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littleshygirlfics · 2 years

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All, For A Moment in Your Arms

Genre: Canon, Angst

Rating: Mature, nothing graphic but some topics may be triggering

Pairing: Jungkook/Yoongi

Tags: One-shot, Jungkook Centric, Jungkook Whump, Self Hatered, Self Esteem Issues, Jungkook Needs A Hug, Eating Disorder, Self Harm, Self Confidence Issues, Emotional HUrt/Comfort, Angst, Self Worth Issues

Summary: Jungkook’s self esteem hits rock bottom. And all he wants is a hug from the man he loves.

This was originally a thread of my twitter account. This version has also been cross posted to my AO3 account.

It first started after moving into their new, bigger apartment. Jungkook had won his own room in a game of rock, paper, scissors, becoming the only person with any real privacy. Everyone was jealous, and Jungkook usually liked having his own space too. Except when he didn’t.

Jungkook thrived on attention from others, but he wasn’t the best at actively seeking it out, as their new living arrangement needed him to. Gradually, Jungkook retreated into himself, hiding away in his room playing games for hours at a time. He resurfaced only to eat, and soon found himself falling back into his old habit of showering as the others slept. The isolation made him shyer, less confident. Jungkook needed the love of the other members to remain positive, but he couldn’t ask for it - he didn’t know how to say such words. He needed his hyungs' attention, their company. Without them, Jungkook was his own worst, and most vocal, critic. As the weeks turned into months, then years, Jungkook began to see only his flaws, his failures.

The maknae became overly critical, hammering down his own self-esteem. Every slip up on stage, or in rehearsal, was just more evidence that he wasn’t good enough. That he didn’t deserve to stand amongst his hyungs. Occasionally his hyungs would make mistakes too, but they were always so funny, or cute, that they could hardly be counted. Especially not compared to the mess that Jungkook knew he was.

Jungkook tried to work harder, to make himself better, to try to be more like them. To be worth their time. He stayed behind after dance practices, asked for more vocal lessons, anything to help him improve. He trained harder at the gym, working out multiple times a day. Jungkook learned to do a little of his own makeup for his downtime, nothing amazing like the stylists did, but enough so he could cover up the worst blemishes on his face. He didn’t want to put anyone off their food if they had the misfortune of eating breakfast near him.

When it came closer to their next music video, everyone dieted. Jungkook didn’t think the others needed to at all, but one look at himself in the mirror confirmed what he had to do. The maknae took it further than a strict diet, desperate to meet his own impossible expectations. Jungkook starved himself for days on end, far more than he was willing to admit to. He refused to allow himself to eat until he became light-headed, he’d lost weight that way at the start of BTS’s career and he would do it again no matter the cost - he needed to stop spoiling the group’s visuals.

And it was working too! All of his efforts were paying off! BTS were doing better than ever! Sold out stadium tours, topping the charts for weeks on end. The group was beginning to get recognised internationally too; and so far, no-one had noticed that Jungkook didn’t belong. He just had to keep going, work even harder than he had been. Work harder, eat less. It became his mantra, the only thing he could focus on. In time, Jungkook even stopped coming out of his room when his hyungs shouted that dinner was ready. He didn’t deserve a delicious meal, and he’d only bring the mood down. While he couldn’t figure out exactly what he’d done wrong - if it was his mistakes on stage, or his weight, or appearance in general - Jungkook had noticed the lingering sad looks the other members gave him. They were getting longer, sadder looking too - so much that Jungkook tried not to burden them with his eye contact anymore. He did his best to stay out of sight whenever he wasn’t needed on stage or on camera, sitting alone in quiet corners until someone found a use for him. Jungkook was upsetting his hyungs, making him wish he could simply disappear, so that they would smile again.

Working extra on top of an already gruelling schedule was draining, and hating himself with such passion was becoming a full time job in itself. Slowly, Jungkook realised how tired he was. Tired and lonely. Although not aware enough to see his flawed thinking, Jungkook was aware enough to see that he was at risk of burning himself out. Jungkook needed a break. Not a vacation, or even a day off, no that would be too much to ask for. He didn’t deserve that. Maybe just an hour? An hour out of his head. To not think about how useless he was, just for a little while. But how would he do that?

Deep down, he knew what he wanted, what would help unwind. Jungkook wanted a hug. A long cuddle, where he could rest his head and feel safe and secure - like a little kid climbing into bed with their parents after a bad dream. Instantly his thoughts to Yoongi, the elder’s broad shoulders the perfect place for Jungkook’s tired head. Of course he was the first person Jungkook thought of - he had been harbouring a crush on the rapper for years. Yoongi was so handsome, and had the kind of gruff but gentle personality that made Jungkook’s heart melt.

Although he liked to grumble and protest at times, Yoongi’s underlying character was that he was a patient and kind man. Hell, he’d probably allow Jungkook to cuddle up to him if the maknae simply asked him to. But Jungkook wouldn’t ask, he wouldn’t allow himself to be so selfish as to take up Yoongi’s time, his physical attention - not without giving something back.

No, if it was going to work, then Jungkook needed to find a way to pay Yoongi to hold him. But Yoongi didn’t need money, they were all paid handsomely by the company. Perhaps he could try cooking or cleaning for Yoongi to pay his debt? But the elder man was better than Jungkook at both of those things, and would likely turn away his ‘help’.

So what else did Jungkook, a man who by now saw himself as little better than the dirt stuck to the bottom of a shoe, have to offer someone like Yoongi? Jungkook was useless at most things, whilst Yoongi was brilliant at so many. He just needed to find one thing he could give to the elder, in payment for his hug. Suddenly an idea formed. Perhaps his body itself could pay for the attention it craved?

Yoongi was, among friends and family, openly gay. He’d dated around, even had a boyfriend during their debut, but never anything serious. No-one had ever caught his interest for long enough to be properly introduced to the other members, and for the last few years Yoongi had outright rejected all offers of dates and more. Jungkook was sure Yoongi still had desires and sexual urges, ones that were clearly not being met. Perhaps if Jungkook was the one to satisfy those needs, he might earn his hug?

Jungkook himself wasn’t ‘out’, but more because he wasn’t really sure of much when it came to sex. Sometimes he fantasised about women, and sometimes he thought about men. Mostly, when he was alone in the shower, he imagined Yoongi. Jungkook liked to imagine what it would like to be fucked by Yoongi. But more than just that, Jungkook enjoyed thinking about what it would be like to be loved by someone as kind as Yoongi, how the elder would no doubt dote on him, never be able to say no to his silly whims, and would shower him with kisses and cuddles. That was a fantasy far beyond Jungkook’s reach, to be loved, so he tried to focus on the more realistic side of things. Sex.

Although the maknae was a virgin, he felt more than ready to take the next step, but couldn’t think of anyone who would be willing to touch him that way. With Yoongi, things could be different. He’d be too kind to point out Jungkook’s flaws, he knew that the elder would politely overlook them, and focus on the tiny positives instead. Jungkook was quite flexible - that had to be good during sex, right? And although he wasn’t into anything like that personally, Jungkook knew he had a high pain tolerance. If Yoongi wanted to treat him roughly and hurt him for fun, then even though he wouldn’t like it, Jungkook could take it. Plus, he was convenient too! They lived in the same apartment, so Yoongi wouldn’t even need leave home for sex. Jungkook couldn’t think of any other positives about himself, but he hoped those three things would be enough to sway Yoongi in his favour.

Jungkook had imagined sleeping with Yoongi many times, in many different scenarios and positions, but never quite like this. Never with sex as a trading item, rather than an expression of love between himself and his hyung. But since Jungkook knew he wasn’t good enough for a hug, then he certainly wasn’t good enough for a relationship. Maybe sex didn’t have to be a relationship. Sex could just be sex. And Jungkook had to take what he could get.

The more he thought about it, the more he liked the idea. Yoongi could have his virginity, and Jungkook could have his hug. Maybe? Jungkook didn’t think he could actually tell Yoongi about the ‘agreement’ he was making, so the maknae would just have to cross his fingers and hope. Hope that if he satisfied Yoongi enough, he’d be the type to cuddle post sex. It was the best shot he had.

Making the decision to earn a hug from Yoongi was the easy part, however finding a time to do it was much more difficult. With seven men living in one apartment, and tough schedules keeping them over worked, one-on-one time was hard to find. It was several long weeks, filled with Jungkook’s yearning glances at the elder man, before an opportunity arrived.

The group had been given a long weekend off, four full days of free time - something of a rarity. Most of the members were taking the time to go home and see their family and friends, or were visiting popular vacation spots that they wouldn’t normally find the time to go to. The majority of the members had left by Friday lunchtime, all except for Jungkook and Yoongi.

Yoongi was in the middle of producing his mixtape and needed access to his studio. Jin had scolded him a little, reminding him of the importance of rest. Yoongi listened to his hyung, and he had agreed to work much shorter days than usual and would take at least one full day off. Jungkook hoped Yoongi would rest more than that, he worked ever so hard and had earned the break. On the other hand, Jungkook didn’t think he personally deserved such a break at all. He’d very obviously messed up some choreography on stage, surely embarrassing his hyungs. The maknae intended to spend all of his vacation time working as many hours as possible, rehearsing hard to try, and prevent bringing such shame on them again.

After saying goodbye to some of the other members, Jungkook had returned to the practice room and danced for as long as he could - hour after hour, until his entire body ached and he was unable to keep the tears at bay. The longer he danced the more mistakes he made. Practice was supposed to make him better, yet clearly he wasn’t. Why was he so useless? He was trying so hard, and yet he was still failing so much.

Unable to continue, overwhelmed by emotional, and some physical pain, Jungkook went home. He’d been dancing for over seven hours, not stopping to rest longer than enough time to catch his breath. And he certainly did not take a break to eat - Jungkook was too angry at himself to allow a reward like food. All that time dancing and not a single improvement. Pathetic. Jungkook cried the whole journey home.

A long, hot shower helped to soothe Jungkook’s aching muscles, and it felt good to be clean after being so sweaty from dancing. But the maknae didn’t know how to soothe his emotions, how to calm down and stop crying. More than ever before, Jungkook needed comfort, he needed his hug.

Yoongi appeared to be home, Jungkook had spied his car keys on the coffee table as he walked to his bedroom. His hyung was here, they were home alone, so all Jungkook had to do was be brave. Be brave enough to seduce his friend, for the sole purpose of trading sexual favours for a cuddle. Right. Brave. Jungkook faltered. It was beginning to sound like a very stupid idea. Yoongi couldn’t possibly want to have sex with someone like him - Yoongi was a naturally beautiful man. On the other hand, all of Jungkook’s “beauty” came from talented makeup artists and photoshop. He’d noticed his fat again too, a layer of pudge obscuring his abs from view. His body would definitely turn Yoongi off, rather than on, if Jungkook took his clothes off. Shoulder’s sagging, Jungkook vowed not to eat again until the end of the vacation - in four days' time. That should help, being thin might make Jungkook feel better.

Despite Jungkook’s new resolution of starving himself, the tears still didn’t stop. Why couldn’t he calm down? Being worthless wasn’t a new idea, and he’d been fat before - but Jungkook just couldn’t stop crying. He needed a cuddle, he wanted Yoongi. It took Jungkook less than a minute to walk to Yoongi’s room, but a further thirty-five minutes of silently crying at the door before he could work up the courage to knock. Yoongi’s voice travelled through the walls, giving him permission to come in. Jungkook entered slowly, scared of approaching Yoongi for something so stupid as a hug. But Jungkook felt desperate, he needed to be close to his beloved hyung.

“Yoongi-Hyung, would you…? I mean, please can we…?” Jungkook blushed, feeling as if his tongue was glued to the roof of his mouth. He kept his head down as he entered the room, knowing that there were obvious tear tracks down his cheeks and his eyes were red and swollen. “If…if it’s not too much trouble…”

Having been only able to look at his feet, Jungkook jumped with shock when he finally did look up. Yoongi, who was reclining on his bed reading, was not alone in the room. Jin was on his side of the room, packing a small suitcase.

“Hyung!” Jungkook said with surprise, bowing politely to Jin. “I’m so sorry, I didn’t…I thought you weren’t…I thought you had left? I-I’m s-sorry for disturbing you, both.”

The two eldest looked on in concern as a still crying Jungkook stumbled over his apologies, which had been spoken with a level of politeness so high he could have been addressing the President, bowed twice more, and then fled from the room.

“Well? What are you waiting for? Go after him!” Jin urged Yoongi, the second the maknae was out of sight.

“Me?”

“Who else would I be talking to? Yes, you! Did you see the state of him? He’s so upset. Yoongi it sounded like he was about to ask you for help or something. That's the first time he’s actively sought us out in years ! He only ran away because he panicked when he saw me. Yoongi, he’s trying to reach out to you so for god’s sake, reach back to him! Please !” Jin all but begged.

It was rare to see the eldest so deeply moved, but he’d been so very worried, and for such a long time. The group had been failing to provide for Jungkook in some way, some need that they couldn’t quite grasp wasn’t being met, and the maknae was practically disappearing in front of them. Their youngest had become withdrawn, so shy that he barely spoke, giving little eye contact. He was jumpy too, as if frightened of people interacting with him. It was more than worrying, but Jin had no idea what was wrong or how to help. Jin saw it as a personal failure that Jungkook clearly believed he had no-one to turn to in his time of need.

“Right! Yeah okay.” Yoongi jumped up, rushing out the door. If Jungkook was finally ready to talk, then Yoongi felt privileged to be the one the maknae had sought out.

Yoongi didn’t stop to knock on Jungkook’s closed door, he could hear the younger man crying, and wasn’t willing to risk being turned away. The older man had decided to take Jungkook’s visit to his room as a cry for help, and Yoongi was going to do everything he could to aid him, and reconnect with him. Upon entering the room, Yoongi saw that the maknae was on his bed, curled into a ball on his side, his hands covering his face as he sobbed.

Climbing onto the bed and spooning Jungkook seemed like the most natural thing in the world to Yoongi, the quickest way to comfort him. As he wrapped his arms around him, tucking his legs up to Jungkook’s, something tugged in the back of his mind. Yoongi realised that he couldn’t quite remember the last time he’d held the boy in his arms. They’d been so deliciously close just a few years prior, on the cusp of starting something beautiful. Then Jungkook had begun to fade away, as Yoongi had failed to grasp him, like sand between his fingers. Somehow it had come to this, Jungkook looking so broken and afraid, and not able to ask anyone for help. It had to end, Yoongi would be there for him. This time he’d catch Jungkook as he fell.

Jungkook turned in his arms, aided by Yoongi who repositioned himself to lie on his back. The maknae let out a needy whine, pressing his face into Yoongi’s shoulder. Jungkook kept one hand over his mouth, trying to hide his noisy crying, and with the other hand he hugged himself around the waist, not daring to touch Yoongi anymore than he already was. He had his head on Yoongi’s shoulder, that had to be enough. His hyung was here, comforting him at his time of need, Jungkook wouldn’t be so selfish as to cuddle him back. He wouldn’t take more from Yoongi than he absolutely had to.

Unaware of the spiralling, flawed thoughts of the younger man, Yoongi wrapped Jungkook in his arms, pulling him to rest slightly on top of him. The older cradled the younger, holding him gently like the precious thing he was. Yoongi began making soothing, shushing noises, and pressed kisses into Jungkook’s hair until the maknae’s sobs became muffled cries, and then finally stopped.

“Th-th-thank you.” Jungkook scrubbed his face roughly with the back of sleeve. Yoongi wasn’t sure he understood what Jungkook was thanking him for. “H-h-how c-can I repay you?”

“Pay me? What for, why?” Now Yoongi definitely didn’t understand.

“F-f-for being k-k-kind to me.” Jungkook’s big doe eyes looked so sad that Yoongi felt an actual pang in his chest.

“Jungkook, you don’t have to…to pay me for being kind!” Yoongi was unable to keep the disgust from his voice at the idea of someone he loved paying him for kindness.

“I…I’m sorry.” Jungkook, misinterpreting Yoongi’s meaning, burst into a fresh wave of tears. He pushed himself backwards, to give Yoongi space. “I-I didn’t m-m-mean just m-m-money. I know y-y-you don’t n-need any. B-but, I-I c-can be useful too? I c-could c-cook, or, s-suck your c-cock? I-I know I’m a v-vir-virgin and a s-slow learner b-but I p-promise I’ll keep trying, until I p-pay f-f-for that h-h-hug.”

Yoongi’s mouth dropped open in shock. Had Jungkook really just said that? Had his beautiful, talented, dongseang honestly offered to give him a blow job, as payment for a hug ?

