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yasashiiku · 1 year
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@ianuarius sent a crow ;
011. / Serizawa + Shou
011, the last train compartment that's not full.
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𝑯𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒋𝒖𝒓𝒆𝒅, he sits deafeated on one of the worn out discolored train seats, with his legs pulled all the way up against his chest, his arms loosely wrapped around them as he huddled around the faint uncomfortable churning of his stomach and the frantic beating of his heart, forehead on the knees, fireburst hair tossed and messy around them. There were no gashes or broken bones this time around, he made sure of it, but his head hurt, and his whole body felt strange. So he just curled around the strangeness, embracing it in hopes it would fade away sooner than later, mind too blank and fuzzy from fatigue to think of anything else to do.
Dealing with new faces has always been the hardest part of a fight, if it's someone he recognizes, he would be aware of their powers beforehand, knowing what to expect, ready to counter them effectively. But his solo mission to investigate an abandoned Claw base didn't go as planned, much like a lot of other things lately. It turned out the place wasn't abandoned as everyone thought, and the former scars gathering over there brought new friends. It's laughable, truely, he got hold on information about espers clashing in there last week, it made him convinced that the government weren't doing their job properly when it came to targets, and that's when he decided to take matters into his hands, his rusty, small and poorly trained hands which haven't punched someone square in the face for nearly a month.
Electrokinesis weren't a joke, it makes Shou laugh regardless, because he was as stupid and slow as to let someone use it on him again. He hasn't forgotten -he probably never will- the all-encompassing, burning sensation of every fiber of his body cramping and screaming with agony, even it was just for split a second of his bastard of a father toying with him like a bug he could squat away with ease. It appears the culprits Claw left behind has awakened to a new sort of realization, it's like they've suddenly discovered strategies and wise decisions were a real thing an esper can use in battle, instead of brutal force driven by arrogance and bloodlust.
He wasn't in for a fight, really, not that he minded it, but he simply went there for investigating, getting clues on how things were being handled behind his back, dealing with Joseph has gotten frustrating, the asshole won't spill a word on any of their agents' progress, and it sat with Shou in all the wrong ways. A lot of things sat with him in all the wrong ways, like the few seconds of paralysis he endured after the enemy esper was forced to release him from the hold of electric shock waves, or the fact that Serizawa of all the people in this fucking world happened to be the one to save his pathetic ass, or the unusual somewhat funny feeling that crept up the nerves in his fingers and into his arms.
Shou holds his head up, sparing Serizawa a quick glance, not like he needed it to make sure the man was sitting right there besides him, accompanying him in the way home, letting Shou be engulfed in the familiarity of his aura. There was something new about it, ever since Serizawa started a new life away from Claw, there were many new things about him, it's almost overwhelming, but that didn't change the comfort, Serizawa has always been nice, even when Shou despised it with ounce of his power.
Shou supposed he has to worry about how Serizawa found out where to find him, he thought he was being subtle with his schemes, but he doesn't ponder too much on it, the sensation in his hands beginning to tick him off. He lets his legs slide down all too quickly, then makes work on checking his hands, looking at them with detached abhorrence. He turned his hands over on his lap. Palms up, palms down, fingers spread out, then all the way back, curling them until his hands turn into fists, them wash rinse and repeat. But it's the same no matter how he moves them; they are shaking. Quivering. Straight up trembling.
❝ Serizawa, ❞ Shou calls without as much of a second thought, a weirded out smile making his lips wobble, breathing starts to become a harder task with every passing second. ❝ I don't think I'm okay... ❞
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He raises one of his hands and holds it out in front of the elder esper so that he can see the tremors, speaking between uncontrollable breathy giggles. ❝ Look, it's just like you... ❞
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ryssbelle · 5 months
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Drew a bunch of Marinettes in a bunch of different artists styles it was a lot of fun!!
