-cried tears swirling in your eyes.
it hurt. it actually, physically pained lando. reaching out for you, touching you, even just for a second, just to comfort you, it was forbidden now. he knew that if he pulled you close, heâd never be able to let go. theyâd have to find some way to alter his mclaren so that you could race with him. he would not be able to let you go. you knew this just as well as he did. he wondered for a moment why you were looking at him the way you were. distant, confused, sad. after the night youâd shared, the most beautiful, bittersweet turn of events, he couldnât fathom why you looked so distraught at the sight of him.
why are you looking at me like he did? lando wondered.
that was, of course, until he realised that youâd heard everything.
âi know you, lando.â
âi know sheâs nothing but another fuck.â
ouch.
âi donât know what you heard.â landoâs words scratched the back of his throat, clawing their way out of his mouth and leaving nothing but bitter, bitter regret all over his tongue. he wanted the ground to swallow him whole. nothing would have pleased him more. heâd made too big of a mess.
âjust all of it.â your voice was dusted in sleep, the very sleep that heâd peacefully left you in. you didnât sound like yourself at all and it scared him.
âhe doesnât know what heâs talking about.â lando rushed out, trying to salvage any respect you had left for him. you were not just a body to him.
âbut he knows you, lando.â you whispered, delicately devastated.
âhe doesnât know anything about the way i feel for you.â if lando needed you to understand one thing, he desperately needed you to understand that.
âheâs lashing out,â you nodded your head softly as you spoke, as if to tell lando that you understood what he was trying to say. âwe hurt him.â
âno, i hurt him. this is all my fault.â
âtakes two to tango.â you mused, always apt at breaking the ice.
âi never should have let it happen.â and maybe that was the truth, but lando knew that he would thank whatever god he could think of for giving him that one night. the words youâd whispered to him the night before were almost worth the agony.
âdo you regret it?â he admired the way you tried to control your shaky voice when you asked.
âi should.â max was right, lando truly was an asshole.
âi didnât ask whether you should or not, lando. i asked you if you regret it. there are two answers.â this was the first flash heâd gotten on this not so fine morning that you were losing your temper with him. how could he blame you? he would have been wise to start listing all the people heâd pissed off on this trip, but he feared there wasnât a big enough piece of paper, or enough ink in the world.
âof course i donât. but i-â
âno. no âbutsâ. itâs already too painful. no âbutsâ.â your words were electrifying in the worst possible way. he had hurt you. this was hurting you. and there was nothing he could do that would make it any better.
âiâm sorry. iâm so, so sorry.â the emptiness of his apology, despite how much he meant it, was daunting. he had hurt you.
you scoffed. he was getting sick of that sound.
âi donât want your apology, lando.â
âwell, i canât give you what you want.â he sounded desperate, oh so desperate, a wounded animal frantically searching for a way out. your eyes fluttered shut, a sigh settling deep in your bones. you took one last look at him, knuckles turning a pasty white from how hard you were gripping the door. slowly, it began to close, doing yourself a favour, and shutting him out.
âbye, lando.â you whispered, before you were cast out of sight. if he was counting, this would have been the third door to slam in his face and the sun had barely broken in the sky. what a miserable record to hold; the most people that cannot bare to look at you before 8am.
why would no one give him the luxury of letting him apologise? it made him sick, just how far gone the entire situation was, how out of control he was. a racing drivers worst nightmare. somehow, heâd managed to kill two birds with one stone. max was gone, and it seemed like you werenât far behind him. maybe you and max were meant for each other after all.
that thought made him feel sicker than anything else had.
-
phone calls were always awkward, especially for someone as awkward as lando. the awkwardness was intensified by the fact that max was ignoring every single one of his calls, ending them before they could even ring out. there were only so many calls that you could make before you succumbed to the fact that no progress was being made. the next best thing that lando could do was catch a flight, and so thatâs what he did.
lando ignored every single quizzical look, ignored the way his brother and tom looked at him doubtfully when he announced that he was leaving early âbecause of a work thingâ that he was âsworn to secrecyâ over. he just shrugged at all of their questions as he threw his neatly hung shirts in his suitcase and floored it out of his rented bedroom, taking a similar route to max. down the stairs and out the door. but unlike max, lando was weak. he couldnât leave without one last glance over his shoulder, one last look at you.
