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death valley (m) | part 4

summary: welcome to death valley. once you’re in, there’s no telling whether you’ll make it out alive. a summer internship turns wild with blurry nights of dangerous men, dirty money, and extremely hot sex. you soon get caught in a savage game of greed, power and obsession, only to find out that you are the grand prize

pairing: ot7 x f.reader smut ft: jungkook x reader, namjoon x reader, yoongi x reader (ABOUT DAMN TIME)

genre: smut. yandere. mystery. thriller. gang!au rockstar!au fightclub!au

wordcount: 8k

warnings: reader discretion is very much advised. multiple & explicit smut scenes, rough sex, yandere behaviors, sex while intoxicated, oral sex (f and m), machoism/pain kink, manipulation, fighting, blood, masterbation, you’ll either fall in love with this yoongi or hate his guts there’s no in between, breath play, branding, choking, borderline abusive behavior, voyeurism, reader is a MESS, HEAVY DRUG USE, character injuries

a/n: im sorry for this lol, had to balance out the yoongi fluff. we’re getting into the more yandere/edgy side of this story so, be careful and dont read if it makes you uncomfortable

Taehyung had been at the hospital all night, catering to Jimin’s every need. As in, making sure his enemies stayed the fuck away from him while he was down, and ensuring that business went about smoothly. He had a knack for these things after all, and he really did love his work. Even if it did seem immoral, Taehyung felt that there was nothing wrong with what he did. People had needs, he had a product to fulfill them. Maybe some people got hurt along the way but every business was like that.

He knew you would be coming at some point, and he was excited to see you. You had looked incredible last night, the image burned into his mind. But you wouldn’t be coming to see him, no, you would be coming for Jimin.

Jimin had told Taehyung that he was going to try to be better to you. Deep down he didn’t think Jimin was capable of that, but as he returned to the hospital room, seeing you looking so worried had him thinking otherwise. He had advised Jimin on the roses and candles thinking that you would hate it.

You were on the phone when he arrived, standing in the corner and whispering away. Standing on the other side of the room was a man who Taehyung was familiar with, but he knew that the same was not true the other way around. “You must be Hoseok” He reached a hand out and Hobi shook it politely, “I am a friend of Jimin’s. He speaks very highly of your work. My name is Taehyung.”

Hobi smiled, always loving compliments. “Hi, nice to meet you too. It’s so terrible what happened to him” Hobi tried to pull his hand away but Taehyung tightened his grip, causing his face to drop into a confused frown. He then released him, giggling slightly.

“Honestly it was bound to happen at some point” Taehyung chuckled. “But you know, the police are saying it probably wasn’t an accident. It was intentional” He grinned widely and looked dead into Hobi’s eyes.

Hobi blinked back at him, “That’s terrible, why would anyone...” Taehyung burst into a fit of laughter, causing Hobi to shift uncomfortably.

“I’m just kidding” Taehyung pat his back playfully. You ended your call, coming to meet the two boys. You hugged Taehyung tightly, burying your face into his chest, unable to see the way Hobi’s eyes flashed with irritation.

“How is he?” You asked, looking up at him. Taehyung simply shrugged, quickly glancing down to check his watch.

“Not great. Doctor’s say he will live, in fact he should be conscious by the end of the day, but they still have to run tests to see if he got any brain damage. Obviously he can afford the best care out there so I’m not too worried about it”

You nodded, glancing back at Jimin one last time, “Well, I better head home. Call me if you need anything?” You squeezed Taehyung’s arm affectionately as he nodded.

“You too. Don’t worry too much” You smiled at him, waving awkwardly to Hobi as you left. You wondered what you would spend the day doing. You figured you could just spend the day with Jungkook and Namjoon, they knew the area better than you did. You unlocked your door and stepped in. Your blood ran cold.

Everything was ruined. The place was an absolute mess--television shattered, chairs thrown around, as if a hurricane had flown through. Your breathing quickened as you looked around frantically.

“Jungkook?” You had made it home too late last night to check on him, and even this morning you weren’t entirely certain you had seen him. You assumed he was still asleep. But now the boy was no where to be seen. Did he do this?

You stepped into your apartment, careful with your footwork, not wanting to step on the scraps of broken furniture that scattered across your floor. A crumbled sheet of paper was on the remnants of your kitchen counter.

Moved out. Sorry. Be safe. - JK

The paper dropped from your hand as you were too shocked and confused to even comprehend his words. Where do I go? You fumbled in your purse for your phone, scrolling to your contacts. Jin. Jin. Jin. You dialed his number, only to get him at voicemail. Fuck okay. Then who? You quickly left your apartment, taking care to really lock the door.

You were embarrassed to say the least as you found yourself yet again at Yoongi’s doorstep. That’s what you get for letting a shady drug dealer stay with you. Yoongi opened the door, looking not so much surprised as expectant.

“You have the day off Y/n” He said in place of a greeting.

“No I know, and I don’t mean to bother you on your day off...” Yoongi waved away your concerns, allowing you to step inside. He shut the door, locking it with a click, so soft you thought you may have imagined it. You continued to explain, “My place got robbed. I sorta had a roommate and I guess he moved out...and now the place is trashed” Yoongi raised his eyebrows.

“Always something interesting happening to you” He almost laughed. You nodded sheepishly, “You’re welcome to stay here as long as you’d like, I don’t really have any plans for the day.” You thanked him eagerly, following him into his kitchen. “Do you think it was your roommate? Who trashed your apartment?” You were surprised at his interest. You assumed he would have just ignored you after letting you in.

“I guess it could be. I don’t think he is a bad person but I guess a lot of evidence is pointing otherwise.” Yoongi nodded, seemingly deep in thought. “I’ll let the police know, hopefully they will figure it out.” You noticed the soft tapping of his fingers on the counter, fingers that were now much closer to your own than they were a second ago. You met his eyes briefly before focusing back on the way you fingers slightly stretched out, seeking his touch. He pulled his hand away quickly.

“Would you like to do something?” He asked, speaking confidently but nerves evident in the way his voiced wavered “I was going to just play around in my home studio all day but if there’s something else..” You shook your head.

“If it’s okay with you, that sounds great”

Maybe the universe had decided to take pity on you. About damn time. Yoongi welcomed you into his private studio--he had two in his home, but the other was locked up. He said he just kept old instruments in there now.

He brought out his guitar and began strumming along. You sat by his side, watching in awe as his fingers effortlessly played out beautiful progressions. “I heard you used to be Jimin’s fan” Yoongi stated. You blushed.

“Oh yeah. I was obsessed. Would go to every single one of his shows, hung out with his band and staff. I was a total groupie. He’s met me he just doesn’t remember it” You sighed ironically, “I mean why would he”

“You’re hard to forget” Yoongi stated, bringing an even deeper flush to your face. His words were flirtatious, but his voice steady. He played a few more chords, “I’ve known Jimin for a very...very long time. I’m surprised he’s so interested in you. You’re not really his usual type” He squints at you, “Really makes me wonder why. Who are you Y/n?” He sets his guitar aside, handing it to you. “You try”

It had been a while since you played guitar. You recalled learning a few things back in the day when you would wait backstage of Jimin’s performances. You nervously began to strum, watching as Yoongi nodded in approval. He knelt down next to you, wrapping his hand around yours, on the neck of the instrument. His fingers matched yours, guiding them into different positions, while his other hand remained on the small of your back. “There you go. Perfect” He glanced at your face, brows furrowed in focus “Just perfect”

He shifted, taking a seat behind as he wrapped his other arm around you, over yours landing on the strings. With his chin on your shoulder, he guided your hands into playing fun upbeat riff. You giggled as he got into a rhythm, letting him puppet your fingers beneath his. He smelled like heaven--clean like sheets of fresh linen. The heat of his body radiated through you, and you felt your heart beat faster and faster. Yoongi was humming softly to himself along with the music.

His hands came to a still, and the whole world seemed to freeze around you. All you could hear was the numbing pounds of your own heart. Your voice in your head begging it to quiet down. He didn’t move. You didn’t move.

“Y/n” His lips were so incredibly close to your neck it had you shivering. You let out a gasp, wanting to reel it back as soon as it left you because Yoongi then moved away from you instantly.

You didn’t even wanna know how flustered you must have looked, but Yoongi seemed unfazed.

You had made plans to meet Jin later that afternoon, informing Yoongi that you would return in a few hours. He kindly offered to drive you where you needed to go and you agreed.

After all, how could you refuse such a sweet guy.

Jin’s knee bounced rapidly as he waited for you in the parking lot of a nearby strip mall. He wondered if the man from earlier may have kidnapped you or something, he shuddered recalling the words we’ll deliver her right to you.

He saw a glimpse of your face, smiling as you chatted with the man driving you. Jin’s entire body froze with fear. It’s him. He met the man’s eyes briefly as you stepped out of the car. The man smirked at him, bringing a finger to his lips, before then making a finger gun and pointing it at you, reminding Jin what was at stake. He slightly nodded his head as you entered his passenger seat, and the man drove away, satisfied.

You turned as much as you could to face him. You noticed the lack of color in his face right away. “Who was that?” His voice was weak. You scrunched your eyebrows.

“Are you for real? You’re chasing down Jimin and you don’t know Yoongi? They’re pretty close...he’s his producer. He’s my boss too. My place got robbed and I have to stay with him for a bit. I tried calling you but you didn’t answer”

“Uh yeah...sorry about that” Jin cleared his throat, “Anyways, I looked into what you told me so far. I wanted to go over some details with you” You nodded, “You’re saying that it is possible that Jung Hoseok kidnapped you and Namjoon. Can I know where or who was the source of the pills you took that evening?”

Your eyes widened. You hadn’t even thought of that, “Oh...Namjoon brought them but Jungkook gave them to him”

Jin stroked his chin in thought, “Right. I figured. And do you know where Jimin was when all this happened?” You shook your head again.

“What about Kim Taehyung? He’s his friend, and a gangster. He found cameras in my apartment that apparently Jungkook put in my place”

Jin paused for a moment, “Wow... You’re in deep. Do you think it was possible that Jungkook kidnapped you guys?”

“No, he’s the one who found them”

“So he says” Jin shrugged, pulling out his phone to type in some notes.

“I really doubt it was Jungkook. He’s Namjoon’s friend”

“Friends don’t drug friends, putting them in near death situations” Jin stated blandly. You felt squeamish. “Plus he randomly moved in with you? That’s suspicious. And Jungkook also wasn’t at Jimin’s little soiree when the accident happened?” You nodded, “Who was there?”

“Taehyung...and Yoongi” Jin raised his eyebrows.

“Yoongi was at the party? Really? Huh” He bit his lip, “But Yoongi drives a black cadillac? And so does Namjoon?”

“Namjoon also hates Jimin, he thinks Jimin made him lose and I think he might also be jealous of him. Jimin has never seemed to care much about Namjoon either way though” You mentioned, “But whoever kidnapped us didn’t like Namjoon because they beat him up pretty bad”

“Does anyone have a reason not to like Namjoon?” You laughed at the question.

“I mean I don’t think so, but” You gulped, “Hobi might have...been jealous. Or or or!” A thought came to you, “He’s in the Death Valley gang right? Maybe they were like punishing him for not beating you?”

Jin considered your idea. “And does anyone have a reason not to like Jimin...besides Namjoon?” You shook your head.

“Maybe Hobi again, if he was jealous but he didn’t know that I..” You trailed off.

“That you were sleeping with Jimin?” Jin grinned, before setting his phone down and letting out a deep sigh. “Wow well...this is a lot to work with. While Jimin is out of commission, I think it would be wise to go after Jungkook. The lower workers of gangs often have a lot of contacts and information. Tell me Y/n,” He placed a hand on your knee, “Would you be willing to do something for me?”

It was a simple request. Jin needed you to find out a location. The place where he suspected that the King as he began to refer to him as, might be found. The place the drugs were being made and distributed. You were to manipulate Jungkook and have him take you there, and then tell Jin where the action was taking place.

You had no idea where Jungkook was though, so you called Namjoon. Namjoon texted you an address, and Jin dropped you there. It was a ways out from the city, which made you a bit nervous. You arrived at what seemed to be a mansion. "Take this” Jin handed you a small bug, “To record him in case. Call if you need me okay. I’ll make sure you’re always safe, I promise” You nodded, thanking him before heading into the house.

You rang the doorbell, feeling greatly underdressed for a place of this grandeur, in nothing but a graphic tee you borrowed from Yoongi and your shorts. Jungkook answered, freezing upon seeing you--eyes wide. He’s still so fucking cute. Even if he probably is really dangerous.

“You shouldn’t be here” Jungkook stammered, diverting his eyes from yours. He twiddled his fingers as you scoffed.

“What the hell happened to my apartment? Why did you move out?” Jungkook sighed, stepping back so you could walk inside. The house was insane--a modern crystal chandelier adorned the ceiling between two long sets of stairs. The walls were a cool grey. “Do you live here?” He nodded.

“Yeah uh...job pays well” He gave your a sheepish smile. You gaped at him, as he led you to one of many sitting rooms. “You look good” You took a seat in front of him.

Do whatever you need to do. I’ll keep you safe. Jin’s words came back to you. How can I get him to take me there? “Look, I don’t care what you did...how could you leave me without saying goodbye?” You blinked at him innocently. “I really like you, and I liked living with you. I trusted you”

“I didn’t want to baby” He bent down to kiss your knees, hand stroking your legs. “Of course I didn’t want to leave. I had to, to protect Namjoon. They were gonna kill him if I didn’t leave you alone. Y/n I’m...not someone you should be around. I’m a bad guy. I do bad things.”

“Let me decide that for myself. Show me who you really are. I’m not afraid of you” Total lie. You were scared shitless. But as the boy’s wavering eyes looked up at you, you pitied him. It must be lonely doing what he does. All this money, but no one to share it with. Dangerous...but still human.

And so you convinced him. Using your charms and exploiting the fact that a guy like him was young at lonely at heart. You didn’t feel great about it, but you knew it had to be done. To your surprise, he brought you to Death Valley.

The bar was closed--it was far too early. But Jungkook went around to the back. You followed him as he lead you through an entrance. It didn’t go into the main place, but instead you found yourself at an elevator. He held your hand tightly as he pressed in a keycode to activate the elevator.

“This is where the magic happens” He speaks confidently, and you can tell he feels comfortable in this place. The doors slide open to reveal a clandestine drug lab. There were beakers, pressure canisters, all sorts of machinery lined up along the walls. In the back you could see a garden of what you assumed was weed. It was a fairly large space, you assumed it was the whole basement of Death Valley.

“Wow” Jungkook bent down to shuffle through some things until he pulled out a duffel bag, unzipping it to reveal stacks of cash. You had never seen so much money in your life.

“This isn’t even a dent of what we get” He says, taking a wad and handing it to you, “Smell it. It’s fun” You took the money, flipping through it and inhaling the scent of richness. For a moment you wondered what would happen if you just kept it, but you knew Jungkook could easily destroy you if he needed to. Best not to play around. You handed the money back.

You paced around the lab, looking at things with great interest. “Hey Y/n” You turned to see Jungkook holding up a small ziplock with what looked like syringes. “You wanna? On the house” He winked shyly.

“Sure”

You followed Jungkook back to his car, sliding into the backseat so that he could administer the drugs to you properly. This is the same guy who almost killed your friend. What the fuck are you doing right now? Your mind was already in shambles. Whether it was the guilt of manipulating Jungkook, the stress of being in the situation you were in, or the strong desire you had to just go wild and forget about your idol being unconscious and your home being trashed.

You watched as Jungkook injected the liquid into your forearm, kissing the skin after tossing the syringe aside. He proceeded to inject himself and you felt comforted that he was accompanying you. “Don’t worry. This isn’t too strong”

He was probably talking to you but you felt a wave of serenity take over you making the world around you go quiet. Lost in thought, you began to smile. In a way, you felt elated. Your life was amazing. What were you worried about? Looking at the attractive man who was smiling like a puppy, so eager to please you, you couldn’t remember why you had been so stressed out.

You wanted to give him everything. He deserved everything. “Jungkook” You mumbled, throwing your body onto his and pushing him back. He wrapped his arms around you, holding you tight. You inhaled him, he was sweating slightly, likely nervous while showing you the lab. You shut your eyes and allowed yourself to simply feel the way his chest was rising and falling underneath yours. He began to fondle your ass.

“You know. I thought living with you would mean I would get to fuck you more often” Jungkook smiled widely. You sat up. Your sex life had felt so dramatic lately, you frowned thinking back to Jimin’s little show. That wasn’t you--you wanted to have fun. You wanted to go insane. Jungkook was perfect--Jungkook was everything. You could fuck him over and over again any way you wanted. Why did you ever doubt that?

"Fuck me. Fuck me hard” You pleaded, rolling your hips into him slightly. Jungkook’s eyes flashed.

“Yeah?” He sat up, pushing you off of him, “Get fucking naked and bend over you slut” You melted at the word. Excitement soared through you as the two of you stripped down to nothing, Jungkook not missing a beat to harshly grab your breasts as you got into position.

“I want it hard. Really hard.” You begged. Jungkook nodded. “Slap me, pull my hair, use me, I don’t care I just need it. Now” Your whining was turning him on. He had never seen you like this.

“Anything you want baby” He smacked your ass, watching the skin jiggle before he made his way behind you, bent over your frame as you gripped the edge of the carseat. His head brushed against the top of the car--it was far from comfortable. He slid his hands under your arms and pinched your nipples tightly, then proceeded to slide his hands up to your neck. “Is this okay?”

“Shut up” You snapped, “You’re a bad guy aren’t you Kook? Show me. Be bad. Destroy me please” He trembled slightly. You feel him stroke his cock, his hand brushing up against the bottom of your stomach as he pressed his lips onto the back of your shoulder. He pulled your hair, causing you to groan in pleasure. The pain. The pain was so good.

What were you doing? Did you miss Jimin? You were guilty. He was in the hospital because of you wasn’t he. Thoughts ran rampant in your mind as Jungkook guided his cock inside of you.

“So...fucking” He pushed deep into you, “Tight...fuck” He exhaled heavily, hugging himself onto your back.

“Fuck me Jungkook. Fuck me like a toy” Jungkook’s eyes rolled back as he pulled out of you, thrusting back with full force. The car creaked at the pressure.

“Just like that, please...please” You begged desperately, prompting Jungkook to piston in and out of you like he never had before. He clawed at your shoulders, digging his nails into you as you screamed out his name.

