#do you guys remember when p!atd was good... i do.... i miss those days so SO bad.....

[todayisafridaynight]

Mine lives au minedai wedding but the marriage is boring so Daigo starts having an affair with Masato so it's a masadai I think

i love the 'i think' at the end of this. like you're not sure i'm gonna have you beheaded after sending this or not

[turkoftheslums]

Let’s start a chain of sweetness.

5 THINGS YOU LOVE ABOUT YOUR CHARACTER.

ONE: He is one snarky guy. Being such a reserved and quiet person irl, I don’t often get to snark or be witty in conversations so it’s really nice to do that with Reno.

TWO: As I’ve mentioned in the past, Reno is a three-dimensional character - he acts like a bad guy but has a conscience hiding deep down that he only shows to Rude. He has feelings and emotions he’s stuffed down as deep as he can and it’s interesting to think what could happen if they just bubbled to the surface.

THREE: Reno is a trained combatant. I’ve gotten into writing combat as of recent and getting to write it with him feels like a blessing. I never got to write combat at all with Noctis, not even in fanfics so writing and choreographing fight scenes feels great. It’ll get put to use one day.

FOUR: The amount of stuff he just has tucked away everywhere - and that’s just on his person. He has things folded up neatly and tucked in pretty much all his pockets. “Why does he not have huge bumps sticking out?” I hear you ask. Tetris logic.

FIVE: For all the violence that’s involved with his job, Reno is a secret sweet bean. He hates showing it but he craves even the tiniest sliver of affection and dislikes being alone unless he really, really needs to be alone. Idk can you tell I’ve been grasping at straws from point 2 onwards?

5 PEOPLE ON HERE YOU LOVE, AND WHY.

Why can I only pick 5?? I love so many D:

ONE: Always at the top of my lists is @rude-at-your-service​. He’s my bro and I always love seeing him on my dash. He was the 8th person I followed when I made this blog back in 2015 and I’m super duper glad we’ve reconnected (and he helped keep me sane for part of my train journeys last month). And just for you good sir; jag skulle behöva lite vatten. (Say the thing, I dare you)

TWO: Next up we have Lyri for whomst I shall tag @hautevaux​. Lyri is a gem. Lyri is bae. Vaux is bae. I was really shy to approach at first because her writing is just 😲😲 it’s so good and we’ve really clicked since we first started talking and I love it. Also, I promise I’m not ignoring you when you compliment me, my brain just blue screens and doesn’t know what to do.

THREE: @that-turk-laney​ come back to us, Mia! We miss you! But seriously, I think Mia was one of the first people I followed when I returned back in February and she’s really helped me build Reno up. We really need to get that soft thread going, we really do. Movie night for Reno and Elena, yes please.

FOUR: JAEJAE. I love the good JaeJae over at @cssnei​. He got me really into some stuff coughUpUpDownDowncoughDevilMayDrycough and I wouldn’t trade that for the world. Every Wednesday we sit and wait for DaParty to start streaming then type in capitals at each other on Discord while laughing our asses off. I enjoy the fun we have and I hope that doesn’t change when we finally run into each other.

FIVE: Finally, I’ve decided to finish off with @shinrasfirst​ whom I used to admire from afar. Min is super cool and I spent actual weeks trying to get myself to check them out and follow them because we have a few mutuals and I was like “Hnnnnnn, I’m sure we’d get along but hhhhhhhhh”. Then they followed me first and I was like “!!!! wtf????” so yeah, now we occasionally talk about Kpop and I can’t remember what else we’ve talked about but we’ve talked about other things. (I have Discord if you want it)

5  SONGS EITHER YOU OR YOUR MUSE REGARD AS A ‘GUILTY PLEASURE’ THAT ALWAYS MAKES YOU SMILE.

I’m gonna cheat here and group a bunch of songs together because y’all need to be exposed to my here there and everywhere music taste. (Judge me, I dare you)

ONE: So I’m actually putting 3 songs in here. My mum’s favourite decade has always been the 80′s so I grew up listening to a lot of D.uran D.uran - I still have memories of us in her green car with the cassette player and I’d beg for us to listen to the D.uran D.uran tape (which is merely 10 years older than me!). My favourites have always been Rio, Hungry Like The Wolf, and Save A Prayer. SAP is absolutely my first emo song. (And interestingly enough, I don’t think Reno would listen to DD songs)

TWO: Infinity by Guru Josh. This. Damn. Song. Why is it so bloody difficult to find the specific version I grew up with?? But yeah, the saxophone has stuck with me all these years - and I’m still proud of myself for identifying the first instrument heard as a saxophone. I feel like this song says something about me...

THREE: Courtesy of JaeJae, I am super into DMC. Nero’s theme in 5 is probably my favourite thing in existence and I’m probably going to listen to it on Thursday. Sticking with video game music, let’s add some more here shall we? This remix of Supporting Me used in S.onic F.orces just gets me in the right spot. That goddamn guitar is just *chefs kiss*. Also the theme for Green Hills in the Sonic movie makes me want to sob because I grew up with Sonic the Hedgehog in my life and the movie being really good despite some pacing and editing issues-- I just-- someone come cry with me 😭 THOSE CHORDS (also chucking in Un-gravitify from Riders: Zero Gravity because that series is underrated as hell and I can’t believe Free Riders killed it. Revive Riders, you cowards. Give me my extreme gear back) - I feel like Reno would definitely listen to a lot of video game music (especially from Sonic and DMC)

FOUR: It’s Brit time again: Mr Brightside by The Killers- ahem, sorry, the anthem for the UK. Cheesy Brit songs? Yes, please. 5, 6, 7, 8 by Steps was my childhood - I still know the steps to it ;¬¬, I’m Too Sexy by Right Said Fred is an absolute must and you know Reno listens to this even if it’s not particularly to his taste - it just fascinates him, THIS SONG - I love it so much and I’ve convinced myself I can mimic it almost perfectly, my mum probably sensed something was up years ago considering my obsession with Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go. Bands like Busted and McFly with songs like Glad I Crashed The Wedding and Obviously, as well as VengaBoys with We Like To Party are joint guilty pleasures.