you stood with folded arms, almost judgemental, narrow eyes glazed over with a shimmer that made landoâs heart plummet. youâd chosen him, and yet he was choosing to go and fight for maxâs friendship. how tragic.
deep down, he knew he was being cowardly, running away. he needed space, needed to finally be able to breathe again and he knew that he wouldnât be able to do that in a house with you, especially without maxâs watchful eye. he also knew that if he played this right, fixed what needed fixing, there was a possibility, albeit a slim one, that heâd be able to initiate something real with you.
while he desperately needed to fix things with max, purely because he was his best friend, he also knew that max acted as a stepping stone, a gate keeper, as tasteless as it sounded. maxâs friendship meant the world to him and he was grateful for it, no matter how many times he lost a round of golf, but you were like air and he knew that he needed you just as much. not more, but definitely just as much. it was a delicate balance, one that he thought of in the taxi, imagining he was rested against you again, one that he thought of as the plane took off, as it landed, and as he reclaimed his luggage.
pulling up at maxâs parents house was as panic inducing as it should have been, and definitely embarrassing. lando shuffled awkwardly up to the front door, ringing the bell as he rocked backwards and forwards on the balls of his feet. when the door swung open to reveal theo, maxâs brother, lando momentarily wondered if he needed to book a haircut with the younger fewtrell, before his thoughts were cast aside by the flash of confusion on the face staring back at him. lando smiled sheepishly, never more uncomfortable in his life.
âfirst max turns up a week early, and now you? what the fuck happened in greece?â were the first words that theo spoke, tilting his head in confusion.
âis he here?â lando enquired, deciding to cut the bullshit and skip the pleasantries, following suit.
âupstairs in his room, hasnât said a word. what happened?â theo quirked an eyebrow. lando was always a bit strange, sure, but never so on edge. lando, of course, ignored the question. sometimes media training did pay off.
âcan i come in? i need to speak to him.â he didnât realise how urgent he sounded until the words left him, an undoubtedly suspicious theo stepping aside and letting him in.
lando threw a âthank youâ over his shoulder, disappearing up the stairs. he was familiar with this house, easily navigating his way through the building that held so many childhood memories, memories that he would not allow to be tarnished. it only hit him that heâd fled greece and chased max across europe once maxâs bedroom door came into sight. he froze, attempting to compose himself. it was futile, his breath shaky as he knocked on maxâs door.
âwhat?â the clipped response sounded from the other side of the wood, drenched in angst. lando held his breath, swinging the door open. had it not been for the rather tense situation, lando would have squawked with laughter at the double take max did. âwhat the fuck?â
âwe need to talk.â it seemed easier to get straight to the point. max didnât exactly seem interested in pleasantries.
âcould you not have called?â sarcasm drenched maxâs voice, eyes narrowed and unforgiving.
âthatâs not funny.â lando sighed, thinking about the many, many times his finger had pressed down on maxâs name in his phone.
âmy sincerest apologies.â sarcasm won out again, and lando wondered if this was a mistake.
âare you gonna hear me out? i did just fly here.â lando snapped, trying to reign it in, keep himself in check. he was getting desperate.
âand the damage is repaired. thanks so much for thinking of me.â
âall iâve done is think about you.â
silence settled between them, landoâs words hanging heavy in the air. maxâs face grew angrier, jawline tightening.
âand what is that supposed to mean?â max demanded, eyebrows furrowing.
âiâm here, arenât i? iâm fucking here.â he was here and not with you, where he actually wanted to be. that had to count for something, had to show how much he valued max. realisation dawned in maxâs eyes. lando was with him.
âyou knew how i felt about her.â max stated. lando nodded. of course he knew, he felt it too. max sighed. âhow long?â
lando was silent.
âhow fucking long?â
âsince that first day. i was relieved when she dumped you, but of course, you couldnât let her go.â lando tried to lighten the mood but it didnât translate. it didnât help that he wasnât really joking.
âare you trying to blame me?â max bit, eyes narrowing, just as lando thought he was getting somewhere.
âno! for fuck sake, of course iâm not. i just need you to understand.â lando ran his hand through his hair in frustration.
âhow long has it been going on with her?â maxâs voice was quieter, preparing for another blow.
âjust that night. that one night.â lando quickly replied, anxious to reassure max that he wasnât a total traitor.
