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you get butterflies upon meeting the town freak.
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𖦹 fem!reader (she/her prns)
𖦹 college!au
𖦹 fluffy. so fluffy
𖦹 modern!au (reader found corroded coffin on spotify or something)
𖦹 chrissy is alive and well and gay as hell!
𖦹 i did not proofread this⎝(ˊᗜˋ)⎠
༻¨*:· word count ·:*¨༺
𖦹 4.6k (wow. longest fic i ever wrote. cray cray)
Walking down the seemingly never-ending hallway, you curse yourself. Being 5 minutes late to your first class wouldn't leave an excellent impression. You cringe when the door creaks open—squeezing your eyes shut and pursing your lips. You beeline to the back of the class and take the first empty seat you see. The boy sitting beside the vacant one gives you a tight-lipped smile. He has big brown eyes and long curly hair.
'He's cute,' You think to yourself.
Two weeks later, you sit in the building's lobby. Eddie almost does a spit-take when you tell him your first impression of him. "I swear!" You protest—eyes squinted from laughter, "I thought you had to be James Hetfield's son. Distant cousin, at least."
"It's just because of the clothes," He laughs.
"And the hair! The hair!"
He laughs more; you join him.
Not long after you've met, the two of you drive around in his van blasting music, singing, talking, the whole nine yards. Soon, you're at his trailer, talking to this famed "Wayne" Eddie always speaks so highly about. He doesn't say much before leaving, and you're worried he doesn't like you.
"He likes you just fine, lovely," He reassures. Your stomach flips at the nickname. Lovely, he's never called you that before.
You nod, butterflies swarming in your stomach.
"What made you move here?" He asks, expertly rolling.
You're startled by the question, "Wanted to get away from my place. Family sucks sometimes," You shrug.
"So you decided to come to the rundown, shoddy town of Hawkins, Indiana?"
"Yeah."
"And then you befriended the town freak?"
You nod.
He shakes his head, "It seems like you're doing life all wrong."
"I think I'm doing it all right," You argue, "I met this boy, and we became friends. He's, like, the best friend I've ever had." You smile, looking at your hands as they rest in your lap.
Eddie smiles when he sees your eyes wandering around his room. He grins when you gawk at his homemade Corroded Coffin poster.
"You have a Corroded Coffin poster?" You practically squealed.
Eddie was confused, "Yes?"
Your head whips around so fast Eddie's worried you've injured yourself, "So you know who they are?" You were practically gushing.
"Yes?"
"Oh my God," Your words are rushed, "I love their music. I can't find any posters or shirts or anything. Where did you find this?"
Eddie can't stop his heart from overflowing, and his cheeks hurt from smiling so much, "C'mon. I have something to show you. It's in the car."
Excitedly, you skip through his house and up to his van. He searches through the back to find a CD. He's giddy as he hops in, signaling you to do the same. Once you're in the bucket of bolts, as you like to call it—Eddie hates the nickname with a passion. Eddie starts the van, slotting the CD into the player.
"This is, uh," You hear a voice come through, "Our first recording. Hope it sounds good. This is Eddie Munson. From Corroded Coffin," He adds, "For record purposes—or something like that. I'm really fucking high right now."
Your jaw is on the floor, "You're lying."
"I'm not lying!" He argues.
"I genuinely don't believe that my best friend is part of the band Corroded Coffin."
"Baby, not only am I part of it, I'm the lead guitarist."
The nickname, everything about this, has the butterflies fighting their way up your ribcage. You won't let them win.
"If I ever got to see you perform," You say, exhaling smoke, "I would've thrown my bra on the stage."
Eddie laughs, hoping you don't see how red his face is getting. "You wouldn't have," He disputes, "I'm just some guy."
"Or my panties," You ignore him, "Or any article of clothing."
"Again, babe, I'm just some guy." He repeats.
"Some awesome guy," You correct, "Who is sexy and can play the guitar."
Eddie sits up to stare at you, "Did you just call me sexy?"
Your eyes are saucers, "No. No, I didn't. I would never say anything like that."
A smirk crawls up Eddie's face, settling on his lips. It's a good look, you think, before shaking your head. Trying to get rid of the thought like your mind was an etch-a-sketch.
