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#daddy stucky x little trans reader
ace-of-gay · 1 year
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Stucky x little reader
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Warnings: age regression, paci, bottle, nursery,
Little names like little star, baby etc. The title daddy for bucky and dada for steve as the caregivers. Little reader is in a newborn mindset, age regression can be voluntary or involuntary if you dont understand i suggest either not reading it or educating yourself on the subject
Dont like it dont read it.
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No pronouns weight or skin color mentioned
Edited to the best of my ability
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Bucky and Steve encouraged your age regression knowing it’d help you in the long run.
They’ve seen you smol from six to one and occasionally younger but never as young as you are today, from Impending stress and being stuck big for a couple of weeks they knew at some point you were going to be extra smol and possibly very emotional but they were prepared for anything.
Anything in all regards so when they woke up thus morning to you buried into Bucky's side, mouth agape and paci fallen somewhere between your body and his.
Seeing you little and all cuddled up to one of your daddies stole their hearts, they both absolutely cherished it so very much.
Bucky tried to get up carefully not to nudge or shift you but the slightest feeling of movement woke you up with a gasp, before your chin started to wobble and a wail broke from you.
Eyes clenched shut, arms haphazardly flailing outward to find such comfort you had before.
It clicked quickly to both of them that you weren’t just smol, you felt tiny, equal to a newborn.
Bucky out of fear of hurting you hesitated eyes big in shock, he was prepared but he had no idea how to care for you in a newborn mindset, if you’re going to have bigger needs or if your likes and dislikes would be the same.
In the few seconds he was in shock Steve had crossed the room to Bucky’s side of the bed, softly cooing to help calm you, picking you up making sure to support your head he smiles to himself, swaying side to side to soothe you.
"Hey little star, did daddy’s startle you while getting up hmm? That’s okay, he didn't mean too"
Swaying with you, your head on his shoulder, eyes closed, on hand clutching your dadas shirt and the other clasped around three of his fingers.
"Hey button I’m gonna need my hand back?"
Bucky chuckles feeling much more aware of the situation and what he needs to do, he goes and grabs a paci and a lovie with a rattle in its head.
Bucky helped unwrap your hand from Steve’s and replace it with the lovie, touching the paci nib to your lips you instantly take it.
They both head out to the living room where seats himself and you on the couch, while Bucky finds his way to the kitchen.
You lean back a little to look at him, he grins back at you "you’re just the cutest" he announces before giving you scattered kisses across your nose and cheek, causing you to trill and coo behind you paci, dropping your lovie you pat both hands against his chest causing him to scatter kisses again followed by another trill and happy screech.
He calms you down and taps the button of your paci "give dada kiss?" you stare at him with no idea what hes saying  until he taps his lips and you realize.
Basically falling forward you tap the button of your paci against his lips giving him a paci kiss.
Just a moment later Bucky walks in with a warm bottle of milk you instantly know what it is and you open your mouth dropping your paci.
Being passed from Steve to Bucky’s lap he lays you across his lap with your head layed in the crook of his elbow, giving you the bottle to feed from, your eyes close, giving your bottle all your attention until Bucky rubs your tummy and pulls the bottle away for a moment, "hey there little firecracker you should slow down before you get a tummy ache" and giving you back the bottle.
Eventually finished and having opened your eyes once more Bucky takes the bottle placing on the side table and helping you to sit facing him, pressing your body to his he pats your back to make sure there’s no extra bubbles in your tummy to upset it.
Grabbing your lovie he shakes it in front of you catching your attention, the clicking rattling mesmerizing you.
Steve walks back in wearing day clothes taking you and your lovie into his arms giving you a kiss before doing as Bucky was and shaking the lovie and than tapping its smile against you nose making a kissy sound, he does this several times over when you give your lovie a kiss back squealing in joy.
you take the lovie from him shaking it wildly before shoving it against your face causing him to laugh. Bucky returns in his own day clothes, watching you, trill and coo in delight, its now time for you to be changed.
They both make their way to your little room where you keep all your stuffies, little clothes, toys etc.
Bucky shuffles through the closet keeping in mind your favorite color and your activities of the day and choses your outfit accordingly.
Helping you out of your night clothes into day clothes freshening you up for the day.
They both sit down on the floor with you in Bucky’s lap.
Steve going through the toys, they play with you until your eyes begin to droop again, deciding its best to lay you down after you fall asleep, Steve goes to dim the lights and turn on the star projector.
Bucky swaying back and forth soothing you to sleep he sets you down in your bed in your little room, giving you a paci, tucking you in and last but not least to turn on the baby monitor.
They leave the room to go about their day as you nap, going about the routine multiple times making sure you completely happy.
They love being your daddy and dada even when something they don’t expect shows up.
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Im new to writing this young but its as valid as any regression age and deserves more representation
Im drawing a stuffy every day this month, as a reason/ goal to make it through the month because January is hard for me every year.
If youd like me to draw one of your stuffies let me know and id be happy to! For example heres my first three, 1 is mine, 2 is a friends and 3 is another friends
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Welcome to my new and improved WIPs List! I will be doing my best to keep this up to date with things I'm currently working on and ideas that just won't leave me alone.
Updated: 24/07/2021
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bi-e-ne · 6 years
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Monthly Reading List #May’18
Hello there!
Another month is gone and it’s about time again for my monthly recommendations! I really love to share these amazing stories from unbelievable talented writers with you! It’s always a blessing for me to collect it!
So, tomorrow is the day of the day: I’ll start my new job in a nearby hospital. I’m nervous and excited and just can’t wait because it’s damn time after three months of doing all but nothing!
Though, that’s not really true. I did something: I found out that I not only love to read fanfiction, but also write fanfiction on my own. But since I’m an absolute beginner in writing and furthermore English isn’t my first language, I’m struggling a bit.