“Baby, oh baby, no!” Yoongi pulled Jungkook back into his arms, holding him tightly. “You don’t have to pay for a hug, Jungkook! I like cuddling you, I’ve missed it. You’re upset, of course I want to hold you. You don’t have to earn something like this.”

Jungkook was shaking his head, trying to wiggle out from Yoongi’s grasp. The elder wouldn’t let him, instead flipping him onto his back and pinning him down. With Jungkook stilling underneath him, Yoongi pushed up on his arms, fixing him with a stern look. “Tell me, why do you think you need to earn a hug?”

“Oh, because I’m worthless. I don’t deserve hugs, so I have to earn it.” Jungkook’s tone was frighteningly cavalier, as if he was stating a well known fact. Yoongi froze, shocked that the maknae clearly believed something so wrong. “But I…I needed a rest from everything that’s going on…up here.”

Jungkook tapped the side of his head before continuing: “I spent all day rehearsing after I messed up on stage, again. I’m trying to be better for everyone, but…I think I might be too stupid to improve? I kept thinking about how ashamed you must be of me, and I got so worked up that I can’t calm down. I know I’m not good enough to be cuddled like this but, Yoongi, I think I need it. Don’t worry though, I promise I’ll pay for both of these hugs, and I’ll make sure I’m properly punished. I’m not going to eat anything until Tuesday.”

With his biggest fear, that he was worthless, already out in the open, Jungkook felt oddly free, and was talking more than he had done in years. Sharing his pain, showing his scars like this, was cathartic. So much so that Jungkook was barely registering how much he was revealing.

“I can’t believe you were willing to hug me before I earned it. That’s one of the things I love about you, you’re so generous. You’re always such a good hyung, you’re so kind, and patient, and so breathtakingly attractive…That’s why I came to you, why I wanted it to be your hug I earned.” Jungkook’s expression was earnest, his words heartfelt.

“I know I don’t have anything good to offer you, but I thought maybe you might want my virginity? We can turn the lights off, so you don’t have to look at my disgusting body, and I won’t speak, so you can pretend I’m someone else. You can call me by their name too? Would that work, would that be enough to pretend I’m someone worth your time?” Jungkook continued to speak at such a lightning speed that Yoongi was having a hard time processing everything that was being said.

“I know we don’t really know if I’d actually be any good at sex, but you can do whatever you want to me, and I promise I’ll try so hard to please you. I’m flexible, and I’ve got a high pain tolerance if you’re into that? I mean, I’ll probably cry if it’s painful, but I promise I won’t stop you. You can do whatever you want to me? Oh, and you don’t even have to be kind to me afterwards because you’ve already cuddled me twice, so I owe you a lot. If you want to just throw me out afterwards I’d understand.”

“No.” Yoongi found his own voice choked with tears. He swallowed thickly, trying to compose himself. There was so much he needed to say, Jungkook was so wrong on so many levels, but hearing how little he viewed himself was a devastating shock to Yoongi. The man he loved had called himself worthless and disgusting. He was starving himself as a punishment for making a mistake in their choreography. Jungkook was even offering to let Yoongi hurt him during sex, an idea that clearly scared him, as payment for a hug . Yoongi’s head was spinning, he’d known something was wrong but he hadn’t expected something like this.

“Oh…I’m so sorry. I really don’t know how else to repay you…B-but, I-I’ll think of s-s-something else.” Jungkook’s shoulders sagged, no longer able to look Yoongi in the face. Why had he told Yoongi the truth? He was so stupid. That wasn’t part of the plan. He was meant to offer himself, without telling Yoongi about it being payment for a hug. But now Yoongi knew, and was rightly rejecting his offer, leaving Jungkook massively in his debt.

“No, I mean, no, you don’t owe me anything. Kindness shouldn’t have a price, Jungkook. Hugs do not cost anything. Especially to someone as wonderful as you. You have so much value, to so many people. You do not have to…you don’t need to use your body to pay for a cuddle. Jungkook, that's an awful thought. I love you, you can hug me anytime.”

Jungkook blinked slowly, not understanding.

“But Hyung? Your time is precious. You shouldn’t be wasting so much of it on someone like me, not without getting something back? I know it was selfish of me to go to your room, but I’ve been so in love with you for so long, and I just couldn’t stop crying…”

Jungkook’s words were cut off with a kiss, a firm press of lips together, just long enough to stop the maknae from talking. Yoongi didn't think the younger man was aware that he’d just confessed his love, too stuck in his warped thinking to realise his slip up.

“You’re not selfish. You’re generous and gentle.”

“…um, okay but, I’m still worthless?”

Another hard kiss.

“No, you are valued.”

“Useless?”Jungkook sounded so heartbreakingly confused. He genuinely didn’t know why Yoongi wasn’t agreeing with his self-defamation.

Kiss.

“Talented.”

“Ugly?”

Kiss.

“Beautiful.”

“Unloveable?”

“I am in love with you.” This time Yoongi didn’t kiss him right away, instead brushing the tears from his face with gentle tenderness. “I have been in love with you, Jungkook, for years. Not in the way I love the rest of the members, but in the romantic, needy, way a man loves someone he can’t live without.”

“When we first met I loved being your hyung. Then as you became a man, I fell in love with the man you were becoming. You still seemed too young, and too shy, to ask you to be my boyfriend back then, so I waited for you. And then, when we got older, just as I worked up the courage to ask you to be mine, you began to withdraw. You started avoiding me, avoiding everyone. Barely speaking, no more cuddles or playfulness. So I waited again. I’ve been waiting until you were happy, waiting to ask you out. And I will keep waiting, for as long it takes, for you to love yourself enough to let me love you too. I’m only confessing now because I need you to know how loved you already are.”

This time, it’s Jungkook who initiates the kiss. Trembling lips, parted slightly, meeting Yoongi’s with slightly too much force in his eagerness. The heartfelt truth behind Yoongi’s words was difficult to ignore. And while Jungkook doesn’t believe he could ever be worth such affection, couldn’t see himself as someone beautiful and loveable - the passion in Yoongi’s voice is undeniable. His hyung believed, resolutely, that Jungkook was worthwhile. And that’s what makes him bold, what makes him confident enough to kiss Yoongi. At the awkward clash of teeth, Yoongi cups Jungkook’s head to support it, gentling his movement.

“Can I show you how I like to kiss?” Yoongi’s voice is deep, his eyes hooded. He knows he needs to stop, Jungkook is still in need of emotional support, but Yoongi has waited years for this kiss. The maknae nods slightly, giving the permission he needs.

Yoongi kisses deeply, his emotions falling from the tip of his tongue as he caresses it against Jungkook’s. The elder dominates the kiss, Jungkook following along beautifully, until the younger breaks away with a gaspy-moan, his hips bucking up. Yoongi rests his weight on Jungkook, their erections pressed together, and lowers the boy’s head to lie comfortably on the pillow.

“Enough now, I can wait for the rest.” Yoongi’s tone is firm, although it’s aimed at himself and not Jungkook. “We’re going to work on this together Jungkook, I’m going to teach you how to love yourself, and how to recognise how other people feel about you, okay?”

“But Hyung, that’s a lot to ask…” Jungkook begins, already worried about being a burden.

“And you haven’t asked for anything Jungkook. I’m giving to you, giving to the man I love.” Yoongi means his words. He doesn’t understand how Jungkook’s self esteem has gotten so bad, how he didn’t see it before, but now that he has, Yoongi will spend every moment he can nurturing him. Now he’s seen Jungkook’s struggle, he’s going to fight every single demon in the maknae’s head. Yoongi’s already making a mental list of things to do; make sure Jungkook eats, drinks water, sleeps, and takes rest breaks; get him in therapy; get him to talk to the other members; and importantly, cuddle the shit out of him everyday.

The couple are quiet for a long time, until Jungkook breaks the silence with a whisper:

“Yoongi, I’m in love with you too.”

“Oh, I know.” Comes the teasing reply. Even without his earlier accidental confession, Yoongi’s known for years that the maknae loved him in the exact same way he does him, there’s never been any reason to doubt it. But Jungkook wasn’t ready for love, and he still isn’t. However, Yoongi is a patient man. And now he has seen what Jungkook is struggling with, he will be there to support him every step of the way.

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hikari-writes · 4 years

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❅A Love Letter I Have to My Lovely and Beloved Friends❅

(I just know that 30 july was a national friendship day and today is like 31 july already at where I am but,,, just pretend that this is also for National Friendship Day 🤡🔫)

As you all know, it's been confirmed that I'll be going on a hiatus two days from now that I really don't know how long it will go on. So, with that in mind, I wished to leave this message to all the wonderful friends I've made while I was active here on Tumblr during quarantine.

I've started this writing blog a few months ago, to be precise, on May where life in quarantine was starting to become a norm. In the few months until now, I did my best to start writing and drawing more using all the free times that I have.

I wouldn't have expected this blog to grow so much in such a short time. To me, it was really mind blowing, seeing that there's a lot of other great content creators here on Tumblr. Yet, the 300+ people who stumbled upon my blog still decided to follow me.

I was really happy to have made many contents that I'm actually proud of posting. And I still can't believe there are people out there who love them. Seeing every one of your comments and reblogs and likes really, really, squeezed my heart and I couldn't be more thankful for your support.

And during these fun times, I was able to make friends with many amazing, talented, fantastic and all the good words I could find in the dictionary people on here. You all are a real gift to me and I hold you guys close to my heart.

I still can't believe I was able to befriend you guys though, like, y'all are so amazing and I was just here like squeaking my name to you like a shy mice lmao. =///= Anyways, thank you for all the good and fun times. Thank you for being with me and helping me with lots of things. Just, thank you for everything. (I'm writing this at 1am like it's sad hours yall I'm crying :')))

If you are ever feeling down, do not ever forget that, even if it's only me, I'll support you to the end of the world because you're just so amazing and fantastic. I love you and never let any hate that's thrown at you let you down because they aren't worth your time.

The people I'll be mentioning below are my dear friends or just people that I have been interacting with during the times I was online, little or not, I still consider you guys to be my friends (very self-proclaimed here sorry)and I'm still honoured by that fact.

@your-local-bnha-writer -Bean, you and your posts are always so wholesome and cute and I love them. Keep being amazing, and we may not interact much, but I still appreciate every little convos we had. Also, wish you luck on tpn, that shit hurted :')

@identifybby -Liaaaa, omg im so v v grateful we became friends. You've helped me with a tons of things and I can't thank you enough for everything you've done to me. You're just so amazing and thank you for always putting up with me, i love you sm.

@minteasketches -Mintea! You're such an amazing artist and I rlly enjoyed our conversations! You might not see this since you're off socmed but just wanna let u know that thank u for being my friends.

@yandere-of-your-dreams -Heyyy sis,, you're always such a sweet bean to me and showering me w love and i appreciate them, stay amazing and I'm sure you'll become an amazing writer.

@shotobabe -Ren, wifey, ilysm thank u for always being with me. You're such an awesome person and keep on being yourself. You're perfect and talented, don't let others tell you otherwise. AND while I'm gone, don't forget to drink lots of water okay? I won't be able to remind you while I'm on a hiatus, but please always remember to drink water. That'd be the first thing I'll ask you once I'm able to be online. And please try to eat more okay bb? I love u.

@takumipineapplexd -Taku! Amazing writer and amazing editor, yes I'm talking about you. You're amazing and keep on making cursed content and being crackhead, i love them.

@bnhabadass -We might not talk much, but I just want to let you know that you're so amazing and I look up to u v much. Literally had a heart attack when u commented on angel wings lmao.

@tomomoni -Mon, love, soft bean, I LOVE U. You've always been so wholesome and cute to every one of your followers and seeing ur interactions literally heals my heart. Your art is amazing so continue being amazing ilysm thank u for being an amazing advisor and listener, I'm v grateful for that. You have no idea how blessed I am to have you as a friend. Meeting you through turn on your airdrop's fanart was F A T E.

@kamabukokompachiro -First time u asked my permission to read my fanfic, I legit teared up. Thank u sm for asking, I couldn't be happier to know that my fic is worthy to be read over for a yt channel. Keep on being amazing and ily.

@kaminii -Kamiiiii, sweet child, you're always so matured and calm and I really adore and respect that part of you (unlike me im v childish and rash) You're an amazing writer and editor and ur aesthetic? 100/10. Love it. You're so talented despite being so young and I'm just, WOW. Ily and thank u for being friends w me. And please fix your sleeping schedule bb. It's rlly not good for your health, like please? Ily.

@katsucutie -I love you and your writing so v much, and I rlly enjoyed talking to you, discussing about Burn Book was rlly fun. I might not be able to know the ending since im gonna go on a hiatus but I'll be sure to catch up to it once im back. Keep being amazing and awesome.

@isolshi -CHERIE, I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE AMAZING. Don't be so insecure about your writing. They're amazing. And you're also one of the sweetest and cute person I've met here. I always love teasing you cause your reaction is always so funny and cute. Keep being awesome. And please, please, please get enough sleep and drink LOTS of water. I legit would cry if you don't drink more water cher.

@mirakeul -BIANCAAAAA LOVE YOU'RE SO AMAZING AND SWEET LiKE--- please, I love talking to you and thank you so much for always reminding me to eat. Your calligraphy and handwriting are awesome, shshh i don't take criticism. Never stop writing, I love them. And please never forget I love you and you're my best friend okay?

@roxybefab -You've always been the first to ask me to be on my taglist and I'm so v happy because of that. Thank you for everything, and keep on being awesome. You can do this, ily.

@princessofdawn718 -Talking to you about Hamefura has been so fun! I haven't talked w many ppl about isekai so im rlly glad I could talk about them w you. Katarina x nicol ftw! Thanks for talking to me, it was such a pleasure rlly.

@softkodzuken -Maam your writing is A M A Z I N G. I love anon sm and you're rlly so sweet for always replying to every single comment on them. Don't be so insecure about them, they're amazing and i will always stand by that point. Wishing you the best of luck for Undercover!

@lolitsleia -Your art is *chef's kiss* i love them so much, I still can't believe you hadn't had more recognition like why?? Ur oc alex is the cutest thing ever and i love her. Thank you again for drawing Yuki. She looked really beautiful and cute in your drawing.

@samanthaa-leanne -We may not talk much, but when you first followed me back, my heart goes B O O M. You're so amazing and keep being like that. And uh,, good luck with Violet Evergarden if you ever plan to watch it. Prepare a couple of tissue boxes....or dozens.

@miyumtwins -Fellow android users! I first saw you through Bean's post about a tag game and i was like *gasp* another androiders..! I swear that one time i was interacting w you, I didn't actually meant to go off anon,, yes im dumb lmao. Anyways, you're rlly amazing and I'm rlly honoured to be followed by you.

@kawasuno -Your smau? 100/10. Your sense of humour 100/10. They're just so perfect *chef's kiss* I love every one of your updates and they always managed to put a smile on my face, i was like, how did you do that? My sense of humour is nonexistant, teach me your ways sensei. But anyways, you're rlly amazing and awesome. Keep up w that.

@kukusbabe -Tsu, I've never said this, but it's you. It's always been you all along. What i mean is, I've followed you first (i knew u through zara's flopping server yeah!) And when i looked at my dash and saw all your interactions w your moots, despite me haven't legally started haikyuu yet, i decided to follow all of them, soooo if it's not for you, we may not have met each other. Everyone in the kita family, Tsu is the MVP here muah. Also your aesthethic and writing and everything is so kajsjhendnd amazing i LOvE---

@iwaixiumi -King Nami, you're so awesome and amazing,, and I'm really glad to be able to interact w you. All those songs you recommend? Yeah, I'm going to listen and love all of them, thank u so much for the recs. Keep being amazing and to everyone reading this, PLEASE INTERACT WITH KING NAMI MORE SHE DOESN'T BITE---

@shoutodoki -Hello, you're so amazing and talented and im just,,, kekkdjfjdj when you followed me--- and when u figured out i was the anon talking about oboro i was OAKSJEJDDJ please, i was so honoured u know, like ???? Anyways, keep on writing what you love and your art maam? THEY'RE AMAZING LIKE BOTH YOUR ART AND WRITING IS SO KAJSJDJDN pliS im so v honoured to be able to talk to you.

@lisarillia -Please excuse me while I go shout in the corner of how much i LOVE your arts. They're amazing and being able to talk to you was a real pleasure. Keep on doing what you love. They'll be amazing no matter what i swear.

@cutiedrawsbnha -Cutie, honey, you're amazing and your art is so cute! Don't let what haters said get to you. You're going to grow into an amazing artist. If you give in and listen to what they said, you're going to end up like what they said so ignore them honey! I believe in you so keep shipping izuocha, todomomo, and kamijirou and making arts. Lotsa love!