FIVE: To flip to a whole other spectrum, both Reno and I are fond of rock and metal and you will likely find one of us mouthing along and bopping our heads to songs like Hero by Skillet, Bodies by Drowning Pool (I have to resist the urge to scream along every time), It Has Begun by STARSET, and Another Way Out by Hollywood Undead. It only just clicked with me in recent months that I did in fact have an emo phase (if a little low-key) and it was devoid of P!atD and MCR which is a crime. But songs like this are absolutely guilty pleasures for both myself and Reno.

Tagging: Everyone tagged above, as many of my Aerith/Aeris mutuals as I remember: @roseusuitta, @cultivatxr, @pulchralilium, @floralcetra, @flowergirlgillionaire, @wallflowergainsborough, @churchflower, @thememcry, @angetoile, and YOU (should you wish to do it)!

Tagged by: @madamdirectcr

[satanfm]

lux & jordan’s playlist @jordanpls

TRACES OF YOU, ROOTED IN ME.

i don’t regret loving you, but wow do i ever fucking miss you. you are my musical leitmotif; everything reminds me of you...of us.

nearly witches (ever since we met...) by p!atd ---  “ever since we met, i only shoot up with your perfume. it's the only thing that makes me feel as good as you do. ever since we met. i've got just one regret to live through. and that one regret is you. how does a heart love if no one has noticed its presence? and where does it go? trembling hands play my heart like a drum, but the beat's gotten lost in the show. you have set your heart on haunting me forever from the start. it's never silent.”

new york by st. vincent --- “new york isn't new york without you, love so far in a few blocks to be so low and if i call you from first avenue where you're the only motherfucker in the city who can handle me. new love, wasn't true love, back to you, love. so much for a home run with some blue bloods. if i last-strawed you on 8th avenue, where you're the only motherfucker in the city who can stand me. i have lost a hero. i have lost a friend. but for you, darling i'd do it all again.”

atlantis by seafret --- “we got here the hard way all those words that we exchange is it any wonder things get dark? it's in my heart, it's in my head i never take back the things i said. so, high above i feel it coming down. she said, in my heart and in my head tell me why this has to end. oh no, oh no... i can't save us. my atlantis, we fall. we've built this town on shaky ground i can't save us my atlantis, oh no we've built it up to pull it down. now all the birds have fled, the hurt just leaves me scared losing everything i've ever known. it's all become too much. maybe i'm not built for love if i knew that i could reach you i would go.”

not over you by gavin degraw --- “dreams, that's where i have to go to see your beautiful face anymore. i stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio. hope, hope there's a conversation where we both admit we had it good. but until then it's alienation i know that much is understood. and i realize if you ask me how i'm doin', i would say i'm doin' just fine, i would lie and say that you're not on my mind. but i go out and i sit down at a table set for two and finally i'm forced to face the truth no matter what i say i'm not over you.”

all too well by taylor swift --- “oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze we're singing in the car, getting lost upstate autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place and i can picture it after all these days and i know it's long gone and that magic's not here no more and i might be okay but i'm not fine at all 'cause there we are again on that little town street you almost ran the red 'cause you were looking over me wind in my hair, i was there, i remember it all too well 'cause there we are again in the middle of the night we dance around the kitchen in the refrigerator light down the stairs, i was there, i remember it all too well, yeah. maybe we got lost in translation, maybe i asked for too much but maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up running scared, i was there, i remember it all too well hey, you call me up again just to break me like a promise so casually cruel in the name of being honest i'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here 'cause i remember it all, all, all too well time won't fly, it's like i'm paralyzed by it. i'd like to be my old self again, but i'm still trying to find it. after plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own now you mail back my things and i walk home alone. but you keep my old scarf from that very first week ‘cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me you can't get rid of it, 'cause you remember it all too well, yeah.”

ocean breathers salty by modest mouse --- “your body may be gone, i'm gonna carry you in. in my head, in my heart, in my soul. and maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both live again. well i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. don't think so. well that is that and this is this. you tell me what you want and i'll tell you what you get. you get away from me. you get away from me. collected my belongings and i left the jail. well thanks for the time, i needed to think a spell. i had to think awhile. i had to think awhile. the ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in? in your head, in your mouth, in your soul. and maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both grow old. well i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i hope so.”

lover by taylor swift --- “can i go where you go? can we always be this close forever and ever? and ah, take me out, and take me home you're my, my, my, my lover. we could let our friends crash in the living room this is our place, we make the call. and i'm highly suspicious that everyone who sees you wants you i've loved you three summers now, honey, but i want 'em all. can i go where you go? can we always be this close forever and ever? and ah, take me out, and take me home you're my, my, my, my lover. ladies and gentlemen, will you please stand? with every guitar string scar on my hand i take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover my heart's been borrowed and yours has been blue all's well that ends well to end up with you swear to be overdramatic and true to my lover.”

sick of losing soulmates by dodie --- “what a strange being you are, god knows where i would be if you hadn't found me, sitting all alone in the dark a dumb screenshot of youth watch how a cold broken teen will desperately lean on a super glued human of proof what the hell would i be, without you (what the hell would i be) brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth (hide the truth) 'cause i'm sick of losing soulmates, so where do we begin i can finally see, you're as fucked up as me so how do we win? yeah, i'm sick of losing soulmates, won't be alone again i can finally see, you're as fucked up as me so how do we win? we will grow old as friends.”

i get along well without you very well by billie holiday --- “i get along without you very well of course, i do except when soft rains fall and drip from leaves then i recall the thrill of being sheltered in your arms of course, i do but i get along without you very well i've forgotten you just like i should of course, i have except to hear your name or someone's laugh that is the same but i've forgotten you just like i should what a guy what a fool am i to think my breaking heart could kid the moon what's in store should i fall once more no, it's best that i stick to my tune.”

the breakup by lany --- “my momma always said, "hey take it slow" but how the hell do you fall in love? the last time i checked, you can't fall in slow mo you think you wanna be, you wanna be alone just wait until you're crying on the shower floor it hits you in the chest, 'bout every day you're done 'cause once you let it go, you better know it's gone ooh it's never the same, uh yeah, after the breakup ooh it's never the same, love don't try to make up.”

first love / late spring by mitski --- “wild women don't get the blues but i find that lately i've been crying like a tall child so please hurry leave me i can't breathe please don't say you love me one word from you and i would jump off of this ledge i'm on baby tell me "don't" so i can crawl back in and i was so young when i behaved twenty five yet now i find i've grown into a tall child.”

daylight by taylor swift --- “my love was as cruel as the cities i lived in everyone looked worse in the light there are so many lines that i've crossed, unforgiven i'll tell you truth, but never, "goodbye" i don't wanna look at anything else now that i saw you i don't wanna think of anything else now that i thought of you i've been sleepin' so long in a twenty-year dark night and now i see daylight, i only see daylight.”

death by a thousand cuts by taylor swift --- “saying goodbye is death by a thousand cuts flashbacks waking me up i get drunk, but it's not enough 'cause the morning comes and you're not my baby i look through the windows of this love even though we boarded them up chandelier still flickering here 'cause i can't pretend it's okay when it's not it's death by a thousand cuts i dress to kill my time i take the long way home i ask the traffic lights if it'll be alright they say, "i don't know" and what once was ours is no one's now i see you everywhere, the only thing we share is this small town you said it was a great love one for the ages but if the story's over, why am i still writing pages?”

