#edit: this is ok to rb btw

[the-grape-entity]

When a bad day at the end of a few bad weeks turns into being terrified you’re getting worse and terrified you’re never getting better

[ellypse]

happy new year!! ⛩️ 明けましておめでとう！！

[singing-robot]

oh hey btw when I make silly goofy headcanons about sans and papyrus not knowing stuff about each other, I’m not saying “oOoOoO they actively lie and hide stuff because they have secrets!!!!” I’m saying that I’ve lived with my brother for about 20 years and didn’t find out he has the soap-cilantro gene until a few months ago. He silently ate soap-flavored greens for 20 years and never said anything. I found this out at a restaurant when he mentioned it to a friend. Not to me, to someone else, because he never thought to tell me in all the 20 years we’ve been together. Do you know how long that is to know someone? Do you know how many meals we’ve shared that contained cilantro? Like yeah I know he hates mushrooms because he always complains and picks them out but the soap-flavored cilantro? Can you tell this bothers me? Can you tell I’m a little upset? I found out less than 6 months ago. You know, after living with him for about 20 years. (He never said anything because he doesn’t mind the taste. He said this while eating cilantro.)

“sans never tells anyone anything” is a bitter phrase uttered by a man who recently found out that his brother has been willingly eating soap leafs for the last 20 years.

[synthionic]

Sorry…person?

[the-converse-high-top]

this is going to sound really fucked up but i just need to say it i think.

I never realized that people could actually care. I always thought that the depictions of friendship in movies and TV shows were over-the-top portrayals, and weren't things that actually happened. This was then exacerbated by the fact that my entire life I always wanted people to just Know How I Was Feeling like they do on TV and I found out that that's Not How It Works. I always thought I was naive for caring so much about my friends and for doing nice things for them out of the blue, and I always resented myself for resenting my parents for not doing more for me as a child.

So when I got to uni, and my friends started caring about me and asking if I was ok when I looked sad and doing nice things for me, I didn't know what to do with myself. It was the nicest thing anyone had ever done for me in a long time. When I was staying with a friend, and she said that she left the window open in the room I was going to be staying in because I liked it to be cold when i sleep, I bluescreened. I didn't know how to respond. It is quite literally one of the nicest things anyone had ever done for me. No one had ever paid that much attention to the things I liked. Every year on my birthday it was either a gamble if I would get something I actually wanted from my parents (spoiler alert: I was often disappointed) or I would just have to straight up tell them what I wanted. I got accustomed to the latter, and now I don't mind, but receiving two gifts from friends about languages this year made me realize that I could have it so much better.

And don't even get me started on online friends. I sort of thought that everyone was lying about them? Or that it was something unattainable, and reserved only for God's Chosen Favorites or something. But no, there are little people in my phone who care about me. They legitimately care about me as much as I care about them. I've been nervous to ask them about their well-being because I'm still nervous about being naive and getting a wake-up call that no one cares again, but after being told that they were worried about me when I overslept, I think i should know that I'm in the clear. And that's not even including all the times they tell me to go to bed when it's late, and when they ping me about things I may enjoy or things I was involved in.

All this is to say I guess that I'm touched that people remember my existence. It makes me feel good to be wanted. I will be eternally grateful to both my irl and online friends who made me realize that just because my parents or my friends from home didn't care enough to remember what I like or to go out of their way to do nice things for me, it doesn't mean that no one will. I need to step up and do more for you guys. I trained myself to push down my desire to help and check in with people because I thought I was betting on something that I'd never get in return, but now I know I can.

Thank you all, and I love you 💚

[nygleskas]

some waystarshipping moodboards i made at 2am cus i was bored hehe

[germboyfriend]

hiiiii for the love of god hello. meet ME‼️

[swiftfootedachilles]

ok i left the servers im in. ive decided im just done trying to interact with most people and im just gonna stick to the like. 8 people that still follow/positively interact with me. if youre seeing this youre okay but fuck everyone else i guess

[sxturdaysun]

a hundred bad days made a hundred good stories a hundred good stories make me interesting at parties

high school -> present

(alternatively: before and after getting in that damn van)

bonus GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK ❗❗ version:

[ipfy-dot-tif]

so i bought a knife

[angeltannis]

You guys ever have blorbos you lost in the divorce. Like your ex was really into them so now you can’t ever think about the character without being reminded of the ex

[ilovejojo]

[kimjiwoong]

[butcheredtongue]

* repeating under my breath while clearly trying not to cry * I am cringe but I am free I am cringe but I am free I am cr

[005198s]

down so unbearably, unbelievably, so tomFOOLISHLY bad for ms. honeybee rn

𝙷𝙾𝙽𝙴𝚈𝙱𝙴𝙴 𝙴𝙳𝙸𝚃𝚂 ( 1/? )

[pandapupremade]

general + 3!!!!!! :D

prompt from here

Draw F/O’s reaction to meeting your pet[s]/your favorite type of pet[s]

my favorite ANIMAL is a panda ofc but my fave PET is cat so i drew bappy with kitty <3 not my kitty but just. general kitty. thank u for sending!!