@lilikags -Heeyyyy you sweet cute innocent bean! Don't ever stop writing what you love, you'll grow into a big blog soon enough, before you know it. Just keep making what you love, and as time pass by, I'm sure there will be many people who will find appreciate everything you do. I'm always supporting you.

@baeshijima -SOPHHHHH YOU SWEET CUTE CINNAMON ROLL WAKATOSHI'S WIFE EYE--- You have NO idea how much i love you,, you're so sweet and I honestly don't know what did i do to deserve you. Srsly you're a blessing to me. Thank you for the sweet daily reminder in my inbox, i love each and every one of them. Keep being so cute and wholesome, love you.

@shinsuque -ANAAAAA Thanks again for the Bakugou's memes! I may not be able to do it before i go on a hiatus though *sobbing* Keep being so awesome! I love seeing all your interactions and you're so amazing i honestly don't know why you followed me----

@semiluvr -LYDIA *SOBBING* THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR INVITING ME TO THE KITA FAMILY. Even though we've known each other in less than a week, it already felt like I had known you guys for so long like whotttt. Keep being an amazing and sweet person ily muah

@dumbass-lev -MOMMY, MUI, ILY THANK U FOR ALWAYS BEING SO SWEET YOU'RE AMAZING,,, u have no idea how happy (and also flustered) I am when i saw you asking you want to adopt me like,,, whot I've never been asked to be adopted online b4 so you asking that was a big surprise to me and just,,, remember that i love you and you're an amazing mommy. Hope i wasn't too much too handle as your child lol and thank u, for asking to invite me to the server. It has been a real pleasure to me to be there.

@pudding-head-kenma -DANIE!! We haven't talked much and I've only known you for a short time but I really love your detailed analysis. They're amazing and you're amazing. Thank you for being so sweet and cute. Ily.

@/🦋 nonoi -🦋 NONOIIII!!! IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS, I JUST WANNA TELL YOU THANK YOU FOR BEING MY EMOJI ANON! I love you you're so sweet and bb please please please don't forget me id cry,,,

@astereim -Rein!!! I know we just talked and all but you seem to be a reaally cool and amazing person,, we might not be able to interact much since I need to go prepare things b4 i go on my hiatus though, but just wanna let u know that ily!

@tokoyamis-luv -please don't come for my neck i haven't been active on the server Lol but anyways, zara, you're amazing and your simping for Kurapika is always fun to watxh. Also all the lin manuel edits are *chef's kiss* we may not talk much but i was rlly honoured to be able to interact w you, even a little bit.

@engel-hageshii - YOU, MAAM are a literal angel, and your comments on my fics always managed to make me smile so much. I love you, please never stop being such a sweetheart.

@laylahoran -I've always loved and appreciate every comments you make. I'm v happy I was able to create a content that you can love. You and engel has been some of my firsts followers and I'm really blessed to have you two.

@oyasenpai -Diemmy! You're so sweet and cute and seeing your interaction w my moots (kami) was what made me follow you. Don't let what others said bring you down, okay? Just do what you want because there're always many people supporting you for it.

Special message to the kita family server;

Meanwhile while you guys were talking about me there, I was just innocently scrolling through Tumblr, not knowing what kind of fate I'll be receiving 👁👄👁 No wonder I was sneezing so much 🤧🤧🤧

So, I was just scrolling through the pinned messages and I saw tsu said "mui: can we invite hikari? Everyone here: kakskejdjdjdn" and i was just like,,, ??????? I wasn't expecting u guys to have that kind of reaction i--- yall have no idea how much i was grinning while I scroll through those messages. Thank you so much for inviting and accepting me, it's really fun to be with you guys and your crackhead energy 🥰🥰 Thank you to mui for suggesting you had no idea I was really really happy. 😭 Y'all are so amazing and sweet and cute and beautiful kakjdjdd

To all of my dear friends that I've mentioned above, I LOVE YOU LOTS YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW GRATEFUL I AM TO MET YOU GUYS. Quarantine time has been stressful for a lot of people, and Tumblr can sometimes (a lot of times) be kinda whack but I was really happy to met you guys during my time here. Our time together may have been short, but i feel like we've known each other for more than a year, no caps. I love you all very very much. Thank you for talking to me and befriending me. Remember to get enough sleep, drink lots of water, stay safe and healthy, eat enough meals and, take care of yourself. I love you guys.

And lastly, to everyone reading this, whether i know you or not, or interacted with you or not, or follow you or not, or you follow me or not, just REMEMBER that you are worth it and I love you. Keep on being awesome, and always remember to smile, laugh and live. Don't forget to always DRINK LOTS OF WATER, GET ENOUGH SLEEP, and EAT ENOUGH MEALS.

Signing off,

Hikari.

#amazing talented people #sweet nice people 💕#a message #my dear friends

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kimtotes · 3 years

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For what I see on SM the women on Mayans also get a lot of hate,especially Emily,I always thought she and Ez were endgame but apparently Gabby is getting some love and is helping him with his PTSD,Idk maybe I will give the Mayans a chance now that Sutter is out🤔I don’t want to ruin it for you but TheoRy are still going strong and the episode with Ally Walker is amazing!Haters are so mad at Theo in every episode😂because he never criticize Tara😎😍and they think he hates Gemma and Jax🤣Sutter posted J/T fanart again today and the video where Charlie shaves Ryan beard😂he was like I love those mofo,Idk he kisses Charlie’s ass so much and he knows people loves that relationship,even if Opie/Jax were at odds most of the time if you think about it,I saw a guy on twitter like,this show constantly mistreats poc and women but the internet is like Opie’s death was so sad🤔☕️😂

You’re 100% right! I was curious so I went through some of the Mayans tag and there is so much hate for Emily, which means we would probably like her 😂. I thought they were going to be endgame too, I still kind of think that but I have been seeing a lot of Gabby. I wonder if Sutter originally planned for Emily to be endgame, but it was changed when he was replaced as show runner. Either way I’ve seen edits of both ships and they’re both cute ☺️. I finally caught up to S4 ep1 and I’m still loving Theory 🥰! I loved the ep with Ally Walker, she seems so sweet! She was so happy to be on the podcast and I loved hearing the little things she put into Stahl! She’s an amazing actress! I knew he was going to get some shit, I’m sure Kim probably got some too! I’m so glad they addressed Tara’s response to the scene with Cameron, Halfsack, and Abel in the kitchen! People always shit on her for her lack of response and Kim was so quick to defend her 😍. Yes!! Sutter knows what he’s doing! He knows what to post in order gain attention! He really does kiss Charlie’s ass and it’s hysterical because Charlie doesn’t even have SM to see it 😂. That guy is 100% right and I love the sass 🙌

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16 Years Of Kunal Karan Kapoor. (Fan -messages)

Thank you kunal karan kapoor,You'd entered my life as an actor but now you are not an actor for me but a family member, friend, well-wisher, true love, inspiration and my idol 🤩 I know these words are less to describe you... You might be suprise how you became these all... I can explain! A family member, How? Aren't you excited for every success of your family member.. Don't you always want to support and be there for him with or without anyone.. Don't you feel happy for the relationship desicions, birthdays etc of your family member.. Yes right then you are a part of my family too... Friend.. How? Like I talk to my friend, like I tag my friend, like I celebrate my friend's birthday, like I have all the concern on him and his future I have on you too... Then what about well wisher..? You don't know me right.. Then how can you became well wisher of mine? Basically you wish good for all your fans... Hence you are my well wisher... But speaking in depth a well wisher always motives us in every part of life.. And you do that by your character mohan.. When I feel too low and feel why me always I'm good but I don't get good... I see mohan saying to megha just because you are good not all others are good too... After he rescued her from their boss... That motivates me that time... Nextly whenever I have suicidal thoughts.. Yeah I have some... I see mohan motivating megha of the sunrise after the dark night... I feel you are saying to me not to quit... And at times when I cry I see the scene where you suddenly pop from the door and ask megha not to cry and you console her by your actions.. Yeah I immediately stop crying when I see that... See you have your magic in all of my life... So now you are my well wisher right? Then true love... It doesn't only mean life partner... But it is the people whom we love without any need and intention... It is pure... I have no exact reason to love you hence you are my true love... And would also wish a person with more similarities. Next you are my inspiration by the life you live which all other fail.. Following your heart and doing your passion.. This may look simple but that is practically not simple as that... And needs so much of guts to take a desicions of this sort... We can be happy if we follow our heart everyone knows... But we need someone to do that set an example and lead in that way.. So you always inspire me in that sort... Every time I see your travel pictures I think see how independent he is... Must live a life like this fulfilling our dreams... So you directly or indirectly shape my whole life... ❤ And finally idol... Do I need to explain this further... The whole message is the reason why I look up you as an idol... And I wish that you must be born either as my father, brother, best friend, my life partner or maybe my son 😂 why as an actor that too that far... So that I can't see you are make you my own... You are an public figure...But I want you as my private person 😂 maybe in next birth ( you decide the relationship between us.. I'm ok with anything) so finally thank you KKK... Be proud of you always... Getting rich fame or anything else is easy... But getting someone who considers you as a family is something spl you have that... ❤ Be always proud of yourself because you have done something wonderful by spreading positivity and changing someone's life in a positive way... Good luck, good health and happiness to you always..With love your fan. - Janani Praseena

Firstly I started to watch nenjam pesudhey for Ashnoor because her cuteness in Jhansi rani….slowly I become fan of your bond with Ashnoor your slang your hair, nose everything…sometime I really wish to pull your nose once in my lifetime …and the highlight of your acting is, you just not acted ,you lived the character…the day is incomplete without talking about you every day. We use to talk about you serial episodes in our lunchtime, not even care about our board exams 😁….whenever you wink your eyes it makes me blush 🙈💘…still some of my friends have saved my contact number as dhevayanimohan that’s how much I love you and make everyone ears filled with blood 😁… my relation said she would definitely marry a Hindi boy…you made a powerful impact.. I started to cry when the serial is over. Then my mom bought a phone. In that I download lot and lots of pictures videos of your…once she opens her phone it only filled with your photos..i wish my partner would be same like you, sharp nose, joined eyebrows, curly hair expressive eyes. If I was born as a boy, I would also put a tattoo like your tattoo. Recently I seen some of your left right left episodes, in that I loved your lady getup 😂😂😂 You perfectly do your responsibility what the director wants…cuteness overloaded in some of your previous work like Varun's character …Every time everywhere proposing scene came you nailed it very well. It makes an impact in my heart… like you just proposed me😍😍…You are my first love you taught me to blush ….Thank you for everything and entertaining us and also you gave some new feelings 😍 - Dhevayani

A HUGE congratulations to you KUNAL sir for completing wonderful 16 YEARS…A journey of ups and downs, criticisms and appreciations, ignoring the talks of haters, you have proven yourself with your great works… God blessed us with you, a powerful actor, an incredible person so so so down to earth and extremely humble and other adjectives that can’t fit in a message. You portrayed all your characters so well. I appreciate your all characters for your honest performance specially Varun, Yudi, Mohan, Krishna and Mohit. I know a team makes a show but after seeing your performance you left us speechless. I love how you live your character and connect your viewers so well through your acting. Your transformation from MOHAN to VASU is just wow. I really appreciate your performance as Vasu. I love his style and his tapori language. But MOHAN to Mohan hai uske jaisa koi nahi. He is my FOREVER favourite.❤️ YOU portrayed that character so well and beyond words completely nailed it…You made a space in our heart and no one can ever replace you. I love you amazing performance as Mohit Naik Raikar❤️.. Eagerly waiting to see you again as Mohit Naik Raikar.. THANK YOU for entertaining us and Keep entertaining us with your amazing performance.😊 Thank you for making us proud to be your fan. It’s not just words, It’s a feeling that. YOU ARE THE BEST….! - Aarti Yadav

Beloved Kunal Karan Kapoor, Sab se pehle congratulations from bottom of my for completing 16th successful years in industry ❤️👏 Happy 16th Anniversary 🎉🎉 Mujhe nahi pata ke main aapka THANK YOU kaise karo main aap ki fan jab se hoon jab mujhe fan ka Matlab bhi pata nahi tha but his din se aapko ko dekha hai onscreen ye pyaar or care wali feeling jab se hai aapke liye ❤️ Aapke har character ko appreciate karna chahti ho aapne Apna har role behtreen nibhaya hai har kirdaar ko jiya hai aapne or humne bhi. 🥰 Kunal sir jab aapke interview dekhti hoon tu buhat Khushi milti hai Aap buhat achche hai or kitni baar aapka positive nature mujhe positive vibes deta hai har waqt Ek pyaari si smile karna Maine aapse sikha hai 😘 Interviews dekh Kar humne Kunal ko Jana or Woh sakhs tu apne kirdaar se bhi ziyada khubsurat hai buhat sachcha hai Meri Dua hai ke Aap humesha khush raho ❤️ Aap ka positive attitude buhat inspire karta hai jab kabhi main udaas hoti ho tu aapki shows or k aapki pics dekh Kar buhat sukoon milta hai. Kunal aapki Magical voice buhat pyaari , I love your Expressive Eye's, I love your messy hairs ,I love your face , infact I like you , I love you ❤️ love you a lot Kunal 😚💞💞💝💖 Dil chahta hai aapko hug karo or apni sari baatein aapse share karo aapko har Khushi mile , aapke show main agar aap sad hote ho tu Dil khud udaas hojata hai or jab khush hote hu tu buhat sukoon milta hai💖 Jab koi new post ya update karte ho tu Dil Khushi se pagal hojata hai 💖 Thank you so much kunal for being a important part of my life Thank you for entertaining us since a long time Thank you for being my idol & my inspiration Thank you for spreading smile and love in my life Thank you so much Kunal Karan Kapoor Thanks a ton love you alot. - Jannat

Dear Kunal ji, THANK YOU SO MUCH for stay with 16 years of cini industry ...you are the versatile person ..each and every time when i see u you made me happy😀😀 , made me motivated😎, made me enjoy and everything🤗🤗 ..tqs for this kind of enjoyments 😘😘..and u r my inspiration..tq kunal ji stay blessed forever😍😍 ...love ubso much 😍😍😘😘😘_ - Abarna

Kunal ji16th year anniversary aapko bahut bahut badhai ho,aasha karte hain ki ishi traha jindagee ki saari padav paar karte huwe aap aage badhate jao,aur Eshwar aap ki saari iccha ko puri kare,kunal ji thank you so much 🌹 ki aapne hamari jindagee ko itana hashin banaya , aap ke itane aache aur superb serial ne,har ek serial me aapka naya roop ,nai josh,aur aapka muskurana,baat karna aur kaam karne ki style se hum etana empress ho jate hain ♥️ ki aap ka fan hi nahi aapse pyaar hone lagi hai🌹 thank you aapko ,ki aap hamare life me kabhi yudi,kabhi varun,kabhi monty,kabhi sukhi singh,kabhi angad,kabhi amrik,aur kabhi Mohan Bhatnagar/vasu ,kabhi shourya,aur kabhi krishna shekhawat toh kabhi Mohit raikar bankar aapke saare fan's ko khushi aur itana saara pyaar diya ,,🙂 kunal ji aapke liye ek song likhana chaungi 👉 hasteh hasteh kat jaye raste, jindagee yu hi chalte rahe, Khushi mile ya gam badlenge na ham dunniya chahe badaltee rahe... .....🙏 thank you so much 💖 my all in one kunal ji. Love 💖 you 💞 so much- Laxmi

I was merely a kid when I watched you for the first time on my screen as Mohan and on that day I realized that it's possible to feel attached to fictional characters if the actors potraying them is as brilliant as you are. After that, I watched your other works as well and each time I was enthralled by your performance. You just nailed all the characters you played. You are one of the most exceptionally talented actors. Thanks a lot for entertaining us for 16 years and giving us so many memorable characters to cherish. Also, I must say you kind of ingrained the love for travelling in me through your breathtaking travel clicks. You are the reason I started experimenting with my camera to capture moments around me. Thanks for always being so inspiring. Thank you for being YOU. - Kunalistan