[01010011-01100001-01101101]

Collar Full

Gold has... a girlfriend?

No. No way.

[AO3]

Title's a P!atD song btw

“Hey, Gold,” Jefferson greeted as he answered the phone. His mood soured quickly. “What’d you mean can’t come over tonight? It’s Boy’s Night! You can’t just leave me with these guys; you’re the only one in town who has a decent taste in liquor!”

The guys in question turned to look at one another. 

“Wonder what’s up with him,” Leroy fished unabashedly. “He’s usually the first one here.”

“Well, I hope he’s alright, whatever he’s doing,” David remarked.

“Nah, he’s fine. Jeff’d be halfway to his place by now if he wasn’t.” Victor countered. 

“Hmm. Whatever. Pour me another one, sist-”

“What!?” they all jumped. “What do you mean you have a date? Since when have you been dating anyone? Do you even remember how to date? Why didn’t you tell me!? Wh-”

The other three leaned in, trying to decipher Gold’s staticky voice through Jefferson’s grumblings. Gold? Date? they mouthed to each other, unable to recall anything that hinted at that in the last few weeks.

“Yes, fine,” Jefferson said finally. “Fine. But you owe me a story, Gold.”

 .

“So,” Jefferson said as he dropped onto the cot in the backroom of Gold’s shop the next day. “Tell me everything.”

“Her name is Belle,” Gold smiled shyly. “She’s from Australia and she is absolutely wonderful.”

“That’s great! How many times have I said that you needed to get back out there? How did you two meet anyway? Was it on your last business trip?”

“Over the internet, actually.”

… Well, shit.

 .

“Him? Having a girlfriend? Yeah, right,” was the first thing the newly sworn Sheriff Swan heard when she walked into the morning rush in Granny’s Diner. 

She moved to the bar where most of the discussion seemed to be taking place. “What’s going on?”

“Gold,” Leroy said gleefully. I overheard Jefferson— y’know, that guy from up on the hill?— he was on the phone with Gold last night and guess what? The guy had a date!” 

“Really? Gold? A—” she trailed off as the man himself walked into the diner. 

They kept quiet as Gold waited for his drink, trying to sneak surreptitious glances when they thought he wasn’t looking and the din rose again as he walked out. 

“Maybe she’s one of those mail-order brides?”

“Maybe it’s a green card thing.”

“Wait, no one said his date was with a woman, did they?”

“Gold? Really? Well, I guess he does dress up really nicely. And the hair— it’s was too nice for a straight guy.”

“Don’t be ridiculous. Doesn’t he have a kid in UF? No way he’s gay.”

“I never said he was gay. I just said that I don’t think he’s straight.”

“You know what? I bet it’s one of those escort services. I’ve heard they make ‘em pretty high end.” 

“Oh, I know! His name’s Gold, right? It’s probably just some gold-digging college dropout or something. Happens all the time.”

“Pfft. Yeah, Gold can be our version of that Playboy guy.”

 .

“Dad, you can’t just date some girl you’ve never even met.”

“How do you even know about that?”

“Jeff texted me.”

“Of course he did. Regardless, we’ve met, son. How do you think we got to talking?”

“I meant in person. Papa? Papa!”

 .

“Gold, have you heard of the term ‘catfishing’?”

“I have and I do appreciate your concern, Madame Mayor. Now if you’ll just get out of my way, please.”

 .

Gold left him without a proper drinking buddy. Again. Jefferson barged to the pawnshop to give Gold a proper Talk, but it was his assistant standing behind the counter.

“Good afternoon. I’m afraid you’ve just missed Mr. Gold. He’ll be gone for a while, I’m afraid.”

Oh no. “Did he say where he was going? It wasn’t Australia or something, was it?”

“No, I believe he mentioned a conference in Florida, though.”

“Oh. Good. That’s good.” It was good. The sooner this whole internet girlfriend thing was put to rest, the better. “Thanks, Dove.”

“Of course. Have a nice day, sir.”

 .

It was the middle of summer when Gold— tanned, jacket-and-tie-less, with the collar unbuttoned and sleeves rolled up— came back from his trip with a tall, scruffy man and a beautiful, petite brunette.

“Hey, Gold’s back. Wait, what happened to him? He’s practically naked! Ugh, I can't believe I just said that. I’ll have to go wash my mouth out now.”

“Never mind that. Who’s with him?”

“Isn’t that his kid? School’s over for him too, I guess. I wonder who she is, though. The kid’s girlfriend, maybe?”

“Yeah, maybe it’s a ‘meet-the-parent’ thing.”

“Ugh. Poor girl. Poor guy. Hope he doesn’t run her off o- actually, no. I kinda hope he does. That way she wouldn’t have to deal with him anymore.”

The younger two were talking animatedly as they entered the diner but petered off self-consciously when they realized that the patrons’ attention was trained on them. Gold shrugged it off and waved the other two into a booth in the corner, his son on one side and Gold and the woman on the other.

“Wait. No. No way.”

“Oh my god.”

“Holy shit.”

“D-did he just… do the yawn-and-stretch move?”

“Couldn’t have. He’s just, like, asserting his dominance, or something. He’s gotta be.”

“Oh. My. God.”

“No way she’s the kid’s girlfriend.”

“But then that’d mean…”

“Holy shit. That’s her.”

“No. I don’t believe it.”

“Ohmygod.”

 .

They waited until the woman went to the bathroom while Gold went to pay the check. 

