#curanonemu

[potatomountain]

I'm always here if ya ever need to talk or just vent ok? Don't hold that sht in it does you no good ok your doggos love ya and need 💙

(hopefully that link works I'm not sure 😅 and it's all good I'll be ya Hufflepuff buddie from Australia 🧸😂)

https://at.tumblr.com/curanonemu/189211213870/5yy79sajv086

Awww thankies ^^ it's 4am here so I was gunna sleep <3 I really appreciate it, a lot I mean it!

Unfortunately the link doesn't work 😭

[utopianvoices]

it’ll be okay | k. hongjoong

∞ a/n: it was supposed to be submitted beCAUSE ITS FOR YOU but because you asked me to post it, i’m posting >:( not really an actual fic, just something i wrote for @curanonemu​ / @youneedapiratekink​ because i love them so much <333

Everyone knows life is like a heartbeat.

The moment it goes up, it’s bound to—no. It’s supposed to come down. There’s no highs without lows.

Everyone knows this. But that doesn’t mean they are ready to accept the lows whenever it hits full force.

You were no exception.

It was a tough period—maybe even one of the toughest you’ve experienced—and you were distraught.

Dragging your feet through the door, ready to crash onto your bed and sleep away the next few days just so that you wouldn’t have to wake up and face your daily demons, you stop at the subtle scent of lemon wafting through the apartment.

Taking a few more steps into the apartment, your eyes wander around, wondering where the smell was coming from, when you stop right outside your bedroom.

You have the perfect view from where you are standing, and you’re sure that your pretty much dead and exhausted heart was slowly coming back to life from what you see.

Your boyfriend kneels beside the bathtub, busy arranging flowers around the bathroom, and making sure that the scented candle was well lit and burning, stopping his actions to relight the candle whenever it went out from the wind blowing through the open window.

There’s an urgency in his actions, most likely due to the fact that you came back about the same time everyday, and it was definitely time for you to come home.

Your eyes water involuntarily at his actions, and you let out a soft sob against your wishes, immediately catching the attention of your boyfriend who whips around so quickly that you’re worried he might have broken his neck.

“Oh! You’re home!” he exclaims, quickly walking out the bathroom and shutting the door, though he knows that you’ve already seen what he had spent doing the past half an hour. “W-wait are you crying? Baby, is everything okay?”

You don’t miss the worry in his eyes as he cups your face in his hands, staring at you like you would disappear any moment. And maybe you had really felt like you were going to disappear any moment; until you saw your boyfriend.

There are a thousand questions running through your head. Why was he home so early? What was he doing in the bathroom? How the fuck did he manage to look so good all the time?

Of course, the last question didn’t really fit the theme, but it was a valid question you never found the answer to.

But what comes tumbling out your mouth instead, is a choked “I missed you”.

His eyes soften at your words, and he pulls you into a hug, resting his head on your shoulder as you bury you face in his neck, now full on crying as you soak his shirt with your tears.

“I missed you too, baby,” he whispers, patting your back slowly in an attempt to calm you down. “I’m sorry I haven’t been around as much lately. Especially since you’ve been having such a bad time.”

Bewildered, you pull away from the hug, looking at him with wide eyes and tear stained cheeks.

“How did you know?”

He lets out a soft laugh, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear as he looks at you lovingly, hands around your waist. “I’m your boyfriend. I know these things. Plus, you haven’t been answering my calls as you would usually, so I figured something was up and decided it was time I came back from the studio and spent some quality time with my beautiful girlfriend.”

You look at him, your heart beating steadily as you feel yourself already starting to heal. There was no medicine like your boyfriend, and there was nowhere else you’d rather be than his arms.

“I prepared something special, but I’m sure you already saw it,” he pouts, walking towards the bathroom with your hand in his, opening the door to reveal his masterpiece. “Hope you like it.”

You smile at him, pulling him by the collar to press a soft kiss against his lips, muttering a “I love it” against his lips as he recovers from your sudden action.

“Time for our bath!”

He removes his shirt right after that small exclamation, prompting you to do the same as he tests the temperature of the water.

You end up undressing first, eager to get into the warm bath as you wait for him to get in, shortly following when you realise he has gotten comfortable.

You sit in between his legs, your back against his chest as you involuntarily let out a small sigh, already feeling the tight knots and anxiety that had built up from the past few days wash away with the warm water.

His hands slowly caress your arms before finding your fingers, choosing to slowly play with them instead of intertwining them together, which earns a small giggle from you—a sound that was the best kind of music to his ears, and mind you, he was a music producer.

He is the first to speak up, breaking the comfortable silence hanging between the both of you, as you snuggle in closer to the man behind you.

“Whatever it is that you’re going through, just know that it’s not going to last forever. It might take days, even weeks, before it’s all right, but don’t ever give up. You’re stronger than your problems and I believe in you.”

He ends his little speech with a kiss to the top of your head, and you feel your eyes water again at the amount of love you held for the boy of average height who managed to steal your heart.

He was right. It was all temporary. The pain, the anxiety, the uncertainty.

But you knew what was permanent and definite.

The pure and sacred love you shared between the both of you.

You smile as the tears blur your vision, turning your head from where you sat to look at the love of your life. “I love you, Kim Hongjoong.”

And he smiles. He smiles, and you know that you’re definitely not alone in life. Not when you had this man next to you.

“I love you too, darling. And just remember, it’ll be alright.”

hello my wittle baby ehehe i know you’ve been having a hard time the past few days but i hope you feel better after reading this small little something?? :D i love you and i agree with your boyfriend c; you’re stronger than everything and i hope you remember that anytime you’re having it hard 💖💞💝💕💗💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

[sadienita]

OMG THETYPINGPUP IS A LAW PERSON TOO?