“You’re so fucking hot holy shit” He whined, eyes glued to the way his cock sunk into you. He smacked your ass, “Such a fucking slut”

“Yes I wanna be a slut. I wanna be your slut” You cried out, burying your head into the seat. He slapped you again before gripping your hips and pulling you back onto him. Your head kept hitting the seat over and over again. “More...MORE” You growled. Jungkook tried to go faster but he physically couldn’t. He didn’t want to rush. He wanted to enjoy this. But you were losing your mind. You wanted to pass out. You wanted to disappear.

Jungkook nipped at your ear, “God I missed your pussy, so fucking good for me, takes me so fucking well” He was close, but he wanted you to come. He reached his hand down to your clit and began to rub you rapidly.

You tilted your head back in pleasure as the feeling of his large fingers on your clit drove you into a frenzy. Seeing you so fucked out turned him on even more, and he came quickly, shamelessly, deep inside you. You tumbled down, but Jungkook continued to touch you, soon throwing your legs over his shoulders and pushing his tongue deep inside you.

You closed your thighs onto his head, pulling his hair as you continued to scream. “God yes...fuck...fuck” You looked out the window briefly. Your eyes landed on a car that had parked next to the two of you.

You squinted as Jungkook continued to eat you out, soon recognizing Jin’s handsome face. He watched intently, his eyes shot with lust. You moaned, not breaking eye contact with Jin for a second as Jungkook lapped away at your juices.

“I’m...I’m” You bit your lip and your hips jerked forward. You squirted all over Jungkook’s face, screaming at the top of your lungs. Jungkook caught you in an embrace as you fell back with exhaustion, almost falling off the seats.

Jungkook stroked you affectionately, kissing you softly and mumbling apologies to your body for his roughness. You heard a tap on the window. Jungkook jumped as he saw Jin, covering you immediately. He rolled down the window.

“If you guys are finished, I can drop her home” He smiled charmingly. You laughed. Everything slowed. Somehow Jin and Jungkook had gotten you back into your clothes and into his car. Somehow Jin had put up with you--a mess of laughing fits as he returned to your apartment. Somehow you found your way back home.

You giggled, tumbling into the hallway before you pulled your way to Yoongi’s door. You had no idea what time it must have been, but hopefully he was asleep. You fumbled with the lock, unable to correctly insert the key with how your eyes were rendered useless. You tripped over your own feet, falling with a soft thud onto the carpeted hall.

The door opened, and you looked up, squinting to see Yoongi. You expected that he would look annoyed, but no--this man looked furious. Nevertheless he took a deep breath and crouched down to you, taking your hands in his own.

“Come on” He urged as he carefully helped you stand. You shifted your weight, throwing your arms over his shoulders as you latched on for dear life. Yoongi’s touch was tender, not at all manhandling you. He led you to the kitchen and helped you onto a stool before turning the facet on to get you some water. He handed you a glass but you simply blinked, mind numb but seriously wondering how exactly Yoongi had managed to turn upside down.

He sighed and pushed the glass to your lips, softly pulling your head back to allow you to drink the cool liquid. You drank a few sips before choking, Yoongi stopped, wiping your mouth with the bottom of his shirt. Unlucky for you that you missed a glimpse at his abs. Your head landed on his shoulder as you looked up at him, your eyes wide with confusion and fascination.

“Yoooooooongi” You drew out the vowel, attempting to be cute when you looked anything but. “You” You tapped his chest as he raised his eyebrows at you “Youuuu are Yooooongi.” You burst into a fit of giggles, almost falling back before you feel Yoongi’s chest against your back, preventing you from tipping over. He grips your shoulders softly.

“Yes, I am Yoongi” He speaks to you straightforwardly, as if you were perfectly sane and make a perfectly sane statement. He steadied your balance before going over the his refrigerator. The cold air washed over him as he scanned for something to feed you and help you through the state you were in.

Yoongi wasn’t the best at taking care of himself--besides the Red Bulls and various types of fruits in his possession, he didn’t have much else to offer you. He sighed before slamming the fridge shut and moving instead to search his cabinets. His eyes zero in on a pack of ramen noodles.

He quickly begins to boil some water, preparing the quick dish for you as you began to mumble incoherently. “Yooooooongi. You are Yoooongi. Mr. Min Yooooongi”

Yoongi hummed his agreement in response, as he dropped in the noodle pack and spices, stirring the pot. He turned back to face you as the meal cooked, leaning forward against the counter. You smiled lazily at him.

“You’re hot” You puckered your lips at him and blew him air kisses “I wanna kiss you Mr. Min Yoongi MWAH”

The edge of his lips curved into a smirk, he looked from your eyes down your body and back up, shaking his head in amusement. He turned back around to stir the noodles. They looked about done. He grabbed a bowl and poured them out, taking a pair of chopsticks and stirring the soupy dish around. He came to your side, lifting up some noodle with the chopsticks and blowing at it furiously, trying to lessen the heat so he could get the food into you as quickly as possible.

“Open up” He brought the bowl to your face to feed you. Your lips parted, allowing him to push the steaming noodles in. You slurped as he retracted his hand, getting ready with another bite. This went on, and he slowly fed you not minding how sloppily you took the food.

“That’s yummy” You remarked. Yoongi set down the bowl before bringing his hand to your face. He wiped off the stains that had formed all over the edges of your lips with his thumb, letting his finger roll over the plump skin before pushing his finger into your mouth. Your tongue wrapped around his thumb. You looked at him with large eyes as he attempted to remove his finger only for you to grab his wrist and keep him where he was.

Yoongi gulped as you took hold of his hand and continued to suck his thumb, mimicking a certain obscenity that had his eyes darkening. He trembled slightly.

“Y/n” His voice was reprimanding, and you released his thumb reluctantly, your lips smacking as he drew away from you. He stared down at his hand, thumb covered in your saliva. He chuckled slightly before looking back at you, running the side of his thumb over his lips, wiping you off of his own tongue.

You didn’t realize you had moaned at the gesture, but Yoongi definitely had. He moved in closer to you, standing between your legs and gliding his fingers oh so softly over your tingling skin. You felt shy suddenly, looking away.

Yoongi just watched you, smiling to himself as you unraveled in blushes under his gaze. You felt overwhelmed. How could he do this all simply by looking at you?

He didn’t dare step any closer, but continued to run his fingers up and down your skin, leaving a burning trail wherever they touched. You squirmed, grabbing his hands and pressing them to lie flat against your thighs. Yoongi gave you an innocently confused look.

“You’re teasing me” You pouted. Yoongi shook his head.

“I’m not doing anything my love” He pulled his hands back, “Not yet” He reached into a drawer and pulled out a bottle of pills, emptying one into his hand. He took the pill and slid it into your mouth, you gulped it down.

“Good girl. That’ll help you get some sleep” Yoongi stroked your hair, “Come on, you can sleep on my bed tonight” You nodded excitedly. Yoongi turned, motioning for you to hop onto his back, which you were more than eager to do. His hands cupped the underside of your thighs as he lifted you off the stool and towards his room, dropping you off carefully on his bed.

“Let’s get you changed” He muttered, “Can you change by yourself love?” He dropped to his knees in front of you. You attempted to sit up, shaking your head. He took a deep breath, letting his eyes close and gathering himself before he then reached to unbutton your shorts.

He tried to look away as he pulled them off your body, you legs rising to help him. He tossed them aside as you laid back down on the mattress.

“Wait” Yoongi pursed his lips, as you let your eyes flutter close. He straddled you carefully, making sure not to touch you any more than he had to. He stared at your chest, wondering how to take off the black tank top you had on. Wondering if you even were wearing anything under it because he had a feeling you weren’t.

He let his fingers slide under the thin straps, tugging them down as they revealed the tops of your breasts. He gulped, furrowing his brows. “Come on it’s nothing you haven’t already seen” He mumbled softly to himself before yanking the straps down completely to your wrists, you breasts popping out of their constraints.

He could feel his pants tightening as he wrestled the top off of you. He jumped off of you quickly, clutching his rapidly beating heart and panting heavily. “Fuck” He glanced back at you, now topless in nothing but your panties.

His whole body was shaking, trying to convince himself to stop looking but you were too angelic. Your body seemed to call his name. He bit down on his lip, clenching his fists and digging his nails in. In a burst of self control he quickly pulled his own shirt off and pulled it over your unsuspecting head. Finally you were covered.

Yoongi’s cock was throbbing, the image of your body so clear in his mind. He let out a shaky breath. He dropped back down to his knees, looking at the way your legs were ever so slightly spread still. He leaned his face in closer, closing his eyes as his nose brushed against the insides of your thighs, not daring to get too close.

He inhaled sharply, reaching his hand down to slide down his pajamas, his cock popping out, eager and ready. He gulped as he began stroking himself, careful to not move too much, careful to keep his eyes closed. He wouldn’t want to take advantage of you, not like this. As his hand began pumping himself furiously, he couldn’t help the painful cries that left his trembling lips.

He pulled his face away, opening his eyes to look at your blissfully sleeping state. “Fuck” He spit into his hand quickly before continuing to glide his firm grip over his cock.

His mind was in shambles. This is wrong. Stop it. Yoongi scolded himself. Your kind sleeping eyes seemed to coo him in comfort. It’s okay. She’s fine.

No. This is wrong. Yoongi screamed internally. But she wants me. She said that didn’t she? She’s barely conscious you fucking sicko.

Yoongi let out a loud whine before quickly running into the bathroom, trying to save your decency and his own, but finding release quickly in the privacy of his own space.

Maybe you were even now. He just did that, and you had pissed him off by coming home high out of your mind, and so late. Yeah. Yeah that’s fair.

He returned to tuck you into the covers before he himself slid into the bed next to you. He turned off the lights, rolling over to find some rest of his own. It’s entirely possible that he was conscious as he pressed up against you, carefully pulling you into a soft embrace. How could he know? It was impossible to see after all.

The next morning you knew you were in for it, as you waddled into the kitchen, still sore from last nights...endeavors. Yoongi seemed to be wiping something off of his kitchen knife. He set down the utensil and gave you a stern look.

“I--” You began but Yoongi set his hand up. “Where the hell were you last night?” His voice frightened you. He was pissed, jaw clenched as he made his way over to you, “Answer me right now!” He growled. “Who were you with huh? Were you at Death Valley?” You didn’t answer, too astounded by his fuming rage. He grabbed your shoulders and gripped them firmly, shaking you.

“Yoongi you’re hurting me” You squeaked out, only causing him to tighten his grip. “Fuck you, I don’t have to tell you anything! You’re not my boyfriend. You don’t own me.” You laughed darkly. Yoongi pushed you back against the wall, caging your head between his forearms. He was so so close to you, you felt his whole body against yours.

Your eyes shifted from his lips back to him, crossing pathways with his gaze to see his eyelids flutter. His lips parted ever so slightly, and you clenched your hand into a fist, waiting. He leans in, and so do you. You could almost taste him. Your knees went weak, and you felt a surge of heat within you. Please.

He hesitated, and you felt like he was about to pull away. You quickly grabbed his collar and slid your lips onto his, kissing him softly. You melted into him. He tasted as sweet as you had hoped, if not sweeter. Your hands trembled as you felt yourself getting lost in the feeling of him. Something...something so beautiful flew through your veins. You wanted to feel everything he had to give you, and you wanted him to feel everything you had to give him too. It was unlike anything you had ever experienced.

Yoongi backed away with a start, leaving you panting heavily. You searched his eyes for a reaction, heart dropping when you saw none. Until he cupped your chin and brought his lips back on you. He deepened the kiss, hands traveling down your sides. He pressed his hips into you as your arms wrapped around his neck, clenching his hair.

He took a deep breath, looking at you with hooded eyes. “Turn around” And you obeyed. He tore your clothes off harshly, not caring as the fabric would yank against you. Once you were naked, you heard him shuffle around. It sounded like he was grabbing something.

Suddenly you felt something incredibly hot against your neck. Yoongi pushed your hair away and your eyes widened as you realized what he was doing. He slowly traced something and you screamed. He was branding you.

He blew at your neck, attempting to ease the burn as he continued to slowly carve letters on the back of your neck. You didn’t stop him. You didn’t want to stop him. You sobbed at the pain, but you felt yourself getting wetter by the second, craving him more and more.

“Yoongi” You cried, hearing him shush you. Finally the burn stopped, leaving only the searing after pain of the letters burned into your skin. He appeared to rub some sort of cream over, providing some cooling relief. You groaned, the numbness feeling so good after the scorching heat. He brought his lips over the scar.

“Look at me” He grabbed your jaw and turned you back towards him. He too was now undressed. You saw that he had set a lighter and a branding iron on his table. He grasped your neck, “I love you”

Your vision went hazy but you nodded, unsure if you had actually heard him say it or if you were imagining things. He took your breast into his mouth, biting harshly as you yelped out. He loved hearing you cry, it drove him wild. He continued to suckle you as he smacked your throbbing pussy.

“Fuck” You winced as he began to bite down and bruise your breasts. The pain overwhelmed you, you almost felt limp, but Yoongi held you up. You sank into him, exhausted already but Yoongi was just getting started.

Was this a dream? He helped you down onto the floor, laying you on your back. He climbed over your practically lifeless body, trailing kisses up until he found your lips again.

“Yoongi” You sighed blissfully as he sucked on your lips. He moved to kissing your neck, biting down as you squirm. He traced a finger against you cunt and without warning he shoved it in. “Yoongi!” You screamed at his force. He was absolutely ruthless. He pumped his fingers quickly, adding another. You shut your eyes, focusing on the sound of your soaked walls. “It hurts. Yoongi it hurts” You choked, tears building in your eyes.

“I know baby. But you hurt me too. It’s only fair” He kissed you tenderly, “I love you so much. Next time it won’t hurt so much I promise” You were convinced that you were either asleep or hallucinating.

“Fuck me” You gasped as he dug his fingers deep inside you, “Just fuck me please” He let out a heavy sigh, removing his fingers from inside you before shoving them in your mouth.

“Not yet my love. Soon. But not yet” You coughed, unable to breathe. Yoongi removed his hand, covering his lips with yours one last time before slapping you clean across the face. You were out like a light. It’s a dream. It has to be.

The fight was today. It was all Namjoon could talk about at work. He asked you to come early to be with him while he warmed up, and you agreed, hoping that you would be able to keep an eye on him and make sure nothing sketchy was going on in the process.

During your lunch break, Jin picked you up and drove you somewhere hidden so you could update him on things.

“So death valley is the heart of all this huh?” He chuckled, “Listen, I didn’t tell you this earlier but...someone threatened me, and I have to throw the fight otherwise they’re gonna kill you.”

“Jin--” You started. You didn’t want anyone to get hurt because of you.

“Not even a question, I’m not gonna let anything happen to you. I swear. I’ll lose, and then I’m gonna sneak down to the lab and see if I can find him. I’m assuming he will be collecting and storing the money he will win.”

“A...are you sure? Namjoon could really hurt you. He really wants to” You stated, chuckling bitterly. Jin squeezed your hand.

“This is my job. My fight. Literally. Just trust me, you’re gonna be safe”

You arrived to the arena early. It was empty, aside from a few staff members who appeared to be cleaning the place up. You made your way to the back doors, feeling a sense of dread as you walked along the familiar hallways that brought you into this mess in the first place.

“Namjoon?” You knew he was around there somewhere. You could hear the sound of a punching bag somewhere, following it until you arrived at a room. Namjoon was warming up, headphones over his ears blasting music. You smiled inwardly as you recognized the song. You walked in, causing Namjoon to finally notice your presence. He slide off his headphones, wiping his forehead off with the towel around his neck.

“Hey” He made his way to you, giving you a quick embrace. He was covered in sweat, you could tell he had been practicing for a while. “Thanks for coming. Being around you eases my nerves”

“Of course. You’re gonna do great okay”

Namjoon shook his head, “Y/n, this is it. If it win this fight I’m gonna be set. I can quit this for good. I can leave the gang I can go back and focus on my music again. I will. I promise you this.” You smiled fondly at his excitement, “But if I lose...I can’t...I can’t lose” You touched his arm.

“Namjoon. Look at me. You’re gonna do great okay, I believe in you” Namjoon grabbed your face and pulled you into a kiss, you almost screamed out in surprise. “Joon what the fuck?” He didn’t relent, holding you firmly against him as he kissed you long and hard. You could hear him whine softly through his kisses. He’s just nervous. I should help him out. You let your hand find the waistline of his shorts, tugging them down so you could palm his cock.

“Y/n...fuck” He groaned as you brought out his cock and began stroking it slowly, looking him in the eye. You left a trail of kisses down his chest, and he watched as you playfully licked his nipples a few times before lowering onto your knees.

“Poor baby” You mumbled as your lips covered his yearning tip. “My big strong little boy” Namjoon’s knees wobbled, “Let me help you baby” You ran your tongue across his cock.

Namjoon was impatient. He put his hands into your hair and pushed himself down your throat. You gagged as he cried out in pleasure. He clenched your scalp harshly, nails digging into you. Pain soared as he pulled your head back and forth forcefully. You let him do it. He was stressed after all.

“Your mouth feels so good” He cursed out as he began to rapidly thrust into you. You could barely breathe, saliva and his girth blocking your lungs. You could feel his cock twitch. It hurt...but seeing the bliss on his face made it worth it as he came quickly, shooting his hot load down your throat before releasing his grip on you. The movement was so sudden, your head fell back, neck straining with pain. You gasped for air, coughing everywhere. Your eyes were blurred with tears from pain. Namjoon didn’t notice, as he dressed himself back up and returned to warming up. You sat on the floor dazed.

You heard the door creak behind you, and turning to see it come to a close. Was someone watching? You laid back, feeling the cold concrete against your back, sighing deeply. You had a horrible...horrible feeling about this fight.

You found a seat in the arena after Namjoon left, ready to watch and support your friend. “Hey” Taehyung, as expected, climbed into the seat besides you, waving slightly, “Mind if I join you?”

You shook your head, “How is Jimin?”

Taehyung sighed and shrugged, “He’s awake now. Still waiting on test results but I took him back home. He’s resting. You should go see him when you can” You nodded, admiring the man next to you for how well he cared for his friend despite everything.

The lights dimmed, focus landing on the ring in front of you.

Namjoon came out, looking fierce and energized. You shouted proudly, cheering him on. Jin came out on the other side. You glanced at Taehyung who was simply watching carefully.

