#dammek introject

[hskinhome]

A stimboard for a Dammek introject using big cats, hot drinks, chocolate, and key/button presses

Art by @lesmond-sycamore

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[stuff4stucks]

heyo, dammek inttrojectt here. never done tthis beffore haha.

could i gett uhh a mood board with some 90's/00's punk sttuffff, witth queer tthemes (more spesiffically ffttm/buttch/gay/t4t) and a meme board witth like pentt up emottions and sttuffff iff tthatts chill.

could i also gett a poem/scenttance compilattion and some validattion aboutt my relattionship witth xeff? itt's complicatted and i know i'm shitttty butt he's tthe mostt importtantt person tto me, like ever. and grieving is hard, man.

tthanks in advance 👍

i POSTED ALL THE PREVIOUS REQUESTS,, tHANKS FOR THEM BY THE WAY!, NOW, fOR THE VALIDATION,,

reLATIONSHIPS CAN BE COMPLICATED AND MESSY, aND IT'S OKAY TO FEEL ALL SORTS OF EMOTIONS ABOUT THEM, eVEN IF THEY'RE NOT ALL POSITIVE, i WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID, aND IT'S OKAY TO GRIEVE THE LOSS OF YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH XEFROS, rEMEMBER THAT YOU'RE NOT ALONE IN YOUR FEELINGS, aND THERE ARE OTHERS WHO HAVE BEEN THROUGH SIMILAR EXPERIENCES, iT'S IMPORTANT TO REMEMBER THAT YOU'RE NOT A "SHITTY" PERSON JUST BECAUSE A RELATIONSHIP DIDN'T WORK OUT, sOMETIMES THINGS JUST DON'T WORK OUT, aND THAT'S OKAY, iT DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU'RE A BAD PERSON, aND IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU CAN'T MOVE ON AND FIND HAPPINESS IN THE FUTURE, iT'S OKAY TO STILL FEEL THAT WAY EVEN AFTER THE RELATIONSHIP HAS ENDED, rELATIONSHIPS CAN BE MESSY AND COMPLICATED, bUT THAT DOESN'T INVALIDATE THE EMOTIONS AND MEMORIES THAT CAME WITH IT, tAKE COMFORT IN KNOWING THAT THE LOVE AND CONNECTION YOU FELT WITH XEFROS WAS REAL AND VALID, iT'S OKAY TO MISS SOMEONE AND FEEL HURT, eVEN IF YOU RECOGNIZE THAT THERE WERE PROBLEMS IN THE RELATIONSHIP, iT'S A SIGN OF STRENGTH TO ACKNOWLEDGE AND PROCESS THOSE FEELINGS, rATHER THAN BOTTLING THEM UP, kEEP HOLDING ON, mY FRIEND, yOU DESERVE LOVE AND HAPPINESS, aND I BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL FIND IT IN THE FUTURE,,, }:) <3

[dammek-time]

Cryptids want cuddles and crisps

[dammekblog]

itts simple really. i love him and he is in everytthing i do

[c4ndl3-w1ck]

what is it with dammek introjects and benrey hlvrai im serious why do they all like him

[the-hiveswitch-states]

[ ✗System update ]

the inner world is stable but it's growing. our headcount increases by the day. weve seen some noteworthy splits including 5 new dammek introjects since last month.

me and the other managers were relocated after a power-hungry alter split in and wrecked our conference space. their demands were sort of impossible, they wanted to seize control and restructure our system's social hierarchy... we don't have one. nobody was hurt, karkat cleared the room as soon as they broke in. security detail worked fast to contain the tyrant and they're confirmed to be a xefros introject. i'm not shocked, no one was too surprised this happens a lot. they aren't the first xefros who tried to seize power... but they sure were the most aggressive case we've seen.

i dont believe they'll be... rehabilitated? for lack of a better word, it's not really an option without the persecutor status. they're just an alter with ambitious goals. i wish they wouldn't drag my source through the mud while doing it but it's fine.

the next documented split was roxy lalonde from tetrarch dammek's timeline. i mean host dammek, specifically... my moirails. roxy came in quietly and still regards the tetrarch with a maternal fondness. her memories have raised a few concerns about dammek's timeline, more so about his health than anything. i believe mallek and strife have recorded roxy's statements and are monitoring the tetrarch to see if they observe the same symptoms. roxy has taken the role of physical protector so i xpect we'll hear more from her.

