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samd1o1 · 8 months

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So I was looking at my Socials PFP and Discord PFP and then I noticed;

These are the same fucking smile

#Kinda gay to copy your hate crush's signature smile my dude #Idk why it took me so long to realize this #Radiostatic #Staticradio #Alastor #Vox #Hazbin Hotel

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rainbow-wolf120 · 3 months

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Chat I think my Netflix show is tweakin

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lameow-l · 9 months

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GAMING IS MY SON AND IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO HIM IM GONNA KILL EVERYONE IN THIS ROOM AND THEN MYSELF!!

LOOK AT HIM HES SO CUTE

i still have hope in getting the other boys too

its ok they can be a band or smth.. at least then gaming wouldn’t have to be so disappointed in people not hiring him bc he’s just having fun with his boys…

#it took me soooo long to realize his name can also be 'gaming' and idk if i should be ashamed or proud lol #his hashtag is gonna get real funny real quick #is it actually an intentional business decision made by hyv #no way this was accidental #anyway im disappointed in his hair design but i stopped feeling much since all genshin charas always have the ugliest hairstyles #also him being another bennett just not as unlucky #he works so hard and still tries to achieve his artistic dream at the same time #but people just smile and ignore him…PAY THE DUDE!!!#ALSO ALSO.. chiaki 2.0 and they better add all other ryuseitai next #i just can get over how energetic and cool genshin concept designs are when the game keeps slapping us with a downgraded version every time #not to say current designs aren’t energetic or cool.. just not as much lol (still salty about red xiao and those flying nahidas)#now i know why they still not doing an art book yet.. they’re ashamed to admit of the amounts of good designs they never use #AND I LOVE GENSHIN DESIGNS honest (otherwise why would i keep doing fanart of this game and this game only for 3 years)#sorry i dont post all of them.... i have issues #but i cant help but feel robbed when i see these designs knowing what they could’ve been #and it’s in no way hyv’s fault *glance at leakers* and the new designs are getting crazier and cooler but #please for the love of god hyv stop with the mullets PLEASE!!!#gaming #ga-ming #gaming genshin #genshin impact

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moltenhair · 6 months

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It's funny to be an adult who didn't realize they were queer until they were grown. Turns out those "crushes" on the cool boys weren't crushes. It was gender envy, but I didn't have the vocabulary to convey that

#lgbtq #nonbinary #i have such a distinct memory of a boy in middle school #i remember nothing about him but his look #he was one of those cool tall lanky emo kids who wore what he wanted had painted nails and dyed hair #even had the classic emo hair cut #he was also a sweet kid #if my friends hadnt made my “crush” weird i think i could have been friends with him #we talked every now and then but then when i went on to high school i never saw him again #i think his name was chris #i remembered him a few weeks ago and i realized it was never about having feelings toward him #it was how cool his vibes were and wanting to be more like him #not in a following a trend sort of way but a #'i finally have a visual representation of how i feel on the inside'#but at the time i was an awkward little girl with crooked teeth and badly bleached hair with stupid pink streaks my parents put in it #wondering why i didnt feel at home in my body #high school came around and i found a friend who was into emo bands and metal who had tattos and long hair #he was the nicest coolest person i knew and we were friends all 4 years and i finally felt seen #i didnt have a 'crush' on him but he was the cool dude friend i could always talk to and i took so much inspiration from him #he was even a huge artistic inspiration for me

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codecicle · 11 months

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ash did you see what niki put on her insta story!

I HAVE NOW :DDDDD

THANK YOU MADS‼️‼️

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#we have mail :]#oh my god i love them dude look at them go #stupid little tiara's and matching shirts i literally love them sm #mom and dadd :DDD #also GRACE'S LITTLE SLIMESTORY KEYCHAIN ON HER PURSE!!!! THATS AMAZINGG #it took me so long to realize that shes the one who runs almost all of slimestory's social media accounts #their humor is the exact same i love it sm #i just AUGUAHGUFJGJHH THEMM <3 <3 THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME TO CHECK INSTA :DDDD #every nite is emo nite ^_^

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stealingyourbones · 1 year

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Re: you are playing half-life

1) GOOD IT'S GREAT, needs a bigger fandom outside hlvrai. Also maybe look into Black Mesa- the fan made modern remake that is *absolutely beautiful,* one of the few games that would probably actually be worth $60, but is actually only $20, and is a faithful recreation with modern technology.