The second the ref began the match, Namjoon pounced on Jin. He quickly dodged him. They went on, back and forth. The crowd was wilding. Namjoon landed a blow on Jin, sending him flying back. He quickly got back up, ducking under Namjoon to push him down.

Your heart was racing, unsure of who you should really be hoping walks out a winner. You wanted Namjoon to win so he would just stop. But seeing Jin get hurt wasn’t a pleasant thought either, especially since your life almost depended on him.

“Yeah?” Taehyung answered a call, motioning to you that he would be right back. You continued to watch the fight, Namjoon grunted as he pummeled Jin with punches. Blood tricked from Jin’s lip, but he wiped it off.

Your stomach went queasy as you saw the expression on his face. You knew Jin was planning to lose, but in that moment you saw nothing but sheer fury in his eyes. He looked ready to kill.

As if the universe heard your thoughts, Jin planted a fierce uppercut, sending Namjoon flying onto the ground.

Your ears deafened as the cheers of the crowd faded against your pounding heart as Namjoon lay, knocked out completely. Blood leaked from his head. You looked around but Taehyung was nowhere to be seen.

Jin was declared the winner, but Namjoon didn’t stir. You felt faint. You tried to catch Jin’s attention, confused out of your mind at what you had just seen.

“Y/n” You turned to see that Taehyung had returned. He also looked worried and simultaneously pissed. “Let’s go. Now” He grabbed your wrist and yanked you towards the exit, almost running as he pushed aside the crowd.

“What’s going on? What are you doing?” You snapped at Taehyung as he practically threw you into a car. Another. Black. Cadillac?

“Shut up” He growled, “Or I’ll fucking make you” He hopped in the drivers seat and stepped on the gas.

“Wait! Where are you taking me? What about Namjoon? I have to see if he’s okay!” Taehyung ignored you, eyes glued to the road. “Taehyung stop the fucking car!” You shouted.

“Relax...you’re gonna be just fine” A voice came from the backseat, and you whirled around.

“My love”

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a/n: ooOOO. yoongi is a bad bad boy, but is he the bad bad boy??? ;) why did jin actually win the fight? was yoongi the one who threatened jin? (ok yes but why! he said he loves her!) the biggest prank--who hurt jimin! it couldnt have been tae or yoongi sooo

im like,,,trying to be subtle with the way i phrase things to give hints but idk if it actually comes across or if im just losing my mind. lmk lol

as always thanks for reading, have a great day and HAPPY BUTTER WEEK im sooo ready for this comeback. next update will be in a while, but its gonna be a sexxxxyyyy one:) (with less pain kink and like...literal abuse lol sorry about that uh...yeah) smut pairs up on the masterlist, stay tuneddd :))))

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Noxious Pt.4

Chapter 4: Friendly Meals & Mediation

Warnings!: 18+ | Swearing/Strong Language

Pairings: Park Jimin x Female Reader | Kim Taehyung x Female Reader

Genre: Angst, Fluff, Bestfriend au!, College au!, Eventual Smut, Eventual Poly!au

Word Count: 6,262 (roughly 23 minutes of average reading time)

Summary: Jimin, Taehyung and F/n are all childhood friends. Taehyung moved away some years ago and left Jimin to take care of F/n. F/n falls for Jimin as they get older and gives up everything to fit into his life, until one night Jimin gets drunk and tells her what he really thinks of her.

I made sure I wasn’t leaving at a bad time for Tae, hugged him, told him I hoped we could talk more, and got on the train to Busan.

The whole way there I was jittery and nervous. What did Jimin know and HOW did he know? Should I tell him everything or just fake not knowing anything? I was chewing on my bottom lip, jittering as anxiety threatened to swallow me whole. The closer I got to Busan the worse I got.

I pulled out my phone to text Hoseok.

F/n: WHAT DO I DO!?!? HOW MUCH DOES HE KNOW!?

Hoseok sent me a text immediately back.

Hoseok🌻: I DON’T KNOW! He just got up, saw you weren’t in the room and ran off!!!

Hoseok🌻: We’ve been trying to find him but we can’t!

Hoseok🌻: Jungkook has been calling him nonstop since we left

Hoseok🌻: Where are you????

F/n: He said ‘Have a safe trip back to Busan’ sO HE FUCKING KNOWS I WASN’T THERE 🙃

Hoseok🌻: :O

I tried to hold back the smile that tugged on my lips.

F/n: DONT MAKE ME GIGGLE THIS IS SERIOUS

Hoseok🌻: HES GOING TO KILL US TOO

Hoseok🌻: He trusted us with you for like a second

Hoseok🌻: He done fucked up.

I giggle left my lips before I could stop myself

F/n: WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT MAKING ME GIGGLE

Hoseok🌻: I’M TRYING TO LIGHTEN THE MOOD BEFORE WE DIE

F/n: Jimin would never kill me

Hoseok🌻: HE’S HAD IT OUT FOR JUNGKOOK SINCE THEY FOUGHT ABOUT JIMIN’S HEIGHT

Hoseok🌻: SAVE THE BABY

F/n: 😒 I’m done with this conversation

F/n: all your doing is making me smile

Hoseok🌻: :D

Hoseok🌻: I’ll text you when we find him!

Hoseok🌻: Text me to let me know you got back safe! 😉

F/n: Okay, talk to you later Hobi…

I let out a heavy sigh and leaned back into my seat. A ding from my phone didn’t let me start to stress even more. I checked my phone, hoping it was something to pull me out of this.

Muscle Bunny🐇🎮🎥: Don’t worry too much. You two will just talk. If it gets too bad you can call me or Hoseok-Hyung! We’ll save you!

I smiled at the sweet message, feeling a little more at ease.

F/n: Thank you, Jeongguk! I owe you food for this!!!

Muscle Bunny 🐇🎮🎥: Yes! We’ll make it a whole day! I got a new video I’m working on and maybe we’ll go around the city!

Muscle Bunny 🐇🎮🎥: Just to get your mind off things

F/n: I would love that

Jeongguk was right. It was just a conversation and not anything crazy. It just scared me that I didn’t know what was going to be said and how heated it would get. I would just have to find out when I got there.

I was dying to know exactly what Jimin wanted to talk about. I was more than sure it was about Taehyung, but I had questions for him too.

Why did he tell Hoseok about him in such a malicious way if Taehyung didn’t technically do anything wrong? How did he know I wasn’t in Busan? Was there a specific reason why he started calling me Yakgwa? Did HE already meet up with Tae or reject the offer to meet?

All these ran in my head enough for me to march up to the front door of the Park residence and knock with confidence.

If ANYONE needed to answer questions or explain themselves it was him. We did need to talk. About HIM. About his actions. About his treatment of me.

All of this confidence and bold thinking was put to a stop as soon as Jimin was the one to open the front door.

He had changed, his hair was a mess, his hoodie was a bagger one than before and he had on basketball shorts. He looked at me for a small moment before waving me in.

The house was still, usually, his mom would be making something at this time or his dad. No TVs on, no other lights besides the living room and the hallway upstairs. Just quiet.

“My parents aren’t home, it’s just us.” He clarified as he walked into the living room.

His voice was slightly deeper than usual. It wasn’t happy or energetic.

“I was wondering why it was so quiet. Where did they go?” I asked, taking more cautious steps towards the couch.

Jimin picked his phone up from the coffee table as he answered, “They went to my aunt's house.”

The air was so awkward because we both knew we were upset with each other. I knew he was irritated with me, maybe even hurt, but I was nervous to even bring it up at the moment. He seemed tired and restless. What if I hit a nerve and he exploded? What if he took my words the wrong way?

Jimin put his phone back down as he sat down with a sigh, “Okay, I won’t dance around this, I know you went to see Taehyung and I don’t want you to do it again.”

Of course, “Why not? I was just catching up with a childhood friend. Nothing’s wrong with that.”

“He’s not our friend. He’s not good for you or me.”

“Did you get in contact with him?”

“That’s not the point.” He waved my question off, successfully pissing me off enough to light that confidence again.

“Did you, or did you not get in contact with him again?”

“I ignored his mom is that’s what you’re asking. You should've too.”

“What happened that made you so angry at him?”

“What happened that made you so willing to accept him?”

“You.” I finally pushed it out, “You happened.”

That seemed to surprise him, he seemed less stand-offish and like he was now actually listening.

“…Me? What about me?” He asked, his voice changed in tone entirely. It was high pitched and sounded like he was afraid of the answer.

“Cut the crap, you treated me like a fucking lapdog for years. I was going to talk to Taehyung’s mom but she left me with Taehyung. I shouldn’t even explain myself when it is YOU who needs to explain to me why you lead me on and why you treated me like garbage.”

Jimin quickly shook his head, “You aren’t a lapdog to me, F/n! We went over this! You’re my best friend and have been since we were kids!”

“You knew I liked you and only kept me around for fun and more attention! Stop making it seem like Taehyung will ruin my life when all he did today is give me one of the best ones I’ve had in years!”

“Where is all this coming from!?”

“YOU! You said it your fucking self! You knew I liked you! You knew that as soon as you called that I’d be right there! You don’t care about me in that way but you want me to only be yours. Like a fucking doll or dog for you to order around!”

“I never said that!”

“Yes, you did! Why do you think I got back into what I REALLY wanted to do? Why do you think I AVOID you!?”

Jimin quickly shook his head, eyes widening, “If I said it I didn’t mean it! I would never mean that, F/n! You mean so much to me! Yes, I knew you have a crush on me, but I wasn’t sure what I wanted! How could I accept your feelings without being sure of my own? I didn’t want to break your heart later on!”

“So you did it every day for most of my life!? When you got a girlfriend? When you slept around? You were, and still are cruel and selfish, Jimin!”

“I didn’t know it hurt you that much! You never saw me in the act of anything!”

“So that makes it okay!? I’m not a fucking idiot I would hear gossip throughout each school we went to! How you ditched me every chance you got to get your dick wet! Then you would come back to me like you cared about only me! You’re a fucking asshole!” Jimin quickly stood up to come over to me.

He held his hands out as he walked closer to me, like I was going to explode, “I didn’t know you knew any of that,” Jimin began, his voice calm, “I didn’t know the girls would talk. Especially to tell you things like that. I never wanted to hurt you! I always wanted to keep you close and keep you safe. You loved me. I couldn’t give that up, you have to understand that, please F/n.”

I stood up, I was not going to let my guard down, I wasn’t going to let my heart soften, “You couldn’t let my love go but you couldn’t accept it!? Are you fucking kidding me? Do you have any idea what you’re saying!? You were willing to take my virginity, knowing that you wouldn’t want anything more from me! Just to shut me up! Just because you were jealous that someone else might get my attention! I can guess that’s why you don’t want me around Taehyung as well!”

“I wasn’t going to fuck you and leave you, F/n!” He actually sounded hurt that time.

Good. I wanted him to hurt. I wanted him to know that he was the issue.

“No, you weren’t! You were going to do much worse! Fuck me and keep me around to see the others you fuck!”

“I wasn’t going to hook up with anyone after you, I swear!”

“You’re not only an asshole but a liar as well!”

“No! I swear! I was going to take it seriously! I didn’t want you leaving, that’s true. I hated how someone could catch your attention so fast after it’s been on me for years! But that’s not why I didn't want you talking to Taehyung! You have to trust me on this!” He practically begged.

“TRUST YOU!? I don’t even know you! I thought you were sweet and kind only to find out you really are a lying manipulator!”

“I’m not! You know me! I’m your best friend! I’m your Chim! You’ve loved me for as long as I can remember and I’m still the same way!”

“Stop lying to me, you stupid a-” I wasn’t sure if it was out of panic or desperation, but Jimin lunged forward and wrapped me in his arms.

As soon as I felt the embrace I tried shoving him off. He only held me tighter and began to kiss the top of my head.

“Let me go! I’m not done talking to you!” I snapped.

“This isn’t talking anymore, F/n. I’m sorry I hurt you. It’ll never happen again. I won’t lead you on, I won’t lie to you. I won’t treat you like a child and I won't take you for granted. I won’t make you feel worthless, or like you’re a lapdog. I care so much about you and we’ll forget all about this.”

Now I was livid.

Forget about this!?

Forget about years of torment just because he was sorry? Not a fucking chance.

This time I successfully shoved him off, “Seriously!? Stop while you can! I’m going back to school, give me space or I cut you out completely.” I threatened before storming out to find a taxi.

“Maybe next time at least TRY to understand where he’s coming from.” Hoseok voiced as he took another bite of his chocolate ice cream.

“He was the one who messes up his wording!” I whined.

Hoseok shook his head, a small smile on his lips as he made his way to the swing set, “You two need to think over your words before you say them. You both let emotions run high and explode.”

I gave him an irritated look.

“What?” Hoseok laughed at my face.

“I need you to just agree with me and talk shit. I need sympathy, not facts!” I complained as I sat on the swing next to him.

“Jungkook is on his way to do that but for now I need you to know he’s not the only stupid one.”

“I regret buying your ice cream.” I huffed.

Hoseok only chuckled as he began to lightly swing.

He wasn’t wrong though. Maybe I should’ve tried to understand where he was coming from. I was just too angry to think of his side. I only saw mine.

Like a ball of frantic energy Hoseok and I could see Jeongguk SPRINTING down the street towards us.

Hoseok almost dropped his ice cream as he shot up to open up one of our convenience store bags, “I TOLD HIM THERE WOULD BE SNACKS!”

“There are?” I giggled in confusion.

Hoseok ignored me as he dug through the bag. Jeongguk really was going fast though.

“Man, he’s coming in hot isn’t he?” I giggled, slightly unsettled.

“Where did you put the banana milk!?” Hoseok asked, still panicked.

“Other bag! Other bag!” I quickly stood up as I saw Jeongguk getting closer.

Hoseok ripped open the other bag and yanked out the banana milk and grabbed a random bag of chips and held it out in front of him. As soon as Jeongguk reached the park his hands reached out and snatched the items.

Jeongguk skidded to a stop and threw his hands up as if to cheer for his snacks.

“Yah, come in slower next time, You make me think you’re going to crash into me with that energy,” Hoseok complained.

“Hi, Jeongguk.” I giggled at Hoseok’s relieved face.

“Hello, Noona.” Jeongguk greeted in formal speech with a small smile.

Hoseok snapped his head up to look at Jeongguk with the most comedically disgusted and judgmental face I’ve ever seen, “Don’t.” was all he said.

“So what did Jimin say?” Jeongguk ignored him and sat in the swing I abandoned.

I let out a sigh, “To stay away from Taehyung, that he didn’t think of me as a lapdog. More lies.” I muttered and bit into my gimbap.

“Some of it might not be lies though! She only sees it from her point of view.” Hoseok added.

“BUT she’s known him all his life. Doesn’t Noona know him better than us?” Jeongguk suggested.

I nodded my head mouth full as I pointed my finger at Jeongguk. Hoseok rolled his eyes at me and turned back to Jeongguk, “Just because she feeds you and she’s older DOESN’T mean she’s right!”

“LET JEONGGUK SIMP FOR ME.” I complained.

“No. When we head back to school, I want you both to have lunch with us and at least TRY to talk it out like adults.”

“Since when am I an adult!?”

“Why doesn’t he like Taehyung? Yoongi talks about him and it’s never bad. But Jimin ONLY says bad things about him.” Jeongguk jumped in.

“Jealousy?” I suggested.

We all seemed to think about it for a moment.

“Did… Did you notice anything off about Taehyung when you visited?” Hoseok asked.

“Not really. He kept his personality mostly since we were little. He DID have his own apartment with more than one bedroom and a dog. He said he had multiple jobs and was thinking of going to school. Nothing crazy.”

“…Is he a drug dealer or something?” Jeongguk asked.

“Or he just has REALLY nice paying jobs…” Hoseok threw in.

“Now you guys are really making me think that I could’ve been kidnapped or something.”

“How about we invite Taehyung to lunch with us?” Jeongguk suggested.

“And have Jimin rip him apart? Not a chance. Maybe a night out with us but NEVER a lunch where Jimin and F/n air out their dirty laundry.”

“Why not? No need for spicy side dishes when you have all the drama.”

“JEONGGUK NO.”

“Can I at least bring Yoongi? He just wants to spectate.”

“As long as he doesn’t instigate.”

“I promise nothing.”

Once I had gotten to my dorm room it was empty. It felt like my roommate sensed my stupidity and fled. I wouldn’t blame her.

I shut off all the lights and dramatically threw myself face down on the bed.

“JUST END ME NOW. DO IT.” I screamed into my pillow.

It was hard to be optimistic about anything given the shit show I made. I wasn’t completely at fault but I didn’t help the situation either.

I hoped once I woke up Hobi would help me fix my problem. Then again I shouldn’t be relying on Hoseok to fight my battles. Jeongguk either.

With a groan I reached over and picked up my phone.

Surprisingly, Jimin hadn’t called or text.

However, Taehyung did.

TaeTae🍯🐻🐲: You didn’t text me. I hope you got back safe.

I could almost physically feel a weight lift from my chest.

F/n: I made it back safe sorry. I should’ve told you when I first got off the train😅

I thought maybe he would text me a little later given how late it was, but a text came immediately after.

TaeTae🍯🐻🐲: Don’t worry about it I’m just glad you’re safe. I had fun today can we maybe meet up again? I’ll come to you this time!

F/n: Are you sure? The train ride here is pretty boring

TaeTae🍯🐻🐲: If you rode the rain for me I should return the favor. I wanted to see the school anyway

F/n: REALLY?

TaeTae🍯🐻🐲: ….

TaeTae🍯🐻🐲: not really i just wanted more of an excuse to see you. You might need to talk me more into school though. Be a good salesman

F/n: do you really need to be convinced or is that another excuse to see me longer?

TaeTae🍯🐻🐲: Both?

TaeTae🍯🐻🐲: Both.

F/n: Well the street food is great here. Maybe I can take you to a market before we come to the school.

TaeTae🍯🐻🐲: Trying the wine and dine tactic?

F/n: More like the steal and fill method

TaeTae🍯🐻🐲: that sounds oddly sexual

TaeTae🍯🐻🐲: I’m in

I let out a giggle before replying once more.

F/n: Then it’s set. Just let me know when you have a day off. I’m going to bed now. Night Tae Tae the Dragon.