So, I thought maybe I give a call to all these amazing readers and talented writers out there and maybe find one or the other I can tag and help me improve my writing? It doesn’t matter if you help me through reblogging, liking, feedbacks or even being a beta. Maybe you can challenge me with requests? I can use any help that is offered and I would really, really, really appreciate it! I mean, simple as it is, it’s learning by doing ;) But without being aware of my mistakes how should I improve then? I really hope to learn from all of you out there, because writing is really fun and even if I can’t see in the future and don’t now yet how my new job will influence my writing, I want to keep doing it!
But before I’m boring you, this is enough of me. Now enjoy the following list and cry, laugh and be happy with it like I was! Until next month ;)
Avengers
James ‘Bucky’ Barnes
A Second Chance Part 1 | tbc @acreativelydifferentlove
Assembling @imamotherfuckingstar-lord
Attention! | We don’t talk anymore... | Dangerously. | How Long? | Done For Me- @221bshrlocked
Balconies and Libraries @acreativelydifferentlove
Bashful Creatures Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 @buckymcbuttfacebarnes
Bring it on! @prettyyoungtragedy
Bucky, the Vampire Slayer - Masterlist @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan
Coffee and Texts @bolontiku
Come Back to Me @until-theend-oftheline
Emotions Part 1 | Part 2 @buckimagines
Focused @imamotherfuckingstar-lord
“Have I mentioned, I fucking hate Halloween.” @oriona75
I`ll Always Be With You My Love @storiesofthefandomlovers
I Need You @theimpossibleg1rl
Jealous @buckybarnesxreader
Late Nights at the Office @after-avenging-hours
Lets Play @acreativelydifferentlove
Love is For Children Part 1 | Part 2 @sebseyesandbuckysthighs
Mean Girls @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan
Mixed Signals @captainrogerss
Moonlight Swim @moondancewrites
Now You’re Mine @theimpossibleg1rl 
Rehab Rewards Part 1 | Part 2 | tbc @teamcap4bucky
Romeo and Juliet Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | tbc @spidersholland
Safe House @acreativelydifferentlove
Save the Last Dance for Me @captainrogerss
Sharing Masterlist @promarvelfangirl
Spring Fever @acreativelydifferentlove
Sunshine & Motor Oil @erisjade
Talk Dirty to Me @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan
Tell Me How @jamie-leah
Thin Walls @jamie-leah
Trepidation Part 1 | Part 2 | tbc @cumonbucky
Unrequited @justsomebucky
What Did You Just Call Me? @cleolemonfanfiction
Wavy @papi-chulo-bucky
Steve Rogers
A Restless Night @221bshrlocked
Can We Save Us @captain-ariel-barnes
Cloudburst - Masterlist @samingtonwilson
Five Minutes with Steve @star-trekkin-across-theuniverse
Infatuated @sebastixnstxn
No More Apologies @4theluvofall
“Rescue” @bolontiku
Size Perfect @sarahp879
Surprise Welcome @until-theend-oftheline
The Boy From Brooklyn @captain-rogers-beard
Too Long @justreadingfics
“Trust me, I love you.” - Bumps and scrapes | Open wounds and Blood | Stitches and blood transfusions @prettyyoungtragedy
Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes
jealous @flightofthefantasies
Lesson Learned @floatingpetals
Movie Night Part 1 | Part 2 @loveisfriendship
Two for One Master Post @captain-rogers-beard
Stucky
Bait With a Punch @until-theend-oftheline
Dreams Come True @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan
It’s A Date @until-theend-oftheline
Just Enough Time @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan
Morning after @prettyyoungtragedy
The White Palace Part 1 | Part 2 | tbc @angryschnauzer
Thor
Sparks Fly @acreativelydifferentlove
Winterhawk
464. @winterhawkkisses
“Here, let me.” @winterhawkkisses
What do they do when they can't sleep? @winterhawkkisses
Who gets overwhelmed by small acts of kindness? @winterhawkkisses
“You’re hurt” @clintbartonruinedmylife
Hawaii 5-0
Steve McGarrett
Daddy’s Girl @amarabliss
Things Fall Apart Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | tbc @amarabliss
Priest
Vascar
I’ll Be Gentle @bookcaseninja
Star Trek
Five minute ficlet @star-trekkin-across-theuniverse
James T. Kirk
Imagine Jim being nervous about your date @imamotherfuckingstar-lord
Leonard ‘Bones’ McCoy
Among My Stillness @outside-the-government
Plaid and Jeans @iguess-theyre-mymess
Student Loans - Masterlist @imamotherfuckingstar-lord
McKirk
Anything Like Me Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | tbc @pinkamour1588
Are you done sulking? @haveyouseenmymind
Diagnosis: Love @goingknowherewastaken
Don’t bite the hand…(That jerks you) @pinkamour1588
First Impressions are important @haveyouseenmymind
Little Things @pinkamour1588
Night Blues @haveyouseenmymind
Our Forbidden Love @jiminthestreets-bonesinthesheets
Plausible Attraction @goingknowherewastaken
Ten years @auduna-druitt
The Incident @haveyouseenmymind
Things you never said @southernbellestatues
things you said after you kissed me @lovelyleonard
Together @yallneedtrek
McKirk x OCs
Ready or Not Part One | Part Two | tbc @auduna-druitt
Supernatural
Fledgling Furor @crispychrissy
My Stack @crispychrissy
Sweet Karma @crispychrissy
Valentwins @crispychrissy
Castiel
Learning to Fly @crispychrissy
Dean Winchester
A Ruff Few Days @crispychrissy
First Day @crispychrissy
Just Me @crispychrissy
Magnolias in the Country @carryonmywaywardcaptain
Talk to Me @crispychrissy
Two Birds with One Song @crispychrissy
Sam Winchester
Actions and Words @crispychrissy
Crazy = Genius @crispychrissy
It’s Greek to Me @crispychrissy
Knife to Meet You @crispychrissy
One Wish @crispychrissy
Pitted @crispychrissy
Relieving Tension @crispychrissy
The Unexpected Guest @crispychrissy
The Bronze
Lance Tucker
Comfort @jbbmoved
Curves And Edges Masterlist @jaamesbbarnes
Dilemma @jaamesbbarnes
In His Eyes @cumonbucky
Jealousy @jaamesbbarnes
Mine @jaamesbbarnes
Not My Friends @jbbmoved
Office sex @jaamesbbarnes
Secret @jbbmoved
takes some time @theassetseyeliner
Wonder Woman
Steve Trevor
Imagine sharing a tent with Steve @imamotherfuckingstar-lord
Crossing fandoms
Steve Rogers x Jim Kirk