“Screw this. I’m gonna go for it,” Ruby announced decisively. 

“Ruby, no.” 

“Don’t listen to her. Go for it, sister.”

Ruby stride toward the back purposefully and waited at the doorway, pretending to be startled as the door opened. 

“Hey! I’m Ruby. My granny runs the place. I haven’t seen you here before.”

“Oh, nice to meet you. I’m Belle. It’s my first time here, actually. I’m, um, new in town.”

“You’re… British?” Ruby hedged tentatively as they walked back out. 

“No,” Belle looked amused. She waved in Gold’s direction, apparently in the middle of arguing with Granny about something. “He is, though. I’m Australian.”

‘’Oh.” They stopped awkwardly as they reached the group eyeing the newcomer. 

“So,” Ruby began. “This is Belle.”

“Huh,” Emma said noncommittally. “So you’re dating Gold?”

Her smile faltered. “Pardon?” 

“It’s just that Gold mentioned that you were his girlfriend a few months ago,” Mary Margaret interjected kindly.

“Really?” Belle asked. “How odd.”

“Right?” Ruby interjected smugly. “That’s what I’ve been saying!”

“He proposed quite some time ago.” She turned to where Gold was still arguing with Granny, frowning. “Um, you haven’t changed your mind about getting married, have you?”

“Of course not, sweetheart. We agreed on an autumn wedding, remember?” Gold answered as he moved away from the older woman. 

“I know. I was just checking, darling.”

Emma turned to them, eyes wide. Oh my god, her eyes seemed to say. No way. 

“Now if you’ll excuse us, Belle and I are going to head to the shop. She works in art restoration, did you know?” Gold proclaimed proudly as they turned to walk away, waving to his son— enjoying his sundae while he was watching them make fools of themselves, apparently— as they passed. 

“Huh,” Emma repeated. They all watched as the pair strolled down the street, arms linked and snuggling despite the heat. She turned toward Ruby and Mary Margaret. “Do you think we’ll be invited to the wedding?”

.

Note: I'm still, like, trying out diff writing styles and stuff, so idk if I like this or not lol. Sorry.

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

even more tag games!!

does that read as sarcastic? its not meant to

anyway, i was tagged the the wonderful @maialexander muchas gracias my dude 💜

rules: tag 10 people you want to know better

star sign: taurus

height: im gonna go with 5'3 but know im lying and its probably 5'1 to 5'2

put your music on shuffle and post the first four songs:

lets kill tonight by p!atd

shine from billie elliot

dancing with a wolf by all time low

lovely ladies from les mis

grab the nearest book to you and turn to page 23. what is line 17? "It lives in the freaking ocean!" Hawaiian Shirt shot back. "How could seawater hurt it?"

ever had a song or poem written about you? i dont think so although ive had a guy insert me in his james bond fanfic without asking

when was the last time you played air guitar? i have no fucking clue, probably culture day at college?

who is your celebrity crush? uh sebastian stan, arden cho and stephanie beatriz

a sound you hate: any sound linked with eating

a sound you love: rain and my cat purring im gonna miss her so much at uni

do you believe in ghosts? i want to, but it just doesnt make sense to me logically (yo isaac if youre reading this, remember that time we sat in the jcr and tried to logic out ghosts)

how about aliens? Yes.

do you drive? nope

if so, have you ever crashed? i mean i dont drive but i have. basically, i was at one of of those 11-16 year old driving course things and 13 year old me was not tall enough to drive it and drove straight into a wall

what was the last book you read? seizure by kathy reichs

do you like the smell of gasoline? in theory yes but i never do in real life even though i think I do

what was the last movie you watched? to all the boys ive loved before half an hour ago and its so so so so so good

whats the worst injury youve ever had? lol i impaled my skull on a washing line, was in a coma and had brain surgery twice, not topping that ever

do you have any obsessions currently? ive been obsessed with ninja warrior/sasuke for quite a while now and im also super into horror rn. dead meat is such a good horror channel and i watch it at least once a day

do you tend to hold grudges against people who have wronged you? not really? idk

in a relationship? with constant anxiety and existential dread? fully committed. with an actual person? hahahahahahahahahaha no

so im going to tag @vaellusvitutus @vyri @a-speck-of-the-universe @nothingpromisednoregret @nicomoru @bundibird @saibowtie @youcannotbesirius @weepinggayngels and @thesmartbluebox

[astralgloss]

im a curious meanie so 1-134 muhahaha you get to relive the hell i just went through

etab i haTE U

1: Name

my name is marit lol but please just keep it mar

2: Age

i am 17 but i’ll b 18 in 2 months!!!!

3: 3 Fears

the dark, complete and utter loneliness, and clowns

4: 3 things I love

books, forest fruit tea, the sound of rain

5: 4 turns on

a nice smile that reaches the eyes, a nice smell, having a dog ngl, a soft touch

6: 4 turns off

extreme arrogance, insisting to pay for my meal if i want to pay bc its “what a man should do”, forcing lifestyles on me, not caring about my interests

7: My best friend

she does have tumblr but idk it but hey demi if u ever see this ur the bomb.com

8: Sexual orientation

im bi fam

9: My best first date

my bf and i went to amsterdam to go shopping and he followed me everywhere (even the bookshop even though he hates books) and idk i just love him it was a nice day

10: How tall am I

im 1,65m or 5′4″ but i can and will kick ur ass

11: What do I miss

nothing really??

12: What time was I born

ok so i asked my mom and she said i was born on a tuesday at exactly 12pm but i bet she’s lying

13: Favorite color

yellow!! im basic!!