Dear hearttheif, Thank You for being a part of my life..I'm telling u directly that no one can never and ever enter into my life like u ..everyone facing and having lot of prblm I too have lot of prblm and felt lonely ...I dont know y whatever situation I'm going through whenever I see you everything will be alright... my happiness increases whenever u posting ....im thought about something and smiles while you posting....even now my eyes are filled with tears...simply u r my stress buster and painkiller ....and one more think I have learnt one gud things from u is that I'm starting to reading books about inspirational persons in library ...why I highlight this bcoz my parents encourage and they applauded me ...all credits goes to y bcoz I started this from you ...I heard you love to read books but now everyone appreciating me ..now .I came to conclusion .. Note:: If you visit tamil Nadu then definitely come to my home I prepare lot of dishes for u mainly ur fav dish idly with powder...love you more and miss you alottt.... - Renuka (TN Fan)

This message is to Thank our man (SPIDER MAN) for making us smile, laugh, motivated and also cry (happy tears) while seeing him on onscreen, through his acting skills and also still if we see his face on screen without knowing a smile starts appearing on our face so THANK YOU so much KUNAL...❤️ Sir for still motivating us in many situation through your acting skills and also making us to laugh, cry and smile. Once again...THANK YOU...our 😍SPIDER MAN😍 - Elakkiya Dayanidhi

I wish I could find a better way to thank you.. for I thank you for inspiring me a lot I thank you for painting my life with colors and happiness I thank you for always showering love alone I thank you for making my good times the best I thank you for I feel you are a true gift for me I thank you for whatever you do is always incredible, passionate and perfection I thank and admire you in each and every way you are I thank you for making me smile even when I think I dont want to I frankly say that you are a dictionary in my life with full of meanings in it I wish I would like to walk with you and enjoy But I'm sure I'll be the luckiest to enjoy your growth and happiness in the industry. I feel you deserve more than a thank you as you r always having a special place in my heart a king of expressions...😍😍😘 - Anitha

Hi Kunal( My Heart), How are you? I'm a big fan of you. Especially Na bole tum(Nenjam Pesuthe). Thanks for being a part of my life. The first serial i saw from then until the end of life is your fan. Ur the world acting king, master etc., when I sleep, u r in a dream. I want to see you at least once in my life. I like you so much. Speechless.. You ll out in a lot of web series, serials and movies. Love you kunal, stay safe and stay healthy. Waiting for TRC s3 and NBT s3. Your acting in 16years super super. You have a bright future. You ll buy a lots of awards. My heart only for you. We can learn a lot from you. I learned from the serial .. especially from Nbtnmkk that I learned to complete any situation not more than half. You will say this dialogue many times .. I learned this from you. They are very useful in my personal life .. I learned all this from you how to get through life .. I am still following .. You are an inspiration .. salute kunal ..Your eyes oh my god! .. may be looking at you for so many years but .. love you love you love you .. the bigger the sky the more love is on you ... u r great kunal ... Love should be like this in our lives. Thank you so much for coming into my life. - Renu thakshan

Thank you so much Kunal....❤for being with me as a inevitable one in my dream world😘...I can't see you everytime as a character when I see ur shows in my mobile or television....you are a something special to me...Happy wishes to your 16 th anniversary in ur journey. Those who are around with me...they are all know well how much i madly like you...Be happy kunal ji...Specially I am the fan from tamilnadu❤ - Rajkohila

Kunal... Awee! The smile that appears on my face when I hear the name..This life is not enough for me to praise, glorify and thank you for you..It was the schl time for me when I saw you in the series at 2012..The love I had for you been then never gave such love to anyone else.. I started watching the NBT Series just to see you..Overtime I became addicted to your acting as well..most like your eyes speaks everything... I was amazed at the love I put on you.. You were my shadow nd the mirror I share everything with..The mind yearns to see you again whn the series is over.. He seemed comforting to me again after a long year.. Tears of joy that came to my eyes when I suddenly saw the photo that appeared with your smiling face when I was trapped by the situation again felt the love I had for you in an instant.. Bcoz of your photos gave me joy nd excitement that no one else could..Then I thought it was a blessing I got back.. I enjoyed letting him performance again in The Raikar Case series.. Each of his scenes ll look subtle nd multi- talented..I was even more proud to be a fan of KUNALKARANKAPOOR🔥 when I saw it.. Honestly, I proudly say that 'YOU ARE THE SPARKLE IN MY LIFE'💕.. My heartfelt thanks to you for being a part of my life..The thanks nd gratitude I ask of you are greater than I think I can thank god.. Bcoz you comfort me in every joy nd sorrow of mine.. Two prayers to think of praying to God in my life..one is,That moment of seeing you one day in my life is the way to express my love then..And that it should happen soon. Another one is, I pray to the Lord that you will always get everything and succeed in your every endeavor, that your father and you may live a long life and that you may always be a comfort to fans like me..Once again many thanks to you for being a part of my life.. Always looking forward to your Smile❤.. - By Urs Gows

Hi Kunal ji, We love u always . I think i am very blessed because I saw NENJAM PESUTHEY till the end. I love your expression in each and every scene .You are such a wonderful actor. THANK U for your works .Stay Blessed and KEEP ROCKING. If it is possible pls do TAMIL movies .I am eagerly waiting for that moment. You are my favourite actor forever. I want to see u bro. That will definitely happen one day. Once again THANK U for all. CONGRATS for ur 16 years of work.💞💞

BHAVANI

(TAMILNADU)

Every new day, you bring reasons to see better perspective for life. Your interviews inspire me that how important it is to be grounded, to appreciate people around us who put immense hardwork for our success as well. The best thing I learned from you is not to take success in our heads. The way you stay calm when Strom passes in and stay calm when the dawn of happiness shine. Your mysterious nature too encourages me to work hard in life…your liveliness motivates to be a dreamer in true sense, your words have the power to make us realize the importance of smallest tiny things to larger one and its impact. Your 'being grateful’ nature inspired me in becoming a more thankful person to what I’ve received. Your selfless approach gives a mark for me to be like that. The main thing commendable about you is that 'not every negativity deserves our reaction’ this very thing is enough for dealing with lots in our lives. Through the characters (professionally) and personally you have been an ideal sight for people like me. No actor has ever changed me like the way you did. My words won’t stop and the reason is you. Thank you, our sweetheart, the miraculous our K. God bless you ❤️ - Nidhi Chillinsilencee

I'm not writing this just to wish you for completing 16 years in ITV .. I took this day as a convenient one to say you Thank you.. 😍🌈💕💜 Thank you Kunalji 💕💜.. for being kind.. for being a pure soul sharing ur smile to ever body you met.. for being supportive to ur loved ones ,even us indirectly.. for being a hardworking person to give your best to us.. for making us proud of everything you do.. for spreading positivity everywhere..I want to thank you for being a teacher for me personally.. for teaching me how to deal with things.. for teaching me how to be positive in the worst situations ever.. for teaching me the importance of a good content.. for teaching me how to be a good human being for my society.. for teaching me the importance of making difference in my life...Thank you once again for being such a good influence for your fans.. Kunalji 💕 you don’t know us but I am sure that you’re an ideal figure for every one in this entire world and you're the most beautiful thing that is ever happened to us.. I repeat ‘’ thank you ‘’ and will happily go on repeating many times for entertaining us fantastically for 16 years through your different but unique shades and also will happily repeat "N" no of times that we love you soooooo much not only as an Actor but most most most Beautiful Person in this World 💕💕Thank you for being LEGEND..Wish you Happy 16 years of your Acting Career .... enjoy ur day and I will always pray that you may shine like a golden star 🌟 throughout your life❤️🌈 Stay Happy, Stay Safe,Stay Healthy and don’t forget to take good care of yourself during this pandemic..bcoz you are infinitely Precious for us... love you 😍😘 - Sharvarih Sathe

Kunal .. Thank you...though I know this is a very small word for your presence in the industry for 16 years and your presence in my life for more than 8 years now...I could nt think anyother word.. You have always made me smile instantly when I look at you ..you were and your still my, that stress buster...thank you Thank you for teaching me the value of humbleness..thank you for teaching me how to be generous..I have seriously learnt it from you... Thank you re-kindling my passion towards reading again which I lost in between.. Thank you for letting me know that u also have that same urge and itch for travel.. Thank you making me not just to admire beauty but also to capture that moment.. Thank you for introducing me to english tracks...which I eventually started liking... Thank you..its because of you I learnt hindi to speak and understand.. Thank you for inspiring me in every possible way that I missed to mention... Thank you is just a small word.. Loving you from the bottom of my heart for everything u have done to me with it your physical presence...Thank you Kunal - Yours loving - Maya Singh

Everyone in tamilnadu started to love Kunal sir by his acting in nenjam pesuthe. If nbtnmkk was not dubbed in Tamil, we would not know a fantastic actor like him. His acting and expressions in each scene are amazing. Then, now and forever we love Kunal Karan Kapoor sir. I wanted him to do a Tamil or south Indian film. love You Kunal….❤❤❤ - Nenjam Peasuthe Fan Page

Congratulations Kunal Karan Kapoor❤️👏👏for 16succuss ful years…happy 16th anniversary💞Meri yeh dua hei bagvaan se, ki aapke life khushiyo se bhar de…🤩and Kunal, thank u sooo much for entertaining us..your presence makes us smile💞,thank u so much ki Aapne hamei ithna kushiyaa aur hamare Zindagi ithna haseen banaya…💞Aapka har role behthareen nibhaya hei,aapne har character mei jiya hei aur Woh dekh kar hamnei bhi..🔥thank u soo much for being with us..miss u Kunal…pls come back soon with a new show..😍TRC2 or nbt3 We are always waiting to see u in big screen. God bless u in your all success ..love u Kunal❤️💞🔥 - shameem.m76

Hii Kunal sir! This side is your big fan Harshita Rijhwani I have seen many of your serials. By watching your acting in nbtnmkk,I want to tell you that you are an amazing actor and a genuine person too. Your voice modulation was also so nice in that nazm You just feel the pain of the character in emotional scenes. And one more thing you are the only one actor who made me cry with his acting skills. I am in love with your acting as Mohit Naik Raikar also. Please come back with many more webseries and tv shows.

Kunal, I am not writing this just because I am a biggggggg admirer of you😍😍😍, in fact you truly deserve this appreciation👏👏👏. Since I have started watching serials, you are the one whom I found to be the besttttt versatile actor👌. You have performed every role and every scene so perfectly😎, that no other actor can even think of improving that😁. Watching you onscreen is a treat to our eyes n soul❤💕. Thank you Kunal for doing all your brilliant work, soo proud of youu😍😊. Love you always😘❤. Keep smiling n please come back onscreen soon. Eagerly waiting...🤗🤗🤗 Congratulations for completing 16 years of Remix and best wishes for the future.❤❤❤ - Priya K

I don't know from where to start but I give a big tight hug to you and thank you for inspiring me like no one can and wanna congratulate and wish you the best and best alone in this 16yearsof your journey always wanna see you only happy I don't believe in love at first sight my friends tell he is my crush he is my love but I didn't feel anyone like that but at that time a man came and changed all those words and yes I jump cry in happiness enjoyed a lot seeing him onscreen you wanna know who he is yes he is Kunal Karan Kapoor my energy my happiness my dream love my jaan😍 I can say more than these I didnt even believe I'll b typing a msg for you and share it with you see wt I would tell my parents and my frnds like I'm chatting with you but those things came real now and I'm enjoying seeing many fan pages for you and happy to be a part of the fan family... Thank you for being my everything my jaan.. As a big fan of yours wanna c u grow more and I know u would have overcome many obstacles in the film industry and many ignorance but still I believe 0 haters will be there for you and I thank you for every single thing you do actions expressions smile the curly hair of yours cute sharp nose... always have a happy healthy life ji -. kkkfan_till_eternity

Hiii Kunal Sir I am Mithuna from Tamilnadu... I am your craziest fan sir... In the age of 9 first time I saw you on television serial Na Bole Tum Na Maine Kuch Kaha, which is dubbed in Tamil... I became you fan. From my young age to now, I am your craziest fan sir. I see you as my family member sir.. Your acting is awesome sir.. if in any scenes you are crying, I automatically start to cry sir.. Your expression is very realistic sir.. I am really proud to be your fan sir.. THANK YOU ❤❤ - Mithuna Venugopal

Dear kunal, you are a God sent asset to the TV industry and for your ever increasing fandom. You have completed 16 years in the tv industry from 'Remix' to 'The Raikar Case'. A big round of applause. You have reinvented yourself in every role which you have played. Not once ur character, mannerisms, body language has been repeated. It's a sheer delight to watch you on screen. You are an ambitious actor and we are certain that ur costar love to work with u.❤ Congratulations on an accomplished 16 years of hard work you have infused in your diverse roles.

Dear kunal, aap itne hardworking ho. AND a dedicated artist. You deserve all the success in this world. Keep up ur good work and cheers to ur hard work❤❤❤. Aap ek farishta ho mere liye. You came in my life as 'mohan bhatnagar' at the right time. My personal n professional life was in dumps. I was clueless and didn't know what to do. You showed me the right path..And for that I will be eternally grateful. I love you dear mohan bhatnagar , cadet yudi and shaurya..I have learned a lot from these three characters. Kunal, aap aapke fans k liye ek inspiration ho. Ur dedication to ur work is exemplary. Thank you for making a difference in our lives. Wish you all the best for ur future ventures. We love u - Dusky

First of all, congatulations kunalkarankapoor❤️👏👏for 16succuss ful years...happy 16th anniversary💞Meri yeh dua hei ki bagvaan se Aapka saari icchaa poora kar de,,,aapke life khushiyo se bhar de...🤩and kunal, thank u sooo much for entertaining us..your presence makes us smile💞,thank u so much ki Aapne hamei ithna kushiyaa aur hamare Zindagi ithna haseen banaya...💞Aapka har role behthareen nibhaya hei,aapne har charecter mei jiya hei aur hamnei bhi..🔥 We are always waiting to see u in big screen..god bless u in your all success ..love u kunàl❤️💞🔥 - Shemi Shameem

Hi Kunal ji... Heartfelt 💕congratulations to you for completing 16 successful years in the industry 🎉🎉 Your presence is a gift❣️for us. You are unique and special ❤️ As a little one I never thought I would be crazy on you as I'm now.. Whenever I see you (live or tv shows or interviews) my happiness is not less than a kid..I jus jump wid joy Whenever I see you...NBT my favourite serial through which I came to know about a very talented , versatile , passionate actor...💞... I've seen NBT nearly 8 times..If watching the same serial would be a crime then I would be serving a life sentence for watching 😂😂..But even would luv to watch NBT after decades✨✨..But still I'm not able to find out why I'm addicted to it..😍 After watching all ur shows , I truly felt ... In ths world "Every Megha needs a person like Mohan. Every chavvani needs a spiderman like Mohan. Every jaan needs a papu like Mohan...Every Ishaani needs a brother like Shaurya..

And it's kunal ji who made us feel the character Mohan , Shaurya , Krishna ,Mohit ,Yudi etc Everybody needs a loving person like you... And of course the industry needs a versatile and phenomenal actor like you"❤️❤️ Such a humble , kind , down to earth nature and never fails to put a smile on kunalians face... You really inspired me and motivated me to change the things I could and to aspire to be the best I can💢 You were the one who Taught me to ignore negativity Taught me to bounce back from failures. Taught me to stay calm at any situations.. Taught me to never give upon my dreams... Taught me to overcome hurdles... Taught me to spread happiness💞.. Thank you....Thank you so much ..I would keep on repeating thank you .. Thank you for inspiring me to keep working hard Thank you for being a guiding light ✨✨ Thank you for ur motivation 🔥to chase my goals and doesn't matter how much slower we go , as long as we are not going to stop... Thank you for being a "doctor to my wounds friend to my sorrows. Mentor to my dilemmas.Teacher to my actions"...You may not know how you were all this....but every kunalians will know!!!!!