Captain @iguess-theyre-mymess
Race @iguess-theyre-mymess
Monster @monstersandmaw
10 sentence drabbles
male werewolf x trans!guy
yautja x female reader
male grey alien x female reader
large male Minotaur x smol gem reader 
Big furry beast x gf (not present)
male naga x female reader
kelpie x female reader
drowsy and soft satyr x female reader
male gargoyle x male reader 
Female banshee x male reader
male centaur x male reader
mothman x nb reader
shark!merman x female reader
Stories
Merman x female reader
Hellhound
Shadow Monster Lover
Deaf Werewolf Part One | Part Two
Gargoyle x fem reader
Shadow
Slime boy x male reader
Deep sea merman x shallow water merman Part 1 | Part 2
Just a thought...  @strange-quiet-love
RPF
Christ Pratt
Wrong Number One | Two | Three | Four | Five | Six | Seven | tbc @i-dont-do-rpfs
Sebastian Stan
Cosa Nostra @senorita-stucky
You’re Perfect @buckyslongasshair
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ace-of-gay · 1 year
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Little mouse in an ocean
Stucky x little reader
Word count: 1,803 words oops lol
Warnings: intense sensory overload that leads to a more internalized meltdown, loki shows up, sippy, caregiver names like daddy, and dada, little names like baby boy, and munch short ofr munchkin, fidget items, sound canceling headphones, chest binding, comfort items.
Edited to the best of my ability
Age regression is a coping mechanism, if your not knowledgeable and uncomfortable of the topic either read up on it or ignore please <3
Reader is a trans man, no weight, ethnicity or hair type mentioned, reader is at least slightly able bodied in this
Dont like it dont read it especially when theres warnings
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You’d been anticipating the event for a while so it didn't sneak up on you or anything but the Impending stress of having to mask for several hours and converse with people like it was on your everyday agenda, this was nothing of how you liked it, well beyond the several month warning, it gave you time to prepare both mentally and physically, gathering items you would need incase of a worst case scenario in a messenger bag, ranging from two different means of music, noise canceling headphones around the front part of the strap, Bluetooth earbuds fully charged and inside of the most front pouch accompanied by an infinity cube graced with rubber edges to not click like a normal cube, not wanting to bring attention to your discomfort in any situation.
Your favorite book, a couple small sweet and salty snacks depending on the situational needs, alongside a comfort snack , your smaller communication cards, a few more fidgets and essential items.
Bucky and Steve helped pack this bag for you, it being perfectly assembled for anything you could possibly need.
With that Bucky took you out to find a nice casual suit with fabrics that don’t irritate you.
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All the small things arranged, it had your mind settled enough not to stress through the remaining time.
That is until you got there, when walking into the event hall you tug on the bottom of the jacket to your suit, adjusting it, "do you even pass?", whether or not you’re shorter, curvier, if your voice is deep enough , or if your handshake was firm enough, what ever your though in comparison may have been the idea of not passing was terrifying, Steve walking on your left puts his right hand on your shoulder leaning in, "you look handsome, i promise you’re absolutely perfect" his whispers calmed the choppy waters in your mind from becoming rapids.
You worked with some of these people, you knew a good portion of faces, knew even more names, your social analyzing has you determining who is good to talk to and who isn’t purely based on how they carry themselves, the people they talk to and how people look when they walk away, all factors you use to keep you most comfortable.
The best places to be in situations are either outside separate from people or around the food table where most often people are too occupied with collecting snacks and other food items, keeping your talking to a minimum and keeping your social battery higher for longer.
You figured you’d head over that way if it felt dire but for now you stuck with Bucky and Steve.
Trailing through the large people filled room, your boyfriends on each side of you to keep unwanted physical touch to a minimum.
Director fury approaches you three, shaking each persons hands, you know fury pretty well, the conversation going quick and simple, just as easy as the night had gone so far until people started ushering Steve one way and Bucky the other, leaving you disoriented, not entirely sure who you should go with, the confused lapse in time has you loosing them in the crowd, that’s okay, you’re big right now, you can fend for yourself, maybe find Nat or Thor, maybe Thor forced Loki to come along with.
That would be nice, a silent companion to keep you company while sitting in a dark corner avoiding most interactions, actually corners probably have the most amount of echo, at least perspective wise that is, you'd be able to hear everyone and than being next to a corn means you’re closer to the sound reflection hearing it twice, that’s something that would absolutely irritate you, possibly even give you a splitting headache.
Being in this room no one by your side, having to navigate your way through a crowd of now unfamiliar faces, peoples conversations bouncing off of one another, high heels going in all directions, clicking like shark teeth in infested feeding water, social vampires, maybe not everyone but gods did it feel like everyone.
People feasting off of communication, jingling keys like lures, or maybe bells, like the service indication bell in your local comfort food restaurant, so many indications, so many people, all sounds equally intrusive you just want to shut it out but you cant until you’re in a place where no one will question why you have headphones on at a party.
