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#day 1 no mania!
jtl-fics · 3 months
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New Kings AU if you don't mind??
This took me 6 tries to type for absolutely no reason
1/24/24 WIP Wednesday (CLOSED) | New Kings AU
Kevin finds his shoulders easing and the tension start to leak out of him as the rest of the Foxes, minus Renee, start to argue about the particulars of Neil's, seemingly inevitable, head injury. Kevin had been so consumed by Andrew's grief and anxiety that he had forgotten a hallmark of Neil Josten.
Especially Neil Josten as he is now.
The guy could not, for the love of God, shut the fuck up for his own good.
1/31/24 WIP Wednesday Ask Options: HERE
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tittyinfinity · 6 months
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it's crazy finding out you're autistic as an adult bc then you start to notice the ways it affects you and has affected you throughout life
and then it becomes a hyperfixation bc you're like "omg this makes so much sense now" and you start feeling a bit better about yourself knowing that there's an explanation to everything
#.bdo#autism#''panic attack disorder'' they have all been full-on meltdowns#which is just as much of a reason that I stopped working as my chronic pain#bc the last job i had i quit in the middle of a phone call#bc the lights and sounds on top of the problem solving on top of my ADHD were Too Much#i was also incorrectly diagnosed with both bipolar type 1 and BPD#it was the PTSD mixed with everything else like my post-partum depression and psychosis#found out that the ''bipolar'' was just me being happier when i have my pain meds#and getting everything done in those couple of weeks where i felt better (''mania'')#and of course more depressed when i'm in more pain bc i can't not notice it#and then also my period really fucks me up too and i get extremely angry for 3-7 days straight#but anyway#i noticed how i stim and how the way i think specifically in patterns and numbers#i've always had really bad texture issues w both food and fabric#i have misophonia and can also feel certain noises (ESPECIALLY mouth noises)(ESPECIALLY if it's repetitive)#it makes me feel like i need to make the noise too#and half the people in my family have vocal stims#ik they can't help it but it sends me into panic attacks & meltdowns#i can hear electricity on top of my tinnitus#i get socially overwhelmed easily bc of all the masking#i talk to myself and make my own noises when im alone#i have repetitive thoughts that will cycle for weeks sometimes months at a time#so i think the ocd is comorbid#bc ever since i was like 5 i've had this pattern that i HAVE to tap on things every now and then or it drives me insane#i get intense hyperfixations for months or years#there's just a lot i notice about myself now
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yahoo201027 · 2 months
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Day in Fandom History: February 17…
Steven decides to take Pearl, Amethyst, and Garnet to an arcade where Garnet ends up getting addicted to one of the arcade games of shaking the meats during the visit and never leaving the place. “Arcade Mania” premiered on this day, 10 Years Ago.
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baristasyndicate · 3 months
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maybe she's born with it
maybe it's mania ✨
- my brain when i ask myself why i'm energized at 2am
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randombubblegum · 2 years
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god GOD i hope the new fob music is like bob dylan…... joe talking excitedly/positively about how its more guitar-heavy AND!!!! AND joe being the one to say he vouched for bob dylan (obvi more guitar-heavy and reminiscent of classic fob) and was unhappy when it didnt make it onto ab/ap……. he was totally right about that because bob dylan was the best fob release in years and if we get more music like that i will pass the fuck away
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lousyboris · 2 years
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the thing that’s so peculiar (to me) about Will’s birthday fiasco is that, rather than simply changing the time stamp for the Rink-O-Mania date, they suggested changing/dubbing Will’s entire birthday? Wouldn’t it be easier to edit a minor detail in the season you just put out rather than fix something from two seasons prior?
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mania is a musical masterpieces bitches just don’t know how to have fun
bitches just also dont know how to interact with art that is either challenging or unfamiliar so obviously it must just be bad right. anything different and new is bad. duh.