"What are you thinking about, pretty thing?"
The butterflies are in your throat, and you're unsure how long you can contain them. "Nothing," You respond, bringing the joint back to your lips.
He snatches it away from you, and you whine. He frowns at you, mocking sympathy, "You can have it back when you tell me what you're thinking."
Finally, you sit up, "'M thinking about how I want to smoke some more." You huff, crossing your arms.
"C'mon, babe," He pleads, batting his big brown eyes.
The butterflies are in your mouth, and you hold your breath, willing them not to escape. "I have to leave," Your words are rushed as you stand up, frantically looking for your sweater.
Eddie watches in amusement, "Looking for something?" He holds the sweater out of your reach.
"Whatever, I don't even need my sweater." You huff, going to storm out of his home.
Eddie stops you, "Shit, baby. I didn't know I upset you that much. I'm sorry." He frowns, and it feels sincere. So many things feel sincere with him, and it hurts your heart. You accept his apology and walk back to his room. He snuggles up with you in the tiny bed. It's nice when you lay with Eddie. His hands explore your body—they trace over your stretch marks and scars, rub up and down your thigh, and grab at your stomach. He doesn't touch you like a typical boy would. He's not lustful; he's gentle. He has no ulterior motives—he just wants to be close to you. He squeezes your hip, and you sigh pleasantly—a butterfly escapes. You let him know that he is bliss through a simple sigh, and Eddie takes that information and runs with it. He squeezes your hip again. You hum.
"Nice," You tiredly whisper.
Eddie can't help his grin, "Yeah? Feels nice, baby?"
You nod lazily, "Like when you call me baby."
Yeah, you're tired—tired and high.
He hums in response, and you fall asleep in his arms.
Eddie can definitely get used to this, he thinks. He finds you lovely like this. You have a little bit of drool on the corner of your mouth, and you'll totally freak out about it later. He's not sure why. All he knows is that you'll pitch a playful fit if he pokes fun at you. You'll do that thing where you get all pouty, and Eddie just wants to kiss your lips, which is something he cannot do. So he'll stick with not making fun of you.
You're softly snoring, and Eddie can't help but think that this is domesticity—this is what it's all about. For the first time, Eddie knows what he wants. He wants to wake up to you clinging onto him like a koala, and he wants to wipe away your drool, and he wants to get up and make breakfast for you.
"Baby," He whispers. It's gentle, like he doesn't want to wake you up, but he knows you'll be upset if you're late to class. You groan and murmur: "Five more minutes."
He wants to say okay, but it's eight o'clock, and you need to leave in twenty minutes.
"Baby," He repeats, softly shaking you, "It's eight."
You nearly spring up, "Eight?!" You ask, exasperated. "Eddie," You whine, "Why didn't you get me up earlier?"
"Because last night you told me to get you up at eight," He shrugs.
"I said eight at the latest, Eddie." You frown and cross your arms. And then you feel it—there's drool on your face. You furiously wipe at the side of your mouth, growing more embarrassed by the moment. You get up, grab your clothes, and head to the bathroom. It's pretty cramped in there; you make do. You splash cold water on your face, grab your toothbrush, and brush your teeth for undoubtedly shorter than two minutes. Your fingers comb through your hair, and you call it a day.
You lean against Eddie's doorframe, "Funny seeing you here." You smirk, and then your face heats up when you realize he's shirtless. Then, you can't stop staring at the plethora of scars that litter his body. What the fuck?
"Like what you see?" He asks, flashing his teeth. Then, his expression drops as he realizes that you're not enjoying the view; you're wondering what the fuck happened to him.
"I'll tell you in the car," He mutters. This is it—this is the end of any kind of chance he had with you. You won't believe him. Hell, he didn't believe it for a while.
On the drive to school, he tells you. He tells you everything, keeping his eyes on the road. He's too scared of your rejection. At the end of the story, all you have to say is: "I believe you, Eddie."
You're parked when he speaks next, and the three minutes in between feel like torture.
"You do?"
You can't make out his expression, "Eddie," You laugh out, though nothing's humorous, "If you told me the loch ness monster was real, I would believe you."