âthen it shouldnât be hard to let her go.â max spoke the words so simply that lando almost couldnât believe what he was hearing. his face fell, chest tightening.
âmax-â
âi donât want to do this, but i canât sit back and watch you and her. i canât fucking do it.â the volume of maxâs voice crept up again, voice holding an edge of emotion that made lando ache.
âdonât be unreasonable.â lando almost whispered, words holding absolutely no persuasion. he knew it was over.
âdonât be unreasonable? do you hear yourself? you fucked my ex girlfriend! and you havenât even fucking apologised to me, by the way.â max shook his head in disbelief, hurt all over again.
âiâm sorry. iâm sorry.â lando repeated the words feebly, suddenly exhausted, utterly utterly drained.
âpromise me you wonât go any further with her.â
âplease donât do this.â
âyou wouldnât be here if this didnât matter to you. promise me, lando.â max held landoâs gaze. it was too easy to crumble.
âi promise.â
the words triggered a minor sense of relief across maxâs face and a bottomless pit of dread in landoâs stomach.
-
the months that followed dragged excruciatingly, like nails on a chalkboard.
the season started back up again, providing momentary relief for lando, but it was barely enough. he managed to avoid max as much as he could, until zandvoort, when max had turned up on a work obligation. it was frosty, tense between the two men, anyone could see that, but no one made the mistake of asking why. on paper, things were on the mend, but lando wondered if max would ever forgive him. he wondered if heâd ever forgive max.
whilst him and max werenât exactly on the best of terms, at least theyâd managed to make contact, the occasional twitch stream doing something to chip away at their icy relationship. you, on the other hand, couldnât have been further away, whilst remaining painfully at the forefront of his mind. he was going insane, deprived of you for the longest period of time since heâd met you. it seemed a tad dramatic to say that your absence was killing him, but that didnât make it any less true.
the netherlands blurred into italy, into singapore, into japan. lando couldnât remember the last time he was at home. not monaco, monaco felt too hollow. he missed the uk. he missed running into you when he wasnât even trying to. the second half of the season was crushing, an uphill battle. he couldnât pretend he wasnât lonely, it did get a bit too quiet for his liking when there was no one else along for the ride, quieter than it usually. no max, no you, miserable.
there was a glimmer of rest between japan and the usa, a brief trip to the uk to breathe. he had lunch with his parents, widened his eyes at how much his baby niece had grown, ruffled his younger sistersâ hair in the way only a big brother could. he had a day on the sim, going over things at the factory. it dragged. he was exhausted. the last thing he needed was to attend a friends birthday party, especially on a thursday night after a long week.
an expensive club in central london wasnât the most appealing of spaces to lando. he preferred restaurants with friends, maybe indulging in a drink or two over dinner if he was feeling adventurous, but he definitely didnât enjoy the club scene as much as he was supposed to. but it was dark enough in there to hide the bags under his eyes and the music was just about bearable. he knew he wasnât the most present person in anyones life, so the least he could do was suck it up and stay for a few.
slumped on a barstool, lando was thankful that he made the effort, because one brief glance to his right set his sights on everything heâd been missing.
sad eyes, short black dress, a smile that made the world stop and anyone with sense lose their mind. youâd arrived. was breathing essential to being alive? it couldnât be because lando certainly wasnât breathing, and yet there he was, ready to fall to his knees.
lando was definitely sweating, chest tightening, heart beating faster than his mclaren had ever gone down a straight. he was absolutely at a loss for what he was supposed to do. he had no idea that you were coming, perhaps naively. not a lot of the usual suspects would be attending this birthday party, so heâd ever so stupidly assumed that you simply wouldnât be either. max, for example, had been tied down by a work commitment and wouldnât be in attendance.
max. max. max. max max max. max!
lando felt lightheaded.
as far as he was aware, you hadnât clocked him and he wondered if he should keep it that way, no matter how tempting the alternative was. he swirled the drink in his hand, wrist relaxing as he let out a shaky breath. downing the burning liquor in one swift gulp seemed entirely logical, and so thatâs what he did, succumbing to instant regret as he shivered the nasty taste away. lando swiftly swung around on the barstool, planting his now empty glass on the counter before placing his palms down on the cool surface. perks of being somewhere fancy: it wasnât sticky. the coolness of the marble grounded him, allowing for a moment of clarity before the liquid heâd just thrown back seeped into his blood stream and made him weak. well, weaker.