TaeTae🍯🐻🐲: I’ll let you know by tomorrow. Sweet dreams Yakgwa

I let out a loud sigh and switched the contact over to Jimin. I hovered over the keyboard for a moment, pumping myself up to be the one to suck in my pride and reach out first.

F/n:… I want to start off my saying communication isn’t my best personality trait. I’m sorry for exploding on you. Hobi and Jeongguk offered to join us for lunch to talk if you’re up for it.

Just like Taehyung he immediately texted back.

Chim🐤: No. Don’t apologize. You mustve been holding that in for years. I’m sorry that you had to. I’m up for the lunch. Maybe they’ll help out so we don’t misunderstand each other

F/n: but i feel like an asshole I didn’t even attempt to see anything from your point of view. I only saw my problems and not yours

F/n: it was selfish

F/n: and assholey

Chim🐤: dont make me smile I’m still mad and hurt

F/n: are you perhaps… butt hurt?

F/n: asshole hurt?

F/n: nvm that one doesn’t work

Chim🐤: I would block you if I didn’t fear Hoseok

F/n: Yeah he would throw down if he found out you blocked me

F/n: Jeongguk too

Chim🐤: JEONGGUK TOO!?

Chim🐤: HOW

Chim🐤: IT TOOK HIM MONTHS TO EVEN CALL ME HYUNG ONCE

F/n: Wait really?

F/n: He called me noona already

Chim🐤: HE WHAT

F/n: idk man i just gave him food once and that was today and suddenly im noona

Chim🐤: what kind of witchcraft bullshit is that

Chim🐤: imma body slam him at lunch tomorrow

F/n: …remember that one time Jeongguk helped a teacher move their dead car off campus…

Chim🐤: …

Chim🐤: imma punch him at lunch tomorrow

F/n: …remember that one time Jeongguk completely flipped over another student in that charity wresting match without losing his breath…

Chim🐤: I DIDN’T SAY I WOULD WIN THE FIGHT

F/n: I’m pretty sure he’s made out of steel

F/n: your punch will hurt you more than anything

Chim🐤: He’s sensitive to smells. Imma garlic bomb him

Chim🐤: shove gym laundry in his face

F/n: He’s sensitive to smells?🥺

Chim🐤: YA

Chim🐤: He’s an asshole don’t think for a second that he’s cute

F/n: the boi is sensitive to smell, drinks banana milk, can sing really well, sings while he cooks, he smiles when he swears, plays video games, gushes over gaming graphics, he does spongebob impressions and made friends with a frog near campus once

F/n: smol eboy

Chim🐤: don’t

Chim🐤: wait did you just call Gukkie an eboy?

Chim🐤: thats...

Chim🐤: not far off when i think about it

F/n: I’ll see you at lunch?

Chim🐤: You’ll see me at lunch. Get some sleep asshole.

When I woke up for my classes and they day ahead I couldn’t help but feel lighter.

I aired out the building anger I had towards Jimin, I’m more friends with Hoseok and Jeongguk than before, and I also got Taehyung back into my life.

I happily got my lunch and practically skipped to the usual lunch spot.

When I got closer to the tree I could see Jimin, almost leaning against the tree as he sat cross-legged. I could see Hoseok and Jeongguk sitting opposite sides of each other, facing each other. Yoongi’s back was to me like he was facing Jimin.

I’ve only met Yoongi once or twice because of Jeongguk and Hoseok. Yoongi was a quiet music major and I felt like I would bug him if I reached out to him. So I didn’t really reach out, but when he joined us on things I would be more than happy to have him around.

Jimin looked up briefly from talking to wave me over, a big smile on his face. I ran over quickly and took my place next to Jimin.

“Ohh looks like someone made up.” Hoseok teased.

I only shrugged in response as I opened my sandwich and chips.

“We partly made up. We still need to talk things out.” Jimin sighed as he reached over to open my strawberry milk for me.

There was an awkward silence as Yoongi kept eating, unbothered.

“We think you’re an asshole,” Jeongguk said to Jimin in the most casual way I didn’t expect.

“WHOA!” Jimin exclaimed.

“Jeongguk, we were supposed to ease him into this!” Hoseok tried his best to scold our friend but it was obvious that he was leaning more towards laughing.

“And they think you’re stupid,” Yoongi muttered I hoped it wasn’t me he was talking about but he made eye contact so I couldn’t even pretend I didn’t hear it.

“Hyung,” Hoseok was dangerously close to choking on his noodles.

“Noona isn’t completely stupid though, she even popped off on him a time or two. She’s just really kind.” Jeongguk defended.

“Excuse me!? Noona!? And aren’t you MY friend!?” Jimin interrogated.

“I tolerate you, yes.” Jeongguk’s response made me choke on my milk.

“This isn’t about me, this is about us judging you, so talk.” Jeongguk waved his hand almost as if he were shooing way someone annoying.

Jimin opened his mouth to answer, but I caught my breath in time to jump in, “Long story short, I had a crush on Jimin, Jimin got drunk one night, called me a lap dog so I stopped doing things HE wanted and did what I wanted. I tried to avoid him and my problems which only backfired when I exploded on him after meeting up with our childhood friend and now I’m as lost as y’all.”

“AND I explained to her that I DIDN’T think of her as a lap dog and that Taehyung was a dick.” Jimin rolled his eyes.

“You left out the part where you offered to take her virginity but didn’t want to date her because she was, and I quote ‘was like a sister to you’.” Hoseok huffed.

“HE WHAT?” Jeongguk looked so scandalized.

“So you’d fuck your sister but not date her. What a gentleman.” Yoongi commented.

“It wasn’t my proudest moment but I planned on not… hooking up with anyone after her at least for a long while. Her feelings matter to me.” Jimin explained.

“Even if you don’t return them,” Jeongguk added.

“Wouldn’t that be even more heartless?” Yoongi turned to Hoseok.

“Yes, it would be.”

“No, it wouldn’t! I was going to give myself a chance to fall for her! It would just take some time.”

“And if you don’t then you just wasted her time.”

“Yoongi?”

“Too harsh?”

“Just a little.”

“Did you at least plan to take her on a date?” Jeongguk jumped in.

“Of course I did! What kind of animal do you think I am!?” I’ve never seen Jimin look so offended.

They all gave him a pointed look, “Don’t answer that.” Jimin quickly tried to save his pride.

“Either way I want to defend Taehyung! He talked with me, we caught up, we ate meat and ice cream. We watched a show and he even walked me back to the train station.” I changed the topic.

Jimin quickly shifted his body so he was half facing me, “He did WHAT?”

“That does sound like a very Taehyung thing to do,” Yoongi noted.

“Sounds strangely like a date,” Hoseok smirked.

I looked at Hoseok with betrayal in my eyes, “I’m sure you want me dead.”

“Well did he try anything!?” Jimin questioned.

“What does it matter? It’s not like they can make out in a barbeque place, I’ve tried.” Hoseok scoffed, which earned him a few judgmental looks.

I shook my head, “AnYWAY! Of course, he didn’t try anything! He was just being nice and I had a nice time! It’s not like we intentionally went on a date,” I reasoned.

“Maybe it wasn’t a date to YOU.” Yoongi was now smirking.

“Not you too,” I pleaded.

“Hyung, you know Taehyung, is he a scumbag?” Jimin turned to Yoongi.

“Why are you so insistent on painting Taehyung as a bad guy when you’ve done no better?” Jeongguk accused before Yoongi could answer.

“HEY! I’ve been her best friend for years! He just pops in our life randomly! I want to make sure he’s not bad news! He could sleep around and break hearts!” Jimin debated.

“Like you?” Hoseok shot.

Silence.

Suddenly the strawberry milk didn’t taste so nice.

“Jimin, I think what they mean to say is you’re projecting…” I awkwardly broke the tension.

“Not you too!” Jimin cried in annoyance.

“There’s a word for his jealousy?” Hoseok questioned.

“Jealousy?” Now I was confused.

“Oh my god, they’re both stupid.” Yoongi shook his head.

Jimin shook his head, “It’s not jealousy, it’s not projecting either! He might be an asshole.”

“Keyword is ‘might’ meaning you’re not sure.”

“Yoongi why did Jeongguk invite you?” Jimin sighed.

“Jimin that’s a little rude, don’t you think?” Hoseok lightly scolded.

“Yeah, why would you not want Yoongi Hyung here? He’s our friend too, he’s just looking out for you.” Jeongguk poked.

“Yeah, I wasn’t the one being a dumbass,” Yoongi added, causing me to let out a snort.

“I don’t know why you’re laughing, he called you stupid a little while ago,” Jimin grumbled.

“Yeah, but unlike you, I know I’m an idiot and own it. Words can’t hurt me, this strawberry milk is Gucci.” I smirked.

“…Didn’t this all start because Jimin said some words you didn’t like?” Yoongi sounded genuinely confused.

His features were soft, meaning he didn’t intentionally make a jab at me.

I slammed my milk down with a dramatic gasp, “You know what, Yoongi!? I laughed at your joke and invited you to sit in at our drama and THIS is how you repay me!?”

“Why would you be mean to Noona, you don’t see her often and when you do, you do things like this.” Jeongguk played along, shaking his head.

“Don’t call her that.” Jimin almost glared at Jeongguk.

Hoseok let out a small laugh, “Maybe sit this one out.” He advised Yoongi.

“Jokes aside, we still haven’t sorted out anything.” Jimin hesitantly informed.

“Like?” I asked, lifting my sandwich to take a bite.

“…Like if I’m taking your virginity or if we should go on a few dates first.” The time to die by choking on a sandwich has come.

My time is now.

“Jimin! I swear you know how to fuck up a wet dream!” Hoseok scolded as he handed a bottle of water to Yoongi to open and he began to pat my back.

“I can’t believe you sometimes, we just got the mood light and you just, ughhh.” Jeongguk didn’t even finish ranting, he just made a noise of irritation and turned away from Jimin.

Hoseok scooted closer to my hunched over form. I was trying to cough out the piece of bread that went down the wrong pipe. His patting of my back gave me some form of comfort but not entirely as the tears came to my eyes from the sting in my throat.

“I didn’t mean right now!” Jimin defended.

“The point of this whole conversation was to explain how you’re being an entitled idiot and it just flew over your head.” Yoongi sighed as he handed Hoseok the water bottle.

Hoseok put the water bottle under my face, and in the softest voice I’ve ever heard him speak in, he said, “Come on, drink this. You’ll feel better. It’s okay, just a little bread.”

Before anyone could comment that Hoseok was sitting close to me and rubbing my back as I drank water, Yoongi spoke up, “Anyway. I think you seriously need to understand that if she wants to lose her virginity to someone else and not be around you 24/7 then you’ll have to accept that. You both need space.”

“But we aren’t normal! Our friendship has never been normal! If I give us space it’ll only get worse.” Jimin argued.

“He just danced around the virginity thing.” Jeongguk pointed out.

Once my coughing fit stopped I pushed away the cruel sandwich, who’s bread was filled with hate and turkey.

Jimin frowned, “At least eat your chips, Yakgwa. Hyung, can you stop petting her? She’s okay.”

“He’s still ignoring it.” Yoongi shook his head.

Hoseok ignored them, continuing to rub my back, “What happened? Were you eating too fast?” He questioned.

“Not that I can tell.” I glared at the sandwich.

“Maybe the bread was just too dry.” Hoseok theorized.

Actually, that made sense, “That or I was paying too much attention to the conversation and not eating.” I gave him an embarrassed smile.

He gave me a smile and small chuckle in return, “We’ll try not to surprise you then.” He promised.

“…You can stop petting her now.” Jimin said once more, his voice sounded fake, and not at all genuinely friendly.

“Calm down, he’s just being a brother… You know all about that.” Yoongi teased.

Hoseok rolled his eyes, “She choked on bread, I was only being nice.”

“Just nice?” Jeongguk challenged.

“Stop making Jimin jealous and lets drop this. Jimin and F/n will work this out in time if they just allow each other some space.” Yoongi waved the tension away.

Now lunch was just awkward.

Nothing in my illustration class went well. I couldn’t control anything my hand did and ended up making more corrections and erasing than actually drawing. To say I was stressed and irritated was an understatement. I shoved the building doors open and was met with an unexpected sight.

“Hobi? What are you doing here?”

He looked up from his phone, a smile on his face, “The others are waiting at dinner for us. I had practice so I figured I should swing by here afterward to go with you.” He explained, ignoring the looks he got as he shoved his phone in his pocket.

“We’re having dinner? How come no one told me?” I frowned.

Hoseok’s head tilted a little to the side, “I thought Jimin told you. I swear that boy. Are you free?”

“I… I mean, yes, I just didn’t expect it I guess.” I responded as he threw his arm around my shoulder and began to lead me in a direction.

“How did your class go?” He asked after we walked some time and I relaxed a little.

I let out a large sigh, “Terrible. My hand doesn’t listen to my brain.” I grumbled.

The sun was descending, blending the colors into a beautiful gradient. The weather was warm but has a slight cool breeze so it never was too warm.

Hoseok looked forward like he was thinking over his answer, “Maybe you just need more practice. Or it was just an off day.” He suggested.

“I hope so.” I gave him a small smile.

It wasn’t until this moment that I fully realized how Hoseok was dressed. He wasn’t formal or dressed up. If anything he was dressed down. He was wearing a white shirt, black ripped jeans, dark boots, a black jacket that looked and felt like leather. His hair was curly, this was the first time for that, another thing that was the first time seeing was a chain earing that went from the top to bottom of his ear. Like he had a helix and lobe piercing. There were three thin, silver chains that caught the street and store lights just right.

This was all odd. Hoseok would wear loud colors. I remember at one point finding Jimin because I could see Hoseok’s neon yellow shoes in a crowd. His bright flashy color clothes are usually what gave Hoseok away most of the time. It wasn’t by any means obnoxious though. Despite the loud colors he always pulled them off perfectly. Never looking out of place or goofy, though there were times we would question an item or two of his choice.

I remember distinctly having a conversation with him, Jeongguk, and Jimin about piercings. He didn’t have any and didn’t want any. He would say he liked his ears too much to get any. Jeongguk and Jimin would naturally bring their friend Hoseok with them for support while they got more piercings on their ears. I was there for a few too. Hoseok would always dodge the Jeongguk or Jimin if they asked if he wanted one. So seeing him with this made me really confused.

It also registered what he said when he greeted me out of class. Did he change after practice? Jimin said it would be hell to practice in jeans, and sometimes boots were too heavy to properly get into focus.

“…Is this a clip-on?” I asked, reaching out to lightly run my fingers along the chains.

“Oh yeah!” He exclaimed like he just remembered.

He ran in front of me, face me, and stuck a theatric pose, “How do I look?”

I let out a laugh, “Good. You even curled your hair!”

“You noticed?” He asked, stopping his pose to look over at me in excitement.

I nodded, just as excited as him. He clapped a little excitedly and rushed back to stand next to me. He threw his arm back over my shoulders with a glowing smile on his face.

“So what are we having for dinner?” I asked, playfully wrapping my arm around his waist.

“I figured I take you to a high-end steakhouse with only the best, most expensive wine, with a nice 5-star, gourmet chocolate cake to end the night.” Hoseok joked, his voice sounding like a stereotypical rich person.

“…So we’re having meat at a local Korean barbeque place, soju, and whatever we want from the convenient store?”

“That’s the plan!”

I giggled and continued walking.

It wasn’t until we were close to our group's go-to place that I decided to ask an important question I should’ve asked before I agreed to leave with him, “So who’s joining us again?”

“Well, we have Jimin, and Jeongguk,” He began as he jumped on the deck-like platform just outside the door, making me follow.

“Yoongi, I invited my friend Namjoon, but I think he won’t be here until later,” He continued, opened the front door, and guided me in by my lower back.

As soon as the front door chimed I could see our friends at the table. Upon hearing the chime four men turned to look at us.

Four? Why four?

Well, when they turned around I locked eyes with someone else’s relieved ones.

“And our new good friend, Taehyung!” Hoseok finished like this wasn’t going to be just as, if not more uncomfortable than lunch.

“…I’m never having a group meal again after this.” I sighed as I walked over to take a seat, Hoseok’s hand on my back, seeming to keep me from running off.

Jimin’s face was just anger, staring right at Taehyung who was sitting across from him. Taehyung gave me an awkward smile and wave.

I glared at Yoongi who held his hands up in a classic ‘wasn’t me’ pose. I didn’t believe it for a second.

“Noona! Have a seat! I think we uh… have a new friend!” Jeongguk tried to smile.

I looked over towards the empty seat.

…I KNOW they didn’t just cause chaos and sit me right in the middle of it.

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sicjimin · 3 years

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if u arent busy... ive been wanting to read something about yoon having an awful tummyache ): his stomach is just cramping and hurting and its making him nauseous but it hurts to walk so he doesnt want to get out of bed. maybe one of the members finds him n offer him tummy medicine but he starts feeling worse so he goes to sit in front of the toilet and wait

A.N : hii i hope u like this .. quite short one .. i hope this fulfill ur expectations :)

TW : emeto

Yoongi wants to scream.

He wants to scream about how bad his stomach hurts. It feels like someone twisting his inside, crumpling it, and shaking it like drying a wet towel. It hurts. It makes him nauseous too.

He parted his lips slightly to make him breathe easier, curled himself smaller—until his knees almost touching his chest—with his palms in between, pressing hard to his tummy.

He closes his eyes and forces himself not to vomit. He takes deep breaths through his nose, holding them as long as he can until he releases all of it from the back of his throat and lets them out in a heavy exhale. The sound rattles his insides, making his gut hurt worse than ever before; Yoongi squeezes his eyes tighter shut as he tries to hold on to anything that makes him feel better.

He was too focused on his pain until he didnt realize the side of his bed dipped.

"Hyung?" Hoseok's voice came.

"Hobi?" Yoongi croaked. He opens one eye and sees that Hoseok is sitting next to him on the bed.

"It's time for breakfast. We have to go in few minutes", he says gently. Still not aware of what's wrong with his friend.

Yoongi closes his eyes again, the mention of breakfast making his stomach lurch to his throat.

" I will skip breakfast .. and work as well", he said weakly, biting his lips after to hold him from hissing when a cramp twists his insides.

Hoseok frowns, taking a good look at his hyung. "Are you okay hyung?", he asked worriedly.

"No."

"What are you feeling?", Hoseok asks. He places his hand on Yoongi's forehead, " You don't have a fever", he mumbles.

"My stomach .. hurts a lot," Yoongi admitted quietly.