"Babe, this is far weirder than the loch ness monster. There is another dimension, baby."
The nickname has another butterfly escaping from your mouth as you smile.
"What's got you so happy?" He laughs as you try to hide your grin.
"Nothing," You shake your head. Eddie doesn't believe you.
"Are you happy that I almost died? What is it?"
You turn sheepish, fidgeting with your rings, "You called me baby again."
"You're cute as a button."
Class is spent yawning and passing notes to one another. Eddie's good at drawing, and he draws you amazing, stupid doodles. You keep every single one. They are hung up all over your room.
"Worst room decor ever," Eddie mumbles as he enters your room.
"Best room decor ever," You correct him.
"I can't believe you kept all of this. All of my shitty drawings."
You furrow your brows, "They're not shitty, Eddie. Don't say things like that."
He laughs at your sincerity, "Okay, baby, I won't."
There's no way he's not saying it just to fluster you at this point.
"Stop," You whine.
"Stop what, baby?"
You huff as you plop onto your bed, "Calling me baby."
"I thought you liked it when I called you baby, baby."
"I like it when you do it sincerely, Edison."
"Edison?!" His brows jump, "Isn't that the dude who invented the lightbulb?"
"All those years in high school did pay off!" You clap, "Good job Eddie!"
He scowls, "Funny. Real amusing," You giggle, "Yeah, keep it up. Keep laughing at the freak."
You pout, "I'm not laughing at the freak. I'm laughing at the smart boy I met on my first day of college."
Fuck, Eddie wants to kiss the pout right off of you. He settles for sitting next to you.
"Don't pout, baby," He rests his head on your shoulder, "I'm not worth pouting over."
This time, you actually pout, "What do you mean 'not worth pouting over?'"
"C'mon, sweetheart," He sighs, "I'm not worth much in general."
"You are worth so much, Eddie. And I'm not just saying that. You mean so much to me. You think I'd pin anyone's drawings up all around my room?"
He hides his head further into your neck.
"Hey, don't get all shy on me now." You chide, though the words have no backbone to them.
"'M getting shy on you. Not gonna stop until you're done being sappy." He murmurs into your neck—his hair is tickling you. You cant find it in you to care.
"C'mon," You whine, "Show me your pretty face, Eddie."
"No." He nuzzles further into your neck, "Called me pretty." He's soft-spoken—it's an intimate moment. An intimate moment that's unlike any other you've had. A boy is on your shoulder, and you built up the courage to call him pretty.
"You are pretty," You affirm.
"So are you."
You smile, butterflies growing stronger.
"You want to have lunch together?" Your voice crackles over the phone, and Eddie is unable to make out what you're saying.
"Sorry, what was that, sweetheart?"
"Edward," You state, "Would you like to get lunch with me?"
He frowns, "I can't."
You frown, too, "Why not?"
"An old friend is in town. I'm getting lunch with her at the best diner ever." He explains
"Oh!"
"Yeah, I'm really excited to see her." He continues.
"Okay, okay, we get it. You can't wait to see your BFF." Your tone is slightly more bitter than you intend, and Eddie picks up on it.
"What? You jealous?" He teases.
"Furthest thing from it, Edwin."
"Edwin?!"
"Goodbye, Edmund." You hang up.
Dejected, you walk to the cafeteria.
It's only been a year since Eddie last saw Chrissy, and he's missed her like hell. Back in the little diner, they laugh over nothing and everything.
He gets a call in the middle of Chrissy telling a story.
"Baby?" He answers, and Chrissy lights up.
"Can you get me something? A burger, maybe?"
And, of course, he'll bring you a burger. He'd bring you the sun and the moon if it meant he could see you smile.
"No," He declares, "No, I will not do that."
"Did I do something, Eddie? Sorry for calling you Edwin earlier. If that's what you're upset about."
"I'm joking around, baby. I'll definitely bring back a burger for you. I'll get you all the burgers you want. I'll fill my van with burgers, even." He twirls his hair. Chrissy can't stop grinning.
"Love you forever, Eds. I gotta go now."
"Why?" Eddie wines.