he glanced around, realising that heâd lost you in the sea of people and strobe lights, wondering if heâd actually manage to get away unscathed. what if heâd imagined you? lando felt this strange pull, something that was keeping him in place. he wasnât prepared to leave just yet. bravely, he actually turned his head, properly scanning the bar to look for your face. it wasnât hard to find you this time, especially not when you were already staring back at him.
landoâs throat tightened, eyes holding yours, matching the intensity of your gaze. you truly were a sight for sore eyes, easily the prettiest person in the room. he wondered if the dimly lit bar had somewhat brightened for anyone else as soon as youâd walked in. he almost fell off the barstool when you you leaned in to one of your friends, still maintaining eye contact as you whispered in their ear. next thing he knew, you were making your way over. oh god, you were making your way over. he reached for the collar of his white dress shirt, tugging it to no avail; the material was already half unbuttoned anyway. he didnât breath any easier.
lando turned away, facing the bar as the stool next to his dragged along the floor. he watched from the corner of his eye as you navigated yourself up onto the stool, the heels of your shoes barely grazing the floor as you slumped next to him. you must have looked like a right pair, emitting high levels of irrevocable sadness, and an unhealthy amount of lust. what a combination.
you grabbed the bartenders attention, waving her over.
âiâll have two of whatever heâs having, please.â you called across the bar, tilting your head towards the lovesick driver.
he was trying to speak, but nothing but bated breath seemed to escape. almost immediately, two glasses had landed in front of you both. without even looking his way, you held your glass out to clink it with his, quickly taking a sip once heâd fumbled his way to respond, knocking his chilled glass with yours.
âfuck, youâre on the strong stuff.â you choked out, probably not expecting something so bitter in your lightweight drinking partners glass. lando barked out a laugh, entirely humourless. he was in agony. âreally? nothing to say to me?â you continued, finally turning your body to face him. he continued staring forward, debating his next move.
âthank you for the drink.â lando replied, planting his hands back on the counter to rise from the barstool and leave. he had to leave. his self control was surely fleeting, his patience for other peoples feelings wearing increasingly thin.
âwait!â he didnât get very far, a hand much smaller than his own flying instinctively to grab at his forearm. he froze in place, eyes widening at your touch and the embarrassing rush of warmth in his chest. your eyes were stormy, some kind of internal battle taking place. âcanât keep watching you leave.â you seemed to whisper the words in the noisy club, yet he heard you perfectly, almost trembling under your touch.
âdoes it make any difference to know that i donât want to leave?â lando offered.
âno.â you scoffed, pouting at him.
he tilted his head, offering you his hand, which you didnât hesitate to take. you rose to your feet, falling into step behind him as he guided you through the club. he needed to talk to you properly, somewhere quiet. you found yourselves out in the smoking area, neither of you having the intention of lighting one up, but at least you were alone. dangerous territory. last time, it had almost cost him dearly.
âiâm sorry that i left.â lando planted himself against the wall, as far away as he could physically be, implementing what he hoped was a safe distance between you.
âyeah? you should be.â you muttered, crossing your arms defensively.
âi didnât know what to do. i thought that maybe if i spoke to himâŠâ lando trailed off, lost in the memory of maxâs words. promise me, lando.
âthat heâd be okay with it? come on, lando.â you rolled your eyes.
ânot my finest plan. i tried.â he pathetically reasoned.
âwish youâd tried with me.â your comment took him aback. it seemed unfair, cruel. hadnât you both agreed that it was a one time thing?
âwe knew that night, we both knew what we were getting into.â
âyeah, well, doesnât make it any easier.â
âwhat would you do? huh? what would you do if you were me?â lando practically begged for your answer, holding himself back against the wall.
you were silent. lando pushed himself off the wall, beginning to pace the small space, met with waves of frustration. you just stood there watching, arms still crossed.
âgod, this is a fucking joke.â you scoffed again, moving to block his path. he stopped in his tracks, refusing to meet your eyes.