14: Do I have a crush

well i sure hope so @ boyfriend

15: Favorite quote

to the stars who listen, and the dreams that are answered

16: Favorite place

my bf’s house tbh, specifically his bed

17: Favorite food

pizza, specifically the hot chicken one from ny pizza

18: Do I use sarcasm

nah fam (ofc i do im a little shit)

19: What am I listening to right now

god is a woman by ariana grande

20: First thing I notice in new person

how they look at other people when those people don’t notice it

21: Shoe size

38/39 idk the other size lol sorry 

22: Eye color

its blue but it changes with my mood (oh my god im so sorry im kidding please don’t hate me)

23: Hair color

im a blondie

24: Favorite style of clothing

sth casual but also a bit towards the punkish style, but i also rlly love looking tiny and soft and cute lol

25: Ever done a prank call?

ok so there’s this hotline for kids who have troubles with their parents and families but it was a shit hotline tbh so once i called it up with my friends pretending i was crying and the man on the phone asked me what was wrong so i told him that all my friends had fire type pokemon and i only had grass type pokemon and they kept beating me and i didnt know what to do and then man was so confused it was funny af

27: Meaning behind my URL

idk man i wanted a name that could b easy to remember and i was inspired by ridgeport tbh

28: Favorite movie

the perks of being a wallflower

29: Favorite song

Fav song atm is anything from p!atd's newest album and my fav song of all time is probably train of consequences by megadeth

30: Favorite band

megadeth lol

31: How I feel right now

pretty good but also annoyed bc i have to go to work in half an hour :(

32: Someone I love

my bf

33: My current relationship status

if u guys havent noticed by now im taken

34: My relationship with my parents

p ok

35: Favorite holiday

halloween/christmas

36: Tattoos and piercing i have

I have my ears pierced and thats it lol

37: Tattoos and piercing i want

i rlly want a few bookish related tattoos, like a tiny raven, a little lightning bolt, and the city of velaris and then i also rlly want a sleeve tbh but imma be a teacher and idk if i can :/ about piercings: i rlly want a helix or tragus and maybe get second holes in my hearlobes

38: The reason I joined Tumblr

ok so ive been on tumblr for about 5 years and initially it was bc i was Depressed™ and then about a year ago i found out about simblr and i was hooked

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?

tbh i dont even talk to him anymore i dont rlly care about him in any way

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?

yes bih

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?

hes my bf so yea lol

42: When did I last hold hands?

wednesday

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?

about 45 minutes bc im lazy and i keep getting distracted

44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?

nope

45: Where am I right now?

in bed lol

46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?

either my bf or my best friend

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?

depends on where i am

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?

mom

49: Am I excited for anything?

tbh moving out but thats gonna take a few more years

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?

*insert bf here*

51: How often do I wear a fake smile?

every time im at work lol

52: When was the last time I hugged someone?

wednesday

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?

lol bye

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?

nope

55: What is something I disliked about today?

the fact that i have to work a day shift instead of an evening shift

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

my internet friends tbh it’d be cool to meet all the people from my bookish discord or from @booptherat​‘s discord

57: What do I think about most?

what book i should read next

58: What’s my strangest talent?

i can finish a book in about 4 hours

59: Do I have any strange phobias?

not rlly? i hate the whole asmr thing tho ew

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

behind lol

61: What was the last lie I told?

i dont remember tbh

62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

neither lol

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

look im not saying that believing that we’re the only living species in the entire universe is narcissistic, but it is. also dont fuck with ghosts

64: Do I believe in magic?

hell yes

65: Do I believe in luck?

hell yes

66: What’s the weather like right now?

idk probably cloudy and windy

67: What was the last book I’ve read?

fahrenheit 451 by ray bradbury 

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?

nah not rlly

69: Do I have any nicknames?

i guess mar?

70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?

when i was 2 i fell from sth and slammed the corner of my eye onto the corner of a table and i couldve been blind but thank god im not

71: Do I spend money or save it?

both 

72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?

yup

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?

post it notes

74: Favorite animal?

doggg

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?

reading lol

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?

idk man

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?

i gotta feeling by the black eyed peas lol

78: How can you win my heart?

give me a samoyed and a 1000 books

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?

“a boss ass bitch”

80: What is my favorite word?

fuck?

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr

@cubersims​ @imvikai​ @ridgeport​ @cowplant-pizza​ @bloomlet​ @tiptoptab​

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?

spend fiddies, pet kitties, hold tiddies

83: Do I have any relatives in jail?

not that i know of lol

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?

the power to choose whatever power i want at any moment

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

“do you like working here?”

86: What is my current desktop picture?

its an august background from @emmastudies​

87: Had sex?

yes

88: Bought condoms?

no

89: Gotten pregnant?

no

90: Failed a class?

yes

91: Kissed a boy?

yup, i’ve been kissing my bf for about 2,5 years now lol

92: Kissed a girl?

yup, i’m living the bisexual dream lol

93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?

yes

94: Had job?

yes, im working at a movie theater right now!!

95: Left the house without my wallet?

tbh all the time now that i can pay with my phone

96: Bullied someone on the internet?

yea i used to but that was when i was 12 and i’d like to say that i’ve grown a lot in the past 5 years

97: Had sex in public?

nope

98: Played on a sports team?

yes

99: Smoked weed?

nope, even though i live like 20 minutes away from amsterdam lol

100: Did drugs?

nope

101: Smoked cigarettes?

nope

102: Drank alcohol?

yupppp, i love me some raspberry cider

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?

nope

104: Been overweight?

nope

105: Been underweight?

nope

106: Been to a wedding?

yup

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?

lol all the time tbh

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?

yup

109: Been outside my home country?

yup, however never outside of europe tho

110: Gotten my heart broken?

a few times

111: Been to a professional sports game?

yess, i saw the dutch female volleyball team once!

112: Broken a bone?

nope

113: Cut myself?

yes

114: Been to prom?

we dont do prom in the netherlands lol

115: Been in airplane?

yes

116: Fly by helicopter?

nope

117: What concerts have I been to?

k3 (only dutchies and belgians remember this), one direction, megadeth, and ed sheeran

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?

yupp

119: Learned another language?

i mean im from the netherlands and im fluent in english thanks to myself

120: Wore make up?

yuppp

121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?

yes

122: Had oral sex?

lol yes

123: Dyed my hair?

nope

124: Voted in a presidential election?

not old enough to vote :(

125: Rode in an ambulance?

nope

126: Had a surgery?

nope

127: Met someone famous?

nope

128: Stalked someone on a social network?

nope

129: Peed outside?

a few times lol

130: Been fishing?

nope

131: Helped with charity?

yep

132: Been rejected by a crush?

a few times

133: Broken a mirror?

lol yes

134: What do I want for birthday?

some books, money, cake, more books, makeup

[jung-snoopy-woo]

Rules: Answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to know better

I was tagged by the cutie @mikamangata (Thank you so much for tagging me!!! 💙💙💙)

Age: 17.5

Birth place: Ashdod, Israel (technically I was born in another city since there was no hospital here but I've never lived there so...)