2) siren pups are called houndeyes! Headcrabs are probably p obvious, but also, the squid face dogs are bullsquids, and the three-armed aliens are vortigaunts!

3) pleas don't slander my boy Barney Calhoun like that he's just a security guard not a cop and in fact is canonically, actively anti-cop/anti-facist in HL2 please he doesn't deserve to have his game rejected like that PLEASE LOVE MY BOY-

Ok im sorry that's all I'm done I'm just passionate about these games I hope u enjoy them ok bye <3

!!! Oh bro you’re so good!! I absolutely LOVE people talking about things they’re passionate about and have a bunch of facts to share!!!!

I KNOW THE NAME OF THE HOUNDEYES NOW!!! Today is a good day :)

I shall play Blue Shift then fuck yeah!!! Was just about to start Half Life 2 so I’m glad I found that out beforehand and play everything in series! I’m absolutely gonna check out that fanmade game that sounds so cool!

As a kid I was pretty much fully isolated from video games as a whole and honestly it’s been a BLAST playing games that are spoiled or well known for many but completely unknown for me! I finished playing the Portal series a few weeks ago and MAN I now know why it is on such a high pedestal!! The games are wonderful and the characters are absolutely iconic. Currently going through well known earlyish PC games, the Doom games, Portal, Half-Life, and slowly chugging my way through chronologically so I can see how video gaming as a whole progressed and evolved! It’s so neat! It’s really hard trying to play a few games though, lots of games expect you to know a lot of stuff so I have to watch lots of videos to make sure I’m not forgetting a Super Important button that does a Super Important Game Mechanic. It’s so cool tho!!!! I’m having such a great time!!!!!!! Thanks for the ask my guy!! :D

#bones replies #if ANY of y’all have reccomendations for games PLEASE tell them to me!!!#y’all I didn’t realize games were so expensive it’s WILD but understandable for like super well crafted and long games but WOW!!!#is cool tho!#first game I ever played on PC was Manual Samuel to get a feel for controls… my biggest mistake #Half-Life #half life is such a blast and it’s funky and fun!!!#I’ve only accidentally broken the maps twice but both were fixable by reloading saves #the F6 key is a lifesaver dude #I’m so bad at games because I really don’t understand what I’m doing but I’m having so much fun!!!!#took me 37.6 hours to finish Half-Life on hard! google says it should take me 12 hours #but I’m getting better!!!!#tutorials that half life games give you beforehand are SO nice dude!!!! it’s really cool because I don’t know shit #I’m rambling but dudE #that fuckin god raspy ass bitch suitcase man with the green portals #idk who he is and I’ve made it my MISSION to not search up his name until I’ve fully completed the series bc-#people go INSANE when I describe him as the crusty dusty suitcase motherfucker and I want to keep myself in my Unknown State because-#I want the true comedy of whatever I’m saying to hit me then.#i don’t care WHAT that suitcase fuck is. he’s a lil bitch who owes Gordon rent money from sending him to stasis without closing his lease #I’m super excited about these funky vide of games if u can’t tell

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dazzlerazz · 11 months

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Also! Pay attention to the unit menu, especially the one with the 'talk'. This'll show you possible conversations. If the name is next to a certain character.

Ie Sigurd's talk with... Uh idk, Finn? (They don't have one, just spitballing names) that means Sigurd can initiate a conversation with Finn, but Finn cannot initiate with Sigurd.

These talks can give stats and good items.