Only way to celebrate life is doing what we love following our heart and I learnt these from you Kunal ji💕💕 So...I've never seen a superhero in my life but quite certain that you are a superhero... I really don't know how to express my love and respect for you..but could say onething...I have the same love and respect for you that I have on my mom and dad....Thanks for taking the word "WORRY" out of my vocabulary and replacing it wid "HAPPINESS" Forever grateful 🙏🙏 Please take good care of ur health...and mainly during this pandemic situation...a little more attention to ur health...bcoz u are the KING of our KINGDOM👑🌈✨ Loads of love.... One of ur die hard fan💕💕 - Kunalkkap.ooprfan

Dear kunal (choci boy) sir congratulations for Completing 16 year in the Indian Television industry... Iam proud of kunal fans in tamilnadu... Iam So happy sir Bczz God gift for u to all tamilnadu people...You are come to in my life amazing artist in November 2012...Iam your biggest fan for nbtk in tamil dubbed Nenjam pesuthe series... Iam watch nbtk dubbed Nenjam pesuthe 1st episode... My crush for u... Ur Excellent Traveller... I see Ur photography really Ur photography was amazing... Thank u sir... - @nenjam_peasuthe

Hii Kunal Sir... My Huge Congratulations for Your 16th Anniversary in Your Journey.. I Love Your all The Performances...(Varun to Mohit) I Really Addicted To Your Mohan Character Because 1st Time i saw you in Nenjam Pesuthey... "Adda" Song is My Favourite Song Ever.. I Really Obsessed With You... Your Hardwork, Acting, Travelling, Photography, Books Reading and Everything Inspires Me Lots...Your Hard Work Motivate Me...Your Smile Can change My Sadness....You Are My Happiness and You are My Stress Buster...My Every day Starts With Your Face and Every Night Ends With Your Face...THANKYOU SO MUCH KUNAL SIR...❤ Thank You For Motivate Me.. Thank You For Making Me Happy... Thank You for Entertaining Us and Keep Entertaining With Your Amazing Performance... I am Very Lucky To Be Your Fan...❤ YOU ARE THE BEST!!! No One Can Replace Your Place... Keep Rocking With Your Magical Smile...❤ We are Looking forward to Your Next Projects... We are Eagerly Waiting for Your Performance in Onscreen And Big Screen Also.. Thank You For Entering With Us...My Best Wishes To You And Your Growth... Love You Spiderman❤...We Love You Always...Stay Safe...Keep Smiling And Keep Shining Always... ALL THE BEST....❤ By Guna....

Dear Kunal sir Congratulations for completing 16 years in the Indian television industry. You came into my life as a normal person in November 2012. And the meantime I become your fan then came to know that you are a TV actor. So I want to say thank you for entertaining us till now and you will continue this. Though you came into my life in the time of NBT but honestly after watching your previous shows I really feel happy and grateful to be one of your fan. From Remix to The Raikar Case you played different character. From Varun to Mohit you give us unforgettable and evergreen characters. Wanna say thank you for connect with the audience by your simplicity. Thanks a lot for inspiring us. Thanks a lot for giving us a world tour by your travel pictures. Really love your photography. Thanks a lot for becoming the smile of my face in every ups and downs in my life.Your fan - Shreyashi

Congratulations My superhero for celebrating 16 years anniversary in the industry ... 16years is huge ... But we need more time to explore you ..to adore you ...to adorn you ... so many congratulations for the upcoming years ... THANK YOU KUNAL KARAN KAPOOR ji for being there for me 😉 I know you couldn't be there for me as a person but i could feel your presence whenever needed...♥️ You made me smile... You made me cry .. You made me laugh so hillariously ... You made me Blush ... You made me a lovable girl altogether -Thankyou ...

You showed me to have courage and be kind as Varun.. You showed me to stay strong and prove myself as Yudi ... You made me believe in unconditional Love and showed me pure unconditional Love to my Loved ones unconditionally as Mohan ... You showed me to be truthful as Reporter .. You showed me to stay brave and find myself as Vasu .. You showed me to be a hero as Krishna You showed me to stay as a pillar of support to our loved ones as Shaurya ... You showed me to keep fighting to get the place I deserve even if I am neglected as Mohit .. You showed me to be a divine and soulful friend in need as Amrik You showed me different other aspects to learn as Angad...sukhi ...subash..monty...in every character you played... On the whole I have learnt something very huge from you to be praised. It's being True to ourselves.

Thank you kunal for being a masterpiece in acting so we could explore you to the fullest ...

You made me see a complete different dimension in acting i haven't explored before - thank you for that...You made me dwell with you in every characters you have portrayed ..- thank you ..You are an art ..You yourself is a masterpiece ..You are an ocean of talent man ..lets us explore you more and have a complete study of your acting ...Thank you for entertaining us and do it even more ....Congratulations and Thank you for everything you have given us ...Proud to be your fan ...Wish you reach the zenith of glory and stay blessed ..stay smiling ... Always in our prayers .. Follow your heart. We (fans) will be here .. to support you constantly continuously...and unconditionally love you ...Kunal Karan Kapoor ❤️ With love Swetha (Kunalkkapoor_forever)

Hi...kunal ji...You are mine since 2012...From nenjam pesudhe (Nbtkk tamil version) 😍I and my friends always fight for you...always I won...You did all the roles splendid...Everyday is incomplete without looking your face or your scene💕 I don't know the secret that you have...bcoz I was fall on you 2012 that love is continued till now😘😘You are a multitalented...I wish you would return to make us more loved on you🤩Love you loads kunal ji...Happy wishes for ur 16th year of journey💙 Kohila Raji

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More Thoughts about Harlots 3x05

What I liked:

Everything with Nance. Give me more. The time jump implications are still felt- apparently Nance retired wtf? Did she have enough money to retire? Was Charlotte paying her to be a bouncer at Greek Street? So many questions! But it was nice to see her back with her main cull Bill again. We haven’t seen him since Season 1 right? Bill was so concerned for her when she told him she was done and he had to find a different tormentor. And she looked SO TIRED and torn apart. And then the scene with MAGS. It was everything I ever wanted. Though when Mags pulled out the gun I was like:

Oh my GOD. MAGS. That was so over the top. But I love Nance taking it away from her and the embrace. I also like how we learned a little more about Mags and Nance’s backstory and I’m going to write a whole separate post about that because it will get too long if I go into it here.

Fitzbirch. Look I have shipped this since the two shared a scene together BEFORE Charlotte’s death. I love them together and it makes a lot of sense to me. To the haters of this beautiful foundling ship, I only have one thing to say:

Also maybe tag your posts “anti fitzbirch” or something?

All of Mags’ Partners are Excellent People. Jonas is a stand up human being and William North- I am LIVING for him this season. I want to live in a world where all the men are like the two of them.. Also Nancy! I’ve said it before and I’ll said it again, Mags is the MVP of choosing partners. Fanny’s comment about this was hilarious. Please someone gif it!

Harriet, Harriet, Harriet. She is just so incredible in everything she does. She is very ambitious but also incredibly smart. I just admire her ability to compartmentalize in order to survive. Her scene with her cull was so disgusting but I loved how you could see the disgust in her face but also how WELL she hid it from him! I’m glad she lost that asshole but I am kind of worried. Jack Lively is very naive still and she is going to need a way to make back that loss of income. I hope he takes Will North’s advice.

Cherry and Anne. Women lifting each other up on this show- I will always be here for that.. especially when they use to be enemies.

Poor Fredo and Elizabeth! But it was well acted and intense and showed another layer to their characters.

Lady Isabella. She was so freaking cute sitting there in that fabulous red dress. And has anyone noticed that every time- every single time- one of the main crew gives her advice or suggests she does something, she IMMEDIATELY takes their advice? Charlotte is like “Let me break his spell,” and Lady Fitz is immediately like “She took me in her mouth and sucked your venom from me.” Then Nance is like “own your scandal.” She immediately goes and dramatically sweeps into a room full of those wealthy assholes and is like “I have a child out of wedlock!” William North is like use your influence to help us,” and she is like, “I’m totally doubting my influence,” and he’s like “don’t doubt yourself,” and she’s immediately like “YES. I will do everything in my IMMENSE power to help Mrs. Wells.” God, I love her!

Criticisms

Isaac

I really thought they were going somewhere really interesting with Isaac and I feel like his death was premature since they were just beginning to explore how mentally disturbed he is and how Hal is the manipulator of their relationship. That being said, it made way more sense than Charlotte’s death. Just thinking of all those volatile personalities together at the docks at night- Isaac, Nance, Emily, and MAGS. Someone was bound to end up dead. I just wanted to know more of his back story and Hal’s as well. I felt like his story and his story in relation to Charlotte was so rushed which makes me kind of unsure exactly what the story was. I feel like we were missing an episode between episode 2 and episode 3 honestly. And it’s unfortunate because I actually really enjoyed Alfie’s performance as Isaac. So I will pour one out for Alfie. You did an incredible job with another complex character. Hopefully this will be the last time I have to watch you die choking on your own blood or I swear to the DROWNED GOD, I will hunt you down and... just... sob all over you- wtf Alfie why must you hurt me this way?

The Charlotte Death Parallel

Again:

So yeah getting back to criticisms, I was quite upset enough with the dead Theon flashback without you paralleling Charlotte’s death. That was really strange and bizarre editing honestly. Like I thought maybe they were trying to show that his last thoughts were of her but? Like I said, the editing felt really jarring. Especially since they don’t really use flashbacks in this show. It was just a weird and unnecessary choice.

PUTTING NANCE IN DANGER. All of this makes me so incredibly worried about Nance. Especially with all her talk of leaving London this episode. I ... really want Nance to be safe and happy. Is that too much to ask? Some brilliant acting this episode from Kate Fleetwood though. Her face when she shot Isaac- ughhh I felt so bad for her because she had to do it because of self defense but... she hates murder. Remember how she felt about Mags finishing off Lord Howard? And you could see it on her face. Also she is already so emotionally vulnerable so this is really going to mess her up. Also when Mags immediately starts telling everyone that Nance shot Isaac I was like:

I know she just told Lucy but... seriously the less people that know the better Mags wtf again?? I won’t be able to cope if something happens to Nance.

Speaking of Lucy. I really felt for her when she was watching Croft fight and thinking about Lord Fallon- she has definitely caught feels for him and I just kind of want to give Lucy some of Mags’ talent for picking partners because UGHHH there is no way in hell this ending well. Though, to be fair, I always feel that any plotline that doesn’t include Lucy dressing as a man and learning how to be a domme will ultimately disappoint me so... there’s that. (Seriously GIVE ME LUCY AS NANCY’S APPRENTICE YOU COWARDS.)

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I had so many posts yesterday, and I could not possibly answer them all in this lifetime. My apologies for not addressing these, but here they are.

The words belong to the anonymous original writers. They do not reflect my opinions. My posting of them doesn’t imply any endorsement.

· Anonymous said:

Chris really is trash for ruining another relationship maybe him and Jordyn woods can join the home wrecker club

· Anonymous said:

Mood, give up. People will blame you, the girl, the weather, everything but Chris, who could have easily avoided any assumption by not taking the pics. Pics with kids, pic of dog, hospital visits, videos for sick children all this is good PR and he used in the past. But where is the good on taking pics with dancers? They were not fans. He is not helping to make them being respected or less objectified. He is not bringing any discussion about their work conditions to the table.

· Anonymous said:

People saying this is nothing how do they explain her boyfriend deleting all of her pix? If it was nothing if she wasn’t with him why is boyfriend reacting that way?

· Anonymous said:

That girl was so completely lusting after Chris in her pics and posts that I think she absolutely would jump out of her current relationship if Chris so much as blinked her way. She was going to go anywhere he was. I will wait to see what happens but it looks like Chris may have made another poor decision. Why is this man so intelligent in some things but when it comes to women he is just so way off? If he thought SSH was bad, just wait for a young social media millennial. Disaster.

· Anonymous said:

Bella & her bf are still following each other on Instagram. Maybe he deleted those photos of her as a way of protecting her? Maybe he didn't want to make his Insta private & thought this would be a better way of doing things. In any case, he doesn't seem angry enough at her to unfollow her. But I don't think they broke up before the Chris thing, as he still had their professional couple photos up & they were still posting gushy comments to each other. So it's still weird and suspicious.

· Anonymous said:

What is up with Chris and taken women

· Anonymous said:

So I guess Chris really is a home wrecker

· Anonymous said:

I just want to say thank you for all the information you're providing about this whole Chris situation. I'd rather have the full (or as full as we can get it) story with all the pieces together so I can make up my own mind what to think, vs bits and pieces and people misreporting information that they heard third hand, etc. So your summary post with receipts was very much appreciated by me.

· Anonymous said:

To me the whole intern thing just seemed like she was trying to be linked to him judging by the times the ig pics went up. I guess everyone has their own opinions I know people who have basically said it was nothing and refused to talk about it but if it was someone else they would be all over it. It seems with him people pick and choose what issues of his they want to discuss. All of just seemed iffy especially know knowing that her bf deleted her pics. Hope you're have a lovely day.

· Anonymous said:

I’m worried about the people worried about your health. They’re so invested in this celebrity that they are policing your blog. He’s a successful, famous actor. He has a whole team of people to handle this. And, none of those people are contacting you...

· Anonymous said:

I don't get anons coming in here and complaining that you answering asks about the saturday night events is somehow blowing this thing up and causing drama. This anon should go to twitter where there are accounts that tag CE, JS, enty and provoking more and more ridiculous accusations, including Chris roofying Bella's drink etc. Twiddle at least sticks to things we can prove so if you wanna complain, go there and set these people straight. They make real damage not anonymous tumblr

· Anonymous said:

The boyfriend could just be fed up with her throwing herself at ce and then getting comments forcing him to go private. That would be enuf for a 20 yr old in a long distance relationship. Doesn’t mean she is shaking up with ce. He’s too paranoid to do that

· Anonymous said:

From what I've seen on Twitter, there's a little bit of talk about the burlesque aspect of it (mostly "Ugh, you're all such prudes, get over it!") but no one seems to be picking up on the intern part of it except for like 3 people. I'm torn. I kind of want to see him get shit for this, because he was very stupid and irresponsible, but OTOH I'd hate to see what kind of PR crap his people will pull up to distract everyone. A PRomance with Brie Larson, perhaps.

· Anonymous said:

Just a funny coincidence but it appears her (ex) bf and Chris share the same birthday lol. But either way not looking good. We can only speculate but it looks like her ex bf/bf didn't like her behavior towards him or something really did go down. 🦊

· Anonymous said:

I think everyone needs to accept their portion of responsibility in this situation. The people that harassed or contacted the interns, the girl and the performers need to respect boundaries. I understand you posts Anons, but you also decide which and how many. Yesterday you provided a platform and it had consequences, people felt emboldened and crossed lines. I think everyone can learn from this experience and correct their future behavior.

· Anonymous said:

So you keep saying your not sure if mark was there when multiple people keep saying he was.YOU keep saying that the pics were taking at the same or about the same time but theres no proof that they were. YOU keep putting out info that isnt accurate or just coincidental. that girl bf realise his gf is a thirsty ass and she got what she got but it doesnt mean anything happen between her and chris. NOTHING HAPPEN WITH THE INTERN STOP SPREADING SHIT!!

· Anonymous said:

I think the bf just wanted people to stop harassing him about her so he did that instead of privatize. Seemingly less like a breakup.

· Anonymous said:

It’s possible and probable her boyfriend deleted any pictures of her/them because he was tired of being harassed and getting bombarded with comments. He still follows her. He could have just muted the comment section, but maybe he was hoping by doing that it would help this all die down, and for people to lose interest. Which is laughable, because this particular fandom has a hard time letting go. Either way, I don’t necessarily think this is the beginning of a new relationship for Chris.

· Anonymous said:

Sending you love! I truly enjoy your blog and your commentary. What you wrote about your struggles with OCD resonates with me (I had anxiety issues as a teenager. Mild in comparison to some, but they dominated my life). I will try not to clutter your inbox from now on, but, please know you are appreciated and I love the discussions we have here.

· Anonymous said:

I think that putting the blame on this or other blog is a total waste of time. You know what would have avoided all this? Not taking those pics. How hard would be for him to STOP doing something that is doing no good to him? As you said, nothing positive comes out of this. He is not attending the ask of a cute kid. He is not visiting a hospital. He is helping a club to promote their name, something totally uncessary for an actor who reached his fame.

· Anonymous said:

The intern thing didn't make the rounds in the internt, but the meeting with Dan Creshaw did. Chris is being criticized for that and for the twitter interaction.

· Anonymous said:

Oy, its looking like she really did risk it all. Dumb childish mentality, what did anybody honestly expect from this situation? That poor boyfriend.

· Anonymous said:

I don't think it's a proof that something happened between her and Chris but for sure her bf (probably now ex) didn't aprove her behaviour and probably he thinks that some limits were crossed. I have to admit that I would not like to have a bf acting like that around a famous woman or any other woman and leaving traces in SM which is worse. I really, really hope that Chris is smart enough to stay away from that or another kind of fame will get attached to him besides the "f*ck boy" image.

· Anonymous said:

WHOA! Deleting all her pics? Does that mean Chris successfully ruined another relationship??? Whuut!?

· Anonymous said:

You are very kind and your head is definitely on straight. You’re less of an “opinion” blog and almost more of a news blog anyways. Don’t listen to the haters. You aren’t being overly invested, cruel, silly, or anything else. I’ve always found you to be fair.

· Anonymous said:

I looked at mark’s following list and he followed one other intern (a girl) who was also in the city but didn’t post from the box!