Hoseok nods, "Do you feel like throwing up?", he asked carefully.

"Yeah", Yoongi nods. " But not now .. i dont know, its just hurt so much", he groans. He opened his eyes to see if Hoseok has any sort of solution.

"Wait here", Hoseok said as he stood up, leaving Yoongi alone in the bed.

Yoongi closes his eyes again. Maybe if he going back to sleep, he will feel better later.

His thoughts stop when he hears Hoseok's footsteps come back.

"Here", he said softly as he placed his hands on Yoongi's shoulder. Yoongi looks to his side only to find the younger putting something on the nightstand and sit in his earlier position, tugging his blanket, " Let me placed this on your tummy", he says.

Yoongi hums. lifting a bit of his shirt as Hoseok places the hot pack on there. "It will help your cramps", the younger says.

Yoongi nods as he lays back and covers himself again.

Trying not to let out any moan as his stomach twists.

Hoseok watches his hyung with a worried face. "Do you want to take medicine hyung? I have some here"

Yoongi shakes his head, "I dont think i can put anything on my mouth now or i will throw up"

"Don't you say you have to go?", Yoongi adds as he is aware that Hoseok is still there after few minutes of silence. His hand still massaging Yoongi's legs that covered with blanket gently.

" If i go then who would take care of you hyung?"

Yoongj frowns, "I can take care of myself"

"What if you faint?"

Yoongi scoffs, "I'm not gonna faint"

"You're pale. One tip and you will fall over", Hoseok insists.

Yoongi shrugs, "I'll be fine".

"Okay.."

" I can handle myself"

"... okay"

"I can!"

The younger shakes his head but let's go. "Alright then"

They both stay silent for a couple of seconds until Yoongi speaks again. "The hot pack didn't work. Rather than staying on the edge like that just come here and help me", he grunts, more than mumbling to himself.

The younger chuckles and slides himself beside Yoongi. Yoongi scoots closer as well. His hair brushing Hoseok's hair. " What can i help you hyung?"

"Rub my stomach .. i think it will work better than this hot pack"

"Okay", the younger says after his laughs die as he rubs soft circles on Yoongi's belly. Yoongi sighs in relief and relaxes under Hoseok's gentle touch. His stomach slowly starting to ease, "Is it working?".

Yoongi hums, "Maybe.. maybe not. I think you should try again"

Hoseok chuckles again, "I think you're sly"

"Mhm whatever"

They stay like that after a while. Hoseok almost thinks that Yoongi has fallen back asleep with how quiet the older now and his steady breathing.

Almost.

Until Yoongi batted his hand away from his stomach and trying to get out of the bed.

"Hyung, where are you going?"

Yoongi's cheeks puff out. He looks .. green. "I think i'm going to puke", he mutters. His voice sounds thick.

Yoongi let himself kneel in front of the toilet. His mouth parted as a string of saliva that had been coating his mouth dripping from it. His breath tickling the clear water.

" Fuck .. i feel sick, Hoba", he whimpers. He clutches the toilet bowl tightly as he feels his stomach rolling with overwhelming nausea. He pitches forward with unproductive gags. The sound echoes through the bathroom. It makes him feel sicker.

"I know hyung.. don't push too hard"

Yoongi huffs and spits more of saliva. He just wants to get over this. He leans back in his feet. Puts a shaky hand on his stomach as he waits for nausea to ... he doesn't know. Either he wants it to fade or he wants it to intensifies so he can puke.

"Hyung? Are you feeling okay?"

"Just.. give me a second", Yoongi mumbles. Gulping down faint of sick in his throat. God, he really feels like puking.

"Okay.. im going to get some water and bring it back to you", Hoseok whispers, moving his hands from Yoongi's back.

Yoongi nods.

Yoongi swayed with nausea for few seconds when Hoseok left, until he feels warm liquid shooting up to his throat. He quickly propped himself to the bowl as the contents of his stomach came out of his mouth. His heart thumping wildly against his rib cage as he tries to catch his breath. The sickness making him lightheaded. Sweat drips into his body.

He gasps out loudly as another round of vomiting took place. A big stream of what looks like his dinner last night filling the bowl at a rapid pace. He grimaces at the sound and the taste that lingers on his tongue.

" Uurrrrkk-", he retches again, bringing up more chunky liquid from his lips.

"Hyung!", he heard Hoseok shout somewhere. Later, he felt Hoseok touch his back, rubbing it soothingly as his body wracked with a new round of heave.

" Let it out hyung .. you will feel better soon", Hoseok assures him.

He coughs a little as he continues to throw up everything that had gotten up in him. He feels like throwing up more and more. It seems like his stomach is eager to expel everything there. His throat burning with the acidic taste of bile.

Finally, after several more waves, he stops throwing up, letting out a big wet cough as he slumps his head to the toilet seat.

The toilet flushed. And he feels himself being pulled away from the toilet.

"Dont rest there", Hoseok tells him as he makes the older lean into him. " Are you feeling better?", he adds as he handed Yoongi water, that the latter gracefully gulp down.

Yoongi nods tiredly, coughing once. "Not too queasy again but i don't know, still feeling off", he croaked out.

Hoseok hums understandingly, "Let's rinse your mouth and then you can rest again, okay?", Hoseok suggested as he helped his hyung to stand up.

Yoongi nods as the younger help him to stand up after almost falling flat on his knees on the first try. The vomiting really took everything out of his body.

" And you say you won't faint", Hoseok snickers as they walk back to the bed, gaining grunts from the older, "Shut up. My legs just feel ... tired"

#bts sickfic #bts emeto #tw emeto #tw vomit #sick!yoongi #caretaker!hoseok

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nightswithkookmin · 3 years

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JIKOOK MMA 2020- COMMENTARY

Disclaimer: This is a commentary, not an expert analysis. I am not a ballerina. LTRS.

Let's all agree right here, right now, that if ever a moment deserve to be immortalized for all eternity, that it is this moment right here: the moment Jungkook lifts Jimin off the ground- it is the most super iconic IT moment of the year as far as shipping goes. Damn, was it beautiful. Goddamn!

Personally, I had so many flashbacks of unchartered fantasies, hopes and dreams- the least delusional of which is JK saying with a deep voice, after lifting JM off the ground, 'would you marry me please' and Jimin, shook out of his wits would respond in Satoori, 'we are already married, you idiot. Now put me down!' Lol.

What? A girl can dream... Leave me alone. Lol

A lot has been said of this dance and so I won't rumble on for long. I'm just gonna focus on the moments that stood out for me:

The first of which would be the build up to that performance- BigHit, you sneaky conglomerate bastard! Lol.

Y'all saw what they did there right? For weeks I have been bombarded with questions about the seemingly 'tensions' between Jikook- everyone was slipping me the 'something is up with Jikook' pill but chilee, I look at them and all I could see was Jikook up in their shenanigans. Lol

I think I mentioned this in a previous post? Anywho. I think the thing that most of us was experiencing with Jikook was the unnecessary 'limited' interactions between them in the recent content we had been getting post Jimin's birthday but regardless, there were still moments of them 'giving themselves away' like in the Grammy reaction video when Jimin instinctively turned to JK in his moment of excitement.

His hesitation was worrying though, because normally he wouldn't- they wouldn't, hesitate to hug the person that they want to hug in their moments of emotional outbursts unless something was hindering them.

Ergo, I felt, if he was hesitating, then clearly it meant there was something holding him back or stressing their dynamic- I think I've definitely talked about this right? Instinctual reactions and all that jazz?

It didn't feel like he was having problems with Kook though, honestly. Because, in spite of all these little inconsistent moments of 'tensions' between them, Jimin for the most part has been giving me the vibe he is falling in love all over again with Kook- Dont ask me why. Lol. This is just gonna be one of those statements I make in passing. Take note of it though, I'll talk about it again soon.

But from the little I've seen post Jimin's birthday, that's the vibe I'm getting. If you believe Jimin is in love with Kook and you have an idea of when he started falling in love with Kook in their love Journey, then I think you'd catch the signs too? If not, never mind. Lol.

Every now and then, I see him go through this phase- in my opinion. I can't wait to talk about it. And yes, it is what I meant when I said Jikook's dynamics seem to have flipped again lately. Time to turn on the crazy. Lol.

These minimum interactions between Jikook however, to me, felt more as if they were being 'monitored' or asked to 'tone things down' by the company or something rather than that they were having actual issues in their relationship- know what I mean?

For the love of me, I couldn't figure out why the company would ask them to tone things down... Until the blackswan performance.

I feel somehow that the lack of content and moments between Jikook in recent times, coupled with the seemingly faux tensions between them prior to their performance at the MMAs, without question, contributed to the wow factor of their performance. In my opinion- but stay with me.

BigHit ain't slick. Lol.

It's so on brand for them though, isn't it? Demand and supply and all that jazz. Chilee. Scarcity inflates the value of a product. I mean we've seen JK lift and carry Jimin in their dance performances several times now yet we can't deny this came as a shock and surprise for us all because we had zero idea what was 'going on between Jikook' behind the cameras- straight up Jedi mind trick. Lol.

Not to say the performance itself wasn't spectacular in of its own. I'd be mad damn liar and a fool if I peddled that nonsense anywhere. Lol.

I just want to point out how BigHit utilizes and taps Jikook's brand and magic in their business model, as this provides a stark contrast against BTS's marketing strategy for their self produced Album Be.

I tried explaining in my LGO analysis, how that project was a personal project of BTS' as a group and how as a group they had their own perception of brand and what sells- or who sells amongst them, as such they weren't going to and didn't star Jikook in that project as front and center.

Contrasting that project to this project, which is more of a BigHit piloted project rather than a personal project of the group's, you can see how Jikook's brand stands out and how it is being highlighted or even exploited for maximum return.

This is what I mean when I say Jikook is a brand. A powerful brand at that and that BigHit has a stake in their brand.

Jikook once again, overshadowed and dare I say, over powered BTS's own brand in that Blackswan performance- chileee, that performance was so Jikookcentric I forgot the others were even there. Lol.

I mean I saw NamJin jump in the foreground somewhere... I'm gonna get canceled am I not? Lmho.

VHope were powerful too. But I couldn't help but notice how neither of those individuals could have sold it the way JK did, had they been in his shoes. V and Hobi both have stamina and presence, yet for some reason I just can't picture either of them lifting Jimin up and spinning him the way JK did and does- not that they can't...

It's just, they take the spotlight too. Jimin is captivating when he dances- or does anything quiet frankly. And usually, he shines under the spotlight when there is undivided attention on him.

When he is paired with Hobi, V or even Suga, very often they act as distractions as they tend to compete with him for the viewer's attention and as such they don't necessarily compliment him. In my opinion.

Often too, when he is paired with RM or Jin, he tends to outshine them and make them look like rookies- Namjin... bless their hearts. Lol.

Kookie is the only member in the group that I feel compliments Jimin- well. Not that he isn't a great dancer too like Hobi or V, it's just whenever he is paired with Jimin in a performance he has the tendency to waive his spotlight and cede it to Jimin by letting go off his own shine and spotlight as well as his competitive spirit so Jimin can be highlighted.

It's why he is the perfect partner for Jimin and the perfect choice for this role in their duet. I think. He pulled it off guys. He PULLED IT OFF-chef's kiss JK. Chef's fucking kiss! Lol.

JK often talks about how he prefers to 'be behind the cameras,' how he often films the members but doesn't like being filmed or being in the spotlight and you see this in his GCFs where he takes the back bench and allows Jimin or even the others to dally in front of the camera.

I don't know if he is aware he does this in his dance too- because for the longest time critics often commented on his stage presence or lack of it there off- their words not mine...

Frankly, I never saw it that way. Because, paired with any other member, he squares up. Chilee. Lmho.

It's one thing to look great next to your partner, it's another to look great together next to eachother and Jikook looked great together in that moment- just exquisite and outstandingly beautiful.

The point of the black swan dance as RM had said in their blackswan Film reaction video, is not to highlight all seven but one- Jimin and that is exactly what JK did on that stage.

Jimin I felt wasn't as intense as he often is in his solo performances. He is brutal in the way he captures attention when he performs alone on a stage. His aura is demanding and alluring and if you can tear your eyes away from him when he is in the height of his performances then- share your magic formula you lucky bastard. Free us all from Jimin's hold. HELP! Lol.

But for some reason, in this performance, he wasn't lost in himself in the moment. It took me a while to understand what was happening-he was equally relinquishing his shine so Kook could share the spotlight with him- please, leave me here to die.

They each compete against the members when they perform with them on a stage, but they never seem to compete against eachother. They move in awareness of eachother and lift eachother up. They enhance eachother's presence and when they collide it's harmonious. This is what we mean when we say Jikook compliment eachother- nobody is doing it like them.

They were both powerful in their strides, graceful in their descent. They did it. They killed it.

Signed,

GOLDY

#Jikook #goldy analysis #goldy blogs #jikooktheories #jikook analysis #jikook scenarios

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chqnverse · 4 years

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𝐓𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐅𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 / 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐬

▶️ - Ongoing

❄️ - Series

🌻 - Fluff

A/N:Okey.... Now you and your Husband know that you are getting a Baby.You are 3 months Pregnant. You need to tell the Members / Your Families.....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

𝐉𝐢𝐧:

You where sitting in the Living room nervously playing with your fingers.”Jinie...?” Jin looks at you,eyes full of worry “Is everything fine Baby?” You nod your head “Yes Handsome I am just scared about their reaction....Do you think they will be happy...?” Jin walks over to you.

“Dont worry Baby they said at our Weeding that they couldn't waif for their Grandchildren dont worry to much okey?” You nervously bite your bottom lip and nod.

At this Moment the Doorbell rings You stand up and walk to the Door while Jin walks into the kitchen”I will wait for you in the Kitchen Jagi”You nod and open the door there stood Jins parents “Hello Miss and Mr.Kim” You bow and let them in.Jin mother hugs You “Hello my lovely Daughter-In-Law”

Jin Vather gave you a hug to “We are happy about the invitation,I'm curious if our son can still cook so well“You giggle “Of course.....But now lets go he is waiting in the Kitchen” You walk to the kitchen, Jin Parent following you.

Jin was smiling as he saw his parents and walked over to them and gave them a big hug “Eomma,Appa I missed you! Please sit down the food will be ready in a few seconds”They sat down at the Table.You looked at Jin he just nod.

You took a deep breath “We have to tell you something Eomma and Appa”Jin walks over to you and put his hand on your shoulder.He gave you a kiss on you cheek.”I am happy to announce that you will be grandparents soon”

Their jaws droops and they began to smile brightly Jins Mother come to you and hugs you “R-Really....I am gonna be a grandmother.....?”Jin nod “Yes Eomma” Jin father just sat there smiling”I am so happy for you two”

The dinner was full of Happiness.

𝐘𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐢:

You where with Yoongi and your Parents at a Park.You all sat on the Grass with a blanked and food.The Sun was shining brightly.

You where sitting on Yoongis lap his arms where wrapped around you.Your Parents where sitting on the other side.

You where eating Strawberry´s sometimes giving Yoongi one.He smiled ant thanked you.You parents where talking with Yoongi about his work.

After a while they stopped talking and it was a comfortable silence. You cleared your throat “So....The main reason why we invite you here because we wanted to tell you something” You look at Yoongi.

He gave you his Gummy Smile.Your Father looked at you with a confused look “What is ist sweets?” Yoongis smile got brighter.

“So you know the last weeks Y/N didn't feel good so we went to the Hospital and.....”

Your Mother looked worried “Is it something bad?” You shake your head as no she sight in relive.

Yoongi continue “The Doctor said that we are going to have a Mini version of us running around the House!” You Parents hug you both “This are the best News of the whole Day!”

You Smile and lay your hand on your belly.

(He is so cute....help me.....)

𝐇𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐤:

It wasent planed to tell them like this but......

It was Friday you where with Hobi on tour, at the moment he is practicing with his members on stage.

You where sitting In front of him with Namjoons,Jimins ansd Yoongis Wife You where watching the Members Practicing Black Swan While Yoongis Wife was Resting her head on your shoulder “Y/N did you and Hoseok already told your Parents that You are Pregnant?” You shake your head as no “No we didnt had a chance to tell them Now did you Guys already told your parents?” Yoongis Wife and Namjoons Wife nod too just Jimins wife shook her head as no “Nah we want to tell them when we come back from Tour” You nod understanding “Me Too” Then the members came.

Hobi walks over to you “Hey Angel how are..?” You kissed him “ I am Fine we talked about who told their parents that they are pregnant” Hobi nod.

Right at this moment your phone rings.

Oh no......

IT WHERE HOSEOKS PARENTS!

You gasp “H-Hobi....?”He grabs your phone and answered “Hey Eomma Appa and my beloved sister!”

Hobis Sister waves her hand”Hobi where is Y/N? Isnt she with you” Hobi smile and turns the Camera around so they could see you You waved nervous Next to you was Jimins Wife “hey!” You didnt know what came over you but your mouth began to move from alone.

“I AM PREGNANT..........!”

You quickly cover your Mouth “Shit....!” Hobi smiles.

His sister begin Singing and dancing around “I am gonna be an Auntie YEY Good Job Brother” Hobi Blushes “T-Thank You...”His Parents Congratulate you two. The Others where giggling and smiling like Idiots.

𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐣𝐨𝐨𝐧:

Its Christmas

Namjoons and your Parents are over at your house.

You where at the living room waiting for Your Husband to come home from his studio.You where happy and you know that your parents where going to be happy because al they talk about where Grandchildren.

Every time they where over they asked you if you where pregnant You answered every time with a No.

You and Namjoon talked about when you are going to tell them.

You suggested that you tell them about Christmas.He agreed.

The door open and your beloved husband comes in.He walks directly over to you and gave you a short loving Kiss.”Hey Princess How are you feeling?” You smile “I am Fine my Joonie the Pooh”

Later that day You where sitting in the living room on one sofa where His and your Parents on the other side where you and Namjoon.

Your parent gave you a picture of you all together on the couch smiling in the Camera. You both thanked them.

Then you gave them a little purple box. Namjoons Mother Opens it and began Crying she gave the box to her husband and he began smiling. Your Mother looked in the Box.Inside where little white baby shoes withe the sentence “We will see each other soon” on it and your positive Pregnancy test.She smiles widely Namjoon Smiles Back “You like our present?” They al nod while smiling widely.“Of course we love it”

𝐉𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧:

You where with Jimin at BigHit.