âyeah, fucking hilarious.â he muttered.
it was completely still between you, no movement but the rise and fall of your chests, syncing up as the space between you grew smaller and smaller. shit.
gently, your fingers wrapped around his shirt sleeve, pulling him a tad closer. he was in trouble. you were destined to be the death of him. he felt your fingertips graze the skin of his wrist, a shiver running down his spine.
âi missed you.â you whispered. his head shot up, finally meeting your eyes.
âyou know i missed you too.â he murmured, relaxing further into your touch. lando was convinced to had your own magnetic force field.
âi didnât, actually.â there she was, the tease that heâd missed more than anything.
âhavenât stopped thinking about you.â lando breathed, giving up the fight. he needed you to know that you were at the centre of his every thought.
âwhat a coincidence, havenât stopped thinking about you either.â your hand that wasnât working its way into his own landed softly against his chest, slowly grazing up until you were gently stroking his neck.
âdonât know if iâll ever get over you.â all sense was lost.
âi donât want you to.â you whispered, cupping his cheek. the fingers of your other hand were now laced with his.
âgood.â he shuffled forwards, any remaining distance lost to your shared urgency.
âi want you, lando. think i always will.â mere centimetres separated you now, alcohol laced breath mingling.
âyouâre driving me crazy.â you smiled at that, nose bumping against his.
âone more time.â you muttered, closing the gap, peppering kisses across his jaw. landoâs eyes rolled back.
âwe canât.â lando spoke with so little conviction that he may as well have fucked you right there in the smoking area.
âsays who?â you crooned deviously in his ear.
âfuck.â lando panted, pulling you away from his neck, where you had moved your kisses.
with hooded eyes and no more hesitation, lando cupped your face, pulling your lips to his. you hummed against his lips, fingers threading through his hair to keep him close. the kiss was firm, full of things that should have been said months ago, tongues brushing slowly as he held you as close as he could. as you broke away, breathing heavy, you gripped the collar of his now creased shirt, tugging on the material, your other hand still playing with his curls.
âtake me home.â you didnât need to tell him twice.
-
getting you back to the apartment he stayed in when he was in the city was easy. heâd hailed a taxi, your lips attached to his neck the entire time you were stood on the pavement. he had you wrapped in his arms, shielding you from the chilly october air, while you marked up his skin. once youâd begun the journey back to his place, you managed to behave yourself, despite pulling his hand to sit up high on your bare thigh. lando paid the fare, helping you out of the taxi, the pair of you scurrying into the lobby of the building and into the elevator.
he kissed you again, pressing you against the wall as you travelled up to his floor. you rolled your hips, testing the waters, hearing him groan into your mouth at your teasing. lando held you there for the duration of the journey, lips moving with yours. the ding of the elevator broke you out of your trance and you smiled into the kiss, pulling away. hand in hand, he guided you into his apartment.
the need for one another took precedent, and you quickly found yourselves in the bedroom. the months that had passed went by slowly, too slowly. you both needed it, you could talk after.
lando paused, standing in the doorway as he watched you walk further into the room. he smiled softly, finally feeling at ease. you were so beautiful, and he needed to show you, but he needed a second to take it all in. you, there, with him. just the two of you. you noticed that heâd stopped, turning back to face him.
âhey, you.â you called, reaching your hand out for him. âcome here.â he quickly obeyed. he could see the lust in your eyes, the prettiest colours in the world darkened slightly, pupils blown. something softer swirled underneath, and he lost himself.
âgonna let me show you how much i missed you?â lando lowered his lips to your ear, tongue dragging across the skin beneath it. his hands found a home on your waist, spinning you around so that you were flush against him. again, you rolled your hips, body trembling in his big hands.
âneed you, lando.â you whined, feeling his fingers skim your collarbone as he pushed your hair out of his way and over your shoulder.
he hummed against your skin, lips working over your neck, open mouthed kisses leaving you panting. his hands smoothed down your back, over the material of your silky black dress. he bunched the material on the way back up, tugging it until he was pulling it over your head. the dress quickly became an afterthought, dropped to the floor in a heap. lando grabbed at your waist again, gently turning you back around to face him. you looked at him through your eyelashes, shy under his intense stare.
your fingers made quick work of the buttons on his shirt, the few that were still done up. you pushed it off of landoâs shoulders, running your nails down his bare chest. your hands trailed down his abs, fiddling with his belt, and then the button on his jeans. lando kicked them off, the both you standing there in your underwear.
