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shoutout to all my brothers who are trans in this way

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"extinguisher" does not look like it should be pronounced like it is.

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somebody please make a s.t.a.l.k.e.r. mv to son by molchat doma, i'm begging you please please please

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i pretty recently found out that the english word for the universal “kids role playing as a family” game is just called house? just hey you wanna play house? i would have thought it would be at least like “family” or something but no just house. at first i was just like huh ok that’s fucking weird but now that i think about it you could turn that shit into some creepy fucking stuff. in swedish it’s called “mamma, pappa, barn” which literally translates to “mom, dad, children” (thats kinda weird too tbh) it’s a little bit more descriptive than like just house. we are not playing as a family we’re playing as residents of a house. some real fucking This house has people in it shit

take the opportunity horror creators

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do you ever have a classmate or friend or enemy or something that does not have any social media at all, but somehow has an art style you just know tumblr would eat the fuck up and you feel like a sleazy director telling the young ingenue she’s gonna be a star, but it’s just me trying to convince him to post his old man yaoi on the old man yaoi site.

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MOLCHAT DOMA NEW ALBUM?????????? WHY DID NOONE TELL MEE????????

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HEY, YOU WHO GOT INTO CREEPYPASTA WHEN YOU WERE LIKE TEN OR NINE!

GO REWATCH THE I EAT PASTA FOR BREAKFAST COMIC DUB ON YOUTUBE DOT COM RIGHT NOW AND YOU WILL HAVE THE BEST CRY OF YOUR LIFE

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i want to look dangerous enough that my kindness is seen as something rare and special

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my flesh does not satisfy me, so i forget it.

my teeth i remember, because they are crooked, sharp and feral.

my eyes i remember, because they are strong, deep and piercing.

my hands i remember, because they are big, hard and angry.

the rest i forget, like your brain filters out your nose. but when you look at it, it’s there. right in your field of vision. when you remember it, its there.

when i remember my chunky legs, i close my eyes.

when i remember my childbearing hips, i close my eyes.

when i remember my squeaky voice, i close my eyes.

just like my brain forgets my nose, i forget my flesh. and just like my brain fills in the empty space, i fill in my flesh’s empty space.

i fill it with muscle, power and honor. i fill it with semen, blood and sweat. i fill it with knives, guns and bombs. because that what i want to be.

i want to be strong and capable and aggressive and scary and intimidating and careless and ferocious and angry and relentless. i want to punch stuff and go to parties and make straight guys feel things they never felt before and take shots of straight vodka and lift heavy things like they’re just another carton of milk and fuck someone until they can’t form coherent words and wear balaclavas and smirk and just simply sit there and be quiet and mysterious. i want to be a man.

my flesh does not satisfy me, so i reject it.

i reject it and dream to rebuild it after my unreachable goals like i’m some god crafting my next skin suit to blend in among the mortals.

even though i’m just another fucking 15-year-old trans guy

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the goat didnt burn, it’s gonna be a bad year

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*a flock of geese flying over me* oh okay so NOW its a survivable temperature you fucking assholes god damn geese with their migratory instincts and inner compass bullshit DO YOU KNOW WHAT EVERYONE ELSE DOES? WE DEAL WITH IT INSTEAD OF TAKING A SIX MONTH LONG VACATIO-……hey wait no come back i’m sorry

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hey furries

this?

teeth like this?

big and chunky and cool?

keep doing that please :)

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Watching Жмурки: why was that sexy? this is the best movie ever. why is he so racist? I need him. why does he sound like that? damn thats some great symbolism right there. was that sexy? hardest fit ever created. why is he so racist? is this gay? heh, something got lost in the subtitle translation there. why does he sound like that? that's an evn harder fit, what the hell. why is he so mysoginistic? i need to be him. why are they so racist? this is the best movie ever. why do i think that guy is sexy? why are they so racist? he's just like me fr. wow, what the fuck? why does he sound like that? these subtitles suck. was that a gay sex analogy? why are they so racist? this is the best movie ever.

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google search how to become your dad but not in a weird way hes just kinda cool enter key

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rewatching youtube videos that you watched as a kid who did not know english enough to completely comprehend what was going on is one of the experiences of all time

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is a man not entitled to his right to be made like a piece of translucent tech, with wires and screws combined grotesquely with meaty internal organs exposed through his magenta plastic shell........