· Anonymous said:

Tbh, good for her bf-her behavior (the comments) were completely inappropriate IF in a relationship, long distance or not. Unbelievably disrespectful to him. Hope her thirstiness was worth losing a relationship and (maybe) an internship. I am several years older, but there is no way I would have behaved that way during my college internship. Morality clauses apply to personal time as well.

· Anonymous said:

Omg he deleted every pic with her. So now we know for sure that something happened that night lol

· Anonymous said:

And now apparently twitter thinks harpy was there with Chris and they're back together. Oh for fuck's sake!

· Anonymous said:

It's funny because many Chris instagram fan accounts just share the pic of him and the black singer/stripper but skip posting the other with the women group with clothes close to the nothing that they find I guess too trash for share with their followers in saying Chris with a fan in NYC without details.

· Anonymous said:

In the name of everybody sorry for the large number of asks we sent you and the tiredness we,people agree or not agree, have caused you. We don't think when we send you an ask that you will receive many, everybody, after seeing one and your answer, wanting share their opinion about what an anon or you said even if it's for exprime our agreement. It's a circle without end. I hope you had a good night. Let's forget that,this girl is history now,the fire is extinguished now. Kiss

· Anonymous said:

I've been seeing this gifset on my dashboard lately from Chris' interview captioned "I'm smarter than I look". No idea if the quote is real because I've never seen this particular interview but I think given the turn of events of the past few days it's appropriate to say "no, Chris, you aren't" LOL

· Anonymous said:

Ok, I can't believe I'm saying this, but this whole messy situation really turns me off. I've always known Chris isn't a saint, that he's NOT Steve Rogers irl, going to clubs like The Box is not a new thing for him, but he should've known better. I want to believe he's not that dumb, but he's THAT dumb. This is really upsetting and I'm so disappointed. After all those good days working on a serious project in DC, does he really not care about his image being sleazy like that? Damn it, Chris.

· Anonymous said:

So Chris alone went to greet the dancers? From what Manuel submitted, that’s what it seems like. She wasn’t there with him and his friends exactly, but somehow found out where they were and met up with them? I’m so over talking about this. Idk how you’ve done this all day Twiddle. My bedtime prayer is dedicated to you tonight.

· Anonymous said:

Thank you Twiddle for taking your time to answer here and on DM. I know you also do it so that you will be best informed to answer any questions here, we appreciate that some took the time to gather more information for the rest of us. It seems like at the end of these gossip we all end up confirming our first guest. I feel we shouldn't give this girl more room. My conclusion for the day is either he never thought that girl was that thirsty or he's really just dumb. I'm going with cute but dumb

· Anonymous said:

It's not a great look for him to be pictured at places like that, particularly when he's employed by a family-friendly company like Disney. He's been obsessed with protecting his image ever since he got the role of Cap. Btw, I am not surprised he goes to places like that but you'd think he'd be smart enough not to get his picture taken.

· Anonymous said:

Have people forgotten that one of these thirsty hanger-on types (just like this intern seems to be) is someone who sent a video of Chris to tmz? I mean, he wasn't doing anything bad-just partying it up after a super bowl and he looked like a drunk frat boy. But even that got a dodger pic response. My point is that he should be smarter about people around him, especially when he's drunk.

· Anonymous said:

Denying pics comes with its own risks. You don’t want to piss people off because that can have its own dangers. This has happened with other celebs. There have been several occasions where his pics have been in return for free bottle service or other perks. I am not saying that is the case here though. Not trying to argue with you mod, just saying it’s not black and white. A lot of mistakes were made here and the worst part is how avoidable it was. But most seem to hinge on Bella’s actions. 🐩

· Anonymous said:

Mark follows a few of the interns from DC, 2 of whom (Bella & another woman) posted from NYC Saturday night & this evening. Also a few of Mark's friends are NYC as well. It's not far fetched that going to The Box was his idea. Also Mark would've needed to make a reservation to ensure they got in.

· Anonymous said:

I think you hit the nail. What Chris gets from taking those pics? For sure he is being polite and the people involved get happy but taking how society works and how many people think and what they can do with that information, he got nothing good on posing for those pics. And saying that is just pointing out and realising how society works. People are hypocrite and mysoginist.

· Anonymous said:

I feel you on the eating away at your Sunday. It’s not my blog and even *I* can’t believe how much time I’m devoted to this, much less the swamp you must be dealing with. Really appreciate your views and your time. I feel so silly that I’ve gotten so caught up in it but it’s like a car accident you can’t turn away from. Get some rest and lots of love. 🐩

· Anonymous said:

People been posting Info but clearly no one believes it. That tree anon mention it.

· Anonymous said:

People who are saying Mark was there and that she was there with a group of friends are just assuming as much as anyone else who says Chris and the girl were there with each other. The only thing we know for sure is that they were both on the same place, at the same night, around the same time, after meeting the day before. We can't deny that.

· Anonymous said:

I’d like to say this girl blew her chances but this is the same guy who gave MK & JS multiple chances despite their fame whoring ways. Whatever it is it won’t last long but I wouldn’t be surprised if they’re seen together again. Too bad. His political project was exciting. Now it’s tainted because he’s proven what a lot of people thought of him to be true.

· Anonymous said:

You need to let it go now. This is a non story. It’s looking more like two separate trips were in the works and it was a “oh hey us too maybe we’ll see you we were thinking of checking out this club” now apparently you think because he’s ancient and she’s an impressionable child and burlesque shows are akin to live porn he should have shut it down. But those of us in the common sense world see this for what it was. Which is a giant nothing. So tip to TMZ. Guarantee they will think the same.

· Anonymous said:

For gods sake. Read and post my second ask to you. Stop all this madness. Yes they know each other. That is it. They were at same club and of course hung out a little. So what They met at first dc meet I think. He was nice to her She was nice back. Nothing wrong with people meeting and being cool. Even if famous

· Anonymous said:

Maybe I should rewrite this but Your acting as they were they in DC together. They MET and photographed but wasnt there together as Your wording puts it. Like I said you dont know of they were backstage together. Pics can be upload at any time of the night . Your just jumping to conclusions like everyone else.

· Anonymous said:

The way some of you talk about women is so damn depressing ugh this fandom is on one today.

· Anonymous said:

Liked what the PR/crisis anon mentioned, that it's wrong to think Chris was uninvolved in JS and MK's stunts when he dated them. It's naive to think he is that helpless and easily controlled.

· Anonymous said:

What i really don't understand is how chris could have been so so dumb and didn't think of the consequences. Also his pr underestimated the whole situation. The girl was blatantly seeking attention and a story to tell, and any person with a brain would have got the danger of the all situation. I know that he loves partying but he was so superficial i can't even put into words. In my opinion the project has been hurt by this and everything happened today showed that.

· Anonymous said:

2/2) as if he wanted to do that. I doubt he asked, but was asked to do it. 3) The girl jumped on the chance to go backstage after the invitation and took the pic. 4) People put the pieces together because the girl was thirsty the day before and liked the attention she got from her friends but now there is a chance she ruined the trip a little as people ran to protect their privacy.

· Anonymous said:

I think if Chris wants to be taken seriously in what ever he decides to do. He needs to grow up and act his age and stop drinking as much and hang around different people that includes his friends from Boston. I feel most of his friends are just there for the ride including Tara. If he does ever get married she will have to trust him to no end.

· Anonymous said:

"it's not at all weird for people here on a blog that is predominantly about Chris to talk more about chris' antics than about anyone else's. It doesn't mean they're more worried or think what he's done is worse, it's just that this blog is a place to talk about him more than anyone else. Nice try though." Nice try what? If you read the full ask, as Chris's fan, I'm more concerned that's he's doing publicity pics with treasonous Nazis than hanging at a burlesque show w/ an intern. But you do you

· Anonymous said:

Hi! Sorry for this question but I just don´t understand what is going on here with Chris and this intern? I try to scroll down your page but I still don´t understand what has happened.

· Anonymous said:

Some who don't have problem that Bella flies to NY and post the picture at the same place where was Chris was the first to be offend that Jenny posts pic when she was at the same place that Chris whereas she was dating him. Be careful anons I'm not a pro Janey but people were rude with her when it was normal(even if she trolled), she was spending time with his boyfriend but when another women did the same, without dating him, they think it's okay. Why?

· Anonymous said:

I'm genuinely curious about what kind of impression he was trying to make on her? like you wanna hook up with this chick & you're letting her know that you like to gawk at other half naked chicks in your free time? Unfortunately this will never blow up, if his PR team can bury homewrecker scandal then they can bury anything.

· Anonymous said:

He seems to unconsciously be attracted to attention-seeking women who view him as a prize. I wonder if it’s a defense mechanism to prevent him from entering a serious relationship? Also, seriously, why wouldn’t you just make it clear to her that she shouldn’t post their escapades on social media from the start? Has he learned nothing from the Jobby debacle????

· Anonymous said:

Okay, from her comments and that pose, that's a girl that has no problem pushing someone out the way to get noticed. Like the pic, the side she was on was trying to get four people in, compared to the 3 on the other, so they had to turn sideways. I can see her making sure she was the one next to him. She didn't have to put her hand on his shoulder or stomach. She was trying for his attention. Did she get it? Don't know. Don't really care, but that's a college-age Janey. Just want that fame.

· Anonymous said:

Now that there are pics of them together and seeing the way she's posing with her hands on his chest and shoulder (it is very reminiscent of SSH, isn't it? Which would hurt if I was js lol) taken with the comments from her and her friends, all I can say is YIKES. And also, SMH. I am not a prude and I actually like burlesque and have been to The Box and fully expected him to hook up with somebody in DC ~on the low~ but even I can say this is not a good look for him. This boy will never learn.

· Anonymous said:

I’d like to think that he’d cut all ties to Bella now the he’s created a PR nightmare for himself, yet again. But considering for almost 3 years he was involved with a woman who was married when they originally met & got involved, I don’t think he will care. At least Jenny was almost the same age as him. He’s looking like an upgraded version of Dane Cook. For anyone who doesn’t know, Dane Cook’s girlfriend is 19, they started dating when she was 18, but were “friends” before that 🙄🤢

· Anonymous said:

The more I see from this girl the more I think she’s just a thirsty very immature little girl. And has no idea what she could potentially cost Chris. But he’s not innocent as she found out where he was going somehow.. And then posted it everywhere. Him or his team should have warned them to be cautious. And once they arrived not continued to entertain them and allow them backstage. An adult would have said nice to see you I’m going over here goodbye. Just another dumb d*#k brain decision.

· Anonymous said:

Oh, man... the boyfriend. I didn't even think about him. Can you imagine if the situation was reverse and her bf was acting that way towards a famous woman? I can imagine myself on that situation and I wouldn't like it. Even if she was just joking, which i don't think she was just doing that, it would be disrespectfull. I hope he is not hurt.

· Anonymous said:

Tks for the clarifycation for don't hate the player. So the girl had no shame to run after a man who has close the double of her age just because he is famous. Not sure she is again with her boyfriend but if she is, he would be very happy. It's clear,even if Chris makes bad choices in women, he wouldn't do nothing with her, discretion level he couldn't count on her. 5min with him and she shared and tried already trash things.

· Anonymous said:

And Chris, wearing that Red Sox cap in NYC will bring you a lot of unwanted attention ;)

· Anonymous said:

He was probably advised to stay away from twitter or he decided to do that.

· Anonymous said:

"He doesn’t deserve to be placed on a pedestal. " Literally no personal should be put on a pedestal. NO ONE. Mothers, fathers, friends, siblings, celebrities, every single person does stupid shit or has 'problematic' opinions. If you place anybody (family, friends, celebrities) on a pedestal, you're only looking to get disappointed.

· Anonymous said:

Lets be real-Chris is charming, he is a schmoozer. He was working the crowd in DC. If you are nice to someone, than you get your interview. This time he snagged a desperate fan girl & hung out with her. Not the type of guy I would ever want to be involved with. I could not be w/ a guy that wanted to go to those types of clubs. I think SSH didn't like it either. If this is the life he wants to live he will either have to find a person ok with it, change or be single. 10 steps back for me.

· Anonymous said:

I think she is just a fan with a crush and people are reading into this way too much. I don’t think that’s her hand on his shoulder and the pose is also something we’ve seen in comic con pics. Her “way good friend lol” to means she is joking because he isn’t. The “don’t hate the player hate the game” is again joking and means don’t be mad at her because she got to meet him and her friend didn’t. Was there flirting ? Maybe but we know he does with everyone and she might thought it was just her.

· Anonymous said:

I don't know how publicits work. Do they keep track of the mentions of their clients in SM? I wonder if Chris' publicist is already checking the situation. TIME FOR A DODGER PIC IF YOU ARE READING HERE!!!!!

· Anonymous said:

I find it hard to believe Chris would use this venture to go fishing for a college aged hookup or girlfriend. He mentions age and sneaking into bars in that video, so he also knew her (Bella’s) approximate age. I have no doubt he gets plenty of action and isn’t a saint, but this truly seems like she is playing up something that doesn’t exist. I question her more than him here, again, because he knows this is an important project with “real life” important people, not hollywood actors.

· Anonymous said:

Chris seems so immature. I know we want to put the blame on Janey and MK and all the other girlfriends but honestly am I the only that thinks maybe it’s HIM who’s the problematic one? Idk I’m young so maybe I don’t know what I’m talking about lol

· Anonymous said:

All this shot is crazy. I’m know Chris is no saint but come on! At least let her be in her late twenties or early thirties! That’s nasty because she’s two years younger than me!

· Anonymous said:

I’m not down for slut shaming in any regard. If anything happened, Chris was most definitely down for it. I just think it was dumb on her part, because she posted about it. Any potential employers could see this as a red flag. They don’t want to deal with the fallout of an employee causing a potential PR scandal, especially in the political world. Like if she did this once, she’ll prob do it again. I don’t think she’s gunning to be Mrs. Evans, but she def wanted to party and maybe hook up.

· Anonymous said:

There was another video of him sending a message to a different person on a different day. I don't think the fact she ask him to do that means anything

· Anonymous said:

For someone who seemed smart enough to get near a HW star, she sure was pretty naive and had no clue on how this fandom work LOL

· Anonymous said:

But what damage could be done ? It’s not like he did something bad. There is no need to excuse his behavior because nothing illegal was done it’s not like he was caught with a 17 year old in a “massage parlour”. You guys also need to stop with this “he is almost 40” like he was supposed to stop having fun and living his life at 35. If you don’t like it fine don’t live YOUR life that way but don’t be mad at him for refusing to just settle and die because he is “almost 40” .

· Anonymous said:

Not be agree with the places Chris frequents doesn't mean we think he is Cap. I have enought to hear this explication, like we are too much stupid to make the difference between the actor and the role he plays. With the conversation we have here, the majority of anons aren't teenagers i guess. A lot of people don't feel comfortable with the sex industry(porno,stripclub or the one night stand). It would be my brother,my neighbour,my cousin,it's a vice we don't understand not naivety about Chris.

· Anonymous said:

I don't have much to say about this situation but I wouldn't be surprised if it does turn out to be something sleazy. I mean, this is a guy who had an affair with his married co-star and just a few weeks after she actually left her husband for him, he was going to strip clubs & she was tweeting about how that upset her. So he's not always a stand up guy. Mostly I find it funny that even when the girl is a young intern not in HW, she's STILL an attention seeking type. His picker is so broken.

· Anonymous said:

Well, Chris definitely has a type.

· Anonymous said:

I don't think that people are being judgemental but more worried about the consequences that this could create. Internet can make things scalate too quickly and even change the facts. But let's be honest. Chris is white, male, straight, rich. He will be ok. But he has to stop taking pics in those places. Remember when he was dating JS and he went to a certain place in Canada? No pics, people left it behind. That's the right thing to do. No pics, so it's as if it didn't happen.

· Anonymous said:

Burlesque clubs in NYC are often listed in magazines as “things to do” in the city. They are seen as touristy activities. I can see a young girl being excited to go & asking for a hookup to get vip treatment. The place is not what you guys are making it out to be.

· Anonymous said:

Oh please. How should he have celebrated international women’s day ffs. This is starting to get ridiculous. Women. Including 20 year old ones are allowed to go to burlesque clubs. Get out of here with that comment. And if you’re going to invoke a feminist day maybe consider the fact that she went of her own volition? I mean this insinuation that he took a naive child to a strip club. It’s starting to get a bit unhinged up in here.