Current time: I started answering these questions at 5:47pm but now it's 7:30pm (my sister needed help in her hw 😂😂)

Drink you last had: a glass of water ✌ (Water is the best! The only other drink I love is milkshake)

Easiest person to talk to: Either my sister (who is a year and a half younger than me) or one of my other 5 friends 😊

Favourite song: gahhh there are too many 😣 (I'll say my fav songs of my fav artists but I want you guys to know that I love ALL of their songs, thank you) let's start: BTS- Spring Day, Seventeen- Don't Wanna Cry, ATL-Therapy, MCR- The Light Behind Your Eyes, P!ATD- This Is Gospel/Lying Is The Most Fun, SWS- November/Madness, Shawn Mendes- Life Of The Party , Ed Sheeran- Perfect/Lego House and I think there are way too many other artists/songs so I'll stop myself here 😂

Grossest memory: As you may or may not know, I am the clumsiest person in the world so there are way too many grosse things that have happened to me but there are 2 that were the worst for me. So the 1st one was last year- I fell down the stairs and my hip got swollen (it's still swollen till today, doctors have no idea what's wrong, but it doesn't hurt anymore 😅) and I had any color of bruises you can think of (green, purple, blue, yellow, horrifying actually). Second one happened this year- I have dislocated my shoulder 2 days after my bday (it was dislocated for about 5-6 hours until an orthopedist relocated it... long story)

Hogwarts House: probably Gryffindor 😂 (but I totally think Hufflepuffs should get more attention bc they're amazing!!)

In love: I love my family 💙 (I have 4 younger siblings and we are very close with eachother and with our parents) and my group of friends (we are 7 friends, including my sister who is part of our group, and we love doing everything together 😊). And I have too many celebrity crushes so I'm not even going to start 😂😂

Jealous of people: I'm jealous of people who can dance, and people who are confident

Killed someone: not yet (that was @mikamangata 's answer and I couldn't agree more 😂😂😂)

Love at first sight or should I walk by again: I still think that's the best pickup line 😂 but I actually do believe in love at first sight 👀

Middle name: I wish I had one 😢

Number of siblings: 4 younger siblings- one sister and three brothers (in the ages of 15-my sister, 12, 10 and 6)

One wish: I wish that my family will always be happy and close as it is today (and if I could wish to be less clumsy too I'd love that because my body has experienced too much pain)

Person you called last: my friend Noa, when we planned meeting in order to do a physics project (and then watch the episodes of Supernatural that we missed 😂😊)

Question you’re always asked: “Is this really your name?"/ "Are you Maor?" (Maor is a common name that's mostly given to boys so people are always shocked when they hear that's my name. This question is asked by teachers most of the time), "are you okay?" (As I said, I'm v clumsy and that's what I'm asked when I get hurt. The answer is never 'yes' and yet that's what I always reply)

Reason to smile: seeing my friends and family be happy/enjoy life, music, good food and kind people, doing the things I enjoy with the people I love, nice art (people can be art too) (again, that's @mikamangata 's answer but wow that's SO me)

Song you last sang: either Don't Wanna Cry by Seventeen or Blood Sweat and Tears by BTS 😂🙈

Time you woke up: 10:00 I think 🤔

Underwear colour: red 😂😂 (what am I even doing with my life...)

Vacation destination: I really enjoyed my visit in Germany, Austria and Switzerland (I crossed the border to France as well but all we did there was eating ice-cream 😂) so I think that'll be that 😊

Worst habit: Procrastination (I think @mikamangata and I are the same person)

X-Rays: If it really is about the hospital ones, I've done those checks so many times... 😂😂 when I broke my elbow- 1st grade (I remember I did an x-rays check more than once for this, but I don't remember how many), when I fell downstairs last year, when I dislocated my shoulder this year- actually I did like 3 different types of checks for this one- I did x-rays check twice bc they couldn't find the file in the hospital (worst day of my life), ultrasound and bone scintigraphy (yay me) and I'm not sure if there were more times... 🤔🤔 (god I hate my life 😂)

Your favourite food: I really love apple pies and my grandma's food 😋

Zodiac sign: Libra ♎

I'm going to tag most people randomly bc I don't know many people personally so don't hate me (you don't have to do this if you don't want to, and if you're not tagged and you see this post and want to do answer these questions, then just do it 😊): @a-r-m-y-g-i-r-l @armyfanclub @kookmint @namjoon-selcas @jiminrolls @5sos-at-heart @mimibtsghost @seokmint @woozioppa @angelofficals

[lesbianbruabba]

All of the questions 😈

Jokes on you bitch I have time since I’m waiting for drag race to air but oh my god this is gonna be long so i’ll pull an Iza and put it under a read more 

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

I don’t know

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

Shy, even though I don’t feel like I am, people tell me I’m shy

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

My brother when he comes here oh my god. I miss him. I’m going to make him watch a couple crazy music videos and possibly scar him. 

@lettiehigh and @akakuro4869-blog and @rippling-waves when I get back to Hong Kong and Tiff and Bella and Karl and Ellie and Miss R and everyone else

@samrull and Lettie again and maybe @lecafenoirx if I go to Bristol in September to see flor

4. Are you easy to get along with?

I’d say so! Unless you give me a reason to dislike you lol

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

Probably but that’s a stupid question since I don’t drink :)

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

Kind people. Usually more on the feminine side? Even the more muscular guys that I thirst after have a few feminine traits like a higher-pitched voice.

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

Nope, I’m going back to Hong Kong so there’s even less chance of me being in a relationship lol

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

Ryan Ross [insert tongue emoji]

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

Nope. I’m usually way too open, quite a few of my friends are this way too. Literally one time my brother and I shared a hotel room and the first thing he said when my folks were out of earshot is complaining how he can’t jack off for a whole week (I asked him why he couldn’t do it in the shower, he said it was too much effort to do so standing up XD)

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Kasia or Iza about body image? define deep

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

“Call him or dump his useless ass?” to Lettie

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Victorious by P!atD, Dodie Clark’s cover of Somebody Else by the 1975, I Need My Girl by the National, Pożyczony by Sylwia Grzeszczak and Honey by Kehlani

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

Yeah! People at school used to love braiding my hair because it was so long. And I like playing with people’s hair, because I can French braid on others but I can’t do it with myself :/

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

Sometimes?