A constantly shifting maze of people, hands patting your back as people pass through the crowd, a few people stopping you for conversations that you try to keep to a minimum saying you’re looking for Bucky or Steve.
Standing in such a room alone, you would be able to feel the air currents change but this room packed with more people than an official tony stark party, it felt like the air itself had stiffened and is on the brink of collapsing in your lungs, it felt suffocating to the point holding your breath would be a better means of keeping yourself together than breathing at all.
With everything swirling, people constantly touching you, talking to you, your mind slips fast, in moments like this you put on chapstick and pretend its superglue so not to make a cosmic fool of yourself if you could even manage to get words out.
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You finally make it out of the crowd only to realize most of the drinks are probably spiked, you refrain from drinking anything you don’t know, you make a b line to the patio door stepping out into the cool fresh air, the bite of cold in your lungs amongst a deep breath being the edge of the blade, it was soothing, so soothing that everything from inside broke loose, a quiet choked sob broke from your chest, if you were big right now you would know what to do but you feel so small, so very small, like a mouse in the ocean next to a baleen whale.
Your hands trembling as though electricity was pulsing through your veins, rapidly looking around, dazed vision making everything quite unclear, bumping into someone you begin to stumble back, just your luck, both big and small you know that waterfall of black locks anywhere, and he knew you.
Loki, one person who understood the entirety of the situation, carefully he leads you aside, "you’re okay, its going to be okay, we'll find Bucky and Steve" mumbling it out quietly, the first vast difference between him and the room, his voice like Bucky and Steve’s voices was safe.
He takes the headphones off the front strap of your messenger bag, helping you put them on over your ears, feeling the world go silent, sound has pressure so the lack of sound felt less like a kick drum in your ears and more like a deep breath in winter air.
Taking the communication cards out of your bag he finds two cards, showing each one, you look at him with big eyes, tears still threatening to spill you show him the mouse card.
Small.
He nods, handing you one of the small fidgets, closing your bag and taking your hand, into his cold delicate one.
He signals for you to take a few deep breaths with him and than you’re once again back into the warped room, warm of people, sharp of knowing all the sounds, he leads you through the very best route but even still people are bumping into your, patting your back when passing and trying to stop you in your tracks.
You can see Steve’s golden hair practically glowing, you let go of Loki’s hand trying to rush past people to your boyfriend but another sturdy intruding body gets in the way, bumping you causing you to drop your fidget, looking to the ground to find it.
A small mouse in the ocean amongst a group of narwhals in the eye of a thunderstorm.
Electricity raging in your hands, in your arms, in your chest and in a split second your dominant hand slams down hard onto your thigh three times just above your knee, grabbing your fidget, doing your best to hold back the electricity, you watch as Steve turns around.
Its as if he’s in slow motion, you cant get to him fast enough, you’re being held against his chest, holding tightly to his shirt fabric creasing in your grasp, he’s talking to Loki getting the most of what he can on what happened.
He has you turn around so you can walk but your eyes are closed he’s directing you through, making sure nothing touches you.
You feel the cool air touch your tear streaked cheeks cooling the tear trails.
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Sitting in the car you wait for Bucky, eating one of your snacks and drinking a water based drink Steve had poured into a spare sippy he kept in the car.
"I’m so sorry munch, i turned away and you were gone, we didn't mean to put you through that, I’m so proud of you for finding Loki and letting him help", you nuzzle further into his side, touch may be unsafe but theirs was magic.
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Bucky hops in the front seat turning to look at you and Stevie cuddled together in the back, reaching out for Bucky he takes your hand and holds it to his lips, he can tell just how small you are from how easy you are to maneuver. "Hi baby boy, daddy is here, lets go home now, is that okay?" You didn't respond, you were too busy feeling the metal plates of his hand.
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The drive home was quick, tucked into dada Steve’s side, feeling the thrum of his heart in his chest between each breath, now inside in comfortable clothes and out of your binder one of Steve’s hoodies on you with the sleeves rolled up so your hands could peek out, laying safely between both of your caregivers, the havoc of the day having tired you out.
Bucky gets a notification saying that the food he ordered was delivered, he leaves only to return with dinner and your stuffy he picked up from the living room on his way back.
Little jerks and jolts here and there from remnant electricity occasionally causing you to hold your breath only for one of your daddies to find a new way to remind you to breathe, this time dada Stevie tapped the tip of your nose causing you to quietly coo, breathing.
Words aren’t an expectation, neither are sounds, they just want you to feel better and if that means holding you safely tucked between them than so be it, they would do anything and everything to keep their boy safe.
Because they’re with you til the end of the line.
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This is twice as long as i meant for it to be but you absolutely deserve a longer fic, thank you so much for your patience and thank you for requesting <33 @valetim09
I had to fix the layout because for some odd reason it got all mixed up
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ace-of-gay · 1 year
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ok so Stucky’s little struggles with sensory issues & recently their hair has been bothering them because the length is causing the hair to touch their neck & shoulders. so Stucky takes them to get their hair cut at a salon. this causes a tantrum because salons can be very overwhelming. Stucky of course isn’t mad at their little because they understand that it is just too much sensory stimulation for their little & it’s hard to process that especially in little space. afterwards, their little feels so much better with their haircut.
I just had to do this over the weekend. I have thick curly hair & especially with what I do, it was beginning to become too much. it was hard to manage, causing sensory issues, & giving me gender dysphoria. I actually cut it myself because I’m a broke college student 😂 it didn’t turn out too bad. it is definitely shorter than I intended but it’s just hair & it’ll grow back so it doesn’t bother me.
anyways I would love to see you write this
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Too long
Stucky x little neurodivergent reader
Word count: 1,506 words.