"'Cause there's a really cute boy walking towards me. Bye!"
And before he can respond, you've hung up.
"So..." Chrissy starts, "Who're you calling 'baby?'"
"Nobody," Eddie goes red, staring at his fries.
"C'mon, Eddie," She pleads, "I told you all about my girlfriend. Time to tell me about your partner."
"I'm not dating anybody, actually," Eddie frowns the slightest bit, "We're just friends."
"Okay, so," Chrisssy claps her hands together, "While I am here, I will be rolling out my master plan: Get Eddie Together With The Love of His Life. I'll figure out a way to shorten it."
Eddie's eyes widen, "Woah! Love of my life? A little too far, Chris."
"I saw that smile," She giggles, "Don't try and hide it from me."
"Reminder to self," You say, walking to class, "Just because he's cute does not mean he's interesting."
"Where's the pretty boy?"
You turn around to see Eddie jogging toward you. He holds a box that has your name written on it, next to it, a big heart.
"He was boring," You scoffed, "Wouldn't stop talking about baseball. Who even cares?"
Eddie throws his head back, "Exactly! Who fucking cares?! Not me, I'll tell you that much."
You laugh, going to snatch the box from his hands. "Mmm. Burbger."
“Burbger?” He laughs.
You nod, “Mhm.”
"Good burger," You sigh, "How come you've never taken me there? To the diner?" You clarify.
"Never felt the need to," He shrugs, and it hurts your feelings.
"Cool."
He nods, oblivious to his hurtful words.
You don't drive home with Eddie for the first time in weeks. You know you're acting childish, but he really did hurt your feelings.
Eddie still doesn't think anything is wrong until you don't text him goodnight. You always say goodnight to him.
'Baby,'
He texts you,
'I'm not sure what I did to hurt you, but I'm sorry.'
You don't answer, and his anxieties grow by the second.
What did he do?
"Eddie?" Chrissy croaks, "It's two in the morning."
"It's actually two fifty-eight," He corrects.
"Eddie," She scolds, "You know I love you, but shut the fuck up and tell me why you called me."
"I kind of fucked up big time. A big ole fucky-wucky on my part, Chris."
"Eddie, stop speaking in riddles and tell me what's happening."
"She won't talk to me—she didn't say goodnight, she won't answer my texts, she didn't come home with me today," He rattles off.
"Woah, woah, woah cowboy." Chrissy sighs, "Do you have any clue why she might not have said goodnight?"
"Because I fucked up?" He asks.
"Obviously. Do you know why you fucked up?"
"No. I don't. I have not a clue, Chris." He sighs, "Not a clue."
"Okay. Unhelpful," Chrissy groans, "Recall today's events."
"I woke up at seven forty-six," He begins.
"I meant your interactions with her, dimwit."
"She asked if I wanted to have lunch," he begins recounting his day, "Then she asked for a burger. I gave her the burger, and she said it was delicious. She then asked me why I never took her to the diner, and I said I never felt the need to. That's it."
Chrissy rolls her eyes, sighing, "You told her you never felt the need to?"
Eddie senses he's made a big mistake, "...Yes?"
"You idiot. Obviously, this diner is special to you, right?"
Eddie rubs his hand over his face, "I told her it's the best diner ever."
"Idiot! Idiot, idiot, idiot! You are so incredibly foolish, Edward."
"I know," He groans, "I'm going to apologize now."
"Goodnight, Munson."
"Night, Cunningham."
You wake up in a haze. Sitting up, you make a mental note to never cry yourself to sleep again. The first thing you do is check your phone.
Eddie's text lights up your screen.
'Hey,' It beings, 'Sorry for saying I never felt the need to take you to the diner. It's a really special place for me. I don't go often because I need it to remain special. I need it to stay stuck in time. I've only ever gone with my friends from before you, but I'll take you soon. I promise.'
It doesn't come off the best, but you know what he means. You're new to his life, and he wants to keep the diner old.
'Thanks, Eds :) I forgive you,' You reply.
'See you at school,' You finish.
Eddie walks into the lobby with a wild grin, searching for you. You're on your phone, probably playing that stupid game he likes to make fun of.