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falloutdilf · 2 years
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okay i’ll say it. abap kinda good
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bo0zey · 1 year
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i’m scFfredscsfed scatsdww scared
#i just wanna embrace my mania but i have work in 4hrs n i barely slept over the last 4 days n pulled an all-nighter last night#like ik it’s not smart to work a 12hr shift without sleep but Fuck i just wanna!! b awake!!#actually i’m lying down in the dark rn n it’s kinda making me sleepyish#but now i’m worried my body will want to catch up on +56hrs of zero sleep n i’ll sleep thru my alarm uvhhhh#i had work yesterday and did surprisingly well despite the all nighter i pulled ??#i got all my IV sticks!! n im getting better at burping the saline bags!!#my only issue is i’m kinda slow but idk i just get caught up talking w the patients or their families#like i like spending time w the kind ppl and joking with them and taking the time to help educate them abt their ailments#but i work i the ED so i gotta pick up the pace!! but also manic me loooooves chatting n that’s where i fell kinda short yesterday lol#but a pt’s grandma was so genuinely grateful for me taking the time to explain everything we were doing to help her grandson#she said ‘god bless you’ and her genuinity was real i felt she truly meant it#she even said ‘and god bless the woman who put you here on this earth’ n i was like#;-;tyvm i’m actually here doing this bc of my mom!! she passed away when i was 16 n the woman said a little prayer jsut basically telling#god to Reallh watch over me n im not religious at all and i hate god but my mom was v religious n i have no problem w others beliefs#but idk i was really touched i guess like wow maybe i’m not that annoying/horrible of a nurse bc i’m kinda unprofessional when i talk?#i just like to make light out of things to help pt’s feel heard and validity and i want them to know i care and want them to feel as safe#w me as possible during the#time they’re in my care#ik i probably just should’ve been a psych RN from the start but i rlly felt a calling to the ED??#also there’s a Lot of psych in our ED sooo 2 birds 1 stone !!#also the grandma told me she really appreciated how i spoke with them so openly and teach them things abt their loved ones condition#she said ‘never change that. your soul is beautiful and one of a kind’ or smthin like that n it was incredibly validating to me#cuz i felt like an idiot talking so much or maybe explaining things more than they wanted to know?? but the o grandma was soo appreciative??#i know i need to practice reigning myself in but with certain patients it’s just so easy to see them as another human being than a body#ok i’m kinda tired now but i’m fuxk dd bc if i fall asleep i’ll o my get 2.5hrs MAX n imsooo scared of not waking up on time!!#ok ok okimvinn finn big gonna go#ramblings
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autisticbillpotts · 25 days
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the thing about second citadel is that it IS an ensemble piece BUT... caroline is the main character.
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justalittleraven · 6 months
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Hmm...
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Needs more feathers before I move on to detailing.
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jtl-fics · 3 months
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New kings!
1/24/24 WIP Wednesday (CLOSED) | New Kings AU
"He could be on the run anywhere." Kevin says fretting not sure why Renee, Allison, Dan, and Matt suddenly look slightly relieved at the information. "Why are you relieved?!" he demands frantic.
"Well," Dan says a bit awkwardly.
"Kevin, do you really think Neil will go very long on the run without getting hit in the head?" Allison asks with a roll of her eyes. "He'll get his head knocked in and then he'll come running back to Andrew." she says, "I'd even bet on it." she adds.
"No, he wouldn't run to Andrew. He'd go back to Millport to wait to be recruited." Matt shakes his head. "I know my bro." he says.
1/31/24 WIP Wednesday Ask Options: HERE
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runelocked · 7 months
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okay, you’re clearly in one of your moods. ( from mike! / @ladyseidr )
ELATION FILLS EVERY ATOM IN HIS BEING: unable to find it in himself to sneer even at his son, William's grin is wide and euphoric, sauntering into the room and ruffling Michael's hair as he passes. " One of my moods? " He repeats with a laugh, heading past to the kitchen. It doesn't matter that he has not spoken to the boy in weeks, doesn't matter that the usual extent of their relationship is clipped one word responses and resentful avoidance. Today is different: he's buzzing with pride and manic energy, the usual tiredness plaguing the Afton patriarch completely gone - though these states aren't rare, they ARE rarer around Michael.
But the sight of him isn't enough to diminish his high spirits. Because he's cracked it: created eternal life, he's a God on earth. And soon he and his boy will have their whole family back, and nothing, nothing, can convince him otherwise. Remnant is the answer: the cure to every ill that's ever plagued him. " You might say that, " he continues, agreeable, suspiciously so. " Can't I have a good day without you acting so on - edge ? Come and sit down, Michael. Or is it Mike, now ? You teenagers are all the same. Always trying to change yourselves. You'll grow out of it soon enough, I suppose. " Another laugh, more fond this time. It's unfair how kindly he treats Michael when he's like this. Unfair how fleeting and infrequent these moods occur. He has not tried to connect with his son like this in years. " Sit, please. Unless you have better things to do than spend time with your father, of course. " A trick question, really: William wouldn't accept anything else.
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yahoo201027 · 1 year
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Day in Fandom History: February 17…
Steven decides to take Pearl, Amethyst, and Garnet to an arcade where Garnet ends up getting addicted to one of the arcade games of shaking the meats during the visit and never leaving the place. “Arcade Mania” premiered on this day, 9 Years Ago.
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nectrotomy · 9 months
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Me, energetic at work:
Me: oh no
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thekintsugikids · 9 months
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eeeeevery time u say that mania is getting the folie treatment all anyone wants to talk about it how folie is so great and folie deserved better and people hating folie makes no sense and yes i agree but oh my god can you not see that you’re kind of proving my point here by ignoring mania
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