Yes she is! @thetypingpup is studying law so definitely knows far more about it than me and she loves lawyer aus

[yeeosang-archive2]

Hi uhHH LOOKIJG THROUGH YOUR ACC JUST NOW MADE ME S O EMOTIONAL DANI IM ?? HANDBSNDNNDNGNHM??? also niall good boy

ONE DIRECTION WILL FOREVER BE PART OF MY LIFE ASJDKFLSKJAL and yes niall good boy

[lvanter]

your 10 things series gave me so many feels!! up and down! wtheck! i love it so much. i started crying at some point. more like. 5 points LMAO. but it's so beautiful and i LOVE it. god. so much. thank you for blessing us.

Thank YOU!!!!!!

[sector-i-closed]

GLOWBUTT CLUB IM CACKLING QUFJSJJDJSD. and yeah i remember you talking about being tinkerbell hehehehehe

"You silly ass" - Tinkerbell

[hongjoongsnoona]

Hello I arrive to say ily and I hope you're doing well, I've not been active the past few days but I missed ya and I hope you're god 🥰🥰💖 ...I MEANT GOOD WHDNSNNDDNNGH BUT HEY GOD WORKS TOO, god noona 😂😂😂 too bad I have to call you unnie and not noona. Mayhaps... good unnie 🥰

(...) HELP I MEANT TO WRITE GOD UNNIE NOT GOOD UNNIE I MEAN YOURE ALSO GOOD UNNIE BEST UNNIE BUT I MEANT GOD OKAY NOT GOOD AHDNSNMFG 

Helloooo!! Ilyt thank you for checking in! I was also wondering if you’re alright, so how are you? Pffff god noona, is that the patreon saint of all the boys wanting to get a girl friend? Praying to god noona is like getting flirting tips and tricks 😂 Technically you’re right but since it’s a “name” in this case I think you can also call me noona if you want, both is fine! 💖 good unnie asdfghjljhlasgdgsaiafg my heart can’t take this ❣️ especially after your yeosang praise kink You are way too cute ok and I’m sending you lots of love! 

[sandaffodils]

MY MOTHER FOUND OUT I READ yaoi because I used to do it in front of the mIRROR dhsfkdfj gOD- and i have flASHbAckS also um yes i had an anon name jdskfskksj ^^; i left in a hint hehe but um LOL i'm not sure if it's too obvious, rip if it's too obvious though

FIRST OF ALL BITCHHH WHY WOULD YOU READ YAOI IN FRONT OF A MIRROR AHDJSJDHSKA

And second I didn’t,,,, get the clue 🥺 what is it? 🥺

[mingisanshine]

*HUGS YOU VIRTUALLY* I am nOT the sweetest, please shush your lovely self, also, I SHALL look forward to those parts whenever you post, BUT don't feel as if you have to rush!!!!!! 💖💖💗💕

oh my gosh. 😭 i can feel the love. 😂 thank you (idk how many times i’m going to say thank you!) and i won’t, i promise.💗

[tanaka-drew]

ok ajdfjljgkld i TAKE BACK WHAT I SAID, ALL YOUR THEMES ARE BEAUTIFUL LOL AND NOW IM TORN AS TO WHICH ONE I SHOULD USE AHAHAHAHDFNSKGNDKG

omg 👀👀👀👀 this really means a lot to me. my themes are generally messy and for you to say this 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳

[yeeosang-archive]

I've a friend called Dani on twitter who likes ateez and oneus 👀👀 then again I also have/had another friend called Dani who I've not spoken to in a few years... 😅 djdkskdjs also biasing leedo is a gOOD DECISION.

ooof what coincidences haskjdnfjsla AND BLEASE HES WRECKING ME SO BAD

[utopianvoices]

DO IT. oh I see. I think you meant ex**b ♡

shut up it’s the same thing

[sadienita]

how do the subunits work!!! I'm way too excited about this. Also also which one are you in!

I think kinda like some other girl groups the subunits are set before debut. And maybe like Loona they would debut first. I wouldn't do a whole girl of the month thing but debut each subunit before the whole group makes their debut. And the subunits would switch off releasing music. So the whole group would put out either 2 mini albums or one full length album in a calender year and in between that would be 1 to 2 subunit comebacks and special releases. I think I'd be in either Umbra most likely, that probably fits my visuals the most

[httphyucks]

you- you actually remember me? JADFJSJFS. But ahhh do you mean like you'd rather have a moderate amount of everything? But also sdfsfjdfsdf don't look back on stuff if you don't like it, but I assure you it's not bad!! :D I hope you've been well fjSJFSDFJ

of course i remember you! why wouldn’t i?

and djskskckfks i wish i could have like ... the right amount of everything but it always gets a little “heavy” in one area and typically i end up losing the plot it’s something i need to work on

i have been well — or at least decent. how have you been hun?

[okayjoonie]

Yall cute babies

WAH—

NO U🥺💕

[sector-i-closed]

H-Hello I appreciate being tagged but the only thing that comes to mind is the bunch of nsfw things you wrote for vampjoong 😖😂💖 I'm scARED NOW AHAHAHAHA also anon saying "are you cUrAnOnEmU" made me crack up, what a funny anon 😂😂😂😂😂

There's some sfw posts of Hongjoong's pet but I guess you only remember the spicy ones (boy I must have an ego) yes that anon is talented in being funny and seems like you've said some funny things yourself but I'm almost asleep and can't remember? Some echotistical things I've done probably 😂😂😂