OHHH THAT'S PRETTY COOL! Maybe I'll be able to get some real close in the remainder of this map

#askbox #razz plays fe4 #I haven't used the mage dude at all because they're so slow #so many lance knights on horses #I'm being more careful planning out my moves than I usually would be #it took me an embarrassingly long time to realize that the turn did not end after the final unit moved #and I had to press End from the menu #I love these asks hehe I love to talk about shit I'm doing

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originalitysquared · 4 months

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Thought Y'all would enjoy the note I found in my nightmare before xmas chain wallet from freshman year (grade 9) of HS.

#Blue was a girl I had a weird crush on for SO LONG and I tried so hard to go out with her but she was just trying to make me jealous #and steal the dude friends I had #I then went on to date a dude she had a crush on since elementary school apparently??#lost my virginity to that guy and dated for over 4 years LMFAO.#small town stuff #this note is from a close friend of mine #we invited her over and she got piss drunk on her own time and we had no idea.#literally we all went to bed #said goodnight #wake up and we can't find her. apparently she left our apt to talk on the phone with her gf. we look around the complex and can't find her.#call the cops.#we find her #she's in custody. they have her in the drunk tank downtown cause apparently one of our neighbors FOUND HER ON THEIR COUCH #SHE STUMBLED INTO SOMEONE'S HOUSE PISSED HERSELF ON THEIR COUCH.#They called the cops #didn't press charges thank god.#and the cops took her to the drunk tank after she tried to put a jacket on as pants.#don't trust your hometown friends in the big city #typing that all out and realizing maybe I have experienced some weird things....

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lipkisser69 · 2 years

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i realized recently that my two therapists, both completely different people with no connection whatsoever who i picked at different times for completely different reasons, are named michael and helen. i did not do this on purpose and frankly i don’t know what to do with this information

#to be completely fair michael goes by mike which is why it took me so long to realize this coincidence but holy fuck dude #tma

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redflannelsheets · 15 days

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#it’s my wedding anniversary today and I’m in a snit #not for the typical romcom reasons one might assume that a woman might be a snit about like #’he forgot our anniversary!’ or ‘he never brings me flowers!’ or ‘we’re not doing anything special because i didn’t plan it!’#i specifically planned nothing except for my regular routine because I don’t WANT to do anything special #it’s just Wednesday #and i know that to some folks that’s just a passive aggressive way of a woman communicating that she wants more out of an experience #but i seriously don’t. in fact I’m annoyed that he took the day off instead of just the afternoon like he said he was intending to do #THAT I was able to fit into my morning routine. i knew I’d still have coffee and reading and Spanish time to myself #then i realized he was all in my space making a ton of noise and i got a sinking feeling in my stomach and understood #that he took the whole damn day off #which is fine—he’s entitled to do that and I’m not going to argue with it #but where is the communication?#did he think that this is what count as ‘spontaneous’ and ‘romantic’? he doesn’t know the meaning of the words!#and I know this by now! 23 years of marriage is a long time to NOT know that and hope for more #i have made my peace with this arrangement. he works and i manage the house and work on myself during my copious alone time #so to have him in my space when i just want to read my stupid smutty book and learn reflexive verbs rankles me #i asked point blank why he was bothering to take the day off and he said ‘to spend time with me’#dude we spend time together all the time and most of that time you’re face down in a sudoku puzzle or coding #which is fine because you know have your hobbies I’m not stopping you #so unless you have a specific plan in mind that would justify trainwrecking the morning routine of an autistic woman #a woman who has accepted a plain and unadorned life without sex or romance #then take off the afternoon that you said you were going to take off and let that be it ok?#i don’t want flowers. i don’t want a card. i do want the fancy grilled cheese we talked about before i remembered it was our anniversary #tbh Wednesday is just gyros night and I suggested the gourmet grilled cheese place as a change of pace that’s all #i don’t even want to go to the art museum. I’d rather play video games tbh #agh Samantha who are you talking to? the faint outline of a man who chose someone else? yes i guess i am #sighing into the void #anyway. off to go learn how to properly use me te se nos etc. etc.