Eddie pulls out the seat opposite yours. You look up and smile.
"You look like the Cheshire Cat," You smirk.
"He went... that way," He puts on a goofy voice, reciting the creepy cat.
"Who did?" You play along.
"The white rabbit."
You widen your eyes, "He did?"
"Who did?" He furrows his brows.
"The white rabbit," You chuckle.
He takes a deep inhale, "What rabbit?"
Laughing, you continue, "But you just said— oh dear."
Eddie stands up, extending his arm toward you, "Can you stand on your head?"
You giggle, taking his hand.
You grab lunch together. Eddie's not ready to take you to the diner, so you settle for the small pizza place next to campus. Eddie nearly inhales his food, and you laugh when he chokes on his soda. You feel an overwhelming sense of joy when it comes to him, and you know the butterflies are making their way out.
On the drive to his house, he taps along with a song you've just played, and you're bubbling with excitement that he just listened to music that wasn't metal. Let alone a piece you showed him.
"I could get used to your music," He pauses, inhales deeply, then continues. "I think."
You laugh—you're always laughing with him, it seems.
You find yourself on the couch with a bowl of popcorn, ready to watch Scream. Eddie plops down next to you when the movie starts. About five minutes in, he pretends to yawn and reaches his arm around your shoulder. You giggle, leaning into him, and the butterflies flap their wings rapidly. You fall asleep on Eddie's side.
"Lovebirds," You hear a voice boom, "Go to bed."
You groggily open your eyes and look up to, what seems to be, the voice of god. It's Wayne, you realize.
Eddie's face is bright red after his uncle's words register.
'Lovebirds.'
You seem unaffected by the term; secretly, excitement bubbles in your stomach.
"Didn't I tell you to fall asleep in a bed? Not on my couch?"
"Sorry, Wayne," You mumble.
He pats you on the shoulder, "Just don't want you two to have back pains before you're supposed to."
"Thanks, Wayne," You murmur as you shuffle to Eddie's room.
"Of course," The man grumbles.
"Told you he likes you," Eddie mumbles into your hair as he presses a chaste kiss to your head.
"Kids in love," Wayne mutters, sitting on the couch.
Fucking midterms. You genuinely cannot stand them. You've been up late every night this week studying and want to bash your head in. You've barely had time to see Eddie outside of class, and it just makes everything ten times worse. You've talked to him over the phone, but nothing matched his touch. His warm, calloused hands would run up and down your arms when you were cold or up and down your sides when you lay together. You've missed his lingering kisses on your cheek and forehead.
You've also missed Wayne. You've come to understand how he shows love—just last week, he gave you your favorite candy, and you were gushing about it to Eddie.
Now, you sit in your room—the only light coming from your laptop, and the wrapper of Wayne's gift is crumpled on your desk's side. Your phone buzzes, and you smile at the stupid picture of Eddie that lights up your screen.
"Hello?" Eddie says in a goofy voice, "Hellooo?" He asks again.
"Hi," You respond with a giddy smile.
"Hi, I'm lookin' for a real pretty girl. She told me that this is her phone number. She's brilliant and sweet, and my uncle Wayne loves her."
"Yeah? Lookin' for her?"
"I sure am."
"I'll let her know in about an hour—when she finishes studying."
Eddie pouts, hoping you'll hear it, "Why?"
It doesn't go unnoticed, "'Cause she's gotta study."
"Booo!" He yells. You hang up.
"Hello?" You ask with a smile.
"Hi."
"Someone told me a very handsome guy was calling for me. Said he's got cool rings and can play guitar."
"Oh!" You can hear him chuckle, "I do recall that conversation."
"So," You take a deep breath, "What'd ya want to talk about?"
"Politics, the weather, the deal with the DMV, and how I hate my wife."
You laugh, "So I've got 90's stand-up comic Eddie on the line?"
"Sure do, sweetheart."
You fall asleep on the phone.
"Eds," You whisper.
He turns the music down, "Yes?"
"What if I fail?"
"Baby," He puts his hand on your thigh, and the butterflies won't stop flapping their wings, "You're not gonna fail. You've been studying all week. If anything, I'm going to fail."