âon the bed.â lando breathed, walking you backwards.
lando picked you up at the last second, lowering you down onto the duvet, quickly slotting himself between your spread legs. your arms were around his neck, bringing his lips against yours. he felt you shiver against him, his hands grazing your sides, as he kissed down your neck, over your collarbone.
lando kissed over the lace of your bra, mouthing at the material as his fingers slotted behind your arched back, unhooking the clasp. he didnât linger, quickly tearing it away from your chest. he let out a content sigh, lapping at your nipple, fingers tweaking the other. his tongue swirled, teeth making a cheeky appearance that had you gasping as he bit down. you felt his mouth leave you, fingers still grazing your body.
âdid you miss me, baby?â landoâs breath fanned across the valley of your breasts as he spoke, your stomach tightening.
âyou know i did.â you muttered, staring down at him.
âhow much?â he smirked, kissing the flush skin of your chest. he felt like teasing.
âlando.â you warned, threading a hand through his curls. he breathed out a laugh.
âi know, baby, i know.â he resumed his kisses down your body, fingers slipping beneath the band of your underwear. ever so slowly, he began to pull them down, tugging at the band, letting it snap against your skin. you sighed in frustration, pulling on his hair. he grinned, the most genuine smile heâd been able to muster in what felt like forever. it grew when he saw that you couldnât help but smile back.
he kissed along your navel, finally peeling your panties down your legs. he had you naked beneath him again, finally, and he couldnât let a moment go to waste.
he took you apart, your legs thrown over his broad shoulders. everything seemed to be moving in flashes, the room disappearing. all he could see was you, hair fanned across his pillow, glowing under the dim lighting, your taste overwhelming him. you thrashed against him, his tongue and his fingers working blissfully until all you could see was white and all you could hear was his name, tumbling from your lips like a prayer.
when heâd kept going, throwing you helplessly over the edge for the second time, youâd let out a cry, gasping through the pleasure that youâd both been so tragically deprived of for too long. he didnât know if he could stop, didnât know if he could possibly exercise the type of restraint heâd need to pull himself from between your shaking legs, but your hand in his hair managed to pull him back to reality. he didnât know where youâd found the strength but he was hovering over you again.
lando took in the sight of you, messy hair, tear stained face, eyes shot with adrenaline, exhaustion. you flashed him a heart stopping grin, eyes fluttering shut as your chest heaved, and he crumbled again, for the millionth time that evening. giving you a second to breath, he brought his soaked fingers to his lips, licking away the mess youâd made. the groan he let out was animalistic, your eyes shooting open.
the kiss you shared was messy, laced with traces of you on his tongue and a clash of teeth. he settled between your thighs, your hands pushing his underwear down until he laid bare on top of you.
âyou have no idea how much i missed you. no idea.â lando muttered, lining himself up. he ran the tip of his cock through your folds, slowly pushing inside. you whined, clinging onto him as he moved his hips until you were full. he stilled, hand brushing the hair from your eyes, which were piercing his own.
there was nothing else. there was no max and no time apart, no sad eyes and missed opportunities. there was you, and there was him, and that was it.
âneed you to move.â you moaned, fingers digging into his shoulder blades.
landoâs hips retracted slowly, before he was setting a delicious rhythm. he rocked into you at the perfect pace, hips hitting yours. your eyes has rolled back in your head, his own remaining fixed on the way your face moved, eyelashes dusting your cheeks, the creases in your forehead, the way you kept smiling as the pleasure took its hold.
he was dizzy, utterly ruined as he fucked you. your touch left him weak, oblivious to anything else. it didnât matter what happened after this, he would never regret it, no matter how dire the consequences. you were heavenly around him, squeezing him so tight as you had your way with him. he was teetering on the edge, on the verge of a beautiful collapse, but all that mattered was you.
lando rutted his hips, watching your body spasm as he hit that spot over and over, his fingers sliding between your sweat dampened bodies to find your overstimulated clit. a few messy circles and youâd had it, a broken scream of his name tearing from the back of your throat.
his name. no one elseâs.
that was enough for lando, all he needed to hear to send him catapulting into the abyss, vision bright white as he collapsed on top of you. he could feel you shuddering, kissing your neck to try and dull the aftershocks.
you stayed there entangled for god knows how long, unmoving in one anotherâs embrace. you were so warm against him that lando couldnât bring himself to move. it was serene, the peace of having you beneath him, wrapped around him, stroking his hair lazily while he panted into the crook of your neck. the peace of knowing that he wouldnât need to sneak away at the break of dawn. when he eventually mustered the strength to pull himself away, you whined.