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snekdood · 3 months

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bitches prolly out here psychoanalyzing my old art on behalf of my abuser to cushion their belief that im a Horrible Person but then dont see the irony when I point out the shitty things my abuser has drawn and how I see it as clear evidence of their mindset and beliefs (of what's okay to do and how to treat people) descending and pairing that along with everything else they've done and it paints a clear picture of how this person got to the point of thinking it was okay to abuse me the way they did and then the people looking for reasons to hate me through my art will act like "they're just drawings !!!" about their art. which one is it. does someones art say something about them or not? or does it only say something about them if you hate them?

#personally I think me making fun of a douchey type of dude is less bad than drawing 'rape is fun' but yknow #ig I can just weigh the gravity of how bad each thing is accurately idk #vent #'yeah but you started to identify with the douche bag character !!' well- even before i realized I wanted to be him- the plot was #already that he was going to grow out of being a dick. him and mj were going to help eachother realize their flaws and become better #to eachother and everyone else. so by the time i DID realize I wanted to be a guy I already had in mind the mature version of him #floating around but I didn't really post about it bc I didn't want to spoil anything at the time #and it took me a LONG TIME to accept that I wanted to be snake. I was trans before that. and then when I was close to accepting it #I had that whole 'lsd' thing that made me slink back into my shell bc the people I was around made me feel like I would never be a guy #so instead I figured if I couldn't be snake then the next best thing was to be *with* him and started to self ship myself w him and he #evolved even more into an even more mature version of him that by the time I got out on the other side of feeling like I couldn't #be a guy I had this more serious and mature version of him in my mind and started to accept that I wanted to be him and basically was him #and just didn't know bc that version of snake was more like me than the one I made in 2013/14 #in 2013/14 I was only ever considering my comic in the context of some sort of comedy and just wanted to make a douchey character #to make fun of bc I had a lot of douchey people in my life who I felt like needed to be knocked down a peg and I figured the best way #to do that was to make an example out of them via the old version of snake and have him be an overly confident asshole whos hubris #often gets himself humbled even if hes too prideful to accept or admit it #at this point in time I didn't really see much of myself in any of my ocs. maybe a lil bit in mj and (mostly)peaches bc I didn't know it wa #ok to id with a guy... but even when I did subconsciously id with him here n there...i didnt relate to snakes douchey-ness like at all.#sometimes I jokingly act like a douche but again its for the same reason that I made snake a douche back then in the first place-#to make fun of people like that- to hopefully show them how foolish they are by me mirroring them or. alternatively. making people #laugh at me acting that way because pretending to act like a douche is easier to enjoy and laugh at than dealing w an actual douche #i'd do it with my ex-bestfriend all the time- I made snake such a dick because we'd laugh about it together and bc we wanted to make #fun of the dicks around us who lacked any self awareness and if not that any actual fuck about how lame and shitty they come off #what can I say. it's fun to mock people sometimes.#when I actually started to accept it my first pic I drew of him being obviously trans was in 2016... soo a couple months before I remet #my abuser...#which honestly explains why that whole relationship was so rough on me. I had just finally accepted myself and then this person comes #along and tries to smear me and gaslight me into thinking im Horrible for who I am. like. hello???????#my first time fully being myself was with them and their friend group and they all accepted me until their cult leader told them not to

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relicsongmel · 4 months

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Just spent over an hour searching for the static Ho-oh in the overworld and suddenly Ryuji taking literal years to reunite with his family makes sense to me now