The Members where practicing wile you and the other Wifes where sitting on the floor.You all where talking.

You got Bored.You look around The Boys where Practicing Boy with Love You walked over to the Desk and take the last banana milk.This was a bad Idea....

And half hour later the Boys where ready and came to you.Jimin gives you his Eye smile(UwU) and gave you a passionate kiss on the lipst Yongi Looks over “Hey Get a room” HIs wife hits him on his chest “Hey be nice Yoongi Bear” The members smile “Aish Kitten why did you have to call me that right now” The members Giggle.

Then you hear Jungkook gasp “Yaaaaa WHO DRANK MY LAST BANANA MILK!!”

You look down at your hand and quickly hide the Banana Milk behind your back.Jimin smiles at you.

Everyone looks at you,You smile innocently “hehe.....Why are you all looking at me like that hahah?” Jungkook walks to you “Y/N do you have anything to say?”

“Ähhhmmm No....”You quickly stood up and run away Jungkook Runs after you “PARK Y/N Get your ass back here and buy me a new banana milk!” Jimin runs after Jungkook in this moment jungkook catch you and throws you over his shoulder.

“Yaaa Jungkook you Brat!Be careful Y/N is Pregnant!”

Jungkook lets you down immediately and looks at you with his doe eyes.”R-Really Nonna.... You are Pregnant...........?” All members stares at you three.

You nod “Yes.......” All Members begin cheering.They all ran to you and gave you a big group hug.

Jimin Couldn't describe his happiness right now

𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐠:

You where in the Kitchen with your and Taehyungs Parent.

Everyone was eating expect you,you just look down and sight.Tae looks at you worried.”Baby Tiger are you okey?”You nod.”Yes TaeTae I am Fine”

His Mother looks at you “Y/N? You look so pale are you sure you are fine?” You sight but nod again “Dont worry I am More than fine”

After Dinner you all talked a bit untill you Couldn't hold it anymore and stood up and walked in your bedroom and got a little Light blue box.

Taehyungs Father looked at you”Oooooh what is this Y/N?”

You walked over to Tae and sat down on his lap.He smile at you “What do you think it is Eomma,Appa?” They shrug their shoulders “I have No idea maybe a Picture?”

You hum “Near Here Appa open It”You gave him the light blue Box,he carefully opens it.

In the Box is and Ultrasound Picture from your last Hospital visit one week ago,little baby socks and a Card With a baby on it.He gave it you Taehyungs Mother She open the card and red out loud

“Hello there I am exited to meet You all.Right now i am Save in Mommys Tummy. Seeyou in a few Months.

love your Grandchild~”

Taes parents Smiles and begin Hugging each other and begain squealing “WE ARE GETTING A GRANDCHILD!”

You look Tae and He smile at you “I love Baby”

𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤:

You where at the hospital because you had an Appointment to be sure that your baby was fine.

Jungkook promised to pick you up because unfortunately he has practice.He told the boys that he hast to pick you up from the hospital.

They al begin to worry so they persuaded Jungkook to let them come with him.

He sight but agreed anyways.He drove an half hour to the Hospital he send you a message that he will be there in a few minutes with the members because they where worried.

At the Hospital:

You where standing outside waiting for him He runs over so you and gave you ab hug and a Kiss on the lips you kiss him back.

All the boys came running towards you and Begin questioning about your health.

You couldn't understand them al so “Hey Boys Calm down I am Fine I didn't go here for my health haha”They all look at you with a questioning Look Jin Was wondering”What do you mean ´Not for your health´?”

Jungkook gave them his Bunny Smile.

“The Appointment was for Our Baby Bunny”

Namjoon looks at you”Your what.......? Does that mean You are Pregnant?”You and Jungkook nod.They all where hugging each other and Congratulating you Both.

Jungkook looks at you “How is our Baby Bunny?” You Giggle “Our Bunny Is fine in here” You lay your hand on you tummy he Kisses your Cheek.

I Just need three hours for this I need your help Wen need Genders For the Babys So leave a comment which gender their Babys should have Thank you~

I hope you like it~

I Purple you~

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rebelliouslala · 4 years

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Jeon Jeongguk

So u and jk have been best friends since the diaper ages

y’all have been as tight as thieves, hanging at school, him being a sporty, you being semi popular

but y’all have always been tight

yes y’all fought, but eventually he would get sad, or you regretful, show up at each other’s window with their favorite snack, watch a marvel movie and cuddle

so when you both get accepted to the same college, your guises DREAM college

ecstatic time

but there’s an itty bitty problem

you’re in love with Jungkook

For all of high school, you thought it was like a sibling love???

nope

his wavy hair, his giggles, his smile, his muscles flexing as you both cuddle

you’re head over heels

but, you guys have been friends since you could remember

You’ve dated other people, his best friend actually

he dated your enemy once

And yet no confession

anyways, you got that off your mind as you organize your dorm

You’re a little sad since the boy’s and girl’s dorms are rly far apart

like a half an hour away with a slight pace if u walked

like fuck bro wtf

u finally lay back, and before you could even sigh in relief

the door opens and out bounces is JK

“KOOK! JESUS—!” You groan out as he smiles

“Y/NNNNNNN THE DORM LOOKS GREAT”

You smile a little, and hold him closer, “thanks jk,”

“hey, don’t be sad y/n, we have a similar schedule! just, don’t worry too much, then you start to fall apart and I can’t redo sophomore you again, and I certainly won’t let you fall apart in college”

You smile more now and sigh as you gently peck his cheek

“ugH fine jk :)”

“good, now, let’s go to sleep”

“don’t they check if ur not in bed?”

“sh” jk pouts and puts a finger to ur mouth “sleep”

you roll your eyes and close your eyes, “night Kookie”

he gently smiles and hums, until you fall asleep

over the next few weeks, you kind of started to see him less often??

meaning oh yeah

u started to overthink

luckily ur roommate was sweet and often she said “BOYS ARE FUCKING LIARS DONT EVEN TRUST THEM”

until maybe a month and a half in, you were studying for a pop quiz

since apparently teachers do that now :/

you get a text

“hey! y/n~, it’s ur best bunny”

it’s a new number

“Uh. . .who is this?”

“Jeongguk”

You widen your eyes, and you call them

the phone picks up before it can even ring, “open ur window”

You obey and there he is

his hair got even wavier, framing his face as he even got MORE CHISELED AND HE HAS BLACK CLOTHING ON AND CHAINS AND YOU CAN SEE-

IS THAT TATTOOS WHAT THE-

“JUNGKOOK?!”

he smiles, the same bunny teeth, “hey, come down”

“dude where the fuck have—?”

“come down, and I’ll explain, okay?”

you sigh and look at your roommate who shakes her head

but, he is your friend

and undoubtedly your best friend

and the man you dream about so desperately

you wave and yeet out

okay no, u climb down

stay safe kids

did he get taller!3!??rt7y980[:&:&:’

anyways he’s pretty silent, but you see he has a few new tattoos? And piercings?2

“jk—?”

“shh, he smiles at you, “just, wait, please”

You shut your mouth, crossing your arms as you get a small sick feeling

but you arrive to a frat house, and open up to see someone yell, “ALRIGHT GIVE ME THE SNACKS

“JIMIN YOU CHEATED”

“I WON I WON”

“RMMMMM”

“IF YOU GUYS CANT HANDLE IT OUT BY FUCKING—“

“GUYS!” Jungkook tells, and you hide behind him over tall men in the lobby

“oh hi”

“guys, meet y/n, this is why, I haven’t been around you guys, I’ve been practicing a dance practice thing with my frat brother, Hobi and Jiminie. they keep thinking u don’t exist but uh, yeah this is my best friend, y/n”

You wave and immediately the other 6 boys crowd around you

“OH MY GOD JK THEYRE RLY PRETTY”

“well hello my name is Kim Seokjin and it’s a pleasure to- OUCH JK ILL FUCkInFg BEAT YOU UP—!”

He glares at JK who scowls back, and holds you close

“so, lemme show u the boy scouts frat”

it’s a large wood house, he has a large room, with almost nothing

he never rly wanted a lot for himself, so, as the best friend you are you scolded him

“wtf do u sleep on”

“that pillow”

“thats the size of ur fucking bicep, jk”

“AND?”

Do anyways he has been rly best friends with this other dude, Taehyung

soon you get a more better tour, by namjoon

And taehyung and jk hang out in the hot tub, but Tae frowns

“uh u good dude?”

“y-yeah”

Tae frowns and he’s like “Youre fucking spazzing my guy”

“I just—!” JK sighs and leans back, continuing to look back

“HOLY SHIT YOU LIKE THEM!” Tae cackles, smacks the water

“STFU”

“did I lie”

jk pouts and sighs, “no”

“AH HA! So, go shoot ur shot”

“bro I just ghosted them for a fucking month”

“. . .oh”

jk sighs and drinks a carbonated soda, muttering, “I rly like them, ever since freshman year, we danced at prom but, I was so scared to even ask them out”

Tae uwus and he scoots over, “listen, y’all just, okay; I got a shirt they can swim in, just, you guys can talk, and then, say it”

“NOW?!”

“lemme fucking finish, dumbass. yes now. if not, then you guys will keep waiting and waiting, and besides, if they say no, you’ve already ghosted them, so it’s up to them to continue or not the friendship -although I find that highly un-fucking likely- and if yes, boom”

jungkook pouts, and splashes gently at his choices, “o-okay”

“ATTABOY OKAY ILL DO IT”

So while namjoon and his friend, jimin were -lowkey- flirting with u

tae finally grabs u and tells u to wear his old hawaii shirt

“uh y”

*cough* “rEasONs”

Eventually you go, and then there’s soft,

Like hella fucking soft

piano music :))

And there is ur long time best friend, softly humming his eyes closed as he whispers,

Nah not whisper

He sings gently to you,

“and i, cant help,”

he looks at you, a soft smile on his face, your heart launching itself to the heavens

“falling in love, with you”

you wipe the tears that have already poured down, as he opens his arms, “y/n, look im rly-”

u splash as you try to get in, holding them closer than you possibly couldve, and whispering,

“I love u too, jeongguk,”

so, u gently let kisses on each other’s exposed skin as the other boys in the house cheer for their newest addition to the frat

joon softly gives jin a $50 bill, muttering how much he hates him ;)

#bts jungkook #jeon jungkook #jungkook fluff #bts fluff #bts imagines #bts fanfics #kpop fanfiction #kpop imagines #kpop fanfics #kpop fluff

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boywivlove · 4 years

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| Lutz | 02

Chapters | 01

Pairing: Hoseok x Reader | Jimin x Reader

Genre: Figure skating AU | Slight angst | Fluff

Words:

Summary : After your last performance at the Junior world championships leaves you with a broken leg, your longtime boyfriend and team mate Jung Hoseok decides to partner with someone else and sign with a new agency for the next competition, leaving you behind with the remains of a severed relationship. 2 years go by and your leg has long since healed, but a nasty blow to your confidence has put you off the idea of return to the competition circuit after being left behind. But when a chance meeting with an old friend catches you by surprise, you find yourself with a new partner. And after working hard you end right back where everything went wrong. But this time your going to show just far you’ve come.

Warnings : Mentions of broken bones and injury | some strong language | Future Smut

Authors Note: Heres chapter 2 of Lutz, Im happy to finally be posting more chapters Ive been neglecting my writing for a while haha, anyway enjoy and lemme know what you think!!! - Billie xoxo

It was a chilly Friday afternoon when you were back on the rink, surrounded by a dozen of youngsters trying hard to keep their balance you couldn't help but think back to the scene when Bambi tries to take his first steps, it made you smile to see the concentration on their little flushed faces. The class had soon ended and you said goodbye to each of the kids as they left with their parents and you soon headed to the cafe where you now sat. You had ordered your usual, large mint hot chocolate, extra whipped cream and a chocolate brownie. You sat in your usual space, checking your emails and going over your notes for Mondays class and who needed more help in certain areas, even though they were young children, they were all very enthusiastic about the class and it made you smile that you were helping them get better at something they all love. You admit you hadn't felt this happy in a while, truth be told, you had been going through a rough patch since Hobi left, everything you did in your daily life had been marked with memories of him, even your apartment was riddled belongings he had left behind that you just haven't had the energy to get rid of. But recently, you had been able to occupy your mind with distractions.

Deciding to pick up some groceries on your way home you got up ready to leave when you stood up and turned to the exit, when your body collided with another, your now slightly hot drink also colliding with whoever you had knocked into.

`Oh my god!! Im so sorry!!` you grabbed your napkins, trying to soak up your drink from his now very stained turtle neck. `no no Im sorry I had my head in my phone, I should really look where Im going`

`no its my fault, god, your shirt is so stained,,, Im so sorry, `

`no really i-,,, wait, Y/N? Y/L/N ? Is that you?` You stopped dabbing his wet shirt then, and you finally looked at the face of the man you unintentionally baptised in hot chocolate, His honey blonde hair, his bright eyes, you couldn't believe your eyes.

`oh my- Jimin? Park Jimin is that really you!?oh my god its been-`

`too long, at least six years I think? fancy seeing you here`

`haha, I know its been so long, oh god what a reunion eh? Im so sorry about your shirt,

`hahah, Still as grateful as ever Y/N, glad to see you haven't changed`

Jimin, not seeming to care about his not damp attire, scooped you in a hug, his arms swallowing you as you happily embraced your old friend back, god it had been so long since you two had seen each other, he still looked as much of a cherub as ever, his hair was still bouncy and parted in the middle, his eyes has the tiniest laugh lines around them, his round glasses framed them nicely and his jaw was slightly more defined. But even though half a decade had passed, he still looked like the same Jimin you knew.

`Your not leaving now are you, Id love to stay and catch up with you, I never expected to run into you of all people here,`

`I actually have some errands to run before the supermarket closes, but if your free tomorrow Id love to meet for a coffee, my treat considering your wearing mine`

`Oh sure, shall we meet at the copper bean? say lunch time? `

`sure, Id like that, Im sorry to dash off so suddenly-`

`dont worry about it, tomorrow at lunch, here let me give you my number so we can keep in touch!`

You handed him your phone, and as he keyed in the digits, you couldn't help but feel like tomorrow was going to be a fun day.

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igotmyrohatzenl · 5 years

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Composure

Hoseok × Reader

Genre: Sorta Angst, Fluff

Summary: After an intense altercation with your family, there is only one person who can comfort you.

A/N: Sorry for being very inactive, let's just say, I'm going through a very similar situation, but you know, I don't have a bf to comfort me😂. I hope you enjoy!!

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"How dare you," you gasp, tears streaming down your cheeks. Your father on the other end of the line continues to spew out nonsense that he knows will hurt you, until you decide to hang up. "You know what? Unlike when I was back at home, I can hang up now and end the conversation, so that's exactly what I am going to do. Bye, dad." With that you pull the phone away from your ear, hearing his final shouts, and finally press the end call button.

The hurtful words that he threw at you left and right are now finally hitting you. After a lifetime of no proper communication between the two of you, he doesn't understand you and your choices. It all started when you told him about you and your boyfriend moving in together. You were so excited and had to tell your parents. He immediately started asking you if that was the best thing to do. Of course, he's never met Hoseok in person, as you now live in different countries, so he would have some concerns, but you knew what you were doing. Hoseok has been in your life for 2 years as a close friend, and 1 as the love of your life. Your father continued to call your ideas stupid and refused to really listen to you, which infuriated you. He still saw you as a child. Being the person you are, you acknowledged his attitude and told him how he is treating you, which only made things worse.

You shrink down into a ball on the floor where you were just pacing back and forth. The tears that were falling doubled, causing you to sob uncontrollably. You lay your head against your knees, supporting yourself. I'm not a child, you say to yourself, I'm making good decisions. How could one of the people who raised you from birth, treat you like this? Your phone that set beside you vibrates. Picking it up to see it's your father, you shut it off so you won't give up and answer when he calls again. You sit there for a good bit, almost unable to move from the overwhelming emotions.

Little did you know, in those 45 minutes of sitting there with your phone off, someone else was trying to get ahold of you. Hoseok opens the door to your shared home, engulfed in anxiety and nerves. He talks to the phone that is pressed to his ear in a hurried manner. "No Yoongi hyung. I mean we got in a tiny disagreement yesterday then I left before she woke up this morning so we never fully talked it out, but- Wait, you think she cut off her phone because of that? I swear if she did, I'm gonna be pissed." He sighs while his friend calms him slightly. "Yeah, okay. I'm gonna go. Bye." He slides off his shoes before stepping into the living room. "Y/n," he calls out for no reply. He rushes through the room, peeking into every room he passes, continuing to call out your name. Finally, he reaches the door to the bedroom. He swings open the door, scared at what he might see. He let's out a breath in relief as he sees your figure sitting in the middle of the floor. "Y/n, why is your phone shut off? Is it because of the disagreement yesterday?" He shifts his weight to one leg, exasperated by the idea of you mad over such a small thing. "Look, if we are going to make this relationship work, you're gonna have to-" You raise your head slowly, clearly distraught by something. With the image of an upset you in his sight, he immediately drops to his knees in front of you, wiping the tears from your cheeks. He finally realized that what ever the reason was for you to be like this, wasn't the one he was thinking of. "Y/n, what's wrong," he scavenges your body for any marks that would lead to any kind of pain. "D-Did I do something," he stutters out, nervous of the answer that may fall out. You weakly shake your head, leaning into his touch as his hand cupped your cheek. "Then what's wrong? Please," he pleaded, "talk to me."

After a minute of silence, "It's my dad," you reply. "He, uhm, he said some very mean things to me." The last words squeak out as another tear strolls down. Before you can say another word, he kisses your forehead, then pulls you into his body, engulfing you in his love and security. You began to further explain everything that had happened, every word that had came out of his mouth, and why you shut your phone off.

"Y/n, I'm so sorry. For what all he said- which none of it is true, and he knows that- and for me overreacting and making it about myself."

Shaking your head, you reply, "No, Hobi, it's okay. You had no idea what was wrong, I should have just blocked him instead of shutting down my phone. I'm sorry." He kisses your head again, then softly kisses your lips. You both stay like that for a while longer, until he finally stands from his spot. "Where are you going?"

"One, to order takeout. Two, I'm going to call your dad and talk to him man to man, which I should have done in the first place.

