Also y’all give me candle ideas. My fall candle finally died yesterday so I need to get a new one while I’m out today. Like I don’t light a candle every night, but sometimes this place just smells like a man 💀
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Hi sorry that I haven’t been posting I went into shock after see Sukuna actually being so HOT!
Also I’m realllyyyyyyyy surprised none of y’all unfollowed me I was waiting for somebody to be like “yea she’s too crazy I’m out” but I actually gained followers from my unhinged Sukuna simping so, yay 🤣 <3
OH! Also idk if this happened to you guys too but now my Tumblr has switched to dark mode and it’s freaking me out I think I’m going to try to figure out a way to switch it back 🤣
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I haven’t watched all of Henry’s movies, there’s a few I won’t, and a couple I probably won’t watch again, but I think my favorite movie role of his is Clark Kent/Superman. I’ve only been crushing on him for a few weeks and I’ve already watched Man Of Steel nearly a dozen times (and Batman v Superman nearly as much, but that’s irrelevant here), and I think that’s really interesting because it manages to do something that not many things do anymore: trigger my religious PTSD. Luckily the worst part is shippable, if I remember, which I often don’t until the part is said. It does not help that the overall story of Superman is very heavily Christian coded
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Today was a good day, I guess. Work was okay, I got nice feedback from customers (one even wrote it online, which is even better) and an elderly lady even offered me chocolate after having a long chat with her. Said that it’s always very lovely to come by, we’re always so friendly and helpful. And I even got a new sudoku magazine, which got me somewhat excited lmao
But still, the stupid anxious and depressive thoughts in the back of my head are screaming nonstop and even good days like this feel almost like nothing 🥲 But at least I realized that I can still somehow stay optimistic about my progress and think that hey, even if it feels kinda impossible right now, things are going to be okay.
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Sometimes I remember that my sanity is actually dependant on a few fictional characters from 200 years ago, like not a silly haha joke but that I genuinely don’t have any other support system or healthy coping mechanism other than reading about and engaging in fan content for these fictional Victorians, and then I am like “uh oh. Goodness me. I may be in a bit of a sticky situation. A pickle, if you will.”
Anyway ahahahah something something humorous tumblr post as a coping mechanism ahaha something something
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Note to myself so I can articulate some stuff out of my brain this evening:
There is a future waiting for you where you will get to see and make new memories with the loved ones you miss that you’ve had to leave behind for the moment and there’s a future where you’ll make many more new lifelong loved ones. It seems so very and annoyingly far away right now but it’s waiting and you will get there. There’s a future where you’ll get to live with old and new loved ones where movie nights are common place and casual nights out and other hangouts and field trips are as expected as you like. Life will still be hard but it won’t be lonely. There will be people who will let you lay on the floor of their bedroom and complain and will come to yours to do the same and they will be within walking distance, either down the hall or down the street. It won’t happen today or in a month or maybe even in three years but it’s there.
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i’ve been sick for almost a MONTH,, now i’m pretty sure i have a sinus infection,, i haven’t taken my medicine for my rheumatoid arthritis and lupus in weeks so now im in a flare up aGAIN after i was JUST starting to feel better with my new medicine,, this is INSANITY.
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Sooo I’m a thousand percent sure I’m getting a Levi tattoo and where it will be placed (upper thigh). HOWEVER, I have no idea what to get tattooed, I’ve been looking at different options but I’m so overwhelmed.
I wanted something small but I quickly realized that’s not gonna happen 😅
But these are the options so far. I was so set on the 3rd picture but the more I think about it the more I’m thinking about the more I want something closer to the first two (maybe a combo) but looking at them literally breaks my heart but the images are so powerful. I want to be able to look at my tattoo and not break down but I also want it to give me a rush of emotion. Idk man.
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very normal tonight
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I’m kinda proud of myself because when I’ve had time at night in the past week, I’ve been deep-cleaning my apartment little by little. I haven’t had the energy for an hours-long cleaning spree, but I’m still getting it done!
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I think. I accidentally became The Spokesperson Of Autism to one of my taekwondo instructors
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idk what it is about a man that kicks their weapons but it gets to me bad- WHY IS IT SO HOT
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Yous think he knows the absolute chokehold he’s got on the internet
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It’s always such mundane things that hit your heart the most with a breakup.
Like taking their picture down, or even changing their contact info back to just their name.
And at the end of the day, yeah I made the decision but it doesn’t mean it still doesn’t hurt.
Ultimately I know it was the right decision and it’s what is best for both of us.
Still sucks.
But I’ll be okay… and I know they will be okay too. 
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