· Anonymous said:

Are we forgetting he got involved with a whole ass married woman? Lmao, this whole situation is not much of a stretch as people are making. I wish he’d grow up like all of you. He talks the talk of wanting to be a husband and father. He paints himself as a family man. Which yes, he is family oriented. But then he does things like this, which are unfortunately also on brand given his past. Megan, his publicists names I believe, better be getting paid time and half putting out these fires lol.

· Anonymous said:

Right but this is like barely a scandal. We’re just focused on it and there are some social media comments. So for all those saying he should be seen doing serious things umm he is? For the casual fan his serious image is 100% in tact. And my guess is will stay that way. This will blow over in 48 hours tops. It’s not getting any traction other than gossip corners of the internet. Being seen seriously doesn’t mean living like a monk ffs. He didn’t do anything wrong, y’all just dramatic and judgy.

· Anonymous said:

I think we can all agree no matter what the reality might be, the optics aren’t great. If him &his friend are trying to get this new project off the ground in DC, and hes being photographed in a burlesque club in NYC in the same vicinity as DC interns, the DAY AFTER giving interviews, the optics are awful. Politicians would be quick to distance themselves from their project and with those hes already met, potentially wouldn’t give him their time again, especially if their interns are involved.

· Anonymous said:

fans saying he should live his life however he wants-nobody is saying he shouldn't. But people shouldn't be naive enough to think that optics don't matter. They matter a lot.

· Anonymous said:

If the other interns were there they were smart not to post about it. Like that other anon said I imagine the people in D.C. will not be happy about this I’m sure there are social media rules about how to behave.

· Anonymous said:

Mark's been to The Box before, he's posted stories from his trips there.

· Anonymous said:

Some are ok to see a 38 years old man having habits in strip,nightclub and before Playboy party. Good. Some women don't like men like it!Chris or not Chris! I find it perverse,it's all. Frat boys aren't my type of men and great my man isn't like it. And i don't see Chris change when he will be married. There will always be a Mark or an Adam for ask him to go. Scott seems to enjoy trashy club but Zack too so they go as a couple. Maybe am i too prude 😒

· Anonymous said:

This truly blew up fast. Not a Pats fan, but a few years ago, Edelman hooked up w/ a girl he met out partying & she posted a pic of them in bed the next morning on Snapchat. I’m not saying that Chris hooked up with her, we will never know & honestly it’s no one’s business. But both situations definitely seemed opportunistic, but at least with this one people are holding Chris accountable too. The other girl got slut shamed majorly. Like girls, you don’t have to post everything on social media.

· Anonymous said:

Even if there were more interns there, even if Mark was there with Chris... if they went with the interns it's still not a good look. They are both near their 40's. It's a no to rang out with 20's, principally in that kind of enviroment that revolves around sex. This could be used to damage his image, his career, this could be used to damage their initiative about the political site. It just take one article or one tweet from a Trump supporter with many followers for that.

· Anonymous said:

She may or may not have been the only intern with him. She may or may not have ended up with him last night. This time it’s slipped on social media. Imagine all the other times it hasn’t! Disappointed if he’s on the same Leo, Cary Fukunaga and Jake train but are we surprised? Women around his age think differently, and clearly he’s not settling down this minute. Wonder what else would leak. I’ll be here with my tea and popcorn.

· Anonymous said:

This doesn’t look good, but at the same time I feel bad for this girl and her BF, fellow interns, friends, etc. Suddenly a rabid fan base is combing through their every move trying to play detective. I get the curiosity, I’m curious too, but I know how people overreact. And while most are fine, already people are crossing the line and commenting. Not a kick on you, just kinda crazy the lengths that some go to. I’m so glad I grew up without social media for most of my life.

· Anonymous said:

don cheadle once saying on a talk show that the cast of the avengers(including chris of course) all went to a burlesque bar in london. ALL of them. it's not a crime...or is it??? and as for that bella chick going wit him?? who the hell wouldn't go if we were invited? good for her.

· Anonymous said:

I feel that a conveniently timed Dodger video (or photo) is imminent. Or will we go really old school with a video for a sick child? Some sort of distraction from the current (I agree ,totally inappropriate) drama. Thing is that sort of tactic will only work for so long, less and less people will forget each time. While there's no problem visiting a burlesque club,hell I've been myself, it's the company you take to the club that should be more carefully considered. Not a smart move.

· Anonymous said:

Of course he has pr. But people don’t understand how pr works. He doesn’t clear every private dumb decision with them and ask for professional pr advice. He lives his life (and makes dumb mistakes clearly!) but typically a professional pr team isn’t involved unless it affects him professionally, like blows up into a scandal affecting his image and work. They don’t babysit his private life. We’re all fired up about it on our corner of the internet but we’re not really at a true scandal.

· Anonymous said:

People were rightfully dragging Cavill for dating a 19 year old.Chris went to a strip/ burlesque club with a young girl (since one woman posted about them on the birthday video we know they were there together) and there are people still thinking this is ok? (Not saying you do mood) He is stupid many times: one for doing it, one for thinking that is ok, one for leaving traces of it.Oh, wait.The girl is the one who left the traces. That remember me of someone else who used to leave proofs behind.

· Anonymous said:

Ok. I remember when him an Janey broke up, and a few weeks later he was in Houston for the Super Bowl. Him and his friends met some girls at a party, and he invited some of them back to the house with them. Some videos were uploaded. I don’t think this is that different. He went away for a trip, met a girl, and invited her along for the ride. More than likely this is nothing, and this girl is just being opportunistic. He really needs to pick ladies who can use discretion in the future.

· Anonymous said:

I think this is just an example of how celebrity image works. If you aren’t part of Chris fandom or gossip you have no clue. Just a basic google news search for him right now shows his DC rounds and Captain Marvel tweet. And that’s the image he wants to have (and I think genuinely does to a point). But isolated Instagram pics that don’t fit easily into a narrative are never going to get traction. Sure they’ll always be there because internet, but give it another week and it’ll barely be a blip.

· Anonymous said:

Chris is this guy who invite strangers during party/games night in his house or girls who his friends and him met to à bar for partying in friend's house(the tmz video after the end of round 1),it's seem to be how he is but he is the guy, in doing that who trust in everybody and after there are these kind of pic/video not flattering in not flattering place. I see some say he is single so he's enjoy it but he did it when he was with JS, her tweet where she was upset to his bf going to stripclub.

· Anonymous said:

This would not be blowing up if this bella girl had seemed to be in the company of the same friends at the box as she went to NYC with but that is not the case. Mark might have been with them too but why would this rocky lanes person only follow bella's IG and not Mark's too?

· Anonymous said:

All of this stuff is already on twitter and instagram tagging Chris, Megan and even Josh for some reason...

· Anonymous said:

Maybe i missed something, but what’s wrong with Chris taking pics in that club or wherever he was & why couldnt the girl(s) put the pic on her ig

· Anonymous said:

I haven't heard the video but the "my way good friend" comment seems like a joke. Like "this is my very famous friend who I just met and we're already close" And I think that if he denied those girls of taking a picture he'll be criticize, and considering what they work in and those outfits, seems to me like he ows them that little courtesy 🙄 cause

· Anonymous said:

My phone was acting weirs so I don't know if my last ask got through: this bella girl is in NYC with friends from DC and a guy named doug, who works in DC, and has also met Chris is with her. If you go through their IG stories they spent the day together but she is the only one of them to post from the box something.

· Anonymous said:

High end club or not, I checked the pic bellanovemberr posted with the women in her stories and their room seems cheap and have holes in the ceiling. It doesn't matter how expensive those places are, I always at least side eye how they treat women. Their employees deserve better and more respect.

· Anonymous said:

C'mon! It is one of the most exclusive night clubs in NY. I read the reviews of The Box on the web and there’s nothing wrong with attending such a place. It is not absolutamnete a local “hard”. as he quotes a review I found: “It’s definitely not a local hard if any of you are asking, it’s fun, crazy and weird … it totally reflects New York.”

And, maybe, it was the birthday video girl who invited Chris to go there.

· Anonymous said:

Do you think it’d be weird if Chris hooked up with a 20 year old...I mean look at Leo Dicaprio and his girlfriend

· Anonymous said:

Some people have serious problems with celebrities (here: Chris), pedestals, and managing their own fantasies and expectations. They build them up up up, and inevitably get SERIOUSLY broken hearted, hurt, and bitter, when the celeb in question obviously fails to live up to them. I mean, how can they? They're human, and almost never actually aware of these expectations. And I wish I could say that these fans are young and inexperienced, but a lot of them are adults, so...

· Anonymous said:

"Her IG is also followed by Mark Kassen, who is also in New York." Mark followed her the same day she posted that video.

· Anonymous said:

I'm not naive to think single/married man and other famous actors don't go to those places but how many of them have pics taken there? None. I checked the club and it's a sort of freak show club too and celebs are part of the customers. A Vanity Fair article mentioned some names. But no pics. So it doesn't stick with them. It can be said that it's hipocritical go there and refuse pics but it would be the best decision for his image. Let's bet he will post a pic of Dogder?

· Anonymous said:

Recently I came across this Don Cheadle interview on Seth Meyers, where he talked about him,Evans,RDJ,Hemsworth & Renner going to Burlesque club in London & nobody recognising them on street so I guess they all are into this kind of entertainment but only this guy is dumb enough to take pics

· Anonymous said:

That girl’s comment about SSH made me laugh! Hope he had fun at that burlesque bar! Establishments like those are sooo nice.

· Anonymous said:

The fact his boyfriend(ex now) deleted all the pics of her means himself discovered how is she is: at the same time she was dating him she doesn't have qualms to touch too much a man who has the double of his age, play like she said and pursue him in NY in a burlesque show, that imply naked women and alcohol when he was in far away of her. She didn't do all the things without have something in mind. She lost her boyfriend for have the attention of Chris for few hours. Well play girl.

· Anonymous said:

I don’t think that one who makes a happy birthday video like this to a girl for her twenties, surprising her age so young, then he decides to have fun with a girl of the same age or little more.

#twiddledigest

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sunshinedevotee · 7 years

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a very neccessary taehyung rant

[you guys i’m about to get really pissed, salty and aggressive right now]

so you guys know taehyung...often described as the member that’s

handsome

cute

stage-presence king

weirdo/alien

is this right?

NO BITCH!!

(i mean ofc he’s gorgeous a bitch is not blind but-)

listen here taehyung isn't just there to be cute and we need to acknowledge him as a performer in general not just as 'tae-oppa is my husband!!1' or ‘lol he’s so random xD’ cause he is more than that.

i feel like it would take some armys too long to think of anything good to say about taehyung that doesn't have to do with the way he acts/his appearance and that makes me sad. like actually think about it yourself and be honest with yourself.

now about his talentTM~

i’m sure even the fake stans that linger in this fandom have at least heard stigma, so you must know the guy’s got pipes (tae’s voice wasn’t my cup of tea at first cause i normally have a preference for higher-pitched vocals but that was until i heard stigma and the covers)

anyway why do people barely talk about it? like he had to hit that high note in stigma for people to start acknowledging his vocal range. also let’s talk about how there are barely any bts songs suited for his baritone vocal. um why did that one commercial suit his voice better than any of their songs?

[although he really did shine in ‘her’ i’m so proud!!]

his voice is not only amazing but it’s so soothing i mean 4 o’clock, i listened to that song on repeat while studying for exams, also i’ve no idea what he sings about in ‘hug me’ but i lip-sync very passionately to his cover and ‘even if i die’.

some of you guys might argue that at least he gets more lines than jin, but honestly half the time it’s cause he’s the only one that can go as low as they need or like ten seconds of growling and growling is not a line. for example jin may not have gotten lines in not today, but what tae had wasn’t lines fight me

[no trying to argue that jin doesn’t have it worse than tae when it comes to lines]

i want people to discuss and elaborate on his vocals more the way they do with jimin/jk (same for jin ofc) which is why i'm very thankful for this video existing.

now he’s not only only an underrated singer but also an underrated dancer (i still dky he isn’t in dance line? like top ten mysteries scientists still can’t answer) anyway i never and i mean never see posts about his dancing,

literally just searched ‘taehyung dance’ to find a gif as an example

but nooo

all i find is gifs of taehyung hip thrusting/grinding on stage, taekook fans losing their shit over their part in dna or posts about other members’ dancing

i mean why would there be taehyung dancing? in the taehyung dance tag?? in this economy??? that’s just insane!!

hell i can’t even find youtube videos of him dancing, they’re all funny videos or him being ‘disrespectful!1!’ i’m really getting pissed off let’s move on

[like literally though the boy can dance i need u in heels wtf]

taehyung gets hate too

just cause he’s a popular member doesn’t mean he doesn’t have haters. not to bring this back but he struggles when it comes to hitting the high note in stigma, which is totally understandable. i mean he’s probably so exhausted from previous performances and then he has to hit that note? he’ll obviously strain, like i’m not one of those people that just defends everything bts does

but the hate

the overlooked hate

armys themselves defending the hate

honey i literally run a blog dedicated to armys sharing their unpopular/negative bts opinions, i know very well that not everything armys have to say about the boys is going to be good. but this isn’t just criticism. “it just hurts my ears” smh

sympathize with your “bias”, the fact that this is/wasn’t just a high note that can be hit like that for tae and yk what? he bit off more than he could chew. but we know he can hit the note. he didn’t make the song for the sole purpose of performing it live, he did it for the album and maybe for himself, and i’m sure as hell glad he did cause it is one of my favourite songs.

mind you those are just comments from one video, about one thing. there’s more i’m not going to get into right now.

[ofc there’s also hate from the armys who claim he interferes with ships (as if that’s a valid reason to hate him) but let’s not get into ships right now :)))]

so is he an underrated member? debatable.

i don’t think anyone wants to say it, but the reality of the matter is the reason why he has a lot of fans is probably cause people fall in love with his personality (if not his visuals). it’s not a good thing. he is underrated in certain aspects and not at all in others.

ok i’m concluding this cause it’s getting too long but as you guys can tell i uh...have a lot of thoughts...

i don’t want him to end up keeping up this “weird” thing, cause it’s his branding.

let’s remember that he is not just taehyung but also V. let’s defend him against haters not become them, if you are tae biased you are tae biased through the highs and lows and you will stick with him through the bullshit, not drop him when he screws up. let’s recognize him as an artist. and for god’s sake let’s put him before the damn ships/ship wars.

i will now end this with some gifs of taehyung being a pure cutie x

nothing but respect for my (other) golden maknae. (before you come at me)

(might make a part 2 i have so many things in mind)

#taehyung #bts #v #kim taehyung #kth #tae #jin #taejin #vkook #taekook #vhope #vmin #taegi #vmon #bangtan boys #unpopular opinion #vocal line #dance line #kth defense squad

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hoodnaito · 6 years

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the story of HIROMU HATERS *gun sounds* *flex bombs*

SURGICAL SUMMER.

LOS INGOBERNABLES WORLD DOMINATION.

You’ve got El Idolo y Zelina. Singlehandedly landed the big money deal for Smackdown just because they were added to the roster. THAT’S A BILLION DOLLAR COUPLE.

Then you’ve got RUSH who will main event the biggest Mask vs. Hair main event since...well...okay therewasthatpsychoclowndrwagnerjuniormatchbut THERE WAS NO SWAG in that match and Triplemania was TRASH. Vampiro was a SIDEKICK with his own show. *flex bomb*

Back to Rush tho, LA BESTIA DEL RING and TERRIBLE are once again headlining Arena Mexico packed to the rafters to see Los Ingobernables cash out a legend, L.A. Park. Crazy how everyone knows the eventual outcome but still question if L.A. Park will go through with this. Shoot, CMLL has this bag SECURED. L.A. Park has the whole family coming through getting a payday getting to look good next to the best stable in Mexico. *kicks an invisible football across the office* *admires it’s sail across the office*

So then there’s Naito, who’s going to make his journey into the G1 going ESPALDA CON ESPALDA (get used to it, grrrrrrrrrrrrrr) by stepping over the washed sucka ass CHRISTOPHER JERICHO. CHRISTOPHER JERICHO followed orders from angry god Kevin Owens and went back to New Japan after failing to win the GREATEST ROYAL RUMBLE to be held under an oppressive regime. So CHRISTOPHER JERICHO decides to come at the set? really? Making cute ass bootlegs like you live at the swap meet. You thot. Wearing fashionova to New Japan press conferences, I saw you doggy. Naito’s coming away with an easy win. I hope that IC belt is in Yoshitatsu’s crib. Then you have EVIL and SANADA who made Beatlemania look like the common cold. Europeans of every accent mumbled something unintelligible before fainting at the feat of the best tag team in the world. *gun sounds* yeah young bucks, get ready for that fight. You can’t just come through with the wild superkick and think you’re gonna be champs just like that. Better recognize kid, The set is keeping those titles. Done deal.