"Oh, no, Hobi you dont have to-"

"Nope," he cut you off, shaking his head. "I'm going to call him. He probably feels really bad right now and is really worried." He quickly grabs your phone, turning it on, then getting your father's number and putting it on his. "Now, jump in bed and watch some Netflix until I get back. Then, I'm going to cuddle you to death." Laughing, you pick yourself up to stand beside him.

"Okay," you wrap your arms around his waist, "just don't take too long." And with that, he gives you one final kiss and walks out.

After ordering pizza, Hoseok walks into the living room and dials your father's number. It rings 3 times, until it is finally answered. "Hello, yes, this is Hoseok, Y/n's boyfriend. I just wanted to call you and say that she was really affected by the hurtful things you said. I understand she can sometimes come off as very confrontational when she is addressing a situation, but I'm sorry, that isn't an excuse to say some of the things you did." Your father wants to argue, but he just quietly agrees, humming in response. "I'm sorry sir for not talking to you in advance, but this was our choice to make. We have been with each other for a long time now and I can say wholeheartedly that I truly love her. She is a strong, beautiful, confident young woman who I'm proud to say is the love of my life. I won't lie to you, seeing the way she was sobbing and hearing some if the things you said infuriated me, but I calmed down and I realized something. I would be extremely offended if my daughter moved in with someone I never formally met. So I'll take blame for that, but I plan on changing that really soon. I have been planning a trip for Y/n and I to come visit you and the rest of your family. She has been missing you all very much and i want to formally meet you all. Would you be okay with that?" Hoseok can hear your dad's quiet cries as he excitedly responds. "Okay, I'll fill you in on more details later on, but don't tell Y/n, it's a surprise. Also, can you do me a favor? Call her in the morning and apologize. It'll be too much for her right now and she may say something she doesn't mean, but do it in the morning." With that, they exchange a quick goodbye, and Hoseok walks back to the bedroom, proud of how he managed to keep his composure.

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knjredwluv · 5 years

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Red. [2]

Red (n.)

Red could signify the color of love, passion, determination, and strength. Red could also signify blood, fire, war, desire and energy. Red is an emotionally intense color.

Title: Red

Words: 3.5k

AU: Yandere/Obssessive relationship

Characters: Jungkook x Reader. Hoseok x Reader. OT7.

Warnings: 17+ explicit language, angst!angst!, slight implications of smut, some fluff and soft moments (super fucking sappy), yandere/obsessive relationship (this isnt a healthy relationship and i dont promote any of this), mentions of killing, hallucinations, has very descriptive angst!!

Summary: “After the things that happened, you decided to start anew. Everything was how you thought it would be; it was simple but perfect–until you saw your name on a black envelope. Out of curiosity, you opened it; and now, you wish you didn’t.”

LIST FOR RED

CHAPTER 2

You woke up to the warmth of the room which caused you to kick the covers off of your body. You attempted to open your eyes which failed with the curtains being slightly open. It allowed the sun to shine its golden rays onto the head of bed and to your face.

You rubbed your eyes and blocked the sun from blinding you as you looked down. You were greeted with sight of Jungkook, having a tight embrace around your waist and his face hiding between the bed and your side. Listening to his soft snores, your combed his hair with your fingers and traced his dragon sleeve on his arm with your left hand. You yawned and stretched. You looked to the nightstand, reading bright white numbers, 07:51.

Thankfully, you were off of class and Jimin was taking over your shift, at the cafe, today. You could still feel the headache of yesterday from not sleeping and drinking too much coffee.

Lesson learned. Never doing that again.

You carefully sat up, trying not to wake up Jungkook. Lazily tying your hair to keep it away from your face. Carefully moving, you froze when Jungkook moved from you to face the other side.

You noticed how he was still wearing his jeans and socks, evident that he could have gotten home later than 1 and was too tired to change; just taking off his shirt and falling asleep next to you. You admired his back profile for a while longer till you decided to freshen up and fix breakfast.

Opening the fridge, you searched for ingredients to prepare something but to no avail, all you found was milk, eggs and a few vegetables. You mentally noted to yourself that you need to go grocery shopping soon or you both will be too lazy to go and just stick with the packs of instant noodles, that’s been sitting at the top of the cabinet. You opened the cabinet, finding some pancake mix. Great.

Stacking the last pancake, you sprinkled it with a bit of cinnamon powder and placed the plate of pancakes next to the plate of scrambled eggs.

Walking back into the bedroom, you saw Jungkook using his phone with one eye open and in mid-yawn. You climbed up back in bed and popped your head through the space where he was holding his phone.

“I made food” You said cuddling into him.

He hummed into your hair as he gave you head kisses, scrolling through his social media

“What time did you get home?” almost inaudible, your face is squished against his chest.

“Not too late. Quarter to two?” You heard him say, the vibrations of his chest as he spoke soothing you.

You heard him wince and it made you look up at him. Your eyes widen at the sight of his busted lip. “Hey, woah, what happened?” You slightly got up to inspect his lip. You reached to hold his chin but hesitated. It was noticeable that it was a new cut; the corners were starting to dry up. You looked at him worriedly and looked for more injuries on his face and hands.

“Nothing important. Just some drunk guy at the bar,” He looked at you assuringly and tucked loose strands behind your ear. “he probably had a lot to drink”

Your worried expression then softened and nodded at his little explanation. “Did you sleep well?” He looked at your eyes and you saw how his eyes scanned your face, focusing even at the small details on your face.

“I did” You said “Let’s go have breakfast” You whined. He placed your leg over his torso, so now, you’re straddling him. “Come on~”

“Okay,” He turned and checked the time seeing that he had work at 10. He tapped your thighs, sat up and gave you a peck and began to tidy up the bed. Walking out of the room, he shouted, ‘Let’s get this bread’ making you laugh.

“Okay, babe” His voice echoed through the apartment, and the jiggling of keys made you know that Jungkook was on his way out, for work.

Hearing the door close and lock, you think about what you’re going to do to keep yourself busy. You decided to clean up and organize the laundry and, maybe, take a quick run to the store.

Heading to the bathroom, you carried your makeup bag and clothes with you to start getting ready. You threw on some shorts, a grey hoodie and your vans. Making sure that you turned off all the lights, you plugged your earphones on, put on your hood and closed the door behind you. You walked to the nearest grocery store, which was not that far--it was like 3 blocks away.

Looking around, you walked through the aisle dropping in all the necessities from meat to fruits and vegetables, toiletries and some snacks into the shopping cart. Making sure that you have everything you needed, you walked towards the self checkout machine and started scanning the items.

You threw the last item into the bag, you punched in your pin code and looked around while you waited for your receipt to come out.

Your breath hitched when you saw someone you recognized. Oh no, it can’t be. You were sure you just were imagining things, again. You squinted to have better focus and see if it was really him.

He didn’t see you, did he? He still looked the same as he did years ago. He was standing in the lane, two check out machines away from you. You hurriedly grabbed your receipt and pulled your hood over your head again. You walked passed the sliding doors, struggling as you carried the grocery bags.

Reaching your apartment door, you walked in and dropped the bags on the counter and closed the door with panic. You pushed your back against the door and placed your hand over your chest, as you tried to catch your breath. Okay, I’m seriously not imagining things this time. He’s really here. But how? Did he follow you when you moved here? Was he here all this time and you didn’t even notice? Was he here because of you? You noticed him but he didn’t notice you, or did he? Did he notice you? Did he see you and realize that it was you? I mean, you look kind of different from how you did before. Your hair is longer and red, you lost a little weight, not to mention, you also have a few tattoos on your arms. Of course, he wouldn’t know that--you wore a hoodie. So he wouldn’t be able to doubt if it was your or not. All these thoughts were running in your head that your breathing started to become shallow and your heartbeat was loud in your ears. You dropped down, sitting on the hardwood floor and tried to focus on your breathing.

inhale. One. exhale. Two. inhale. Three. exhale. Four. inhale. Five. exhale.

“I’m breaking up with you” You sniffled. “I can’t do this. This is too much. I-I think we should go our sepa-”

“What? I don’t understand… I-is this why you called me here?” He said, facing you and removing his hand from the steering wheel. It was a cold night. You and Hoseok sat in his car, parked in front of your house. You found it to be a right moment for you to call the relationship quits after keeping a secret to him that you were moving away.

“Hobi, I-” You looked up at his with your glossy eyes--tears threatening to fall down. You loved him. You really did. He was someone you hoped to share a future with. It was like the cliche romance movie where the highschool couple gets married, gets children, live in a big house and such. That was what you wanted. It something that you still want--but you don’t think it’s healthy to have a relationship like this-- not when you realize that your boyfriend is, like, a psycho. “I-i’m sorry…”

He stayed silent and look at you. “I-it’s not you…” What am I saying, it is. “I just want some space…” away from you. “I don’t think I ca-”

He scoffs, “Did you find someone else?” He says, tone laced with bitterness. He looked at you, brows furrowed. You looked at him confused.

“What gave you that idea?”

“Tell me, ____,” he looked at the rear view mirror and back at you. “Did you?”

“What, no” shaking your head

“Then why are you tell-”

“Can’t you hear what you’re saying, Hoseok?” you looked at him in disbelief for accusing you, again, for cheating on him. “I’m sitting here, being vulnerable to you, and you’re accusing me of cheating, again?”

“____, see, we don’t have any issues, so I don’t get why you’re doing all this” Yes, we do, you thought. You wanted to scream at him about how you know everything that he’s been doing behind your back. You wanted to tell him how scared and unsafe you feel when you’re alone with him but you refrain yourself from doing so before something happens to you.

“Hobi” You hands were shaking as you went to grab his hands in yours “,I hope you can understand me… or try to... “ tears streaming down your face “but if you love me… you’d let me go for now…” The heavy feeling in your heart was getting heavier. His face and eyes soften at your devastated look.

The next thing you remember, you were walking through the front door, shutting it and running to your room. You were on your bed, hugging your pillow, sobbing with tears of mixed emotions while Hoseok sat in his car tightly gripping the necklace he gave you.

You got up, stumbling after taking a step from feeling lightheaded from the sudden movement. You walked to the kitchen for drink water.

“I didn’t even drink a drop of coffee today,” covering your face with your hands, you bowed your head so you were leaning down on the counter. “Ah fuck” He’s here. Hoseok is here.

You sat in front of the TV, for almost have of the whole day just browsing through channel to distract yourself. Realizing that the sun was starting to set, you stopped on any channel so that it can play in the background while you fix up dinner for Jungkook. You lost your appetite thinking about what happened in the store so you felt like you should just make something for Jungkook instead. You prepared some pasta and took the leftover stew and heated it up, just in case.

Hearing a ping, you quickly dashed to the couch and grabbed your phone to check who texted you.

______

Jiminie

[6:01] Jimin: Yooooo special delivery. Just got home from the cafe n i have some cake

[6:01] Jimin: am gonna drop it off there

[6:03] Y/N: Jimin

[6:03] Y/N: what no you dont have to

[6:03] Jimin: shut up its black forest n jk would want it anyways

[6:04] Jimin: im headin there

[6:04] Y/N: wow okay fine

You don’t know how, but it’s as if Jimin has telepathic powers. It’s like he can sense the stress and problems you’re going through which made him decide to drop by just to hand you a piece of cake. You found it sweet whenever he did little things like this--which he does pretty often.

You went downstairs to wait for Jimin since he was gonna hand you the cake but when your arrive downstairs, you see Jimin and Jungkook talking. Jungkook already looking inside the pastry box, licking his lips, getting excited to devour the dessert.

“Speaking of the devil, there she is” Jimin looking over Jungkook’s shoulder. You smiled and thanked Jimin.

You and Jungkook headed to upstairs and as you walk your way back into the kitchen, you were thinking whether to tell Jungkook about earlier.

“What’s wrong,” Jungkook looked at you, mouth full of pasta “somethin’ happen?” You sat across from him on the table with your hands fidgeting together.

You kept silent, too busy gathering your thoughts. "Well, aren't you gonna eat with me?" You slowly shook your head as a response, biting your lip trying to avoid eye contact. "Okay ___" You furrowed your brows ",something's up, are you gonna tell me atleast?" He continued to eat while his hand grazed your cheek.

You didn't know how to start the topic. Your hands found its way to your hair and your elbows were on the table. You looked down and quickly said, "IthinkIsawhim"

He looked at you trying to decipher what you said "Say that again, but slowly, ___"

You looked up at him in the eyes "I think I saw him." Quickly understanding what you meant, his eyes widen a bit but making sure his reaction was not sudden so he doesn't make the situation as hard as it already is for you. You have always addressed him as him to Jungkook. He understood why you would--you didn't want to associate anything from the past to your new life. He gave you the time to explain your story but never questioned when you didn't name drop. He gave you that respect, for him to be kept unknown.

"Are you alright?" That was the first thing he asked. He dropped his fork on his plate to hold your hands, rubbing his thumbs against your knuckles. You released your grip on yourself when noticed your knuckles were white from making a fist.

"I think I am…" He stood and walked to your side of the table, pulled you up by your shoulders and pulled you in a hug "It's just-"

"I know," His hand patting your hair down "you don't have to explain, baby."

"What if," You pulled away and looked up at him "what if…h-he comes back and, like, you know…" you said hintingly.

"Shhh, don't say that," he leaned forward and kissed your forehead "that's not going to happen because you have me, i'm here okay?" You hummed.

"You're right," Fixing your hair and giving him a small smile "and I'm so lucky to have you, thank you Jungkook"

"I love you, don't forget that"

"I love you too"

"Ahhh yes," You moaned in pleasure "there, yeah, mhmm right there"

"Here?" Jungkook said, pushing harder "Like that?"

"No, you were already on it," You groaned "you were literally on the spot already"

"Okay, how about now" He put his thumbs on the spot he had it on before he moved "is that it?"

"Ooouu, yes, don't it move anymore please" You warned with your eyes rolling to the back of your head. The feeling was bliss.

"You need to stop being so tense," He said as his hands and thumbs were working their way on your shoulders and nape. "see, you're lucky to have me" He says with a giddy smile, looking at him through the closet mirror across the bed. Your lying on your stomach as he carefully sat down on your bum. You would expect him to be as heavy but you're sure he's just applying all his body weight and pressure on his knees.

He thought that, after dinner, he would treat you to a mini massage so you can release all the tension and stress from your body; also, to distract you from thinking too much about Hoseok. He knew that you couldn't resist those talented hands of his--even so when it means in a different way.

Subconsciously, with every motion Jungkook does, a light 'ohs' and 'ahs' would come out of your mouth. Soon enough, those little sounds of relief turned into little snores. "____," he moved to look at you and pushed the hair out of your face to see that your eyes were closed and the little snores were coming from you and not him imagining it. "Good night, baby" He lifts you up and tucks you into bed and kissed your shoulder, turning to his side and sleeping himself.

{Weeks later after the break-up}

You were fast-walking to the tree you told Sunnie to meet you at. Sunnie, your high school best friend, was already waiting under the bleachers, spam messaging and calling you to see where you were. Checking your phone:

INCOMING CALL… SUNNIE

CALL ENDED.

"Took you long enough," you saw her sitting on pavement, next to the corridor leading to the bathrooms "spill the details"

Holding your finger up to her and trying to catch your breath, "Hello to you too." Finally, catching your breath, you looked around making sure no one was close-by. School ended 35 minutes ago but you still made sure the students, that were left back, were not near.

"We're over" you said, referring to you and Hoseok.

"Yes, i know that," She said rolling her eyes "but how and why?" making a fanning her hands in a forward motion, signaling you to continue.

"Promise not to tell anyone?" you paused as she makes a cross on her chest. "Cross my heart"

"You remember that girl from the news who had a relationship with this mysterious guy? that famous couple?"

"Uhh, the girl who went missing ‘cause of her boyfriend" She says, looking puzzled at the sudden topic change

"Yeah," You said, nodding your head avidly "next point, do you know about those anime things like where the girl is deeply in love with this person and they will and can do ANYTHING just to have them for themself?" you rushingly said.

"Yea-" she shook her head confusingly "___, what are you trying to say, you're confusing me now"

"Just listen, please" you looked at her with a serious facial expression

"Yeah," she sighed "it's a yandere… I think?"

Nodding your head fast "Yes, yande- that!" pointing at her. She giggled at the failed attempt of pronouncing the word

"Okay, get to the point, ___," She said eager to find out

"I'm trying to say that those things that I just asked you all relates to an obsessive relationship," leading her on "so, I think that's what Hobi and I had." A pregnant pause was cut when you asked "Do you trust me when I say these things, Sunnie?", hoping for her to trust you. "Yeah, I guess"

"But wait, what made you come to that conclusion now?" She says confused

"Look, I'm not certain, but I believe that's what it is." You both sat there, you staring at Sunnie as she tries to comprehend what you just told her. "Remember when I told you I saw some messages on his phone? or when I had a group project with Mikey? I told you I saw him in the parking lot and that they almost ended fighting somehow til I saw Hobi pulled out a knife."

"Yeah, but jealousy is something normal, ___." She said nonchalantly, disregarding the knife part.

"But not when knives and death threats are fucking included! That's some fucked up shit" You whisper-yelled with gritted teeth

"Okay…" Her eyes widen at your outburst.

"I'm just scared. Out of all people, my first boyfriend is a maniac. I just don't feel safe knowing that I'm with someone like him who is capable of doing, literally, anything" you said, putting stress on the word 'anything'.

"How long has it been since you realized? or better yet, how did you realize?"

"Apparently, it started way before. If I remember correctly, maybe 4-5 months ago? But that's only when things started getting weird." She shudders at the thought. "I guess, it started off with people not talking to me as much as they did before, especially my guys friends in class. They would move when I try to talk to them." She looked at you with empathy. "Like, they would look away when I looked at them…" You said with confusion.

"It's that bad, huh?" She said, folding her lips. "You think?" you said sarcastically. "Trust me, the messages are worse. It had pictures and videos…"

"Is it what I think it is?" Sunnie's face contorts to a face of disgust.

"He has recordings of when my friends and I would talk… and… basically he was sending pictures of the weapons he had and he said things like 'i'm not afraid to use this on you'" You said trying not to puke your lunch.

"So what are you gonna do now?" she said looking worried.

"Well," You got up from the pavement and dusted your bum "we graduate in a few months, I'll probably just move to Daegu with Yoongi. He's gonna finish with enlistment soon. Plus, Mom and Dad probably doesn't mind that I move there, right?" You sighed "I'm just gonna start new, I guess. All I know is that, I don't wanna be anywhere near him or be with him anymore."

