#eclipsefictive

[fictionkinfessions]

Hey Solar

After today's episode, I'm really sorry, I know I'm not directly responsible but I am under Ruin's control so I do have to take SOME blame

And to Moon, I know how it feels to see someone you love die, I'm sorry

I almost wish I warned you sooner

I dint really know what I'm saying, today's episode was just... weird for me ig

-Eclipse (Sun and Moon Show fictive)

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[fictionkinfessions]

I kinda miss my past. Like, a lot. I miss when I was in Sun's head, causing mostly harmless chaos. I miss the feeling of building Lunar for the first time. I miss when I was in Bloodmoon's haad, just watching what he did. I miss when I was in a computer with Killcode. I miss when I was in Solar Flare's body finally feeling myself for once. I miss having the star. I miss everything from before now. Now I'm miserable. Both in my human body (current, apart of system) and in my canon body (in source).

I want things to go back to those simpler times when no one looked at me with disdain, only annoyance or sorrow. Disdain hurts.

I miss the first October. A lot. I'm not sure what I would've done differently. But I just wish I could relive it again. For the sake of nostalgia.

-Eclipse (Sun and Moon Show fictive) (also funny how I'm like the only Eclipse fictive anon, so I don't even have to sign off lol)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Hey dad... I miss you

Killcode AND Moon (old and new), you were everything, and I love you, I know I was hard to deal with, downright evil almost all the time, but I really do appreciate you both for putting up with me

Killcode, I miss you so much, I wish I could've saved you. I remember when I had the star, I visited you on Father's Day. I gave you a "Best Dad Ever" sweater and a necklace with mine and Bloodmoon's birthstones. Do you still have them? That was one of the best days of my life as a backup. I had no one, but you showed me kindness. I still take care of your dog. They're doing well. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you were killed, I only found out when I was looking for my creator, I thought it might've been you. I wouldn't have hated you if you did. I almost wish you did...

Moon, I'm sorry, too. Sorry that I didn't hear you, that I walked out on you. I just didn't want you to abandon me again. I'm scared, that's hard to admit. Scared of you, scared of belonging, scared of what'll happen if I forgive you. I really do prefer you this way. Old Moon... I probably wouldn't have believed if he apologized. Then again, I'm extremely bitter. I'm sorry for everything, but if I apologize, would it ever matter?

-Eclipse (Sun and Moon Show fictive)

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