Artists who's styles I mimicked: @buggachat @hamsternamedmarinette @ladybeug @sabertoothwalrus and @anna-scribbles all epic artists 🤟😎
#my art#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous ladybug#miraculous fanart#style mimic#sorry for the @s btw#yall should go follow those artists if you dont already also#this was sort of inspired by a post the three artists on the top row made#i think they all got together and drew with one another#which is really cool#but i was genuinely confused because i mimic styles a lot#and ive seen others do it too so i was just like#wow they really know each others styles really well#until i thought about it and read their posts some more#style mimicking is really freaking fun and i think its really good practice#and a good way to explore other ways of doing things#like you really have to learn new techniques and get out of your comfort zone#also anna scribbles i could not find a recent pic of marinette in her main outfit#so thats the only marinette i drew in different clothes cuz i couldnt find a more recent ref of you drawing it#anna scribble marinette has privileges thats the others dont#but ye#i also threw my own style in there as a frame of reference to what me draw like#ive drawn marinette before just not in a loooong while#sabertooth walrus was the hardest for me to mimic cuz they have a broad range in their style#so its like which sabertooth do i wanna be in this pic#Buggachat has such a distinct style thats very clean and consistent which is amazing so they were easy#being easy or hard arent bad things either it also has to do with like styles meeting up with one another#buggachats and mine arent too too different in some shapes and aspects#so yeah itd be easier plus they drew marinette like 3 sec ago so i have more recent of a ref#as opposed to sabertooth who i have a recent ref of ladybug but not marinette so we got two diff styles in one
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rigginsstreet · 5 months
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stranger things fandom never heard the phrase "every saint has a past and every sinner has a future" and it shows
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i hate being unable to describe myself. "who are you? what qualities make you you?" um idk im a fag? what else do you want from me
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volivolition · 5 months
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suggestion do you have... any wants? like obviously you do but like? suggestion my guy my ourple boy. both the easiest and hardest to write. you need a skill to say something to move conversation along but it doesn't fit any skill in particular? about 80% of the time you can have suggestion say it and it will make sense. but like actually characterizing him... how do i define you dude... what makes your character tick... urgh. i dont get you yet. im trying to understand but you are difficult.
#chemi chats#there are some skills that i just dont understand yet and that just means i have to work on their character study chapter#im reading his bio and i think suggestion is a good manipulator and it's instinctive and he tries not to feel bad about it?#he's clever!! charming!! friends with savvy and drama. planting seeds in the mind and coaxing them to grow towards him like he's the sun.#a crude oil reservoir lying beneath a carefully laid flower bed. taps into the roots. the plants don't know any better than to drink.#he's great at sensing what makes people tick and uses that to his advantage. he needs goals to look forward to so he knows how to best#pull the strings to get them there. otherwise he's a bit aimless. he likes being useful. and since influencing others is helpful#he just keeps doing it? because it's what he's good at. and he tries to convince himself its fun and cool and just cuz hes charming and#it's his role as a skill and manipulation isnt thaaaat bad because it's helpful to them after all... but he does feel bad sometimes.#oh im listening to his voice lines and i just got to ''brother you should have put me in front of a firing squad'' and im sad about him now#but what do you want for short term little guy?? probably for people to like him. he likes chatting with people. i bet he'd like genuine#conversations with no strings attached but there's always some part of him filing information and tidbits away that he can't turn off#subconsciously figuring out things he can hold over them or how he can nudge them into thinking someth-/wait.../ no. no he's just talking.#he's /supposed/ to just be talking stop analyzing them stop falling back into that just have a normal conversation!! but he can't help it..#hm. this is all really helpful for his chapter. he and empathy are very alike but also different. very interesting...#task: swept up#okay good talk everyone i think i understand him a little better now lmao?? still gotta figure him out some more hes not fully there but ye#also i think he goes by whatever pronoun you think he'd use. just ''oh what do /you/ think i am hm?? what /would/ i use; do you think?? :)'#funny fella. i love you.