15. What good thing happened this summer?

I’ll say last summer since it’s not quite summer yet now. Well, I was accepted into Edi, got a 38 on the IBDP which is not too bad, and celebrated my birthday with my squad (rip)

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Yep :)

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

I fkin hope not 

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

My first actual crush or like, elementary school crush? But no on both counts

19. Do you like bubble baths?

I’ve never had one :/ I’ve never had a ~bath~ tbh. I want to try in the summer because home in Hong Kong has a bathtub. 

20. Do you like your neighbors?

I like my flatmates here, we like the same kind of porn and vines. I don’t know my neighbors well enough back home

21. What are you bad habits?

I trust too easily, I am intelligent but lazy when it comes to schoolwork (I procrastinate), I worry way too fucking much about everything, I have crushes on people that I should NOT have crushes on sometimes (see: gay men)

22. Where would you like to travel?

I answered this a while back I think but as far as I could remember it’s a lot of european places - Oslo, Aarhus (I’m going to Copenhagen!!), Moscow, Tallinn, Berlin, Lublin, Warsaw, Kraków, Gdańsk, Lyon, Lisbon, Prague, honestly just count in every capital haha. I’m not good at geography. Also, Tasmania, Tokyo, Osaka (I’ve been twice but it’s. So good), London, Glasgow are all places I’d go again. 

23. Do you have trust issues?

With my mum yeah lmao

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

Talking to my friends (basically everyone I’ve tagged up there I don’t have many friends lmao)

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

My thighs because they’re heavily scarred, my tummy because fat, double chin, face because weirdly big lips and weird shape and small eyes, honestly most of my body if I’m being honest, when I’m not corseted. 

26. What do you do when you wake up?

Go through tumblr, twitter, instagram, kik, snapchat, emails, facebook, usually in that order. And then maybe scroll a bit more through tumblr and drag myself awake. Brush teeth and drink juice for breakfast. 

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

My skin tone is fine. I’m kinda pale for a Chinese girl (according to others, but my skin’s gotten darker in recent years) so I sometimes have to use white people products. I only lighten my skin for doing goth-y makeup so in those instances i’d love to have lighter skin. (then again, I’m talking like...wallpaper white if possible pls)

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

My friends and my brother. 

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

What exes lmao

30. Do you ever want to get married?

If it’s with the right person yeah. 

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

My hair is long enough for several pony tails

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

Men - Jawn and Ryan Ross

Women - Stephanie Beatriz and Lynn Gunn

33. Spell your name with your chin

 cbhreusftjd

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

Exactly - what sports?

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

Without TV. I can’t live without music. 

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Would’ve said yes up to this morning haha

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

So, do you know what a furry is?

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

Emo, responsible, kind, good sense of humor, understanding, appreciates Ryan Ross, doesn’t mind me checking my phone a lot [insert date in Hong Kong meme]

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Damaged Society for band merch, Ann Summers for lingerie, various taobao shops for lolita fashion, Restyle for corsets

40. What do you want to do after high school?

Study linguistics at university. Hey! I’m doing that!

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

No but most people do

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

I don’t feel like talking/I’m depressed/I’m thinking

43. Do you smile at strangers?

Not like randomly?...

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

NEITHER I LIKE BEING SAFE OH MY GOD

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

Brushing my teeth or needing to pee?

46. What are you paranoid about?

I’m paranoid that I won’t graduate uni, about not being able to find a job that I will be happy at (doesn’t have to be a dream job but I don’t want to work at something I hate like a factory), I’m paranoid that no one will ever love me esp. romantically, that my family will never accept me as a bisexual woman, that I won’t be able to migrate to the UK before I’m 30 or worse before China takes back Hong Kong in 2047 and I will be trapped in hellish censorship conservative society, that depression and anxiety will drive me to off myself before any of that could even happen

47. Have you ever been high?

Noooooooooo don’t do drugs :( I say, even though I am friends with a drug dealer lol

48. Have you ever been drunk?

Nope, alcohol tastes gross

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

Recently no. But like when I was a kid yeah

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

Pink!

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

Every day :/

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

I want to weigh 80lbs. It’s been this stupid ‘goal’ throughout teenagehood and I know it’s stupid and unhealthy but I really want to. I don’t care if I won’t have boobs. 

53. Favourite makeup brand?

Maybelline has good concealer

54. Favourite store?

Damaged Society

55. Favourite blog?

Can’t make me pick between these two 

56. Favourite colour?

Pink

57. Favourite food? 

Tiramisu and also siu mai but only the fish ones because they taste like garlic and also calbee chips, british junk food is garbage compared to the stuff we have in hong kong (they’ve got good sweets here though)

58. Last thing you ate?

Spaghetti carbonara

59. First thing you ate this morning?

I didn’t eat today till dinner which was spaghetti carbonara

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

I got first runner up in a nationwide comp for poetry. I wrote a depressing poem that ended up with my English teacher sending a concerned email to my folks lol

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

*gasp* I am a good student

62. Been arrested? For what?

Oh my god. I’m a good girl. I’m not with that kinda shit

63. Ever been in love? 

I have fallen in love but not like...reciprocated love, no

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

Ooh this is fun. He offered to be my first kiss and I said sure and we made out and it was nice and less scary than I thought but I forgot to close my eyes

65. Are you hungry right now?

No I had too much spaghetti :(((((

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

are you calling my tumblr friends fake

But no I love them all. Also given that half of my irl friends are on tumblr idk what to say lmao

67. Facebook or Twitter?

Facebook

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

Tumblr is the MOST SUPERIOR SOCIAL MEDIA BECAUSE IT IS TRASH

69. Are you watching tv right now?

We’d need a TV license for that. and a TV. so no

I’ve got netflix

70. Names of your bestfriends?

Lettie, Chloe, Iza, Natalie, Daniel (my brother), Karl, Bella (but she’s mad at me so idk), there’s a couple of people who I consider close friends but idk if they’re okay with me calling them my best friends

71. Craving something? What?

A GETAWAY FROM THE SMOOTH TALK THAT’S KEEPING ME GROUNDED  TO THE CARPET IN MY ROOM MY QUIET BLUE TOMB OF YOU

72. What colour are your towels?

Both purple why

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

One. Or zero if I kick it to the floor by accident. I mostly hug it.