a week ago host dammek asked the leads for counsel, including my superior karkat. the situation about host davey's fp (favorite person) was tabled and he asked dammek to choose whether or not he blocked the fp. i weighed in on it... i told the tetrarch i thought maybe getting rid of him was best. he chose differently but it seems like... it could be working. the issue of dave's fp has been a contentious topic for months, it's been the subject of rigorous debate and the case is still open. no one knows how to deal with it. dave is still kind of unstable, he's out of crisis but until the favorite person goes away we have to be prepared for him to go back.

the physical world developments were not easy to jot down. i struggled playing catch up. it's been crazy, i cannot stress that. um... i guess chronic pain should be mentioned. the body's acid reflux resurged and it's been off and on. we suspect the hosts irritated it by coming off treatment too soon. on top of heartburn, the body has pulled or strained a chest muscle i think. our neck is taut, our arms and shoulders hurt... the backaches have been insane. a lot of us wonder if this is permanent since it hasn't stopped yet. we were already a spoonie before but this is ridiculous.

we postponed our gender transition until the body heals. so yea... between the chronic pain and the borderline splits, we are in NO condition to start hormones. our therapist doesn't believe davey has bpd. i'm frustrated about it, i think if they could see how dave is acting every day they would seriously reconsider dying on that hill. i'm not kidding. i'm concerned. we talk about this too often, and even host dammek is a little more depressed than usual. i'm scared for my moirails... the thought that no one in the physical world is helping us makes me...

i think there's a real chance someone will do something drastic. i don't have bpd. i can't relate to anything my moirail is feeling and he's not even the only case. host dammek has bpd traits but they're managed. my kismesis tetrarch d also has bpd, i guess the signs were there but i'm not worried about him since strife never leaves him alone too long.

davey meets with our therapist monday morning, i'm crossing my fingers and hoping they see what we do.

i have more developments but im dissociating really bad... i might stop for now. the screen looks too blurry.

-Xefros Tritoh (manager)

[hskinhome]

hey,, same dammek introject from before,, can i request a tarot reading?? id like to ask about my relationship with mallek adalov from the timeline i came from,, we had this unconventional romance going on and i want to learn more about it..

Sure thing! I’ll use this spread and my The Legend of Tarot deck, so I’ll be upright meanings only!

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Partner: the overall feelings and attitude of your partner

I got the Eight of Swords! Mallek had some plans in motion relating to his hacking prowess or relationship with you! He needed to plan extremely carefully but used his skills and resources to get the outcome he desired!

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Self: the overall feelings and attitude of yourself

I got the Page of Swords! You were enthusiastic about the relationship, but possibly a bit too much. You needed to listen to learn to focus your mind and energy on this relationship and any other projects you had going on. The Page court card often carries messages, and in the Swords suit, it can point to a message of love or passion! An important notice came your way, and you needed to have your attention open for it.

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Brick Wall: the obstacle, what stands between the two of you

I got the Six of Rupees! A moment of generosity was offered to either one or both of you, and it may have acted as an obstacle. You may have had differing opinions about the opportunity, or perhaps one of you offered prosperity, and the other disagreed. Either way, this was a rift between you two, and you needed to make amends.

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I hope this helps you, and let me know if it does!

[dammek-time]

Needless to say, I require constant reassurance and validation. I'm not getting that right now and I AM SO BRAVE ABOUT ITTT

[hskinhome]

inttrojectt-ffession cause im nott a kin lol

hey. dammek here been a bitt our sys wentt offff ttumblr due tto tthe sitte changes butt we managed tto ffind an exttension tthatt worked tto make itt normal. justt wanna say wow tthere are more dammeks here tthan i remember damn. hi guys

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[hskinhome]

A self care board for a Dammek introject who liked space imagery, forests, soft things, and sketched a lot as a hobby

Chew necklace

Plush

Sketchbook

Slime

Blanket

Pencils

[dammek-time]

i keep running out of ice cream,, it cant go on like this

[dammek-time]

ever sit there chilling and your thoughts come at you like a truck??

[dammek-time]

[8/30/2023] I woke up this morning and decided we can all benefit from some healthy, pale Xefdam doodles. <>

[dammek-time]

so weve been looking for ways to destress,, tried asmr it pacified me real good i couldnt move,, its 5 am and im up thinking about the girl in my headphones.. like what was she scratching?? who was that?? cat woman??

[dammek-time]

too hot..

[dammek-time]

yeah im a friend of blåhaj