Warnings: Reader is sensory averse, mentions of barbershops, scissors, slight meltdown'ish behavior, sensory issues, hair combing/ brushing meaning physical contact, etc.
Age regression is a coping mechanism, if your not knowledgeable and uncomfortable of the topic either read up on it or ignore please <3
No gender, weight, ethnicity or hair type mentioned, reader is at least slightly able bodied in this
Gn reader
90% edited to the best of my ability
Dont like it dont read it especially when theres warnings
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It’d been a year and a half of you letting your hair grow out, the goal was a year potentially two if it wasn’t too bad but your hair grows fast and the weight of it being different now from when you had it cut is definitely a feeling that can make you turn on goals.
You made the goal a week after the haircut having already forgotten the burden of it touching your neck and covering your ears.
Hats were now impossible unless you tied it up but than there’d be an uneven feeling against the top of your head and that was not a desired sensation you’d wish to put yourself through.
There weren’t any safe hairstyles that you were able to comfortably do without them tugging on sections or it feeling uneven no matter the help you got from either of your carers.
Steve at shield for a business related event meant you were left with Bucky for the day, he tried his best to implement brushing your hair as a routine part of your day but the tug and pull hurt so had you’d whimper and writher in your spot if someone was brushing it for you often leading to you getting upset and telling them they’re doing it wrong even though they were just as gentle as you were, you would take over and do your very best but no matter how easy it was to get the brush through your hair it still hurt and the bristles and teeth of brushes and combs hurt so bad and felt like rakes in you scalp, currently you were sitting on the counter top infront of the mirror as Bucky carefully brushed and combed your hair.
Your face turned down in a winced frown, tears threating to spill from your glossy eyes, "bubby please stop, hurts bad, i try now" you whimpered trying your very best to keep from taking your painful frustration out on him, he could hear you slipping, "alrighty little bee, I’m going to make a snack for us, ill be right back, just shout of you need me"
you hated brushing your hair so much that you would help Bucky with his so he wouldn't feel the pain you felt.
It was always such an intimate and gentle thing for him, on stressful days where he felt stuck in a mindset that wasn't comfortable he would ask if you’d like to help him do his hair, often leading to him sitting on the floor in front of you how you do with him, carefully working your way through his hair.
He refrained from telling you that the pain and discomfort was probably just a sensory issue possibly allodynia, he feared if you knew it would make you feel lonely and not understood in the struggle.
Gliding the brush through your hair it would get through but it was a struggle.
Once so far into the struggle and pain it became a ticking time bomb for lashing out, a grumble as you tug one last time with no success, you take the brush from your hair, a broken sob taking it in both hand "j-jus stop hurtin mee please hurts so bad i gon break you, i hate youu!" followed by you throwing the offending brush to the floor, getting down from the counter you open Steve and Bucky’s hair styling kit, taking out the scissors and grabbing a chunk of your hair.
Bucky heard the ruckus and knew what was coming, making his way to the bathroom as quickly as he could while keeping a calm composure, he wished with all his heart that he could help you how you do him.
rounding the corner into the bathroom to see you holding the scissors in one hand and some hair in the other, tears burning trails into your cheeks.
"Hey honey bee, lets not do that, sharp objects are dangerous, can you please hand me the scissors precious? "Your  trembly little hands slowly move to carefully hand Bucky the scissors that he sets aside out of reach, pulling you into a hug.
"I know it hurts baby, do you want to research some sensory friendly hairstyles and talk to Stevie about going to the barber tomorrow?  Does that sound okay?"
Reluctantly nodding into his chest he places a feather light kiss to the top of your head, you definitely weren't paying complete attention because normally you wouldn't even consider the barber shop but he carries on for the time being, picking you up taking you to relax in the living room, no more brushing for today.
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Steve waking in you hurriedly set your sippy down to go greet him at the door, bouncing on your toes waiting for him to take off his jacket and set his keys down, with every bounce you could feel the ends hit the sides of your face, neck, and your ears, quickly shaking your head to get the feeling to stop and you halt your excited stim, "dada i get haircut tomorrow please?" Still having convinced yourself that its an at home haircut.
Bucky had already briefed him on the decisions of today and the hope for tomorrow over text, also letting him know that youre not exactlyaware it was for a barbershop haircut but alas it was necessary.
"I don’t see why not little bee, has bubby helped you decide what style you want?" Nodding you take his hand pulling him to the couch to show him the picture Bucky saved.
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The next day came quickly with you excited for your sensory freedom from pain and discomfort, it finally dawned on you where youre getting the haircut because of your comfort stuffy being safely tucked away in your bag, your hand in both Bucky’s and Steve’s about to walk out of the house when you stopped, terror in your eyes, they dont let go but instead hold slightly tighter onto your hands for what came next, you dropped all of your weight to the floor, there was no way a stranger in a loud building was getting near you with a pair of scissors.
Managing to tear your hands from theirs you sprint off to your playroom hiding in the back of your closet with your comfort stuffie.
They knew this was coming, its no suprise youre terrified,  you only ever acted out when you were uncomfortable or scared so soothing you was the bis step "Baby i know you dont like salons, i promise daddy wouldn't take you to a bad place, its a sensory safe salon, no music, just us and two workers, does that sound okay?" Bucky soothed through the door It honestly did, it sounded much better than a normal barber shop.
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you wearily walk into the hair salon for your appointment and like bucky had stated it was a very sensory safe environment which relieved some of the worry.
Being called over you sit in the chair as Bucky shows the hairdresser your choice Steve hands you your comfort stuffie "youre okay baby, i know its scary but we'll be just over there and we wont let anything bad happen to you" you nod and take a few breaths with him and than heads back over to the wait area.