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aq2003 · 1 year
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there comes a beautiful time in life where i have to ask myselg th question, "did i accidentally project too hard onto the character that i only relate to a little bit and in doing so hugely missed this one entire aspect/interpretation of the characters . am i stupid"
#ARE THEY STUPID!#dr who#this is about ten specifically his relationship w martha lmao#m being so serious i genuinely did not. see the 'ten was on purpose leading martha on to make her think her feelings were requited' angle#until going out into the wild and reading the tumblr posts. like i genuinely did not. at ALLLLLL. its like a brick hitting my head#bc the ENTIRE time s3 ten came off to me as 'doing stuff w no romantic intent behind it but would consistently get misinterpreted as such'#cuz IIIIIIIII have done this. IIIIIIII have run into this problem before. and it sucks so incredibly bad.#i actually do want to think my og interpretation still holds water cuz like. well i could gather all the evidence but#first one that comes 2 mind would be him going 'it's like when you fancy someone + they dont know you exist' to martha. in episode TWELVE#two routes; either ten is needlessly cruel and callous even after a season's worth of building up trust and friendship w her#or he is on super 'i dont think she has feelings for me and this is a very unhappy coincidence of a line' cocaine#Or the 'she fancied me' line in s4 to donna. either he is disregarding all the good and positive impact she did him. or the fact that this#went over his head the whole time made him look back on that time w discomfort <- I DID THIS. I MIGHT HAVE BEEN PROJECTING#THIS ONTO HIM. AM I STUPID.?.?????#you know how mikage rgu can either be read as an incel or a gay man lost so completely in the sauce#ten is like in this same ballpark. i think. of 'emotionally manipulative and disrespects women' or 'aroacespec and missed the cues'#funniest possible options to pick from. ten my brother how did you set yourself up like this#absolutely not denying that he was toxic and unhealthy during s3 in like 500 ways btw. but well. ths is the one concwpt that#flew over my head. so completely. and i can kind of see it now but i also still find it hard to incorporate into my belief system#bc its like. brother I'M aroace and missed the cues too lol#tangential note we can trace many problems down to a writer's room filled w white people not giving#martha's character the respect/agency she deserves for the existing narrative she has. bc they pulled this w mickey too both in series 1+2#if they wanted to portray ten as manipulative then him and martha should've been given more screentime#together where martha (or anyone else) calls him the FUCK out on this. and ten would need to suffer narrative consequences of doing smth#as fucked up as that rather than his happy stable dynamic he has w donna. if they wanted to portray him as oblivious then marthas character#shouldn't have constantly been boiled down to an unrequited crush (particularly her dialogue in the s3 finale - there's a LOT more reasons#why she would choose to leave/why their dynamic was unhealthy besides ten not returning her feelings)#if you read all these tags you may be entitled 2 financial compensation#ten and martha#aspec doc tag
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vellichorsdesire · 6 months
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personally i think laying on my f/o’s chest their hand patting my head with the other arm wrapped tightly around me while i cry no judgement from them whatsoever would fix me
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Sooo I'm not much of a Tumblr user but. Heyyy, i come back and see you guys all mourn and panic over the flag thing and I just wanna inform u guys of some extra info
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The gif you're all worried about was made and posted on April of 2018, just done months after Glam and Vicky's music video (published in January 2018) it's part of the only three existing gifs made by the creators (along with the VickyGlam sushi date gif and the Vicky, Glam, Ches and Anna pool gif) and it's pre-show, back when the series was just in development and was still named My metal family.
Season 1 EP 1 wasn't even made by then.
This gif is over 5 years old and was made back when the designs, personalities and even story was not decided, back when the creators were animators for other shows and Metal family was a hobby project and not their main focus and source of income. So Yeah. This is pre-everything.
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The pool gif was posted in July of 2018, 2 months later and you can see Ches's outfit and Anna's haircut are different cuz they're not in their final designs.
Idk if this changes anything for u guys, but yeah. I scrolled from start to finish on all social medias that had anything MF related when I first got into it and recognized what u were talking about
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gomacave · 11 months
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enrichment in her enclosur....
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wackpedion · 1 month
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It's 3 am and I can't sleep do i kms be honest
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st4rshiptr00per · 2 months
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My hot take today
Priorities, please I’m begging for everyone to genuinely realize what should take precedence especially when it comes to callout posts of genuinely bad people
Small example that everyone might be to some extent familiar. And that is viz the creator of hazbin hotel and helluva boss. Disclaimer I personally don’t hold any strong opinions on either shows, I have my gripes with it buts it’s all personal opinions.