BUSHI? My guy, what an effort. You beat Ospreay so at least there’s a title shot waiting for you. Nothing to be ashamed of. There’s riches for you yet in the junior tag division.

Let’s talk about Hiromu. I see all of you on twitter talking that head just ASSUMING KUSHIDA is going to sail on through to the finals. *sigh* *drinks fiji water* *contemplates* You forgot one thing.

Hiromu has adopted a nasty effective triangle choke that will catch that marty mcfly wanna be and send Hiromu into the finals LIKE I SAID HE WOULD against Taiji Ishimori. I predict that this will be the juniors match that sets the damn standard in the division. It doesn’t have to be crazy like Hiromu/Dragon Lee, it doesn’t have to be a Zack Sabre Jr. match, but it’s gonna be tough, it’s gonna be hype and you’re gonna see a thing or two you haven’t expected. Trust me when I say go ahead and give all of your energy to Hiromu Takahashi to beat KUSHIDA and then again to be Taiji Ishimori. Do it and I will bless you with the best Dominion you will ever see. After party at the House of Chicken and Waffles in Jack London Square. I’ve never seen so many people go out of their way to praise such a washed album by Kanye. I put on “Black Skinhead” when I need to kick the doors in and make shit happen. “Heard Em Say” is my favorite song. I love Kanye and know more about Kanye than 99% of the people who follow up my criticism with “oh, but are you a fan, or...” listen, I’m a Kanye historian. Respect your OG. This Kanye album in terms of music is funny because Kanye will never lose the ability to use vocals, music and funny lyrics to create an enjoyable vibe. But! Does that make it a good song? Take “I Thought About Killing You” for instance. The second half of the track has this serious Suicideyear type vibe that kanye hits a few licks off of and it’s a cool sensation, it’s a cool sound. But this isn’t something you’d think the guy who made “Late” or “Flashing Lights” would put out in the world. The theme goes on throughout the album. Lots of almost or good enough to make your headnod, but it’s certainly not worth all of the hype people are putting out there. Especially waiting around looking at beautiful wyoming scenery waiting for an album drop. lol i slept and i woke up and i put the shits on and then i had a burrito. take it easy stans.

lol the same people who dissed drake for wearing blackface in a photoshoot are the same dudes who are saying Kanye’s politics don’t matter. *smh* what a world to live in.

jr smith was always gonna be jr smith which includes taking the blame from George Hill who was the real choker. jr smith was just as shocked as we all were that George Hill was a choke artist. we need those george hill “damn, thanks brotha for taking the heat off me” memes to come through. warriors in 5. party at lake merritt. pusha’s daytona is better than people give it credit. the whitney photo was mad disrespect but the bars are insane. “if you know you know” should be right there with jay rock’s “win” as the theme to NXT Takeover Chicago. nxt definitely needs more hip hop themes. and not from wack ass hip hop, let’s get some freddie gibbs and madlib or if you need rock, lets get TRASH TALK. That would be tough.

bought my ticket to the WE WATCH WRESTLING live podcast taking place just right around the corner from popeyes chicken on geneva avenue and more importantly just a mile down the road from the cow palace where that G’D up Special takes place in the 415. after the announcements for pwg’s threemendous at the Globe, I was pretty dead set on going down but I’m thinking about just doing the G1 special since it’s here in SF and then putting all of my chips and holiday cash into BOLA. Threemendous is a great card, but i’d rather really save hard and do it up for BOLA. That’s going to be at least $250 for all three days together in GA. Shoutout to all of the front row ballers.

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denimwrites-archive · 7 years

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Delicious Vegetals

Prompt: @problematicc-favs ‘s meme which idek where it came from but I love vegetables and I wanted to contribute to the cause.

Fandom: Dear Evan Hansen

Pairing: Connor Murphy x Reader

Summary: You go out to eat with the group and convince Connor to eat healthy for once and he enjoys it.

Word Count: 1,299

Warnings: THIS IS MADNESS I’M SORRY - maybe some language? idk

A/N: I am a proud member of the Vegetal Army, and I know my babes would support us in our cause. (Also I wrote this at eleven o’clock instead of working on requests oops). The vegetable puns I got from google because I’m not that clever. And I actually looked up some vegetarian recipes for this cause I try way too hard lol. Enjoy this mess I’m very tired and have no idea why I did this but I actually tried y’all.

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It was a half day at school, the last day before Christmas break, and you and the squad had decided to go out for lunch to celebrate school being out for the rest of the year. Taking Connor’s hand in yours as you walk in the parking lot, you can’t help but smile thinking of the fun you’ll have with everyone.

“Where are we going for food? Cause I’m starving and I know I’m going to need something filling,” Jared says as everyone converges around Zoe’s car. Sharing a glance around the group, you just shrug with everyone else. Jared rolls his eyes with a sigh, “You guys are real helpful.”

“Oh, I know where we can go!” Zoe exclaims with a smile. “It’s this cute restaurant that opened downtown a few months ago that I’ve been meaning to try. Their little outside board is always decorated really nice, so why not give it a shot?” She looks around the group and the consensus is to go. Splitting up and heading towards your respective rides, you going with Connor and Zoe, Evan with Jared, and Alana in her own car. Then you’re on your way to lunch.

Zoe excitedly talks about the restaurant’s website and how the menu is really healthy, with plenty of vegan and vegetarian choices to try. Connor lets out a groan at that, but is soon assured that they have meat lover options as well. “But there’s nothing wrong with vegetarian food, Connor. I was actually considering becoming vegetarian and this is a good way to see what it’s like.”

This prompts another groan from Con and you give him a nudge and ask Zoe to keep talking about the restaurant, intrigued by it the more she says. By the time you get there, you’re really looking forward to the meal, but you wait outside with the Murphys, looking for your other friends.

While you stand there, you take in the outside of the restaurant. The aesthetic is rustic, but modern? It works surprisingly well, even if the name of it was a little odd: Vegetals. And Zoe was right about the board outside. It was covered in doodles of different vegetables, with puns. You couldn’t help but laugh at some of them.

Haters gonna hate, I don’t Carrot all. We know we’re Corny. Dill with it!

Kale your order in for pick-up: XXX-XXX-XXXX

Winning Best Vegetarian Variety in the State is kind of a big Dill.

If there is any Cornfusion about orders, please Lettuce know!

When you pointed the sign out to Connor, he scoffed, but you could see a smile peeking out the side of his mouth. Soon enough the others arrive and you enter the restaurant hungry and ready to have a good time with good food. But when you enter, you’re surprised to see that it’s almost like a Starbucks mixed with a Subway with the way the order system works.

Sharing a look of confusion with everyone else, Zoe decides to be brave and head up the counter first, the rest of you trailing behind her. She looks over the menu and decides to get some kind of vegetarian burrito bowl with a small side salad to go with it.

Alana orders next, getting some sandwich with a salad and some baby carrots on the side. Evan is next getting a soup with tofu, eggplant, and noodles. Jared and Connor scan over the menu in disdain, muttering to each other every few seconds. Rolling your eyes you step up and place your order, making sure to grab a healthy side of vegetables as well as a salad. Then it’s only the boys left and you share an annoyed look with Zoe before walking over to talk to the pare.

“Are you two going to order or not? We’re hungry, and won’t hesitate to start eating without you.” Jared sticks his tongue you at you and you return the gesture. Connor gives you a soft look before letting out a huff and stepping forward to order. He decides on one of the options with no vegetables, a plain burger, and you can’t help but shake your head at him. Jared ultimately orders a veggie wrap, and after waiting about twenty minutes, your food is ready.

Settling in to eat, you can’t help but groan at the taste of your dish, everyone else following suit when they dig in to their own food. There isn’t much conversation as you stuff your faces, but it’s still nice just to have good company with your amazing food. About halfway through the lunch, you start to talk again in between bites.

You notice Connor is only picking at his burger, and you take his hand under the table, giving it a squeeze. He gives you a tight smile before going back to poke his burger. Glancing at everyone else, you realize that they all got something with vegetables in it, except Connor. He had asked for just a plain burger, nothing but the meat, cheese, and bun. You hadn’t really touched your salad, too consumed by the main item you ordered, so you push the plate towards Connor.

He raises an eyebrow at you, and you just return the eyebrow. “You need to eat Connor, and if you aren’t going to eat your burger, why not eat something healthy? A salad won’t kill you.”

“Not that you know.” You level him with a glare and he turns to Jared, wanting some sort of backup, but even Jared seems to be happy with his nutrient rich lunch. Jared, the boy who could live off of junk food was enjoying something healthy. Vegetables no less. That got Connor’s attention and he considered the salad a little less critically. Looking back at you, he asks quietly, “Is it really that good?”

You nod your head, “It is. It’s nice knowing that you’re putting something good into your body. It might seem like a placebo effect, but it is really helping your immune system and giving your body cleaner energy and stuff. At least give it a try?”

Connor gives you one last look before tentatively digging into the salad. The second the food hits his tongue, his eyes widen in surprise before closing in bliss. He lets out an appreciative moan before opening his eyes once again and consuming the rest of the salad with enthusiasm. You laugh slightly at his fervor, but can’t blame him since the food is heavenly.

When you all are done, even waiting for Connor to finish the spicy chickpea soup he went back and ordered, you decide to get some desert. Heading back to the counter, you browse the selection and ultimately end up splitting a slice of cake with Con. Jared and Evan get some kind of sorbet, while Zoe gets a pastry, and Alana opts for some fudge.

As you eat, sharing bites with Connor, you can’t help but smile at the nice time you had today. You didn’t have to worry about school for a few weeks, and you were able to show your boyfriend that vegetables were actually good. “What are you smiling about?” he asks you, taking another bite of cake.

“Nothing. Just thinking about how we’re totally having our next date here, and have another amazing time.” He rolls his eyes with a smile, and just nods his head. Leaning in, you give him a kiss, enjoying the sweet taste of the cake on his tongue, slightly mixing with the remnant spice from his soup, making it the perfect blend of flavors.

Pulling away after a few seconds, you were really happy that you had come to Vegetals, and couldn’t wait for your next meal in that fresh, healthy atmosphere with the boy you loved.

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yumeka36 · 7 years

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Frozen and the lost art of critical examination

I don’t like to write posts like this but there are some things better vented than kept inside. Olaf’s Frozen Adventure has been getting a lot of flak for being shown in theaters before Coco, with people claiming that “it’s too long” and “Disney just did that because they didn’t think Coco would make enough money.” Now, I’m totally open to criticism, whether it’s for works I like or works I dislike. But the majority of this flak is NOT criticism – people aren’t talking about the actual merit and content of OFA; they’re judging it for completely superficial reasons, like its running time and the fact that it was shown in theaters with another movie. One gem of a poster even likened OFA preceding Coco as “white supremacy” – it’s absolutely ludicrous to bring up such a legitimately terrible social issue to describe the fact that one animated work advocating love and family bonds is being shown in theaters before another animated work advocating love and family bonds. But I’ve long since stopped being shocked by people’s stupidity…so I digress.

What I’m trying to bring out is that many of these claims have nothing to do with the substance of OFA itself. It’s not critical examination – they’re not examining things like the story elements and writing (like actual critics have to do to be taken seriously) – it’s quick, easy bashing and hating on a work and, whether intended to or not, its fans (because when you put tags for that work in your posts it’s the fans who are going to see them). They don’t have to take the time to actually think about OFA as a work in itself and any semblance of good it has to offer – that would be too much trouble, it’s just easier to spout out quick, spur-of-the-moment quips of hate to like-minded people instead of being open-minded and trying to understand why this work does or doesn’t deserve this treatment, again, within the work itself, not outside sources like whether it was shown in theaters or not.

Again, I’m totally open to criticism of all forms of media. But what I’m not open to is hate and bashing without precedence. And in my 4 years of being a Frozen fan, much of the hate I’ve seen is just that (since many people bashing on OFA likely feel the same way about Frozen in general). Common reasons they give are “I’m sick of my daughter/niece/sister/cousin or whoever singing ‘Let It Go’ all the time” or “I’m sick of seeing it promoted all over Disney Parks” or “That one lady in Japan divorced her husband because he didn’t like it!” – again, superficial reasons that are shutting out legitimate examination of the movie itself. Just because you’re sick of hearing “Let It Go” isn’t any sort of evidence that it’s not a good movie. Just because Disney goes overboard with Frozen at their parks doesn’t equate to it being a bad movie (in fact, from a neutral perspective, both of these things would point to it being a good movie). Petty reasons like this should not be enough for you to deem it as “bad” without actually examining the movie itself. But in a world where so much media is vying for our attention all the time, the value of taking time to critically examine the ones we consume is a dying art. It’s so much easier to just dismiss things that don’t immediately resonate with us as “bad” and continue to prop up that sentiment with whatever easily digestible reason we come across (“it’s too long!” “it’s too heavily marketed!”)

Now I’m not saying you shouldn’t feel this way. Heck, as a Frozen fan even I feel that Disney gives the movie a bit too much attention in some of their outlets. You can have any reason you want for not liking something and the majority of people don’t feel the need to think critically about the shows/movies they watch as it’s just “entertainment” to them, which is totally fine. You definitely don’t have to think critically about everything you consume. BUT! If you’re going to go around hating it and acting like it’s an accepted fact that this work is somehow objectively bad, then you should have concrete reasons for it – why this plot element doesn’t work, why you couldn’t sympathize with this character, etc., with examples from the work in questions to back up your claim.

I think any neutral person who watches OFA would simply see a 20 minutes special with a heartwarming story about family love and holiday traditions, amid animation and music that obviously has effort put into it. Or at the very least it’s a cute, fun special for the kids to enjoy. You shouldn’t expect it to have the same quality as a full length film, and judging it as such isn’t fair. And don’t give me the bullshit reason that OFA only exists to make more money. The goal of ALL Disney works is to make money – how do you think they’re one of the richest corporations in the world? And Frozen is one of their most profitable properties so it makes perfect sense from a business perspective to create more for the franchise. But this does NOT mean what they create can’t be of substance and quality. That’s kind of Disney’s whole shtick – making extremely marketable material that’s still (usually) of utmost quality, which is why people keep coming back to them. My definition of an inherently “bad” work is one that’s advocating something immoral or has absolutely nothing to contribute to the realm of human thought and feelings (I don’t think any of Disney’s animated works fall into that category). I’m not saying OFA is a masterpiece or anything – it’s just a cute, harmless story that had some love and effort put into it in the same vein as Frozen Fever, Tangled Ever After, and other Disney shorts. They’re not meant to be viewed on the same level as full length feature films, just supplements to give fans an extra treat. But again, this is not how the haters think. They have a one track-mind of “Frozen is more popular than [insert name of Disney movie I like], or whatever frivolous reason I mentioned before, therefore Frozen is bad, therefore OFA is bad.” It’s a childish, close-minded resentment I’m sick of.

I wrote critically for years on my anime blog and there were plenty of anime I reviewed that I didn’t like. But I would always think about why I felt this way, give reasons for it, cite examples from the anime itself and my own knowledge/experience. I’d get out my feelings and that would be it. I would never think of making bashing posts on social media advocating this work as bad to its fans without giving legitimate reasons. Animated works are made to give us happiness and evoke creativity, and I would never want to make someone feel bad for liking one that I personally didn’t like.

It’s not uncommon for a backlash to occur against popular franchise like Frozen. I actually wrote a post on my anime blog about that subject already and I still stand by what I said there, something that haters should consider: people will ALWAYS obsess over things, so instead of being hateful that something you don’t like is getting attention, be glad that the thing in question isn’t genuinely bad in the big scheme of things. In Frozen’s case, be glad that what people are obsessing over is a movie that’s advocating good moral messages of familial love and one that awakened a love of music in children (and adults!) all over the world. If something resonates with so many people, there’s usually something good to it even if it’s not your cup of tea, so is it really worthwhile to go around spewing hate for something that’s meant to give pleasure and inspiration to kids and kids at heart?

tl;dr: there’s nothing wrong with having personal reasons for not liking something, but if you’re gonna go around parading it as some kind of objectively bad work deserving of hate, you should back up your claim with actual examples and thought-out criticism from the work itself. But honestly, at the end of the day, is it really a good thing to bash on a work that’s just meant to be a cute little treat for fans of the franchise. There’s so much in this world that robs us of happiness, is it worth the effort to make someone feel bad for liking an animated work? I’d say that passion is better spent on truly bad world issues that affect people’s lives and not because a cartoon others like but you don’t like happens to exist.

*Crossposted from my main blog, Yume Dimension*

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