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

No :(

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

zero. I have a stuffed L Lawliet from Death Note though. It’s a present for my mum when I get home. I’ve also got a few stuffies back home courtesy of Lettie and Bella

75. Favourite animal?

Humans but I like dogs and cats and rats are kinda cute too?

76. What colour is your underwear?

Right now it’s white but I’ve got beige and grey ones I’m kinda boring

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Chocolate

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

Coffee

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

White, my waterparks shirt :)

80. What colour pants?

Blue denim shorts

81. Favourite tv show?

Drag race, b99, the good place, parks and rec, ASOUE

82. Favourite movie?

Dzien Swira it’s funny and depressing

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Mean girls but i’ve not seen the second one

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

Mean girls, idk what the other one is

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

The nice girl

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk...the blue fish? Ellen Degeneres? 

87. First person you talked to today?

Iza

88. Last person you talked to today?

Kasia

89. Name a person you hate?

Uhhhhhhhm Doanld Trump?

90. Name a person you love?

My brother he’s so smart and creative and sweet and makes the worst puns and he loves fall out boy and tries to be an edgelord and it’s super adorable so that’s great 

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

My feelings bc they dumb

92. In a fight with someone?

Kiiiiiiiinda? More like she’s mad at me and idk what to do about it because i refuse to go to fucking london with her because international plane tickets are expensive as heck and she wants me to go in the middle of summer when i’m home

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

easy, 0

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

A Lot. Like 10. 

95. Last movie you watched?

Dzien Swira

96. Favourite actress?

Sara Canning and Stephanie Beatriz make me v gay

97. Favourite actor?

Neil Patrick Harris because Count Olaf

98. Do you tan a lot?

No lmao

99. Have any pets?

m-my brother...?

100. How are you feeling?

Impatient because drag race hasn’t aired yet. Lonely because my favorite flatmate moved out and there’s no one to chat with me at 3am anymore. Frustrated because my crush-y feelings are being dumb. Sad because my mum is kiiiiiiiiiiiinda homophobic and I imagine myself getting married to a woman not a man (it’s more likely) so :/

101. Do you type fast?

68 WPM? Is that fast?

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

I regret a lot of things. But it’s okay I’ve not turned out too bad overall considering. I’m also glad I did a lot of things, so

103. Can you spell well?

I think so yeah

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

Yes absolutely in particular one person because sometimes I regret things that I did with good intentions and never stop regretting :/

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

I’ve been to a campfire so kinda??

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

Nah

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

Yes!! When I was a kid

108. What should you be doing?

It’s 1am so prolly sleeping but who has time for that amirite

109. Is something irritating you right now?

Yeah my mum. And my feelings

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

Yes lmaoooooo don’t read me like this

111. Do you have trust issues?

This was a question up there. Why is it asked again. You’re making me have trust issues

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Ooh shit I don’t know I haven’t cried in front of people for a while mostly because I shut myself in my room but prolly my brother or my mum back home 

113. What was your childhood nickname?

Never had one (that I liked)

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

~that’s not a thing~ uwu

115. Do you play the Wii?

No my mum is against video games

116. Are you listening to music right now?

Yes I’m listening to Dear Uber Driver

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

Never had it

118. Do you like Chinese food?

I like dim sum and egg tarts and a lot of HK street food so yes? 

119. Favourite book?

Suck Less by Willam

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

Sometimes, but at other times it’s oddly comforting

121. Are you mean?

:o I am the least mean person to exist 

122. Is cheating ever okay?

No unless it’s in NTAL but even then it’s like hmmmm is it tho

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

Lol no

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

I think it’s possible but unlikely

125. Do you believe in true love?

Yeah I’d like to

126. Are you currently bored?

No because this is keeping me entertained until I can watch drag race

127. What makes you happy?

Talking to my friends, sending them dumb tumblr shitposts, sending my brother disturbing gifs, getting weird gifs from Chloe, thirsting over Jawn with Iza, hearing that my friends are happy, reading and sharing poetry with friends, listening to music, playing the ukulele, eating junk food and watching b99, answering tumblr asks, writing poetry, drawing

128. Would you change your name?

I don’t like Christie so yes. Would change my Chinese name too it’s too annoying to write. 

129. What your zodiac sign?

Leo//rabbit

130. Do you like subway?

No :(

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

Brenda, he’s gay. Very very very gay, think a 6 on the kinsey scale

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Again. this has been asked. What kinda unprofessionalism

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

I think with my heart and love with my head

134. Can you count to one million?

I mean...in theory yes but why would I do that 

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

I told my mum I was striaght lmao

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

Closed. What the fuck

137. How tall are you?

5′2

138. Curly or Straight hair?

I have straight hair, I want wavy hair. Or bangs. 

139. Brunette or Blonde?

I have black hair. I tend to have blondes/general bright hair as a ‘type’ when it comes to romantic affection/crushes but it’s also not v accurate

also, I want pink hair. I had a dream where my brother loved MANIA so much he dyed his hair purple

140. Summer or Winter?

WINTER. BUT WITHOUT SNOW. Summer brings out my skin problems so I have a v valid reason to hate it. Also I’m fat so my thigh chafe in summer if I walk more than an hour

141. Night or Day?

I am usually, unfortuantely, only awake at night and like maybe late afternoon. 

142. Favourite month?

I don’t have one. December I guess bc it’s acceptable to play christmas music. or June bc pride month

143. Are you a vegetarian?

Nope. I don’t love meat though. 

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

Milk. With sea salt and caramel. I’m a classy hoe

145. Tea or Coffee?

Coffee. Either iced americano or some sweet frappe shit

146. Was today a good day?

Today was a very good day. I told my crush I liked her, slept away most of the day, watched a lot of brooklyn nine-nine and listened to Dodie while doing German and Polish on duolingo and I read Chloe’s poetry and it was very good. Link here. And Kasia gave me lots of good song recs. And drag race is up soon (it’s technically tomorrow but whatever). 

147. Mars or Snickers?

I can’t pick because Snickers has such a great texture, but also mars bars has the perfect nougat to caramel to chocolate ratio? Probably mars wins out by a bit

148. What’s your favourite quote?

“Hewwo” - Aquaria, RuPaul’s Drag Race

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

I’d like to think souls can see what we’re doing after they pass away.

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

“Adjective opposites and their comparatives” from a Polish grammar book.

Thank you for this long ass ask 

drag race still hasn’t fucking aired so i’m gonna watch more b99 and drink fanta