You roll your eyes, "I told you you should've studied."
Eddie rolls his eyes back, snatching his hand away from you, "I told you the only way I was going to study unless it was with you."
"Oh, so this is my fault?"
"If I fail, it's your fault, sweetheart."
"How do you think you did?" Eddie finished long before you. Your whole body is filled with bubbling nerves.
"I don't know," You respond, not daring to look anywhere but forward, "I feel like I'm going to faint." You murmur.
"Okay, baby." Eddie grabs your shoulders and runs his hands up and down your arms, "Take a deep breath. In... and out."
You don't care that you might be blocking the hallway—the students can find a way around you. All that matters is Eddie is helping you calm down—his hands are on you, and his head is resting on yours.
"You feelin' a little better, baby?" He asks after a few minutes.
"Feelin' a lot better."
"I'm glad."
He kisses your shoulder, and you swoon.
"What's on your mind?" Eddie asks, bringing the joint to his mouth. It's a roach at this point—he still insists on smoking it.
"Nothing," You answer—he can tell you're lying. He says it, and you roll your eyes, "Eddie, I'm not lying."
"Seriously, babe." He sits up, "What's goin' on in that pretty little head of yours?"
"First off, rude." You cross your arms with a sad expression, "Second, nothing. I am literally thinking about what I'm going to have for dinner."
"Food. You're going to have food. Now, what are you actually thinking about?"
It's strange that Eddie is being so adamant about this. Usually, if you ask him to leave something alone, he'll leave it alone. It's as if he knows that you've got butterflies in every crevice of your body—that you like him—and he's trying to coax it out of you. You're unsure why.
"What are you thinking about?" You shoot back.
"Not fair. I asked you first." He pouts.
"And I asked you second." You shrug with a smug smirk.
"Yeah, so you should answer first. I should answer second." He reasons.
"I'm thinking about a person," You begin, "A boy." It's all you supply.
"A boy?" Eddie asks, suddenly growing insecure. His crush on you isn't a new thing. He was sure he was in love with you the second you said he looked like James Hetfield. He would swear on his life that he liked you the second he saw you.
"Yes, Edward, a boy. Okay, your turn. What're you thinking about?"
"Chrissy."
It's painfully apparent that you're hurt, "Chrissy? Who's Chrissy?"
Part of Eddie is happy you seem jealous. The other part of him feels terrible.
"Chrissy is the girl I went to the diner with."
You nod dramatically, "Oh, yeah. Of course. Of course."
He can't hold it in any longer, "Jealous?"
Your eyes are saucers, "What?"
"What?" He parrots.
"What makes you think I'm jealous?"
"Just a hunch," He shrugs.
"No," You cross your arms, "Why do you think I'm jealous? And what exactly am I jealous of?" You demand.
"Well, the change in body language when I said Chrissy would suggest that you are jealous. Jealous of Chrissy and I's relationship."
"One, the correct wording would be 'Chrissy and me,'" You quip—Eddie rolls his eyes, "Second, you sound ridiculous. You sound like you're stupid, but you're trying to be smart."
"Don't call me stupid," Eddie crosses his arms, "I'm brilliant. Thank you very much."
"I didn't call you stupid, Eds," You pout.
"Stop pouting," He pokes your jutted-out lip, "It makes me want to—" He cuts himself off by bringing the joint back to his lips.
"It makes you want to what?" You ask, secretly hoping the answer is what you've been wishing for.
"It makes me want to do something I shouldn't do."
"Yeah?" You smile, "Like what."
"Sweetheart," He sighs, "I have a feeling that you know. And I'm not sure why you insist on hearing it from my mouth."
"I don't know what you mean," You feign innocence.
"I think you know exactly what I mean." He whispers into your ear, and you shudder at the sudden closeness.
You turn, "C'mon, Ed's," You're so close that you're sure the butterflies will float out of your mouth and go straight in his, "Don't make me say it."
"Well, I don't want to say it, either," He mutters.
"So... where does that leave us?"
Three beats of silence go by, and a butterfly escapes when he puts his hand over yours.
"Can I kiss you?" His voice is a whisper.
"Yes."
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