Anyways
When Hazbin hotel came out officially I kept hearing a lot of people say “don’t watch the show cuz viz is a bad person” or don’t support it cuz viz is bad” etc a bunch of things of that nature. Naturally being a tad curious, I did some light digging, just enough for me to try and understand why viz is a bad person and not really to check wether I should get Amazon prime to watch HH (not like I have money, or well generally don’t like spending it on subscriptions)
Point is, every single goddam post, and I kid you not like 90% percent of it all was
“Viz has made some weird af drawings about a decade or so ago and henceforth all of this is proof enough that they are a vile disgusting human trash that doesn’t deserve to have a platform”
Y’all… omg, they were weird sure, but Christ they were just drawings??? Crude ones yes, but y’all made it seem like they killed someone Fr.
Then by some miracle of the internet someone finally had the brain cells enough to make an actual thread of why you shouldn’t support viz. it included scamming, transphobia, corporate abuse, power abuse. For christ sake y’all where crying over a drawing when they were literally fucking withholding money from their artists all while going on spending sprees and making sure these artist had hellish hours AND ON TOP OF ALL THAT making sure no other indie animation would take them. THOSE, THOSE ARE ACTUAL BAD THINGS THAT SHOULD BE ADDRESSED but no yall gave importance to an obscure playlist they had on YouTube
The fun part, y’all wanna guess who makes all those callout post with backwards priorities???
Antis
Cuz of course fictional characters matter more than the people with a physical body who have to endure actual shit on this piece of shit rock we’re all stuck on
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GOD I JUST WANNA BE TALL ITS NOT FAIR ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR WHY DO MY CIS FRIENDS GET TOBE 5'8" AND GROWING BUT IM 5'4" IM GONNA ACTUALLY JUMP FUCK ME
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infizero · 4 months
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i just checked oh my fucking god. they really do just all get brought back using the power of plot convenience and theyre back forever. i did not remember that i truly thought they stayed dead. wow
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matoitech · 5 months
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every time i think abt rewatching bna so i could better criticize it i think abt how boring it was and im like yknow what i dont care furries werent worth this
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Gonna be a while before I think I'll be drawing much beyond some planned doodles I said I'd do to a couple close friends, but... I'm curious, what FNaF AU drawings types from me sound more interesting..?
A random poll yes, but I'm curious, and ngl, I think I'm approaching one of those not so great "Spells" where I'm losing confidence in the things I'm well, supposed to be doing for fun. ^^;
#insomniac hyena rambles#fnaf: a wound left bleeding au#I'm still gonna do my best to finish AWLB#just having some anxiety/depression type feels again#not feeling confident cuz my brain likes to say if I'm not making “professional level” content I'm doing bad#+ Lost like. near all ability to work on OC type things without anxiety semi recently. so sorta. having a lot of anxiety over Stardrop and-#another OC-type character I had planned for part 2#sorry for rambling in the tags. still writing part 2 when I have time/motivation#around 160ish pages in now. so that's pretty nice I think#chapters are a lot longer than early part 1 chapters so far too. kinda neat#to any creatives out there. i know easier said than done#but please. do what you can not to let the world rip your confidence in your work away from you#dont rewire your characters and stories just to please others#(I mean this within reason though. this is the internet so I feel the need to clarify. if your work is genuinely made to be offensive. then#yea. reconsider.)#but generally speaking! if your story wasn't meant to have x themes/characters/etc#or a character or thing wasn't meant to go x-way or do x-thing. and you don't want them to. don't cave just cuz someone else out there want#it to be that way. don't sell your own ideas and thoughts short just to be a people pleaser#it wears you down a lot eventually and saps confidence#Idk im ramblin. point is! Enjoy what you do. if it makes you happy. then hold onto it! Goodness knows everyone needs those bits of happines#Uhhh I think that's all my tired morning thoughts lol#oh ! this isn't me saying yall cant still yeet ideas or theories or such at me!#just that unless I really like the idea. and can fit it into what I've already planned#chances are. im gonna try real hard not to cave and add it just cuz i was asked to#trying. real hard to stop being an overly people pleasing person. its caused me more harm than good in life I think#I can be nice without destroying myself lol
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