#mel's musings #forest for the tree #the joke is that during his deadbeat era he was off doing the exact same thing. hunting for legendary pokemon to show his daughter #at least my ho-oh was stuck in one spot. HE on the other hand had to find that bastard roaming. makes sense it took so long #denise's dad is an enigma to me. he's not a bad dude at his core but he has VERY misguided ways of showing he cares #case in point: trying to make dena happy by helping her meet the pokemon she's been fascinated with since childhood #except this idea was born from him just straight up abandoning her and her mom. which is THE root of almost all her Issues™#he also lacks emotional maturity and is utterly incapable of seeing things beyond his own perspective sometimes #when his arguments with jen reach a breaking point he takes it as a sign she doesn't love him anymore #rather than recognizing they're both impatient by nature and not the best communicators and probably got married too young #and instead of analyzing his own feelings or talking them out with her (or you know. going to therapy) he just. leaves #his decision IS motivated by love in a way. because he thinks she'd be happier without him. but it's mostly just insecurity and fear #and he does feel bad that little dena got caught in the crossfire. so he tries to make it up to her in his own way #dena's conflicting feelings about his re-entry into her life is a WHOLE other can of worms to be honest #because she doesn't even realize how angry she is with him until she sees him again. she doesn't forgive him right away #but she's at least willing to give him the chance to prove himself again. bc that 10 year old girl who wanted her dad back never died ;_;#why is it that every time i try to be funny on tumblr dot com i end up writing emotional ass meta instead. how does this always happen #this was supposed to be a joke about dena's ho-oh hunt going about as well as her dad's. like father like daughter or some shit yk #ANYWAY that ho-oh sucks and i hope he lands on a stealth rock. good riddance #mel plays scarvi

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keeps-ache · 5 months

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introduced my brother apollo to vaporwave last night (the general first results stuff and then the pools because the pools are so important to me) and he's been zoned in on recreating one of the pool rooms in roblox for about. i think 10ish hours including last night lol :)

#just me hi #before that we all sat and watched like 2 and a half hours worth of abandoned building exploration videos and then some of that endless #pool game. which is really really good i wanna be there so bad. and we sat in near silence for all of it hfsbhvf #/anyway we also watched him recreate a small version of the pools which took maybe 40 minutes because he was tryna figure out #how to fix the water rendering lol - actual hell dude fbsh #cuz on lower graphics the water becomes completely opaque and you can't do shizz about it ! thoughts and prayers with him hfshg #//anyway before that he was also showing me how to use blender because i'd asked and i had a hand in creating probably one of the worst #renditions of jack in the box to ever be realized in this timeline lmaoo #/i gotta download blender again so i'll prolly do that later if i remember #//and anyway it's cool cuz the vibes we enjoy are not related At All lmao :)#//man i've been sitting in silence for too long i think my neurons started reorganizing themselves Hbfshbv #//anyway i'm gonna go see how it's goin :3 #he's Really good at 3d stuff it's cool :D #/so Ciao toodles pow ~+!

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starwiped · 6 months

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Car is out of my hands. Cried over it a lot tonight.

#it was a family car passed down to me #been in the family for almost 2 decades #i dont think i truly realized how attached i was to it until it was gone #and i barely got to take it out due to my health #i feel so bad dude. like i took it for granted.#even though both me and the car were unfit to be on the road for long

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understones · 7 months

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Your art is A M A Z I N G !!!

you're so kind! thank you !!!! :')

#you da best #took me so long to realize that was you on ig hahaha #was like “i know i must know this person somehow” ha #anyway have a great day dude !#*#asks

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viscer-aa · 1 year

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Gorgeous gorgeous girls wake up out of a 3 year dissociative haze and find their only intimate companionship to be The Bloodlust

#hitting me again tonight that I’m 21 and in the middle of nowhere still just Waiting #*frothing at the mouth* I Was Supposed To Be Out By Now #Let Me Out #anyways i lowkey highkey wish we realized we were a system sooner so we couldve gotten our shit together and AVOIDED THIS #WDYM WE SABOTAGED OUR COLLEGE CAREER? FOR A M A N ?? FUCK OFF #I feel like a pinned bug I feel like a resin paperweight I’m stuck I’ve been stuck I WANT OUT!!!!#I’m getting out I’m clawing my way out right now IM DOING IT #I JUST HATE THAT WE ENDED UP HERE #traded a cage for a cage let me out LET ME OUT #n e ways I’m Okay lol it’s just on my mind and I’m drunk and I’m allowed to crazypost on my girlblog #I’m allowed to crazypost now he finally unfollowed us lol took long enough #I Need To Draw Again.#That Will Fix Me.#but happy news!! IM EMPLOYED. IM CRUSHIN IT. PUSHING THIS BOULDER FUCKING RULES DUDE IM /GEN!!!!#ana.txt #slipstream.txt

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