"Quite the change, you’re gonna look amazing, the stylist cheers"
Going forth and doing your hair as decided the stylist makes sure to be as gentle as possible, knowing that your hair is an issue for you she makes the haircut go as quick and smoothly as possible, last in the process she picks up the comb and in that moment you clench your eyes shut taking deep breaths, holding tightly onto your stuffy, the comb easily glides through your hair a breath of relief. the change brought you much comfort, your hair no longer touching you face, neck or ears, brushing no longer feeling like a metal hose clamp to its tightest position and ripping your hair from your delicate scalp, now it felt like nothing, it was perfect.
The hair stylist unclips the cape cover and lets you head over to you daddies, a big grin upon your face, you shake your head rapidly, it felt like wind in the trees, ease and comfort, Bucky went to pay while you show Steve your new hair, "you look so good little love", bucky joins you both with a smile, "you did so good baby im so proud of you".
Stepping out into the slight breeze it felt so good and freeing.
The next while would feel amazing, being able to go about your days with fewer stressors, Bucky loves seeing you start your days with less discomfort and irritation from your hair being an issue, in all aspects its just hair, it doesn't depict who you are its grows back and it can be once again cut, and when that time comes youre certainnext time wont be so scary now that youve found a safe place.
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Thank you so much lovely for requesting such a wonderful idea, i really hope this does your idea justice <3
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ace-of-gay · 2 years
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hi duckie,
can you please do steve/bucky with little ftm reader who's sick
Stress made ick
Daddys Stucky x sick little reader
Pronouns: he/him (trans)
No race mentioned, all inclusive (if you believe otherwise please let me know and i will work to make changes in future fics)
Warnings: age regression, names like daddy, dada, sunshine, bug, baby, bubs etc. items like paci, stuffy, items for littlespace juicebox, medicine, vomiting if im forgetting something let me know!
Word count: 1,095
Edited to the best of my ability
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Bucky and Steve had been busy with mission background preparations and while alone all day you filled your time trying to occupy your mind with shows, they had gotten home late to you struggling to stay awake, but no worries to that because so were they. the extra stress during this last week with setting up a mission in hopes it goes as quickly and smoothly as possible had not just effected them but also you, having abandoned your normal sleep schedule, accidentally skipping meals or just avoiding food because the stress of them leaving to a dangerous place doing things that could take their lives wracked your mind, yea maybe its for the people but what about their baby boy?.
cold chills and trembles of anxiety, a migraine from not eating and drinking enough. they had no idea of all that’s happened while they’ve been gone and surely they'd be disappointed in you, upset even, what if they were mad? They're working so hard and they shouldn't have to stress or worry about you feeling ill and not taking yourself
Due to all the stress and long shifts they opted to sleeping in a bit today, so when they awoke to you still out cold they didn't think much of it, finding it as a motivation to get a little extra cuddle time with their bumblebee, you had seemed a bit warmer than usual but they didn't mark it as worrisome as that’s bound to happen while being cuddled between two super soldiers.
It was sweet and peaceful until you started writhing trying to get out of their dead-sleep clutch, after a few moments of wiggling you manage to free yourself and make it to the bathroom to vomit, dizzy as ever and your head pounding, your physical health had caught up to your mental health, oh they were mad, you could hear it in their footsteps and the rush in Steves voice when he called for you.
A few seconds later Steve rushes in followed by a groggy Bucky, "oh sunshine, hey you’re okay, we’ve got you, were here." He hushes as tears burn tracks into your warm cheeks, Bucky rushes out as Steve picks you up, grabbing a single use disposable toothbrush and helping you brush your teeth, Bucky returns with a wow wow wubzy sippy full of cold water.
"Da-dada, up" you mumble out to Bucky realizing they’re not upset and that you were probably just hearing your heartbeat in your ears from the pain and fear of throwing up, he takes you into his arms and walks into the room helping you get changed into looser clothing consisting of track shorts and one of their shirts.
Steve getting the medicine and holding for you to take it with a quick juice box chaser, you whine out in quiet protest but it doesn't go far when both of them make stern 'im not having this attitude' and 'excuse me?' Faces.
Taking the medicine as quickly as possible and following it with the juice box made it so much easier, the praise of "good job bumblebee, so proud of you" from Steve made warmth swell in your chest.
" can you go lay down for us bubs? We're gonna go grab snacks and call out for the next couple of days" Bucky follows
You do as he asks, sitting in the middle with your stuffy seated on your lap facing the tv to watch with you, picking out the movie of your choice on on-demand.
They both return soon after with some snacks and drinks, dimming the light they join you getting all cozied up and cuddling with you.
The snacks weren’t much of a success but the drinks sure helped cool you down, now much more comfortable you hold on Steve’s hand as you nuzzle into Bucky's left arm taking in the edge of it chill and falling into a much more comfortable sleep.
It was certain Steve had noticed you asleep he cuddled up closer behind you, releasing your hand to wrap his arms securely around you. No matter if you were big or smol the cuddles he got with you were unmatched, he loves that you trust him and Bucky to the point of telling them when you’re dysphoric because on those days its easy to wrap you up and hold you close, they always know just what to say to remind you that you’re the best boy in their life and they wouldn't change you for the world.
A sleepy smile on Steve’s face joined with your coos and murmurs should have told Bucky that you were asleep but he'd been so enthralled with the movie that when it got to a humorous part he cracked up loudly. his chest rattling with amusement when he feels a light smack against his thigh from Steve cueing him to look over to see you out like a light and the slightly disgruntled look of being pulled out of sleep.
"You’re okay sunshine, daddy’s just bein silly" Steve hushes and soothes, scooting closer and whispering in your ear "maybe if we cuddle attack him he will nap with us" knowing very well that Bucky could hear him, a smile growing on Bucky cheeks "what're you two scheming-hmm?" Causing you to trill in giggles "nuffin, dada's just tellin story"
"Hmmm, alrighty as long as he’s not bein sneaky" pretending to focus back on the movie Steve taps to on the shoulder telling you to get him, in a split second you’re sitting in his lap face buried in his neck and arms around his shoulders, Steve wrapping both of you together in a hug.