"Do it, you deserve it" she says rubbing your arm and giving you a smile. During the sentimental hug you both shared, both of you jumped away from each other, getting scared of the loud slam of a door in the bleachers' corridor. You and Sunnie looked at each other with wide eyes. Shrugging it off, you both walk towards her car, getting ready to leave the school.

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faketextstuff · 6 years

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The Arrangement pt6

Summary:: You’ve never imagined yourself being a sugar baby but because of some playful friends and a stroke of luck, you find yourself with a man who is apparently willing to give you the moon and stars. The only problem is, no strings attached. Don’t catch feelings, don’t fall for a man who thinks money can solve all your issues and doesn’t want commitment.

Warnings:: SEXUAL TENSION!!!!!

Pairing:: Yoongi x Reader

A/N:: I’m sorry for the lack of updates and please forgive typos. I did this on my phone. I gave yall a little treat at the end for being so sweet and waiting on me! <3 Love ya’ll and please let me know what you think about this chapter!

Today had been a whirlwind! One moment you're at work quitting your job and now you're standing in front of a huge full length mirror dressed in a very beautiful cocktail dress from none other than the Gucci store.

"Hmm.." the voice from behind you hummed out in though as a tall figure stalked around you, eying the way the dress hung to the right curves of your body and flattered all of your assets perfectly. "This is nice but it doesn't pop as much as it could." That voice belonged to none other than world known fashion designer Kim Taehyung.

Today had been like a dream. Shopping with a famous fashion designer after the two of you took in an afternoon at a high class spa getting massages and pampered. You were completely surprised at how easy Taehyung was to talk to. He was very childlike and had an aura of innocence that warmed your heart. However right now he was in complete work mode, his face was stern and his expression unreadable as he made try on dress after dress. The red dress was too loose. The navy blue one was ugly, the purple one didnt compliment your skin tone, the white one made you look too young. Dress after dress he nixed until now.

You felt beautiful in the black cocktail dress and somehow felt confident. "I like this one though." You muttered out, almost scared of what Taehyung's response would be.

He fell silent for a moment before stepping around in front of you. "I see you're not one for flashy dresses?" He smiled warmly before reaching out to smooth out the dress. "I suppose this one will pass once we doll you up with some simple jewelry and some nice heels."

You felt a wave of relief wash over you that he didnt criticize your opinion. "Do I really need jewelry?"

For a moment, Taehyung looked offended. "Of course! You're going out with the boss, you need to look as good as possible on his arm. You want people to look at you with jealously and awe."

"I dont care what others think of me, I just dont want to embarrass Yoongi." You answered honestly while doing a twirl in front of the mirror.

Taehyung smiled watching you and with a playful sigh nodded his head. "Fine, but I'm still going to do your hair and makeup. I was told to make sure you get the five star pamper treatment."

"Fine, who am I to deny Kim Taehyung a makeover opportunity." You chuckled softly.

"I have a new doll!" Taehyung squealed excitedly and glanced over towards the sales rep that had been assisting you both the whole day. "We'll take this dress, we need heels to match and we will wear them out." His tone switched from playful to business in 0.2 seconds when talking to the rep. You could tell how serious he was about this and it was kind of exciting for you to witness.

You felt a bit uneasy about using Yoongi's card to pay for such an expensive dress but you didnt have the funds to pay for such a dress and shoes. In your mind you began putting together ideas on how you could pay him back for all the kindness he had been showing you today. He had said it was part of the sugar baby contract but you still felt uneasy about receiving all this treatment. You swiped the card with an uneasy expression which caused Taehyung to giggle softly from beside you.

"Not used to spending so much?" He asked watching your brow crease as you signed the receipt.

"That obvious?" You chuckled as the clerk handed you a bag full of the clothes and shoes you had worn in.

"A bit. Dont show that in front of Boss or he'll just spoil you even more. To be honest you're the first on I've ever seen hesitate so much using his credit card. Most of the others swiped it so much I was surprised the card didnt burst into flames."

You chuckled as Taehyung grabbed the bag from you and began escorting you out of the store. "I'm not one of those girls. I never had a lot growing up so I dont think I'll ever get used to spending this kind of money."

"You're definitely different from the others but that's a good thing. I think you're what Boss needs right now. Hes under a lot of stress so I think you will be a breath of fresh air for him." Taehyung nodded opening the door for you.

The moment you stepped out you were blinded by a storm of bright flashing lights. "There she is! Are you Y/F/N?" You almost stumbled back as a group of reporters and photographers surrounded you.

"What is your relationship with Min Yoongi?"

"Is it true you are dating?"

"How did you meet?"

"If you are dating him, why are you out with Kim Taehyung?"

Question after question was more or less screamed into your face. You only stood there like a deer in headlights as you ducked your head to avoid the assault of flashing lights. You were about to run back into the store but Taehyung wrapped a protective arm around you and placed his hand in front of your face.

"Y/N, this way." Taehyung yelled over the crowd and began pulling you through the crowd and quickly down the street. This action sent the reporters into a frenzy and they didnt hesitate to begin chasing you down the street. Taehyung grabbed your hand and you two more or less took off into a sprint. You stumbled a bit in the new heels but you kept up with him as best you could.

As you both rounded the corner, a black SUV pulled up next to you, the window rolled down and you glanced over at the driver and saw a young handsome guy driving. "Get in!" He called as he pulled to an abrupt stop. You hesitated but Taehyung flung the back door open and quickly ushered you inside.

You slid across the plush seats as Taehyung jumped in beside you and slammed the door shut. "Go Jungkook!" He called as the reporters still tried to snap pictures of the both of you. You recognized the name Jungkook as one of the names Jimin had put into your phone. He was one of Yoongi's bodyguards.

You were panting harshly as Jungkook sped off down the street, leaving the reporters behind. "Fuckin' vultures." Jungkook growled glancing in the rear-view mirror. "Are ya'll alright? I came as soon as I heard reporters were scouting the store."

"How did they know where we were so fast?!" Taehyung panted, leaning back in his seat.

"How do you think? That cockroach has Y/N being tailed."

You felt your blood run cold as you remembered the encounter earlier at your former job. The snobby woman's face popping into your head. "Caroline?" You asked glancing over yo Taehyung.

Both men fell silent and exchanged quick glances. "Yoongi told me about her today. Let's just say I've already met her." You forced a small chuckle and glanced down at your newly painted nails. "She seemed 'lovely'." You muttered, voice laced with sarcasm.

Jungkook chuckled and turned his gaze back to the road. "Yeah. So lovely." He snorted before shaking his head. "You'll need to be extra careful. She definitely has it out for you. She has it out for anyone who gets close to Yoongi. Once he hears about this he's going to lose his shit."

Taehyung sighed and rubbed his face roughly. "The sooner we find her the sooner we can keep her away from him and you. I wonder why she chose now to come crawling back from whatever hole she had been hiding in?"

"Because there's a chance for Yoongi to be happy. Happy without her. She cant stand that." Jungkook answered his friend while glancing back at you.

"I feel like I'm going to cause Yoongi a lot of stress." You spoke shyly, for a moment you began to question your whole contract relationship with the powerful CEO.

"He can handle stress. He's more worried about her getting to you rather than anything else. Please give it a chance." Taehyung reached over and placed his hand over yours.

You chuckled and shook your head. "I really like Yoongi, so if she comes for me, I wont go down without a fight." You spoke with confidence but you weren't sure if you were talking to yourself or the two men in the car with you.

Jungkook chuckled and turned the SUV into the safety of the company parking lot. "Keep that fighting spirit. But," he paused after he parked the car, his body turning in the seat so he could face you, "until we get this sorted, I'm going to be sticking around you. Acting as a bodyguard. I usually stay with Yoongi but I think it's better I watch over you."

Taehyung chuckled and cocked his head to the side. "You're gonna make Hobi jealous by spending so much time with my dress up doll." He teased with the same playful tone he had with Jimin earlier. You automatically knew Hobi was Hoseok's street name. Hardly anyone called him by his birth name.

You smirked as a red tint began to bloom over Jungkook's handsome features. "So you and Hobi....?" You asked before your mouth could stop you.

This question made Jungkook turn an even brighter shade of red. "So what if we are?" He asked defensively. Same sex couples were still a taboo thing around this city, most were met with disgust and looked down upon.

You giggled and shrugged. "Who cares if you are? I think you two are cute. I didnt get to talk to Hobi much but he seemed like a nice guy. Plus he stood up for me. I already like him, and you just saved our asses back there with those reporters, you two seem like quite the hero types."

You saw the tension leave Jungkook's body. "T-Thanks." He blushed a bit deeper. "We should go in and tell Yoongi about today."

"Isnt he in a meeting? I dont want to disturb his work." You shook your head. "I can just go up to his penthouse until he's finished. I dont want to stress him out anymore than he already is."

"As you wish." Jungkook smiled, in his mind he was already growing a strong liking for you in the fact you didnt feel like stressing his boss out, and how considerate you were being for his work. "I'll take you up, Tae, you have somewhere to be?" He asked with an arched brow as all three of you climbed out of the car. Jungkook knew better than to keep this from Yoongi. He knew his boss, he knew that he'd have to get on the media and start trying to protect your privacy and make sure the tabloids didnt post the pictures from today and start rumors.

"Yup! Got a meeting." Taehyung nodded as he handed you back your bag of clothes. He knew he had to go right up to Yoongi and report what happened unless he faced his bosses wrath. "I'll leave you with Kookie. I had fun today. I cant wait until we can go shopping again. I have so many beautiful clothes I'd love to dress you up in, little doll." He teased with a large boxy grin before bowing and waving you and the younger man off as Jungkook lead you back up to the penthouse.

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The rest of the day ticked by slowly, you and Jungkook both ordered some Thai food for lunch and had spent the afternoon exchanging stories from your past and laughing at odd jokes. You were glad Jungkook stuck around with you for the day, you knew you'd be bored out of your mind if you had to stay alone in such a large and new place. Jungkook's boyish personality and easy going nature made him extremely easy to get along with. In fact, it was hard not to adore his bunny like grin and laugh at his playful sense of humor. He definitely wasn't what you'd picture as a professional body guard.

"So how did you meet Yoongi?" You asked, your legs laid out across the couch and your back resting comfortably against the armrest.

"I met him when I was a teenager. I came here to originally be a photographer. I used to do a lot of freelance work for local musicians and bars around town." Jungkook began, a small grin tugging to his lips. "One day I was at this underground club where local rappers would go and have battles. He was the reigning champion of the underground back then. I got some good photos but I just remember being in awe at how easily he could put words and rhymes together. Almost like his brain was some kind of computer. Well, long story short one day these guys started to cause a bit of a scene after being kicked out of the battle and they went right for him. I ended up taking a few blows for him and the rest is history. I stuck my neck out for him and thanks to my photos of the event they were able to arrest the guys and Yoongi wasn't seriously hurt. He yelled at me for being reckless and fighting for him when I didnt even know him. After that we kept in touch and I started working for him and he helped fund my photography dream."

Jaw slightly slacked, you found yourself drawn in by Jungkooks short story. "Wow. That's really something, sticking your neck out for a guy you didnt know. You must be really brave."

“Or really stupid.” Jungkook chuckled. “Each one of us that Yoongi keeps close all have our own reasons for following him and will not hesitate to do what he asks. We all met him in a sort of time of need but he got us through. He may seem cold and distant on the outside but he has a big heart and really does enjoy helping people.”

You felt your heart warm and an unknown feeling begin to blossom inside of you as the man in front of you spoke. Every impression you had of Yoongi after you first met was nothing more than pure interest. You were wary about his motives with the contract but the man did go out of his way to make you feel at easy and be comfortable with contract you signed. Hell, he even said he’d not touch you sexually unless you wanted it. How many other men who were shelling out thousands for a girl would allow a no sex clause in their contract? Most men you had gone out with before expected something after they bought you a nice dinner, but not Yoongi. He had been nothing but a gentleman and even came to your rescue when you quit your job, also going out of his way to make sure Caroline didnt hurt you.

As you fell into thought you didnt even hear the door open from behind where you were sitting. It wasn’t until Jungkook stood up and smiled did you break away from your mind. “Welcome back boss, how did the meeting go?”

“Horrible.” At the sound of Yoongi’s voice, you jumped up, hand smoothing out your new dress before turning to face him with a soft smile. To your dismay, he acted like he didn’t even notice you as he took off his suit coat and tossed it lazily across the nearest chair. “The assholes kept trying to back out of the deal and I’m going to be up all night working on new proposal for them.” Tension was evident in his voice.

For a moment you almost felt sad he hadn’t noticed you or his dolled up you were right now, but after listening to his words you felt awful and guilty. The man had a rough day and here you were thinking about a dress! You were never one to put your own selfish needs first, and you never would be. “Is there anything I can do to help you?” You asked, concern lacing your voice and expression.

It was the moment he heard your voice that his head shot up towards you, his eyes widened slightly as he finally got a look at all of Taehyung’s hard work. He let his eyes shamelessly wander down the length of the dress, his eyes lingering in delight at the exposed legs that were on display for him in that moment. He knew you were beautiful but damn! This was something else. You were breathtakingly beautiful in this moment. The only thing that bothered him was the worried expression etched onto your beautiful face.

“No babygirl, it wont be hard, it’s just a pain in the ass.” He smiled softly, walking around the couch towards you, his hands seizing yours in a gentle grasp. “I see you’re all ready for our date. I need to call Taehyung and thank him. You look fuckin’ beautiful.”

From the corner of your eye, you saw Jungkook flash you a grin before slowly slipping of the room. “We dont have to go out tonight if you’re busy, Yoongi.” You smiled softly, giving his hands a little squeeze.

He shook his head a few times, dismissing your request quickly. “I promised you a date and we will go on a date.” He argued with a grin. “Besides, looking as good as you are, I know you’ll want to go out and flaunt your stuff.” He teased with a small smirk.

“The only person I got this dressed up for was you.” You fired back, taking a small step towards him. A look of confusion appeared on the CEO’s face. “I dont care if the world sees me in this dress, you saw me in it and that’s good enough. I can still wear it while cooking us a nice homemade dinner and I know for a fact I can still wear it while sitting with you on this couch while you work.”

Your words seemed to stun the man in front of you. Though his face was nearly unreadable, his eyes were full of conflict and confusion. “You’d cook for me?” He asked in a small voice.

Your brow shot up for a moment, had no one ever cooked for him? What did he eat? Did he eat or was he all work and play. “Of course. How long has it been since you had a home cooked meal?”

Yoongi fell silent for a moment before pulling back to rub the back of his neck in slight embarrassment. “Not since I lived at home with my parents.”

Unable to stop the shocked expression from forming on your face, you quickly shook your head. “That settles it. We can go out another day, I’m cooking for you tonight so you can stay home and relax while you work. I just need to run to the store and get the things for dinner. I saw market at the end of the block. I can run down there and be back before you know it.” You rambled while reaching for your phone and wallet.

Before you could even grab the items, Yoongi’s hand reached out to grab yours and stop you. “Are you crazy?!” He nearly shouted, pulling your body back towards his. You stumbled a bit and fell into his chest, a shocked expression forming on your face. This was the first time you had heard him speak in a raised voice. “After what happened today at your work and the store, you really think I’d let you go out there unprotected?” He lowered his tone, upon seeing your reaction to his outburst. He released your hands and quickly wrapped his arms around your waist, hugging you tightly against his body.

At that moment, you swore he could feel your heartbeat through your chest, your nostrils filling with his scent. The cologne he was wearing nearly making you weak kneed from how good he smelt. “T-Taehyung told you about that, didnt he?”

Yoongi nodded, his arms tightening a bit around you, hugging you deeper into his chest. “Yes. Please, babygirl, dont ever keep things like this from me. I know you didnt want yo stress me out, but hiding these kinds of things from me really make me angry. What if I’m not around, or anyone of my guys, and she shows up? She’s not just a jealous former fling. She’s dangerous! What if something happens to you and I’m not there to help you? I pulled you into this life, at least let me protect you while you’re mine.”

Much to your surprise, he leaned forward and pressed his forehead against yours, his eyes locking intensely on yours. You could see the stress and worry swimming in his dark eyes and you instantly felt bad about hiding today from him, or wanting too. “I promise, I wont hide anything from you.” Unable to stop yourself, you brought your hands up and placed them on either side of his face. “I just dont want to bother you. I know you’re so busy.”

“I’m a busy man, Y/N, but I’m never too busy for you.” His words sent your heart into a beating rampage! You could almost feel the nervous sweat begin to form on the back of your neck. That strong desire to kill him ranging through you until your body almost ached with desire. What was he doing to you?! How did a man you hardly knew hold such power over you?

“D-Did you want to go with me to the store?” You asked timidly, unable to blink or pull away as he stared back into your eyes, almost feeling as if he was staring deep into your soul.

“Yes…” he muttered softly, the heat from your body setting his on fire. He didnt think it would be this hard to resist you for seven days, but dammit if he wasn’t struggling with the urge to throw you down on the couch and have his wicked way with you. The fact you were willing to cook for him and go out of your way and put yourself in danger for him was playing tricks on his tightly guarded heart! He was sure if he could just destroy this sexual tension between you two that he wouldn’t be this frustrated and you wouldn’t have this effect on him. “I should go change so we can go and get back…”

“Yeah…” you nodded, your voice nothing but a soft breath. Silence fell between you two for a few minutes and neither one of you made an effort to move. Your eyes were intensely locked onto his and your fingers stroked the soft skin of his face.

After a few more moments of longing gazes and heaving breathing, Yoongi reluctantly pulled back from your grasp, leaving you feeling oddly cold and lonely. “I’ll be quick.” He muttered before turning his back and making his way slowly towards his room.

As you watched him walk away, you felt almost pained. You wanted to be back in his arms again, to finally feel his lips against yours. As he reached the long hallway you couldn’t stop yourself from calling out to him. “Hey,” your voice louder than you had expected, causing him to stop and quickly turn to face you. “The contract didnt mention anything about just kissing, right? Just things below the waist..because I’m okay with kissing if you–…”

The words barely were able to leave your mouth before you were swept back up in Yoongi’s arms, he must have rushed back to you before you could register his movements and your words were cut short but his soft lips pressing eagerly to yours. Your arms instantly wrapped around his neck and his arms were back around your waist, hugging you tightly against his body. Clearly kissing was a common ground and not specified in the contract and you both could agree a few intense kisses would be okay……right?

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