âwhere are you going?â you groaned, as he stood from the bed.
âjust getting something to clean you up, baby.â lando replied, slipping into the en-suite.
he returned a few moments later with a flannel, wiping over your thighs before tossing it with his laundry. lando quickly pulled the covers back, climbing into the bed beside you. you rolled over, draping yourself over his chest, his arm winding around your shoulders securely.
âstay tonight.â lando whispered. it wasnât a question, nor was it a demand. it was his way of pleading, of keeping you close for as long as he could. he felt you nod your head in agreement.
âdidnât wanna go anyway.â you giggled, eyes still shut. you could have easily fallen asleep.
âdonât want you to go. donât want to lose you again.â lando mumbled. he felt you tense up. you werenât laughing anymore.
âdonât get my hopes up.â you whispered back, burying your face in his chest, as if you were hiding from him. the cracks in his heart that your evening together had bandaged up began to splinter.
âiâll fix this. we can fix it.â lando affirmed, begging that youâd listen. all the time spent with you reminded him that without you, he was miserable.
âi wish that was true.â you sighed. he clung on to the fact that you were still here. he could convince you, he was sure of it.
âiâll deal with him. he has to understand.â lando alluded, cupping your cheek.
âlando, stop-â you argued.
âplease, just let me try. i want you. fuck, i need you.â he really, really did. you seemed to soften at that, frustrated expression melting away.
you craned your neck, leaning up to peck his lips. all of his worries dissipated then, and he knew that he belonged to you. lando knew that this was it, that you and him were headed somewhere. it was good, this thing between you, feelings that heâd never felt, that he didnât even have labels for, surfacing at even the briefest glance, the softest touch.
as you fell asleep in his arms to soft kisses on your forehead, lando laid there staring at the ceiling. heâd just betrayed his best friend. again. but that wasnât what was keeping him from falling asleep.
no, what was keeping lando awake was the fact that he simply didnât care; how could he with you sleeping so soundly next to him? and that scared him more than anything else. as far as lando was concerned, max had his chance, and he blew it. lando would be damned if he made the same mistake.
the things you did to him, the hold you had, it was almost frightening. and with every deep breath you took, he fell deeper and deeper.
-
when he woke up to your body pressed against his, feeling more refreshed than he had since august, lando smiled. he hadnât even opened his eyes yet and you had him smiling. what kind of fool did that make him?
your catlike stretching and urgent need for coffee had driven the pair of you out of bed, despite how much lando hated the stuff and the both of you wanting to spend the morning tearing one another to shreds. you figured you had the rest of the day to get to that. youâd laughed as he threw his shirt at you, the sleeves too long. it hit mid thigh, the pair of you ignoring the creases as lando pulled you into him, rolling up the sleeves. he smirked at the goosebumps that littered your skin, left behind in the wake of his touch. you shoved his shoulder at his cocky smile.
lando made you a coffee, all of that work experience at mclaren finally paying off as he slid it across the counter towards you. you smiled, grateful, taking a sip. he pottered around the kitchen for a while, mumbling something about not knowing how to cook without setting the kitchen on fire. you were endeared as you watched him, leaning across the counter, resting your elbows on the surface. it was domestic and it was a long time coming.
neither of you wanted it to end, but you knew that important steps needed to be taken. lando was already mapping out the blueprints for what he would say to max, willing to grovel on his knees if thatâs what it took.
it was lucky that lando was so accustomed to quick thinking, because the sound of keys in the lock made him realise that the grovelling would be starting a lot sooner than anticipated. there was only one other person with a set of keys. you know, for emergencies. lando was pretty certain that there was about to be an emergency.
your heart plummeted as the door swung open, the dress shirt hanging loosely off of your body doing little to preserve anyones dignity. maxâs face fell immediately, the cogs in his brain spinning into action as he took in the disheartening sight before him.
hickeys, bare legs and messy hair. a train wreck.
this was becoming an unfortunate habit.
-
sorry max lol
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