Sitting up to look at him your hands on his chest holding you up a geeky grin on your face you pat your hands a couple times as emphasis "ah-dada we gots you, its seepy time now" a shared smile on his cheeks aswell as he pulls you tightly to his chest "mmph you got me bug, i surrender, but only if my boy stays riiiight here" he tightens his grip as physical elaboration to his exclamation.
It only took a few minutes for all three of you to fall asleep comfy in each others arms, sharing warmth and love.
For the mission and future ones they got someone you trust from the avengers group to stay back and keep you less stressed even when youre little, which means sometimes one of your daddies is able to stay home with you while the other goes and brings justice.
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It should not have taken me this long to work on this, im so sorry, i can not give excuses because that pushes the responsibility off of me and im the reason its so late. Thank you so much for requesting such a lovely topic 💚💚💚
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ace-of-gay · 2 years
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Please stay close
Stucky x little trans reader
For my ftm trans littles
Pre-transition, use of chest binder
Warnings: age regression, names like daddy, little boy, bubbas, bub, baby, etc. Mention of , paci, stuffys.reader gets misgenderd once but thats it.This was falsely labeled as ddl(gn) at one point
Edited to the best of my ability.
2,341 words
(I kinda strayed from the prompt for a bit haha)
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They’re more than used to your antics when you three are at home, but oh is it a different outcome when you leave the house and you’re little, you just cant stay put, they don’t blame you for it, you’ve got the curiosity a dog has to a butterfly in the wind. They absolutely love how care free you are when you’re little, but when they cant find you anywhere while grocery shopping cause you’re practically in the stuffy bin takin out the jumbo bear you found, it terrifies them.
The what-ifs running through their minds whenever this happens as they try to blankly console each other, you’re just their sweet little baby boy, the world is a cruel place and would easily take advantage of you, knowing how overwhelming it would be at the hand of a strangers chaos. They walk over to the toy section as they’ve had to do this many times, twice today, Bucky going around the corner to the last aisle for toys and hasn't seen any trace of you, Steve having gone the opposite direction to double the chances of finding you, they both meet up in the middle near the board games, both more worried than before until the giant teddy in the jumbo stuffy bin moves.
They both look to each other before making their way to the box and there you are cuddled up against the giant bear, head leaning on his tummy and hands clutching his soft fur.
"Buddy?" Bucky calls your attention, your head turns quickly catching both daddy’s eyes in your own, they have to hold back their coos in adoration, your sweet, yet sleepy eyes big as ever, the biggest grin they’ve ever seen growing on your cheeks, your paci bobbing as you chirp in joy.
You reach your arms out for one of them and Steve picks you up out of the stuffy bin, "baby, you cant run off like that, you have to wait until after we shop and than we can look"
You choke out an exasperated sigh, leaning your head on his shoulders as he follows Bucky, carrying you back to the cart, your paci falls out when you shift your head and yawn, neither of them notice though.
Steve sets you in the basket of the cart and chuckles at your pout, assuming its because you don’t want to be in the cart.
They go about the rest of their shopping, constantly handing you items to put into the basket all around you, not wanting to upset them any more than you think you have you stay quiet, only nodding your head yes or no when they ask you about if you’d eat something if they get it.
luckily they only needed a few times they head to the front of the store, they check out go  to the car and finally after twenty minutes they pull into the drive way, your paci never to seen again and it breaks your heart.
Your lip starts to wobble and your eyes water and when Bucky comes around to get you unbuckled you burst into tears prompting him to pick you up, searching the back of the car for your paci to help console you, "what happened to your paci?" and it only causes you to cry harder catching Steve’s attention as he comes back outside to grab the rest of the bags nodding to the house for Bucky to take you inside.
"At stowe, I drop it on accident"
"Why didn't you tell us to grab it bubbas?"
You rest you head down hiding your eyes in the crook of his neck, hiccupping behind your sob, "din wan be bad again, din wanna upset you more"
"You wouldn't have upset us Hun, we weren’t upset we were just very worried" he kisses your temple and takes you inside where Steve is unpacking the grocery’s, your whines and murmurs calling him over, Bucky swaying you, trying his best to sooth your tears, Bucky turns himself just slightly so you can look at Stevie, "do you want daddy? He knows where all your pacis are, you nod leaning over to Steve wraping your arms around his shoulders letting him take you instead.
He takes you to the playroom and steps over the baby gate, you tighten your grip whining, thinking he’s going to leave you in here while he looks for a paci, "no, no, I know baby I’m not putting you down"
He grabs the paci from the colorful letter mat wiping it off and handing it to you letting you take it with a hum, he walks back out to the living room where Bucky is seated.
"We'll go to the shops tomorrow so you can find a new one and well modify it afterwards, okay?" You hum in agreement when leaning into Bucky’s touch.
"Little bug, its almost lunch time but before we do that we gotta talk about you running off" you look up at Steve, and than over to Bucky.
"When were out of the house you’ve hold at least one of our hands"
"When you see something that you want to look at, you tell us so we can keep you safe, does that seem fair? " Bucky adds.
You nod in agreement curling farther into his side, eyes feeling heavy, " c’mere bubbas- he lifts you into his lap holding you close to his chest- you can rest your eyes for a few minutes while daddy gets your lich situated and than you can take a nap okay?"
You don’t respond but the answer is simple to determine anyway.
After lunch and a two hour nap, having been cuddled between your daddies, you’re now bouncing off the walls with energy, your stuffy in clutch and the sippy Bucky handed you while Steve helped you build another block tower just for you to push it over making a bunch of sound, you fall back in hysterical laughter, Bucky pulls you into his, holding your arms to your sides while hugging you, "daddy’s gon getcha".
You start writhing in his hold trying to get away, "no-no-no-no-no, daddy nooo", your legs flailing as Steve moves his fingers against your sides and tummy, laughter breaking through your words.
His hands still when your voice goes silent in gasps for air, "do you wanna go to the park?" Bucky pecks your cheek urging the question further, looking up at him the best you can, you nod vigorously causing them both to laugh. "Lets clean up the blocks and than we can go.
The blocks all cleaned up a bit ago, wearing one of daddy Steve’s hoodies and you’re near the little turtle and duck pond in the middle of the park, the urge to go look growing in your chest and you become more aware of Steve’s left hand in your right and remembering what you've got to do. You tug twice on his arm, making eye contact, your big doe eyes pleading to wander near the pond.
He shoots a proud look at Bucky before they let you lead them, excitement riddling your body you get close enough that Steve drops your hand, "go ahead" you run up to the edge looking in, bending down to touch a turtles shell making you look back at them with an elated grin.
"Did you find a friend bub?"
You nod with exaggerated excitement until a loud woman holding hands with her little comes over, "what'd you find baby girl, can my sweet Avery pet the turtle too?"
The words leeching into your mind prompting irritating thoughts, do you not pass? You don’t look like a girl, you’re not a girl, you are your daddy’s good little boy.
"(Y/n) is a boy, please don’t call him anything other than that" Bucky steps closer pulling you up into his arms and your daddies start walking you over to a separate part of the pond with more turtles, "you’re our handsome little boy, you don’t look anything like a girl bub, some people are just mean"
Bucky dries your eyes from the rogue tears shed.
he sets you back down, Steve and him both sit on their knees, you following suit, "look at the pretty ducks and ducklings " Steve says pointing out to the group nearby, you nod leaning into his side, she really made you feel icky, he runs his hand over your back placing a kiss to the crown of your head, "do we wanna go home?, did someone ruin the excitement?" You nod wiping your tears with the hoodie sleeve, "I’m sorry bub, people can be so mean" he stands up picking you up and placing you on his hip, burying your face into his shoulder, Bucky following rubbing your back.
You fall asleep in Steve’s hold and Bucky’s constant commentary of soothing words to help calm your dysphoria.
Getting home they get you changed and out of your chest binder, and getting into their own pajamas and cuddling up with you close between them.
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You wake up with a happy start to the day, you get your new paci today and you really want to make it look just like the other one, you push on Bucky trying to wake him up but he doesn't budge, trying Steve next he doesn't either so you get the bright idea to bring them both coffee, you run out of the room, against your knowledge they were awake just messing with you, "how long do you think we can stay in bed for?" Steve murmurs wrapping his arms around Bucky pulling him closer, "dunno" hummed in response, you come slowly trudging back in focusing really hard on not spilling the coffees that you don’t notice theyre cuddled awake waiting for you to return, "i bring'd coffee", they both take a cup and let you crawl between them, "thank you bub" Steve pecks your cheek, you nod, "tan we go store when you done?" Bucky pretends to think, I don’t see why not" you squeal carefully hugging him and than Steve.
After they finish they help you get ready and get into the car, once at the store you really want to run off to the adult paci section (just imagine) but following what you remember you latch onto both daddies hands, practically dragging them to the designated location.
You reach up grabbing the one of your choice, turning around showing them, "dis one?"
"Is that the only one? You can grab two if you want" Bucky urges, your eyes light up in delight, I can?" And Steve nods in agreement to Bucky’s, you grab one with chevrons on the button and hold them out, Steve accepts them and takes your hand in his.
"You guys go check out ill meet you at the car I’ve got to do something"
Bucky does as he said, putting a bag in the trunk, and hopping in looking back to make sure you’re fastened in your seat before driving home, the pretty lights outside you don’t notice your daddies are talking to you. Once home you wait as patiently as you possibly can to go inside, dancing and hopping in excitement while one of them unlocks the door, you hand the pacis to Bucky, "open please?" And he does, banding them back to you, "good manners bub, whatcha gonna decorate them as?"
"Is secret but I show you when I done.
You run off to your room taking the deco paci kit you created out, taking all the predetermined beads and the nontoxic glue
Out spelling out 'daddys boy' with a similar button deco to the one you lost inevitably remaking the first paci they ever bought you from a custom creator.
Once done and dry you put it back together, cleaning up your space tucking the second one into the kit and putting the kit away, you take off to the living room where they’re watching something on the tv cuddled up waiting, holding it behind your back rocking from your heels to your toes.
"Did you finish it? Steve asks before Bucky gets the chance, you nod holding it out for them to see, a soft smile crosses both daddies faces, "you’re so cute bub,"- "we love you so much baby" Steve interrupts Bucky, as he pulls you into his lap decorating your heated cheeks in scattered kisses, Bucky goes to the kitchen returning just moments later holding out a tuxedo cat stuffy, your grin taking him into your arms and hugging him close, "you’ve been good, you caught on to our request very quickly" you turn around to show Stevie, "mhm, he’s very cute, what do we say?"
You lean over to Bucky, encapsulating him in a hug, "fank you daddy", "of course baby, whatcha gonna name him?" You shrug, your attention being caught by the movie coming on.
You spent the rest of the day cuddled with both daddies at your sides, holding you close even through nap time.
You may occasionally almost forget to take one of their hands but always turn your self right back around when that happens joining them, completely dismissing the thing you wanted to look at until one of them would walk that way.
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This was a request from someone I’m keeping anonymous, and I’m so very sorry it took me so long, between several bad days, and no motivation until the other day id be kinda at a stand still, I appreciate anons patience and being understanding to the situation and the kind words they said when I would apologize but here it finally is. <3 much love ~Ace~
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